Manly, just good news this month ! Stating with commissions, thanks to the intervention of Fe (whom I’ll get into later) we were able to write and send out all the invoices for the next commission. This part is still the most tidies to us … But he just kind of did it? On top of the chores? Ok!? And the commissioner were quite to respond! So Kihl will be taking care to work on the new commission on his steam, he’s excited to show you what’s coming!
Now for what’s been going on outside, we got our first internship! It was mainly observation for one day at a tv station, but this is so important to us! Finally, we got to see a “professional environment” and – it’s not as scary as we thought! And so, on top of giving us a new-found respect for the job of journalism on tv, we are so much more motivated ourselves to find work! And! We had our birthday! It was the 18th, we weren’t expecting much, and it still went very well! Parents came over and, something here, it was great to have them, talk about how thing are going, get their perspective. Overall, very motivating!
As for us, I – I had some downs last month… I don’t know how to talk about it, but – feeling like you’d rather be gone than to deal with how you’re feeling… Yeah… Thankfully, things have been getting better now. Hopefully I’ll know better what to do if this happens again… But but, for now I’m good! Going out with friends and having that going well helped a lot.
Kihl, he didn’t get to front all that much, or stream. He’s mainly been helping Jolyne with EllyB’s commission. And – He’s still thinking about that one mummy drawing of himself from Goretober. Something clicked and now he wanna see more death, corpse, suffering and, of course, mummies and mummification. … Ok, this sounds really scary, but it’s with our usual bread of wholesome, consensual style of doing things. Like, Kihl is the one who'd like to suffer the most off of twisted fates and get finally broken. I think this is a good time to say, we’re slowly finding what each of us are into. And while I don’t mind having death in my own fantasies (like in vore), but he is, as per usual, on another level.
Jolyne? She’s been fronting a lot of the time. Managing things the best she can while trying to get some of her own stuff out there. Oh! Speaking of, the cool picture of us? That was her initiative! EllyB is having a redebut, and she was putting her friends on the board of her stream, she thought it is cool to have a better pic of us to put up there. It’s – REALLY nice to see us together and happy, really.
And – While 3 is a good number, someone just came up on the 20th. We didn’t know who he was, he didn’t know who he was either. He just started fronting as we woke up and just – did his thing. Which turns out to do all the things as a matter of course?? And when our – lack of focus came around in the afternoon, he knows to give himself sometime. We were rather stunned to see this, Jolyne is a try hard, but this was near effortless. Otherwise, he’s a bit more stark? And he writes in a very formal manner, using all kinds of complicated words? He’s a bit worried he’d come off as too serious compared to us, but I think he’s just fine! He has no problem talking to people, and people don’t seem to mind it.
It seemed that, like Kihl, he was already here, a concept we tried to construct based on how we felt. So he does have some kind of visualization for himself, and a name. ...Which, whether it be Felix or Fegemni, he wasn’t happy with, Fe was just fine. And for a face, the emerald green anubien jackal is just fine by him too. Due with all that, he had a lot less time to develop, so things could change. Still! I'm happy he's with us! Kihl is happy that he has another servant. And Jolyne - They are still figuring out how they feel, but they definitely appropriate each other's productive mindset.
We think that, as it comes to our plurality, we should remain flexible and not afraid to update our understanding of ourselves. And so, it should be fine if it comes that we weren’t 3 or if it comes out that we’re 5. There is this prevailing feeling of being esoteric, but – nah, we cool! This is about finding ourselves and living better with it.
And for what’s to come? I guess being better at doing commission? :y We think that more over, we’re seeing how we’re all creatively pulling in different direction, so while we all wanna work on something big, we don’t all wanna work on the same things. So… We’ll have to figure that out…
Annnnd that should be all? Doing updates like this is good, to let you know how things are going on outside, and also to some note about how things having been going for ourselves to ourselves.
