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The Complete Poetical Works of Percy Bysshe Shelley (ed. Hutchinson, 1914)/To Edward Williams

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TO EDWARD WILLIAMS

[Published in Ascham's edition of the Poems, 1834. There is a copy amongst the Trelawny MSS.]

IThe serpent is shut out from Paradise.The wounded deer must seek the herb no moreIn which its heart-cure lies:The widowed dove must cease to haunt a bowerLike that from which its mate with feigned sighs 5Fled in the April horn.I too must seldom seek againNear happy friends a mitigated pain.
IIOf hatred I am proud,—with scorn content;Indifference, that once hurt me, now is grown[1] 10Itself indifferent;But, not to speak of love, pity alone Can break a spirit already more than bent. The miserable one Turns the mind's poison into food,— 15Its medicine is tears,—its evil good.
IIITherefore, if now I see you seldomer.Dear friends, dear friend![2] know that I only flyYour looks, because they stir Griefs that should sleep, and hopes that cannot die: 20The very comfort that they minister I scarce can bear, yet I, So deeply is the arrow gone, Should quickly perish if it were withdrawn.
IVWhen I return to my cold home, you ask 25Why I am not as I have ever[3] been.You spoil me for the task Of acting a forced part in[4] life's dull scene,—Of wearing on my brow the idle maskOf author, great or mean, 30In the world's carnival. I sought Peace thus, and but in you I found it not.
VFull half an hour, to-day, I tried my lotWith various flowers, and every one still said,'She loves me—loves me not.' 35And if this meant a vision long since fled—If it meant fortune, fame, or peace of thought—If it meant,—but I dread To speak what you may know too well: Still there was truth in the sad oracle. 40
VIThe crane o'er seas and forests seeks her home; No bird so wild but has its quiet nest,When[5] it no more would roam; The sleepless billows on the ocean's breast Break like a bursting heart, and die in foam, 45And thus at length find rest: Doubtless there is a place of peace Where my weak heart and all its throbs will[6] cease.
VIII asked her, yesterday, if she believedThat I had resolution. One who had 50Would ne'er have thus relieved His heart with words,—but what his judgement badeWould do, and leave the scorner unrelieved[7] . These verses are[8] too sad To send to you, but that I know, 55Happy yourself, you feel another's woe.

  1. To Edward Williams—10 Indifference, which once hurt me, is now grown Trelawny MS.
  2. 18 Dear friends, dear friend Trelawny MS., 1839, 2nd ed.; Dear gentle friend 1834, 1839, 1st ed.
  3. 26 ever] lately Trelawny MS.
  4. 28 in Trelawny MS.; on 1834, edd. 1839.
  5. 43 When 1839, 2nd ed.; Whence 1834, 1839, 1st ed.
  6. 48 will 1839, 2nd ed.; shall 1834, 1839, 1st ed.
  7. 53 unrelieved Trelawny MS., 1839, 2nd ed. unreprieved 1834, 1839, 1st ed.
  8. 54 are] were Trelawny MS.