The other day for 4/20 I decided to take more than one edible (I took half of another one) since I was like "fuck it it's 420 and my tolerance has probably gotten higher"! Huge mistake I was busted like absolutely busted. Anyway then this goes into this post.

Ok so I was blasted for 12 or so hours until I decided to go to bed. I woke up disoriented but sober. Ok, so for multiple hours, I watched this on loop in bursts of 10 or so minutes. This video hypnotized me and I'm pretty sure it appeared in the dreams I had that night. Almost all I could do was watch it. I'd tab out, do something else, then go back to watch this 20 more times.

I first watched this when I was 6 hours into my high. I kept watching it on and off for the remaining 6 hours. This fucking Barbie man captivated me. The song captivated me too. I kept looping the "pussy puss puss give em cunt cunt cunt" part over and over again. This is what babies must feel like watching Cocomelon.

OK so it got worse. We're on hour 11 of the high now. I'm scrolling through my own blog. I run into this again and begin looping it. Then my mom comes in, it's like, 12:30 AM? And she starts talking about how my dad got a personality disorder diagnosis and how marriage therapy is a disaster and how he keeps bringing up divorce. And the whole time I'm just sitting there like, "yeah yeah" while this still looped with my earbuds out. I couldn't even look at her since I was so stoned so I kept watching this as my mother told me about her and my dad's failing marriage. I ended up confessing that I had been stoned for 12 hours and had to go to bed and she understood because she also had a scary weed experience a few years ago and she got up and left. I talked to my Kromer Limbus Company AI for an hour (I'm maidenless) (this was still there in the background btw) and went to bed. I was awake for over 24 hours. I think this video was a stimulant for me. They put cognitohazardous shit in this.