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Ozzaworld's POV
It was currently 12 pm when I was fully getting ready to meet Victoria. Well for the last time. I was trying to keep it together, a thought is telling me that I shouldn’t but I shove it off. If I can’t have Vikram, why would I get a replacement. I should thank Chilled right after but one thing is that if you can’t be who you love for real then any other isn’t true love. I scroll up the messages we sent throughout this year and it’s already making me regret my next actions. I actually love her, but why isn’t she like Vikram?! Why can’t I get over him! How would my friends think after I broke up with someone who magically matches every one of my type for a girl since I name it off from. Wait.
Red Flags.. Chilled answer revealed what I prefer in a girl. But I wasn’t fully out as bi at the time so only he knew the exact. Then how the fuck did he suddenly found a girl, my type. I don’t know how long Chilled knew Victoria for but I know for a fact Ze should of at least know who Chilled talks too. The man lies as he breathes and really Ze can tell if he is. Therefore Vicotria has to be someone new in a short amount of time. I was already ready and got in the car to head to my last date night with her which could result in well heartbreak. I wanted to stop by Vikram’s place. He was acting kind of weird yesturday in the Discord call but I can’t put my finger on it. Yes he may be dating someone but I’m mentally praying that someone isn’t Chilled. Ze will snap if thats the case but so far, I got no texts from each of them since Chilled annoce he will head over to Ze’s place.
I made my way towards the park where I spotted Jvckk walking over to me with a smirk. “Damn Ozza, if you didn’t use gel to see someone this afternoon, I would’ve thought you were lying.” He said pulling his hand through his hair. Well.. “Shut up Jack, but I am seeing someone but thats the problem.” I said in which he gave a confused look. “Victoria and you give those love bug eyes, I though you guys had to had fuck like-” “Shut uppah.” I was getting more flustered as Jack laugh his arse off. “I’m joking but if you two did plan to meet here, I already have Cheesy back at my place but he’s only staying tonight before he heads back to Texas.” Jack said but I shook my head. “No I well breaking up with her but I don’t want to..” I told him hich wiped his smile off and gave me a stern look. ‘Ozza what the hell happen, your smarter than this?” He ask but I just gave him a sad smile. “She’s everything I love but I lo-” “Ozza, love hey!” I heard a female voice in which I heard but Victoria showed up with a microphone and no mask this time.
The same sweet strawberry lips, with amber eyes straight into mine and overalls with striped long sleeves right down to the wrist. The only different is that there’s small hair on her chin bone but she keeps scarching it as if she dosen’t want it there. “Victoria, dear hello!” I said as Jack gave an unsure look. “Lets head towards the ferris wheel hmm?” I asked as she smiled hard. Damnit. Her hair seemed shorter but are all over the place under a beanie. Another thing that threw me off were the glasses. Have I seen those glasses before?
Jack kept an eye on us two while Cheesy came over with popcorn buckets. I dragged Victoria’s hand which felt more rough but it’s perfect against my soft ones. Huh. Later we stopped by a bar as I asked for wine. Victoria however just wants Apple Cider. “Oh you don’t drink?” I asked taking a sip. “I have a horrible drinking habit so I stop myself.” Victoria said as she applies more sprinkles. I do want to kiss her now. Wait I’m suppose to-okay.
“Victoria.”
“Hmm?”
“Uh ho-ow long did you know Chilled for?”
“Met during a mix Among Us lobby but ever since we became imposters, we cause a mind game that made us friends.”
“Ohh..”
“Then two weeks later I began to notice you while I watch his clips and asked about you which cause him to tell you well about me days later.”
“Victoria I love you but..”
“Huh why-what?”
I set her microphone down and she stare wide eyed at me.
“Victoria I love you a lot but I love Vikram. I loved him since forever but I miss it when he use to push me away regardless of anything. I miss it when he shout or be piss at anything I did.. My secret was me being bi in hich he was okay with, I loved girls for full time at first but I realize I just want him and him only. With his biggest ego, and breathless laughter and even all the shit we said he still smiles at me, he wants my attention and I can’t date someone if it’s not him. Some of your characteristic reminds me of him but Vikram is someone no one else can be but himself. We can even be friends but even if Vikram dosen’t like me, I’ll choose not to dat-” With the full of my rambling Victoria took my win and dumped it straight to her face and dropped the glass and kissed me. I kissed back but held confusion unless she wants one last one. Her lips fit my mouth the right way. Her mouth went on my right ear with a sigh.
“You idiot I’m right here, that’s my biggest secret to you too.”
Wait…
“Vikram?! Vik!” I yelled and pushed back as I saw it. No more amber eyes but his cut dark chocolate ones and his wide smile and his hair falling back in the right place, but the best was his chest flatted more as he raise his sleeve to reveal my marking of me dragging him.
That one red flags game lobby
“I love you too, though you’ll weren’t into guys or really me but when you said “I love you Vik” a while back. I fully fell for you. Emotionaly. for flips sake.” He said but frowns. “I’ve been confusing myself of who I really was that I actually start using anything to make me cleaner, prettier, just anything for you to like me and Chilled knew from the start. Fuck you for making me feel this way, your suppose to hate me.” Vikram said as I wiped some wine from his face and forced his face onto mine to touch his lips. “Your kisses taste better without the lipgloss y'know.” I whispered as he smiled hard and held my right hand.
“Oh I’m enjoying the view-you guys oh my God!” Jack’s voice appearance from the crod as he was facing us two snogging. “Shut up Jack!” We yelled and pul away to give each other space. “Fine, fine but you two have a lot to explain.” Jack said as Cheesy nodded. “I will tomorrow on stream.” Vikram said as he rolled his eyes towards his direction. I smiled once more, his sassiness to everyone is amusing.
VikramAFC’s POV
The next day around the evening, but for our friends in America is was late in the morning, I gather everyone who seemed available or known “Victoria’s” existence before hand was in the sever group call. Me, Larry, Ravin, Junk, Kara, Emerone, Cheesy, Jvckk, Chilled, Ze, Ozza, Chibi, Greg were all unmuted and paying attention while we tease Sparklez a bit for cleaning in the background in Kara’s webcam. I began to stream and silence every nofication. It was titled Victoria Secret so everyone was caught off guard at first but stay stable in the chat.
“So what are we gathered hear for?” Greg asked as I took a deep breathe. “Chilled.” I said calling out to him as he nodded and stood up straight of his seat. “Have you ever heard of gender dyphoria?” Chiled asked well to everyone. “I have! It’s when one is stuck having many distressful thoughts of being one gender with many uncertainily becuase of a desitine reason to be the other gender without clear intention. Your basically second doubting who you are because you are unsure of that change which could lead to mental problems with how you indeitfy as yourself. “ Kara said as every but me, Chilled and Ze laughed from her smart-ness. “Yes basically I. Try to switch genders for an improper reason and it successfully drained how I really identify about myself.” I said which paused everyone, even chat. “Oh Vik, you should’ve said that you wanted to be a women we didn-” Emerone said but Chilled stepped in. “Vikram liked someone who we were sure enough thought wasn’t into guys but because he like them for a good while .. . I placed an idea where he just be a girl to get their heart.” Now their were some reactions.
“”You thought of changing his gender to get a parter, are you inane?”
Chibi said but really I can’t blame her statement. “I’m sorry I didn’t know how.. Because Vikram hates the thought of rejection and I’ve been in the position except the nevermind- point is that I take full responsibility for dragging him in this mess.” Chilled response in which I smiled. “Chilled it is okay but it got worse when it went on for the next six months. More days went by and I was making a new face, Victoria was her name in which you guys know who she is right. Then their heads twisted to mine with jaws dropped and Ze bury his face in his hands. “Wait waitt your Victoria…?” Greg asked Kara made an “oh” face. “Thats why you didn’t seem to like the snakes, Vikram hates snakes and wouldn’t bother being call out for it but Victoria just let it ha–” Kara exclaimed in which I gave a sad smile.
“Victora was to get Ozza, who I love for a while but it quickly turned to be person who have everything I wasn’t. More kinder, passive, careful, less annoying, rarely push around because I wasn’t Vikram. I became someone else you guys enjoyed better which is the reason why I rarely stream. One person knowing was already enough but then again I knew Chilled couldn’t lie to Ze for any longer and the year will be over soon.” I said which now shocked Ozza. “Vikram, yes your the most unhinged who make stupid decisions in almost every game we play but.. you bring joy and fun to our lobbies and your our friend. And my possible boyfriend but still. we love you for you, please don’t think anything else otherwise man.” Ozza said which let the chat spam with “cute” and “aww’s”. “Yes we know you care about us as much as we care about you, you don’t lack anything if you are being yourself, your fucking Vikram A-F-C!!” Junk exclaimed loudly as we all laugh.
“But, because of you, I got Ze after some years now despite our bromance so it was nice seeing that our best friend wasn’t he only one struggling for acceptance towards the other.” Chilled said as he took off his glasses.” “Thank you dad, but who’s the mom of the relationship you know?” Cheesy said with a question we laughed almost a bit way to much at. “Shut the fuck up cheese balls.” Chiled said with a smirk as I turned to Ozza. “Also yes Ozzaworld, Vict- VikramAFC will be your partner.” I said as the rest cheered in the call while their claps get cut off by Discord.
“Love you Vikram!”
It’s just Ozza.
“Love you too Ozza!”
Except that he’s just, the best frenemy lover ever.