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Seokjin has a sad pout on his face, staring blankly at the wall in front of him.
Another night passes by with absolutely no sex.
Moments ago they were kissing so passionately, but as soon as Seokjin tried to move closer to Jungkook, Jungkook pulled back, giving him several pecks before turning him around, stating they should go to sleep.
Wide awake, Seokjin's mind drifts through several thoughts. Thoughts that don't make him feel good. Thoughts that make him feel insecure and create doubts in his mind.
There is one doubt in particular that flashes through his mind, which results in him gripping his fingers uncomfortably on the duvet and makes him feel like his chest is tightening.
'Does Alpha still want me?'
He, of course, doesn't equate Jungkook's love for him with how many times he has sex with him, because that would be ridiculous to do.
His alpha takes the best care of him and their pup without any complaints and enjoys it to the fullest.
However, it's been a couple of months since he had their pup. Seokjin had needed a little more time to recover because he did have slight problems, but it's been a month since his doctor told him he was all recovered.
Seokjin had even been told it was safe for him to stop taking his suppressants. He had been advised to take them after having their pup so that a possible heat doesn't intervene in his healing time.
Overall, they were well in the clear to start having sex again.
But... they still haven't.
Seokjin is used to having his husband all over him, who never misses the opportunity to have his hands on him.
While Jungkook is still extremely affectionate with his hugs and kisses, he absolutely will not have sex with him.
Seokjin at first thought that he was overthinking it all, but then when he was the one to initiate by climbing on top, Jungkook gently sat him back on their bed.
That was when it was confirmed to him that something was up with his alpha, because Seokjin being the one to initiate is one of the things that turned his alpha on like no other, given that he was often very shy.
After that, Seokjin reached a point where he was constantly questioning whether Jungkook even wants him physically anymore.
He began thinking that maybe this is why his alpha always abruptly stopped when their kisses and touches became too heated.
The question of his alpha wanting him lingered heavily on his mind, and that's where his anxiety led him to search online. He finds forums that exist where omegas have shared their experiences of when they've felt similarly. Reading some of the comments has him feeling worse, so he scrolls and scrolls down through them. However, one particular comment has him scrolling back up, piquing his interest.
An omega had written about how they seduced their alpha.
Seokjin's eyes widen while reading each line written, invested by sheer intrigue.
Though a few minutes later, he has to quickly close the tab down when he hears the front door open and rises from the couch.
"Hey honey," Jungkook says with a smile, pressing a sweet kiss to Seokjin's cheek as he hugs him. "How are my darlings doing?"
Seokjin tries to squash his thoughts down and answers, "Pup is having a nap. Come, alpha, dinner is ready."
Seokjin is about to walk off when Jungkook's hand gently pulls him back, and he smoothly slides his large hands down to his hips.
"And you?" Jungkook asks softly. "I said darlings, that means you, too, baby."
Seokjin feels his ears heat up. "I- I'm good," stuttering without meaning to.
"Good." Jungkook's eyes flicker down to Seokjin's lips, and he gives his husband's hips an appreciative squeeze.
Seokjin feels his breath stop a second from seeing the desire in Jungkook's eyes. Maybe... maybe he was wrong? Alpha still wan-
"Let me go get refreshed!" Jungkook exclaims suddenly, removing his hands off of Seokjin. "I'm starving!"
Seokjin flashes him a tight smile, but when his alpha is out of sight, he slumps his body. Despite his defeated stance, Jungkook's actions fuel him further; after reading that comment, he feels somewhat determined to seduce his alpha.
The opportunity to do so arrives a week later.
Seokjin's parents were going to take care of their pup, leaving them to have the weekend to themselves. Oftentimes, when they knew well in advance if his or Jungkook's parents were going to take care of their pup, Jungkook always eagerly planned something for them.
This time Jungkook had excitedly booked tickets for a concert of a band that they both enjoy.
That is when Seokjin commences his plan to seduce his husband.
When getting ready for the concert, Seokjin digs through his wardrobe to find an outfit. He discovers the clothing he hasn't worn after his pregnancy progressed. He feels a slight frustration because he doesn't even know if they'll fit him now after having his pup. Rather than let himself become stressed, he finds his dark denim jeans that have a huge hole on his thigh and a deep v-neck t-shirt that will reveal his ample cleavage and decides to wear them.
Seokjin applies pink lip gloss to his plush lips and brushes through the strands of his hair, letting it fall naturally.
He's slightly nervous for Jungkook's reaction, but nevertheless he heads down and approaches where his husband is seated, ready and on his phone passing time.
"Alpha," Seokjin calls out to get his attention. "I'm ready."
Jungkook looks up from his phone and is about to get up but stops midway when he finally sees him, eyes widening.
Seokjin can already feel himself blushing under his alpha's gaze. His blush deepens as Jungkook navigates his body with his eyes from head to toe, licking his lips when staring at the milky patch of skin of his thighs before his gaze glides up and stops at his breasts.
Seokjin squirms while standing, even though he tries not to, with his flush now reaching down his neck, which his alpha can see clearly.
Despite how shy he felt, Seokjin had to admit he absolutely loved how his husband was looking at him with so much desire.
"What do you think?" Seokjin shyly asks, twirling once around.
Jungkook's eyes leisurely roam up and down Seokjin's body intensely once again. "Gorgeous."
Seokjin feels his heart beat pick up when Jungkook takes steps towards him, but the moment is broken when a loud ping from Jungkook's phone fills the air.
Jungkook appears as though he's been shocked back into reality, stuttering out, "Oh! The car is here! Shall we get going?"
They had booked a car to take them to the venue since they knew finding parking would've been difficult.
Seokjin's smile dims ever so slightly before he nods and holds the hand his alpha extends towards him.
When they reach the concert venue, it's slightly cramped, but they find their space in the crowd.
The atmosphere and energy is exhilarating. However, whenever Seokjin wants to jump to the music, he keeps having to hold his hand on his chest, not wanting his breasts to pop out. It's getting annoying as his fun keeps getting interrupted.
Jungkook, who was standing behind his omega, holding the curve of Seokjin's waist, heard how Seokjin huffed out a breath, and then when trying to see his face to find out why he made such a noise, he noticed how Seokjin kept pulling his top up to cover himself.
"Do you want my jacket, baby?" Jungkook says into Seokjin's ear.
Seokjin stops moving for a bit and bites his lip in consideration. He was dressed like this for his husband, but at the same time he really was bothered by his clothing. In the end he says yes.
Jungkook slips off his leather jacket and slides it onto his omega, helping him into it.
Seokjin zips up the jacket that pretty much covers all of his upper body, but now he can jump more freely and cheer even louder.
Jungkook, endeared by his husband, kisses the back of his nape fondly before jumping along and singing the lyrics with him.
The buzz of the concert thrums through them, and they enjoy a nice greasy pizza from a restaurant that is nearby. Once they reach home, it's quite late, and they're exhausted, so it doesn't take long for them to fall asleep.
Seokjin wakes up first the next day, and his eyes bulge when he looks at the time. It's almost 2pm.
They always sleep in late whenever their pup is being taken care of by her grandparents, as they don't have the luxury of doing so when alone with their pup, and normally Seokjin would burrow back into his alpha's body, but right now all he can think of is that he's running out of time.
Thankfully, as soon as Seokjin slithers out of the bed, Jungkook is up, too.
After having a late lunch, they clean up around the house because it's a bit of a mess, and seeing as it was quite late into the day, they decide to chill at home afterward by having a movie marathon.
They are lazily lounging on the couch, with Jungkook's arms around Seokjin's back while Seokjin has his thighs across his lap, eating ice cream as they watch an action movie that was out a month ago but were unable to see as they were busy.
Though Seokjin was excited to see the movie, he couldn't help but feel like he was wasting even more time.
Seokjin anxiously licks his spoon before deciding to shift the plan he had for later into the night to now.
"Need to go to the bathroom," Seokjin says abruptly, pushing the bowl of ice cream away so that he can get up.
"Should I pause the movie?" Jungkook asks.
"No, it's fine. Be right back!"
Seokjin speedily walks to their bedroom and goes to the drawer where he left the cherry red lingerie he found when picking out his outfit for the concert yesterday; it's a soft lace, and it barely covers him when he wears it. He hasn't worn this particular set ever, purchasing it when a Valentine's Day sale was going on, and he wanted to leave it for a special occasion as Jungkook always loved seeing him in simple sets.
That was more than a year ago, and now it's smaller than before, with his hips wider and breasts becoming bigger during his pregnancy, but he manages to squeeze into it, even if it digs a little uncomfortably into his skin.
Seokjin stares into the mirror, assessing his appearance, liking how he looks.
Taking a deep breath in and out, Seokjin makes his way back into the living room.
Hearing his omega's approaching footsteps, Jungkook slowly turns his head away from the TV screen. "Baby, you good? You took some ti-"
Jungkook's mouth gapes open and his eyes grow wide as he takes in what Seokjin is wearing.
Seokjin blooms red like the lingerie he's wearing, hands wringing nervously in front of him.
Jungkook remains speechless, eyes wandering all over his omega's body until suddenly, he sucks in a harsh breath and shakes his head.
When the alpha turns his head away, Seokjin stops wringing his hands and blinks with a confused frown.
"Do you want me to, um, grab you- grab you a t-shirt?" Jungkook stutters, eyes firmly facing down.
Hearing his husband's question and seeing his reaction has Seokjin suddenly bursting into tears, not hiding how he was feeling anymore.
With Seokjin's immediate sobs, Jungkook is alarmed and lifts off from the couch, jogging towards him. "Baby? Baby, what happened? Why are you crying?"
As Jungkook nears Seokjin, the omega moves back, not allowing him to reach for his arms.
"N-no! You don't want me anymore!" Seokjin cries out.
Jungkook freezes at the words. "What? What are you saying, Seokjin?"
"You won't touch me!" Seokjin says while sobbing, tears multiplying.
"Baby, what do you mean? We were just together on the couch," Jungkook says softly, not understanding why his husband was saying such things. Jungkook once again tries to reach out for Seokjin, but his husband dodges his touch.
"That's not what I mean!" Seokjin sniffles, frustrated. "You barely touch me anymore—you—you won't have sex with me! Just tell me! Tell me you don't find me attractive. Tell me that you don't want me!"
Now it's Jungkook who frowns deeply with his eyebrows furrowed at his husband's words. What Seokjin is saying is absolutely absurd and a billion miles away from the truth.
When Seokjin steps back again when Jungkook steps closer, he doesn't let his omega get far and finally gets ahold of his wrists and holds them in one hand while using his other hand to pull him right against his chest.
Seokjin squeaks, startled by the manhandling.
"Do you even understand how badly I want you, Seokjin?" Jungkook asks, his voice low and gruff as he stares right into Seokjin's eyes. "You know how obsessed I am with you! How crazy I am for you!"
Seokjin's breath hitches at his husband's tone, and he blinks wildly through his wet lashes.
"I want you so fucking bad all the time. Fuck," Jungkook breathes out harshly, chest heaving.
"T-then, then why won't you have me?" Seokjin whispers. "You—you always stop after we kiss... you never want to have sex."
Jungkook stares at Seokjin while taking in his words, before lowering his eyes.
Seokjin searches Jungkook's face and finds vulnerability in his expression. "Alpha?"
Jungkook raises his face to look into Seokjin's eyes again, their noses lightly brushing because of how close they are. "I... I wanted to give you time to heal."
"Heal?" Seokjin repeats, confused. "The doctor said we're clear during my last check-up, and that was almost a month ago."
Jungkook releases a small sigh. "I know... but just witnessing what you went through during the birth of our pup... I... I was scared. I didn't want to hurt you, even by accident."
Seokjin inhales a breath. He had been wrong. So very wrong. It's not that his alpha didn't want him... his alpha was afraid. He had been stuck in his own insecurities that he didn't know that his husband was feeling this way.
"Alpha, let go of my hands, please."
Jungkook reluctantly releases his wrists, and as soon as he does, Seokjin cups his face in his hands and presses a light kiss to his lips.
"Alpha. Jungkook. I know you will never hurt me, and you know that, too. You've never hurt me before, and I know you never will. You know that, and you know I would tell you if that was ever the case, too. You have nothing to be scared of. I'm good," Seokjin says softly but firmly, thumbing his husband's cheeks.
Jungkook leans into the touch before reaching his hand to wipe the tears from Seokjin's face before drawing his arms around his waist and hugging him.
"I wish you had spoken to me earlier about this, alpha."
"I'm sorry, baby," Jungkook says into Seokjin's shoulder.
"It's okay," Seokjin reassures, nudging Jungkook back to press a kiss to his temple and then down to his mouth.
They peck a few times before their eyes flutter close as their mouths slot together in a slow, sweet, tender kiss. When Seokjin's tongue gently swipes Jungkook's bottom lip, he parts his lips for his omega. They hum out a small moan at their tongues meeting before the kiss grows deeper.
Jungkook's hands smooth around Seokjin's lower back.
When their mouths pull apart so they can breathe, Jungkook's half-lidded eyes look into Seokjin's.
"Alpha..." Seokjin whispers against Jungkook's lips. "Alpha can you show me how much you want me?"
Jungkook is stunned at his sweet omega's question and presses a kiss to his plush lips. Without wasting another moment, Jungkook picks up Seokjin by his thighs and leads him towards their bedroom, softly laying Seokjin down on the bed.
Jungkook has one knee on the bed, not quite getting on the bed yet as his eyes travel all over his omega's body appreciatively. His husband looks absolutely stunning in the lingerie, which perfectly stands out against his flushed, milky skin.
"Beautiful..." Jungkook murmurs, voice heavy with adoration and lust. "So, so beautiful."
Seokjin whines softly and reaches out for his husband, needing him close.
Jungkook guides himself between Seokjin's open legs, lowering himself until their lips can meet again. The kiss is more passionate, but at an unhurried pace.
When their mouths part, this time Jungkook trails the kisses down Seokjin's chin and under his jaw towards the mark that lay against his precious omega's neck. He tongues and sucks the mark, giving it extra attention, which makes Seokjin feel like he's turning to jelly.
Removing his mouth, Jungkook backs himself up until he is at his omega's feet. Gently grabbing the slender ankle, he lays a kiss upon it, travelling up Seokjin's body after giving the other side of his body the exact same treatment.
When Jungkook sucks the skin of his left inner thigh, Seokjin moans airily and squirms. He generously leaves many marks, decorating the milky skin before travelling further up.
Jungkook presses extra sweet and long kisses to Seokjin's belly. "My sweet, pretty little darling. The best omega in the world."
Seokjin flushes from each praise that slips from his alpha's tongue, appreciating each and every word.
Jungkook reaches back to remove Seokjin's bra, releasing his breasts from their confines, and immediately kisses the skin around the mounds. He licks his omega's pebbled brown-pink nipple, which has Seokjin gasping while arching his back.
Jungkook greedily drinks in his pretty omega's expression and sweet moans while worshipping every inch of his skin. His alpha is pleased at making his omega feel so good, dismissing his own cock hardening.
By the time Jungkook is satisfied with marking Seokjin, giving him all the kisses and showering him with praises, he is fully hard; meanwhile, Seokjin is drenched with slick that soaks his lace panties.
Jungkook removes his clothes when Seokjin tugs on them. Once naked, he carefully removes his omega's panties.
Jungkook's eyes zero in on the omega's thick, peachy slick glistening prettily on his pussy, and he only manages a few teasing licks before Seokjin is pulling him up.
"Need you inside, alpha," Seokjin whines with desperation.
"Anything for you, angel," Jungkook promises. He covers Seokjin's body with his own and balances his weight on his forearm, attaching his lips to his husband as he lines his cock with Seokjin's cunt hole.
They collectively gasp in their kiss as Jungkook slowly sinks into the tight heat.
Jungkook pushes forward to fold his omega's body and properly cages Seokjin in with his forearms before he begins with light thrusts as his cock is welcomed deeper into his omega's hot pussy.
The kiss comes to a halt, but their lips graze often as they both release staggered breaths and broken moans while Jungkook drags his cock in and out of Seokjin.
Seokjin's arms move to circle Jungkook's back, tilting his head back into the pillow, moaning incessantly as Jungkook thrusts into him harder and faster.
Jungkook leans down completely so that he's chest-to-chest with Seokjin and buries his face into his omega's long neck.
They both can feel that they're close to reaching their orgasms, and Jungkook begins to fuck with more precision, hitting that special spot inside of his omega repeatedly. Eventually, the stimulation makes Seokjin cum with a drawled moan.
Seokjin's cunt hole grips Jungkook's cock so deliciously tight, and before he knows it, his hot seed shoots into Seokjin's pussy, and he comes with a muffled grunt, teeth sinking into Seokjin's mark, making their bodies tingle.
As they both come down from their highs, they pant harshly, bodies intertwined and soaked with sweat.
Seokjin tangles his legs around Jungkook's lower back, hugging him closer. He was a fool for ever thinking his alpha didn't want him.
"I love you, alpha," Seokjin says, nuzzling Jungkook's head.
"I love you, my precious omega," Jungkook says, kissing Seokjin's sternum.
After this, Jungkook is back to never having his hands off of him, and Seokjin couldn't be happier.
Seokjin is putting their pup's laundry in the washing machine and turning it on. He was about to walk out of the room when Jungkook lifted him, causing him to squeak. He sits Seokjin down on the small counter before settling between his legs.
"Just put Junseok to sleep; she's out like a light," Jungkook says as he points at the baby monitor eagerly. "What do you say?"
Seokjin giggles and plants a kiss directly onto Jungkook's lips before pulling his alpha's shirt off, giving his answer.
He was truly a huge fool for ever believing that his alpha didn't want him.