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-**TCC Works**-

Chapter 5: Pekka-Eric Auvinen Headcanons Pt.1

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-**Submitting these headcanons for one of my favorites to cut up the long, detailed Lanza fic! Currently working on the Derick x Derwin fic as well as the Vladislav fics/headcanons. I will work on the second part of the Adam Lanza x Reader fic soon after!**-

-**Per always, please remember that this is not intended to be completely correct and characterized to Pekka-Eric Auvinen. Please enjoy these for the time being as other things are being completed!**-

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-*I definitely feel Pekka would be a wonderful lover and long-term friend/ partner.

-*I say this because I feel he would be a very doting, diligent partner who would do anything to make his S/O happy. Even if it costs him his dignity or what’s left of it at times.

-*I mean, Pekka had dealt with long-term bullying at school. I feel he took it and dealt with it because, well, he had too. Even if it messed with his mental health.

-*Speaking of mental health, we know Pekka had depression and anxiety. So, this might affect his mood sometimes. Maybe even anger issues as well could be mixed with this. Even obviously wasn’t Eric level anger issues though I believe.

-*Despite these issues, I feel he could also be a withdrawn, and independent partner as well sometimes. This comes from how he expressed himself in his videos. He seemed to be a loner honestly. Probably because of his bullying and his views on other people.

-*Also, due to the violent nature of his videos he made, I believe it’s safe to assume Pekka could be violent minded sometimes. Or, at least have a morbid mind.

-*This could be seen as a lot to handle sometimes. Especially if his S/O was sensitive to violent ideals and depictions.

-*Even with a S/O that was sensitive to violence, I feel this violent side of Pekka could possibly rear is ugly head every now and then. That’s just who Pekka comes off to me in my mind.

-*An example of this could be if he was planning a new video or something. Or maybe someone he was chatting with online had gotten him worked up, debating over ideology and beliefs.

-*This may cause Pekka to go into a rant. Whether you are there with him or far away, he would just call you or message you through his computer or on his cellphone.

-*Pekka had this belief that he was… ‘Godlike’ perhaps? This makes me think that he would be a bit… condescending and arrogant sometimes. Of course, no matter how much he loves you, this would show itself if Pekka truly was in the mood to let his emotions and bluff slip.

-*Definitely rants about his or others ideology, humanity and the human race, why people and humanity sucks, etc.

-*Even though he seemed to be a withdrawn, shy person, I also feel that Pekka would be the type of person to talk to his S/O or most trusted person in his life, whether you were his friend or partner.

-*This obviously includes his emotions.

-*If you lived in Finland, and possibly in his hometown of Jokela, I feel like he would text or call you. He would probably ask if it was okay to come over or pick you up.

-*Definitely proceeds to take you to the woods and shoot apples/ cans with his pistol. Definitely nothing out of the ordinary happens either (wink wink).

-*If it wasn’t okay to pick you up, I feel he would just ask to chat for a while. Soon breaking and talking about himself, he deserves to, right? He was one of the most intelligent people after all. He had feelings too though.

-*If he trusts you, he definitely believes he deserves to be heard and respected by you. Especially because he trusts and allows you into his mind of all people.

-*He would deem you one of the only good people in modern day humanity. For obvious reasons. You’re his partner! 🤭

-*But, if you didn’t live in Finland, and were an online partner, I feel Pekka would message you… not asking if it was okay to talk. Just straight up getting into the conversation about his emotions and stuff.

-*Wouldn’t be against making a video detailing his feelings, not bothering to edit it and just sending it to you.

-*Would be ecstatic to receive a video back. More than happy to see his S/O in live motion instead of grainy pictures. Cause it’s the 2000s and the graphic quality of phones and computers were not really the best…

-*But that’s okay, cause it’s Pekka and we respect this king here in this little nook of the internet.

-*Onto more intimate things, nothing too crazy. Saving the crazy stuff for part two.

-*First off, Pekka definitely was a hugger. And damn, this boy was a good hugger. I swear he was and no one can change my mind.

-*Definitely a knuckle-smooching and hand holder. This boy’s hands were perfect for the job. They are so warm and big. Nails never too long, perfectly dull so that they are not uncomfortable for his S/O.

-*Also possibly a romanticizer and withheld his passion sometimes. Not wanting to make his S/O uncomfortable or take anything too far. More on this in part two.

-*Feels like the guy that would give you his jacket on the spot if you had forgotten your own. Would be taking no “no’s” on this one.

-*Would just drape it over your shoulders, the big thing enveloping you completely. He’s just standing there in his adorable little plaid button up as if he did nothing.

-*Despite his short stature, man’s being said to have been at least 5’4 to 5’6, I feel his big personality really fills in that gap. (Justice for the short men out there. I still love and respect you.)

-*I also feel like he is stronger than he looks. Pekka obviously wasn’t a Andre the Giant but… I feel like if it came down to it, he could throw a few good punches and a kick if needed be.

-*And oh-m-goodness. Have you seen this boys hair? He obviously takes very well care of himself. Most likely always smells good. Which if you ask me, makes the hugs absolutely amazing.

-*Speaking of hugs, Pekka definitely gives such warm, enveloping hugs. He would pull you in, allowing you to melt into him.

-*The warmth he gives along with a faint scent of fresh spearmint or mint, just makes the embraces so inviting. I just feel like he would have chewing gum stashed away in his pockets or bag somewhere. Obviously offers you a piece.

-*Blushes when his fingers brushing against yours in the process.🙁

-*Dude blushes fairly quickly, let’s be honest. His S/O could say one thing, a compliment or manner of affection, and he would be red as a tomato in mere seconds.

-*I don’t make the rules. Pekka was a shy guy. He blushed easily!

-*Pekka would definitely want to show you his gun. The real one, don’t be silly now…

-*Anyways, Pekka would show you how to shoot it. But I don’t think he would let you hold it by yourself. Stands beside you or behind you, his hands on top of yours as he lets you hold the cold firearm.

-*He swears he trusts you, just not the gun. Our man knows his gun safety. He just doesn’t want you to get hurt.

-*If he did show you how to shoot it, he makes sure your eyes are directly in his as well as your attention. Again, delving into deep waters. But I think he would… thrive off of his S/O focusing completely on him. Asking him questions and relying on him. Definitely sees himself as your protector… and God perhaps if we want to be delusional for a moment.

-*It feels like he would be a soft-dom while also being very capable of destroying you. This can be taken multiple ways. This is intentional on my part.

-*Also, Pekka’s a king of comfort. No room changing my mind here.

-*But, at the same time, I also feel Pekka needs comfort. This boy was broken mentally and emotionally even if he didn’t like to think so.

-*This especially applies if he had a bad day at school. Definitely one, due to his withdrawn and shy nature, to stay quiet about it for sometimes but you being his S/O could immediately tell by the look on his face. His smile not being as bright as normal when he approaches you after class or something.

-*If you lived far away, he would call and not say much. Of course you would immediately notice this and determine he had a bad day.

-*Would be the first to say something though. Goes for both scenarios.

-*If there had been a rare argument between him and his S/O, I feel he would of course go quiet for sometime, not wanting to get too worked up and upset at his partner.

-*Again, he would be the first to say something. in this case it would be an apology. A profuse apology.

-*He would want his S/O to apologize as well or… at least accept some blame for the argument. We mustn’t forget his certain personality traits.

-*Onto some more happy things though.

-*Would Pekka do that goofy little wave and smile when he sees his friend or S/O in the hallway before and after class? Yes, next question.

-*His S/O or close friend helping make his videos? Yes please. Sharing some of his beliefs and agreeing to his arguments? Yes of course.

-*As per what some say about Pekka, he definitely blushes when his S/O holds his hands in public or something cheesy.

-*And yes, this boy is cheesy as cheesy comes.

-*Though, delving back into a previous statement, if his S/O was turned off by his beliefs, I feel he would try to tone down around them. But at the same time, Pekka seems like the person to not change entirely just because he loves someone.

-*He definitely would try though. Being the diligent, loving partner.

-*Again, our boy had depression and anxiety, meaning he had medication since he was denied help from health officials because he had ‘mild’ symptoms of his mental health disorders.

-*Would try to be consistent, more than he was originally if his S/O asked him too. Especially if they asked nicely, using ‘please’.

-*Pekka would try to teach you Finnish, if you were an online partner. You in return, if knowing English, would help him learn better English.

-*Don’t lie, we’ve all seen that video of him ‘introducing’ himself on YouTube. Poor boy was doing the best he could. But it’s okay, cause it was a good attempt. Poor thing was trying his best.

-*Finally, he definitely seems like the one to have long discussions about his beliefs on Nazisim and Social Darwinism/ his belief system. Sorry, that’s just how this boy runs.

-*Overall, Pekka was just a sweet boy turned monster due to the trash called bullies. Along with mental illness and personal beliefs, this was a mix that lead to nothing good.

-*Depsite this, Pekka would be an amazing partner. He would be attentive, loving, and honestly an amazing partner. Doing anything and everything for his partner. He just requires love and support in return. Remind him how handsome, and smart he is and he’ll love you for years to come.