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Panda waits patiently for his parents to turn off all the lights once they’ve gone to bed, and then he continues to wait a little while after. Once he’s pretty sure they’re both sound asleep, he pulls open his laptop, balancing it on his thighs. He bites his lip anxiously, fingers tapping nervously on the keyboard as he waits for the slow ass laptop to load.
When it does finally boot up, he pulls up a porn website, like he’s done a thousand times before. He hasn’t done it much recently, because each time he does, he doesn't find anything that interests him anymore. Much to his…dismay women just are not doing it for him anymore. But this time is different, because this time, he pulls up a gay porn site.
Scrolling a while aimlessly, he decides to browse the “live now” section, to see if anyone there interests him. He eventually settles on a stream by a guy with the username of censoredfox. A grainy video opens up on his screen, and Panda presses the full screen button. He leans back onto his pillows, trying to calm his nerves. Everyone’s watched gay porn at one time or another, right? Maybe he wouldn't be so nervous if his parents weren't in the next room over.
There’s a giant lump in Panda’s throat as the boy on screen begins palming himself through his underwear. He just about loses it when there’s the tiniest bit of a wet patch that appears on the boy’s panties from precum.
Panda, very carefully, moves his laptop to rest on just his right thigh, as his left hand trails from his chest, to settle over his shorts. And yeah, he’s now hard. Well then. He decides to see where this goes.
The boy removes his hand from his crotch, and Panda realizes with a blush that makes his face so red, he thinks he might pass out from the heat. He’s going to take his underwear off.
Panda sets his laptop on the bed beside himself and pulls off both his shorts and boxers in one swift motion.
There’s little uh’s and yeah’s that escape from the boy’s sinful mouth as his hand fists quickly over himself. Panda tries to stay quiet but can’t help the fucking pornstar moan he makes as he touches himself in rhythm with the boy on the screen. And yeah, it’s all going pretty great up until the lighting suddenly changes and brightens when the camboy shifts his position slightly.
Oh wow. The boys wearing a buttplug. Damn thats way hotter than it should be.
Panda moans, watching the other remove it, before he lubes up a sparkly orange dildo and begins to ride it earnestly. He strokes himself in time with the boys thrusting of the toy.
He watches this boy lose control, moaning loudly into his room before begging his viewers to let him cum. He begs so prettily too.
If Panda holds off until the boy’s allowed to cum before he finishes, that's of no concern to anyone.
If Panda also makes an account just to follow CensoredFox, that's also no one else's business..
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After a long day of work, Mika heads back to his apartment carrying a bag of takeaway food in his hands.
He works at a slow office job during some days, not much fun but at least it helps pay the bills. Sleep deprived helps as well as…his other job…
Working three jobs to afford rent. How lovely.
He lives alone in a small shitty apartment. He could have a nicer space if he wanted, but that would mean dealing with a roommate. It's totally all okay, he likes his own company, he finds making friends difficult and stressful, but maybe it's due to being an introvert and kinda antisocial. Who knows.
Unlocking the door, Mika enters the sparkling clean living room and a little smile creeps up on his face. Lefty, his cat is chilling on the sofa, just like always. Kicking off his shoes and hanging his coat on the hanger, he shuffles to the kitchen and pulls out a plate. It's snowing outside again, he managed to just dodge the worst of it.
It was kind of lonely living alone. But at least he would be seeing his friends again soon.
His mind drifted back towards his other job. Maybe he should prepare his body for his stream later tonight before he got too busy? Save time later?
Mika sighed, stretching before walking to the bathroom. Turning the water to warm and stepping into the shower, he checks his body, feeling the stress and grime from the day flow away. He examines his legs first, still decently smooth, he didn't need to shave them today.
Then he gets to the other part of his job. He leans back from the majority of the spray and grabs a bottle of lube, quickly easing two fingers inside himself. It's not as much of a stretch as it used to be, but it does make him shudder slightly at the sensation. He keeps stretching, adding three and then four fingers, just in the event his chat decides he should use a bigger toy than usual.
He has a moment, standing there with four fingers inside. He is struck with how his life had ended up like this. Playing two different characters, one innocent and nerdy, the other a total slut.
Shaking his head, Mika carefully grabs the simple silver plug nearby, and inserts it, biting his lip as it settles inside him. Washing his hands, he finishes up in the shower, and carefully dresses in casual clothes.
He had some time to kill before his stream so he decided to see if anyone wanted to chill in discord with him.
Panda and Aztro indicated they were free and down to hang out for a bit, so Mika jumped on his work set-up, kicking his feet as he waited for the computer to log on.
As the discord call rang out, Mika accidentally jostled the plug inside. He bit back a whine at the feeling, cheeks blushing red in embarrassment.
He notices Astrid join and flick her camera on straight away.
“Yo Yo Yo! We're doing a video call hangout today?” Panda chirped excitedly, joining in immediately, waving eagerly at the others before freezing. “Sorry the demons got me for a second. That was cringe.”
Mika always enjoyed every time Panda was confident enough to use video call with them. It was rare due to the fact he was very secretive, and often felt shy. His slightly darker skin and fluffy black hair looked cute on him however, and the fact he was so short..
Mika went red again, patting his cheeks slightly before flicking his own camera on.
“Hey guys!”
Panda pov.
Panda notices the flushed cheeks that complement Mika's black hair almost instantly. He looks slightly warm, like he's been either covered in too many blankets or doing exercise of some sort. He looks.... cute.
Panda was still coming to terms with the fact he likes men. He had a rough time in high school, he was ashamed but he's been learning it's okay to love people. A lot of internalised homophobia to work through.
However, he's not going to lie, the first time he set eyes on Mika, he definitely felt… something. Mika was very shy, but so very stunning in a way. It took a while for all of them to start video chatting over discord, he himself was guilty of being insanely shy too.
He likes Mika a lot, and had recently had begun to have the occasional fantasy or daydream about him. He was blaming his whack hormones for it all. However, Mika was incredibly secret about everything. He was pretty sure Mika also happened to be asexual, and had no idea if Mika even felt romantic feelings for anyone.
Okay, so what? Yeah he kinda likes Mika, but he'll never have the balls to actually hint that there are potential feelings for the black haired man. He'll settle for jokingly flirting with him, and hoping Astrid or Schlatt don't catch on. (He thinks Astrid is catching on.)
The three friends today just chatted about nothing in particular, Astrid playing webfishing in the background while Panda scrolled through tiktok on his computer, occasionally sharing memes. Mika says he's doing some tax return things, occasionally grumbling about a purchase Schlatt made to the SDP card.
He finds himself glancing at the discord tab more and more often, eyes drawn to Mika.
He misses hanging out with Mika just one on one. Maybe he could persuade the other to record something with him.. obviously not for his own channel though.
He fades back into the conversation, sad to learn Mika was leaving because he said he had to dip, and Astrid looked like she was falling asleep, Adhd sleep schedule biting her in the ass yet again.
"Okay sorry guys I really gotta get going! Have a nice night Panda and Astrid, get some sleep please? Love y'all." Mika says, smile beaming wide, waving goodbye before he disappears from the call. The other two both mumble out their own goodbyes, Panda also disconnecting shortly after and leaning back in his chair.
Looking over at the time Panda has about 20 minutes before his current favorite streamer started their usual show, which gives him just enough time to grab a snack before tuning in. How convenient.
Grabbing some chips, he then focuses back on his computer. Going offline on all his socials, he quickly taps on the keyboard that same website url. The screen glows in his dark bedroom, a mix of nervousness and excitement starts to slowly catch fire in the pit of his stomach.
Every few days Panda tunes in for the live stream, though it's not any ordinary live stream. It's that stream. Although you would have to waterboard the admittance out of him.
He was honestly now addicted to CensoredFox's streams, and ever since that one fateful night, months ago, Panda never misses his streams. He's become a regular chatter, and Fox even seems to notice if he's there or not, which makes Panda feel special.
Censoredfox is way better than watching any porn. His moans and whimpers, his husky yet soft voice…. Everything about the twunk made Panda extremely excited. Even though the guy wears a fox mask and it's suspected he may use a voice changer, it doesn't matter to Panda. He wants to ruin or be ruined by the boy, pull his long dark hair out of that ponytail and absolutely ravish him. Or be ravished by him. He's not fussy…
He wishes he could hear his pretty, whiny moans in person and fill him up so good instead of watching him be forced to use toys. What he would give to just touch the boy himself and make him scream with pleasure. But even still, he drinks up all the pretty whimpers the boy makes through his monitor.
It's almost time.
Panda opens his drawer, pulling out some lube and eyeing his toys before choosing his butt plug today. It was more fun to use the same toy as Fox, but he felt like today he couldn't wait… Panda simply just lubes it up before slowly inserting into himself, no prep.
A moan escapes his mouth as he sinks down on the cold metal. Not caring that he hasn't stretched himself out, he actually quite likes the feeling of being filled fully, even if it is slightly painful. It makes him even hornier. He quickly pulls his briefs back up, sitting there waiting.
CensoredFox is now live!
Clicking on the notification like the worlds gonna end, Pandas breath hitches immediately once his eyes land on the pretty half naked boy. Tonight he's wearing the usual fox mask, but today it's paired with thigh harnesses and lacy black panties. Panda's briefs get even tighter in a matter of seconds.
The viewer counter goes from tens to hundreds in seconds and the comments wiz past in a blur. Sitting forward in his computer chair, Panda types out a comment.
Sn0wbunn13: damn, looking cute as ever baby.
Fox leans forward as he reads the comments carefully and a small smile can be seen through his mask.
"Thank you Sn0wbunn13, I'm glad you like it, this outfit is inspired from your… interesting comment on the last stream. I do think black suits me, just not as good as white or orange." The boy speaks as he moves back slightly, showing the hungry viewers what they've all been waiting for. Panda blushes deeply as his heart flutters uncontrollably, having his comment to be the first one to be read out today and the fact his outfit choice that is solely for him makes him feel special.
The money gifts start to erupt across the page as he teases the camera slightly by bending over and showing his plump ass. Panda quickly shot his own money gift into the stream, adding a private comment for Fox to read later. Maybe the boy would get some more outfit ideas? Honestly he didn't even feel bad at how much money he had just donated. It was so fucking worth it in his mind. Parasocial much? Panda shook his head, looking back at Fox and whined, noticing him tease the plug he had already inserted in his own ass. Fox finished with a whine, before turning back around to read a few more comments before starting the real show.
"What should I use tonight? The pink vibrator or the blue knotted dildo?" Fox holds up the vibrators to the camera as he reads the comments. “Okay I'll start a vote, everyone it's $1 to cast a vote remember!” Panda comments and votes pink and the majority vote is for the pink vibrator too.
Settling aside the dildo, Fox switches on the vibrator and teases his leaking tip through his lace black panties. His head tilts back as a small shy moan escapes his mouth.
"O-oh wow.. it feels so good." He moans as he carefully plays with his pretty pink nipples with his fingertips. “G-good choice..”
Panda already can't take it and it has only just begun. He kicks his pants away and shimmies off his briefs. His cock stands tall in his briefs with a wet patch of precum and without hesitation, slips them off, springing free his cock. He doesn't even feel ashamed of his behaviour anymore.
"S-should I turn it up guys? I dont know…" The boy shoots a small smile through the camera, looking slightly amused. He has to know what he's doing to everyone, he just has to..
A flood of yes's erupt in the comment section and the boy giggles shyly. Moving the dial, the vibration gets more intense and louder muffled moans and whimpers come through the computer screen. It's so hot.
Panda warms up some lube in his hands and slowly moves the warmer lubricant down his shaft. His eyes roll to the back of his head as he pumps his cock a few times while listening to CensoredFox's quiet moans.
"I-I can't take it a-anymore. I need more…" The boy whines as he turns off his vibrator and pulls out a large different toy, this one being a purple dildo.
He moves back further on his bed as he teasingly strips his lacy panties off slowly, taunting the viewers by showing his pink pretty hole, sliding the plug inside free..
"Do I look pretty chat?" The boy shyly whispers as his cock springs free, covering his mouth with his hand.”O-oh!”
A strangled moan comes from the back of Panda’s throat as he sees the glistening precum on the boy's surprisingly girthy cock. He wants to taste it.
Sn0wbunn13: so pretty baby girl
Fox takes his well loved bottle of lube and lathers up his index finger.
"I honestly wish someone else could stretch me out. I want to feel their fingers inside me." The boy moans looking down the camera lense as he slowly inserts his finger, breathing heavily as his head tilts back again.
His bare chest rises and falls and Panda wants nothing more than to replace his fingers with his own and mark the boy's pretty skin. Claim him. Own him.
"Hmmph. F-fuck…" Fox moans as he inserts another.
"You stretch me out so good master..." The boy moans louder causing Panda to moan too. Shit he loved the idea of owning the other a bit too much…
Fox simply pulls out his fingers once he's stretched himself out enough and then lathers up the purple dildo.
"Hmmm okay… Sn0wbunn13... should I fuck myself slow or fast? Y-you decide today, I saw that gifted donation earlier, i'll read it off stream." The boy shyly calls out Panda’s username as he inserts his fingers again, slowly fucking his fingers as tiny whines fall from his lips.
"Oh fuck what?" Panda stutters as he fumbles for the keyboard, he's getting all the attention tonight and it makes him blush deeply.
Sn0wbunn13: fuck yourself slow until I say otherwise baby.
CensoredFox scans the comments and once again the sweet smile makes Panda’s eyes light up again as he sees Panda's comment.
"Y-yes sir." Fox nods as he slowly lowers himself on the thick dildo.
"A-ah, I'm so t-tight." He moans out as he sinks lower and lower until he's just above the base, he pauses for a moment as he adjusts and slowly lifts himself back up again.
Panda matches the rhythm he's jerking off, to the pace Fox is going as he slowly wanks himself off painfully slow.
"A-am I doing well s-sir?" Fox whimpers, trembling a little.
"Hmm, such a good boy." Panda moans into his empty room.
Sn0wbunn13: so good baby boy.
"You fill me up so good sir." The boy whines out as he picks up the pace after he's adjusted to the size of the dildo fully.
Taking his hand, Fox thumbs his slit that's covered in precum as a loud moan erupts from his throat.
Sn0wbunn13: faster.
"Y-yes sir." Fox nods as he lifts his ass up and slams back down on his dildo, fucking himself ruthlessly.
Panda pumps his cock faster and the knotting coil in his stomach becomes tighter. Shit he was getting closer so quickly.
Panda strokes himself with the timing of Fox fucking himself, watching as his legs shake as pretty long moans fills his headphones. Beads of sweat form on his chest and the lewd noises continue to get faster and louder.
Sn0wbunn13: faster baby, you're doing so well for me.
Fox moans from the praise and fucks himself faster, filling himself up as he bounces his ass up and down.
"Baby w-wants to be good for m-master." The boy lets out a strangled moan as he throws his head back, eyes rolling to the back of his head.
"S-sir, I want to cum, please can I? I've been so good.." The boy continues to fuck himself as his legs tremble and his movements become slightly sloppy.
Sn0wbunn13: no not yet baby, keep being a good boy. Use the pink vibrator again.
Panda's mouth becomes dry as he watches the boy outstretch a shaky hand as he latches on and turns on the vibrator, moving it up and down his swollen cock.
"F-fuck, sir it feels so good." The boy cries out as his thighs start to twitch, tears forming in his eyes as the pleasure is just unreal. Panda wants nothing more than to kiss the boy's plump lips as he moans into his mouth. Just the thought makes Panda nearly cum.
With Panda not being able to hold on for much longer, and by the looks of it neither is Fox, Panda allows him to cum.
Sn0wbunn13: cum for me baby, I wanna hear you scream.
As soon as Fox sees Panda’s comment, thick white streams of cum coats his chest and his hand as the sound of pure ecstasy escapes his pretty little mouth. His body twitches as he milks every last drop, causing Panda to spill all over himself too. “Fuck…”
The both of them look fucked out of their mind as they heavily breathe to catch their breaths.
"Sn0wbunn13, that was amazing, you're definitely getting VIP’d in chat after this…. If only I had your cock filling me up instead. Thank for watching, until Saturday.... master." Fox winks as he switches off his camera.
Holy fuck VIP? Panda sits there breathing for a bit, chest heaving up and down as he mentally replays the stream. God that was so fucking hot.
Panda closes down the tab and shuts down his computer. He also needs a shower now, his cum is stuck covering his bare stomach and T-shirt. Grabbing a tissue, Panda wipes off all the cum he can and throws the tissue in the bin.
Standing up and stretching, he moves from his chair, grabbing his plate and unlocks his door to go to the kitchen. As he dumps his plate in the dishwasher and switches it on, Panda pours himself a glass of cold water. He breathes in a deep breath, before slowly exhaling. Fuck. He wishes he wasn't such a lonely piece of shit.
Heading for the shower, Panda turns the water on, stripping his dirty clothes off and getting in. He stands there letting the cold water run down his back as he comes to a sudden realization. He forgot to take out his butt plug. He steps out from the water slightly and slowly pulls it out causing a moan to fall from his mouth. God… that felt nicer than it should…
—--
Mika shudders as he switches off the camera, finally able to relax again. He shuts his laptop off, before quickly jumping in the shower again, cum stuck to bits of himself he'd rather not think about…What a fucking stream.
Honestly? Pretty good effort for a few hundred dollars. Wiping all the lube and cum off himself, he sighed at the feeling of hot water washing away his alternate persona again, burying him deep inside. Hidden away. Repressed. Where it belonged.
After he was done in the shower, he wrapped a fluffy towel around himself, and walked back to his room to read the donation comments. He didn't always read them, but occasionally he could find some good ideas for his next stream.
Today was one of those days where he had nothing better to do, so he booted up the messages. He slowly ignored the two requests for feet content, pausing at the chastity belt idea and adding it to an encrypted notepad file before turning to the next donation.
Wait.
He knew that email.
It couldn't be?
In what world was Apandah dumb enough to donate to a camboy with his sleep deprived business email.
Surely this was a fucking prank right?
Mika turned to the donation amount; $250. Wow. Pricey donation for it to be a prank. It's not like he could charge back.
He read the comment attached to the donation with a stunned expression, recognising the username immediately;
Sn0wbunn13: hey baby, I really love your work and I just wanted you to use this and go buy something nice for yourself. Maybe a pretty lingerie set to ruin? Don't be too naughty without me.. xox.
Mika just sat there in shock. Panda was actually one of his top stream commentators. What the fuck? Did he know? How had Mika not noticed that before?? He knew Sn0w regularly donated money to him, had he fucked up only this time??
Mika panicked for a little bit, probably thirty or so minutes, before finally calming down. Panda had never seen Fox's face, and he always, used a voice changer. He was fine.
Was it a bit weird knowing one of his best friends regularly watched his porn streams? Yeah a little, (especially since said friend claimed to be 100% straight) but it lowkey did wonders for Mika's confidence.
If he could attract a guy as “straight” as Panda, surely he must be decently good at what he was doing.
Mika shrugged as he flicked back to his chat, VIP’ing the man. Well, if the other kept coming back he must like what he sees, and he had promised the other VIP.
Mika fell asleep later with the thought of Panda watching him in his own room. He wondered how just how long Panda had been watching him for
[Time Skip]
God they finally finished recording, the game causing major issues. Astrid’s pc refused to run the game properly in the first place so she had to watch. Mika had practically fled the call after they all uttered their catch phrase, saying he needed to go and urgently eat food, and everyone else had then followed soon after.
Looking over at the time, Panda nods, seeing it's coming up to 11.30pm, which means CensoredFox will be going live soon. With his computer already switched on and raring to go, Panda eagerly sits there waiting for tonight's live stream.
"I wonder what he'll do tonight." Panda whispers to himself, sitting up from his bed and making his way back to his computer.
Pulling out the lube and removing a fleshlight he had bought as a joke (but who's laughing now?) from his drawers, Panda's already half hard imagining the dark haired twunk.
Censoredfox is now live!
Panda clicks on the notification and there he is, in all his gorgeous glory. He's so close to the camera, yet only a limited amount of facial features are exposed, Panda wishes he could take off his mask and see his pretty face.
His room is dark with a few dim strip lights on the wall behind him just like always, creating a pretty glow form on his soft looking bare skin. Tonight he's wearing a different mask, a kitsune fox this time, his plump lips are visible and his pretty eyes are slightly visible, hooded with lust.
He steps back slowly showing off his outfit, a cute white bralette, with a matching pair of panties. He's got the thigh highs (with the harnesses) and the choker on as well. Atop his head are two white fox ears.
The views and money gifts get higher as the seconds pass, but Panda’s not surprised, I mean just look at him. He's fucking gorgeous.
Bigschr00ms43: so hot.
[VIP]Sn0wbunn13: you look so pretty baby boy.
Bigcheese1: gorgeous baby doll. Very pretty
"Thank you for the compliments, I was gifted some money to buy a cute outfit, does this one look okay on me?" Fox smiles through his mask and down the camera lens. His talking voice is so soft and mysterious, yet his moans are somehow so loud and exhilarating.
"Bad weather forecast here so it may be a shorter one sorry! But…I was so excited for today I've already stretched myself out already for you. Do you guys want to see?" Fox smiles giddily, shaking his hands.
A flood of "yes!!" explodes in the comments and he shuffles back on his bed, Panda undoes his pants as he licks his cracked and dry lips.
The boy shyly turns around on all fours, showing the camera his pretty pink hole that has a new matching white tail buttplug in it, Panda's mouth waters. If only he was with him right now, he would take that out and shove his cock into the pretty boy, hearing him scream his name like it's a prayer.
"Am I a good boy, mister?" Fox whispers seductively, voice almost purring.
[VIP]Sn0wbunn13: Such a good boy baby.
Fox smiles at the praises. Reaching his hand backwards, he teases his aching hole by pulling and pushing the buttplug back and forth, a loud moan escapes his mouth as his head drops. With enough teasing, he pulls out the buttplug as warm lube runs down his toned thighs making Panda moan hungrily as he smears the precum around his angry looking head.
"I'm going to ride mister while wearing a cock ring, baby wants to make sir feel so good." Fox looks down the camera lense as he chews his bottom lip nervously. “mmk?”
"Ride me baby." Panda moans and he pumps his cock slowly, enjoying the wet glide from precum and lube on his thick cock.
Fox shyly pulls down his white panties and his cock slaps eagerly against his stomach, he looks so pretty.
"I want you to touch me… god I'm so needy." With his fingers, the boy rubs his leaking cock as a whine escapes his mouth, slowly pumping himself as the prettiest of moans fill the room.
Panda throws his head back with pleasure as he continues to pump his cock as he listens to the sweet moans leaving the boy's mouth. Panda watches as he pulls out his vibrating cock ring and dildo, slipping the cock ring on painfully slow on his hard cock as he moans by the vibrations that spark the fire in the pit of his stomach.
"I want sir to cum first tonight." Fox whines as he slowly enters the dildo into himself, his thighs already twitching at the vibrating cock ring and filling himself.
Panda places his fleshlight on his aching cock, a loud moan leaving his mouth causing his eyes to close as he breathes heavily.
"Does that feel good sir?" The boy moans as he slowly fucks himself with the dildo, cock bouncing up and down with every thrust.
[VIP]Sn0wbunn13: It feels so good baby, keep fucking yourself like a good boy.
"Yes sir." Fox nods as he fucks himself faster, a string on lewd noises leaving his mouth.
"Ahh, sir you're filling me up so good." He moans and Panda pumps his cock faster, both boys' chests rising and falling at the same time.
"Fuck fuck fuck." Pandas hips buck up at the immense of pleasure he's feeling, the boy looks so beautiful, the way he's fucking himself as his cock slaps against his stomach, the whiney moans that keep falling from his lips and the eye contact with the camera is driving Panda absolutely insane.
[VIP]Sn0wbunn13: Faster baby.
Fox's hips rise and fall at a inhumane speed, hitting his prostate dead on with every thrust, His thighs and cock twitch as he screams with pleasure and that's all it takes for Panda to spill his hot cum into his hand as a deep moan leaves his mouth as he orgasms, his cock twitching as he milks himself dry.
"I-I'm gonna c-cum holy s-shit." Fox stutters but despite being overly sensitive, he continues to fuck himself fast and deep.
"AH- s-so good." The boy heavily breathes.
[VIP]Sn0wbunn13: Cum for your owner.
"I-I'm CuMmiNg.... AH fuck!" The boy screams as he throws his head back, foot flying out and hitting his desk, strings of cum paint his stomach as he still fucks himself with his dildo. “Oh god there's so much mess..unggghh.”
It was so hot, however there was one small side effect with that. His voice changer audio mixer had switched off, right as Fox had cum.
Panda is stunned, widening his eyes. His world is crashing down. He knows that voice, he knows it oh so well.
"Hang on…I-Is that?" Panda stutters out loud as he looks at the screen in shock, post nut clarity hitting him. Hard.
"I-I'm so horny, I just w-want you to touch me." Fox whimpers out, voice changer still off.
His cock stands up tall again, eyes tearing up at the over stimulation, as he rides the dildo again. The boy sits there gasping, before the lights flicker in the background. There's a thunder rumbling boom noise and then the live stream suddenly ends.
"M-mika?" Panda stutters, sitting there in shock in the dark.
Logging off his computer, Panda slowly cleaned himself up before heading to bed.
He can't get the image of himself fucking Mika out of his mind. Well at least Mika had no idea he watched so… it wouldn't hurt to keep watching…. Support a friend..
He has a very restless sleep.
It's the annual Sleep Deprived films a podcast in person event.
So much has changed since the last one. Panda is still refusing to be on camera, but at least Mika was more comfortable with his face being shown.
The three bantered in front of the camera while Panda kept making the most vile faces behind the camera where it wouldn't be seen.
He managed to make Mika crack, the younger bursting into infectious laughter at the face he was pulling. It made Panda feel lighter in a way. Like he wasn't hiding a massive secret.
They went out for dinner after that, choosing to return back to Schlatt’s place quickly, as they didn't want anyone recognising the rest of them. Schlatt laid down watching tik tok on his phone, while Astrid was already asleep, her weird sleep schedule messing her up already.
"Do you want to like… go for a walk if you're not busy? Maybe we could watch a movie or something when we get back?" Mika nibbles his bottom lip. He knows Panda will say no but it's worth a try. He just wants to spend more time with the other. Sue him.
“What if we get recognised?” Panda anxiously replied back, nervously touching his hands. “I just..”
“If it's just the two of us, the chances are so low… plus I won't wear my mask. We're both faceless, no one's going to recognize us in the dark.” Mika pointed out, shrugging a bit. “Up to you though. If you're not comfortable we don't have to okay?”
"......o-okay true, that would be nice then." Panda nods his head as he smiles softly, putting his hands in his pockets.
"Wait really? Yeah?! Okay!" Mika smiles widely as he eagerly drags Panda to the front door by his shirt sleeve.
[Time skip]
It was well past midnight when the two finally started turning back, having been having some personal life discussions. Although they work together, they didn't know too much about each other's personal lives, choosing to open up a little more today.
They have a lot in common, they both work hard,(when they want to) like similar foods, they both make music and they both confessed that neither of them have been in a serious long term relationship before.
The topic of relationships made Panda think back to his discovery from a few months ago. He still watched Mika's stream, even after that. In his sleep deprived brain he thought it would be a funny conversation topic. "So I found out something kinda funny." Panda starts out, kicking a rock from the sidewalk.
"Yeah?" Mika questions, hands in pockets, just turned ever so slightly to look at Panda. Panda looked shifty.
“You ever watched something called, uh, porn Mika?” Panda started with a voice filled with curiosity, focusing intensely on his rock. Shit he almost lost it.
Mika snorted. Where was he going with this? “No honestly I don't watch porn. It's not really my thing.” Mika replied back sincerely. He didn't personally need it.
Panda scoffed in disbelief; “Well I do. I love watching women sleep with each other but um anyway. Imagine my surprise when one day I found a streamer, who does the freakiest things. For money.” Panda said, gesturing with his hands, rock abandoned. “Like damn I never saw something so freaky!”
“I'm pretty sure that's a common thing cam streamers do but anyway…Uh huh. Is there a point to all this or?” Mika responds, humming out a reply mostly, seeming disinterested. He's looking at the night sky now. All the stars are invisible, the city lighting blocking their view.
Panda just chuckles a bit, the tone getting almost…darker; “So how long have you been streaming porn? How long exactly have you been a camboy, Mikasacus?” Panda stops in front of the other, facing the taller one head on, pointing a finger at him.
Mika barely seems to react, only replying with a; “Hmmm?” before he just blinks slowly, looking down at Panda with a hidden expression.
Panda suddenly becomes nervous, putting his hands in his hoodie pockets now. Why wasn't Mika freaking out??
"Y-you’re uh.. Censored Fox.... aren't you? You are. I know it's you. I saw you like one time.." Panda stutters as his cheeks catch fire, losing his nerve at the lack of reaction from Mika.
He thought Mika would be a stuttering mess, not looking at him like he was a piece of prey, just pinning him under his gaze and making him squirm.
Mika sighs a little before leaning down to put some of his black hair behind his ear, then whispering; "Well I think we both already know the answer to that." Mika pulled away and looked Panda dead in the eyes, crossing his arms, but not looking angry. He looked predatory.
“H-huh?” Panda stuttered, now bright red and squirming. This was not going as he planned.
Mika just started smirking. “Oh come on now. Sn0wbunn13? It was pretty fucking obvious. ‘One time??’ Don't make me laugh, you're literally a VIP in my chat.”
"Um..What…H-how did you know? I-" Panda snaps his head up and gulps. This was backfiring quickly.
"I knew you watched me, Panda. I do actually listen when you talk. I remembered you called yourself a border bunny a few times, because of your heritage and stuff. Obviously using a Panda name would be too obvious for you. The fact you talk about what you like watching women do on call, that i have to always cut from the podcast, then i see you request those same things in Fox's request box? Bit suspect.” Mika said, listing out reasons he knew Panda’s identity, while watching Panda try to hide in his pink hoodie.
“Seriously?” Panda squeaked out. “I- that doesn't prove anything I-”
“Honestly those were suspicious but it clicked when you started donating more. You do realize your email you used to donate a few times to me is your sleep deprived business email? Not very smart of you. But maybe you wanted to get caught. I mean you obviously knew it was me, kinda strange you kept using the same email… Donating money to a camboy with your business email? Erm.. Embarrassing…” Mika trailed off, trailing a hand down Panda's face lightly, before stepping away and moving around Panda's frozen form. He just kept walking back to Schlatt’s.
"Fuck. Mika, why didn't you like.. say anything? Dude, I'm sorry. I wasn't going to shame you or anything I-” Panda groaned out loud in embarrassment, as he jogged a few paces to catch back up to Mika, who was looking at the path in front of them.
Mika snickered before covering his mouth with a hand for a second.“Okay. Why would I say something? Maybe I liked that. Maybe I liked knowing my friend was jerking off to my roleplay. Ever think of that?" Mika replies smugly, pausing with his hand on his hip now. Mika used that voice. The one he used to tease people on stream, but without the voice changer, it did things to Panda, and Panda's body.
"H-Huh? F-fuck.." Panda stutters turning back to the taller one, who just started walking again, laughing quietly.
"You heard me." Mika replies, eyes now locked on to Panda's, strangely confident, walking on the path.
Panda’s heart almost beats out of his chest, mouth open wide in front of the other.
"O-oh." Panda gulps, blush paralyzing him. Fuck. How did this go so wrong?? He's supposed to be seducing Mika right now, the other is supposed to be a stuttering mess.
"S-so....Any reason why you brought it up? Are you going to go through with your words and like actually fuck me?" Mika bites his lip, eyes meeting Panda’s, raising an eyebrow.
Panda chokes on the air. They're back at Schlatt’s building now. It's quiet, no one is around. Its perfect to make a move.
Panda ditches the voice at the back of his head telling him to run, as he instead pulls confidence from somewhere as he lunges forward, smashing his lips against Mika's plump ones. Mika instantly responds back by shoving his tongue down Panda's throat, kissing back just as eagerly.
"S-so.... is that a yes? You going to finally make do on all your promises and fuck me? I've been kinda naughty sir…" Mika bites his bottom lip, eyes finally able to meet Panda's nervous widened ones. “Or do I gotta do everything myself around here?”
“W-what about…. The others?” Panda flushes, reaching for the door.
“Well Schlatt is dead to the world, and I'm pretty sure if we're in the spare room Astrid won't know. She's a deep sleeper, or she was when I've shared a bed with her.” Mika replied, easing Panda's nerves.
”If she hears it she'll probably be into it so who cares..” he mumbled, Panda not hearing that bit.
Panda just nods, quietly opening the door to the room, and the both of them dart past an asleep Astrid on the couch. They run into the room Mika was lent, closing the door with a giggle.
“Now where were we? Ah yeah…. Sir I've been so naughty..” Mika teases, sitting down on the bed.
"I-I can't believe you knew…." Panda blushes. He takes his embarrassment out on the other, launching attacks on Mikas neck with wet open mouth kisses as he pushes Mika on the silk sheets.
"I don't know why it's taken you so long to say something.. if you knew it was me… I would have been down. You're hot." Mika arches his back as he heavily breathes.
"You've always peaked my interest, and yes I wanted to make fun of you but honeslty you're really fucking hot so… I kinda wanna fuck you." Panda pulls back flashing Mika a smirk as his eyes are blown full of want and need.
"Really? Because I've felt the same. Didn't realise i would be the one in charge though." Mika bites his lips as he unbuckles Pandas trousers hurriedly.
"You’re so fucking sexy." Panda reattaches his lips with Mika, who moans in response. “For a whore.”
Mika groans at the degradation. The kiss this time however wasn't rushed, it was slow and deep, Panda pulling on Mika's bottom lip with his teeth as the fire in their stomachs began to become too wild to contain.
Panda reaches between their bodies and undoes Mika's shirt, Mikas blush standing high on his cheek bones as he's fully exposed, this time not through a camera lense.
His beautiful toned chest looks too delicious and his honey toned skin is simply stunning. Panda can now fully appreciate the boy as he takes a good look at him, not shy that's he's doing it so blatantly, Mika is simply breathtaking, and he knows it.
Panda gives Mika one final sweet kiss before slowly making his way down Mikas chest, and in response Mika moans loudly, feeling Panda's hot mouth and tongue on his nipple.
"A-ah Panda." Mika closes his eyes as electricity jolts through his body. “Damn it feels nicer when uts someone else..”
"Call me sir." Panda growls lowly.
"Hmmm i dont know about that one… Work for it." Mika chews his bottom lip, a small smile playing on his lips.
Panda kisses his way further down Mikas chest, finally making his way to the neglected and glistening head of Mikas cock.
"So pretty baby." Panda whispers as he licks his lips hungrily.
"T-touch me, I need you s-sir." Mika mockingly says, fake whining as he tugs Pandas raven black hair, lifting his hips up off the bed for any type of friction.
"Patience." Panda growls as he pins Mikas hips back to the bed, who clearly likes the man handling as he cracks a small smirk.
Dipping his head low, Panda licks a stripe up the boy's leaking cock with his hot mouth, sending Mikas eyes to roll to the back of his head as ecstasy runs through his veins.
"A-ah shit! More! Fuck.." Mika moans loudly, trying to move his hips as he grips the silk bed sheets.
“Shhhh baby. We don't want an audience.” Panda hushes.
“Yeah yeah… it's not that great anyway ooo-” Mika gets cut off. With only a touch Mika melts into a whining mess, and Panda can finally hear those moans in person, and it's even better than he had ever imagined.
"You're so wet, and I haven't even started yet." Panda smirks as he circles his tongue around Mika's tip, sending the boy to throw his head back as he lets out a strangled moan hungrily. Which earns a low chuckle to escape from Panda's sinful mouth.
Teasing the poor mess of a boy enough, Panda places Mika's cock in his mouth as he slowly starts to bob his head.
"H-hmm." Mika pulls Panda's hair, finally getting what he's been wanting after all that teasing.
"J-just like that." Mika deep throat's Panda as he fucks himself into his mouth.
Panda would've punished the boy for being impatient, but Mika’s suffered enough so lets him for the meantime. Gagging on his thick cock, Pandas eyes water but continues to please the boy until he's nearly cumming.
"A-ah shit sir, I'm gonna.... i-I'm gonna cum-" Mika stutters, movement getting jerky.
As Panda hears those words, he pulls off with a pop.
"Not yet baby, I'm only just starting." Panda licks his lips.
“Mmm okay..” Mika replies quietly, bravado finally retreating for now.
Climbing above the boy, Panda positions his cock near Mikas mouth. He looks so beautifully wrecked and he's only just started.
"Return the favor now. Suck." Panda demands.
"Y-yes sir." Mika nods as he lifts his shaky hands, grabbing ahold of Pandas cock.
"So big." Mika compliments as he licks his lips hungrily, slowly engulfing his hot mouth with Panda's cock.
Panda moans lowly at the image of Mika sucking his cock, his plump lips getting bigger and bigger as time passes and his lewd noises fuel to the fire in the pit of his stomach.
"F-fuck." Panda moans as Mika takes him to the back of his throat, repeatedly choking on his cock sending Panda to edge closer and closer to an orgasm.
"Are you going to fill me up sir?”Mika stutters out shakily.
Taking his own cock, Panda lines up Mika's entrance as he slowly teases the tip in. Mikas head flies back onto the silk pillows as his back arches.
“Oh shit Panda. No prep?”
"You like it, you whore. You're still so tight, even after all those toys…" Panda licks his lips as the sensation is incredible.
"M-more." Mika breathes out whiny.
Following his command, Panda pushes further into him before nearly pulling out then slamming back into him at an inhuman pace.
"A-ah feels so good." Mika claws at Pandas thighs as his body jolts with ecstasy.
Hips thrusting deep into the boy, his tip continuously hits Mikas prostate, causing jumbled up nonsense to escape from his throat.
"R-right there." Mikas eyes water as his legs tremble.
Feeling his own orgasm start to build up in the pit of his stomach, Panda grabs ahold of Mika's neglected cock as he pumps to the rhythm of fucking him.
"I-I'm gonna c-cum!" Mika whines as he rolls his eyes to the back of his head.
"C-cum for me baby." Panda stutters as his hips begin to get sloppy, the fire in the pit of his stomach getting unbearable.
With a final long and loud moan Mika paints both his and Pandas chest in hot sticky cum, as a strangled moan escapes his lips. Panda follows shortly behind as his hips buck deeply into Mika, painting Mikas insides white.
Pulling out and lying beside Mika, Panda wraps up the now completely destroyed Mika in his arms as he plasters kisses on his face.
"You're actually such a good boy." Panda praises him as Mika blushes proudly. Panda pets his black hair as Mika makes a happy noise.
"I've always kinda wanted to hear you say that to me in person." Mika smiles shyly as he nuzzles his face in the crook of Panda's neck.
"You'll always be my good boy." Panda whispers, letting his fingertips dance over the boys bare back lovingly.
They kiss gently, before hearing a noise.
Astrid is standing in the doorway, clapping, not loudly but still enough to get their attention. Her face is red and shes glaring at them.
“You realise there's no point trying to be quiet if you fuckers are going to leave the door open!! Mika you moan like a porn star, just be lucky Schlatt didn't wake up.” She grumbled.
“W-wait, how much did you hear?” Panda nervously asked.
Astrid snorted. “Dude I had a front row seat to like the whole thing. Next time Mika, you should fuck him, I know Panda is for sure a switch.”
Mika covered his face in his hands, while Panda hid his face in the pillow.
“But yeah either shut the door next time or invite a girl in. No point in having me get all worked up if you're just going to be one and done.” She grumbled out again, squirming in the doorway, hard on visible.
“Sorry Astrid…” Mika at least had the decency to look slightly ashamed.
“Kinda weird you watched me lose my virginity and only just now chose to speak up…” Apandah grumbled, Mika looking over aghast as Astrid shuffles on the spot.
“I? Me? I? You?” He babbles.
“Well you broke him. Good going. I'm going to go jerk off in the shower now. When I'm done, y'all better be sleeping or so help me I am going to kill you both.” She glared at both of them before stalking away.
Mika and Apandah just looked at each other before breaking down into a fit of giggles.