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a dream of winter

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Jane Fakename-- recent Toreador, the baby of the city -- has a dream.

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๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š•๐š, ๐š–๐šข ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐š, ๐š–๐šข ๐šœ๐š˜๐šž๐š•
๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐™ธ ๐š๐š˜๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š 
๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐šŒ๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š 
๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜

Kindred do not dream often.
This is an unfortunate truth of the condition. It is a price paid for what they are.
But Auspex -- Janey's favored skill -- allows for strange things.
And she dreams, in the hours between rest and waking.

She stands on a hill, peering out across a valley that is choked thick with a miasmic cloud. Sickness seeps into the land beneath her feet. Bodies and shapes twist. There are figures standing next to her, faces grim. They speak a language she knows but does not remember; she looks at them and tries to make them understand her, but they do not seem to see her. There are a half-dozen of them, and they are impossibly strong in aura and carriage both. Six white-furred wolves run into the miasma, and are met by wolves with shock-red pelts. None return.

๐š‚๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š˜๐š
๐™ฑ๐šž๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐šœ๐š˜๐šŠ๐š” ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘
๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐™ธ'๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ

Jane stands in a blizzard, now. The cold of it seizes to her bones; she can barely move. She twitches her fingers and opens her mouth to scream, but only icicles break from her lips, blood-soaked points jutting from between her teeth, from the walls of her throat. The air smells like flesh; blood steams the snowcoated earth.

"Willow Bark," murmurs someone, and their voice carries a sorrow so deep that Jane feels her limbs grow leaden. She collapses. First to her knees, then to her side. The storm grows.
Grows and
demands of her. There are faces in the storm. Some of the faces stare at her with disappointment and cold, searing hatred that threatens to skin flesh and bone. Others that Jane cannot face look at her with wide, horrified eyes. "Willow Bark," they say. "Willow Bark."

๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐šŠ๐š›๐š›๐š’๐šŸ๐š’๐š—๐š
๐™ฐ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐š’๐š•๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š— ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š•๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐šœ๐šž๐š›๐šŸ๐š’๐šŸ๐š’๐š—๐š
๐™ฐ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š›๐šข ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š“๐šŽ๐šœ๐š๐šข ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šž๐š›๐šŽ
๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐š’๐šŠ๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐š ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š•๐šŠ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›

Beneath her body, the snow boils. The storm-snow begins to scream, a high, keening note, and it cuts her skin, catching her in its thrall and dragging her along again. She sees the white-coated wolves, blue-tinged and bitterly cold, standing against storms, standing against others with pelts of grey, with dark coats, with strange weapons that glow and shine with flame and lightning. She sees them ridden down by settlers with their thrill-killing; she screams when one falls, because she knows, she knows --

What does she know?

๐š„๐š—๐š‹๐šŽ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š ๐š—๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›
๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐šž๐š™ ๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š’๐š”๐šŽ ๐šž๐š™ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š‘
๐™บ๐šŽ๐š™๐š ๐šž๐š™ ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šž๐š›๐š— ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐šŽ๐š๐šœ
๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐šŠ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ. ๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šž๐š—๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ
๐šƒ๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šž๐š›๐šŽ, ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐š›๐š˜๐š›, ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š› '๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š’๐šœ๐šŠ๐š™๐š™๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›

She dreams of disease. Of suffering. She dreams of Big Don, her father, and the warning he gave her when she was just a little girl:
"You cannot trust those men. They'll offer you whatever they think will lure you away. They don't see you as a child."

๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š›๐šž๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š, ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐šข ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š‹๐š˜๐šŠ๐š๐šœ
๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž'๐š•๐š• ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š›๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š•๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐šž๐š—๐š๐š›๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šœ๐š๐šœ

In her dream, she stands on a stretch of road that goes on forever, and the road is covered in the bones of dead women.