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“So, have you met your man crush yet, Levi?” Hange said over the phone and Levi scoffed.
The thing with Hange was that they were loud enough for the people queuing up after him to listen even over the phone and he didn’t need to be more embarrassed than he was now. He was also still pissed at his friend for leaving him hanging and making him go meet his favourite author alone.
“Will you shut up? I’m sure everyone on the queue just heard you.”
“Aww, are you still mad at me honey bear?”
“Ew, no. That would mean I feel something other than indifference for that to be true.”
“I love you to cupcake,” they said, ignoring Levi’s hurtful words. “I really wanted to go to your BDSM meeting but I got stuck at work, my boss wouldn’t give me the day off.”
“I know,” he grumbled.
He really did know, Hange would go anywhere with him. Even to a book signing of a genre they didn’t give a fuck about only because he was very bad at talking to people most of the time.
“Ten minutes,” the guard said out loud, announcing that Levi should be next.
Levi said his goodbyes and hung up on Hange, almost dropping his phone in excitement. He breathed in and out, deep and slow, to get his nerves in check. Levi was about to meet his favourite erotica author and he couldn’t believe it. He’d been reading Erwin Smith for years now, he was a big fan, having read every one of his books. All of them were a study on the depths of the BDSM world set in different worlds and revolving around so many special characters and dynamics. Every one of his stories fill Levi with so much joy, letting him escape from the real world and focus on non-existent people that he would die for. The last one was –by far–Levi's favourite, it was filled with adventure and passion.
He loved this specific book for a few reasons, but mostly because of what it displayed, the love the characters had with each other, the respect and devotion. The way the narrative was set and how descriptive it was when reaching certain subjects. He remembers reading how the main character cornered his love interest and showed them pleasure in so many ways. He showed them how to prolong orgasms by limiting their oxygen taking. The trust and utter devotion captured during and after the scene was so intense Levi had to take a break to take care of himself.
It was very difficult to find a writer that portrayed this specific genre to be enjoyable while also being informative and thorough not only during sex but also showing really good aftercare.
Levi was hooked and he was currently being called over fucking shit.
“Hi,” he said and the man stood up stretching a hand for Levi to take.
Erwin’s grip was firm and warm. The man was also very big, Levi looked up at him and noticed the height difference between them, the way the author’s hand encased his own, almost swallowing it whole. Levi could feel himself shake.
“Hi, I’m Erwin Smith,” the writer introduced himself, which was a bit pointless.
“I know,” Levi answered, his tone too bitter. He didn’t mean to be rude but he was too nervous.
Erwin didn’t seem to be offended by it, he just laughed loudly at the comment before sitting back on his chair. Levi’s heart skipped a beat at the sound and he couldn’t help but think of how handsome the man in front of him was.
“Yeah, I guess you already know,” Erwin smirked mischievously, making Levi blush faintly. He felt perceived, gazed at by a hungry lion.
Levi decided to just stop talking and handed the book over. Erwin didn’t comment on it, he just hummed before starting to write the dedicatory comment.
“Who should I sign it for?” The man asked, looking up.
“Uhm, Levi,” Erwin kept staring, Levi felt uneasy so he kept going. “Ackerman.”
“Cute,” the man answered, leaving Levi speechless. He finished signing the book and handed it back closed. “Nice to meet you, Levi.”
His name sounded outright sinful coming out Erwin’s lips so Levi muttered a soft likewise and turned around before he did something embarrassing like beg.
“You’re so lame,” Hange said when he arrived at their shared apartment. “You had the chance to charm the man and instead you just said nothing. ”
Levi had been sulking since he got home. It’s not like he expected to sweep the man over his feet or anything. Erwin Smith was a well known author and Levi was a nobody, but still he had questions to ask and a lot of admiration to show. Instead he’d just gone and shut down. Too embarrassed to talk.
“Shut up, that’s why I wanted you to come with me,” he complained.
“I’m sure you’ll get another chance soon enough,” Hange reached for the book and opened it at the page where the man had scribbled an already planned message like he did on every book. They read it outloud, to make more fun of him, surely. “To Levi, thank you so much for your support–”
“Will you stop already?” He asked, trying to take the book from their hands, they just stepped on the sofa and kept reading, suddenly their face turned confused.
“Hey, Levi,” Hange said, dumbfounded. “Have you seen what your boy-crush wrote for you?”
“No, I wanted to forget about my pathetic meeting,” he explained.
“Well, maybe you should, I think he’s expecting a text,” they turned the book to Levi so he could read it.
Right there, at the bottom of the page was a phone number written down, and beside it call me ;)
“Go on, don’t make him wait.”
“What?” Levi was sure he was dreaming, that couldn’t be true, his favourite erotica writer didn’t write his phone number down for Levi.
“Well, if you don’t text him I will,” Hange said, and in a second they were grabbing Levi’s phone and adding the number. He made sure to get it back before they said something embarrassing. “You’re so not fun. Live a little.”
“I’m going to bed,” Levi announced, suddenly exhausted.
“Tell me if you sext your boyfriend,” Hange said as he hid in the comfort of his own room.
He stared at the new contact on his phone an embarrassing amount of time. Wondering if he should really text Erwin. It was a chance to talk to the man about his books, after all he didn’t get to at the book signing. If they ended up talking about other things it would be purely coincidence and it would mean they clicked.
Levi blushed when he thought of the possibilities, his body suddenly too warm. He decided to take a shower, there was no way he was texting the man.
The water falling from the shower head was warm and it felt heavenly against his skin. He took the time to think about his meeting with Erwin, he remembered how he felt against Levi, the man’s hand so big in comparison. He thought of the way he towered over him and how his muscles strained under the tight shirt he was wearing. He looked dishevelled then, his hair was a mess and his eyes looked glazed over because of the hours he’d spent under the meeting stan lights. Levi couldn’t help but think if that was what he looked liked when–
Fuck.
Levi could feel himself getting hard. He really shouldn’t jerk himself to a man he had met earlier that day, someone he originally admired for his talent, not his physique. He really, really, shouldn’t but he thought of Erwin’s smirk when he looked at Levi, knowingly. As if by seeing the book he knew about every one of Levi’s desires, every one of his deepest darkest thoughts.
Levi grabbed his length gently, careful not to stimulate too much too fast. He still let out a gasp –he wouldn’t last that was for sure–. Levi thought of Erwin as he stroked himself. He thought of him in a completely made up scenario, giving a whole new meaning to the state the man was in. His flushed cheeks as a result of the warm lights surrounding him, covered in sweat and messy hair, exertion making itself seen after hours of facing people. He thought of Erwin’s big body covering his own, swallowing Levi whole. Their hips rutting against each other, frantic and wet. Both gasping for air as the arousal was suffocating and suddenly Erwin’s big hand caressing all the way up to Levi’s chest and finishing by grabbing around Levi’s neck, making breathing even a harder task.
Levi came hard and heavy, faster than he expected. Not an ounce of shame in him, as he dried himself and changed to his sleeping clothes. Ready to text the man that had taken over his every thought.
Levi
Hi. [23:35]
Blame it on the post orgasm endorphins, or the lack of blood flow to his brain, he really wasn’t going to text the man. It was embarrassing that he caved in such little time. He didn’t even wait until the next day, but why would Erwin have given him his phone number? He was pretty sure he wasn’t allowed to do such a thing. In the end curiosity was killing him and he’d never dealt with that feeling as he should.
Erwin Smith [23:54]
Hello [23:54]
May I ask who this is? [23:54]
Maybe he was allowed to give his number to anyone, if it was that easy to forget about him.
Levi
Levi Ackerman, you signed my book. [23:55]
Erwin Smith
Oh, so it is you :) [23:55]
Glad you texted, Levi. [23:55]
It’s not everyday that I get to meet someone like you [23:55]
What
in the actual
Fuck?
Erwin Smith
Sorry, did I make you uncomfortable? [00:03]
Levi read the text three times before he realised he hadn’t answered and instead he’d just frozen, looking at the screen like an idiot.
Levi
No, you didn’t [00:04]
Sorry I wasn’t expecting that [00:04]
Erwin Smith
It was my fault, my apologies. [00:04]
I’ve been told many times that I’m too forward [00:04]
Levi
It’s fine [00:04]
I like forward. [00:05]
Erwin Smith
Is that so? ;) [00:05]
Then you won’t mind me calling you
when I get to my hotel room. [00:05]
I’d call now but Miche is with me right now and
I’m not allowed to give my personal information like
This. [00:06]
Levi
I sure don’t mind :) [00:06]
Am I an exception then? [00:06]
Erwin Smith
And a very sweet one, might I add. [00:07]
Levi was burning up, he’d never been a blusher but of course it was Erwin Smith, the one to make it happen. He went to the bathroom to freshen up a bit, the heat making way through his body in a way that was making him sweat. He was going to have a phone call with the man he had admired for years now, he needed to get a grip.
The week passed by faster than usual, and Levi knew the reason for it. He kept going to work, doing his chores, going to the gym but in between all of that there was Erwin. After that first call with him, Levi found himself going to the author’s message thread constantly. Erwin kept sending him texts during interview breaks and lectures and Levi read through them and answered back something witty that made the other man laugh.
His days went from deadly boring to hopeful and exciting, all because he got the privilege to see little glimpses of the life of the most interesting person Levi knew. Erwin seemed very interested in Levi’s life and concerns too, always asking about him and trying to get to know him better and of course there was the flirting.
To say that Erwin was interested in Levi was an understatement, he’d never blushed once in his life and now Levi found himself with a newly permanent red face because of the author.
He couldn’t say he hated it.
It stayed mild though, soft comments and sweet compliments that made Levi’s heart skip a beat every single time but, Erwin had won a new confidence after finding out how weak Levi was because of him and that’s how the innuendos started.
Erwin Smith
I’m done with the program for today, I’m exhausted [21:00]
How was your day? [21:00]
Levi
It was my day off, so I spent it tidying the place [21:15]
I just showered now [21:15]
Erwin Smith
Aw, without me? [21:15]
Levi
Has that line ever worked before? [21:16]
A bit of humbleness hasn’t hurt anyone before and Erwin didn’t need to know that Levi regretted every shower he’d taken without telling the man first. He wouldn’t tell him that was for sure, he wasn’t willing to look that pathetic.
Erwin Smith
Maybe [21:16]
Jealous? [21:16]
Levi
You’re to full of yourself [21:17]
Erwin Smith
You love it [21:17]
Does that mean you’re not wearing any [21:17]
Clothes right now? [21:17]
Levi
Wouldn’t you like to know [21:17]
Erwin Smith
It would paint a pretty picture, yes [21:17]
Are you sure you don’t want to show me? [21:17]
Levi
What would I get in return? [21:18]
Erwin Smith
[image] [21:18]
Is that payment enough? [21:18]
The picture Erwin sent him was obscene, it showed him laying on his hotel bed, wearing nothing but his boxer briefs. The lighting was dim, showing the shape of his body in shades that accentuated everything. He looked almost glowing, his chiselled chest seemed like the one of a greek god. His tights looked strong, they promised something Levi didn’t dare to think too much. The only piece of cloth in the picture was his underwear, it looked tight covering him, showing the shape of his half hardened dick perfectly.
Levi felt himself starting to salivate.
Erwin Smith
Come on, don’t leave me on read. [21:18]
Hey, was that too much? Sorry I thought we
were on the same page. [21:22]
Feel free to ignore that and keep telling me about your day. [21:22]
He needed to stop being an idiot and make the man wait because he was too overwhelmed by his own horniness.
Levi
[image] [21:23]
The picture was in front of the mirror, the dim blue light showing everything that needed to be shown. He was completely naked, his phone covering his face and legs opened, exposing his hardened length completely.
Erwin must have not expected that, shocked at the change of demeanour and sultriness of the scene, because in an instant Erwin was calling him.
“Fuck, you sure are pretty,” the man said over the line. Levi huffed a breath, nerves overtaking him. “Am I the reason why you’re so excited?”
“Shut up,” Levi muttered, suddenly embarrassed.
“Ah, don’t be like that,” Erwin’s voice was deep, filled with arousal. “You can tell me, after all you’re the one that got me all pent up.”
Levi was speechless, he didn’t know what to think or say, his mind was clouded, he could only feel deep carnal desire.
“Come on, speak up. Tell me what you were thinking about before I called. Don’t you want to be a good boy for me?” Levi let out a high pitched whine at that, his dick leaking pre cum. “Oh, you like that, don’t you?”
“Yes,” Levi half moaned in response, hands reaching his length and stroking slowly.
“Are you touching yourself, Levi?” Erwin asked, his voice sounded so far away, too lost in the pleasure. “Are you touching yourself like a good little slut?”
“Fuck, yes,” Levi was a mess, moaning and whining, hand touching the most sensitive parts oh himself. He needed to cum and it’d only been a couple of minutes.
“Good, take whatever you need,” Erwin said, he could hear how the other man shuffled, probably taking off his underwear to join Levi. “You’re lucky I’m in my hotel room right now, I wouldn’t let you get away with whatever you wanted.” Levi moaned at the thought, Erwin controlling his every move and deciding when he did or didn’t get pleasure. “Are you gonna cum already? Like the greedy slut you are?”
“Yes, yes, yes,” Levi couldn’t say anything else, he was blind with pleasure and he needed something, anything, to push him over that edge.
“Come on, be a good boy and cum for me.”
White filled his vision, pleasure overcoming his body, spasming though the most intense orgasm he’d ever experienced. He didn’t know how long it had passed but he heard Erwin grunt after finding his own release.
“Fuck,” Levi said after a while, breaking the comfortable silence. Erwin laughed and the sound was like music to his ears.
“Fuck indeed,” he replied. “I’m kinda sad I didn’t get to see you though.”
The statement was filled with something heavy and tempting but Levi was too afraid to mess everything up so he waited.
“I’m here for a few more days,” Erwin continued, Levi was trembling. “Would you like to spend a night with me? The ensuite is pretty wide and the bed is really comfortable.” He sounded shy, which was unthinkable after what they’d had just done.
“Is this a dream?” Levi asked, he couldn’t believe Erwin had asked him.
“No? We could talk about the book I signed for you.” What? “Have a more in depth discussion.”
“How in depth?”
“As much as you can take.” The smirk on his face could be heard. “Should I take that as a yes?”
“You better make it worth my while.” Levi was bluffing now, but he needed some sense of control before he lost his mind.
“Trust me, you won’t want to leave.” And that was a promise.
The hotel Erwin was staying at was big and fancy and way over Levi’s paygrade. He noticed the people walking in and out, how they were all wearing expensive suits and nicely done dresses. He suddenly felt out of place, but he fought through it. He just hoped he didn’t get kicked out over some stupid dress code.
He walked up to the receptionist and asked for Erwin’s room number. She gave him a key, apparently the man had told her he would be busy and might not be able to open the door so it’d be better if Levi got a door key.
Levi was pretty sure he couldn’t ask for a key copy like that, which made it clear how strong Erwin’s presence was. Nobody would dare to tell him no.
He got on the elevator and pushed the button to the highest floor. On the way up he kept wondering how his life had come to this. His life had turned into the plot of a cringy romance movie in a matter of days, if Hange knew they’d never stop laughing at him.
He got to the ensuite and opened the door, Erwin was moving things around the room. He hadn't noticed Levi there so he took the chance to stare. Erwin looked bigger than he remembered, he was wearing a sweatshirt that looked really comfortable and joggers that made his ass look amazing.
“Hey,” Levi announced himself before he got embarrassingly hard by staring at an ass. Erwin looked up visibly startled.
“Oh, hi. You’re early,” Erwin said, surprised at Levi’s presence.
“No, I’m not,” Levi answered back because it was true. He had arrived exactly at nine thirty as Erwin said.
“Shit, I didn't notice the time.” He brought a hand to his hair, messing it up a bit. “Go on, sit while I get you a drink.”
Levi sat at the counter while Erwin got two wine glasses and poured a deep red from a bottle.
“Here.” Levi grabbed the glass and took a sip. “Are you comfortable? I can put the heat on if you want.”
“I’m okay thanks.”
Levi didn’t feel uncomfortable, which was certainly new. He stopped hooking up with people a while ago because they always made him uncomfortable in some way. Erwin was different though, his aura was calming and he didn’t push, he always respected limits.
“So, Levi,” Erwin said, breaking the silence. “We both know what’s going to happen tonight.” Levi blushed and Erwin’s eyes shined with greed. “Before we do that though, I want to know more about you, what preferences you have and how much experience you have.”
“I know you read my books but that doesn’t mean you enjoy it in real life.”
Oh but he did, he really did.
“I do enjoy it.”
“Good, have you tried BDSM before?”
“Not properly,” Levi confessed, ashamed.
“What does that mean?”
“The people I was with didn’t care to practise it in a safe way. It was good enough though, it scratched the itch.”
Erwin’s features hardened at that, he seemed angry that someone would abuse that dynamic without the necessary knowledge.
“Okay, that stops now.” The way he said it sent shivers down Levi’s spine. “What do you enjoy and what do you want me to avoid? I know you like praise but that’s about it.”
Levi hated this part, talking about his wants always made him embarrassed, but he knew Erwin wouldn’t let him go over it in passing.
“I like being tied up, and choking.” Erwin looked at him hungrily as he listed what he wanted. “Some impact play but not too hard and of course, I like it rough.”
Erwin looked at Levi as if he was about to eat him and that gave him a new kind of confidence. He lost the embarrassment and felt the need to tease.
“I want you to make me take it until I cry.”
“Fuck,” Erwin said, voice deep and raspy. “You really are something special.”
“You’re too sweet to me.” Erwni walked up to Levi, laying a finger on his chin and making him look up.
They were close enough to touch. Levi had to really make an effort to meet his gaze. Erwin was so much bigger than him, almost double in size and it made him shake in need. He wondered if he would be big everywhere. He couldn’t wait to find out.
“That’s about to change,” Erwin stepped back so they’d stop touching and Levi already missed the warmth. “Go to my bedroom and kneel by the feet of the bed. I’ll follow in a second.”
Levi practically ran to the bed, excitement running all through him. Erwin didn’t take long to get there, having lost his sweatshirt somewhere along the way. The sight was mouthwatering, he couldn’t wait to taste.
“God, look at you,” Erwin said when he noticed Levi at the bed. “I wasn’t wrong that day at the signing, you really are beautiful. How could I ever pass out the chance?” Erwin ran his fingers up Levi’s neck, soft and slowly, all the way up until he got to his face and cradled his cheek, laying his thumb over his lips, opening them slightly.
His hand covered half of Levi’s face, and he moaned when he realised how much bigger he was in comparison to him.
“Open up,” Levi complied, letting Erwin push his thumb deeper. He sucked and moaned around it. So turned on he couldn’t help moving his hips up searching for any kind of friction. “That’s it, good boy. ”
The whine Levi let out after that was embarrassingly loud. Erwin laughed, his other hand travelling down to unbutton the shirt Levi was wearing. The latter never stopping his ministrations. Erwin’s hand caressed every piece of skin he found, sending shivers through him every time.
“Please,” Levi begged, after Erwin had left his mouth and nuzzled the other’s dick, making it know how badly Levi wanted that in his mouth
“You’re such a pretty thing, so perfect for me, so needy. ” Levi keened at that, his pleas ignored. “Okay, okay.” Erwin pulled his joggers and underwear down showing his hard length, red and throbbing. So turned on because of Levi’s neediness. “Go on, treat yourself.”
Levi licked around the shaft, testing. He sucked around the tip, hand stroking the rest of the length. Erwin let out encouraging sounds and Levi felt brave enough to sink down on his cock. He was so big, Levi couldn’t even get to the half having to compensate with his hand. He huffed annoyed and Erwin laughed.
“That’s okay, just take as much as you can,” he praised but Levi wouldn’t have it. He just went in deeper and choked, saliva dripping down from his mouth to his hand. The sounds Erwin was making were heavenly, he really couldn’t fight the urge to touch himself as he sucked and choked.
He was too high on arousal, Erwin’s smell, taste, size. It was all too much, he didn’t notice how close he was until he came in his pants, like a teenager. Erwin noticed, of course he did, Levi’s high pitched moan around his cock and the way his hip twitched were proof enough.
Erwin pushed him away, a trail of saliva connected from his lips to the tip of his cock. Levi felt his cock twitch at the sight.
“That felt good?” Levi couldn’t answer, too focused on catching his breath. Erwin would take it because he grabbed the back of Levi’s neck, pulling the short hair there and making him lookup. “I asked you something and I expect an answer.” Levi moaned again, lost in the painful pleasure.
“Yes,” he managed to get out, Erwin’s piercing stare making him weak.
“Good, because you’re done being selfish today.” Levi’s eyes widened as Erwin took his belt out in a swift move. He pulled Levi up on the bed, pushing him to the headboard and tied him with the belt. “You’re going to let me have my fun now and you’re going to behave and take it, is that clear?”
“Yes, sir.” Erwin grunted in an almost animalistic way. Levi was shaking with anticipation.
Erwin got him out of his trousers, now both of them were completely naked. Erwin reached out for something by the night table, lube and condoms. He spread Levi’s legs open, leaving him completely exposed.
“I don’t care if you come again, that’s on you but I’m not gonna stop until I’m satisfied. You can tap out anytime you want. Just say red or yellow and we’ll go at your own pace. You’re the one in charge here.” Levi nodded in agreement and Erwin slapped his thigh making him gasp and twitch at the unexpectedness of it . “Use your words.”
“Yes, sir. Please do whatever you want with me.” Levi was breathless, but that seemed to work because Erwin went down in between his sigh and licked a stripe up his hole. After that, all Levi remembered was mind numbing pleasure.
Erwin’s tongue and fingers opened him up thoroughly, reaching the deepest parts of him. After a while of just exploring, he finally brushed Levi's prostate. His sight went blurry, his back arched trying to chase away the feeling, too intense, too soon.
“Erwin please,” Levi begged, not sure for what.
Erwin just kept brushing over that spot, sending shocks of pleasure through Levi. Tears sprouted out of his eyes as he came a second time crying out Erwin’s name.
“That’s it, so good for me. Such a good boy.” Erwin said as he took his fingers out, caressing Levi’s thighs comfortingly. “You’re gonna take me so well aren’t you, make some space for me in that tight little ass of yours. Squeeze all around me and milk me dry.”
Levi nodded fervently, too overwhelmed to speak.
“Give me a colour sweetheart, how are you feeling?” He asked, worried about pushing too far.
“Green,” Levi managed to say. “Please, fuck me.”
Erwin didn’t say anything else as he pushed in, slowly so it wouldn’t hurt as much. Levi gasped as he was being split open by the biggest cock he’s ever taken. Erwin’s length brushing every sensitive spot inside him. Erwin let him adjust but Levi craved the force of those thighs and the pain of overstimulation. He grinded a bit, making Erwin know that it was completely okay to move.
“You feel so good around me, fuck I’m not gonna last,” Erwin said, voice strained and hoarse.
He thrusted slowly at first, almost experimental. Levi moaned when he grazed his prostate again, tightening against him and Erwin lost it. He started an almost violent pace that was making Levi delirious. It hurt in such a good way, he was so close to coming again.
“Fuck, just like that,” Erwin said as he lost himself in the pleasure. His hand reached up to Levi’s neck, caressing him at first to put the slightest bit of pressure on the side, making it so he couldn’t breathe. “Such a good boy .”
Levi came violently after that, every nerve in his body was on fire. Erwin came soon after, the tightening of Levi’s wall after his orgasm pulling his own one out. They stayed like that for a bit, catching their breath.
Erwin leaned down and stole a slow and passionate kiss from him at the same time he pulled out. The man stood up and untied Levi’s hands before looking for a wet cloth and some water.
“Drink this,” He said, handing Levi the glass. He passed the cloth over his thighs and stomach, massaging them a bit. It felt so good that Levi could fall asleep like this. “Do you want me to run you a bath and then call room service for some food?”
“No, I’m good for now,” Levi said, as he pulled Erwin down to kiss him. “Food sounds good though.”
Erwin laid over him until Levi was drowning in his presence. They lazily made out for a bit before Erwin finally got up and called room service. Once he was done with that he laid down beside Levi and pulled him to his chest, fingers brushing over his arms and sides.
“They’re gonna take a while, are you sure you don’t want that bath?” Erwin asked again.
“Yes, I want to stay like this for a bit,” Levi confessed and Erwin hummed, pulling him close for another kiss.
They stayed like that, enjoying the comfort of being tangled with each other until the bell rang, announcing their food was there. They ate while they chatted about anything and everything, stealing a kiss or two in between.
Levi didn’t think he could feel this way for anyone and he was so happy it was Erwin, with his bright blue eyes and bright smile, giving him the world for as long as he felt like having it and Levi wanted to keep it forever.