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Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!
“I want what they have.” He whispered ashamed.
“I want it so badly, and they didn't even- they didn’t even want it! They didn't even try! Fuck, I shouldn't think like this- they’re our pack, we need to keep them safe and I am scared I’ll-” he choked on his words, not able to vocalize them.Not able to admit out loud what hid in his deepest core.
“...I swear I’m trying…” he whimpered softly.
“I am pushing the feelings all down, they don’t deserve to see this- the pack needs me, needs us and I just-”“Keralis, love-” Xisuma started gently, his hand still brushing through his hair. Voice gentle, as if he was talking to an injured animal.
Worry. Worry. Worry. Protect. Love.
The omega lifted his head to look into his mate’s eyes, inhaling shakily before he blurted out:
“Xisuma, I think I need professional help. I keep- I can’t-” he shook his head, clenching his eyes shut as he scrambled for the right words.“I want to stand proud by your side. I can’t keep bottling up. I- I think I’ll break if I keep going.”