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Chapter 8: Ass Crack a Dawn

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TW:
Smutty Smut ( )
Slight, brief smut ( )
Felix going through it :(

I love this chapter...so much.

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Najun undressed as he picked a gentle soap, grabbing a mint, berry-scented shampoo,   “Okay puppy, let me get the water started.”   He stood and took the shower head down, thankful that it was long enough to be at little Junnies height, Najun hugged his leg as he found the best temperature.   “Okay, cutie let's step-”   “you no goin in Mommy?”   Felix blinked…oh…   “You…want me to shower?”   Najun sniffled and nodded,   “mm…gots ta cwean to?”   “That's true but are you oki with that baby boy?”   “Couwse Mommy!”   Najun exclaimed, stepping into the shower carefully and crouching with a smile,   “so me get cwean an Mommy get cwean den we seepy…”   Najun mumbled as he played with the shampoo bottle, Felix hummed…was this okay? Well…He tilted his head…he has fond memories of showering with his mom… that's right…she’d always let him…giving him the gentlest massages when cleaning his hair…bathing with his older sister…he sighed and smiled…he wants Najun to have that…he undressed, assessing first…all of his more…concerning wounds were healed, his brandings were higher up so…hopefully Najun won't…look that high.



He felt a bit awkward…but Najun was energized now, wiggling and chirping as Felix sprayed his little tush down after he lathered him in soap.   “Mommy ‘s cowl?”   “Ah, you want it warmer?”   “mhm!”   Felix giggled and complied.   “Bu Mommy…”   Najun pouted…scolding him,   “yous gots to cwean.”   “I will cutie patootie but I wanna take care of my…little prince.”   He said, reaching over and getting the shampoo. He massaged into Najun's scalp, almost melting himself as Najun reduced into soft purs,   “Feel good baby?”   “mm…Mommy…”   “Don't fall asleep puppy~”   He giggled as Najun's head went more limp as he rubbed. He quickly washed up, watching Najun hug his leg again…getting drenched with soapy water…but he didn't want to move…



They were dried off, gently lotioned up, hair dried as much as he could get it too dry…and Minho dropped his clothes off on the bed, Najun whined as he put his shirt on,   “I know you're tired, just your undies oki?”   “mm…”   He smiled as Najun sleepily smiled when he kissed his nose, he let him cuddle to a plush as he finally went to get dressed. He picked the first purple thing he saw, that being super stretchy and soft purple shorts, a loose tank, and a cropped purple shirt that was oversized, hanging off one shoulder, oh cute…He went back from the closet, and gently rubbed Najun’s back,   “I’m gonna pick you up~”   Najun whined more, putting his little arms up…



He walked to the living room, smiling at the pair cuddling and reading. Minho looked up and smiled,   “Minnie~”   Seungmin jumped, pulling his nose out of his book, brightening, “Oh! Shit, I read for that long…”   “Yeah sorry baby”   Minho giggled, Seungmin stood and stretched before grinning at him,   “Let me go get fresh blankets”   Felix blinked, pouting…and whining softly without thinking…so no scents…   “Oh no, what's that face for bug?”   “O-Oh nothing…”   “He wants your scents…hehe”   Minho giggled, standing up fast and basically running away,   “Night!”   Felix flushed and went to yell…forgetting he had a pup on his chest… Seungmin chuckled,   “Oh~ I see, come on buggie.”   Felix grumbled and followed him…he was really glad someone…waited and walked him…he remembered this place a bit.. Not much though, Seungmin held the door for him and Felix smiled…   “It’s clean…”   Seungmin chuckled, covering his mouth,   “Jeongin ran up here and cleaned it. But okay baby, if you need anything, you know our rooms? And everything in the kitchen is up for grabs…goodnight Lix.”   Felix smiled…but pouted again…he was assuming Minnie would sleep here too…was that too much though? Too soon? Seungmin tilted his head,   “Bug?”   “Y-You aren't um…”   He bit his tongue…he doesn't deserve their comfort…   “Never mind! Good night Minnie.”   Seungmin hummed,   “Sleep well~ do you want this closed?”   Felix smiled and nodded, sighing as the door softly shut. Finally sleep time…

He laid Najun down, smiling more as he curled up, his nose scrunching as he flopped his little arm out, mumbling for him. He slipped under the comforter. Melting, as all of their scents washed over him…oh it's been too long…he curled into Najun, gently pulling him under and tucking his back in. Najun whined and sniffled,   “m-Mommy…smews…awot”   “Oh pup, is it too much? We can get another blankey?”   “nu…’s nice…jus n-new…c-can Mommy mm?”   Felix blinked…what does ‘mm’ mean…   “What do you need pup?”   Najun gruffed and wiggled,   “can yous…mm…wike mm…mmm”   Hum! He wants him to hum! That was so cute…   “Oh! That’s humming sweetie…Mommy can hum.”   He smiled as Najun whined and shimmied closer, he kissed his head and started humming a kid's lullaby he knew. 


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Chan smiled, letting out a soft groan as his Omegas pounced on him,   “I-I thought you all said you were tired..”   he gasped as his skin was pierced into,   “Never too tired to tease our dog~”   Minho whispered into his ear as Han spread his legs, ripping his sleep pants off,   “Just be quiet hm?”   “O-Oh-Okay…”   He moaned, biting his lip as he watched Hyunjin dip down with Han, gasping louder as…a tongue slipped into him and his cock was taken all of the way down one of their throats, his vision blocked when Minho hovered over him, tapping his lip with his dripping cock,   “Please Master..”   Minho smirked,   “So eager to please…such a good Alpha~”   Minho pressed into his mouth, he relaxed down and took all his Omegas gave him…



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Changbin giggled as he was sandwiched, Jeongin on his left, and Seungmin on his right, hugging him like a koala.   “Mm…Turn the TV on!”   “No! I won't be able to sleep…I'm horny too…no fair..”   Innie pouted and snuggled down aggressively. Changbin giggled and hugged Seungmin closer,   “Turn the TV on Minnie, it’s right behind you…and Innie~you can get off, just guide my hand there.”   Both of his Betas perked and got situated. The TV on low, the National Geo channel, explaining something about turtles as his hand was pushed down Jeongin’s soft pants,   “mm…baby…”   Jeongin whimpered into his ear as he rutted on him. He smiled…his Alpha calming down more,   “Just…clean my hand after my little beta…”   “mm…warm…”   Jeongin muttered and attached to his neck, sending him straight into slumber as Seungmin softly rubbed his tummy.




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Felix sighed…he slept well enough. Not good though…he hates himself to a new degree. In his ‘mates’ bed and all he could think about was…him. He cuddled him at night…made him feel secure. But…not safe. Not quite. Not waking up being used already. Waking up with aches and pains. Waking up with new wounds. Not knowing what the new day will bring, pain, how much pain…How much panic? Would he have to kill people today? He sighed again as Najun squirmed, He was so glad he found this pup…Najun made a little grumble as he stretched,   “potty…”   he mumbled and yawned,   “Gotta potty cutie?”   Najun gasped and looked up,   “Mommy! Oh! Gots poo…”   Felix giggled and sat up,   “Let's poop then!”   “poo!” 



After a long morning routine, raiding the bathroom for gentle things for their skin. He smiled wide at a toothbrush package…Felix’s name written on the box, for the light blue brush, and Najun’s on the green toothbrush…undoubtedly Hyunjin’s messy, but somehow artsy writing… He helped Najun and then did his teeth. Najun just sitting and watching on the counter, softly grabbing his shirt as he rubbed facial cream in. He had no makeup here…He picked a happy Najun up, he hugged his neck, and nuzzled,   “You sleepy still Junnie?”   “mm…bu Mommy’s upie…”   “Oh puppy, I’m not going anywhere…I’ll set you on that big couch to nap, and I’ll be right there hm?”   “no weavin…”   “Only potty breaks.”   Najun giggled softly but nodded, he stepped into Hyunjin and Han’s bathroom, bingo! Makeup. He only did the absolute bare minimum, concealer, light pink shimmer eyeshadow, blush, and gloss. He looks okay without mascara.   “Mommy ‘s so pwetty…”   Felix smiled and kissed his head fast, he knows…Najunnie likes telling him that because the little pup overheard him talking with Char…he vividly remembers it, he was just having a bad day…his Alpha was upset with him…and he just felt like he wasn't as pretty…as he wanted. In hindsight it was stupid.   “Thank you puppy… let's get you to nap.”   they slowly…very slowly made it down the stairs, and Najun clung to his hand,   “dis pwace is scawy.”   “It kinda is… it's dark.”   “mhm…”   “But cozy?” “oh bewwy cocy”   Felix giggled and picked him up fast, bouncing him as he walked to the couch, he wanted…to nest for him…but he knew that's not his place.   “Wanna make a lil nest baby?”   Najun yawned mid nod, Felix smiled and gave him some fresh blankets from their basket and watched him fuss with the blankets and two plushies. Najun placed them down and fluffed the sides up. He loves watching little one's nest…Najun firmly nodded to himself and timidly looked over,   “It looks super comfy baby! Ready for your nappie?”   Najun smiled sheepishly and nodded, slowly crawling and doing a circle before lying down in a ball. Felix tucked him in, smiling at his chirps and preens as he pet his head.   “I love you puppy, so much… you're so important to me…”   Najun whined and scrunched his nose,   “wove you mowe…Mommy…powtant…”   Felix giggled softly as he fell asleep so fast. 



He got to work fast, raiding their kitchen. He started on making a cake. Bold, but he knew people loved his lemon cake in the morning, it was relatively easy to bake, and everything was the same. Nothing moved or changed. He grabbed a purple mixing bowl and a hand mixer and got to work finally. While that was in the oven he got started on tofu cubes, mixing those with some veggies and pan-frying those as he made some scrambled eggs, he hummed softly as he chopped up some fruit. Making some coffee and boiling some water. He made sure to check on his napping pup, before making the lemon glaze. He took a second…wow… he's missed this…cooking for them and only them…He sighed and leaned on the counter, everything was down and cooling off. He stared off towards the living room. He feels…confused.

Why is he even here again…they don't deserve this…at all. He doesn't deserve it. A small, and so tempting thought crossed his mind. Running away. That felt like the best thing to do… stress-free. Leaving Najun in their capable hands and leaving. But…that’s also not right. He can't keep running away when things get scary…He hugged himself…the trickling need to punish himself for even thinking that way…he looked over to the freshly taken-out cake pan…he looked away and held his arm out, pressing it down and tensing up, choking on a whimper. He took a deep breath…and counted to fifteen…



 He went to the bathroom to just put a bandage on the large burn and walked back. Covering the food and keeping the coffee pot hot before going to the couch, he kneeled on the floor in front of Najun and rested his arm and head down, petting Najun's back and closing his eyes. 


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Seungmin yawned as he walked down the hallway. Being hit with a wall of amazing smelling food…damn…like nothing has changed…He walked into the living room and instantly saw them…Najun sleeping like a pebble and Felix sleeping uncomfortably…he moved and grabbed a blanket, putting it on Felix’s shoulders, he didn't want to move and scare him…but he jumped when Felix did. Felix flinched,   “mm..mm minnie…oh morning…”   Felix mumbled as he sat up, Seungmin had to hold his waist as he almost fell over, Felix blinked and smiled,   “Morning.”   “Good Morning Bug…you were up early.”   “Mm…I um…I’m still having troubles…the time difference?”   Seungmin blinked,   “shit…I didn't think about that…”   Felix smiled at him and giggled,   “Mm, I made food and coffee…”   Seungmin watched Felix’s hands rise and cupped his hands, rubbing them. Seungmin sighed…he missed him so much…his Beta was in actual…pain…he slowly squeezed and looked him over,   “I've…missed you so much…It's kinda hard to believe you're…here”   Felix hummed softly and shuffled closer to him,   “I’m here Minnie…If you're gonna keep feeling me up, the least you could do is kiss me~”   Seungmin felt his brain explode and smoke…Felix giggled cutely and guided his hands up and down the expanse of his body…he felt…more full, not as bone-thin anymore. Felix leaned closer,   “I’m not going anywhere…”   Felix whispered, making his hands drop lower,   “Good…we were in shambles…”   Seungmin whispered back…leaning closer as well. Felix hummed, his smile was soft, leaning and sitting up. Kissing him. Seungmin felt his whole stomach flip. Felix pressed closer, his hands now being held on his hips, fuck…he felt the same…tasted the same…Minty but now with a peachy flavor…Felix hummed softly into his mouth and pushed more, Seungmin felt his body momentarily drift away…his stomach stirring. He had to pull away fast, taking a breath…   “Damn Pixie…w-we have a pup sleeping..”   Felix only giggled, laced with a sultry look,   “Sorry…you just look cute.”   Felix smiled and said, standing and heading to the kitchen. Seungmin groaned. They are so fucked if he keeps acting like that…he sighed and smiled as the pup squirmed.


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Felix giggled at a now flushed Seungmin. Maybe a kiss was too much? He was just so used to…sexual acts in the morning. He assumed they’d like it, but with how Seungmin's linen spiked in arousal, he thinks he’s right. Felix got his coffee ready and handed it over,   “Do um…you have to work today?”   Seungmin blinked and cleared his throat,   “No, none of us do…were we uh…hoping to talk. To you.”   Felix felt his stomach jump,  “O-Oh…like talk…”   “Yes baby, about everything, but if it doesn't work out it’s alright, I know Najun wont want to leave your side.”   Felix whined,   “I’m sorry…I um, I’ll ask Sanha t-to maybe come over and keep him company…”   Felix said fast and flinched a bit when Seungmin cupped his cheek,   “If not, it is okay Lixie. This is important, but so is Najunnie.”   Felix nodded and leaned into his hand, “thanks…”



 

“Felix! The cooking at ass crack of dawn cannot continue!”   Han exclaimed upon walking into the kitchen. Felix giggled and poured a mug,   “Mhm, I like cooking, go sit.”   Han grumbled and walked to him, his arms going up but stopping, Han blinked and awkwardly stood, Felix smiled,   “I-I still like hugs…”   Han chuckled and took his mug and pulling him into a soft, squishy hug. Felix wiggled and sighed, pulling away slightly and resting his head on his chest,   “you smell good…”   “I always spell good.”   Han said fast, both giggling softly. Felix one by one shooed everyone to the table, serving them all, when Minho pouted and complained and put his finger out,   “Please let me make up….s-something…”   Minho sighed and took his finger,   “Fine…just hurry and sit.”   Felix hummed and went to his still-sleeping pup, lightly rubbing his arm, he's been researching. Many books… about kids, and babies, and dealing with trauma, and or abuse. He hates reading about it, it's so upsetting. But he will do anything for his pup.   “Junnie baby, you gotta eat~”   he giggled as Najun flopped his small hand to him, whining. He giggled even more as Najun sat up when he opened his eyes, ready for food and for his hugs. After taking him to go potty and wash up, he walked back to the breakfast nook, smiling as they all…waited.   “You didn't have to wait…um…but can he sit in between you two?”   He asked Minho and Binnie how were sitting in the window seat,   “Sure, of course, you can sit here Pix, let me-”   “No no…”   Felix put one knee onto the seat and carefully put Najun down, where he had already put a small bowl and juice down, and huffed when standing back up. He patted Binnie's shoulder,   “He likes you, just don't let him choke.”   Felix lightly threatened and turned around, he hadn't peed yet