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Intoxicated with Lust

Summary:

Cece can’t get rid of her intrusive thoughts about her best friend, and it feels like the only way to let them out is to act on them.

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i wrote an irl experience as if i acted in my intrusive thoughts.

Notes:

i wasn’t gonna post this originally, mostly bc i felt incredibly guilty after these thoughts. but now? oh i really REALLY hope they fucking read this. they know why. enjoy it!

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Kristi and Cece were downstairs getting snacks—why wouldn’t they? It was a traditional sleepover thing.

 

“I think we have some Doritos in the pantry, hold on let me check.” Cece said, making a dramatic dance-y walk over to the pantry. She heard Kristi giggle as she followed suit. The two girls dug around in the pantry for a while when Kristi noticed the fridge beside it.

 

“Hey, are there any good drinks in there?” She asked. Cece shook her head.

 

“Nah, just some alcohol and stuff. Nothing I’d ever touch.” Cece went back to her scavenging, but Kristi’s eyes still fell onto the fridge.

 

“Hey Cece, would you be mad if I asked to maybe have a couple…? Just like one or two, nothing too serious.” Kristi asked shyly. Cece looked up at Kristi with a thoughtful look before smiling and nodding her head.

 

“Sure! I’ve always wanted to practice taking care of someone who was drunk anyway.” Cece giggled and Kristi immediately turned to the fridge to look for the flavours she wanted.

 

The two girls got their snacks and drinks and went upstairs, sitting in front of the television that had some random YouTube video playing on it. They set the drinks and snacks down onto the carpet they had occupied and sorted it out.

 

“I think I’m gonna start with this one.” Kristi said, inspecting the can of alcoholic beverage. Cece nodded and watched Kristi open the can, taking a sip.

 

“So? How is it?” Cece asked. Kristi contemplated the taste before looking up at Cece.

 

“It’s nice, like a soda, but with a little bit of a sour aftertaste. You want a sip?” Kristi offered, but Cece shook her head.

 

“Nah, I don’t plan on drinking ever.” Cece explained, grabbing a fistful of chips and shoving them into her mouth.

 

“All good! Watch me finish this can so quickly.” Kristi joked, taking another sip from the drink.

 

~~~

 

About 30 minutes later, Kristi had finished her first can and was onto the second one, the girl already acting woozy.

 

“Hehe, we should watch a movie.” Kristi slurred. Cece giggled. “What movie?” Kristi gave a malicious grin.

 

“The Loraxxxxx!” Kristi fell to the floor with laughter as Cece sighed dramatically.

 

“Why? So you can see The Onceler?” Cece said. Kristi giggled.

 

“Yeahhh… He’s so cuteeeeee!” Kristi giggled, rolling around on the floor.

 

After some more arguing, Cece gave in and turned on The Lorax, laughing at everything Kristi said about The Onceler. It was so funny how obsessed she was.

 

“Ceceeeeee…” Kristi slurred, grabbing onto the other girl.

 

“I love you girllll! I love you soooo muchhhhh!” Kristi grabbed onto Cece harder, hugging and almost tackling the girl. Cece froze in place, not knowing how to react. This shouldn’t be turning her on, so why was it?

 

“I uh, love you too Kristi.” Cece replied, gently petting Kristi’s hair.

 

“Mmmm, ‘m gonna go lay downnnnn..” Kristi tried to stand up, but couldn’t that well. Cece stood up swiftly and helped the intoxicated girl stand up, letting Kristi lean on her for support. This resulted in Kristi wrapping her arms around Cece’s shoulders, almost dragging her down.

 

“Come cuddle girlllll..!” Kristi asked, falling onto the bed and reaching up with grabby hands. Cece contemplated for a moment, but eventually gave into her best friend’s wishes.

 

“You know I love you girllll, right? Kristi slurred, leaning into Cece’s body more. Cece nodded and pet Kristi’s hair, almost robotically. She couldn’t shake the thoughts. How amazing would it be to just touch them? Just once, they wont even remember it. You could easily slip your hand down their shorts and do anything. Cece shivered at the thoughts and went back to caressing her best friend.

 

“I know you love me, did you know that I love you ? Cece counteracted. Kristi giggled, it was so cute.

 

“Yahhh…” Kristi laid her head into the crevice of Cece’s neck. The thoughts only got louder. Just do it. Look how handsy they are, they wouldn’t even care. Cece put her arms around Kristi, bringing her into a hug. Just slide your hands up a bit more, touch their tits. It’ll be fine, they wont even remember.

 

Cece took a deep breath and tried to fight them off, but minutes more of the squirming, drunk girl laying on her didn’t help it. Cece slowly slid her hands up and cupped her best friend’s breasts. Kristi giggled, leaning into Cece more. See? They like it. Do more. They’d want it. Cece shook with anxiety as she slowly migrated her hands further and further down Kristi’s body before stopping just above her shorts. Kristi continued her giggles, feeling Cece up also. Sure, it was on accident, but Cece was so turned on. She gave into the urges and slipped a hand into Kristi’s shorts.

 

“Haah… What are you doing Cece?” Kristi asked, looking up at Cece. Cece gulped, continuing her migration downward, slowly.

 

“T-trust me. You’ll like it..” Cece said, taking a deep breath before gently brushing Kristi’s vagina. Cece heard the girl gasp, wincing slightly in fear.

 

“Cece…What are you doing? A-are you sure I’ll like thissss..?” Kristi asked, almost instinctively grinding down onto Cece’s hand.

 

“Of course, I’d never lie to you, Kristi.” Cece ran her fingers through the girls now slick folds, gently rubbing on her clit and watching her reactions unfold.

 

“Oh! Cece, I-I don’t know if I want this..” Kristi gasped, weakly trying to push Cece’s hand away from her. Cece kept going, rubbing faster.

 

“You’ll like it, I promise you. Come on Kristi.” Cece said confidently. Kristi had an almost frightened expression plastered onto her face as she reluctantly ground down onto Cece’s hand.

 

“Cece- S-stop I-“ Kristi was cut off by her own moans as she neared her edge.

 

“You don’t want me to stop, don’t lie.” Cece grinned at the girl, helping her reach the climax that Cece was convinced she would’ve wanted anyway.

 

“Cece-“ Kristi gasped, once again struggling to move away from Cece. “Please- N-no more..!” Cece continued, seeing small tears emerge from her best friend as she came onto Cece’s fingers.

 

Cece pulled out her fingers from Kristi’s shorts, wiping them off on a tissue. “See? That wasn’t so bad, right?” Cece asked Kristi.

 

“I-I didn’t like-“ Kristi hiccupped. “Tha-that wasn’t g-good-“ Cece watched as Kristi cried in front of her, feeling almost slightly guilty. She had to make sure she forgot it all happened.

 

“Here, have another drink, it’ll make you feel better.” Cece shoved another can into Kristi’s hands. Kristi looked hesitantly at the can before opening it and taking a sip.

 

“Let’s go text some people, yeah?” Cece offered up Kristi’s phone to her, where the girl gratefully accepted it.

 

“Yesss…!” Kristi seemed to have almost already forgotten what had happened.

 

Cece knew that she was gonna get off good tonight, with her intoxicated, sleeping best friend next to her.

 

Notes:

since we’ll never be friends again, i have absolutely zero shame in admitting that i had these thoughts about them that night. be so grateful that i have coping mechanisms that prevented me from making this a reality.

btw, in reality i took amazing care of them. i’d never actually do this to someone i loved so dearly. im posting this to show what i was capable of and didn’t do. i really hope they contact me, tell me this is sick. thanks! i already know! i cant control this though, not like they gaf anyways, lol.