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the self (and there's others too, i guess) by soltheinsom
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
26 Oct 2024
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To Sua, life in their household feels something like being in the display window of a permanently closed store. A plane of glass in front of her, letting her see the outside world; a plane of glass behind her, letting her see her sisters, free to roam the inside of the store. Even when the conditions worsen and the world is freezing, when her sisters can huddle together for warmth, Sua is still forced to stand on display, even when she turns pink from the cold.
Her flush was always bright, splotchy, ruined the white of her skin and spread all the way down to her fingers and toes. Mother always said that the pink was ugly. In a world where she isn’t allowed expressiveness out of fear of the wrinkles it’d add to her face, she can’t even have her involuntary reactions.
Sua is always to be perfect, to be seen, to be admired by prying eyes in frilly outfits she can hardly move in. Never to be touched. Held. Spoken to. Even if she tries to speak, she’ll be ignored, muffled by the thick walls of glass. All she can do is press her ivory hands against them, trail her fingers up to the sky and pretend that’s what the pads of her palms press against.
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Rolls around the floor in agony SUA AND IVAN SIBLINGS IS SO REALL IDC THAT ITS NOT CANON. Also them both being treated so similarly by both of their parents yet acting so different they're driving me crazy AUGH. Also I can't forget the ivamizi besties agenda, and yes I know that Mizi likes Ivan more then he does her BUT LET ME BE DELUSIONAL IN PEACE. I need some comfort in this hell space of a show
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My lord and savior