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Jeanine slept horribly that night she tossed and turned for hours. Was she making it up in her head that Gillian had pulled away? Should she had just heard her out to see what she had to say? She also kept thinking about the kiss and the way Gillian’s mouth felt against hers. It had been 20 years since she last had a partner with regular kisses and sex but even this kiss felt more than what that relationship was. She realized she hadn’t even indulged in a meaningless one-night stand since she had first meet Gillian 5 years prior. She had to talk to Gillian, she had to work this out. She’s been stubborn for 4 years it was time she gave into her desires and followed her heart and laid it all out for Gillian. But first she needed to fully focus on getting Evelyn to agree and the project started.
It only took 3 days to hear back from Evelyn, after careful consideration Evelyn let Jeanine know, they would be willing to do a trail run and lend out 40 factionless to be trained to do the work needed and in return they would get funding for a new apartment complex and of course food distribution to those 20 and their families. She said after 6- months if it isn’t working out, they were done and owed erudite and the other factions nothing but if it does work out, she will deploy another 40. Jeanine agreed and they made plans for another meeting at erudite to go over details and kick this new project off. Jeanine was so excited and the person she wanted to talk about this success was Gillian. She called her without thinking. No answer, so she left a message “Gillian, it’s me Jeanine. I have great news about partnering with the factionless. Please call me back or come by my apartment at 7pm to celebrate with me. I am sorry about how things ended the other day. I am ready to listen and talk if you will still be open to it. Thanks.” She hung up and knew she would be on edge to see if Gillian would show or not.
Gillian listened to the voicemail and smiled she was so happy that Jeanine seemed to receive such good news. She was still so hurt over the other day she wasn’t sure if she was ready to talk or not. She was going to make a last-minute decision and see how she felt at the end of the day. The day snuck up on her and before she knew it the time on her watch showed 6pm. She rushed home and showered, shaved, styled her hair, and rushed out the door. She was going to be late but she was going to rush anyways.
Jeanine looked at her watch 7:08pm, she held back her tears at Gillian not showing. She thought for sure she would have maybe Jeanine had been so wrong about so many things and feelings. Before she could dive too deep in self-pity the doorbell rang. When she opened the door, she couldn’t help but smile at Gillian looking back at her. “I am so sorry I am late. The day got away from me and I needed to get showered and ready before coming over.” Jeanine responded “It’s okay, it’s fair really with how I treated you the other day to keep me waiting.” She winked at Gillian. Gillian said “Congrats by the way on the deal with factionless. I assume it went through with what you said on the voicemail.” “Ah yes,” said Jeanine. She continued “Evelyn said they will deploy 40 to us for 6-months and see how it goes and after that if it goes well, we will continue deploying more. Overall, I would say a win. But why I really wanted you to come over was to discuss my behavior the other day and hear you out on what you wanted to tell me”
Gillian was shocked that Jeanine wanting to speak about the other day rather than celebrate such a huge win for the factions but she could go with it. Gillian replied “That is amazing I’m happy they agreed. I would like to hear you out first on how you interpreted the other day and why you were so cold after if that is, okay?” Jeanine shook her head yes and began speaking. “First, I sincerely apologize I shouldn’t have been so cold and should have been open to chat with you privately. When we kissed, I hadn’t planned it I just went with instinct and when you pulled away, I took that as rejection and closed down. If you did pull away because it was unwanted, I am sorry. If that wasn’t the case then I would like to hear that from you so it can ease my mind on what happened.” Gillian laughed a little and replied “Jeanine, don’t you know by now I wouldn’t reject you. I am so crazy in love with you and have been for years. That was just my first kiss and I had wanted it to be more special and then when Phil knocked on the door, we both seemed to shut down. That is what I wanted to tell you that night and I wanted to ask you if perhaps you wanted to try again” “There is nothing I would like to do more” Jeanine went in for the second kiss, she pulled back and said was I really your first kiss?” Gillian smiled and shook her head. “I hope I am your first everything.” Jeanine winked and kissed Gillian. As they kissed Jeanine slowly backed them into her bedroom knowing how this night would end. She would take it slow and make Gillian’s first time perfect.
Jeanine’s POV
Gillian gasps, her fingers gripping tighter in my hair as I tease her with my mouth. I take my time, savoring every single inch of her soft skin. My lips travel across her chest, leaving a path of wet kisses, and I feel her flinch with pleasure.
I move to her chest and I take her nipple into my mouth, sucking gently. Gillian moans louder, her back arching off the bed as she presses her body against mine. I can feel her wetness growing, her body responding aching for me and my every touch. I let myself go and let go of all the reasons that were holding me back from Gillian how badly I craved her over the course of all these years and how much I love this woman.
I move to her other nipple, giving it the same attention, sucking and licking, feeling her arousal growing beneath me knowing what she wants from me next.
I finally pull her panties off, the fabric soaked with her wetness. My mouth trails down her body, leaving a path of kisses, my lips grazing her skin, making her squirm even more.
When I reach between her thighs, I stop, looking up at her, my eyes locking onto hers. "Are you sure?" I ask, voice laced with desire. She looks me in my eyes and says “Yes, God Yes. I need you.”
I proceed to trail soft kisses up her thigh wanting to make this perfect for her first time. I stop at her entrance the smell intoxicating and go in with a long slow lick from her hole to her clit. Gillian lets out a loud moan of approval. This only encourages me more and I continue to lick and suck. I slowly put one finger inside her and add another and then another fucking her with my fingers while sucking her clit. Gillian moans out “I’m going to cum. I’m close” followed by a scream of pleasure her legs shaking and collapsing from complete pleasure.
Gillian’s POV
Gillian is slowly trying to get her senses back after the most incredible feeling she’s ever felt from what Jeanine did to her. She knew she needed and wanted to return the favor but was nervous as she’s never done it but the desire outweighed the hesitation. Gillian said without thinking “sit on my face” Jeanine wasted no time and positioned herself over my face with her knees on either side.
The scent of her arousal is intoxicating, and it takes all my self-control not to dive in. As she finishes positioning herself over my face, I can’t stand it anymore I have to taste her.
My mouth envelops her clit in a gentle suckle while I slide both hands around her ass to grip her and push her wetness into my face even more. She bucks against me at the contact, gasping out my name with a moan. It was the most incredible sound I’ve ever heard.
“Faster” she begs me and her wish is my command as I lick and suck faster and harder. She continues to grind on my face. Going faster and faster until she lets out a loud moan of pure bliss and falls to the side of me and pulls me close. She grabs my face and kisses me hard and long. “Gillian, I love you and I want to be with you forever.” “I love you too, Jeanine. I’ve waited 5 years for you and I would have waited forever.”
We both fall asleep holding one another. I am hopeful now more than ever she is my future and I’ll get to explore her body again and again. What an unconventional love this is.