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You have always asked yourself why you are so unlucky?
Unlucky to the point where you never find happiness
Or just unlucky as you see so?
But you were the first and you always seen that a lucky thing. Cause you was his first wife and his first concubine so you think he must have loved you to make you his wife or did he?
He said sweets words in your ear and always spend time with you when he is not busy. But did you know that he is doing something behind your back? Nor did you know that he is giving his attention to someone else
You was always cherished and spoilt by him and you take that as a lucky thing cause your life is so unlucky from the start
Even the Gods have to agree that your life was terrible cause no one want to live as a slave for the rest of their life. They see how hard you have been trying to get yourself out of that hellish place call “Prison”
They pity you and give you a chance to escape and meet him. He saw potential in you and took you in. There are strange things about women that fall in love when someone save them and that is exactly your reactions
He sees as a stupid thing and realize how dumb and stupid are you. You are a mere fool to put your trust on someone like him. You don’t know anything about him and it make you an easy target to manipulate and play with your heart before you die
The Gods have tried their best to let you meet another man but they can’t stop from happening. You was fated to meet him in the first place. They felt sorry but they can’t do anything to help cause you was meant to be met by him. But they will try to let you have some happy moments with him
He sees you as someone weak and stupid and you was gifted with the power to heal someone. But it was wasted on someone useless like you, every time you heal someone, your hands turn black and start to decay. If you waste all of your energy on healing someone, you would likely lose both of your hands
He likes your reaction, like you see being jealous and sad when he spend time with someone else. To said the least, you are useless and he has nothing to do with you so you are going to be discarded sooner or later
He is after power and love is something he doesn’t care much. It’s useless and make people feel weak. And he will write it onto your very face and soul so you can realize that you are nothing but a mere toy for him to use and discarded just like the rest of his concubines
How can you find peace? Peace is something you have to spent time with someone and look towards the sky and the grounds and your surroundings not the feeling of being left alone. Yes you may found peace but it’s nothing compared to having someone with you
His servant - Uraume, though you must said you have been spending too much time with him and you feel like yourself don’t love him anymore but rather his servant
No… it’s wrong you are someone’s else wife. You can just cheat on him, you has always been devoted to him and you can’t do that. But he has been neglecting you for the past few days right? It’s would be fine if you spend time with Uruame, they were much more better than him
You don’t know what to say for yourself. Are you lucky or unlucky? Lucky because you have someone to be there for you? Unlucky because Sukuna is neglecting you and use you for his own amusement? Unlucky because he demand you to heal for those you have never seen like the women he brought back?
He has always told any kind of women to his chamber. You two have never done it before and yet all those years he left you alone and use the other women for his desires. Yet you was left alone feeling emptied, when will you be able to get his attention? How are you going to make him love you again
Yet you see it al at that day, he calls her name and tell those sweet words that he had told you before. He said how warm and tight she is as you can see it in his eyes that he is in love with her and not you. Not you, you are just a mere fool after all
She tells you how he writes poem of her and draws a painting of her and put it in his chamber. Of course you can’t take it all. Can’t take all the knives piercing through your heart as you could only stay in your room and cry as you realize the one you was meant to love was Uraume
They were there for you as you kept on crying and told how unlucky your life was or was it? Your lucky charm was there, they were always there but you never realize it, because you don’t love them as much as you love Him
How long have you been ignored and giving the title of being the concubine but not his wife? How long has it been? You don’t remember but you just don’t want to suffer forever, not to see him spend time with someone else
Do you want to die? That’s what your question to yourself when he gives you her to heal and treated her wounds. She was injured and most importantly was marked by him with the mark same as him. He saved her, but did he ever saved you. He did but it took you a long time to realize that he had never saved you but make your life more worse
No matter how you beg, how long you cry not the pains in your hands as turn black and start to decay. Of course you was left alone with her… where is everyone? Outside attending the festival leaving you with her
You swear to yourself to listen to your mind and kill her but you can’t do it. You also don’t want to die and not those kind of person who kill someone for their desire and goals of becoming his wife and the center of his attention
What happen that day? The sorcerers found you both when everyone was outside attending the festival
But the real question here is? Did he save you? No
Did his servant save you? No
Are you hungry? Yes
For what? Food, attention and mostly love
Are you happy? No
Did she die? No, he saved her
You are just unlucky and do you realize that you bring misfortune to everywhere you go? I’m sorry
Have fun in that prison, you selfless bitch
“Don’t leave me please, please don’t leave me. I can’t survive on my own. It hurts, my hands hurt. Everything hurts, where is Uraume? Where is Sukuna? Please someone save me please. I don’t want to die. It’s terrible in here. Please…”
You have seen it for yourself, she is just like the others who kill everyone in their path just to get what their want. Now you understand what love meant to Sukuna
“Love is a useless thing. It’s make everyone weak and I can’t let myself be in such feelings. You are a mere fool to put your trust on me”
Now you realize now everything was just fake. The world still moving on without you, revolving around as if you never existed. You just want to have a happy life that’s someone would treat you better not some you to be discarded
The world only exist if you are the strong one not the weak. The weak cannot survive when the string are around to step on them and discard them
You hate your life and you just wish everything you see was just a bad dream
But you don’t have to worry now, you are free. Free from this hellish place. Goodbye little innocent soul
”My Lord, we can’t leave her behind. If we take the princess with us, she will be left alone” Uraume said worriedly
”Do you think I give a fuck about the woman? She is useless now, her hands are already decoying and will be fall off soon. There are no use in her” he said with a cold voice as Uraume felt million knives stab into his heart as he realize he can’t save his Lady - His love
“But my Lord…”
”There is no but, now bring Akane back. I can’t let her died. She is importantly for the ritual”
Uraume felt like he had no reason to live but his life was to serve Sukuna but he can’t do it when you are gone. He let himself fall in love with you a human. A love between human and curses never existed but he wish he would be with you as a human. He hopes that wish will be granted
Sukuna received a letter from the sorcerers as they give him a gift and it was full of meat. He wonder why the sorcerers would send him meat. Are they trying to get this trust and lower his guard down or poisoning him or just want to make peace? He will never give them peace not after what they had done to him
He tells Uraume to cook the meat
Uraume is in the kitchen as he read the letter and see your handwriting as there is a little drawing of that happy smile. He slowly open the box
“My Lady?”
It was your head. Your face was still beautiful even though it was cut off. Your hair was starting to fall off your head as Uruame can’t hold the box anymore but drop it down and crying as it has been months since he had seen you. Your head would be nothing but skeleton yet the sorcerers use their cursed energy to make your head alive and not rotting
He regret his life for not leaving the temple that day and find you. You would have been alive. It was his fault and he blame it on himself
He cooks your head and the other boxes as they are your body part. He felt terrible and he had to give it to his Lord
“What took you so long Uraume?”
”…”
”Not talking today huh? That’s fine cause you have let yourself fallen into that pathetic human. Now you can leave”
He goes to the dining room as he realize why Uruame doesn’t talk now. Your head was inside the bag and he can’t bring himself to eat it. He hesitate and puke later on when he finish eating you
Some want to make a funeral for you some don’t. The servants want to make a funeral for you because you have helped them a lot and make their punishment less harsh. They felt sorry for you sorry for what you have gone over
Your funeral was made and there are people crying cor you mostly the servants. He had never attended any funeral but it was yours so he will attend it
Uraume was there, depressed as if their most treasure gift was taken away for everywhere
Even after the funeral, he can still you see you there in your chamber sleeping, talking to someone or smiling at him with that warm smile. You are not real even if he get closer
Are you haunting him? He doesn’t know
Does he regret leaving you behind? [No]