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Things were going smoothly for pran and pat after pran return from Singapore.
Infact it was much better than before .
Even though their parents has not acknowledged explicitly they had somewhere given green signal.
Specially pran's mom by preserving his guitar which she knows was symbol of love for pran and pat.
And by everyday listening to their banter but not bursting into their room and making a chaos and insulting their love.
Pran and pat both knew this and they were happy about this specially pran.
It's not like if she will not accept pran will leave pat but still her approval was something special it would have been more special if she would have said it explicitly.
But he can understand his mom.
But things were not soo smooth for pat while he was happy but at the same time he was sad too he also wanted his father to acknowledge this to make an invisible wall between him and his father disappear but maybe both he and his father were not ready to forgive each other.
Somewhere in anger he had not let his father in his life for quite a while but he want too he want to again be pride for his father .
After all whatever he did he was his father .
He wanted that love again but the relation is lost for once and all.
People think it's easy for him but it's not
He may have shown to pran he doesn't care for his father but he do.
For years his father words has a different effect on him.
His father maybe old fashioned but had loved him truly.
He has love his father truly with all heart .
In his life he had done everything for his father.
Joining business was also for his father .
Even after sooo much he still joined the business in hope that his father will understand that in getting pran he don't want to lose his dad .
But maybe he lost him the day he choosed pran the day he got angry on his father for betraying pran's mom.
He don't regret it but still a son's heart yearn for his father.
His father's silence was something he was never ok with .
In every dinner or family get together he see his father happily talking to his sister but talking with him to just ask how is work.
He felt a pang in his heart everytime.Nit because he talk with pa but his paa was not talking with him with Same love.
He stopped working with his father because his indifference was shattering him .
Today was one of the day when pat return from his house after family get together to their home yes their home pran and he had brought their own home.
And again these thoughts were going in his mind .
He also wanted his father's love .
Today he saw how pran's family were treating pran . His mother choose pran over her anger .
How after sooo much she choose to love him .
Why can't his dad do the same .
He slowly walked in their house .
Their was pin drop silence .
Offcourse because pran was yet to come .
Pat left early without even informing this to pran .
He know pran will be angry .
But pat don't want to cry infront of him because this will hurt pran .
Pran's day was perfect unlike him and he don't want to ruin his day with his sadness.
He slumped on the sofa with a sigh while a tear escape his eyes.
Hey don't want to disturb pran but still want pran's warm arms around him .
He want to hug pran tightly and share his feelings yet he don't want to make him sad.
He was feeling numb and sad.
Can a person feel numb and sad both .he thought.
More tears escape his eyes.
And slowly the damn broke and tears started flowing non stop .
Yet no voice came from his mouth but he clutched the cover of couch tightly so tightly that he fears he might rip it.
He want to scream but he felt tired.
Here in pran's home pran saw pat leaving his house .
No msg from him.
He felt sad.
Things have changed between them after he came from Singapore .
While pran became more vocal of his feelings pat has become reserved of his sadness.
He share each feeling with pran except his sadness.
Pat was the boy who 5 years ago came running to him to share that his father was
Disappointed in him .
Today he has lost the same father's and he is not coming to him.
A tears came in pran's eyes he looked at his parents and said
"Sorry mae por I will not stay today I have to go home."
They both sigh and nodded they have also seen pat going.
Unknowingly pat has become their family too even if they have to not meet him directly.
Because everytime their son stay here they could hear pat pran's banter teasing cute care for each other.
This were enough for them to realise how innocent and loving pat is.
Also he is the man who had supported pran to go Singapore even after having all power in the world to stop him to tie him down .
Their son was fool in love they can tell whipped for pat he will accept everything for pat .
But pat was caring he knew what was right for their son they have seen it.
That's why she save the guitar not just for her son but also for the man who was reason behind her son's success.
Who stood for him through thicks and thins.
Pran hurriedly got up Washed his hand and ran as fast as he can .
Here in pran pat house
Pran slowly opened the door of their house from outside he saw all lights were off he know pat has tendency to stay in dark when he is sad now a days .
He slowly on a dim light in the living room carefully as to not bump in any thing and immediately saw pat laying on the couch .
He slowly went towards him and saw pat sleeping but tears were flowing from his eyes .
Pran's heart ached .
He tenderly careses Pat's hair and slowly took the place beside pat cuddle him while wipping his tears as they were making their way from Pat's closed eyes .
And slowly the hand gripping the couch cover came towards pran's shirt and gripped his shirt tightly while pat's head was laying on pran's chest.
He could hear pat almost sobbing in sleep.
While sleeping also he hugged pran tightly.
Sobbing softly .
Even if he didn't want to distrub pran he subconsciously wanted him to be with him so he in sleep atleast was able to rely on pran.
Without feeling guilty.
Pran eyes teared he knows how much pat is hurting by his own father but he cannot do anything that is the main reason he cannot do anything for pat he cannot amend pat and his father's relation .
But he still want to make pat happy and he is trying to fulfil Pat's each wish .
But still the hurt given by ming will never be healed .
But he will still try his level best to make pat happy .
Because he cannot see pat sad.
He can never see .
He may be reserved but he love pat tooo much sooo much that pat hurt make him want to rip the world.
He slowly tighten the hug with tears and rubber Pat's back with love .
He hugged him close to his heart.
No matter what he will make his pat happy.