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The night was still young—if Jin wanted to be poetic about it, that's what he would have said. In reality, though,there was nothing young about this night or ..him at this moment. It was long past his usual wind-down time. He had stopped staying out late years ago..it just wasn't his thing anymore. He was comfortable taking his time trying out a new recipe or curling up with a book and a glass of wine..or even catching up on pending work.Yet, here he was, standing in a shady alley...in a shady looking place in the heart of the city that he didn't even know existed an hour back
He was in front of a bar, but not just any bar—a gay bar!! The entrance was surprisingly bigger and more bustling than he had anticipated. At 37, Jin had certainly been to bars before, but never to a gay bar. But tonight was different! He was here to explore or maybe he didn't even know why he was here. Perhaps it was the newfound confidence..the rush of adrenaline from the heated argument he had with his parents about his sexuality that had pushed him to this place. A random angry internet search had led him here, and now he stood there at the location unsure of what to do next.
Jin took a deep breath trying to calm his heart which was pounding in his chest. The neon lights displaying the bar's name ' The Vortex ' flickered above him..casting a colorful glow on his already flushed face. He could hear the muffled thump of music and the hum of conversations from inside. It all felt surreal, as if he were stepping into a parallel world.
He took a few steps back ,suddenly reconsidering his choices and planning to walk away. Maybe this wasn't his thing. He had spent 37 years alone! he could spend a few more. Who cared? But just as he was about to leave, he noticed two women coming out of the bar...giggling and laughing. One dragged the other into a deep kiss, followed by more giggles before they kissed again.
Jin could feel his body cool down a bit suddenly.He huffed to calm his racing heart..Maybe it was time! Maybe he wouldn't find anyone here on the first night...but that wasn't the point. This was what he would do this weekend—something he had always wanted to do..be open, be free, be true to himself.
Even then, he hesitated for a moment before walking through the imposing door in front of him. His thoughts traveled back to the conversation he had with his parents. The disappointment in their voices, the misunderstanding..it all still stung really badly. Jin had always expected a negative reaction from them if he came out finally..he knew they were conservative and traditional despite being highly educated. But he had hoped for far less insults and a little bit more respect. Instead, it was the opposite and he had to block their calls to stop the verbal torture they unleashed on him. They had called him names..labeled him a disappointment and disgrace and even said he was mentally ill . Even suggested a visit to a shrink to " make him right" or " fix him back to normal" .It scared him a lot though.What if the rest of the world shared the same opinion as they did?
Who would even believe that it took him almost forever to come out !! He was pushing 40 for god's sake!!
But, he had spent so long hiding this part of himself, living a life that felt increasingly like a lie. Maybe tonight was about more than just exploration. Maybe it was about reclaiming a piece of himself that he had lost somewhere along the way.
As soon as he stepped inside, Jin's eyes widened in surprise. A loud unfamiliar music pulsated through the air and people were everywhere—drinking, dancing, kissing....living freely. It looked like any normal bar, but it felt more alive..more vibrant. But the confidence he had mustered up ,suddenly began leaving him slowly, making him feel more like an outsider with every passing second he stood there.
"God damn, Jin, you are too old to be scared! Just buck up!" he muttered to himself, trying to hold onto any remaining courage. He decided he needed to do one thing immediately!! get some alcohol in his system so he could at least survive here for some time as he had planned initially.
As he made his way through the crowd, aiming the bar, he couldn't help but notice how boring his attire was. He was in his regular jeans, a black T-shirt and his glasses..which, despite being trendy these days, were primarily for his eyesight... He hadn't thought much about his outfit when he left his apartment..he was angry...and fuming!! He was just trying to prove a point to his parents...but he still thought he looked pretty decent. But the way people here dressed was far more impressive .Vibrant..daring and bold outfit choices.. it was making him feel like he had stepped into a different world altogether.He realized his after-class trips with fellow professors to the local pub were a far cry from this..he was definitely boring in this crowd!! Or maybe all crowds!!
He decided to sit on an empty chair at the far end of the bar, the only empty one likely because it was in a less happening spot...which is quite perfect for him at the moment. He really needs some liquid courage before he can function normally. He quickly sat there, trying to get the any one of the bartender's attention. The same neon lights from the entrance illuminated the bar's interior, flickering around him and reflecting off the glasses and bottles lined up behind the counter. Despite his nervousness, he also felt strangely excited. This was new territory for him and a chance to break free from his usual routine.
Finally one of the bartenders noticed him and approached with a friendly smile
"Yes! What can I get you?" A young man, probably in his mid twenties, came towards Jin with a smile, his eyes lingering on Jin a second longer than needed—something Jin didn't fail to notice. Maybe he really did look out of place.!
"Hmm...Woodford Reserve, neat!" Jin replied.
"Coming right up!" he said, moving away to prepare the drink. Within a few seconds, the glass was in front of Jin. "Enjoy!" he said with a wink before moving on to other customers
As the young man moved away to other customers, Jin couldn't help but observe him from afar. He sure was attractive—also energetic and lively, he was engaging with customers with ease, even flirting a bit here and there with the people..perhaps the regulars. He was putting on a show while mixing drinks and was wearing a black shirt like Jin, but his fit perfectly, almost as if it were sewn for him. He was well-built!! Jin gulped, seeing how his pec muscles strained against the fabric of his shirt. He had an arm sleeve full of tattoos and more piercings than Jin could count, yet his face remained very babyish and innocent, maybe it was due to his big beautiful eyes and dimples that made an appearance every now and then.
Jin sighed and looked away, taking a sip of his whiskey. The bitter liquid slipped down his throat, warming him from the inside. He bit his lips, his eyes fixated on the ground beneath him. The alcohol is in..but he still didn't understand what he was supposed to do. Maybe he really didn't stand a chance in this modern dating world. People would definitely want someone cool like this bartender, he thought. Maybe he had taken too long to come out. These people here—he didn't think he could fit in with them. He didn't even have the guts to talk to anyone, even if he found someone attractive. Jin felt a bit envious as he watched the bartender effortlessly talking with everyone. It was a stark contrast to how Jin felt—awkward and out of place.
The music continued to play around him, and he glanced around the bar. Irrespective of gender norms and societal expectations, everyone looked happy there. Jin knew how much of his life had been shaped by others' expectations. Raised by two respected linguistics professors, he pursued his PhD and research because it was expected of him. He had dated women in college because he thought it was what he should do..find a wife..get married and have a family like his parents did..his undeniable lack of attraction toward the gender didn't seem unusual at the time. He figured maybe they just weren't the right ones. Not that he had dated a lot—he had been with two women so far and both had broken up with him within months, him being the reason every time.
All those years, Jin had buried his true feelings towards the same gender deep within himself. . From his first crush on a handsome volleyball player on TV to finding male actors more appealing and even the first time he fantasized about a man, he felt ashamed of these emotions...It was not normal!! It was unnatural...So he ignored it for the longest time, trying to fit in to what's ' normal ' . While his younger brothers effortlessly got into relationships, Jin struggled with his identity..often feeling isolated in his struggle.
Then when he reached the 'marriageable age' according to their parents and was still single, he was pressured into marrying someone who had been his acquaintance for a long time . A family friend's daughter...educated...pursuing her PhD in physics...a supposed perfect match !! That was when he had an epiphany—a realization that he was only fooling himself by denying everything. He knew he shouldn't ruin a woman's life knowingly. So, he declared his desire not to get married at all, using his dedication to research as an excuse. This caused quite a stir within the family, but the announcement of his second brother's engagement to his brilliant girlfriend eased the heat on Jin for a while
He spent the following years coming to terms with his sexuality but remained too afraid to speak about it to anyone, even his brothers and best friend, who were his mind keepers . After what felt like an eternity, he finally came out to his parents just a few days ago. And their reaction was as he feared..a series of angry phone calls and harsh judgments. His brothers were supportive but they were saddened by the struggles he had endured alone.
Jin sighed, taking another sip of his whiskey. It was a lot to process, but being here felt like a step in the right direction. His eyes somehow landed on the bartender once again. This time, the bartender looked back at him and gave him a small smile. Jin quickly averted his gaze as if he had been caught red-handed, feeling a bit self-conscious. Maybe he was being a bit creepy and needed to tone it down. He looked around once again, turning in his chair. The atmosphere around him and the alcohol was beginning to calm him down. It was probably the alcohol talking but maybe, just maybe..like all these people, he could find a way to embrace his true self as well.There is someone for everyone right?! Isn't that like a universal rule or something?
Jin's thoughts were abruptly halted as he felt presence of someone beside him. A very attractive man, who looked to be in his early thirties was standing next to him with a confident smirk. He was dressed in a black leather jacket..his long hair and pale skin only added to his charming face. He had a sweet smile on his face as he placed his drink on the countertop and leaned in, smiling at Jin.
"Hello!!" the man said smoothly, his perfect teeth gleaming. "You new here?"
Jin was taken aback for a moment. He never expected anyone to talk to him. He nodded cautiously after a while
The stranger smiled big once again "Don't worry, this place has a lot of regulars, so I just took a wild guess. I'm Yoongi!" he continued, extending his hand.
Jin hesitated for a moment before shaking Yoongi's hand, feeling a mix of nerves and curiosity about the person in front of him. He was not someone who would go up to a person and talk to them, even if he wanted to.
"Hey... I'm Jin!"!he said, trying to smile and not look too awkward.
"I saw you from across the bar,.." Yoongi admitted with a grin. "You are so...so beautiful, Jin. I just had to come over and talk to you. And when I saw you were alone, I thought I'd shoot my shot!" He winked with a naughty smirk.
Jin felt a rush of nerves inside. Did he just meet someone on his first night out? Very unlikely...but he wasn't complaining either.The man sure was handsome! He began contemplating on how to respond to this handsome stranger without looking too awkward
Suddenly, a drink was placed in front of him with a loud thump, surprising him.
"Your drink!" the hot bartender from earlier announced, interrupting their conversation.
Jin creased his brows"Ahh ..I didn't order—" Jin started to protest, but the young man cut in smoothly with a big smile.
"You did, a whiskey sour. Maybe you forgot!" he said, raising his eyebrows suggestively.
Jin creased his brows, feeling like the bartender was trying to say something. "Ahh...yeah...thanks...sorry!" He hesitated, unsure of what to make of the situation. The bartender nodded at him and quickly turned to Yoongi.
"Excuse me, is this yours?" the bartender asked Yoongi, subtly guiding him away to another part of the bar while retrieving something from under the counter, keeping a conversation going to distract him.
Jin was confused for a second. Then he noticed something written on the tissue paper under his drink. There was something scribbled on it:
"He is trouble"
Jin's heart raced as he glanced at Yoongi, who was now distracted. He quickly pocketed the tissue, feeling a surge of adrenaline. This night was proving to be far more eventful than he had anticipated. He downed his first drink and moved on to the new one the bartender gave him.
He had heard stories of bartenders saving patrons from predators in bars, but he never expected to need it himself. After all, he didn't exactly see himself as someone who would be targeted..an awkward looking,boring guy like him?!! Why!!!
"So, Jin...as I was saying.." Yoongi continued as he returned, interrupting Jin's thoughts. Jin noticed the tattooed bartender discreetly keeping an eye on them from the corner , even between working.
"Oh, Yoongi, I appreciate you coming up to me, but I'm not single! Sorry!!" Jin explained casually with a shrug ..but he was dying inside..nervous, ..scared !
Yoongi chuckled lightly "Come on!! are you trying to get rid of me?" He asked with a smile
"Nope, I'm married!" Jin replied with a tight lipped smile.
"I see no ring!! " he pointed out with a smirk
Jin nodded "Because there isn't one..We are not ring people!" Jin countered, pulling out a necklace with a heart pendant engraved with a date. "See, I wear this pendant, and so does he." He showed Yoongi a picture on his wallpaper of another handsome man wearing an identical pendant. "It's on my wallpaper, lock screen, everything. Can't lie about that..right!"
Yoongi frowned and stared into Jin's phone screen for a while before sighing loudly "Oh, okay, my bad,!..I guess" Yoongi replied, rolling his eyes, clearly annoyed by losing his time on someone useless. Jin soon watched as Yoongi swiftly moved over to another man at the bar..engaging in conversation.
Jin let out a breath he didn't realize he had been holding. He could feel his chest heaving. Maybe he wasn't cut out for this. Was it so easy to become a target? He threw a few bills on the counter and quickly walked out. He let out a sigh of relief as he stepped into the fresh air. Maybe he should have listened to his brother and tried traditional dating or online dating instead..going out and doing exciting things like this might not be his forte!! He is definitely a few years late to be this bold!!
Jin suddenly felt overwhelmed and disheartened by everything. He couldn't shake off the feeling of being out of place..and he suddenly decided it was time to call it a night and head home. As he fumbled for his keys to leave, a sinking feeling washed over him when he realized he left his phone still inside the bar.
"Damn it!!" he muttered under his breath, turning back towards the entrance. Just then to his surprise, the bartender from earlier stepped out of the door looking around . His eyes landed on Jin immediately
"Hey! Are you okay?" He called out, holding up Jin's phone. "You left this inside."
Jin let out a relieved sigh. "Oh, thank you," he said, clutching his chest. "I was... I was about to... Thanks...I don't...I don't know your name but...Thanks.." he said, his words catching in his throat as he took the phone from the young man
"No problem. It happens" he said reassuringly, as he handed back Jin the phone. "Are you sure you are alright?"
Jin nodded in response, but the young man noticed the panic on Jin's face "Hey, easy there!" He said, "That guy isn't dangerous or anything. If that's what you are worried about...He just wants to hook up and then vanishes. Heard he took money from someone once too... don't know if it's true."
"Oh!!" Jin breathed out
"Had to warn you.." he continued "I thought maybe you were new, so... sorry if I overstepped."he apologized " He might be in there if you..."
"No no..please no.." Jin shook his head " Am I that obvious?" He asked, nervously biting his lips involuntarily.
"A little! You seemed nervous, I won't lie!" the bartender replied with a gentle smile,shrugging
Jin chuckled nervously" Yeah, I'm kind of old for this place, aren't I? Should have just stayed home!!" He huffed
The man creased his brows "What's old? Age is just a number... Hmm...your name if you don't mind?" He asked, crossing his arms with a warm smile.
"I'm Seokjin... Jin!!" he replied, scratching his head.
"Nice to meet you, Jin!!" Jungkook said warmly. "I'm Jungkook ...Jeon Jungkook "
Jin nodded gratefully, "Thanks for the help, Jungkook ...Jeon!!" he said, nodding. "I should leave!!" he began to turn around when Jungkook interrupted.
"Nope! You should come back in, that is if you are not in a hurry!" Jungkook insisted with an inviting smile
Jin stopped and looked at him, surprised by his suggestion. He wasn't very sure if he should go in there once again willingly
Jungkook chuckled softly, "I'm overstepping again, but... something tells me you showed some courage coming here tonight. Don't leave because of that one guy. I'll keep you company...Come on in." He said eagerly
Jin stood there, nervously licking his lips as he weighed his options. "I don't want to impose. You are probably busy with work. I'll just head back home..It's okay!" he said softly.
"No!! Please come in...We can talk between my shift"Jungkook suggested.
Jin hesitated, thinking about his earlier resolve to step out of his comfort zone. "Your boss might not appreciate it!! Won't you get in trouble or something!!"Jin pointed out.
"He won't... and I won't...Come on in! I insist!" Jungkook urged warmly, gesturing towards the bar entrance.
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"Wait, a physics professor?!" Jungkook asked, in surprise while mixing a drink with practiced ease.
They were back in the bar, just as Jungkook had suggested and Yoongi had disappeared somewhere, probably got his hook up for the night. Jin was now sipping a new drink Jungkook had crafted especially for him. It was an unnamed lemony concoction, but Jin could tell that Jungkook had a real talent for mixology..the drink was delicious..perfect for his taste palette.As he savored the drink..Jungkook stayed by his side, chatting with him the whole time..asking questions and keeping him engaged.
The younger was clearly making an effort to help Jin feel at ease and it really worked. Jin felt more relaxed and calm and he appreciated that Jungkook's interest seemed genuine and not just out of pity. Despite juggling his work and serving other customers, Jungkook was careful to keep his focus on Jin as well. He would check in with him regularly, making sure he was comfortable and enjoying himself.
"Yes, PhD!" Jin said proudly.
"On what?" Jungkook asked curiously
"Topological Quantum Metamaterials. You are interested in physics?"
Jungkook chuckled. "No... I didn't understand one word of what you just said...but that sounds like some serious shit!" he said as he served a drink to a woman at the bar with his signature smile..but Jin noticed how he was not really interacting with anyone else since they began talking..he was just doing his job and nothing else.
"It is serious shit! Its promising....It's something, I guess! " Jin said with a modest shrug.
Jungkook quickly came back to where Jin was , leaning in front of Jin with his chin resting on his hands...and looking at him with a smile . Jin couldn't help but admire Jungkook's beautiful eyes—they were even more captivating up close...they were big and round and sparkly..if it was a real thing!! Jungkook himself was easily one of the most attractive people Jin had ever seen and It would be a lie if Jin said he wasn't attracted to him.But that's between him and his thoughts..no one else needs to know it!!
"Oh, I envy smart people. I did online school just for the sake of it, so I really respect people who did it full time! Especially PhD in science and all...it's impressive " Jungkook said with his voice full of admiration
"You did? That's great! Education is education, who cares where you got it!" Jin said warmly. He wondered why a graduate was here bartending but he didn't want to overstep and ask personal questions..also he didn't want any to sound too judgmental like his parents.
Jungkook nodded with a genuine smile, then a waiter approached and handed him an order for a few drinks. Jungkook took it, giving Jin a quick smile before heading off to fill the order.
Jin watched him work for a moment and glanced at his watch. It was getting late, and as much as he wanted to continue talking to him and know more about him...he didn't want to be a distraction. "Jungkook, you need to work... I'm distracting you. And I should leave anyway, it's late."he said biting on his lips slightly
Jungkook wiped his hands on a towel and smiled looking at Jin "You are keeping me company. It's nice to have someone to talk to..I can make these while we talk. Stay! Please!" he insisted.
Jin saw that , Jungkook was showing him his puppy dog eyes, which was kind of cute and irresistible.."Hmm...Won't your boss get angry if you keep talking to me?" Jin asked with a hint of concern..he didn't want the younger to land in trouble because of him especially after he did so much for him already.
"Nope, my boss is pretty understanding!" Jungkook winked, his smile reassuring Jin.
The following hours he spend there easily became an unforgettable memory for Jin. Even if he never saw this charming young man again after this day , he knew he would cherish this night forever. Jin found himself opening up more, sharing stories from his life and laughing at Jungkook's jokes. Their conversation was effortless... everything under the sky was a topic of conversation and everything was interesting to them..all it mattered to them was they both were together!!. Jin explained the Big Bang to him, which Jin was sure was just an excuse for Jungkook to keep him there. There was no way Jungkook was genuinely interested in the beginning of the universe at this hour, but he didn't complain. Jungkook listened to everything Jin said with genuine interest and as a payback, he taught Jin how to mix some new drinks..And he quite enjoyed doing it.
As the bar slowly emptied, Jungkook's conversation grew even more engaging...he left the job to the rest of the staff and sat beside Jin just talking and laughing. They both discovered shared interests for cooking and video games and despite the decade of age gap between them, Jin felt a connection he had never ever experienced before. Even his best friend of 10 years , Hoseok hadn't sparked this kind of excitement in him.
Above all, Jin couldn't ignore the way Jungkook looked at him...the deliberate and subtle touches of his fingers, the occasional lingering gaze. Jungkook's hands would find their way around Jin's waist under the guise of teaching him bartending tricks. Jin noticed how his eyes often drifted to Jin's lips and noticed how Jungkook's tongue would play with his lip piercings whenever his eyes wandered to his lips..as if he were imagining something unknowingly. It sent a pleasant warmth pooling in Jin's stomach..Being desired by someone as attractive as Jungkook was a new thrilling sensation for Jin. It gave him hope that he wasn't too old or too boring to attract someone interesting. Perhaps dating at his age wasn't an impossible dream after all.
Now as Jin shared an old college story about him getting hurt playing table tennis , Jungkook leaned in close to see a scar on Jin's arm. Jin couldn't help but take a closer look of the tattoos and veins on Jungkook's youthful hands. The colourful ,beautiful designs and the strong lines of his veins stood out and it was stark totally different to what Jin's own hands looked like...the signs of age and experience was very much visible on them. The moment felt intimate...almost too intimate and Jin was jolted back to reality suddenly . He shouldn't—!!
He cleared his throat, pulling his arm back. "Shit, what time is it?" he asked suddenly, glancing at his watch.
Jungkook pulled out his phone and checked the time. "It's almost 3 AM."
"Three? Wow, time flew by." Jin said, feeling a mix of regret and relief.
"Bedtime already?" Jungkook asked, biting his lip, disappointment evident in his tone.
Jin chuckled and stood up. "More like wake-up time. I haven't stayed out this long with anyone ..ever!! "
"Glad to be your first, Professor!" Jungkook winked as he got up from his seat, stretching and pulling his shirt out from where it was tucked in to get more relaxed. Jin's eyes widened for a moment as he caught a glimpse of the defined abs underneath. He knew Jungkook was fit, but the sight still took him by surprise.
Jin coughed to mask his reaction, feeling a bit flustered by the innuendo and the image of those peekaboo abs popping into his head.
"Hey, Kook! Can you close up alone? I have to be up early tomorrow for something " a young man, one of the waiters, came up to them suddenly, saving Jin from the embarrassment.. he was sure that his ears were red as cherries and he didn't want Jungkook to see them right now.
"I'll..don't worry!!" Jungkook nodded, quickly waving the waiter goodbye as he dashed out of the door.
"I'll help you close up!" Jin offered quickly, eager to spend a few more moments with Jungkook and wanting to be helpful since Jungkook had been so nice to him.
Jungkook smiled. "You sober?"
"Of course! I last drank hours ago," Jin assured him.
"Okay then, you can help!"Jungkook said, leading the way with a grin.
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Jin helped Jungkook clean and organize everything in the bar. While Jungkook swept the floor, Jin was clearing out the bar and getting the trash ready. The clinking of glasses and the soft hum of the lights filled the quiet night. They both worked quietly, each lost in their own thoughts.
Jin watched Jungkook work and felt a deep sense of gratitude. What could have turned into a disaster of a night was saved by Jungkook's kindness and attentiveness. He knew he had to thank him properly.
Dumping the last of the trash into the bin, Jin approached Jungkook slowly, "Hey, thanks! By the way!!" he began with sincerity in his voice
"Why?" Jungkook asked curiously, looking up from his task with a slight tilt of his head, his eyes meeting Jin's.
"For everything tonight.." Jin replied with a soft smile playing on his lips. "Honestly, I didn't know what I was doing... Coming here tonight...It was an impulsive decision actually! I just came out to my parents two days ago and had the biggest fight with them. It was horrible." He paused, taking a deep breath as he tried to find the right words. "I was looking for something... It was more like adrenaline driven , but I didn't realize what I was getting into." Jin wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand, his fingers trembling slightly. "I waited my whole life for this day...to be free..to be fearless but I could have regretted my decision for the rest of my life , but thanks for saving me from that."
Jungkook listened attentively, his broom pausing mid-sweep. He could see the emotions in Jin's eyes, the vulnerability and the relief in his voice.Being in this line of work he had met numerous people..new ones everyday..but there was something about Jin...despite being older and had experienced life, something was so pure and innocent about him that tugged at his heartstrings "No worries at all!!" Jungkook reassured him with a warm smile, "We all have those moments. It was actually good to have someone to talk to between work...it gets boring sometimes..so it's all good professor !"
Jin smiled back, grateful for Jungkook's kindness..and also kind of feeling a flutter in his stomach by the way Jungkook addressed him...never knew that the word would sound so sexy coming out of someone's mouth "Thanks for being so patient with me. I know I must have been all over the place. And I probably got you in trouble for everything! But you were really amazing. Thank you!" he said, his voice filled with genuine appreciation.
Jungkook nodded "Can you take those to the storage closet in the back?" he asked, gesturing towards the cleaning supplies. "I'll handle the trash."
Jin chuckled softly, nodding. "Sure thing, muscle man!" he replied, teasingly using the nickname he had playfully assigned to Jungkook during their evening together. Jin was of the opinion that Jungkook could easily break his fragile arms in half if he wanted to, given the kind of biceps he had.
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As Jin organized the items back into their places, he heard Jungkook enter the room with a box. The sound of cardboard scraping against the floor caught his attention.
"I got some deliveries for tomorrow!" Jungkook informed him, setting the box down carefully and straightening up. He wiped his hands on his jeans, his attention shifting back to Jin with a warm smile.
"Hey, I'm all set here!" Jin said, glancing around to make sure everything was in order."Do you need any help with those?" he asked, pointing at the box.
Jungkook shook his head, still smiling. "Nah, I have got it. Thanks, though," he replied, appreciating the offer. "You have already done a lot tonight."
Jin smiled back, feeling a sense of accomplishment. "Well, I'm glad I could help. It's the least I could do after you saved my night"
Jungkook paused for a moment "Well..By the way, Jin... Is that really your husband on your lock screen?" He pointed to Jin's phone lying on the counter, its screen illuminated with a photo of a very young handsome man that Jin called his husband earlier when he talked to Yoongi
Jin's smile widened as he chuckled softly. "Oh, no!! " he clarified, looking at his phone screen fondly . " That's my younger brother, Taehyung. He loves to mess with my phone whenever he visits. He changed my lockscreen last time he visited and I kept it because he did look cute in that photo."
Jungkook let out a big breath he was holding, unknowingly "That's..great..he seems like a character! "He said with a grin, feeling relieved but not wanting to show it too obviously.
"Yeah, definitely! He is a brat, but he is really sweet!! He loves me so much" He agreed warmly, the fondness for his brother evident in his voice. "And this necklace.." he continued, touching the pendant around his neck, "This is for our pet dog, Jjangu. He passed away last year, so we each got matching necklaces to remember him by. It's his birthday engraved on it... He was the fourth Kim brother for us."
Jungkook nodded, appreciating the sentiment. "That's a really sweet way to remember him."
Jin smiled softly. "Yeah"
Their conversation paused briefly..both uncertain of what to do next. It was almost the crack of dawn and Jin knew he had to get back home..so did Jungkook. They had clearly run out of excuses to stay...except for the truth.
"Hmm...I got scared for a moment there!!"Jungkook admitted with a awkward chuckle, breaking the quiet moment.
"Scared?" Jin asked, raising an eyebrow with gentle curiosity.
"Yeah!!" Jungkook confessed with a sheepish grin, "I thought you were taken..."he licked his lips, shrugging
Jin laughed softly, a genuine warmth spreading through him at Jungkook's surprising admission. "Ah, I see..." He cleared his throat, his heart beating out of his chest. "Hmm, why... I mean..." he chuckled nervously, addressing the obvious elephant in the room..He didn't even know why he was asking that...even if Jungkook said he was attracted to him he was not going to do anything about it...he was too timid for acting on that.
Probably !!
Jungkook scrunched his nose thoughtfully. "How can I put it... ehh... I was hitting on you! Like for the whole night... But , I can see that it didn't work, so I really did a lousy job at conveying the message , didn't I? Or maybe I need to up my game? Shit, sorry..." he said, scratching his head in embarrassment.
"Ohh! No, I knew that, but I ignored it." Jin admitted, fiddling with the end of his shirt, his gaze fixed on his hands instead of Jungkook.
"Hmm." Jungkook looked up with big eyes. "You knew?!"
"Yeah... but you probably shouldn't, Jungkook," Jin said firmly.
Jungkook crossed his arms, his biceps flexing slightly, making him look both intimidating and irresistibly attractive in Jin's eyes. His fingers still played nervously with the edge of his shirt. He felt an uncomfortable tension building inside him. Was all this really genuine? Or worse, was it just Jungkook being playful and not fully considering the weight of his words? There was also a creeping fear that maybe Jungkook's actions originated from pity..the thought that made Jin's stomach churn. There was a possibility that Jungkook was feeling sorry for him..perhaps because of his earlier vulnerability and the loneliness he wore too obviously
"Why? I'm not your type? Don't like tattoos, or... is it because I'm not a PhD? Or is it because of the other guy?! " Jungkook asked, stepping closer to Jin. His presence was overwhelming, filling the small space and making Jin's heart race. The storage room was filled with the sharp scent of bleach and stale air, but all Jin could focus on was Jungkook's cologne mixed with his natural musk—a combination that was intoxicating and distracting.
Jin looked up at the younger, he was easily one of the most attractive men he had ever seen and crushed on. He couldn't help but feel conflicted about the situation . On one hand, a warmth spread through his chest, knowing that Jungkook was really attracted to him. It was flattering, exciting even to think that someone as bold and effortlessly charming as Jungkook would focus all that attention on him. But as much as he wanted to bask in it, something nagging gnawed at the back of his mind.
"No! That's not it... I feel comfortable around you...but the truth is... I'm old!" Jin said, huffing out a nervous breath. " I'm like 37... almost 38!...I don't really know if I look my age, but that's the truth. Almost 38 means in two years I'm 40... and you are a kid!" Jin spoke in a rush, feeling the weight of his words lift slightly as he let them out. "It's...it feels wrong...You are probably even younger than Taehyung!" he added in a whisper, almost to himself.
He expected Jungkook to be taken aback by his age, but the younger man just sighed, a small smile playing on his lips. "That's ...actually good to know... by the way, I'm 26. Definitely not a kid. I know what I'm doing. And I have a thing for older guys!! Your age only makes it more interesting for me!!" Jungkook said with a confident smirk.
"God, you really are younger than my brother!! he is 28!" Jin chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief. "I can't believe this."
Jungkook sighed "You are really attractive, Jin! Why do you think I noticed you the first time you walked in..hmm?... he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck." and everything else!! the sexy brain and everything is just.. It's like the cherry on top, making you more and more irresistible." His eyes were locked on Jin's, the sincerity in his gaze impossible to ignore.
Jin got lost looking into those big galaxy eyes for a moment before frowning "Wait... so that Yoongi guy... did you lie?" Jin asked, piecing together the events of the evening.
"No, he is a creep! That was all true ! But yeah!! I kind of had an eye on you too.. I had to try!!" Jungkook replied sheepishly . "So... what is it? you don't find me nice? Or did I royally mess up? I know it's hard to believe...but I'm not like that dude at all" Jungkook's gaze dropped to Jin's lips once again his own mouth slightly parted as he waited for Jin's response.
Jin gulped down.. feeling the younger's intense gaze on him . " Nice? Are you kidding me? You are such a sweet guy and I think you are freaking hot! Like... you are not even real-kind of hot, more like the kind of hot you read about in those spicy erotic novels... like you..."
Before Jin could finish, Jungkook's lips were on his and he found himself backed up against the old wooden door. His shirt was pulled up slightly as Jungkook's large hands squeezed his waist. Jin's hands instinctively tangled in Jungkook's long hair, holding on tightly, as if he was afraid to let go.Jin unknowingly let out a moan when he felt Jungkook's teeth nibbling his plump lips..
Jungkook smiled into the kiss and gently removed Jin's hands from his hair, pinning them above his head with one hand while the other slipped under Jin's leg, on to his ass cheeks..lifting it and pressing their bodies even closer together. Jin could already feel the hardness in Jungkook's pants..The sensation was electrifying..sending waves of excitement through Jin's entire being. It was a rush of adrenaline..a realization that he had been missing out on something incredible his whole life..something that was natural for him.
"I haven't done this before!!" Jin breathed out when Jungkook pulled back for a gasp of air.
"What, kissing a stranger? Don't worry I promise I won't disappear on you after this!!" Jungkook asked, his voice husky as he nibbled on Jin's neck softly...careful not to leave a mark. The thought of leaving marks on Jin's clear, soft skin was tempting to him but Jungkook had to restrain himself...he knew he shouldn't go all feral on Jin and scare him away..the professor did look a bit shy !
"No... kissing a man.." Jin confessed, his voice trembling slightly as he felt Jungkook's teeth graze his skin, leaving a slight sting that sent shivers down his spine. The pleasure mixed with a hint of pain was a new exhilarating sensation that Jin found himself craving more of.
But just as Jin was about to lose himself completely in the moment..Jungkook suddenly stepped back, as if struck by a bolt of reality. His eyes were wide, he was breathing heavy as he looked at Jin with a mixture of surprise and hesitation.
"Wait!! "Jungkook said, his voice a low whisper, and his chest rising and falling rapidly.
"What?" Jin looked at him in confusion while Jungkook picked at his lips,nervously .
Was that regret or nervousness in Jungkook's face that Jin saw? He wasn't sure..!! Did jungkook realize all this was a mistake afterall?!
"Don't tell me that was your first kiss!" Jungkook asked, looking completely horrified.
"From a man, yes!" Jin admitted while still catching his breath.
Jungkook went dead silent for a moment, processing Jin's words. "Fuuuckkk!!" He sweared under his breath " No! I'm so sorry I stole it from you... shit! I freaking attacked your lips because I have been fantasizing about them since you first walked in. I'm so sorry... they are so... gosh, I'm looking for a non perverted way to say this...but I imagined doing a lot of things to those lips"
Jin smiled shyly, the prospect of being attractive to a man like Jungkook making him feel like a shy teenager. "No!! Please..you didn't steal it!! I wanted it too... I liked it. It was nice... I mean, it was great... mind-blowing, in fact."
Jungkook's shoulders visibly relaxed, with a look of relief washing over his face. "Really? You are not just saying that? I completely understand if you are angry at me! I really thought you were just not out but you have been with men..I'm such an idiot" he cursed himself for assuming things
Jin shook his head with an adorable pout forming on his plump lips. The sight made Jungkook's heart race even faster. Unable to resist, he moved forward, capturing Jin's lips in another kiss. This time, though still intense, it was less urgent. Jungkook took his time savoring every sensation. He could tell Jin was enjoying it by the soft sounds escaping his lips, sounds that only fueled Jungkook's desire further. The kiss turned wet and messy as Jungkook explored Jin's mouth with his warm tongue..Jin's hands explored Jungkook's back, feeling the heat of his skin through the thin fabric while the younger's hands were no less adventurous it was tracing patterns along Jin's sides and hips...squeezing his flesh...making him shiver with the excitement .
As the kiss grew more passionate and more desperate, Jungkook could feel the painful strain in his pants..the discomfort growing as his arousal begged to be freed. But he knew he shouldn't rush things or lose control . Jin was new to everything and he should maintain some discipline . But unknown to him, Jin on the other side felt a fire ignite within him...he felt a warmth pool in his stomach and it spread to his whole body...something he hadn't felt in years...or ever!! It was thrilling and terrifying all at once...He was kissing a man...an incredibly attractive one at that. To Jungkook's surprise, he felt Jin's hands move involuntarily toward the bulge in his jeans. Jungkook gasped at the feeling..Jin's warm hands were over his clothed erection .. but he quickly caught his wrist and gently stopped him.
"No.." Jungkook said, pulling back slightly.
Jin's face was flushed a deep red and his eyes were dark with desire. He looked at Jungkook, confused and frustrated. "Why?" he whined a little.
Jungkook licked his lips and pushed his hair back looking at Jin "As much as I love this... this isn't how it should be.." Jungkook explained "You shouldn't be losing your...."
"I'm not a virgin!! I had girlfriends before!" Jin interrupted, a bit defensive.
"No, I mean...you said you just came out recently and you have never been with a man" Jungkook clarified.
"Yeah, but—"
"Listen to me Jin!! this is not how your first time should go!" Jungkook continued. "You showed the courage to come out and now, here we are in a dirty storage room closet..hooking up!! It's not right." He said shaking his head in defiance
"But—" Jin started, his voice tinged with desperation.
"Jin, please.." Jungkook said gently, his eyes softening. "It's not about age or anything else. You will regret this, once the adrenaline wear off...I can tell. You should take your time and not rush into this.This should be a good memory for you!! You deserve it!!"
"What if I wasn't a gay sex virgin?" Jin asked, his voice dropping to a whisper.
Jungkook chuckled softly, shaking his head. "Jin!!"
Jin pouted again. "But I want you!! Like so badly...Isn't that enough " he said, almost pleading.
Jungkook sighed "Trust me, you are adorable and hot at the same time. My brain is exploding just looking at you. I would love to give you an unforgettable night and I'm painfully hard even now. But I don't want to ruin this for you . I may look like an asshole who hooks up in alleys, and just anywhere...." He paused seeing Jin's questioning look " and you are right...I'm that person...I may have hooked up... a lot...and everywhere including here...But not you...you deserve good things. Not a meaningless quickie in this dusty place...your first time should be memorable in a good way!! I'm not just saying that. I mean it!! You are such a sweetheart Jin!"
Jin looked at him and shrugged"Then do it right."
Jungkook raised an eyebrow. "Hmm?"
"Tomorrow is sunday..I don't have work..and this bar doesn't open until late evening . I saw it online.."Jin said, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. "So..."
He shrugged again leaving the suggestion hanging in the air.
Jungkook bit his lips and rubbed his temples smiling at Jin's eagerness " You shouldn't trust anyone like that... What if I'm a murderer or a perv?" He asked
"Well, I have already sent my live location to my brothers and told them I'm talking to Jungkook, the guy with tattoos. My younger brother is a detective, by the way, so he has probably pulled up your records already...even if you are one you won't escape easily" Jin admitted
Jungkook burst out laughing. "What? You are serious?"
"Yeah, I panicked after that whole Yoongi thing...and I knew you were hitting on me..so I did it just in case " Jin admitted, a sheepish smile on his face..which only made Jungkook laugh more.
" Well ..I had a few parking tickets when I took my Dad's car...other than that I don't think your brother will find anything "
Jin bit his lip with a mix of frustration and self-doubt swirling inside him as he sighed. "See? I am boring... and a coward" he muttered, his voice tinged with vulnerability. "I'm 38, Jungkook. I have waited long enough, lived long enough to know that the idea of me suddenly finding love the moment I come out as gay... it's pretty much impossible. And honestly, I don't even know if I'm capable of falling in love anymore."
He paused, eyes flicking downward before glancing back up at Jungkook. "But right now, maybe I don't care. Maybe I want to make mistakes. Maybe I want to be reckless for once in my life. I have spent so long being so uptight, keeping everything bottled up. I wasted half my life denying who I really am, and the rest of it... well, the rest has been hell. I have been alone for the past five years, struggling just to get by."
Jin's voice cracked slightly,"And now... now a guy like you, someone as hot and amazing as you, is standing here wanting me? I think... I think I'll take my chance..That promise that you won't disappear on me after the night is the only guarantee I want now" His heart pounded as the words tumbled out. "I know it's stupid to have this whole monologue about sex, but... I just don't want to regret missing out on this."
"Wait a second... You haven't had sex in five years? Even with women?" Jungkook asked, surprised.
"No!!"Jin confirmed, looking slightly embarrassed." But that's not the point..see..." he began explaining but Jungkook cut him off with his swearing
"Fuck!" Jungkook exclaimed looking at Jin with big eyes and quickly grabbed his hand, pulling him out of the storage room.
"Wh..what? Where are you taking me?" Jin asked, slightly panicked but excited anyway
"Oh, we are changing that sex drought tonight! How far is your home?" Jungkook demanded, his eyes glinting with determination.
"Ahh...almost Ten minutes' drive!" Jin replied.
"You drove here? To a bar to drink?" Jungkook asked, stopping in his tracks.
"Ohh..." Jin laughed " I didn't think it through..but I'm sober now!!" He admitted, biting his lip.
Jungkook sighed, shaking his head in disbelief . "What am I going to do with you, professor? You are such a baby!!" he said, noticing Jin's pout. "Keys! And show me the way..and I will keep the promise, I won't ditch you after we are done" He asked pushing his hand out to Jin
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The car ride to Jin's place was torturous in the best way possible. Jungkook's hands gripped the steering wheel tightly..his knuckles where turning white as his gaze kept flicking over to Jin who was anything but shy now. Jin's hands roamed freely, teasing wherever they could reach..his fingers were brushing over Jungkook's thigh and tracing the line of his jaw, sending sparks through his body. Jin felt like a new part of him had awakened..it was as if his adventurous side had been buried deep beneath years of restraint..Or maybe, this had always been him and it had just taken the right person to bring it out. Either way, he was intoxicated by it and Jungkook's eyes were dark with hunger as he looked at Jin .It was a miracle Jungkook hadn't crashed the car with the way his mind kept wandering to what awaited them as soon as they reached Jin's place.
As soon as they were in the elevator to Jin's apartment,Jungkook couldn't hold back any longer. He pressed Jin against the wall, capturing his lips in a searing kiss once again. And Jin responded eagerly ..his fingers threading through Jungkook's hair and pulling him closer.
"I hope it's worth the risk I'm taking!" Jin whispered into Jungkook's ear, his voice low and teasing. The challenge in his tone only made Jungkook want him more..
" You are a fucking tease aren't you!! " he pinched Jin's plump bottom lip teasingly " I promise professor!! I promise you will remember this night forever" he whispered back
The moment they stepped into Jin's apartment..the door barely closed behind them, and Jungkook's hands were on Jin again, pulling him into another heated kiss. With a swift motion, he pushed Jin against the nearest wall, his hands gripping Jin's hips tightly.Kissing him with all desperation in the world
"Top or bottom?" Jungkook asked, while they stumbled into Jins bedroom somehow, his voice rough with desire as he pulled back slightly to look into Jin's eyes.
"Bottom..." Jin replied breathlessly with his cheeks flushed.
Jungkook huffed in relief "Ohh thank god!! I really hoped you were... but you sure? What if you don't like it? " Jungkook's eyes bore into Jin's, searching for any hesitation.
Jin nodded with his gaze steady and full of trust. "Yes, I'm sure."
Jin sat on the edge of his bed in his room...his breath coming in quick, shallow bursts. "I have used dildos on myself before!!" he admitted, his voice shaking slightly as jungkook pulled up his shirt. "I'm not entirely new to this... I had to find out what I liked."
Jungkook's eyes darkened with desire, his lips curling into a smirk. "And what did you realize you liked?" he asked, pulling Jin's pants down, leaving him only in his underwear. Jin could feel goosebumps rising on his skin as he stood almost naked in front of this hot, sexy man he had just met hours ago. It was something his parents would greatly disapprove of and he was loving it.
Jungkook's eyes burned with desire as he gazed at Jin's nearly naked form. Jin was every bit as stunning as he had imagined. His body wasn't very muscular like his..but he looked divine..his flawless pink pale skin and his curves on all the right places...it was almost too good to be true.
He gently pushed Jin onto the soft mattress and Jin swallowed nervously, feeling a rush of warmth spread through his body. "I... I enjoy being taken care of!" he admitted ..the initial shyness suddenly making a reappearance.
"Taken care of?" Jungkook's eyes gleamed with interest as he pulled off his own shirt and pants, revealing a body sculpted to perfection. Jin's eyes widened in awe.. taking in the sight of Jungkook's arm sleeve of tattoos and well-defined muscles. He was like he was AI generated rather than a real person.When Jungkook shed his jeans, leaving him in tight black boxers that barely contained his arousal, Jin felt his breath hitch..He gulped involuntarily, both from excitement and anxiety...Everything about him was just big!!
Before Jin could process it, he found himself turned around, his underwear was pulled down and Jungkook's fingers began teasing his entrance, making him squirm. "Tell me what you want, baby " His voice dropped lower "You are so filthy...aren't you!! you like fucking yourself with those dildos, don't you? Did you lie on this bed, imagining getting pounded on by big strong men ? Hmm? Is that what you want?" He asked, followed by a sharp smack against his ass cheeks.
Jin let out a loud gasp feeling the delicious sting he felt..and he could swear his cock started to leak just by the way he talked." Yes..." Jin moaned, his voice barely audible as he felt Jungkook's cold finger toying with his rim and the friction of the sheets intensified the sensation on his hard cock, driving him to crave more.
"Then tell me what you want... let me hear it," Jungkook insisted, pressing him onto the mattress further ,eliciting a needy moan from Jin .
Jungkook's fingers skimmed lightly down Jin's back, the soft touch making him shudder. The teasing only intensified the fire burning inside him, making it harder to keep control. He bit down on his lip, his entire body aching to move
"Please, Jungkook..."he begged , it took every ounce of his willpower not to give in to the primal urge to rut against the mattress and reveal his desperation
"Please what, Professor?" Jungkook's voice was a low growl, his warm breath sending shivers down Jin's spine
"I want you to fuck me, please"Jin finally managed to say in a shaky voice... he was desperate for something...anything Jungkook can give him.
Jungkook chuckled, the sound deep and husky. "Good boy!!" he said..he wet his finger with his saliva before slipping it inside Jin, making him moan louder. "You are so tight... this is going to feel so good."he whispered
Jin's body reacted to every touch, every word. He felt his arousal grow more and more as Jungkook's finger moved in and out of him.
Jin didn't realize being touched intimately could be this good. Maybe it was the excitement, but he could say this was turning out to be one of the best nights of his life. Jungkook was determined to show him everything he had missed in life. By the time they were done, there wasn't a place on Jin's body that Jungkook's tongue didn't explore.His skin was covered in little marks Jungkook deliberately left...like marking his territory and by the time the first rays of morning light filtered through the window, Jin found himself writhing on the bed, Jungkook's tongue delving into his most intimate spot. Soon, the tongue was replaced by his long lubed up fingers scissoring him open. The stretch of Jungkook's fingers felt divine and Jin was sure he would have cum untouched just by Jungkook's fingers, but when Jungkook finally entered him, Jin felt as if his entire being was set ablaze.
Jungkook's thrusts were deliberate and measured, his hard and thick cock hitting places inside Jin he didn't know existed. He was focused on Jin's pleasure alone and Jin understood that No dildo could compare to the feeling of Jungkook's thick length filling him or the way Jungkook's hands held him. Everything about him was so strong and commanding.Jungkook moved slowly at first, allowing Jin to adjust, but as he felt Jin relax and open up to him, he increased his pace, driving deeper and harder. Jin came for the first time that night with his legs hooked over Jungkook's shoulders, his back arching off the bed as he cried out in ecstasy.
Jin's toes curled as he submitted completely, realizing how much he loved being dominated by a man. It was a kink he definitely had... He had fantasized about it but never knew it could be this good. Jungkook pinned his hands above his head, his hips moving in a rhythm that drove Jin wild. His cock was not neglected either..Jungkook's hand stroked him in time with his thrusts, bringing Jin to the brink over and over.
When Jin finally came for the second time, it was with a force that made him see stars. Jungkook didn't stop, however. Once he made sure Jin was satisfied and spent, he turned Jin to his stomach and pressed him into the mattress, fucking him harder, this time chasing his own climax. Jin cried and whined from overstimulation..his abused prostate becoming more sensitive with each thrust...he was begging Jungkook to come at a point. Jungkook found Jin's desperation intoxicating and pushed him further until they were both spent. Jin didn't even know when he fell asleep, more like passed out from exhaustion after that..he didn't even bother to clean the lube off him.
They dozed off for a while, only to wake up and do it all over again. This time, it was late morning. And the harsh morning sun filtered through the curtains into the room and Jin woke up feeling extremely dehydrated. He chugged on the bottle of water he had beside his table. The movement may have woken Jungkook up he .He felt Jung kook 's lips-on his waist..kissing and sucking him, the area was already bruised and marked from their earlier escapades. Jungkook said he found Jin's tiny waist incredibly attractive, describing it as "slutty" a term that made Jin blush but also excited him.
And that fine morning, Jin took Jungkook's hard cock into his mouth. He wasn't very skilled at this, but Jungkook didn't mind. He guided Jin, showing him what he liked. And Jin enjoyed the feeling of Jungkook fucking his mouth, feeling used in a way that thrilled him. It was everything he had fantasized about and more.
Jungkook reciprocated the act, seeing how everything made Jin hard once again . Every act they did felt scandalously delicious. Kim Seokjin...the very timid, shy and a respected professor and Jeon Jungkook a young bartender he met on a gay bar...their night together felt like it was ripped straight out of a dirty novel. Everything about their time together was amazing and Jin knew he wanted more. He went to sleep that morning imagining things he probably shouldn't at this point.
Jin woke up only in the evening, sore and tired, but in the best possible way. He smiled at the memories of the night before, but his smile quickly faded as he thought about Jungkook. He expected Jungkook to be gone by now ..the apartment was silent as usual and he refused to get up and face the empty bed. He shouldn't be disappointed about this...it was a one night stand...nothing else. He did promise to stay back but he didn't really have to.
But when he finally mustered the courage to turn around, he found Jungkook sitting at his table, clad in his last night's outfit and wearing reading glasses Jin didn't even know he had. Jungkook was engrossed in a book from the vast shelf that dominated three-quarters of Jin's bedroom wall. Bathed in the soft glow of the evening light, with his messy tousled hair adding to his charm..Jungkook looked unexpectedly domestic which made Jin's heart skipped a beat for sure..he mentally cursed himself for imagining things ...he probably stayed out of courtesy.
"Good morning or afternoon whatever it is!!" Jin said softly.
Jungkook turned towards Jin with a smile. "Hey, baby!" he greeted, closing the book and leaning in to kiss Jin on the cheek. The name stirred a strange warmth in Jin's heart.
"I woke up about an hour ago. You were really in a deep sleep, so I didn't want to wake you. I wanted coffee but didn't want to intrude in the kitchen. So, I brought you one from the cafe next to your building. But it's probably cold now...and these pastries. You might be starving. We can get some food after this, if you want, or do you want me to make you something? " he asked
Jin was taken aback for sure,..this man was clearly nothing like he expected "Thank you. We can order in!!" Jin said, slowly getting up, wincing a little from the soreness.
"Sore?" Jungkook asked with a playful smirk.
"It's okay...bearable. I like it."
"You do like the pain!! I know it!" Jungkook winked.
Jin blushed in 60 shades of red suddenly remembering everything they did which made Jungkook chuckle, he found jin's shyness endearing. Jin was so adorable and sexy at the same time. He loved how perfectly submissive Jin was in bed..it was something that excited him even more.
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They settled comfortably on Jin's balcony, where a coffee table and chairs faced the city skyline. The late afternoon sun cast a warm glow over the buildings, and a gentle breeze rustled the leaves of the plants Jin had meticulously cared for. Jin was sure his neighbors might be watching him being cozy with a man in his balcony but he didn't care at this point.Last night changed a lot of things for him and he was not going to let that go easily
As they waited for the food, Jin went to find his phone, which he had disregarded last night, and saw a few texts and calls from his brothers and Hoseok. He sighed, knowing he would have to deal with their concern soon. "Oh shoot, i forgot!! it's late. Don't you have work?" Jin asked Jungkook,realizing how late it was and that he had almost slept through Sunday.
"Hmm...it's okay!! "Jungkook shrugged, leaning back in his chair. "I can skip today."
"Really? That's nice...Your boss seems like a nice person! He lets you go a lot..." Jin said, genuinely surprised.
"You would know.." Jungkook smiled, pushing the last piece of the pastry that was left in the box and chewing it with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
"What do you mean?" Jin asked, confused.
Jungkook's smile only widened. "Shut up! You own the bar? How??? You are a baby!!" Jin's eyes widened in disbelief.
"Really? After last night?" Jungkook teased, leaning in closer. "Did you forget you let this 'baby' do things to you and your virgin ho—"
"Nope, stop it!" Jin cut him off, his face flushing crimson.
Jungkook chuckled, clearly enjoying Jin's embarrassment. He reached out, brushing a stray hair from Jin's forehead. "No, I mean...how? How long have you been running it?"
"Three, almost four years!" Jungkook replied casually, leaning back and stretching, revealing a sliver of his toned stomach.
"Wow explains why you were so unbothered about wasting time on me!! You are a business owner and a bar owner at that, at this age? You started pretty young! Wow!!" Jin said, clearly impressed. The admiration in his voice was evident.
"Yeah, I guess I did!!" Jungkook said, leaning back in his chair. " It's been a lot of hard work, but it's worth it."
Jin nodded, admiring Jungkook's ambition and drive. "That's amazing...You should be really proud."
"It's a long, long story," Jungkook began, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. "But in short, I wanted to create a place where people like us could come and have fun, be themselves without fear. I had this idea for a long time. My dad insisted I get a degree, so I worked part-time and did online school. I saved up some money and my parents loaned me the rest..a lot of it actually . I bought the bar and also working there and I am still paying back the loan, but it's a good deal. I'm happy and comfortable. I bartend whenever I can and I share my apartment with someone to save a little money. That's why I didn't take you there..it's closer to the bar. You saw my roommate yesterday—Jimin..he helps out there a lot..I asked him to manage it for today "
Jin listened intently, admiration gleaming in his eyes. "You are incredible...wow! My middle brother, Namjoon, is also a professor by the way..he is doing some marketing research on young entrepreneurs. I'm sure he would love to pick your brain sometime."
"Sure!!" Jungkook replied with a grin.
Jin suddenly bit his lips realizing his mistake "Oh, I didn't...damn! I didn't mean it like that...God, I'm so awkward sometimes. I'm not suggesting you meet my family. Sorry" Jin stammered, cheeks flushing with embarrassment..he cursed his habit of mindlessly blurting out things in the moat wrong situations.
Jungkook chuckled softly, reassuring him. "Relax, I get it!!
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Later that night, Jin drove Jungkook back to his apartment. It was an old building nestled in a quieter part of the city. The drive was filled with a comfortable silence, both of them knowing their time together was coming to an end.
"Do you wanna come in?" Jungkook asked as they parked. "Jimin is working at the bar right now."
"Hmm, sure!" Jin replied almost immediately. He really didn't want to leave, and he knew these were probably the last few minutes he would get to spend with Jungkook. Who knows if they would ever meet again?
The apartment was modest—a two-bedroom place with a small hall and kitchen. It was clean and well-maintained. Jin immediately felt a sense of warmth and comfort in the space.
"This is nice!" Jin said as he entered, taking in the cozy atmosphere. The walls were adorned with a few minimalist decorations and the furniture was simple yet functional.
"It's not the best, but it works until I can pay off my parents. That's my priority. I'm also saving up a little for some expansions for the bar too..so this is what I can do now!" Jungkook explained, a hint of pride in his voice as he spoke about his future plans.
Jin nodded, impressed by Jungkook's dedication and maturity. "You have done really well for yourself!! You should be proud!" he remarked.
Jungkook led Jin to his room, which was equally cozy. The room had a small balcony that let in natural light, making the space feel airy and open. Jin noticed the bed was neatly made, and a bookshelf in the corner was filled with a mix of love stories and some books about mixology .
As Jin's eyes roamed the room, he noticed a small canvas and painting supplies set up in one corner. "Wow, you paint?" he asked, genuinely intrigued.
Jungkook smiled shyly, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah, I do sometimes..just a hobby!" he admitted. He pointed to several small canvases on the wall, each showcasing a different style and subject. Some were abstract, while others depicted serene landscapes and vibrant cityscapes.
"That's impressive!! I get the tattoes now!!" jin replied, stepping closer to get a better look at the paintings. "You are really talented."
"Thanks!!" Jungkook said, his cheeks tinged with a slight blush. He hadn't shown his paintings to anyone before. Other than Jimin, no one had really seen them. Jin's compliment made him feel really good filling him with a sense of pride.
They both knew it was time to part ways. Just like last night , there was no more excuses to stay other than the obvious truth.Jin turned to face Jungkook, searching for the right words to say. "I had an amazing time!!" He finally said, his voice soft.
Jungkook nodded, a small smile playing on his lips. "Me too...I ...I'm glad we met."
Jin took a step closer, his eyes locked onto Jungkook's. "If I left without trying I may regret so...I will just let it off my chest....I don't want this to be the end."
He hesitated, stumbling over his words. "Not the sex, I mean. Not that I hate it... like, it was amazing... wait, don't think I'm being clingy... fuck... you probably wanted... okay, forget it, I'll leave."
Before Jin could finish his awkward explanation, Jungkook grabbed him and kissed him deeply. Jin's body immediately relaxed against him as if it were meant to fit perfectly in his arms.
"I was hoping you would say that," Jungkook murmured against his lips. "I really wanted you to, but I wasn't sure if you wanted something more. I have gone through relationships and hooks ups a lot...You haven't explored much..you came out literally two days ago..and I didn't want to make you confused or anything but the truth is I find your shyness and antics extremely cute. " he said placing a kiss on Jin's nose " I know I'm pretty young... we have a good age gap and by the looks of it...a world of difference in personalities too..but I'm willing to try! This is the most fun I have ever had with someone...You are just perfect in every way... everywhere."
Jin pulled back slightly, looking into Jungkook's eyes. "Shit, I just remembered again that you are really young. " he sighed biting his lower lip" I'm sorry, it's not fair to you... you should live your life, have something with people your age..."
"No, nope... " Jungkook caught Jin's arms and pulled him back " Question is do you want to?" Jungkook asked. "I don't want to limit your choices, Jin...I told you I like slightly older men..That's not the issue here" he assured
Jin sighed softly, a warmth spreading through him as he felt Jungkook's sincerity in his words and the warmth in his eyes. He shook his head slightly, his expression earnest.
"I told you, I'm not the most adventurous person, and I'm fine not... exploring," Jin began, his voice steady. "If having a lot of relationships or hook-ups is what you meant by that... then the truth is, I'm not someone who likes sleeping around either. I like comfort and stability... and I like you. You are a good person—kind, handsome, and smart. Isn't that what everyone wants in the end?" he asked, searching Jungkook's eyes for understanding.
Jungkook's expression softened suddenly. He nodded slowly "Yes, it is and i agree sleeping around is not that much fun!" ..he agreed gently, pulling Jin into a comforting embrace. "And I like you too...Then let's give this a shot. Let's try before making any judgments. Who knows, maybe it could work out for us."
A sense of relief washed over Jin's face. "I'd really like that!!" he said softly.
"Oh, God!! " Jin groaned after a while, pulling away from Jungkook's hug and looking at him with a wry smile. "You will face the wrath of my parents. You are as scandalous as it can get. My parents would hate you so much."he said with big eyes
"Really?" Jungkook asked, smiling
"Yeah!!" Jin laughed nervously. "They are so old-fashioned... First, you are a man!!" he said, pointing one finger up.
Jungkook laughed. "Well! Can't do anything about that." He shrugged.
"Yes, and please don't do anything about that!! I like it very much!!" Jin said, poking Jungkook's abs cutely.
"And second, you are young!!" Jin continued.
Jungkook chuckled at the way Jin was counting everything on his fingers, finding it endearing. He pulled Jin closer by the waist and started unbuttoning Jin's pants slowly while Jin kept listing concerns. "Younger than my youngest brother..."
"Hmm.." Jungkook hummed, "And tattoos?" he asked, moving on to removing Jin's jacket.
"Yes, and piercings!!" Jin replied. Jungkook began teasingly tracing a finger over Jin's neck and collarbones.
"And you don't have a fancy degree. Believe me, everyone in my family has some kind of PhD or fancy degrees !" Jin sighed dramatically. "Oh, the explosive phone calls. I can already imagine them."
"But what about you, Professor?" Jungkook asked with a mischievous glint in his eyes as he helped Jin out of his t-shirt.
Jin realized he was almost naked once again, and it made him smile. "I find all of this damn hot!" he admitted with a playful smirk. "I thought you understood that from last night."
Jungkook laughed and took his shirt off. "Maybe you should send them a video of how well you moan when I'm inside you. I'm sure they'll get the point of why you are dating me!"
Jin's eyes widened. "Oh!! and that filthy mouth! They will definitely hate that for sure!!" he said gulping down hard.
Jungkook shrugged. "Good to know that... By the way, keep your voice down. Thin walls!" he added with a smirk, pulling Jin closer.
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That night, after another steamy session, Jin left Jungkook's apartment with a mixed feelings inside... Even after them agreeing to try and date he was skeptical about everything..He wasn't even sure it was going to work out between them.
Jungkook had Jin's number, but there had been no calls, no texts—just silence. Jin had resigned himself to the idea that their night together was a one time thing, something that wasn't meant to last. He convinced himself that it was over. Jungkook felt like a fever dream now...an experience that's too good to be true. Jin always knew he couldn't be that lucky on the first attempt,so he buried the disappointment by throwing himself into his work. Lectures, grading papers, meetings..anything to distract himself. He even shared his frustration with his best friend and brothers, though he kept it light, trying to pretend that the disappointment didn't sting as much as it actually did. But to his surprise, the long-haired, tattooed man..who rode motorcycles..who preferred wearing black ..showed up at his university one evening , planning to take him on a surprise first date.
Jin was leaving work with his brother Namjoon, who was visiting him, when he noticed a commotion outside the main building. Students were whispering and pointing towards someone, and it was none other than Jungkook. Jungkook sure was a head-turner, with everyone on campus—girls and boys alike—staring at him in admiration.
Namjoon looked at Jin, eyebrows raised. "Isn't that...?"
"Yeah!! " Jin replied, feeling a mix of surprise and excitement. "That's Jungkook."
Namjoon had previously refused to believe that Jungkook was real...and even now he couldn't believe that this was the guy who had taken his brother's "gay virginity" (his words). But Amid all the attention he received , Jungkook had eyes only for Jin.
Jungkook grinned as Jin shyly approached him as the students watched"Hey, professor!!" he said smoothly, leaning against the motorcycle . "I thought I'd surprise you. I have got a date planned, if you are up for it."he said
Jin blinked, completely caught off guard. "You... what?"
Jungkook walked closer to him, with an easy confidence that made Jin's heart race. "I know I went radio silent for a bit" he said, scratching the back of his head sheepishly. "I wanted to do this right, though. No more games or random hookups. So, here I am.. first date, professor. You in?"
Jin couldn't help but smile, warmth spreading through his chest as he nodded in agreement
Their first date was spontaneous and thrilling. Jin found himself sitting awkwardly on Jungkook's motorcycle in his work clothes, driving away to a hilltop to watch the sunset. As they sped through the city, the wind whipped through his hair, and for the first time in a long time, he felt truly free .Jungkook was all about spontaneity, and Jin loved it ..it was a welcome change frim his routine life and just like that Jungkook became his rebellion and his freedom.
Despite the doubts from everyone—especially his parents, who thought it was just a phase and that Jin would eventually get over it and will go back to dating women and that Jungkook would eventually look for someone younger—their relationship only flourished. Dates followed many more dates... they had many passionate nights and days together. They were different as day and night but, just like day and night, one couldn't live without the other. It wasn't that they didn't fight or face challenges, but everything was easier when they knew they were weirdly perfect for each other...a perfect balance of calm and chaos..
Jin met Jungkook's parents after a few months and Jungkook didn't hesitate to introduce him to everyone at his mom's birthday party as his boyfriend and the love of his life. Yes!! Jungkook had confessed to him and dropped the 'L ' word after dating for about 4 months..Even though Jin was surprised how fast everything was moving ...he felt the same way so he wasn't-the one to complain. It was as if life was compensating him for the time he lost ..with this gorgeous man!
Jin was no longer the shy, reserved professor everyone had once known. His colleagues and students couldn't help but notice the change in him. He seemed more relaxed, more vibrant..almost as if a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. There was a new spark in his eyes and a zest for life that made him stand out even more than before.
At the bar, Jin had become something of a local celebrity. He wasn't just any regular...he was now known as the owner's hot DILF boyfriend. Occasionally, Jin would even step behind the counter to help out..dressed in his perfectly ironed button-down shirts, sleeves rolled up to reveal his forearms, paired with well-fitted pants and his signature glasses. His clean cut, polished look, mixed with the fact that he was dating Jungkook,added to his allureand it wasn't long before Jin had his own small fandom at the bar.Meanwhile, on campus, Jungkook was no less of a presence. He was now known as the hot, tattooed boyfriend of the physics professor.
And nearly two years later, on Jin's 40th birthday, he received the most unforgettable gift of his life: a ring. Surrounded by his colleagues, friends, and loved ones at a lively celebration, Jin had no idea that the evening would take such a monumental turn. But then Jungkook stepped forward with a small velvet box in hand, the noise of the room faded into the background as all eyes turned to him. Jin's breath caught in his throat when Jungkook dropped to one knee .
"Jin..." Jungkook began "Do you remember the night we met at my bar two years ago? After we spent that unforgettable night together... I called my mom and dad and said just one thing—that someday, I'm going to marry you."
Jin's eyes widened, heart racing as Jungkook continued.
"And standing here now, I wouldn't change a thing. Not a single moment, not a single day..because you have made my life everything I didn't know it could be."
He opened the box, revealing an elegant, silver band that seemed to catch all the light in the room "So today, on your birthday, I want to give you this: a promise. A promise that I'll love you every day for the rest of my life." His eyes never left Jin's
"Will you marry me?"
Jin's breath caught in his throat. Tears welled in his eyes as he looked down at the man who had, against all odds, turned his life into something extraordinary. For a moment, he could hardly speak.With a heart full of love and a smile that could light up the room, Jin nodded, accepting Jungkook to be his forever. It was a promise that the man who had taught him that nothing was impossible—a life full of love and adventure—would be by his side forever. And Jungkook made sure that every day with Jin was cherished and filled with love until his last day.
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It was a lazy Sunday afternoon, six years into their marriage...and Jin was relaxing in the backyard of their home . The sun cast a warm, golden glow over their neatly trimmed lawn and blooming garden. Their 3 year old Doberman Bam, was energetically chasing a bright yellow ball that Jungkook was tossing with enthusiasm.Jin lounged in a shaded chair with a book, but he frequently looked up to watch Jungkook and Bam play. The sight of his husband so immersed in the moment and his laughter mingling with Bam's excited barks, filled Jin with genuine happiness.
After a while, Jin set his book aside, leaning back and savoring the scene. "You are having way too much fun out there baby !!" Jin called out with a teasing tone.
Jungkook paused and glanced over,grinning"You should come join us yeobo!! Bam's got so much energy and it's more fun when we are all playing together."
Jin chuckled and shook his head. "I'm just enjoying watching you two. It's great to see you so happy."
Jungkook jogged over with the ball in hand and leaned in to give Jin a quick kiss on the cheek. "Thanks!!" he said, smiling.As Jungkook turned to return to the game, Bam came bounding over to Jin, seeing his dad’s getting cozy to join in on the moment. The Doberman gave Jin a happy lick before racing back to Jungkook to continue their game.
As Jungkook returned to the game, Jin settled back into his chair with a contented smile on his face.
Maybe taking bold chances wasn't so bad after all...sometimes, the risks we take lead us to the most fulfilling journeys life has to offer.
—🩵🩵The End🩵🩵—