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From the very first warm smile they shared, Beomgyu's name has been etched into Soobin's heart. They started as strangers at first, brought together with three other determined teens by their shared dreams. They all longed for the electrifying sensation of being on stage, to pour their hearts out through songs until they couldn't anymore.
To be loved, by millions.
But, when Soobin got a glimpse of the boy who he now calls his soulmate it was like his whole world had taken a turn. Beomgyu made his life feel a little less dull and more free. He filled in the gaping holes in Soobin’s heart that he couldn’t by himself. Not to mention one of the things Soobin loves the most about him, he could become childish and young again with him. He forgot all about work or his relentless obsession to perfect every skill of his humanly possible til his knees were raw and scarred. Funnily enough, Beomgyu was also there to bandage and clean his wounds with a nice long lecture on why he should take care of himself more.
Soobin hated those lectures the most though. Not because he didn’t want Beomgyu to care for him or he didn’t like getting scolded, but because the younger could barely even take care of himself.
Beomgyu always put himself last before anyone else, and it usually would bite him in the ass after a while which never surprised the male himself but he didn’t care about the repercussions as long as that person was okay. He was stubborn on the outside but soft and weak on the inside. Soobin could see it since day one, and every time Soobin tried to bring it up it would lead into this little argument that always ended the same.
Soobin being frustrated, eventually lashing out and Beomgyu storming off with puddles of tears in his eyes.
The next day the two would act like it never happened until the thick tension between them crumbled. It was toxic, and they both knew it but they didn’t dare say a word about it.
That was when they were sixteen years old.
Now, their in their early twenties and that’s all in the past. Soobin still calls Beomgyu his soulmate, but not in the way he did back then; it was romantic, but now it’s only platonic. All the hidden feelings they used to have for each other are nothing but a whispered hush between them now, it’s all gone. Well, Soobin still feels the same towards Beomgyu but his world isn’t turned around anymore and instead back on its tracks.
Just like how it was meant to be.
Instead of wanting an Alpha who he thought was gonna present as an omega embarrassingly enough, he now craves a pretty omega who he can call his. By nature's rules, they were never fit out for each other from the very beginning.
"Beomgyu-ah, is your rut starting?" Taehyun asked with a curious expression, tilting his head slightly as he gently sniffed the air around the brunette. "No, why do you ask?" Beomgyu looked puzzled, gazing at Taehyun with his big round eyes as he leaned out from underneath Taehyun's arm.
Soobin, who suddenly was interested in whatever they were rambling about looked across the small hotel room where Yeonjun and Kai were. The two cuddled up beside each other on an expensive white couch, similar to the one Taehyun and Beomgyu were on only bigger. Almost like Yeonjun could read his mind, he looked in Soobin’s direction with a slight squint.
“Your scent is strong, wait no it’s not your scent.. is this Soobin’s shirt?” Taehyun grabbed a fistful of the plain black t-shirt Beomgyu was wearing beneath his black leather jacket. He rubbed his nose against the piece of clothing, as if he were searching for a particular distinction between the pine and Beomgyu’s natural florally woody scent.
“ I let him borrow it because they had a wardrobe malfunction with his other shirt,” Soobin interrupted, “probably smells off because I’m sick.” He sniffled, holding the ice pack on his forehead extra close at the reminder.
“ It smells weird, it’s not your usual scent even when you’re sick Soobin.” The mask of confusion that sprawled across Taehyun’s face made Soobin’s heart skip a beat. It was unusual to ever see Taehyun be perplexed overall, and it made everybody else wonder what he meant by that.
Then, it suddenly clicked and he understood what Taehyun meant by it smells weird. “I’m not starting my rut Taehyun, we were all there when the doctor told me I’m a late bloomer. I probably won’t even get it until I hit my late twenties at best, and If I’m not wrong I’m only twenty-three.” He gave Taehyun a frown, rolling onto his side as he pulled the covers over his shivering body. Suddenly he had no interest in the conversation anymore.
“Oh come on Soobin, being a late bloomer isn’t all that bad. If anything you don’t have to deal with the painful ruts, and everybody trying to pick a fight with you.” Yeonjun chimed, unraveling himself from Kai’s arms to jump on top of Soobin who for once, was grim while scrolling through random anime Tumblr posts.
He wants to experience that though, even if it’s painful. He wants a rut partner, or even an omega who’ll stay by his side for the whole thing and he’ll stay for theirs. He wants to pup his partner, wants to fill them fu—
“ Earth to Soobin, we’re heading out now okay? do you hear me? ” Taehyun waved a hand in front of his face, gazing down at him with a glint of worry in his bright eyes. “ Ah, alright. Sleep well, and good job today.” The older finally snapped out of his daze and back into leader mode, giving the two youngest a dimpled smile before they were on their way out the door. Yeonjun chatted a bit with Beomgyu before heading out as well, sending Soobin one of his cheesy winks and kisses that made Soobin roll his eyes with a chuckle.
Beomgyu quietly trailed behind Yeonjun as they disappeared behind the wall, just next to Soobin's side of the bed, and entered a narrow hallway. Soobin strained to catch any snippets of their conversation, but just like before he dozed off, he couldn't make out their words nor what their conversation was about. Moments later, he heard the audible click of a lock, and Beomgyu emerged back into view.
"Hey, hope you don’t mind me sleeping with you. Wouldn't want you to end up dying in your sleep or anything," Beomgyu joked with a playful grin, casually discarding his jacket and tossing away his belt that held up his chaotic-looking pants onto the carpeted floor. This was all so normal for them, to sleep in the warmth of another alpha, even If they once had feelings for each other. It’s also worth mentioning that their alphas absolutely hated it, especially back in their trainee days when they were new to each other. Now though, they see each other more as a family than enemy’s ever since they became a pack so it’s not much of an issue anymore.
Aside from Soobin’s random growling in his sleep that would wake up Beomgyu once in a while.
“ Do whatever you want I don't care, I’m too lazy to get up and push you away anyway. I can't even get my stage outfit off let alone my makeup so consider it your lucky day,” He hummed gradually with a wry smile. His eyelids felt heavy, and somehow within the period of Beomgyu stripping down until he only had Soobin’s shirt on and a pair of black sweats, Soobin’s body temperature had risen wildly.
"Beomgyu-ah I don't feel well. I think I might have the flu or something," he said, his voice sounding hoarse and deep suddenly. Soobin could see Beomgyu’s eyebrows knit together behind his pretty bangs, no longer focused on rummaging through his bag for makeup wipes.
He wiped his palms on the bottoms of his sweats before plopping beside Soobin, barely sitting on the edge as it sunk in. "Should I call a staff member? Your cheeks feel really hot, Soobin-hyung. I'm worried about your health.." Beomgyu placed his hand against the side of Soobin's face, his fingertips lightly brushing against the sensitive spot just below his ear as the latter flinched.
“ No, stay please, close,” Soobin begged, in a way that was so odd it didn't even seem like him. “ Soobin are you sure? you're acting strange..” He mused as a rosy blush settled over his cheekbones. Soobin’s hands had managed to snake around his arm. They pulled him closer and closer to an embrace as he felt his skin sit over a low flame that burned like a star with every feathery touch.
One second he was tugging on his arm, the next Beomgyu was fully enveloped in his body. He coiled around Beomgyu like if he let go, he might never come back. Beomgyu tried to move, push him even so he could at least breathe but Soobin just got stronger and more mumbley. “ I’m scared, I can't control my body Beomgyu,” Soobin sniffled, but it wasn't a sick sniffle but more of an I'm about to sob please help type of sniffle.
“It’ll be okay, I can't see anything but your collar but guessing from how hot you are and the way you’re latching onto me like a baby, I think you’re experiencing some sort of pre-rut.. coincidentally.” Beomgyu skillfully maneuvered his arms out of the confines of Soobin's entire body, finally seizing Soobin's face in his hands as he compelled him to make eye contact.
Soobin's pupils were blown, his pheromones on an all-time high as a strong stench of pine and rain filled his lungs. It was so potent, it felt like Beomgyu could feel it dancing on the surface of his tastebuds, trying to seep its way into Beomgyu’s flesh, intoxicate him. “ Beomgyu my body needs you but at the same time, it wants to hurt you, in ways I can't fathom. I don't know what to do, what if I hurt you? what if I go crazy? what if—” Soobins words were cut to a short as he felt Beomgyu’s thumbs press against his lips.
“ You care for me as a friend, right? As a member of your pack.”
No, I care for you like a lover still but I'll never let you know that.
Soobin nodded, without hesitation. “ Then you won't let yourself hurt me. I know you won't Soobin, and you're still here with me, conscious. Just let me help you through this okay? Buddy to buddy.” Beomgyu smiled, so sweetly it could rot Soobins teeth. “I would have called a staff member by now, but if we get separated it might cause issues. Judging by your scent, your alpha thinks I'm sort of omega right?” The younger chuckled, letting his thumbs ease away from Soobins lips and instead rest on the apples of his cheeks.
“Yeah, I don't know why, it should know by now that you're an alpha. Is that why I have the urge to breed you?” Soobin murmured, instantly regretting his words after seeing the shocked look on Beomgyu’s face. “You dumb dog you can't breed me, and you can't just say that so nonchalantly either!” Beomgyu barked. It probably stained his ego a bit understandably so Soobin didn't bother getting aggressive at the growl.
“ Well, how are you supposed to help me, an alpha and an alpha,” Soobin sighed as if he was gaining more consciousness at the mention of Beomgyu not being an omega. “I’ll do whatever you want, you have my full consent.” The latter held up his pinky as if Soobin would dare budge a finger around his waist, his face becoming solemn. Serious.
It was all so strange, an alpha giving himself up to aid another alpha in a rut so easily without force. Hell, sounds almost impossible unless you’re fully committed to each other til death and all the thee above. It probably wouldn't be pleasurable to the one bottoming either, without slick you would need large amounts of lube, and if all goes wrong it'll be a blood bath before Soobin even gets his dick wet. It was a huge risk they were taking here.
However, he can't imagine it'll be normal between them after this. All those feelings back then, they'll have to come to a boil. The thought of Beomgyu even helping him through his first rut scratches the base of his skull, keeping his nerves all fuzzy and drowning in unwanted Deja vu.
—He must ask, if he doesn't then what is all this for, he needs to know.
“ Beomgyu, what's the purpose of all this? Why are you submitting yourself to me, don’t you have any self-respect? Like—“ His words were punctuated abruptly as he felt two soft lips crash against his, hard and rough.
Cliche.
Beomgyu's suave never failed to amaze Soobin, every single time. The older felt a wave of pleasure break over his body simultaneously, letting himself be encapsulated in the present. As of right now, he didn't care about what would happen next or if their friendship might be ruined. He just savored the moment while it lasted, catching a rhythm as his tongue fit behind Beomgyu’s teeth, whilst the latter bit and trapped his lower lip like the brat he was.
Beomgyu’s hands laid dormant on the curves of Soobins jaw, using his leg to hook onto Soobin’s hip as he pulled himself on top of his lap without breaking their little rhyme.
It numbed Soobin’s brain so good it was like ecstasy injected into his veins, pooling into every inch of his body as his gums began to ache. He could feel his ears become red, and aside from Beomgyu’s tongue that was exploring every crevice of his wet warmth, the weight on his dick was slowly taking over his mind too.
“ Beomgyu..mm sensitive,” He moaned as a gravelly tone coated his words. The tips of his fingers dug into Beomgyu’s waist underneath the fabric, trying to stabilize what he could of Beomgyu’s grinding against the erection that was pressing into his thigh. “ Such a reactive little thing,” Beomgyu giggled, “ Does this answer your question Soobin-ah?” He smiled into the Alpha’s nape humming with adrenaline and arousal. His nose rubbed against the tender scent gland just below his ear, pushing the hopeless male to his limits as he heard a soft moan escape his bruised lips.
Soobin felt a sappy liquid ooze onto his boxers beneath his pants, staining the piece of clothing as he trembled from the waist down with a quiet groan. It was embarrassing, at least for Soobin's end and it was evident even in the way he smelled as Beomgyu picked up on the slight change.
“ I won’t tease you too much, not like I’ll be able to anyway. In about a minute from now, you'll become sex-driven feral and god knows what that’ll be like,” Beomgyu mulled with a trace of dread lacing itself around his words. Soobin could tell he was nervous, even if he had one hell of an ego he was scared of the same things Soobin was. It doesn’t help that this is the older's first rut ever, so the chances of him lashing out were extra high.
(But, then again who is he to say no to fucking the guy he's liked for the past 5 years? )
“ You can back out now Beomgyu-ah, and if you do, do it before I rip every piece of clothing off your body with my bare teeth.” Soobin's fingers twitched as he felt his stomach swell with lust, his pupils dilating as suddenly everything else aside from the boy straddling his lap became a blur. He had this unmistakable gleam in his gaze, ravenous almost as if he had been deprived and yearning for fulfillment for decades now until this very moment.
Beomgyu could discern that look anywhere, and it only served to intensify the slight excitement he was already feeling, consuming the dread that hung in the back of his mind in an matter of a blink.
“ Go ahead Soobin, prove to me you can get my shirt off let alone my pants. Just because I’ll let you do whatever you want, doesn’t mean I’ll let you get it easy.” Beomgyu challenged with this shit-eating grin on his face, yanking on the black collar around Soobin’s neck like he was some sort of mutt.
Truthfully, if Beomgyu didn't have a kink for seeing Soobin get all mad and playfully manhandle him, he would’ve devoured the male an hour ago. But, Soobin looks way too hot in his The Killa stage outfit that it would be a shame not to make it last a tad longer before it gets ruined.
“ So stubborn, what should I do with you?” Soobin scoffed, but the Soobin a few seconds ago was only a fragment now, it's his alpha who speaks. Before Beomgyu could make a cocky response back, Soobin had sat up pushing Beomgyu straight into the mattress with one hard shove. It took the older about a quarter of a second to rip off his black sweats and underwear, wasting no time as he got straight to the point.
Beomgyu’s eyes were owlish, beyond disbelief at how easy it was for Soobin to strip him clean; so much for not letting him have the so-called upper hand here. “I’m only letting you do this once, so make it worth it,” Beomgyu growled, baring his teeth at Soobin who looked at him with cold dazed eyes. “ You’re always making promises you know you can't keep pup,” Soobin grumbled.
Beomgyu knew he was fucked the second he realized what just slipped from Soobins mouth.
He scooted Beomgyu up a tad before prying his legs open with one hand, followed by his broad shoulders that kept them open just enough for him to dip his tongue into the hills and valleys of Beomgyu’s abdomen. Beomgyu sucked in a breath as the breeze that blew in from the open window ceased, his body melting against Soobin’s heat as he gasped once Soobin sunk his canines into his flesh.
“Beomgyu, watch.” Soobin pinched the skin between his teeth, making sure to get Beomgyu’s full attention on him, and him only until he had a hand tugging on his ash-brown hair that had pretty highlights coursing through it.
Soobin’s mouth naturally worked its way down to Beongyu’s entrance, which, to his surprise didn't have any slick or a sweet smell like he had imagined. A scarlet color bloomed on Beomgyu’s face and neck in a blotchy manner as he watched the older's reaction, Soobin even catching a slight glimpse of his lower lip quivering before his gaze met Beomgyu’s.
He understood what was happening instantly, frowning as the warm floral scent became distorted and strong under his nose. “ I don't care Beongyu, trust me. If anything it makes me want to consume you bit by bit even more, just let me take care of you,” Soobin hummed with a cute smile, and it almost seemed like it was him again
After his little reassurance, Soobin used both his hands to spread Beomgyu’s ass just enough for his thumbs to prod at the pink rim. Licking his hole a few times as he pressed his long tongue flat against the entrance, getting a small taste of the pretty boy who laid obediently under his fingertips before pushing his whole tongue past the rosy ring.
“ Fuck, fuck, Soobin slow down a little!” Beomgyu groaned from deep inside his throat as his eyebrows furrowed, his hand wrapped tight around his mouth as he clenched Soobin’s hair hard enough to rip out a few strands.
Soobin laughed a bit, sending vibrations straight to Beomgyu’s cock as he flicked his tongue upward, then in a circular motion with a few thrusts just to see what would tick him off. Eventually, he found that a combination of the two worked best with the insertion of both his ring and middle finger’s.
Beomgyu let out weak, pathetic whimpers as his hips jerked forward with every motion of Soobins digits, trying to fuck himself even further as streams of fat tears rolled down his cheeks when the older curled his fingers so perfectly, pressing into his sweet swollen gland that was begging to be touched.
—Beomgyu possessed an undeniable charm, exuding an air of delicate beauty despite being an alpha. He rarely seemed intimidating, unless provoked. It was also the only reason Soobin refrained from losing control and destroying Beomgyu on the spot, his alpha acknowledging how pretty he was altogether.
It was evident that Beomgyu's allure extended beyond his beauty, but that's a topic for another occasion.
The fact Soobin even has a chance to see him like this, be with him like this as he writhes around his fingers til he’s cumming all over his stomach that was bruised and covered in the bites Soobin made, turned the older's brain into mush. It almost didn't feel real, but once he sat up on his knees, drool dripping down his chin as his gaze fell onto the male beneath him who giggled with a crooked smile on his face as the incoherent words, “ Wasn’t nearly as bad as I thought, for a first timer of course.” processed— It finally hit him.
“ You sure are cocky for the one who just got his ass eaten out for the first time.” Soobin cocked a brow, grinning only halfway as he fumbled with his pants. “Mmm, I've felt better things, and bigger too,” Beomgyu tantalized, rolling onto his stomach shortly afterward as he rested his head on his arms, eyes closed, with a peaceful smile on his face like this was nothing.
Truth is, it was something, it was everything.
“ Oh please, like what?”
“ Dildos, duh.”
“ And how big were those? Considering you're not an omega I doubt it was anything past 4 inches.”
Beomgyu stayed silent, letting out a low rumble from his chest as he let out a tsk
sound.
“ Hope you don't mind me using cum as an extra lubricant, my saliva isn't gonna be enough if I ever wanna get anything past my tip in your ass.”
Beomgyu's eyes shot open as he blinked a few times, startled by the sensation of a hand gliding over his stomach. He could hear a wet sound following shortly after, adding to the mystery of the moment before he heard an ominous growl loom behind him.
If he wasn't screwed before, now he is.
Before he could even open his mouth, he felt something thick and heavy pry Its way into his walls. Soobin worked his cock into the tightness that was still sopping wet from earlier, pushing it inch by inch slowly as he grunted into Beomgyu’s shoulder, chest against his back as Beomgyu let out a loud gasp, body shuddering as he squeezed his eyes tight.
It was a burning pain at first, but as Soobin started moving his hips slowly Beomgyu no longer hated the stretch, it wasn't pleasant nonetheless but Beomgyu got a kick out of it with his filthy little thoughts.
He loved how he throbbed against Soobin, feeling every detail of him as his body tried to suck him in, enveloping his dick like he was made for it. His hands scrambled for something, anything to grab onto as Soobin’s hand clamped around his hip, his other arm wrapping around Beomgyu’s chest as he hoisted the latter onto his knees, hugging him from behind as his hand tilted his chin upward.
Soobin had finally lost it, searing through Beomgyu’s breath-taking heat with whimpery grunts, hammering into his body like a ragdoll as Beomgyu’s ass fell flush onto his dick with every thrust. The latter grabbed onto Soobin’d thighs for leverage as he fucked him hard, the sound of his balls smacking against his ass making it all the more surreal as he chanted Soobins name, moaning it loud enough for everyone to hear as he let out soft tears.
“ Please, Please, Mmm I want to ah.. pup you, pretty, pretty,” Soobin hissed between labored, feverish breaths. His arm pulled Beomgyu nearer as his mouth latched onto the dip where his neck and shoulder met, biting down until he could taste a metallic flavor mixed with Beomgyu’s scent linger on his tongue.
Beomgyu’s head fell onto Soobin’s chest, his back arched like a cat’s as he nodded hastily. Fingers lacing with Soobin’s that held him in place as his cock nestled its way into Beomgyu’s prostate so far Beomgyu swore he could see stars.
“ Harder Hyung, need you, need you so bad—”
As Soobin heaved his dick into his tight little ass within five hard strokes, he used his free hand to pump the latter, his length making Soobin use extra strength he barely had left just so they can come in unison. With Soobin’s deadly thrusts, and one hell of a handjob, Beomgyu was a leaking mess as he embodied the best orgasm he's ever had. Fresh, salty tears that seemed to never stop poured down his pink-dusted cheeks. His eyelids felt heavy, even as Soobin’s hot seed filled him up, his knot coming seconds later as he pulled out a fraction just to see Beomgyu’s winking hole ooze with his cum til he was slamming his knot hard into him again.
After locking their bodies together, Soobin positioned them so they were on their side, his long manicured fingers traced along Beomgyu’s rib cage just below his heart as he whispered sweet praises into the male's shoulder. From there, they went on for another three rounds, each of which with a new kink involved.
( All three being kinks Soobin wouldn't have thought for a day of his life Beomgyu secretly got off to, but that's a secret for now. )
The last thing either of them could remember was the sound of each other’s rapid breathing, eyes twinkling in the low light and in each other's embrace before they fell into a deep slumber.
And, though they couldn't recall it, “I love you.”
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