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can't deny you're worth it

Summary:

Their lives are going to change forever, but Yugyeom and Jungkook both know it's worth it.

Notes:

Please excuse any errors and typos.

Title from Paramore Still Into You

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Yugyeom is sitting down enjoying a nice bowl of hot ramen when he hears his doorbell ring. Dalkyum, his dog, immediately runs to the door barking at the sudden visitor. 

 

The male sighs, he's finally back from touring and all he wanted to do was eat some good Korean ramen. He sits the bowl and chopsticks down, walking over to the door, hushing Dalkyum. “Dude, shut it.” 

 

He rolls his eyes when the small dog ignores him and continues to bark. He unlocks the door and as soon as he opens the door, he is being body slammed by somebody. He grunts, trying to get his balance and figure out who the hell just showed up at his place unannounced and slammed into him.

 

As soon as he felt the intruder nuzzle their face into his neck he knew who it was. His sour mood immediately shifted and a smile made its way to his lips. “Jungkookie,” he says, wrapping his arms around the other male's body.

 

Dalkyum, also realizing who it was, began to jump to get the other male's attention. 

 

Jungkook picked up his head and Yugyeom was met with the pouty look from his boyfriend. The slightly younger male fought the urge to roll his eyes, his boyfriend is always too pouty. No wonder he gets babied by just about everyone. 

 

“As much as I love to see your pouty lips, you should've worn a face mask.” Yugyeom says, turning their bodies around to close the front door with his foot. If he had let go of Jungkook–who has no intention of letting Yugyeom go anytime soon–he would've whined until Yugyeom was back in his arms. His whining is cute, but Yugyeom really didn't want to hear it.

 

“No point, people can figure out who I am because of my tattoos.” Jungkook said, resting his chin on Yugyeom's chest. He is not that much shorter than Yugyeom, but he loves to feel small around his boyfriend. 

 

“Fair point,” the taller male replies. He finally let go of Jungkook as predicted, the shorter male whined. Yugyeom ignores his boyfriend's whine and drags him to the living room. Dalkyum follows, his nails clicking as he runs. He beats them to the couch and once Jungkook sits, he jumps on the other male and licks his face. Jungkook giggled at each lick, “I missed you too, buddy.” He kisses the top of the dog's head. 

 

Yugyeom sits and decides to eat his ramen while his boyfriend and dog catch up. 

 

Jungkook slides closer to Yugyeom, resting his head on the taller male's shoulder while Dalkyum settles on his lap. He lazily pets the dog's head, and watches whatever Yugyeom had on the TV.

 

They sat there in a comfortable silence, with the occasional slurp from Yugyeom and sighs of content from Dalkyum and Jungkook. 

 

Yugyeom sets the empty bowel down, chugs down a cup of water, as he wipes his mouth with a napkin, he leans back on the couch wrapping his arm around Jungkook's shoulder bringing him closer. His boyfriend sighs, snuggling into the taller male's side. Dalkyum now moved to Yugyeom's lap, curling himself into a ball. He sighs, content with the company.

 

They say nothing, just enjoying each other's warmth and presence. Jungkook feels his eyes heavy with sleep, he doesn't want to take a nap, he came here with the intention of telling Yugyeom something. However, he's been so busy, he hasn't had much time to sleep and rest properly. And his boyfriend's side is so warm and comfortable, it's difficult to stay awake.

 

Yugyeom gently smiles when he hears the soft snoring of his boyfriend. He sighs, he's been so busy with solo and last minute BTS activities. As much as he's proud and excited for Jungkook, he wishes the shorter male would just take at least a couple of days off to relax. He doesn't care if can't see Jungkook while he rests–he'll miss Jungkook like crazy–but his health comes first. He's content with an occasional phone call, a facetime call, even a simple text is fine. 

 

He kisses the top of Jungkook's head softly, then finds himself drifting off to sleep. 

 


 

Jungkook frowns once he realizes he's alone, not even Dalkyum is curled up next to him. He woke up a few moments ago, expecting to wake up in his boyfriend's arms, but no. He woke up covered in a blanket–that doesn't even smell like Yugyeom–and all alone.

 

He kicks the blanket off and strolls around the living room, he then hears music coming from the kitchen. He walks in and finds Yugyeom facing the stove with Dalkyum hovering around his feet hoping to get a bite of whatever the taller male is cooking. 

 

Yugyeom grunts when he feels a pair of arms wrap around his stomach. “You really need to stop slamming into me, baby.” He says faking annoyance. 

 

“You left me alone,” Jungkook whines, Yugyeom can just picture the pout on the shorter male's lips.

 

Yugyeom chuckled, “Sorry, baby. But you looked so tired. I didn't want to wake you.” He explains, turning off the stove and turning around, the best he could to face his boyfriend. 

 

Jungkook pouts up at his boyfriend. “That doesn't mean you had to leave me.”

 

The taller male rolls his eyes, leaning down to peck Jungkook's lips. “Well, also I know you were going to be hungry when you woke up, so I wanted to make you dinner.”

 

Jungkook peaks over his shoulder, “What is it?” He is starving. He doesn't remember when was the last time he ate and whatever Yugyeom is cooking smells delicious. 

 

“Just some stir fry with rice. I don't have much in my refrigerator.” He only has a few groceries because of the dog sitter he got for Dalkyum. Even though he ate instant ramen and has plenty of it, he doesn't want to feed Jungkook that. He knows his boyfriend hasn't had a proper meal either, while he's not the best cook, he made something simple and edible. 

 

He serves Jungkook a plate and waits for Jungkook to take a bite. “This is actually pretty good, thank you, Gyeommie.” The shorter male, smiling at his boyfriend.

 

Yugyeom simply nods, letting Jungkook eat his meal in peace. Dalkyum barks because he wants a bite and neither one has paid much attention to him. Yugyeom gets up to grab him a treat, Dalkyum happily accepts it and runs out of the kitchen. 

 

Yugyeom stares at Jungkook as he eats, while he doesn't look like he lost weight, he looks tired, but shining at the same time. 

 

As Jungkook is finishing up, Yugyeom clears his throat. “As much as I missed you, baby. What are you exactly doing here?” Jungkook glares at him. “I know you're super busy, baby. And you don't have much free time.” He quickly adds. 

 

Jungkook sighs, setting down his chopsticks. “Well, first of all, I missed you. It's been weeks since we've spent time together.” He starts. “I was actually supposed to have practice today, but canceled because I wasn't feeling well. I decided I was going to come see you, but I had to do something before I did.” He sighs, but then softly smiles. Yugyeom sits patiently, waiting for his boyfriend to finish. “I took a test.” 

 

Yugyeom tilts his head to the side in confusion. “A test?” 

 

Jungkook chuckles, his boyfriend is so cute. “Yeah, a test.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a stick. “I had to take a pregnancy test.” He sets the used test on a napkin then slides it over to Yugyeom. “I'm pregnant.”

 

The taller male blinks, dumbly staring at Jungkook and the stick. “Pregnant. You're pregnant.” He rambles. 

 

Jungkook laughs, “Yes, Gyeomie. I'm pregnant.” 

 

“D-Do you know how far along you are?” Yugyeom asks, he's still trying to process what his boyfriend just told him.

 

“Um, maybe nine weeks, I'm not sure.” He shrugs. “Once I go to the doctor I'll know for sure.” 

 

“Nine weeks? We had sex nine weeks ago?” They both have been so busy, they don't have much time to spend together and don't remember when they do.

 

Jungkook looks down at his hands, a blush covering his cheeks. “Yeah, we did. It was when you were going on tour and I went to AOMG a couple days before you left.” 

 

Yugyeom's eyes widened. Oh yeah, he remembers. 

 

He was going on tour with AOMG and was in the studio working on some last minute music, he wasn't going to have time when on tour. So he took advantage of the little free time he had. He probably should've used it to see Jungkook, but he knew his boyfriend was busier than him, so he didn't bother to ask him to hangout. He just sent him text messages. 

 

They texted back and forth, but Jungkook stopped replying when he asked Yugyeom where he was at. He told the shorter male he was at the AOMG studio. Jungkook left him on “read” and Yugyeom tried not to sulk too much about it. 

 

He was too engrossed in the music, he didn't hear the door open and slam shut. He was taken from his thoughts when his chair was spun around and he was met with a heavy breathing Jungkook. 

 

Before he could say anything, Jungkook sat himself on Yugyeom's lap, straddling him. Jungkook then pulled the taller male into a kiss. Yugyeom was caught off guard, but welcomed his boyfriend's kiss. 

 

It was a desperate, needy kiss, but Yugyeom didn't care. He knew what his boyfriend wanted, and who was he to deny him? 

 

He remembers, stripping Jungkook of his pants and underwear, pulling his own down low enough and taking Jungkook there on the studio couch. 

 

He remembers how desperate and needy Jungkook was to have him inside of him, all of him. 

 

“We didn't use a condom.” Yugyeom blurts out. 

 

Jungkook nods his head. “Yeah, we didn't.” 

 

Yugyeom sighs, running his hand through his hair. “I'm so sorry, Jungkook.” He is not sure what to say, but apologizing seems right. 

 

The shorter male shook his head. “If I wasn't too desperate, we would've put on the condom.” 

 

“I think we were both desperate, baby.” 

 

They hadn't seen each other months prior to their heated night. They would facetime, but seeing and watching each other pleasuring themselves can only do so much. So, Jungkook had some free time and desperately needed to see Yugyeom. When his boyfriend told him where he was at, his head was clouded with nothing but lust, his body was burning with need. He needed Yugyeom's touch or he felt like he was going to explode. When Yugyeom touched him and kissed him, and moved inside of him, he was on cloud nine. Sucking everything Yugyeom gave him. 

 

Yugyeom cleared his throat, taking Jungkook from his thoughts. “So, what are you gonna do?” He asks. As much as he's excited, a part of him is scared. They are idols. Popular idols. 

 

Jungkook sighs, “I want to keep the baby. I want this baby. I want to have a family with you, Yugyeom.” He softly says, his eyes swelling up with tears. “I know it's crazy, but I love you so much, Gyeommie. We can do this. I know we can.” He says between sniffles. 

 

Yugyeom smiles, his boyfriend is so sensitive. He truly deserves the world. Yugyeom stands up, walking over to Jungkook and pulling him up into a hug. “We're gonna have a family, baby. You, me, Dalkyum, Bam and this baby. Our little family.” 

 


 

They are back in the living room cuddling on the couch with Dalkyum fast asleep on his bed near the window. Yugyeom has his hand resting on Jungkook's stomach and Jungkook has his resting on top of Yugyeom's hand. 

 

Yugyeom nuzzles his face into the shorter male's neck, placing soft kisses against his skin. “I love you so much.” He says. 

 

“I love you, too.” Jungkook replies, lifting Yugyeom's hand and places a gentle kiss on his knuckles. 

 

At that moment, they didn't think of their careers, their bandmates, their companies, or their fans, they just thought of their future child. They know it's going to be difficult, but they are ready to face that challenge.

 

As long as they have each other, they know they can conquer anything.

 

Notes:

This was 100% self indulgence. I went down a rabbit hole of ‘97 liner stuff, more specifically YugKook and I could not stop thinking about them. This is set in 2023, after Yugyeom's tours and before Jungkook's enlistment. I know Jungkook has more pets, but the sentence was getting too long, lol. And I don't really follow Jungkook that much anymore, so this is info I looked up and saw on my social media. I'm also horrible at timelines, lol. Anyway, I hope y'all enjoyed this!! Please leave some kudos and comments!! Thank you!!

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