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On a cool winter morning where frost clings to the windows, Tatsuya wakes up about an hour before his alarm is due to go off. He stretches out like a cat, his back clicking.
Laying next to him on his side is Jun, undisturbed. He looks peaceful, his bed head a wonderfully familiar sight to him now. Tatsuya wonders if he'll ever get used to waking up next to him, but he hopes he never does. He stares up at the ceiling, listening to Jun's quiet breathing and the ticking of the clock. Now everything is said and done, he gets to keep Jun to himself. As hard as it is to believe some days, there's no catch. They've suffered enough.
As their alarm time draws ever nearer, Tatsuya holds Jun from behind, absently thinking about how he'll wake him up. Usually, Jun is the first to rise. Tatsuya has always needed to be dragged out of bed. Perhaps he could make him breakfast… But too much could go wrong there. Jun is warm, his skin is soft to the touch, and when Tatsuya slips his hand beneath his shirt, he lets out a soft sigh, shifting slightly. It's unbearably cute.
It gives Tatsuya an idea.
He moves his hand along Jun's chest, his thumb rubbing against one of his nipples. When he feels it harden beneath his fingertip, he smiles. Jun is so receptive to his touch that Tatsuya wonders how much he could get away with. He gently squeezes Jun's chest, then does the same to his ass and thighs. "Hn…"
Tatsuya licks his lips. His heart beats a little faster as his fingers creep under Jun's waistband. This will be how he wakes him… but he can have some fun of his own first. It feels so dirty, so sinful to touch Jun like this, but his boyfriend certainly doesn't complain, still fast asleep. He takes Jun's soft cock in his hand, swallowing. He sits in silence, absolutely still, waiting for even a hint that Jun is stirring.
Tatsuya kisses the nape of Jun's neck as he starts to jerk him off, feeling him start to swell and harden in his hand. He hopes that when Jun wakes up, he'll know exactly who he belongs to. Tatsuya isn't very good with words, and he doesn’t know how to say how he feels as often as Jun needs to hear it, but more than anything, he loves him.
Jun whimpers in his sleep, throbbing in Tatsuya's hand. He smiles, his free hand pushing Jun's hair out of his face. "Cute…" He whispers in his ear, stroking him faster. He wonders if he can hear him and what he's dreaming about. Could his voice reach him through his slumber?
Tatsuya kisses along Jun's shoulder, leaving gentle little bites and hickeys on soft, pale skin. There's something about the way he smells that's utterly intoxicating to him, fougère with juicy tangerine soap that makes his teeth ache with the need to bite. He takes a moment to breathe it in, shivering.
Jun's chest rises and falls slowly as Tatsuya's mind runs wild with all the things he could do to him like this. He's so spoiled for choice- he could tie him down and decide to keep him there all day, he could ride him, he could suck him off…
He tries to imagine how Jun would sigh as he comes, spilling down his throat. Would he stay asleep, even then? Tatsuya could get him off and leave him to wake up on his own if he wanted to. Jun would open his eyes, waking up feeling oddly invigorated… And he wouldn't have the slightest idea of Tatsuya's filthy secret.
Tatsuya presses his forehead against Jun's shoulder blade, taking another shaky breath in and out. He swipes up a bead of precome from Jun's cock and presses the pad of his thumb to his lips, eager for just a little taste of him.
He freezes up when Jun stirs a little, holding his breath and keeping his hand hovering in the air as the other man makes himself comfortable again, pulling the blankets closer obliviously.
Tatsuya bites his lip. It's as though Jun is dead to the world. As he jerks him off again, he wonders if Jun could sleep soundly enough to get fucked like this. He makes a mental note to ask him about it later. Would he be into that? Perhaps Jun would take his fingers easily, completely relaxed. Taking his cock wouldn't be quite as simple, but Tatsuya would go slowly. In his mind, he pictures filling Jun inch by inch, making him moan so prettily in his sleep.
He tries to decide which one he would use, cupping Jun's balls in his hand and massaging them gently. He really isn't sure. His favourite is the red one, but only because he likes red. Jun has a preference for the bigger ones as a point of pride, though it'd be way too much work to get him ready for that without waking him. After a few seconds, Tatsuya's face lights up. He knows exactly what he'll use. The glass one. It isn't very big, but it's strapless and utterly unforgiving. They'll both feel every moment of it.
"I could do it." Tatsuya whispers in his ear fondly. "I could really do it… You wouldn't know any better, right?" There's nothing stopping him from getting up right now and getting out the box of toys, not really, but he won't rush things. They have all the time in the world, and the look on Jun's face will be so worth it when he brings it up. "Jun… Wake up, it's morning." He keeps his voice very soft, coaxing Jun from his slumber.
Jun is slow to react, perhaps thinking he's having a particularly good dream. "Jun… Wake up, I miss you…" Tatsuya teases warmly, nuzzling his neck. "Good morning…"
"H-Haaaah…" is the first thing that escapes Jun's lips. Tatsuya watches as he starts to gain awareness, realising what's going on. "Tacchi…" He moans, his hand resting atop Tatsuya's.
"Mornin'." Tatsuya says smugly.
Jun opens his mouth, but no words come out. He turns his face against the pillow for a few moments, desperately trying to get his bearings but struggling while Tatsuya is touching him like this. Taking mercy on him, Tatsuya stops entirely. He takes his hand out of his pants and hugs him close. "Hnn, Tatsuya…" Jun pants.
"Feeling good?" Tatsuya smirks. Jun squirms, turning onto his other side so he can kiss his lips.
"Yes…" Jun still looks half asleep, but it's clear just how happy he is. "Mmnn, I had the strangest dream…" He gropes Tatsuya's chest through his shirt like a cat kneading blankets, a dreamy smile on his lips.
"Oh yeah?" Tatsuya chuckles, kissing him again. It's slow, intimate, lazy in a way, their lips slotting together like they were meant to meet. He runs his hand through his boyfriend's hair, tangling his fingers between dark locks.
Jun sucks at Tatsuya's tongue, humming in the back of his throat. When he pulls away, his eyes are half-lidded. "I was seduced by a handsome man…" Under the covers, he kicks off his boxers and his pyjama pants, helping Tatsuya with his own. He slips his hand between Tatsuya's thighs, two fingers dipping into his dripping hole and steadily thrusting inside him. Tatsuya shudders, pressing his lips against Jun's throat. He loves just how eager he is to just go along with it, no questions asked.
"Hope not." He says gruffly, hooking his leg over Jun's hip. "I'd fight for your honour."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
They laugh, then go quiet, staring into each other's eyes. There are a million and one things Tatsuya wishes he knew how to say, but as he ponders it, Jun brings his messy fingers to his lips for him to suck on. "You don't have to say anything, Tatsuya." Jun purrs reassuringly. Tatsuya doesn't know how he does it, but the look in his eyes is so earnest that he wholeheartedly believes that Jun already knows everything he wishes he could tell him.
Jun moves closer, shutting his eyes as he presses their foreheads together. "Let me make love to you…" He says sweetly. Tatsuya pecks his lips.
"Eager, huh?"
Jun giggles. "It's difficult not to be when you wake me up like this… Please, I want to feel you." When Tatsuya kisses him again, he lines his cock up with the entrance of his cunt and rubs it against his slick folds, moaning quietly against his lips. "Mm, Tatsuya…" He shivers, slowly inching inside him.
Tatsuya breathes in deeply, cherishing every moment of this. "Is this alright?" He asks. He doesn't mean to sound apprehensive, but he's always tried to be conscious of how Jun feels.
"Oh, yes!" Jun sounds like he can't believe Tatsuya even had to ask. "You're really treating me this morning, aren't you? You're incredible."
Tatsuya grins, rolling his hips forward against Jun, making him gasp in pleasure. "No, you are." He tells him. He pushes Jun onto his back, pinning his hands to either side of his head. Jun grunts, rebelliously testing his strength, but Tatsuya's grip is firm. "I've got you now, Jun…"
"Oh no," Jun chuckles, "what are you going to do to me?" He bats his eyes at him, affecting an innocent, virginal expression. One thing about Jun that Tatsuya has learned from the precious months they've been dating is that Jun is anything but innocent, and definitely far from virginal.
Tatsuya tries to think about what to say to that, just sitting there. Jun waits patiently for a moment or two, then begins to grow worried, freeing a hand and cupping his face tenderly. "...Are you going to ravage me, Tatsuya?" He speaks in a low, husky voice, giving him his best bedroom eyes.
Tatsuya goes a deep shade of crimson, looking away. "Y-Yeah…" He says, flustered. Usually Jun is the one who takes charge, but he seems happy to let him lead for once.
"Scandalous!" Jun thrusts upwards, "You're just going to have your wicked way with me?" It's difficult to give him another kiss when they're both grinning like idiots, but somehow they make it work. "You're just going to use me for pleasure?"
"Don't say it like that!" Tatsuya scolds, kissing along his neck. "This is for you." He pins Jun's hand again, starting to bounce up and down on his cock. He can feel everything as it stretches him out, pressing right up against his g-spot.
Jun groans, hands balling into fists as he grips the pillow tightly, seeking purchase. "R-Really?" He asks, "Because I think it's for you…" He yelps when Tatsuya sinks his teeth into his throat. "Ah! Ah, Tacchi!" His eyes well up with tears of gratitude. "Bite me again, please…" Tatsuya can never deny him. He bites him again, right where he knows everyone will see.
"It's for you." He says again very proudly.
Jun laughs good-naturedly, a little breathless. "C'mon, just try for me? Be selfish, Tacchan." He begs, "I must have looked so good there by your side that you couldn't help yourself…" Jun is joking, but Tatsuya can't help but think he has an uncanny ability to read his mind. "It's only natural you wanted to fuck me."
Tatsuya squeezes down around him, groaning. "R-Right…" He does his best to get his words out. "I… Wanted, ngh, for you to know who you belong to."
"Suou Tatsuya." Jun doesn't even hesitate to answer. "I belong to Suou Tatsuya... Ah, wait wait wait, is that what this is about?" His eyes light up.
"Hah?"
"You wanna own me, Tatsuya?" Jun asks coyly. "Have me whenever you like? However you like?"
"This early in the morning?" Tatsuya raises an eyebrow.
"It gives us a head start, no?"
Tatsuya frowns as he thinks about that. "Head start, huh?" He asks, pondering it. "What are you implying?"
Jun sticks his tongue out at him, snorting when Tatsuya makes a joking effort to bite it. "I- ahh, I'm open to it if you are."
"You don't have the stamina." Tatsuya teases.
"Ah, wh- hey!!" Jun can't protest much when Tatsuya cuts him off with a kiss. When he feels Jun struggle beneath him, he lets go of his hands and suddenly they're carding through his hair, massaging his scalp and holding him close. The mattress creaks beneath them as they make love, but they pay it no mind. As much as Tatsuya is sure that Jun would love to argue that he could last all day, he can already tell that he's starting to get close.
When Tatsuya pulls away, Jun gasps for breath. He chuckles at him- so much for stamina. "Tatsuya- Tatsuya, come on." Jun complains when Tatsuya moves off of him. The cold morning air hits his skin as the blankets are cast aside, and he curls into a ball, goosebumps raising along his arms. "Making me cold isn't going to make me last longer, you know."
"I just wanted to look at you."
“You sap, looking won’t get me off!” Jun tries to grab at the blankets, but Tatsuya only moves them further away. He raises his eyebrow at him, chuckling as he growls and tries to wrestle the blankets away. Jun’s pride manifests in the strangest ways, like in how he thinks he can win the argument by distracting Tatsuya from it.
“Tired?” He tilts his head, a fond smile on his face. “Wanna come? Were you close?”
Jun takes the opportunity to yank the blankets away, pulling them up to his chest and turning his head to the side, scandalised. “No!” He insists, but Tatsuya still can’t quite find himself believing such an obvious lie. Jun pretends to ignore as Tatsuya’s hand sneaks under the blanket, groping along his thigh. “Tacchi, you’re being silly. You’re starting to annoy me.”
“Mm.” Tatsuya grunts in response, knowing it’s just for show. Jun is quite the sight when he’s annoyed, but right now his expression is content and relaxed. They enjoy the teasing, the push and pull of it all, the feeling of absolute trust shared in one another. He cups Jun's balls in his hand and watches his eyelids flutter, the faux annoyed demeanour fading to pure bliss. If he could keep Jun like this forever, he would, but he'll settle for waking him up like this in the mornings.
“Tatsuya…” Jun arches his back a little, his hair a mess. “Please, don't tease… Seriously…” His cock twitches with clear interest, seeking any kind of friction. “This is really mean.”
Tatsuya climbs on top of Jun, pushing his legs up to his chest. “I have an idea.” He whispers to him, the blankets the only thing separating them. With how Jun immediately starts trying to get them out of the way, it's clear he's changed his mind about being a drama queen.
“Never mind, tease all you like.” Jun's smile is the most radiant thing Tatsuya has ever seen.
“Nah, done with that, actually.” He says. “I just wanted you to admit you don't have the stamina.”
The smile drops from Jun's face, and he throws a pillow at him. “You're terrible!” He whines. “What did you want to hear?” Tatsuya leans in closer to kiss Jun's pouting lips as he continues, “Please, Tacchi, I was so close. Won't you make me come? I promise I can get it up again…” Jun keeps babbling, pulling Tatsuya close so they're skin to skin and grinding up against his thigh. “Nnn, feels good…” He moans. “I know you want it too, I know it feels the same for you… Must you be such a Leo about thi- ahh!” Tatsuya pushes Jun down and sinks back down on him, his walls squeezing Jun's cock so tightly that he finishes inside of him with an unceremonious whimper.
“Not fair…” He pants, “Tacchi, not fair…”
Tatsuya smiles down at him, kissing his face over and over again. “Fuck, you're hot.” He whispers in his ear, kissing along his neck. “Not done with you yet…”
Jun wraps his arms around Tatsuya's shoulders, shutting his eyes. “Nn, you were right, I'm not sure I can-”
“Sure you can.” He murmurs, nuzzling Jun's neck affectionately. He can feel the wet heat of Jun’s come deep inside of him, a feeling of pride and satisfaction making its home in his heart. The knowledge that he makes Jun feel so good is better than any drug he’s ever taken. “I had an idea.”
“An idea?” Jun giggles, drawing circles on his back with his fingers. His nails are cut short for gardening purposes… And other things, of course. Living with him has been a joy.
“Mm…” Tatsuya gently headbutts him. “Wish you’d woken up with me inside you.”
“Oh.” Jun shivers, a smirk rising to his lips. From that reaction alone, Tatsuya has a fair enough idea what he’ll say. “Aha, I wish that I did, too. Why didn’t I?” Tatsuya just smiles at him, his cheeks flushed. They admire each other for a few seconds, just letting themselves enjoy the moment, then Jun’s fist finds its way into Tatsuya’s hair. As the saying goes, even the most beautiful rose has its thorns, and Jun is gorgeous and deadly in equal measure. When he looks at him, Tatsuya could melt under the heat of his gaze. “You should make it up to me.” He lets go of Tatsuya’s hair, stroking his jaw tenderly. “Get to it, my love.” He taps him condescendingly then lets go.
Tatsuya gets up, feeling Jun’s come drip down his thigh as he moves to fetch the strap-on from its box. When he turns around, Jun has his legs spread, three fingers already deep inside himself, his previous protests already forgotten. “Damn…” Tatsuya murmurs, looking him up and down. If it weren’t for the reality of his work rota and Jun’s college timetable, he’d surely stay here, servicing him however he ordered, forever.
“Hehe, like what you see?” Jun asks, his voice breathy as he stretches himself open. His soft cock twitches as his fingers flex inside himself, starting to swell a little as he watches Tatsuya put one end of the glass dildo inside himself with a grunt. “Oh, Tatsuya, you're radiant…” He sighs, pulling out his fingers and beckoning his boyfriend forwards. Tatsuya makes sure Jun is looking him in the eyes before he thrusts deeply inside him, admiring how his thighs tremble with pleasure.
“Is that how you like it, Jun?” Tatsuya asks in his ear, pinching one of his nipples gently.
“Yes…” Jun sounds like an angel, his skin like tender porcelain against cream sheets. He could be the eighth wonder of the world. “Oh, take me however you want…” Those short nails trace more patterns into Tatsuya’s back, reminding him who holds his heart. “You haven't come yet, have you? Please, Tacchi, fuck me hard, I know you need it.”
Tatsuya leans down to kiss Jun again, licking hungrily into his mouth and pinning his wrists above his head as he thrusts into him, his big clit rubbing against the toy and making him shudder. Jun is fully hard again, his cock bouncing against his hip every time he thrusts into him. Tatsuya swallows every sound that spills from his pretty lips, only giving him a moment of respite to catch his breath. Jun pants, soundless screams falling from his mouth as Tatsuya grabs his hips with strong hands, holding him down and using him for leverage.
Tatsuya's hair falls in his face, sticking to his forehead. The room smells like their bodies connected in ecstasy, the only sounds that of them becoming one. Jun stares up at Tatsuya like he's finally found something truly worth devoting himself to, and Tatsuya stares back like Jun is the part of himself he'd known was missing for years. “Please…” Jun begs, his voice low.
There's something about how that beautiful boy's voice goes low and husky that just rewires Tatsuya's brain, making his clit throb with arousal. He thrusts into him harder, angling himself to better grind against him. Jun seems to catch the hint, wrapping his fingers around his clit and stroking it. Tatsuya groans, hips moving a little more erratically. He jerks Jun off again, and soon they're both a desperate mess, grinding against the strap and fumbling at each other's cocks in a haze of arousal.
Tatsuya is overwhelmed with heat pooling in his groin, slamming into Jun's hole over and over as his orgasm washes over him from head to toe. It seems to last forever, growing more and more intense the more he fucks him until the ache of his muscles is too much to ignore and he's forced to relax and let it go. Jun holds him steady as he gets his bearings, still shamelessly grinding into his hand. When Jun comes again, there's only a dribble compared to what he'd felt inside him before. They collapse against each other, their breathing laboured and ragged.
Jun's hand finds Tatsuya's, and their fingers link together. Neither of then speak for a long while, just savouring this moment.
BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.
Tatsuya jumps out of his skin as the alarm goes off, dragging him out of his utter bliss. Jun reaches out, smashing it under his fist, equally startled.
Another moment passes where they both state at the broken alarm clock. Then at each other.
Finally, they both laugh.
“Five more minutes?” Jun asks sweetly.
“Make it ten.”
They lie there for five minutes, then stay for ten more, and ten more after that. In the end, they don't get out of bed until well into the afternoon, but on a lazy Saturday like this, they might as well be the only two people in the world.
