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kimi 👶 7:03 pm
Quindi per essere chiari…
I told him and he has blocked me… 😣
I’m upset but I deserve it, I only told him because he was about to how do you say
Connect the dots anyway, and thought he should hear it from me
I’m so upset.
Lolo 8:37 pm
????
Literally like not even 6 hours ago you were saying you were in the clear mate what happened
Are you ok? Because even if it was shit of you to not tell him you are my mate so I’m on your side
3 July, 2025
kimi 👶 1:16 am
I probably didn’t even have to tell him maybe he really wouldn’t have connected it, but I would have felt worse
It’s my fault because he didn’t even say his name but I signed it for ollie so he would surely have found out after a minute of thinking
kimi 👶 1:49 am
Now I can’t even slept
Sleep
Lolo 10:10 am
Wow
Are you feeling all good now or??
kimi 👶 1:07 pm
No
Mate my airbuds wrapped is going to be so sad this week
I can’t believe I have to just go to the factory and pretend like nothing happened.
Lolo 3:48 pm
What’s airbuds wrapped wtf
And let me know if u want to call tonight brother
kimi 👶 5:22 pm
It’s an app he made me get and it shares your listening activity
OMG he didn’t block me on there but I won’t message him, he doesn’t want to hear from me
I don’t like admitting this but I have cried a bit about this I am so stupid how did I ever let it happen
kimi 👶 9:38 pm
When can you phone me?
Incoming call - Lolo 9:40 pm
Call answered 9:40 pm
Call ended 11:31 pm
Call duration: 1H 51M
kimi 👶 11:56 pm
I am just devastated
4 July, 2025
Lolo 12:02 am
I know
It’ll pass
As english natives say there are plenty of fish in the sea for you
read 12:09 am
6 July, 2025
Airbuds stats for past 7 days
Ollie 🐻’s top 5 tracks of the week!
1. No.1 Party Anthem, Arctic Monkeys
2. Devil’s Advocate, The Neighbourhood
3. Hey Jude, The Beatles
4. Talk talk, Charli xcx
5. Champagne Coast, Blood Orange
Kimi 🦖’s top 5 tracks of the week!
1. Everyone Adores You (at least I do), Matt Maltese
2. Die With A Smile, Lady Gaga & Bruno Mars
3. After Hours, The Weeknd
4. Training Season, Dua Lipa
5. You Get Me So High, The Neighbourhood
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kimi 🏎️ 12:07 am
Non posso credere che tu mi abbia bloccato
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kimi 🏎️ 12:13 am
Mi manchi, e come potrei guidare fino a Silverstone con te in mezzo alla folla?
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7 July, 2025
kimi 🏎️ 11:43 pm
E se ti vedessi e dovessi fingere di non avere idea di chi sei
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kimi 🏎️ 11:45 pm
In a couple days I will be at the track, and look how stupid I am just talking to thin air now. I need to stop
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kimi 🏎️ 11:47 pm
Non ho idea del perché mi preoccupo di metterlo in inglese se non lo vedi
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8 July, 2025
Lolo 10:58 am
I know you are mourning rn but please no more TikToks
kimi 👶 12:09 pm
Ruining my fun
Or not fun but you know
Lolo 12:26 pm
Ok but 17 in an hour is insane Kimi just idk ambush him at Silverstone and he will be forced to listen to you apologise and then I will be able to rest
kimi 👶 12:33 pm
I have just been in Mercedes sim for hours I don’t know what you are talking about Flu Flu and don’t be weird
Lolo 12:35 pm
Sure
Whatever you say 🙄🙄🙄
But also seriously hope you are feeling better
kimi 👶 5:21 pm
Not really but oh well
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9 July, 2025
Incoming call - Ollie 3:38 am
Call missed 3:38 am
Voicemail: 4M 12S
Voicemail transcription
- Kimi, you didn’t answer! You made me sad again.
- I- ugh, I know this is out of nowhere but- I just left a party, I think I’m a bit drunk.. And I was just crying about you for the millionth time or whatever- oh, fuck-
- Umm, ignore that. A bush was in my way, not like I walked into it or anything..
- Anyway. It’s so quiet out here.. Anyway, I opened up instagram earlier and your post from the fucking meet and greet was first on my feed. And I’m so sleep deprived right now and I just really miss you and I’m also thinking a lot about the emu war at the moment.
- It happened in Australia, like, ages ago. Wait, isn’t that where we sent our old convicts?
- But I just- I shouldn’t have blocked you. I miss talking every bloody day. Also I really don’t want to go to Silverstone and just be upset and apprehensive and shit the wh- the whole time.. I think I’m going to throw up soon, my god, okay, yeah, I’m drunk.
- I’m gonna try to get home before I throw up, It’s like two more streets away- but why am I even telling you this! You probably forgot all about me by now, since you’re, like- a busy F1 driver and shit.
- Bye, I guess. Text me if you want to, but I don’t think you will. Probably went out and fucked some girl while I’m still here with a crush on you or some- okay, probably shouldn’t have said that, but whatever. I don’t care right now. I’m just sad.
- bye now.
Voicemail finished 3:43 am
kimi 🏎️ 6:12 am
Oh my god Ollie I’m so sorry my phone was on do not disturb all night
Are you joking
I’ve been trying to message you for so long no I have not forgotten about you
Ollie 🐻 12:09 pm
umm i dont rlly rmemeber last nigjt
im sorry if i said anything bad??
kimi 🏎️ 3:17 pm
I have a day at the factory so I’m really sorry I don’t see the messages quickly
You were basically just rambling and sounded quite upset and then you started talking about emus?
If you want to block me again I understand we all do things we don't want to when we are drunk but I have really missed you Ollie and not apologising properly has been eating me alive, so if you would be open to talking I will
Ollie 🐻 3:21 pm
well
i dont want to block you but i do wanna talk
communication is key and allat
kimi 🏎️ 4:01 pm
Okay
Well I’m almost done with my day, can we talk this evening? I need to go on a run when I get back from the simulator, I will message as soon as possible
Ollie 🐻 4:33 pm
yeah ok
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kimi 🏎️ 6:49 pm
I’m done now
Are you free
Ollie 🐻 6:53 pm
yh
im sorry if i worried u when i blocked u
kimi 🏎️ 6:55 pm
It’s okay, my poor friend had to deal with me crying about it the whole time haha
And it is my fault in the first place.
I’m pinching myself that my messages are going through now I’m so happy that you unblocked me
Ollie 🐻 6:57 pm
i didnt think u would really care not talking to me anymore
and i jus tfelt kind of expoesd since id been talking for mnths about how i literally fancied u to ur face witjout knowing yk
kimi 🏎️ 6:59 pm
Sorry I definitely did feel bad about that.. I just didn’t want to take risks and tell you who I was when I barely knew you because if it got out to the media it would be bad
Ollie 🐻 7:00 pm
ig thats why u just brushed most convos off abt f1
kimi 🏎️ 7:01 pm
I felt so guilty and like a fraud because it just was not fair to you but I had to
And at first I didn’t think we would keep talking so I didn’t even think about it
After you blocked me I think I had a bit of a panic attack though so clearly I do want to talk to you
Ollie 🐻 7:02 pm
oh
im sorry i made you upset too now i feel bad omds
but tbh like its chill u didnt have whatsit
malishous intent
kimi 🏎️ 7:03 pm
You mean malicious
Ollie 🐻 7:04 pm
oh
ywah that
😁 sorry LMAO how bad is my spelling tjat a non native speaker is correcting it
and anwyay i wentthrough a bit of crisis becuase i wanted to play f1 but our co op is the only fun one
And maybe my frontal lobe isnt fully developed because uhm i forgire you..
kimi 🏎️ 7:06 pm
Are you serious? Thank you
Ollie 🐻 7:07 pm
dont go to bed angry and all that ignore that its been several days
better late tjan never
🙂?
so wanna play co op……..
kimi 🏎️ 7:09 pm
Are you serious hahaha
Yeah okay it is the least I can do
Ollie 🐻 7:10 pm
yay omds i been waitinf for this
Incoming call - Ollie 🐻 7:11 pm
Call answered 7:11 pm
Call ended 9:15 pm
Call duration: 2H 4M
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kimi 👶 9:29 pm
Well
Guess who I just talked to for several hours Flu Flu..
Lolo 9:37 pm
??????
I THOUGHT PHONE BOY WAS DONE
kimi 👶 9:42 pm
So did I but he drunk called me late last night and now we have talked and he forgave me somehow
I am so happy right now Lolo
I have to meet him somehow this weekend
Lolo 9:44 pm
No more sad Kimi I used to pray for times like theseeeee woo
It’s giving ten minutes later me and the bestie
kimi 👶 9:45 pm
????
Lolo 9:47 pm
Forgot you’re a fucking grandpa bro
Ykw I am not explaining it this is your fault for being chronically offline
kimi 👶 9:49 pm
🙁 Be like that then
Can we call? It’s media day tomorrow OMG
Lolo 9:50 pm
So you can talk nonstop about your boyfriend
I guess since you had to deal with me when I met my girlfriend 😟
kimi 👶 9:51 pm
You love me really
Outgoing call - Lolo 9:53 pm
Call answered 9:53 pm
Call ended 11:33 pm
Call duration: 1H 40M
10 July, 2025
kimi 🏎️ 7:03 am
So does this mean I can tell you random things about my day again 😃
Ollie 🐻 7:10 am
yes yes
silvo tmrwww
kimi 🏎️ 7:11 am
I am OMW for media day right now
Ollie 🐻 7:12 am
enjoy
or dont idk i dont think u guys like mdia
kimi 🏎️ 7:11 am
Tomorrow will be better, today is the boring stuff
Ollie 🐻 7:12 am
i am SSO READY
still processing i will actually know someone on track
i think im gonna b ten tiems more nervous like. now i have some sort of emotional attachment
kimi 🏎️ 7:15 am
Aw you care about me
And also.. Do you want to try and meet during the weekend? You brought it up a while ago but things have changed and I’d understand if you don’t. But I would like to
Ollie 🐻 7:33 am
YES OF CORUSE ??????
kimi 🏎️ 7:35 am
Wow ok haha
I don’t know when I’ll be free but we will see and I’ll try my best okay
Ollie 🐻 7:36 am
ok oh my god i am so happy
unfortunately i still ave to go to school today
:(
toodles! te amo!
kimi 🏎️ 7:37 am
Ah if you want to say it platonically it’s ti voglio bene, but I appreciate the effort 🙂
Ollie 🐻 7:39 am
oh haha
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kimi 🏎️ 8:21 pm
I actually hate media day so much
Quit asking me the same question 200 times everybody
At least at the end of the day I have my popcorn chicken wrap for dinner
Ollie 🐻 8:23 pm
schl was shit 2 dw
Ttmrw will be betetr
kimi 🏎️ 8:24 pm
Here is hoping
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11 July, 2025
Ollie 🐻 12:03 am
i cant sleeeep im so excitef
kimi 🏎️ 12:08 am
Me neither, I think it will be a good crowd since Mercedes and George have this as their home race
I’m watching young royals
Ollie 🐻 12:10 am
oh hyeah i like tjat show
kimi 🏎️ 12:11 am
How much have you watched?
Ollie 🐻 12:13 am
like all of szn 1
y
kimi 🏎️ 12:15 am
Ah I’m on season 1 ep 6
Ollie 🐻 12:16 am
ohh ouch tjars like riht after the leaked vid isnt it
id kms tbh
kimi 🏎️ 12:15 am
Lol same
I think I’m going to stop there for tonight though as much as I’m not tired I need to sleep
Ollie 🐻 12:16 am
wait same ugh
i might acc wake up earlier than u for onde
once
bc i have to be driving for ages w my dad and then o have a hotel for 2 nights BY MYSELF and hes going home.. why he thinks i am capable of adulting is beyond my comprehension like i have to get myself to the track eevry day oh god
Ollie 🐻 7:13 am
IM GOING TO SILVO TODAY ts like a 1:30 hr drive there and back so i left a while ago but im so excited
wait ar you there too. isnce media day
kimi 🏎️ 7:17 am
Yes
I am doing a hot lap with someone in a few hours actually
Maybe you’ll see me on track oh that’s scary
Now I won’t be able to think of anything else!! How will I perform
Ollie 🐻 7:19 am
now i will have my eyes gluef to tje track kimi
i cannot believe ur actually antonelli bruh
kimi 🏎️ 7:21 am
I hope I am just Kimi to you though, It’s nice feeling normal
Ollie 🐻 7:22 am
dw
always my little random italian number kimi in my phone to me ☺️
kimi 🏎️ 7:22 am
How sweet
Ollie 🐻 7:31 am
[Image of hot chips]
very naughty vreakfast but idgaf. special occasion my first grand prix omdsss
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Ollie 🐻 8:01 am
IM HERE
f3 practice pretty soon
omg ur here somewhere wtf
kimi 🏎️ 11:07 am
[Selfie of Kimi in a Merc, helmet on, making a face]
Mate I am taking some random guy for a lap
Would rather take you to be honest
This guy definitely has no interest in the sport at all
Ollie 🐻 11:23 am
[Blurry image of pitlane, a small dot which is the Merc]
IS TAHT YOUUU
[Blurry image of said Merc driving past]
OH MY LORD
im kinda glad my dad isnt here with me bc he would so tease me abt freaking out
well i just wonder why
Ollie 🐻 11:23 am
this is so fucking surreal? like thats you
how inthe world
Ollie 🐻 12:27 pm
bro im abt to see you driving an f1 car irl
im so nervous that ill like jinx u or smth thats weird but yeah
Ollie 🐻 12:53 pm
[Blurry image of Merc no. 12 driving past]
go kylie go
youre doing amazing sweetie!!!!
wow look at her go!!!
Ollie 🐻 3:13 pm
[Image of kimi shown on the bigscreen]
they showed u watching f2 quali
pretty boy
i cant believe thats the guy ive been talking to for months
like i thought u would be good looking but yiu really realy are
Ollie 🐻 5:11 pm
do u think quali will go well tomorrow?
i dont watch porsche supercup but im gonna stick around and see their practice im soaking in all tje motorsports ican get rn so a little bit of waitinh now
kimi 🏎️ 6:07 pm
You flatter me, I think you’re better looking
I hope it goes well haha Mercedes was strong in quali here last year
kimi 🏎️ 6:19 pm
Hey Ollie
Ollie 🐻 6:27 pm
ya hi
kimi 🏎️ 6:29 pm
I probably shouldn’t ask since it’s a big day tomorrow but oh well
I thought maybe you would like to come over to my hotel this evening and we can get uber eats or something
Since I don’t really have anything to hide anymore and I don’t know the next opportunity to meet, sorry it is a bit spontaneous haha
Ollie 🐻 6:32 pm
WAIT RLLY
im ngl i didnt think u would acc want to mee tup like
u msut be very busy
kimi 🏎️ 6:34 pm
We can do it properly this time, like a do over because I don’t think the meet and greet should count
That is for fans but you’re more than that
I’m on my way back to the hotel now so if you do want to I’ll let them know to let you in later?
Ollie 🐻 6:32 pm
ok yes yes of course
kimi 🏎️ 6:34 pm
Ok, it’s the W London
Just tell them you’re with Kimi Antonelli I will say to them who to look out for
Ollie 🐻 6:32 pm
wait waht time should i come
like 8
i need to go back ot my hotel first quickly
kimi 🏎️ 6:34 pm
That’s good
See you then 🎉
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kimi 👶 6:43 pm
HELP ME
Lolo 6:43 pm
ARE U OKAY
DO I NEED TO CALL THE EMERGENCY SERVICE
kimi 👶 6:44 pm
HES COMING OVER IN LIKE AN HOUR
I ASKED HIM TO FOR SOME REASON
LOLO HELP
Lolo 6:45 pm
Oh 😭
Brother I was worried
kimi 👶 6:46 pm
You need to be!!!
Help me pick what to wear
Lolo 6:47 pm
Was it ever that serious
Ok
Incoming call - Lolo 6:48 pm
Call answered 6:48 pm
Call ended 7:09 pm
Call duration: 0H 21M
kimi 👶 7:13 pm
I’m so nervous
I think I’m just going to forget english in front of him
Why am I even doing this the night before quali!
What if he only likes me because I am a driver oh dear
Lolo 7:15 pm
Good luck
And I think he likes u for u
He talked to you for months without knowing u were a driver mate
Starai bene
kimi 👶 7:19 pm
I really hope so
Well if he doesn’t I will cry
Lolo 7:23 pm
Just try to enjoy it ok
Put the phone down go walk around or something
And of course wear cologne u can’t stink
kimi 👶 7:24 pm
Ok ok
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Ollie 🐻 8:02 pm
uhhhm well im here but they just lef t me in the lobby
should i go up somewhere idk this is out of my tax bracket
kimi help …………😀 omg theyre looking at me funny
kimi 🏎️ 8:04 pm
Wait wait sorry yes go to floor 5 room 102
Ollie 🐻 8:05 pm
okkk omw see u in a min
Ollie 🐻 8:08 pm
im not knocking but im here 😁 this is crazyy
kimi 🏎️ 8:08 pm
Ok
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