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“What are you staring at, hmm?” Liming said, noticing that Heart has been staring at him for who knows how long ever since Liming came and sat down at the desk next to Heart.
“You.” Heart answered. His voice is getting clearer these days, and it sounds like he is no longer struggling as much to utter a few words compared to before. But of course, making a full conversation is still too much for him, so Liming refrained Heart from straining himself.
“Do you like it?” Liming was saying that with the intention of teasing. But Heart, who was clearly shameless, nodded promptly. And Liming could feel his face getting hot.
“You are pretty.” Heart added. And Liming had to cup Heart’s mouth immediately to catch himself a break. He just couldn’t get used to Heart serenading him like this. Ever since that whole feelings fiasco, and them acknowledging each other’s feelings, which ended with them agreeing to be boyfriends, Heart has turned even more shameless than usual.
It’s not like Liming hates it. Trust him, his heart is beating like crazy, but he’s just too shy!! How’s Heart not embarrassed saying all of these to Liming??
“Heart, you’re so annoying.” Liming had to say that with a red face. Liming is not a tsundere, but what Heart did really is annoying, because it seems like he knew so well that Liming will be all hot and bothered like this the moment he said those flirty lines. It seems like he was actually saying that to get that reaction out of Liming too, because the boy is actually giggling right now.
Oh boy, you fucker.
“You’re actually saying this to mess with me, aren’t you?” Liming said, and Heart laughed again. He shook his head.
‘No, my words are sincere. But I must say that I love to see your reaction.’ Heart signed, all whilst his mouth was still covered by Liming’s palm. Liming’s face turned darker in embarrassment. He just couldn’t do this. Flirty Heart is just too dangerous for his heart.
Then Heart put his hand on top of Liming’s, removing his hand away from his mouth.
“I love you, Liming.” Heart said, smiling. Dear lord, Liming wished heaven could take him already because he felt so weak hearing that coming from Heart. Now that Heart definitely means that with romantic means, Liming felt like his heart had just downed a whole can of redbull. Liming could no longer focus now, all he could think now is to pepper Heart’s face with kisses, because the boy actually looked so endearing right now.
He loves Heart too, so much. His heart is really thumping with adoration right now.
So Liming leaned down, and peppered Heart’s face with kisses. Kissing his cheeks, nose, forehead, everywhere. Heart was giggling the moment Liming did that, kissing his face so aggressively, they almost fell out of their seats.
Both of them are smiling now, Heart’s face cupped in Liming’s hands, staring into each other’s eyes lovingly. Heart took that moment to lean in, and seal their lips together, kissing. Even though they always kiss each other’s cheeks, they never properly kissed each other on the lips before, so this is their first.
Liming’s lips were soft, and sweet. Heart gently massaged their lips together, feeling the softness of Liming’s plump lips against his. It was a mere lips massaging at first, but when Heart accidentally let his tongue touch Liming’s lips, the other boy was frozen for a moment. Eyes opened, brows furrowed, as he looked at Heart with something unreadable.
Heart was about to open his mouth, wanting to ask if he’s alright, but their lips were pressed again this time. Liming’s hands that were on the side of his face moved backwards, fingers carding through Heart’s locks as he pressed their lips harder. Heart could feel Liming’s tongue in his mouth, touching him so sweetly, as their kiss deepened. He didn’t know kissing someone could be this mind hazy, because he felt like his whole world is spinning right now with how good Liming is kissing him.
They didn’t know when it happened, but when Heart realized it, both of them were already settled on Heart’s bed, his back pressed up against the headboard, Liming on top of his lap, straddling it as he kissed him wild.
Their lips never left each other, biting and sucking on each other’s lips. Heart could feel his lips getting swollen, but he just couldn’t stop. Liming is just too sweet, and addicting, he doesn’t want to let Liming’s lips go.
And as their heads were getting lighter and lighter, Liming felt like they needed to pull out, so he reluctantly let go of Heart’s lips. Of course, Heart was still trying to chase after his lips, but Liming immediately put a hand on Heart’s mouth, stopping him altogether. Heart’s eyes were still hooded, hazy with lust. But Liming still couldn’t catch his breath. He would want to continue kissing Heart more, but it feels like his lungs are dying on him, so he had to catch a break.
“Liming…” Heart called out softly underneath his palm. Liming felt his heart thumped quietly.
“Can I touch you?” His voice was a little hoarse, raspy, that stirred up something in Liming. It’s the first time for him to find Heart sexy lying underneath him like this with Liming straddling his lap.
Of course he loves Heart. They are kids, teenagers in love. All of his love for Heart was pure, he never imagined doing something adult with Heart as it would be too weird considering their age. But when they just kissed for the first time, and making out like two hormonal teenagers (they are), Liming is seeing Heart in a new light today.
Heart looks so sexy. And Liming could feel something grow down there, now that their crotches are even pressed up against each other. He isn’t sure if that was Heart or him, maybe both of them together, but Heart felt so good pressed up against him like that.
Liming had to fight the moan that threatened to escape at the back of his throat. Should he be doing something like this with Heart? Aren’t they too young for this?
But when he felt Heart’s hands on his hips, guiding him to press against Heart closer, their hips brushed again, and the moan eventually escaped from his mouth. He was surprised by the sound he just made, so he immediately covered his mouth in panic, afraid that Heart might hear him.
But it didn’t take long before he immediately cursed in head, as he completely forgot that Heart is deaf. He couldn’t hear him!!
“Liming, can I touch you?” Heart decided to ask again. And Liming could feel himself wetting his boxers, he’s leaking from excitement.
“Hmm.” Liming nodded shyly. He watched as Heart undone the strings on his basketball shorts, before he pulled it down. Liming raised his hips slightly to help Heart remove his shorts along with his boxers.
And when his bottom is finally naked, he starts to feel shy underneath Heart’s lustful gaze. Again, Heart looked so sexy when he’s eating up Liming with his gaze like this. Liming felt so exposed, his dick hardened, sprung upward as he’s getting excited.
And eventually after a while of silently staring, Heart eventually reached out a hand to touch Liming’s flushed dick. Liming jolted slightly at the icy cold touch, but Heart’s hand felt so good wrapped around his hard member.
“H-heart…” Liming moaned, trembling as Heart started to move his hand against Liming’s length. Hips bucking as he couldn’t control himself underneath Heart’s touch.
He rarely touched himself down there, only when extremely needed. But now, never in his wildest dreams, he would ever think that someone will touch him like this, especially Heart. Liming is near, he could feel that familiar hotness in his belly, he’s cumming.
“N-no, H-heart–” Liming tried to stop Heart from touching him even further, but the boy was so concentrated on making sure he finished, that the last stroke made Liming spurt his cum in Heart’s hand, covering it with white sticky substance. Liming panted heavily, trying to recollect his breath from the mind-blowing pleasure he ever had in his life.
Liming could barely keep his eyes open, as he felt that almost all of his energy was drained from that ejaculation alone.
“You’re so pretty, Liming.” Heart kissed Liming’s lips as he wiped off Liming’s cum with the tissue on his bedside.
“Let me touch you.” Liming said, felt like he had to return the favor to make Heart feel good too. But Heart shakes his head.
“It’s fine.” Heart said, but Liming still feels like it’s unfair that he just got off but Heart looked like he’s still hurting from his hard-on.
“I wanna make you feel good too, Heart.” Liming spoke.
Heart looked hesitant before he eventually started to sign his heart out,
‘I can’t hold myself back if you actually touch me, Liming. It’ll be too much for you.’ Heart signed. And Liming’s brows knitted slightly, confused.
“What do you mean?” Liming asked, tilting his head slightly in confusion.
Heart then turned away slightly, avoiding his gaze. He then signed,
‘I wanna be inside you.’ And Liming felt like he couldn’t believe his eyes. Did he just see that right? Heart wanna be inside him? Like an actual intercourse? Like what adults do? He never thought that Heart would think about him that way. He never knew that Heart desired him this way, all of a sudden Liming felt his body getting hot all over. Especially his face.
He doesn’t know how it works between men, but since Heart is saying those words, perhaps he knows how to do it?
Liming pursed his lips together. This is so unplanned for, but he really wanted to give Heart what he wants. Heart looks like he has been holding back so bad, Liming wanted to fulfill that wish.
“Teach me.” Liming said, and instantly Heart’s eyes went wide.
“I don’t know how it works between men… But if it’s you, I wanna do it with you, Heart.” Heart continued. Heart looked like he’s still in disbelief. He has always had wet dreams about Liming these days, he didn’t expect such dreams to come true today.
‘Are you really serious?’ Heart signed, just to make sure Liming is fully consenting to this.
“I’m serious, Heart. Teach me.” Liming replied. There was a pause, before Heart spun them around, switching their positions to have Heart on top now, caging Liming against his bed.
Liming was shocked, of course. But since he trusts Heart so much, he’s sure that Heart wouldn’t hurt him.
Liming watched as Heart opened up the first drawer on the bedside table. He took out a bottle with clear liquid. Liming felt like he might know what that is, but he isn’t familiar with this kind of thing at all, so he just stayed still.
Then Heart picked up a pillow, and pushed it underneath Liming’s behind, leveraging his hips. The boy then popped up the cap of the small bottle he just took out, and drizzled the clear liquid all over his fingers, coating it well.
“I’m going to stretch you, Liming.” Heart said, and Liming nervously nodded. He felt Heart’s finger on his butthole, it feels weird because Heart’s finger is wet and sticky. The weirdness continued, when he felt a finger pushed its way inside his rectum. Heart’s fingers are long, so his finger was actually pushed deep inside Liming. Liming squirmed slightly at the weird feeling, not sure what to feel about it.
“I’ll add another finger.” Heart said, noticing that Liming is fine with a single digit, so he decided to add another.
This time, Liming started to feel discomfort. He could feel his rim clenched around Heart’s fingers tightly.
“Relax…” Heart tried to calm him down.
As Liming relaxed his body slowly, Heart then started to move his fingers, scissoring his inside to stretch it out. It was only when Heart curled his fingers inside him, that Liming’s body jolted slightly, and his dick was flushing again.
“Do you like that?” Heart asked, continuing to curl his fingers inside Liming, teasing and touching that bump inside Liming that he didn’t know even existed. Liming never knew he could feel such pleasure from his butt. It feels so foreign, but the way Heart is fingering his inside made his hips tremble.
Then Heart added another finger. And Liming felt like he’s losing his mind.
“H-heart–” Liming choked on his tears. He doesn’t know why he’s crying right now. He guesses the pleasure is too much for him, it feels too good to have Heart’s fingers inside him, scratching his side and playing with that sweet bump inside him.
Heart, who started to notice the tears on Liming’s face, almost stopped his action, until Liming begged him to continue moving.
“I-I’m fine, Heart. I-I like it–” Liming choked on his tears again, throwing his head back as Heart’s fingers grazed on his sweet bump so deliciously. Liming’s back arched in pleasure.
Heart, who got extremely turned on from watching Liming writhing sexually like this, could no longer hold himself back. So he pulled out his fingers, which of course leave Liming whining and almost cussed Heart out, until he saw that Heart is removing his own pants and he’s seeing Heart naked bottom for the first time. Liming’s eyes darken slightly, his dick flushing hard, as he watched Heart’s big one sprung up in pride, hanging so beautifully with wants. Veins popping up on the sides.
Liming could feel himself leaking badly with precum. Now he understands what Heart means when he badly wants to be inside Liming. Hell, now he’s seeing Heart’s package down there, and he had already felt what it’s like to be touched down there, he would want Heart to be inside him too.
So he unconsciously spread his legs wider, and Heart took that as a sign for him to scoot closer, getting himself in between Liming’s spreaded thighs.
He took the same bottle from before, uncapping it, he drizzled the liquid down his flushed member, making sure it’s drenched well. Before he tossed away the bottle to the side, and gave his dick a few pumps, coating it well with lube.
“Oh, fuck, Heart…” Liming moaned, enjoying the view so much. Heart definitely looked so hot touching himself in front of Liming like this. The mere image of Heart, pumping his own dick, jerking himself off to the view of Liming lying underneath him, with his face contorted in pure pleasure. Liming could cum from that view alone. He want Heart right now.
After a while, Heart eventually scooted closer, and aligned his flushed cock against Liming’s entrance. His tip pressed against the pretty hole, before he slowly pushed it inside, taking his time to explore Liming’s inside inch by inch. A long deep moan drew out his chest as he fell in love with Liming’s velvety insides.
“Shit, Liming, fuck.” Heart cursed beneath his breath. Being inside Liming indeed feels like heaven. No wet dreams could even compare to the real thing, and he’s really inside Liming right now.
Liming is a crying mess as he took in all of Heart’s inside him. Heart is so much thicker compared to his fingers, so Liming felt really full, he could feel Heart’s thick cock protruding against his belly.
“I’m gonna move…” Heart gave him a head up, and Liming nodded with teary eyes.
Pulling out slowly, Heart slammed his dick back in with one go, resulting in Liming’s body underneath him to bounce slightly.
“Ah! Heart!” Liming moaned out loud, as the moment Heart entered him again, he could feel him hitting that sweet bump inside him again.
“Fuck, Liming. You’re so pretty…” Heart commented, continuing to roll his hips, as he thrusted in and out of Liming’s obscene hole.
Their bodies were pressed up against each other, chest against chest, as Heart continued to roll his hips, fucking Liming’s behind out. Liming looked like he’s in for pure pleasure, wrapping his legs around Heart’s waist as the boy fucked him stupid.
“H-Heart! Heart!” Liming screamed out Heart’s name, nails digging on Heart’s back, as his sweet spot was rapidly abused like no tomorrow. He’s seeing white, head dizzy, as only pleasure is flooding his body and mind. He’s rock hard right now, he felt like he could come from his behind alone.
“I’m close, Liming.” Heart warned, choking as he buried his head to the side of Liming’s sweaty neck.
Heart tried to pull out, but Liming’s legs that were wrapped around his waist made it hard for him to escape and get away. He’s also so dangerously close too, if Liming still didn’t let go of his legs, he might release in Liming soon.
And Heart’s not sure if Liming wanted that, so he tried to untangle Liming’s legs from his body. Until Liming held his face in his hands and forced him to look at his face. Liming didn’t say anything though, but that pleasured face was enough to finish Heart off. Reluctantly Heart finishes off inside Liming, spurting his load inside, one after another. Before he collapsed on top of Liming in exhaustion, panting heavily.
Only their heavy breaths reverberate throughout the whole room.
When they finally caught their breath, Liming pulled up Heart’s face to kiss his lips. The kiss was a little messy, but they ended up smiling into the kiss, and chuckling together too.
“I love you, Heart.” Liming said.
“I love you too, Liming.” Heart replied. The two then cuddled to sleep, too exhausted to think about how they should clean up first before sleeping. But that can be for tomorrow, for now, they are just so happy to fall asleep in each other’s arms.
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“Ring—Ring—Ring—” Liming sleepily opened his eyes to the sound of the phone house ringing. He had never heard the phone rings before, so Liming thought that it might be an emergency for them to call up the house’s number.
Gently unwrapping Heart’s arm from hugging his naked body, Liming scooted out of the bed, and picked up his shirt that was lying on the floor. It's a little bit dirty from their night together last night, but he doesn’t think he wants to walk down naked in Heart’s parents house. He knows Heart’s parents aren’t home, they told him that they’ll be away for the week, but it still feels so wrong of him to walk around naked outside of Heart’s room.
Walking down the stairs, Liming picked up the phone that was still ringing on the counter top.
“Hello?”
“Liming, I’m glad that you’re home to pick up the phone. I tried to message Heart, but he didn’t reply. I couldn’t call him either.”
It’s Heart’s mom. He wondered why she would call so urgently in the morning.
“Heart is sleeping in his room. I think his phone died. May I help you, mae?” Liming asked.
“The hospital called in and they said someone gave up their spot for the cochlear implant surgery. They told me to give an answer as soon as I can, or they have to give up the spot to others instead.” She then continued,
“They said the surgery will be in two weeks. Can you talk to Heart about this and let me know his answer by 6? I don’t want to rush him, but this is a once in a lifetime chance for him. I know he’s likely to refuse, but can you talk to him?”
“Please tell him that we love him regardless of what his decision will be.” As Heart’s mother finished talking, Liming nodded in understatement.
“Noted, mae. I’ll talk to Heart about this.” Then Heart’s mother hung up.
When Liming got back upstairs, he saw that Heart was already awake. The boy, still naked, as he lay on the bed. He was checking on his phone that seemingly just got connected to the charger.
He must have seen his mother’s texts and missed calls, Liming thought.
Liming then walked up to Heart, sitting on the edge of his bed, he put a hand on Heart’s thigh to grab his attention. The boy looked up from his screen, and gave him that a disturbed look, as if he was in deep thought but was interrupted the moment Liming came.
“I think you’ve read your mom’s text?” Liming speaks, signing.
Heart then looked down to his phone again, his fingers clenching on the phone tightly. A dent visible on his jaw as he’s clenching it hard.
Liming pursed his lips, before he reached out a hand to gently hold Heart’s face, tenderly turning it so that he would look at Liming, and listen to him. When their eyes meet, that’s when Heart put down his phone to the side.
‘I feel like it will be such a waste of time.’ Heart paused,
‘There’s a high chance my hearing will not come back, it’ll be such a waste of money and everyone’s time. I’m already getting used to not hearing anyway.’ As Heart signed, every gesture he made filled with frustrations, and Liming could see it so clearly.
He understands that Heart is just tired.
“Heart… The chance might not be high but that mere small hope is what me and your parents wanted to believe in.” Liming tried to reason with Heart.
“Your mom told me that they’ll love you no matter what your decision is. But all of us actually hoped that you’ll agree to do the surgery, Heart. There’s still hope.” Liming added.
Heart’s eyes then started to get crystallic, before a tear escaped his eye, wetting his cheek slightly.
‘And what if it doesn’t work out? Then it means I’m totally deaf forever. Going under that surgery, and finding out later that I might be totally unsalvageable after all just made me wanna give up. It’s so scary…’ Heart signed, crying.
Liming understands Heart’s dilemma, but they will never know until they try.
“Even if it doesn’t work out in the end, we still gonna love you, Heart. Deaf or not, you’re still the Heart me and your parents love dearly. If that was really the outcome, at least we have tried our best instead of giving up blindly.” Liming signed. And Heart nodded, falling into Liming’s arms, crying his heart out.
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Luckily, Heart’s surgery went well, and they managed to do the cochlear implant surgery on him. Two weeks after, once his scar healed, they finally put in the processors for his implants. The doctor told them that Heart has to undergo hearing therapy in order to help himself with the implants. The doctor also mentioned that they might not see results in near time as it usually takes a month for Heart to actually see an improvement in his hearing.
“Heart… It’s already morning, wake up!” Liming said, shaking Heart by the shoulder. The boy has his hearing therapy class this morning at 10, but Heart still refuses to wake up even though it’s already past 8 in the morning. They will be late if Heart really doesn't wake up right now. So Liming decided to use his usual technique; that’s climbing on top of Heart and tickling the other boy awake.
Almost immediately, Heart wriggled like a worm, laughing hysterically with Liming tickling his sides so devilishly.
“Liming!” Heart shouted, still laughing loudly.
Couldn’t handle the tickling any more, Heart eventually woke up completely and switched his positions with Liming lying underneath him now instead. He took his revenge by showering the other boy with kisses, kissing all over his face with kisses, before he ended it with one on the lips.
Liming returned the kiss with a smile, enjoying their kiss for the morning. Before Heart pulled out, and kissed his forehead.
“Now you finally wake up.” Liming said, watching as Heart reached out for his implants on the bedside table, putting it on.
“How was it?” Liming decided to ask. It has been a week since Heart had those implants. He wondered if there’s any changes to his hearing. Of course, he’s always praying for good news.
“I think I can hear some noises when it’s loud. But I’m not so sure. My brain feels like it’s doing a trick on me. But the therapist said it is because I still haven’t gotten used to listening through my hearing nerves. It sounds too confusing, but I think I’ll understand more about it after today’s session.” Liming’s glad that Heart is capable of making full conversation now. Both of them are also fluent in sign language now too.
“I believe you can do it, Heart.” Liming said, ruffling his head. Heart melted under Liming’s touch.
“And believe me, when I tell you if it doesn’t work out after all, I’ll always love you, Heart.” Liming added, Heart smiled.
“I love you too, Liming.”
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It was a Tuesday, when Liming visited Heart after school that he found out that Heart could hear again. Liming was on his way to Heart’s house from school. When he saw a postman stopped in front of the house gate, pressing the doorbell, he left the package and drove away.
Liming simply doesn’t think much about it. He would just pick up the package for Heart and give it to him later. But when he picked up the package, and walked past the gate, he was surprised to see Heart coming out through the front door, walking up to him oh so excitedly with a big smile on his face.
“Heart?” Liming asked, wondering why Heart is going outside. Does Heart want to wait outside for him?
“Liming! I heard the doorbell!” Heart said excitedly. Liming almost dropped the box he was holding, but quickly held onto it.
“Really?! That’s amazing, Heart!! You’re amazing, Heart!!” Liming said excitedly, before he pulled in Heart for a celebratory hug. They were hugging so happily, until Heart’s next words made Liming want to kiss Heart until he dropped dead.
“And I heard you too! But I could only make out your voice faintly, it sounds robotic, and I couldn’t really make out the words.” Heart spoke, he sounded a little disappointed but oh how Liming wished to shake Heart so violently, because it’s a big improvement already compared to the few months before he had been completely deaf.
“I’m going to slap you, Heart. This is a big improvement already, you’re hearing again, Heart!” Liming shouted, shaking Heart’s shoulder to shake his senses.
“Should we celebrate? Should I cook something?” Liming asked excitedly now, he really wanted to celebrate their milestone today. He believes that Heart’s hearing will only improve from here onwards.
“Let’s make some pasta. I’ll make it so delicious for you, Heart!! My boyfriend’s so amazing!!” Liming said, as he pulled Heart’s by his hand, holding hands as they got inside the house.
No words can describe how proud he is of Heart, for going through everything for the past few months. So many things happened, but he still manages to stand on his feet and smile like this. Of course, Liming plays a big part in helping Heart throughout those times, but all of this couldn’t happen if Heart didn’t actually help himself in the first place. If he totally gave up back then, then the Heart right now might not be standing here all smiley like this.
“I can’t wait for your graduation, then we can study together in America.” Heart said. They just finished eating and decided to take a rest on the couch, cuddling together.
Heart’s parents are away today too. Being influential people, they always had matters to attend to, and it's not like Heart resented them for it, as now he finally sees that his parents actually care about him. Their way might be different from other parents, they’re not as loving, but the fact that they always support him like this, making sure he’s well fed and had no issues growing up is actually more than enough. After that talk with Liming, his mom started to tell him she loves him too occasionally. So he can see their love for him.
“I can’t wait for that too. I might miss our time here, our family… But I believe our future is there. Also, as long as it’s with you, I believe everything will be fine, Heart.” Liming spoke, signing.
“Likewise, I believe everything will go well with you by my side, Liming. You’ve helped me so much. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be like with you.” Heart replied, he kissed the top of Liming’s head.
“I love you, Liming.” Heart muttered softly. Liming smiled.
“I love you too, Heart.”
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