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Summary:

Farin reminisces about a boy in black.

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I was approached by a boy in black,

Straining to speak over blaring music

Asked if I was any good with strings;

If I knew a thing or two about rhythm

I concluded it’d be a temporary affair

Our partnership with fleeting benefits

 

The deal brought us greater benefits

For me, stunning brightness in black

For him, a diverting puppy love affair

In all of life’s matters, save for music

I did not know anything about rhythm

Hopelessly entangled in those strings

 

By contrast, he was skilled with strings

Broadening my conception of benefits

In that apartment we found our rhythm

All of my favorite colors faded to black

My name from his lips was finer music

Than any song composed in our affair

 

Tensions of fame weighed on our affair 

My skin imprinted with tightened strings 

An ache penetrating the blaring music 

The second edge to all of our benefits 

What’s so alluring about a boy in black 

Is that he is tethered to his own rhythm

 

As fervid erraticism entered this rhythm 

Cold pragmatism returned to our affair

I’d hold him as his vision turned to black

He’d curse whilst clinging to our strings

As I struggled in vain to see the benefits

Whilst I loathed the sound of his music

 

We parted, as I could make my own music

In life’s matters, I had found their rhythm

Counting measures of solitude’s benefits

Mind wandering to that bittersweet affair

Here comes the sun upon my strings

Still I wondered how I’d paint it black

 

By fortune, life’s matters, like music, remain a lifelong learning affair

By labor, we ordered a disrupted rhythm and aligned twisted strings

By now, I don't think in terms of benefits, but of two halves in black.