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"Good mor- Huh?"
Rikki grumbles when she hears an unfamiliar voice stirring her out of her slumber, making her snuggle deeper into the warmth of Gyuvin's arms.
She lets out a groan when she feels body aching all over. Last night's activities evident through her sore muscles and the tenderness between her thighs.
She blinks her eyes open when Gyuvin tightens the blanket around her, covering her body as she tries to sit up.
He had dressed her up in one of his shirts again but she couldn't tell that was the only clean item of clothing that he had managed to put her in.
Rikki cranes her head up to look at the owner's voice of who woke her up.
"G'Morning." She hums, speech slurring as her brain was still slowly waking up, slumping back against Gyuvin's chest when he sits up behind her.
"Gyuvin? I- Oh my God? Is that– You're Shen Rikki..." The boy stutters, frozen on the spot by the door, eyes shaking and looking as if he was about to bolt away at any given moment.
The girl in question flashes him a sleepy smile, raising her hand from under the blankets to give him a small wave.
"Hehe hello?" She answers but then that seems to send the boy deeper into shock.
Gyuvin seems to hesitate when he slips his arms around Rikki's waist, loosening his grip and withdrawing but Rikki immediately catches him by his wrist and tightens them around her again.
"Are you gonna introduce us?"
At her request, Gyuvin seems to snap out of the thoughts in his mind. "Oh- This is Park Gunwook, my roommate. And- Uh... Gunwook, this is Shen Rikki."
Though judging from Gunwook's expression, he most definitely already knew who Rikki was.
When she squints her eyes open, Rikki takes a proper look at Gyuvin's roommate before humming.
"You look kinda familiar... Aren't you friends with Matthew and Taerae?"
Rikki thought that Gunwook couldn't have looked more shocked than before but he actually leans back with his eyes wide, looking even more surprised.
"Y- Yeah I am." He nods his head as if he couldn't believe that The Shen Rikki recognised him and knew who he was friends with.
"Oh, you must have been at the party last night. Sorry I didn't get to say hi to you, we left pretty early last night." She states the obvious as if she wasn't in bed, half naked with his roommate.
"It's alright- I got pretty drunk and knocked out in someone's closet but then they started having sex really loudly so I had to crawl my way out without them noticing this morning–" He rambles awkwardly, shifting from one foot to the other as if unsure what to do.
"Sounds like you had a tough morning." Rikki laughs while Gunwook stiffens up when she gets up, unbothered by the fact that her bottom half was pretty much bare and naked but Gyuvin quickly steps in and covers her up with a blanket.
She lets out a soft hiss as she carefully bends down her, body giving her the satisfying ache from being thoroughly fucked. Rummaging through her discarded clothes on the floor, she should really let her own roommate know that she was okay since she disappeared midway through the party last night.
"Huh- Where's my phone..." Rikki swears she had it in one of her pockets but then all her search came out empty, there was literally nothing in her pockets except for a tube of lipgloss.
"Oh, it's- It's here." Gyuvin speaks up from behind her. reaching to unplug the phone that was charging on the bedside table.
Rikki finds her heart warming at the thought of Gyuvin taking care of her in ways that she has never been taken care of before.
Small little recollections from last night filter through her head. While she had passed out the first time Gyuvin had brought her back, this time she was still barely conscious as she watched the boy help clean her up after everything. Rikki was too doped up, high off of the adrenaline of the courses of orgasms that Gyuvin feeds her as she basked in the way the damp warm towel wipes her down. She remembers smiling and blinking her eyes at Gyuvin mischievously when he tries to get her to close her eyes so he could help her remove her makeup.
Not only that, but he aired out the room, changed the sheets, pillow casing and even went as far as help Rikki charge her phone when she wasn't looking.
Then this time, when Gyuvin tucks Rikki into bed, giving her the comfort and space while he settled himself on the floor, Rikki held onto him tightly like a needy kitty. Whining that she'd sleep on the floor with him if he didn't get into bed with her.
And like that, she slept like a baby through the night, with gentle fingers running through her hair, enjoying the warmth of another person beside her for the first time in her life.
Rikki smiles as she takes her phone back with a grateful thanks but when she unlocks it, she wasn't met with the usual spam of missed calls and texts but rather just one simple text that had her shoving her face into her hands from embarrassment.
The phone drops into her lap with the message chat log open between her and her roommate with the last sent message sent from Zhang Hwa at 11:33pm saying-
'Hope you have fun with your hot nerd dick ♡'
-
"Girl, you're trending in the uni forums."
Rikki groans the moment she stepped back into her dorm room, looking at Zhang Hwa who had her head resting on Haebin's stomach as the girl was busy scrolling through her own phone.
As much as she didn't want to part with Gyuvin, wanting to spend the entire weekend with him, she unfortunately had a project to work on. She was already behind schedule since she had an artist's slump right after she had her shit rocked by the boy.
But now that the curse of her bad dick train was broken, Rikki found herself suddenly full of inspiration and motivation to work.
It was like the skies have finally cleared up, her sinuses unblocked and her chakra was unlocked; Shen Rikki has been reborn.
Before she left, she said her goodbyes to Gunwook, putting her number into Gyuvin's phone and made sure to leave him with a kiss.
It's not even midday when she makes it back but apparently gossip has already been spreading because she told the last guy that she was seeing that she was interested in someone else and then there's been further confirmation from witnesses the night before since Rikki was seen going home with someone after having refusing people's advances for a while now.
Zhang Hwa hold her phone out to Rikki. "Don't you wanna see?"
Rikki makes a face and shakes her head, gathering her toiletries to make her way to the shower rooms.
"Not particularly, not bothered and not interested."
On a bad day, Rikki would obsess over every little thing that someone has said about her but today she was feeling really good and the last thing she wants is to read about some jobless failing uni students talking shit about her.
As she turns to go out to take a shower, Zhang Hwa immediately springs up from where she was laying down. "Bitch, wait- Tell us everything that happened last night and I mean everything. Make it feel like we were there." She tugs Haebin up with her, following Rikki right on her heel.
And Rikki made sure to spare absolutely no details, unable to keep herself from smiling as she talked about Gyuvin from start to finish, from when she started showering to when she was drying her hair, doing her makeup and even as they followed her all the way to the art studio and ordered in lunch.
Rikki was pissed off.
Though rather than saying she was pissed, she was more disappointed than anything. Her phone has been dead, dry, silent for the past two days. Well, minus the masses of tiktoks that Zhang Hwa sends her which Rikki doesn't settle down to watch until she has the energy to react to them all in one go. And also the group chat with all her friends what were recounting all of the shit show that went off during the party.
But that wasn't the issue.
No.
The issue was that she had obviously gave Gyuvin her number but the male had not made any attempt to contact her.
At all.
So as soon as Monday comes around, Rikki was on the hunt.
Using her intricate network centre to source out the required information, Rikki efficiently found out Gyuvin's class schedule.
Or rather, she asked Jeonghyeon who asked Junhyeon who asked Gunwook who then relayed the information back to her.
This is how Rikki finds herself standing outside Gyuvin's lecture hall, arms crossed as she watches the trickle of people exiting the room, pausing when they see her.
She couldn't help but brighten up when she sees the man who she had been searching for though she quickly schools her expression back to a scowl that looked more like a pout as she storms up to him.
The boy notices her straight away and almost stumbles back when he sees her approaching, knocking into the people behind him with his backpack.
"Is your phone broken? Did you lose it?"
"N- No..."
"Then why didn't you text me."
"I didn't- I didn't know–"
"My number isn't some type of decoration, you know. You're supposed to use it, dummy." Rikki rolls her eyes in frustration, grabbing the male's wrist and pulling him up away from everyone, his classmates watching in silence behind him, stunned beyond words, wondering if they had all seen the same thing.
Shen Rikki was just talking to a guy that nobody had ever heard of.
"Wait- What– Where are we going?" Gyuvin stumbles over his long legs and Rikki finds herself thinking that the boy was honestly really cute to have such godly proportions and not a single idea on how to use them to his advantage.
"Did you forget you owe me a date?"
"No, I still remember." He quickly reassures her, voice barely a squeak above the chatter of everyone nearby.
Rikki takes a moment before slowing down her pace, sliding her grasp down until she could slip her fingers into his hands and giving it a light squeeze. She looks back at him with a soft gaze and a light smile, unable to keep herself from melting at her awkward little puppy.
"Then let's go."
-
Gyuvin has most evidently never been into a girls room before because while he always looks slightly uncomfortable on a normal basis, he looks downright out of place when Rikki drags him into her dorm.
He stands as close to the door as he physically could, with a grip so tight on the strap of his backpack that you could practically see the whites of his knuckles, watching as Rikki pushes all of her clothes off of the chair, dumping it all to one side before gesturing for him to take a seat.
Rikki stares at him as he takes tenative steps, inching himself forward until he perches his ass right at the edge of the seat and hands still clutched tightly onto his bag.
The sight alone makes her let out a short huff of laughter.
She places her hands on his shoulder, making him jolt as she pulls him until he was sat more comfortably on the seat before slipping the bag off of his shoulder.
"Woah- You walk around with this on your back everyday?"
Rikki gasps as her body slumps to catch the weight of the bag, her arms straining just from holding it up long enough to put it safely aside.
"I'd probably be the safest with you if the world felt into an apocalypse, feels like you have everything in here." She teases lightly, returning back to ruffle her hands through Gyuvin's hair with a soft him.
He watches her intently through the mirror, eyes wide with interest.
"Why do you keep having your hair all on one side?"
"Erm... I don't know, it just falls like that-" Gyuvin shrugs, casting his eyes downwards for a brief second before looking up again.
Rikki lets out a soft chuckle as she reaches for a brush, combing through his hair and playing around with it a little, parting his hair and in different ways. Her eyes focus on him while she ruffles up his locks and she found that the more she played around with it, the more she wanted to try and style his hair.
Just for fun, just to see something.
That's how she found herself reaching for her pair of mini hair straighteners, switching it on as she cards her fingers through some of the longer strands of hair that framed Gyuvin's face.
"Tell me if it gets hot, okay?" Her voice was soft, just like her fingers that were kneading his scalp, massaging his head until the boy felt a little bit more relaxed.
Gyuvin wanted to nod his head but quickly stopped himself before he could, not wanting to mess up or inconvenience Rikki from what she was doing so he sits politely with his hands on his knees and let out a meek yes.
She hums as she begins to work on adding some volume into his roots, making it look a little more fuller before she fixes the front of his hair, putting it so that it curled slightly into his eyes.
Gyuvin was silent as he watched, as if transfixed by the way he was watching Rikki do her work.
When she turns her straighteners off, she lets out a soft whistle as she looks at the boy in the mirror.
"Wow... It's true when they say that the hair really makes the man." She finds herself in awe as she leans down to rest her chin on his shoulder, pressing her cheek into the crook of his neck.
Rikki's never actually styled a guy's hair before but seeing how hot she managed to make Gyuvin look already, she feels quite proud of herself.
But it wasn't that Gyuvin was ugly.
No, he was just a little dorky looking with the way he styles himself but Gyuvin was actually really good looking.
Especially now with the way his hair was no longer plastered against his forehead, allowing it to peak out behind his bangs and frame his eyes that always looked like they were begging her to look at him.
She hums to herself as she carefully climbs onto his lap, taking his face into her palms so that she could look at him closely.
Gyuvin freezes as he lets Rikki squish his cheeks, turning his head from side to side before pinching his eyes shut when she take his glasses away from his face.
"Huh?"
He blinks his eyes open, gaze slowly going back into focus and seeing how Rikki had now had his own glasses perched on the bridge of her nose.
"Why do you wear glasses if they're non-prescription?"
"Oh- But... They are prescription glasses... It's just not very strong."
Rikki pauses as she lifts the glasses up and down her face, comparing the two visions before pursing her lips together.
"Oh shit- Maybe I need glasses then..."
A soft sound of laughter fills Rikki's ears and she finds herself unable to keep herself from smiling and laughing with Gyuvin too.
While Gyuvin looks good with his hair styled, she couldn't think that this is what she preferred. The little moments where he was all relaxed and comfortable, being able to be at ease around her instead of the usual tenseness and hesitancy.
That how she finds herself leaning in to place a soft kiss to his lips, flashing him a grin when she pulls back to look at him.
Rikki always finds it so endearing how he looks at her in awe each and every time she kisses him and it takes everything in her to try and hold herself back from kissing him silly.
"Maybe next time, I can do your makeup too." She grins as she places the glasses back on to his face.
"It'd be cute if I could dress you up too-" Rikki hums with her hand rubbing over his top before glancing around the room. "I could maybe try and see if I have any clothes that might fit you."
Her closet was made up of mostly feminine and androgynous style of clothing so it wouldn't be particularly too hard for her to pick out something for the male to wear.
The only issue would be the bottoms.
This was something she had noticed a while back but Gyuvin's legs were so ridiculously long, she honestly had no idea how he managed to find pants that could fit him.
"Oh, my shirt..."
"Shirt?" Rikki repeats, perking up when she sees him looking towards the direction of her bed. As she turns her head, her cheeks immediately flush red at the realization of what he was referring to.
His shirt.
On her bed.
Rikki climbs off of his lap in a hurry to hide it away from his eyes but it was too late anyway.
"It's- It's dirty-" She finds herself saying, her way of telling the truth without spilling the whole truth, scrunching up the top behind her back.
"Dirty?" Gyuvin wasn't really questioning it but rather just repeating Rikki's words but that wasn't what she had heard.
"Yeah, I've been... Sleeping with it."
"Sleep..." He repeats once again as if his brain was struggling to process any words that were leaving Rikki's lips.
Rikki rolls her eyes with a soft huff, flopping herself onto her bed with the shirt now shoved into her face. The soft lingering scent of Gyuvin was still there but it was now mostly faded and mixed in was her own scent.
She slowly uncovers her eyes to peek up at the male, seeing that he's left where he was sitting to kneel beside Rikki.
He hesitantly reaches out to gently pat her head.
"I don't see why that would make it dirty, as long as you're sleeping well." Gyuvin reassures her and suddenly Rikki is hit with a sense of guilt, her self conscious tugging at her heartstrings for keeping secrets from such a pure hearted boy.
She mumbled into the fabric of the shirt, voice so soft that Gyuvin had to lean in closer to hear, politely asking her to repeat what she had just said.
Rikki takes a moment to shove her face into the shirt that was clutched in her hands again before tucking it under her chin, revealing her flushed cheeks and eyes that couldn't meet Gyuvin's.
"I do more than... Sleep... With it..." Every word that she says was like a dig at her own pride and self esteem.
Oh, how the high and mighty Shen Rikki has finally fallen, for her to have finally found someone who makes her blush and stutter.
But for some reason, Rikki can't help but find this feeling exhilarating. She was so used to guys being the one to fumble themselves over her, so for Rikki to finally be in the position where she was the one yearning for someone's attention; it was exciting.
"Do you want to see?"
Gyuvin seemed confused as to what it was that Rikki had wanted to show him but nodded his head nevertheless because that was how Gyuvin was, always so eager to please.
"You gave me this shirt the first night we spent together." She explains though she only has two of his shirts, the other one tucked away safely somewhere else. "I couldn't get you out of my mind ever since then."
Gyuvin's hand stops in its movement at her words but this causes Rikki to let out a soft whine, nuzzling her head into the palm of his hands, wanting desperately to be petted constantly like a kitten.
"This shirt smells so much like you, it kept reminding me of how good you made me felt that night." She lets out a soft sigh as she presses her nose right into the collar of the shirt, one of her hands trailing down under her clothes until she was between her legs.
"Couldn't sleep without- Without touching myself like this." Rikki gasps out as she slips her middle finger along her folds that were already wet and waiting. The scent of Gyuvin was like a signal for her body, already knowing what was to come.
"Kept thinking back to how you m- made me feel." Her hips jump as she impatiently shoves two of her fingers inside of her cunt, entering in dry but with another thrust and they were already drenched in her arousal.
When she feels Gyuvin starting to gently pat her head again, she finds herself needier than she's ever been. Her skirt restricting the way she wanted to fuck herself, grumbling as she tugs and kicks off her bottoms in frustration before quickly filling herself up with her digits again.
"Fuck— Gyu– Kept thinking about how- how you'd touch me here..." She demonstrates by curling her fingers into the spot that had her legs clamping shut from the pleasure.
But now, Rikki knew. She knew that her little dainty fingers could never equate to Gyuvin's. Gyuvin's that were long and thick, steady and precise inside of her, stroking all the places that had her legs shaking.
And that's how she cums every time, with images of Gyuvin's fingers inside of her instead of hers that barely gives her the fraction of the pleasure and satisfaction.
Rikki keeps a slow thrust of her fingers inside of her, exactly the way Gyuvin does when he makes her cum even though the walls of her pussy were clenching so hard around them, as if begging to be fucked until it had it's fill.
She had no idea at what point of her climax she had shoved her face into the shirt that she was clutching but when she pulled it back, it was drenched in her spit and drool when she tried to make a pathetic attempt to quiet her moans.
Her breath slowly returns as she calms down from her orgasm but it still wasn't enough.
She finally throws the ruined shirt aside to hook her finger over the collar of Gyuvin's, pulling him in until he was sitting on the bed, allowing Rikki to climb onto his lap with trembling legs.
"Not enough- S'never enough..." Rikki whines as her hands scramble over to the small chest of drawers beside her bed, pulling out one of her sex toys that she had developed a new liking for after she had met Gyuvin.
At the time, she didn't know but now she did and it really didn't compare to Gyuvin at all. The dildo in her hands was thicker, with more girth but it lacked the length that Gyuvin packed.
It didn't have that slight curve that pressed so nicely against her inside, it didn't have the same weight and glide that took Rikki's breath away every time she bottomed down, it wasn't Gyuvin.
She whines as she wiggles her butt in the air as she continues to fuck herself on the toy, fingers gripping the base and slapping it back inside her, her greedy cunt swallowing around as much as she could take.
Her face was shoved right against the side of Gyuvin's neck where the familiar scent of his musk mixed with his body wash was the strongest. His arms wraps around her waist with a gentle hand brushing down her back, trying to quiet down her whimpers. Drips of her slick run down her fingers as she finds her head going hazy, her senses overloaded from Gyuvin's touch and warmth, his scent, his soothing voice that had her cunt twitching.
Rikki cries out as she's met with another unfulfilling orgasm, her pussy clenching around the toy and whining out when she doesn't feel the twitch and throb of Gyuvin's dick instead.
She has a fist in the boy's shirt as she lifts her head up to look at him, heated gaze meeting her misty ones.
"T- Take responsibility, Kim Gyuvin. You've made me like this so-" Her words gets cut off with a soft hiccup, sniffling as she rests her head back on his shoulder as she desperately pumps the fake cock inside of her.
"Of course, I'll always take care of you." Gyuvin gives Rikki's waist a soft squeeze, tilting his head down to place a kiss to her ear. "Rik, do you have any condoms?"
"Condoms?" She repeats with a hitch in her voice, she looks down as she bites down on her lower lip, shaking her head.
Gyuvin seems to be in contemplation for a moment before she felt Gyuvin's hand covering hers, experimentally tugging the dildo out of her before thrusting it back in again.
Rikki throws her head down with a groan, her legs weak where she was kneeling over his lap.
"Then this will have to do." He murmurs beside her, carefully settling her down onto the bed before he withdraws the toy from her twitching cunt.
A heavy blush spreads across her cheeks as she watches Gyuvin inspect the dildo in his hands, examining it more closely as he turns it in his hands and Rikki sees that the thing literally glistening every time it catches the light, drenched in her release.
She covers her face with her arm, lightly kicking Gyuvin's thigh to try and stop him from doing that and making her feel even more embarrassed.
"What are you going to do?" Rikki grumbles but then peaks out in curiosity when she feels Gyuvin settle in between her legs. She could barely let out a gasp when he starts to ease the dildo back inside of her, sliding in without any resistance at all.
"Fu- Fuck–" She lets out another broken moan when he does it again, thrusting it in a way that make her see stars behind her eyes.
What the fuck. How did it feel so different the moment that Gyuvin takes over.
Was it the change in angle or the way he was pushing it inside of her. Perhaps it was their different strength or maybe it's the pace and rhythm.
But out of all of those, Rikki just thinks that the one and only explanation was Gyuvin himself.
The Gyuvin who had slipped his glasses off to place it over her ears so that he could dive in face first into her pussy, licking and lapping at her clit as he grinds the toy right against her spot that rendered her legs useless.
It was like her body was no longer hers, Gyuvin being the only one that her cunt responds to, making it gush at his demand.
With his glasses perched on her nose, slanted from the way she was unable to keep her head from turning in pleasure, she looks down at Gyuvin, staring at her with his puppy eyes, hair ruffled even further from the way her hands were tugging through his locks.
Gyuvin looks absolutely and utterly so beautiful.
She can't look away, doesn't want to.
Her legs lock around Gyuvin's back, squeezing his head between her thighs and holding him there as she lifts her hips to press herself closer into his face.
This little puppy will only be hers.
Rikki will make sure of it.
"So when are you going to confess?"
"Confess?"
"That you like Gyuvin."
"I don't like Gyuvin..."
"Girl..." Zhang Hwa looks at Rikki with an expression that was a mixture of distrust and disbelief. "You can't be serious or are you really that dense?"
“What?” Rikki’s face was all scrunched up in confusion as she stared at her roommate.
“Oh shit- You’re being for real, what the fuck...” The girl covers her mouth in shock, unable to keep her mouth from dropping open.
Rikki scratches at the end of the pages of her sketchbook, the question from Zhang Hwa had literally came out of nowhere since the both of them have been sat in silence for at least an hour now, both working on their own respective thing.
She thought that Zhang Hwa was raking her head over her essay, having sat at her own desk with a half empty google document open but of course, she had obviously succumbed to everyone's worst enemy that was procrastination.
"What makes you think that– that I like Gyuvin." She reiterates, just in case her question wasn't clear; like Zhang Hwa's ridiculous one.
Her roommate swings around on her chair to face her, humming with a hand under her chin.
"Well... You guys are always with each other, like the other day you literally ditched me and Haebin to watch a movie with him."
"We were literally having sex, Jie. I don't even remember anything about the movie cause his dick was already halfway down my throat before they even introduced the characters-"
Even through Rikki's words, Zhang Hwa wasn't convinced and she continued.
"And then you proceeded to spend the whole weekend with him. Surely, you guys didn't fuck for 48 hours straight."
"Well- No– We did other stuff..."
"Like?"
Rikki avoids Zhang Hwa's gaze as she looks to the side, rolling her pencil between her fingers.
"We took a walk... Went shopping... Had a picnic..."
"See! I can't remember the last time we went to a picnic." Zhang Hwa exclaims, throwing her arms up in the air in frustration.
"Fine, Jie. If you're really that jealous then I'll take you to a picnic too then."
The girl shakes her head.
"That's not the point, Rik. What I'm trying to say is that you actually look happy and relaxed when you're with him. I've never seen you like this with anyone before."
Rikki made the mistake of looking back at Zhang Hwa because now she couldn't look away, not from how intense and serious she was being.
"Feelings aren't a bad thing, babes. You're smiling and laughing so much more now and it makes me happy to see that you're happy. You probably don't even notice it yourself but sometimes you look at him with hearts in your eyes, like you light up when you see him. And then he's just as worse- He literally looks at you like he'll hang up all the stars in the skies for you if you asked him to."
Zhang Hwa finishes as she turns back around to face her laptop, beginning to type something in her document once she's said what's been on her chest.
The sudden silence after being interrogated was deafening.
Only the soft clicks of Zhang Hwa's keyboard left to fill the noise before she speaks out gently again.
"I like Gyuvin, I think he's good for you."
Her last comment was the final push for Rikki, the inhale of air caught in her throat when she finally understood everything that the girl was saying.
Ever since she met Gyuvin, she feels like she's been walking on clouds. There isn't a single day where she's not thinking about him.
Especially now that Rikki has told him to text her more.
These days, she wakes up to his good morning and sleeps with his good nights.
Rikki finds it so cute when she teases him with a very tasteful lingerie photo and watches as he fumbles to cover up his phone to prevent anyone else from seeing.
She glances down at her sketchbook and feels her heart in her throat.
The page was filled with sketches of Gyuvin.
From studies of his hands to a full portrait of his bright smile, so excited and happy that had his eyes crinkling up as well.
That's when Rikki realized that Zhang Hwa was right but also so very wrong.
Rikki didn't like Gyuvin.
No.
Rikki thinks that she might be falling in love with him.
Ever since Rikki has came to the conclusion that she, Shen Rikki, has feelings for Kim Gyuvin, she found herself plotting once again.
While she already knows that Gyuvin was undoubtedly in love with her, this was the first time in her life where she's struggled to think of a good plan to make him hers.
It was so easy for her to seduce guys into taking her to bed and that's the part she gets stuck on.
When she want to just casually drop the question on Gyuvin, she ends up with the words stuck in her throat and then before she knew it, she was half naked and on top of him for some reason.
She's never outrightly asked someone out before and it's actually much more daunting that Rikki thought it would be.
But she's going to do it.
She's decided.
Rikki is going to ask Gyuvin out, she's already got it all planned out.
She'll do it today.
That is.
After she's finished feeding this mango crepe cake to Gyuvin that she found on her way to the coffee shop earlier that day.
"Say ah!"
"R- Rikki! I- I can eat it myself."
Rikki pouts as she pauses with the fork right in front of his lips.
"You don't want it?"
"I do! I do- It's just..." Gyuvin looks to the corner of his eye before dropping his head, having no energy to continue on with the rest of the sentence in a voice that was louder than a whisper. "Everyone's watching..."
As soon as Rikki turned her head to look at the people around them, they all started to turn back to their own conversations, picking up their lunch from where they left off.
Rikki has surprised Gyuvin at the cafeteria today.
The boy normally eats his little sandwich alone by himself but she had quickly slid into the seat next to him with a soft grin. When he saw the dessert that Rikki had brought for him, his eyes started to get all glossy, looking at her with his glasses slipping down the slope of nose and making her giggle.
It was like presenting her little puppy with a treat. Rikki felt like she could feed him mangos everyday if it meant that he always looked this adorable.
Gyuvin only reluctantly took a bite when Rikki deepened her pout, pushing her bottom lip out even more for dramatic effect and smiling widely when he takes one more bite.
"Is it yummy?" She asks but she had already stolen a bite herself, licking her lips that were messy with cream afterwards. "Oh, it's actually pretty good!"
Rikki was already midway through another bite when Gyuvin's eyes dropped down, staring at his hands that were fidgeting in his lap. "Next time..."
"Next time?" She repeats, sneakily taking another bite.
"Next time, I'll get you a strawberry one. I promise."
Rikki knows that this was just something so little and simple, Gyuvin remembering the fact that strawberries were her favorite fruit.
It was silly.
But God did it make her happy.
Not that she wanted to admit it though.
But when she gives Gyuvin a big chunk of mango, he seemed to sensed that she would definitely like that.
Now, Rikki didn't even have to prompt him to open his mouth for the next bite, he just waits patiently for the next bite. Rikki laughs as she quickly breaks off another piece of the cake, carefully bringing it up for her eager pup.
"Ah-"
"You know, you guys look so fucking funny."
Rikki pauses at the sudden interruption, Gyuvin making a noise of surprise next to her when he bites down into nothing, the cake never making it to his mouth and instead dropping into Rikki's hands.
She frowns as she looks up at the guy who was standing in front of them with an amused expression.
"What's so funny, Hyunjae?" She questions as she was about to eat the cake that had fallen into her hands but was quickly stopped by Gyuvin, gently pressing a napkin in her palms to help her clean up the mess.
"Nothing really. Well- Actually, it is pretty hilarious to see the school slut hanging out with a loser I guess. You just have to laugh, right?"
Rikki gapes at the audacity of the guy, blinking her eyes at him hoping that he'd vanish by the time she reopened her eyes but gets more and more irritated when she sees that he was still standing there.
Damn, what crawled up his ass and died?
She was actually stunned at his remark because who the fuck still slut shames in this time and day. The fact that he was this shameless to do it in broad daylight as well, peak rush hour time within the university cafeteria.
This guy was here just to shit stir.
But it's alright because if shit is what he wants then Rikki will be more than happy to give it to him.
She takes a deep inhale and slams down her fork and just as she was about to cuss him out, she jumps out of her skin when Gyuvin suddenly stands up beside her.
Rikki’s heart drops when she looks at him because the last thing she wants to do is disturb the boy's peace and bring all this unwanted attention towards him. She had really thought that he was going to excuse himself and run away but she was even more shocked when he started speaking.
"Hyunjae-ssi, I would like to give you the benefit of the doubt that you are a good person and you didn't mean any of the things that you've just said."
Rikki almost has to do a double take to make sure that this was Gyuvin –her Gyuvin– that was currently talking because there's no way.
No stutter. No hesitation.
Gyuvin was speaking loud and clear.
He was defending her in front of all these people.
"I understand that you might harbor bad feelings towards Rikki but it doesn't give you the right to speak to her like that. I'm not sure what happened between the two of you and I can't comment on it but please understand that she doesn't owe you anything. Anything that Rikki does, it's her body and her choice so you should respect her decision as well."
The usual rowdiness of the cafeteria has never been as quiet as this moment, everyone stopping to tune into the ongoing confrontation.
Gyuvin takes a short breath as he looks at Hyunjae before continuing. "You can say whatever you like about me but I will have to ask that you apologize to Rikki. Please take back what you said."
When Rikki finally manages to tear her eyes away from Gyuvin to look at Hyunjae, she notices that he seems on edge.
This wasn't what he had expected.
And honestly, Rikki was completely taken aback too. All she could do was sit there and feel her heart flutter from every word that was coming out of Gyuvin's mouth.
Someone might need to restrain her and it's not because she was going to beat Hyunjae's ass senseless.
No, someone will probably have to protect Gyuvin from her because she was a nudge away from pouncing on the boy and fucking him right there and then and she didn't care who was there to watch.
"You're pretty cocky for a loser- And what if I don't apologize, huh? What you gonna do? You gonna beat me up?" Hyunjae snorts, cracking his knuckles as he takes a closer step towards Gyuvin.
Gyuvin doesn't step back however, he just continues to stare at Hyunjae, unwavering with his every step.
Rikki was about to jump in herself but someone was already a step ahead of her, hands held onto Hyunjae's shoulder, forcing him to halt in his step and spin around.
"He might not beat you up but we will if you don't apologize right now."
The color in his face drains when he saw who was standing behind him.
Jiwoong was shaking out all the tension in his hands with Matthew beside him. Matthew who was usually all sunshine and smiles had an expression that sent chills down Rikki's back and Hyunjae wasn't looking too good either, the guy looked like he was about to shit himself.
But then as if that wasn't enough, Gunwook steps in beside Matthew with his arms folded, biceps bulging from his muscle tee and that seems to be the final straw for Hyunjae.
"Yeah, sorry or whatever." He shrugs off Matthews hand that was on his shoulder and starts walking backwards towards the exit. "You're all a bunch of cliques anyway." He throws in at the end before his back bumps against the door, quickly turning away and fleeing the scene.
"No- Let me go! Let me fucking have him. I'm gonna kick his balls so far up his throat he'll be tasting nuts till next semester–" Zhang Hwa roars out from somewhere that Rikki couldn't see but she quickly spot the girl with Haebin tagging closely behind her.
"Rik! Are you okay?" She fusses over the girl, brushing her hand through her hair and hugging Rikki's head close to her chest.
Rikki laughs as she gives the girl a hug back, squeezing her tiny frame in her arms before she reaches out for Haebin's hand who was rubbing her arm.
“I’m fine! Really, guys. Thank you for sticking up for me, you all beat me to it." She chuckles as she pulls back to place a kiss on both of the girls cheeks before getting up and hugging each of the guys as well. "Thank you."
Jiwoong and Matthew both ruffle her hair with a brotherly smile.
Gunwook was flustered at the fact that even he got a hug as well.
"Do you want us to help you report him to the Dean?" He asks once they pulled away.
Rikki shakes her head with a grin, giving his arm a soft punch. "Nah, I know you guys have my back. He's not worth it."
With everyone crowding around Rikki trying to comfort her, she finds herself wanting to reach out to the person who stood up for her the most.
"Guys... Could everyone give me a moment with Gyuvin?" She speaks up softly but everyone seems to understand immediately, they all give her a smile and a nod as they took a step back so she could tug the boy closer towards her.
Gyuvin follows after her, bowing his head shyly when the guys started roughly patting his back with words of praises.
She leads him out and away from the cafeteria, walking until they reach one of the empty classrooms. Rikki peeking her head in to double check that it was free before stepping in with Gyuvin behind her.
When the door clicks shut, Rikki immediately raises onto her tiptoes to wrap her arms around his neck, giving Gyuvin a tight hug.
"Thank you..." Her words were slightly muffled against the collar of his shirt but she pressed her face closer against his neck anyway, feeling a little bit more vulnerable now that they were in private. "No one's ever done that to me before so thank you, Gyuvin..."
She feels his hands slowly settle around her waist, holding her in a way that makes her feel nothing but reassurance.
Rikki slowly loosens her hold around Gyuvin and he does the same so she could glance up at his expression, his eyes giving her the usual kicked puppy look that she finds ever so endearing.
"I'm sorry you got dragged into this. I know I'm not the best influence and I don't have the best reputation either..."
Her fingers brush through the shorter hairs that lay at Gyuvin's nape, grounding herself by just keeping her hands on anywhere that she could touch.
"I'm a serial dater and I like sleeping around. I'm like every parent's worst nightmare, your mom would probably hate me."
She pouts when Gyuvin gently cups her cheek, tilting her head to one side so she could nuzzle against his palm while he lets out a soft chuckle.
"Why would my mom hate you?"
"Because that's what all moms do! They all hate their son's girlfriend!"
"…Girlfriend?"
Rikki immediately freezes when she realizes her mistake, the stupid slip of her tongue. She lets out a loud groan, hiding her face within her hands as she drops down into a ball on the floor.
"Oh my God- Fuck no— This wasn't… This wasn’t supposed to be how it was going to happen!" She whines, her face heating up so much that she felt like she could just randomly combust on the spot.
Gyuvin kneels down on the floor beside her with a small hum and even without looking, Rikki could feel his eyes on her.
"What was supposed to happen?"
"I was supposed to make this perfect! I wanted to dress all nice and take you out to dinner tonight and have a cute meal together- Then you'd walk me back home then I'll confess and then we'll have sex or whatever to celebrate-"
Gyuvin listens patiently, nodding his head to her words while she ranted.
"What were you going to confess?"
Rikki pauses, finally looking up at the male who looked like he had no idea what she was even talking about.
"I was going to confess that I liked you."
"Oh... I- I like you too." He had a slight blush on his cheeks but it looked like he still didn't realize the seriousness of her words.
"No, Kim Gyuvin. I like like you. Like- I think I'm in love with you and I want you to be my boyfriend."
Now when she said it like that, Gyuvin definitely understood because he wasn't just red in his cheeks now but his entire face. He looked at her in shock, mouth opening and closing as if he was lost for words.
The confession plan was already ruined so Rikki thought that she might as well just rip the bandaid off.
"So? You know it's rude for you to let a girl wait on your answer. What's your answer then, do you want to be my boyfriend?"
Gyuvin was definitely panicking, losing the balance on his feet and falling on his butt.
"No-"
Rikki feels her heart drop at his answer.
"I mean yes- Yes! I- I do! Of course I do but... Are- Are you sure?"
She stares at the flustered male with his thoughts literally written all over his face so she says it out loud for him.
"Are you sure? Yes. Yes I'm sure. Why me? Because, I like you. Like a lot. This is my first time confessing to someone so if you're going to reject me then can you do it gently." Rikki gives him a slight pout, her eyes dropping down to the floor as she runs her fingers nervously through her hair.
"No- I mean- Yes. I mean– I- I… I have something to show you."
Rikki getting just as confused now but she gladly takes his hand that helps her up again, finding herself feeling a little bit more relieved when she feels that his hands were just as clammy as hers.
"So? What did you have to show me?"
Rikki finds herself treating Gyuvin's room like it was her own, laying down on his bed the moment they walk into his dorm. She props her head up on her hands, watching as he picks up the laptop that was on his desk. He takes a seat by her legs as he enters in his password, unlocking the device before finding whatever he it was that he wanted to show Rikki so badly.
"H- Here."
She gives him a look before sitting up, keeping the laptop on his lap and turning it towards her so she could scroll through the Adobe program that he pulled up.
Her eyes glazes lazily over the screen before quickly widening when she recognised what he was showing her.
She pulls the laptop closer to her as if she couldn't believe her eyes.
On the screen was a whole portfolio that Gyuvin had made.
Pictures, shots of her work taken by the man himself.
Not only did it include her most popular pieces of work that had been submitted into competitions but also her other pieces that she had given to the university to decorate the school.
Rikki didn't even know how Gyuvin knew about these little odd pieces, she's never talked about it and everyone always just walks past it without a second glance, her name in tiny print at the very corner.
Her hand shakes with every picture she sees, pausing to read the little descriptions and interpretations that Gyuvin had carefully constructed.
She had no idea how he was able to capture her pieces of art like this. Rikki was the one that made all of these so she herself should be the most familiar with her work but the way that Gyuvin captured it elevated it's beauty even more.
Once she reaches the end, her eyes were too blurred to even read what was on the screen. Tears spill down her cheeks as she sees a page dedicated purely just for her.
She remembers where and when the picture was taken, the memories filtering through her mind. It was the day she had won her very first competition, all her friends had came to support her, teasing her about the big ass ribbon she got for winning.
And she looked so beautiful.
Of all the pictures that she has taken of herself, of all the pictures that other people have taken of her, she's never seen herself in this light before.
It was breathtaking.
And this was how Gyuvin saw her.
She had to bite down on her bottom lip to keep herself from breaking out into an ugly sob. Though her eyes were filled with tears, she could see that Gyuvin was uneased.
"I'm so sorry- It's not finished it yet, you must hate it- I was supposed to print it off for your next competition but I wanted to show it to you now and–"
His ramblings get cut shut the moment Rikki crashes her lips against his. With her eyes closed, she carefully closes the laptop and pushes it aside so she could climb her way onto his lap. She gently cups his cheek as she finds herself deep in his eyes.
"I love you, Kim Gyuvin." Her voice waivers, weak from crying but there was an undeniable truth behind her words.
There was no doubt and no more second guessing.
"I love you."
Once she's started, she finds herself unable to stop, this time her voice more solid than the last time.
"I-" Rikki was about to say it once again but was cut short with a kiss.
"I love you." Gyuvin finally breathes out against her lips, like he was confessing a secret that he had held onto for far too long, the relief of finally being able to admit his feelings.
"I love you."
This time it was his turn, unable to keep himself from saying once the words have been formed, spoken and declared.
"I love you." She grins, sniffling within the kiss. "I love you so much and- I kinda hate you for preparing something so heartfelt for me, this makes my gift seem so shit."
Gyuvin pulls back a little, looking back at her with a slightly confused expression.
"You prepared a gift?"
"Well- You know how I was supposed to take you out to dinner and you were supposed to walk me back home and then I was supposed to confess then we were supposed to have sex?"
She could almost see the gears in his head turning from trying to imagine her made up scenario.
He slowly nods his head. "I- I suppose..."
"Yeah, well..." She pats her pocket with a small pout, pulling out her phone and searching through her email to find the relevant one.
Gyuvin almost goes cross-eyed trying to read the letter from such a close distance but Rikki quickly pulls it back for him so it was easier for him to read.
"Test... Clear?" He reads the highlighted section that was in bold.
"Yeah, it's a letter from the Sexual Health Clinic." She tries to say it as casually as she could but it didn't really matter because Gyuvin still looked confused.
"Wha- Why? Was there something wrong?"
Rikki immediately shakes her head, rubbing her eyes before leaning in to press another kiss to his lips.
"I'm fine. I just went for a check up since we couldn't do it without a condom last time." She tries to explain as clearly as she could.
"I'm on birth control now and-" She gestured to the letter that was still open on her phone. "So... We don't have to use one –A condom– We don't have to use one if you want?"
Rikki looks at Gyuvin with a bit of uncertainty, biting down on her lower lip as she was unable to gauge his reaction.
But his hand rests on her cheek, brushing over the tear tracks before reaching down to take her hands, giving them a soft squeeze.
"As long as it's something that you want and comfortable with then of- Of course." He tries to flash her a reassuring smile but was evident that he was nervous too.
Rikki nods her head eagerly at the idea of being connected with Gyuvin without anything separating them.
"I do! I want it so bad- Want to feel you inside me... I want to feel everything..." She admits bashfully, making him inhale sharply.
Rikki looks up at him, wrapping her arms around his neck as she leans in closer.
"H- How about you? Do you want it to?" She asks meekly, trying not to build herself up for disappointment if he said no but then she feels Gyuvin's arms tighten up around her, pulling her closer onto his lap where she feels a very evident erection pressing against her.
"Yes- Yes, please. I- I want it too." He finally admits, stuttering as if he was afraid to say it out loud, hands gripping onto Rikki's waist as if trying to keep himself in control.
"That's good. I didn't want to be the only one." She grins, placing a kiss to the tip of his nose before their lips met once again.
The kiss started off soft and innocent up until she bites down teasingly at his bottom lip.
It quickly turned hot and needy, as if they both couldn't stand the thought of keeping their hands off of each other.
She tries to lean back to throw her shirt off,
Gyuvin's hands places on top of hers, helping her out of each item of clothing.
While they had taken each others clothes off before, this time it felt much more intimate. They were moving slowly, taking their time with each touch.
Kisses were placed with every movement, their hands finding each other once again when Gyuvin gently lays Rikki down on his bed.
Like routine, their body falls in place with each other.
Rikki's legs over Gyuvin's shoulder while he buries his face into her slick.
"Ah- Gyu! Don't- Don't take too long... Want you inside quick-" She pants with her fingers twisted in his hair, whining as he hips twitch up with every flick of his tongue.
Though he hums an affirmation, he still doesn't come up for a breath until he had given Rikki three orgasms from his lips and gentle fingers.
Gyuvin was barely touching her but her body felt so much more sensitive, feeling pleasure no matter where he kissed, where he touched.
She's never felt her heart beat as fast when he finally lines himself up against her entrance, her pussy pulsing in anticipation, her juices spilling out over the tip of his cock every time she clenched.
Rikki reaches up for him, only relaxing once their lips slotted together. She couldn't stop herself from smiling into the kiss, feeling so content with the male in her arms.
When he finally pushes himself in, Rikki lets out a gasp, the feeling of being filled more intense than usual.
She could feel him.
Rikki could feel all of Gyuvin.
His cock was hot inside of her, twitching inside of her every time she unconsciously clenches and making it hit within the deepest part of her.
Gyuvin's cock was big but Rikki felt like he was even bigger than before if that was even possible.
When he starts a gentle thrust, she whines the moment he pulls away from her kisses, making him come back down to press little apologetic kisses to her lips before wrapping her up in his arms and keeping her close.
Rikki relishes in his warmth, she basks in his attention and affection and Rikki finds herself babbling out words in her heart, overwhelmed from the pleasure and satisfaction.
"I love you- I love- Love you, Qubing–"
She whimpers as she feels the familiar heat pooling at her navel.
"M'close- I'm g- Fuck- Qubing, I'm gonna-" Her words mixes in with Gyuvin's soft moans.
"Rik- I'm... Me too-" He pants out breathlessly, finding himself gasping sharply when Rikki tightens her legs around his waist.
"Cum with me, please- Want it– Want to feel you inside..."
The moment she says those words, like he was at her command, she feels Gyuvin releasing inside of her, flooding her inside with his cum and setting off Rikki's orgasm in the process.
Her legs quiver around the male as he continues to thrust sloppily inside of her, making her whimper out from the overstimulation.
As Gyuvin leans down to give her a kiss, she groans against his lips when he chooses that exact moment to pull out.
She places a hand on his chest to gently push him back, she couldn't see it but she could feel it.
Rikki could feel his cum dripping out of her.
Her hand reaches down to dip her fingers into his release, moaning as she shoves it greedily back inside of her.
"Messy..." She giggles when she raises her hand up to look at her soiled fingers, pressing them against her lips before she works on licking them clean.
Gyuvin watches silently as he tries to catch his breath, his eyes focused on the way Rikki's lips wrapped around her digits, enjoying the taste of his cum on her tongue when he suddenly felt the desire to do the same.
"It's okay... I'll help you get cleaned up."
He whispers into her heat, arms holding down her legs as he dive tongue first back into her cunt, making Rikki scream out in pleasure.
The very first place that Gyuvin saw Rikki was at an art competition in his first year. Several other departments were invited to attend, the Journalism majors helping out with the interviews, the Photography club to help take pictures.
He had joined the club on a whim, figuring that it may be useful to his degree but he found it much harder than he had originally thought it’d be.
Gyuvin held just job of photographing the artists, each next to their own respective works.
He was making his round, snapping pictures one after another without much thought.
Just as he was snap a picture of the next one, he pauses when he finds himself in awe of the painting in the viewfinder of his camera. As he lowers his camera to look at it properly with his eyes, he finds himself even more breathless.
It was beautiful.
So beautiful that it was almost haunting.
Each stroke of color was deliberate with it’s own individual intent.
Gyuvin has never felt his emotions being shaken up like this before.
He takes another look at his camera, trying his best to really capture the essence of the painting but he found that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t.
It was impossible to take a picture of the painting in a way that truly and accurately portrayed each and every emotion that was housed within the canvas.
“Do you like it?”
Gyuvin jumps, almost dropping his camera when a voice speaks up from beside him.
The girl gasps and apologizes frantically for scaring him. “Oh my gosh- I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to–“
“I- It’s okay.” He quickly reassures her, dropping his head to fiddle with the camera in his hands.
They were stood there in a beat of silence before the girl speaks up again.
“So, do you like it?”
“T- The painting?”
“Yeah. What do you think of it?” She hums in curiosity, standing beside him with her eyes focused on the painting in front of them.
Gyuvin takes a small glance at the girl before following her gaze.
“I… Think it’s a sad painting…”
The girl turns her head and Gyuvin catches the way her lips curling up into an amused expression.
“Why do you think it’s sad?”
Gyuvin takes a minute to think, trying to find words that would allow him to explain the feeling but he can’t.
“I… Don’t know.”
He answers truthfully, making the girl chuckle.
“That’s alright. I understand. It’s just this feeling right? You’re not sure how to explain what it is or why it is but you just know.”
Gyuvin nods his head softly, his eyes darting sideways to look at her.
“H- How about you? What do you think of it?”
The girl hums, tapping her finger against her chin.
“Sometimes angry, sometimes exciting but today- Happy.”
This peaks his interest because Gyuvin didn’t understand how the painting could invoke a happy feeling and so he had to ask.
“Why does it make you feel happy?”
She shrugs before letting out a soft laugh. “I’m not sure either but I like it!”
Her answer was so short and simple, so carefree that it was almost childlike, so refreshing that Gyuvin couldn’t help but laugh too.
“Where is she- Oh! Rikki!”
The girl beside immediately perks up, running off into the arms of the girl that called her.
“Hwa Jie! You made it!” She smiles, pressing her cheek together as they hug in front of the painting that Rikki quickly gestures to, her eyes sparkling as she talks about the painting.
Gyuvin finds himself suddenly understanding when he sees the expression on the girls face.
The feeling of the painting changing right in front of his eyes.
Gyuvin takes a picture of the girl next to the painting which he later learns to be the creator.
Shen Rikki.
“What are you thinking about?” Rikki gently taps his nose, grinning as she flattens her palm against his cheek before her fingers trailed up to play with his ear.
“You.” He answers truthfully, making the girl blush.
She looked so beautiful like this, sprawled on her front with the blankets covering her back. Hickeys scattered across her neck and shoulders but Gyuvin knew that the state of his was probably worse.
He reaches out to gently brush through her dark locks, enjoying the comfortable silence.
Conversion was never forced between the two, the company was more than enough for them.
Gyuvin wasn’t sure what he did to deserve all of this but he was scared that if he closed his eyes too long then this illusion of his would disappear and Rikki would vanish from his life and go back to not knowing who he was.
He blinks the moment Rikki clicks her fingers in front of him. “Are you listening, Qubing. I said I’m hungry. Are you going to let your girlfriend starve?”
Gyuvin made this mistake twice already so he wasn’t going to fall for it again.
But when he slips himself behind Rikki, kissing her all along her neck, she laughs and swats him away.
“Dummy, I mean I’m genuinely hungry right now!”