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The sound of a timer reverberating around the room calls Jin's attention, a clear indication that the oven he was using to bake his cinnamon rolls has stopped. He paused the game of Mario Kart he was playing so he could open the oven with a gloved hand, taking out the tray that had the cinnamon rolls, taking a deep breath, the warm and tasty smell invading his sense of smell.
“God, this smells divine.” He places the tray on the counter and looks at the freshly baked cinnamon rolls, carefully poking it to judge how they feel.
“They look so fluffy too, just like I wanted it!” He smiles at himself as he looks for the icing he made himself, filling the beaker with it and getting ready to ice the buns with the soft and creamy icing.
“Hyungie!” He hears, causing him to stop and look upwards. “What about this? Does this outfit look good?” His roommate and best friend Yoongi asks.
“Yoongi, you look fine.”
He places the beaker on the table so he can take a good look at Yoongi. He notices how he decided to change into a white buttoned shirt, a pair of black skinny jeans and some black vans.
“Not gonna lie, this outfit looks really good… so have your other outfits you've changed a million times at this point. I personally liked the black shirt with butterflies you had on earlier though, it made you look buff.”
“Should I change to that then?” Yoongi said, unbuttoning his shirt and almost making a mad dash but he stops as Jin quickly grabs him by the arm.
“Yoongi stop! You don't have to be this nervous.” He walks back to the stove while holding Yoongi, directing him to sit next to him on a chair near the kitchen island. “It's just another day going out with your date, you don't have to be that nervous.”
Yoongi sighed, leaning to his side, propping his hand to frame his face. “I know hyung but we've been dating for a while now and we’re still not official. I’m nervous because I was thinking of popping the question today.”
For a split second Jin frowns when hearing the news but smiles instantly as Yoongi looks at him.
“Do my ears deceive me?” Jin said while spreading the icing on the rolls that have cooled down a bit. “Has my little Yoongi boongi's heart been snatched? Now he wants to have someone officially call him a boyfriend?”
Jin hears Yoongi whine, imagining the smile on his face even if he complains. “Oh how my best friend has grown, no longer do I have to keep the night light on because he's a big boy now! He is a full fledged adu-.”
Jin stops spreading icing to laugh as Yoongi's hand covers his mouth, the laughter coming out muffled.
“Yah! That was when we were in elementary school, I didn't need a night light when we were in middle school.” He takes his hand out of Jin's mouth as the older licks it, Yoongi smiling as he cleans his hand with Jin's shirt.
“Weird, I remember it being up to high school when we had that sleepover.” Jin teases one last time, giggling when he looks at Yoongi who pouts.
“I'm kidding, I know you grew out of it fast.” He turns to grab a plate, moving back to the kitchen island and placing the cinnamon rolls in it. “So, what time are you leaving for the date?”
“In a few minutes.” Yoongi replies, grabbing one of the rolls but getting his hand slapped by Jin.
“We're going to the movies and then going to get dinner. I was thinking of asking him at the restaurant if he wanted to be official, have it all planned out and everything.”
“You hired one of those corny bands to play music for him?” Jin jokes, sticking his tongue out as he carefully slices a cinnamon bun, getting a piping bag and stuffing it with cream cheese.
“No.” Yoongi says, a bit too slow for Jin to not notice how he read his mind. “Not exactly but, I did ask Jimin and Jungkook to sing a song, Hobi is going to play the music when I text them.”
“Oh he's so going to say yes!” Jin doesn't show it as he smiles at Yoongi, but he does feel jealous of Yoongi's potential boyfriend. He knows he would say yes in an instant if it was him and Yoongi who were dating. If only Yoongi could do all of that with him, he would treasure that moment forever and thus he would not have to hide this secret crush he has had ever since he turned nineteen. Although if you ask his little brothers, Namjoon and Taehyung, they would say it’s not really a secret and Yoongi is just immensely dense.
“You think so?” Yoongi asks with a blush, scratching the back of his head nervously. “I'm not making it cringy or anything?”
“It is a bit corny not going to lie.” Jin smiles as he lets go of everything in his hands so he can hug Yoongi who looks like he is about to explode. “Hey, if someone did that for me I would have said yes on the spot. Just trust yourself, enjoy the day and relax Yoongi.”
Yoongi holds Jin's arm and takes a deep breath, exhaling through his nose and nodding. “OK, you're right. I just have to relax and trust my gut.” As he says this his stomach grumbles, causing Jin to laugh softly.
“Something tells me that your gut might be hungry.” He pulls the plate towards him, giving Yoongi a cinnamon roll. “Here, take one so you survive the movie.”
“I love you so much.” Yoongi says, happily eating the cinnamon roll Jin gives him, moaning in delight. “Hyung! This tastes so good, how did you do this?!?!”
Jin blushes at the compliment, patting Yoongi’s back and trying his best to not let the moan affect him as it would in other circumstances.
“Hyung’s secret.” He winks, grabbing one himself and tasting his own creation. Once he takes a bite he understands Yoongi’s compliment, the soft creamy center and the soft texture of the roll mixed with the cinnamon has his taste buds dancing with joy. He can’t help but imitate Yoongi and moan at how tasty it really is. “God I outdid myself this time.” Jin says muffled, wiping his face.
Jin looks at Yoongi who looks stunned, tilting his head and scrunching his nose in question. “N-nothing hyung you just have….” He hands him a napkin and motions to his face, taking another bite of his cinnamon roll looking at the time which causes him to stand up. “I need to go, I have to make sure everything will go smoothly.”
“Wait.” Jin says, running to his room and rummaging through his drawer. He smiles when he gets what he wants, dashing back to Yoongi and handing him a packet. “If this goes well you are definitely going to need this.”
Yoongi looks at him confused, eyes widening when he looks at the contents in his hand. “Hyung… Why do you have a condom, you fuck?”
Jin narrows his eyes, turning Yoongi and pushing him. “I’ll have you know I have a life outside of games and cooking. Now go, before I put up a sign about needing a new roommate.”
Jin hears Yoongi laugh as he closes the door, a small “love you hyung” coming from outside that has him exhale and laugh fondly. The reality is that Jin hasn’t really had that much experimenting in the bedroom, hell he hasn't had sex in more than a year. Yes, he has had sex before, but no one meets his criteria. Everytime he feels like something is missing whether it be the person’s personality, how they are and even how they demonstrate intimacy…He always has the same problem; in his mind his perfect partner is short, has cat-like eyes and has a gorgeous gummy smile that makes him melt just from one look.
“He has a wonderful ass too.” Jin says out loud, blushing even though nobody is close enough to listen to him. “I should get back to baking, Namjoonie and Taehyungie are coming by later and I really don't want to hear them tease me for not finishing because I was thinking about Yoongi.”
With a final sigh Jin moves from his place, grabbing the plate of cinnamon rolls and doing the same as he did with the one he and Yoongi ate. When he looked at how many he managed to make, he decided to make a few cookies since there was still some dough left and decorate each one with different animals. He made a few that looked like a hamster, a mix of a tiger and a bear and, unconsciously, he made a few ones decorated like a cat. He smiled making those, hiding them from his brothers so Yoongi could eat them when he came back from his glorious date.
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“Are you sure he’s OK?” That one sentence from Taehyung has been haunting Jin. When he was asked that he answered an immediate yes, but now that his brothers left hours ago and Yoongi still isn’t back or answered his texts, now he is really starting to worry. What gives him some closure is Namjoon who reassures him by telling him, “If something bad would have happened, I’m sure the others would have warned us by now.” They’re a tight friend group, almost all of them are dating each other, so it makes sense they would all know if something bad happened to anyone, specifically Yoongi today.
“In his last text, he told me he would be back before midnight, even if he banged his boyfriend.”
Jin looks at the door, standing in his light blue pajamas with angels on them, hand on his hip and tapping his foot anxiously.
“It’s almost midnight, his phone seems to be off and he hasn’t come back… maybe I should look for him.” Jin ponders for a few seconds if he should or not, deciding in the end to follow what he told Yoongi and trusting his gut.
He turns to get his keys and as he searches for his shoes in his room, he hears the door opening and a set of keys being placed on the tray they have at the entrance. Jin takes a breath of fresh air as he exits his room.
“Yah! Yoongi, you almost scared me to de-.” He stops, looking at Yoongi and causing his worry to sky rocket. “Yoongi? W-what happened?”
Yoongi looks completely broken, body slumped forward with his eyes puffy and red, his white shirt stained with some type of liquid and his pants look like they were torn. Yoongi looks at Jin, eyes filling with tears and body twitching slightly as he fights the urge to cry, trying but failing to hold in a sob.
“Hyung… He…He dumped me.” His voice breaks as he speaks, lip quivering as he takes a step forward. His hyung’s eyes are the only thing he focuses on as they show worry and care. He closes them as tears start flowing, a warm set of arms enveloping him, holding him with so much tender love and care that it breaks him. He lets his innate guard down, letting himself go and starts crying.
Jin closes his eyes as he holds Yoongi, tucking him under his chin as he cries on his chest.
“Let it out, Yoongi, let it all out.” Jin feels his blood boil, already thinking of different ways he can kill the bastard that dared to break Yoongi’s heart so hard that he came back destroyed mentally and physically.
He waits long enough until Yoongi stops shaking, petting him as he continues to hold him tight. “Want to talk about it?” He feels Yoongi shaking his head. “Want to lie down?” A shrug. “Want to take a bath?... You're kind of stinky.”
Yoongi snorts, nodding his head and speaking softly. “It would be nice… with a little bath bomb?”
Jin smiles, ruffling Yoongi’s hair. “I’ll get you one of the black ones I hide from you so you don’t use them all.”
“Jerk.” Yoongi jokes with a small smile. “Thank you Jin, I'll get some clothes.”
Jin shakes his head. “Hyung will do it, you just wait for me in the bathroom. No buts!”
At the roll of Yoongi’s eyes he smiles, turning him and watching him trudge his way to the bathroom looking slightly less defeated than when he arrived. With a frown Jin goes to his room again, looking for the bath bombs he hides in his closet.
“Just who the fuck would dump him and for what? Yoongi's the most adorable and thoughtful person I've ever met.” He shakes his head as he finds the bath bomb, opens one of his drawers and fetches the pajamas he had thought of since the moment he met Yoongi.
Jin knocks on the closed door, hearing a “Come in” from Yoongi and opening the door. He peeks his head and observes how Yoongi is already inside the tub with the water up to his chest as he's leaned back. He walks inside when Yoongi smiles at him, placing the clothes on a rack and sitting next to him on the floor. He doesn't say a word as he grabs the bath bomb, giving it to Yoongi who slowly places it in the water. They both watch as it bubbles up, the black color spreading all over the bathtub. Yoongi closes his eyes, taking a deep breath of fresh air and listening to the sounds the bath bomb makes in comfort.
Jin only stares at Yoongi's face, watching the worries seep away as the warm water dulls his senses. As he does this there's only one thing circling his mind, only one worry that has him feeling hurt for Yoongi. He doesn't voice it yet, not wanting to burst the bubble his best friend is in. The only thing he does is stick his hand in the water once the bath bomb is fully dissolved, moving it from side to side, creating more ambiance for Yoongi and allowing him his moment of reprise. After a few minutes pass, Jin decides to take it a step further, grabbing a sponge and some soap, whistling so Yoongi opens his eyes.
“Come here, let hyung take care of you.”
“Aish, hyung.” Yoongi says, moving as ordered, the water rippling as he moves closer to Jin.
“I can do this myself, you don't have to.”
“I know.” Jin says, soaping up the bath sponge. “Doesn't mean I wont help my favorite maknae, don't tell Taehyung or Namjoon though.” Jin winks, making Yoongi flash his gummy smile. “There it is, that's the smile I was looking for.”
Yoongi stops laughing, letting Jin wash him with the sponge and closing his eyes. He focuses on the movements, letting himself be moved however is needed to get properly scrubbed. Eventually, as he's getting his back scrubbed, he feels mentally ready enough to speak. “Hyung?” He hears Jin hum, letting him know he's listening. “Do I look… Do I look like I can't please people?”
Jin stops, confused by the question. “How so?”
“I… I just… I don't know.” Yoongi says, sighing deeply as he turns and faces Jin. “I've been thinking and… I think I did something wrong.”
“I'm guessing you're saying this because of today huh?”
Yoongi nods, hiding slightly from Jin’s gaze as best he can. “Ok, if you want to, why don’t you try to explain what happened with that bitch?”
“Hyung!” Yoongi says, surprised at Jin. “Don’t call him tha-.”
“He hurt you, I do not care right now.” Jin says, face stone cold as he grabs a shampoo bottle. “He is a bitch in my eyes unless proven otherwise, now speak my friend.”
Yoongi frowns but then smiles, knowing Jin isn’t being mean, just protective. “Fine, that bitch.” Yoongi takes a deep breath again, exhaling through his nose and looking at Jin. “So, the date actually started fairly well. We went to the movies and were enjoying it. We settled on watching one of those sappy romantic movies, the ones you like.”
“Deducting points as my favorite maknae as we speak.” Jin jokes, looking hurt.
“I’ll go with you and watch it again, don't worry.” Yoongi says quickly. “It was really good, almost made me tear up.”
“Bonus points if you buy me popcorn.” Jin does finger guns to make Yoongi laugh, nudging him playfully when he doesn’t laugh. “Continue.”
“Well mid movie we got a bit… into the movie so we kind of… shared an intimate moment.” Yoongi blushes as Jin tilts his head, making Yoongi puff one of his cheeks. “That kind of intimate moment.” Yoongi can see the moment Jin notices what he meant, his ears getting red. “Anyway, after actually watching the movie we were walking around the mall getting ready to go to dinner and that’s when everything went to shit basically.”
“Hmmm.” Jin hums. “What exactly happened then, if you can talk about it.”
Yoongi nods, raising his legs so he can hug them as he places his chin on his knees. “I noticed him being kind of weird after the movie? He didn’t hold my hand but I thought it was because he just needed a bit of space. I went to kiss him but he said no because he sucked me off, which honestly I found hot because I was going to taste myself on his lips basically. Then he got quiet the whole time we were walking.” Yoongi feels Jin’s hand on his head, massaging his head and helping him calm down so he can continue to speak. “I asked him if there was something wrong. He looked at me for the most agonizing seconds of my life, looked directly at me and he just said…” He takes a deep breath, voice cracking as he says. “He said I don’t think we’ll work out.”
“Aish, Yoongi.” Jin frowns, watching Yoongi's body twitch as he starts sobbing.
“I asked why he would say that when we had a good day.” Yoongi’s eyes look downward.
“My only response was that I just didn’t satisfy his needs, that he wanted something else or something like that. He held my hand, said sorry and left. I wanted to chase him, tell him to explain things better but I ended up falling in a puddle and when I went to get up and ran to him I fell AGAIN. My pants got stuck on some fucking random bitch ass branch which is why they ripped so I just stayed there watching him leave.” He doesn’t notice it until he stops talking but tears are streaming down his face, causing his vision to go blurry until Jin, swipes the tears away with his thumbs.
Jin can only stare at Yoongi, watching his friend cry his heart out as he explains everything and wiping the tears that fall out of his eyes. He unbuttons the first two buttons of his shirt, grabbing one of Yoongi's arms and placing one of his hands on his chest. “Follow my lead.” He whispers, taking deep breaths in a calm rhythm.
Yoongi closes his eyes, trying his best to follow Jin’s breathing. It takes a while, Yoongi’s emotions spiking and causing him to sob and twitch momentarily until eventually, he manages to calm down. Jin takes the opportunity to open the shampoo bottle and spreads it on his hands, cleaning and massaging Yoongi’s head so he can wash his hair and calm him down even more. “I’m sorry this happened to you Yoongi. He was such an ass for dumping you suddenly and not explaining why, rest assured that his reason was so not valid.”
“How do you know that?” Yoongi asks.
“Easy. You’re amazing.” Jin says immediately without thinking, ears slowly turning red when he notices how it slipped.
“You’re my best friend, it doesn't count.” Yoongi says with a pout. “ For all we know, maybe I did treat him wrong…” He sighs as he stares at Jin, frowning once he comes up with a thought. “I do have a small idea of what it could have been though, what I was doing wrong.”
Jin rolls his eyes, the thought of smacking Yoongi on the head for doubting himself extremely potent in his mind. “OK, entertain me, what is it that you could have done wrong?” Jin grabs a cup and fills it with water, hovering it over Yoongi’s head.
“The problem started after he gave me a blowjob so I’m probably bad at sexual stuff. We only had sex like two times…” Yoongi says defeated.
“Hyung can prove you wrong.” Jin says immediately. Both men’s eyes widen when he says that as Jin dumps water on Yoongi’s head, eyes closing just in time so no shampoo gets in them.
There’s silence after, the only sound and movement coming from the water in the tub. They stare at each other for an awkward amount of time, Jin’s mind running up different scenarios on how to get out of this with the least amount of awkwardness possible. He could make up an excuse that he thought he said something else. He could say he meant it as a joke or to boost his confidence. In fact, he could just ignore what happened completely, yeah, that seems logic–
“How?” Yoongi asks curiously. “How could you prove it?”
Jin gulps, not thinking that Yoongi would be brave enough to ask. “Well… If you think sex is your problem, then maybe I can clarify your doubt by doing… that.” He doesn’t need to look in the mirror to know how red his ears must be, screaming how embarrassed he must be now. “If… if you want, that is.”
Yoongi opens and closes his mouth, looking like a fish out of water as many seconds pass. “Y-you don’t have to do that hyung.” Yoongi says. “It’s just me and my insecurities.” He stares at him, watching as his ears stay red and causing him to think that maybe this is something he wants. “Unless… you really want to?”
There’s a small ring in his head, the sound of two voices in his head screaming at him to answer. “I’ll be honest and say, I do not mind if we… have sex if it’s to help you.” Jin feels his heart skip a beat. “But not immediately at least.”
“Why?!” Yoongi asks, a bit too quick to be considered normal. “Sorry, um, why not?”
“You just got dumped Yoongi.” Jin grabs Yoongi’s face in his hands “I don’t want you to use this as a rebound thing or think I’m taking advantage of you. When you feel better we can have se-” Jin clears his throat. “We can do it.”
Yoongi thinks for a few seconds, narrowing his eyes slightly as he looks at Jin. “For a second I’d think you are actually looking forward to this more than helping me.” He chuckles when he makes the joke but notices how Jin does not laugh. “OK, I get what you mean. What if we wait….like a week? It gives me time to think things through and also ask you what stuff you might like in bed.”
“Ask me?” Jin squeaks, Yoongi nodding. “O… OK, sure.” Jin moves his hands almost robotically as he picks up a towel, drying his hair as long as possible to calm his racing heart.
Yoongi stays put, his head moving in accordance to Jin’s hands as his hair is being dried. His mind goes back to a few seconds before, questioning why Jin did not deny or even comment on his joke.
“Could it be that he honestly doesn’t mind or is he actually interested in me? We have known each other for a lot of time.” He reminisces on earlier parts of his life, moments where he himself has thought that they looked like more than friends but chalking it up to them having a strong bond.
He feels when Jin stops drying his hair and decides to ask him more questions but when he opens his eyes he notices Jin smiling at him. “What? Do I have something in my face?”
Jin shakes his head, booping Yoongi’s nose. “You look like a grumpy cat while thinking you know that?”
Yoongi stares at Jin, narrowing his eyes and slightly splashing him. “I do not.”
“Whatever you say.” Jin teases, standing up and dusting himself off.
“I’ll leave you to dry yourself up and soap up any other places because I am not going to touch those places.” As he walks towards the door, he turns and says, “The pajamas are on the seat, come to the kitchen when you finish.”
Yoongi nods, smiling at Jin who starts walking but stops as Yoongi calls for him. “Thanks, by the way. For helping me cheer up and listening to me.”
“Anything for you Yoongi.”
With a final smile from Yoongi, Jin goes to the kitchen so he can take out the cookies he hid from his brothers. When he places them on the kitchen island he takes a moment to analyze what just happened, punching the air in joy as one of the things he’s wanted for a long time has a possibility of happening.
“I can’t believe it.” He whispers to himself, punching the air in celebration again. “OK Jin, take it easy. You’re doing this for Yoongi, not your immense crush on him that you’ve had since five years ago. Yoongi first, emotions later.”
He repeats this over and over until he gets everything ready, heating up the cookies enough so when they eat them they're not too hot and keep their softness. As he adds a bit of frosting to the cookies, he hears soft footsteps closing in as Yoongi comes out of the bathroom. Jin smiles as he sees how Yoongi looks in the pajamas he gave him, a complete contrast to the ones he has as they have little devils on them.
“This fits me really well.” Yoongi says, fixing his hair as best he can with his hand. “Did you buy these for me or was it the wrong size?”
“Yes and no.” Jin replies, his tongue sticking out as he applies frosting on the last cookie. “I bought the wrong size without knowing, once I did I thought of you and remembered you were the size I bought so I thought it would be a nice gift to give you.”
“Oh.” Yoongi smiles, his heart doing a small, barely there skip. “Thank you hyung.”
“Anything for you.” Jin says, the phrase meaning so much more than Yoongi thinks it does. “Here, I saved these from my cookie monster brothers.”
Yoongi looks at the plate, his eyes shining in interest as he sees the cookies with cat decorations. “Waaa, hyung! You made these too?”
“Yeah, these were specifically for you.” Jin says, grabbing a cookie that's decorated like a hamster. “You're my little grumpy cat so I made them like that for you, the hamsters looking ones are for me because I like them.”
Yoongi smiles so hard that his cheeks start to hurt. “Thanks.” He takes a bite of the cookie, his eyes shining with delight as he tastes it. “God, hyung, your food is always so good! I swear you have the midas touch but with food.”
Jin winks at Yoongi as he sits next to him, both men enjoying their cookies in silence with a thought circling both of their minds. It's not that they don't mind it, but the fact that it will happen has them both with the same thought.
“We're going to fuck… will that change our relationship?”
For Jin it's a dream come true, but for Yoongi it's a completely new thought. Whereas Jin has had this hidden crush on Yoongi ever since they were little, always helping him in whatever he needed and even being his wingman, Yoongi never thought of this being a possibility. Yes, he knows their relationship isn't exactly the norm when it comes to best friends as they always do everything together and share a lot more intimate moments and gestures, but that has never meant anything… right?
They both look at each other, smiling happily, unaware of both men’s thoughts and the anticipation of when they'll finally have that moment that might or might not change their life together.
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It's been exactly a week.
A week of non-stop teasing from Taehyung and Jimin who only know how to make him blush at the mention of Yoongi. A week of Hobi helping him from the sidelines as he would help him know what Yoongi might have told him. A week of reassurance from Namjoon who, thank God, had the foresight of sharing what he and Jungkook do to prepare when they are going to have sex. Jungkook did provide necessary vivid images of what he and Namjoon actually do which he could honestly live without knowing. A whole week passes of Jin mentally preparing himself for what they'll do and whatever might happen after.
They decided that the whole week would be them getting to know each other in a more intimate manner. Of course, they already know alot of each other in terms of personality but they've never really shared what they love in terms of sex or even stuff they would do with a partner. That was what the week was for and boy did Jin learn alot from him.
This helped Jin see more of Yoongi's loveable side. As the week passed by he noticed how Yoongi would tend to treat him not as a best friend but more of a lover. He would receive texts like: “Hope you have a good day hyung! n.n”, “Saw this and reminded me of you” and, on occasions, he would get the occasional flirty text, “Can I change the alphabet so U and I stay together?”
Jin would respond as best he could, smiling at the little checkups, giggling at the flirting and flirting right back. It was truly a delight when that happened, making his day slightly better even if he was angry because of his job in the bakery.
“Someone looks happy after throwing out curse words that would get me grounded when I was a teenager.” He hears Jungkook who’s peeking from the pick-up window in the bakery they work at, apron dirty from serving food and accidentally spilling a few drinks. “Yoongi hyung texted you I presume?”
“It could be.” Jin says, booping Jungkook on the nose. “Why would you want to know? To tease me again?”
“I need to have some fun here.” Jungkook giggles when Jin rolls his eyes. “OK, OK, I just want to know how you are with the whole thing since today is the day.”
“I'm good? How would I not be?” Jin asks, slightly perplexed. “I'm not going to do rocket science Koo, it's just sex.”
“With your best friend, whom you have a big crush on since I was like five.” Jungkook states as a matter of fact.
“Wrong, when you were fourteen.” Jin says, blushing when Jungkook wiggles his eyebrows. “It doesn't mean much Koo, I'm just going to help him prove that he isn't bad at it so he can have his confidence back.”
Jungkook frowns when Jin says that. "Are you sure it doesn't mean much? I know it means a lot to you but… do you think Yoongi would do what you agreed on just to prove something?”
Jin opens his mouth to speak but closes it, staring at Jungkook for a few seconds. “I know he wouldn’t just because but I get what you mean and you might be onto something short stack.” That makes Jin take out his phone and look at the messages they've sent each other this week. Jungkook dashes to the door and appears next to him, placing his head on Jin's shoulder to get a better look at the messages.
Jin scrolls up to a few days before the start of this week, reading the very few messages they would text each other before their arrangement. It's your standard stuff, them telling the other what they need in groceries, their work schedules and if they ever needed anything to help around the home.
Starting this week is when things get a bit more interesting. The first thing noticeable is that they start texting everyday about different things. Yoongi always sends messages first and he is noticeably more invested in talking with him about anything. Jungkook makes a teasing noise when he sees messages of them talking about their likes and when Yoongi sends a picture of him looking cute. “For my hyung, so he sees I know how to dress cute and in stuff that's not all black?” He says out loud, giggling when Jin pushes him.
“He was teasing me for my clothes so I teased back, that's all.” Jin says, ears turning red as he keeps scrolling. “Doesn't mean much.”
“Sure. Mister I only wear black clothes suddenly wears colorful clothes to work because his hyung mentioned it but it means nothing. Been there and done that for sure.” Jin shushes Jungkook to not listen to him. They keep reading, Jungkook gasping at another message that said, “You have soft lips you know that? Loved the kiss.” Jungkook slaps Jin's arm repeatedly. “Bitch!?! You two kissed?!”
“It was an accident!” Jin hisses, grabbing Jungkook's hand. “I was going to hug him and we moved our heads at the same time. It was one hundred percent accidental.”
“Well that's your answer right there!! He said he likes your lips, he is so down bad for you.” Jungkook happily bounces on his place, shaking Jin's body as he does. “That's how your brother and I started, not the kiss though the complimenting like that.”
“Yes but you two fucked first and then started talking more, not like this.” Jin says, phone vibrating as he gets a new message from Yoongi.
“That's better for you then!” Jungkook squeals excitedly. “Think about it, if you two don't have a sexual connection then he means all this for real! He's texting you more now and complimenting you, what else do we need to kno-.”
Jungkook and Jin blink as they see the new message. Jin gulps loudly as Jungkook can only stare at the message. Above the message there's a picture of Jin smiling with his baking uniform, face adorned with flour but looking handsome. Below the picture is Yoongi’s message that says: “You look so cute, hyung! I wonder if you'd look even cuter when I pin you on the bed tonight… or maybe the wall ;)”
Jungkook's head slowly turns to look at Jin who's fingers hover over the keyboard. “So… you want to be pinned on the be-.”
Jungkook doesn't finish his sentence as Jin rushes to the bathroom, locking it and taking deep breaths as he answers Yoongi’s message. His fingers shake as his mind conjures up images of him being pinned on the bed AND the wall, just as he answers the text. He groans, slamming his head softly on the door. “Maybe I need to listen to Jungkook for the first time in my life, I should ask him if he has feelings for me so I don't get my hopes up…. preferably before I get pinned to the wall.”
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It's funny how people plan things with excitement and vigor but when the one thing they wanted to do happens, they turn shy and don't even dare to do what they planned or, in this case, look at each other. This is something Jin and Yoongi can sympathize with as they are currently sitting on Yoongi’s bed, a few feet apart and have only shared a few words, not daring to look at each other.
Jin feels his heart thumping in his chest, the suspense and anxiety from the whole week is finally culminating today as they planned. He did as Jungkook told him to do to prepare for today, minus the stretching as Yoongi said he wanted to do, just to be sure Jin doesn't hurt himself. They have everything they need, lube and condom placed on top of the closest drawer.
He likes that he's not the only one nervous as he can hear Yoongi move his leg nervously, his breathing heavy and soft mumbles of affirmation coming from him for himself. Jin knows he must sound the same, his hands playing with the sheets and hyping himself up.
As the seconds pass Jin takes one final deep breath, standing up and looking at Yoongi who immediately stands up too, a bit too fast as he looks like he's about to trip but doesn't fall. “Sorry.” He mumbles, voice soft and slightly awkward.
Jin shakes his head. “Yah, it's just us. We don't have to be so nervous, no?”
Yoongi hums “True, just… best friends helping out each other, that's all.”
“Exactly” Jin moves a bit closer. “We just need to be in the moment, no overthinking.”
Yoongi nods “Yes, exactly, I just have to do it and not think I'm going to fuck my best friend. Totally normal things… right?”
“It is actually.” Jin moves closer as Yoongi tilts his head. “Think about it, every couple starts as friends.”
“True… not all of them though, dude you hate wasn't a friend friend ya know?” Yoongi moves his arms as Jin gets even closer, placing them on his hips.
“Thank God in part for that.” Jin sees Yoongi frown. “He was a bitch to you at the end, I will forever hate him from that point on.” Jin's arms lift, crossing on Yoongi’s neck. “Now, how about we stop talking about your ex and talk about what we're going to do?”
Yoongi nods with a smile. “S-sure, I'd love to but… can I, um, ask you something first?”
“Shoot.”
Yoongi’s hands grip Jin’s waist, tightening slightly as he opens his mouth. “So I was talking with Hobi about our little… thing and he made me think things a bit more… bigger in a way.” Jin threads his fingers through Yoongi’s hair, calming him in the process as his shoulders seem to untense at the touch. “Well, he got me thinking and I just wanted to ask. Did you agree to… this because you wanted to help me not think I'm bad at sex or because you wanted to?”
Jin feels the room too quiet for his liking, the sound of his erratic beating heart pounding in his ears as he takes in Yoongi's question. “Wh-what do you m-mean?” Jin asks, voice sounding clearly nervous. “We both talked about me helping you so we can prove your thought was false.”
“I know hyung but–” Yoongi sighs heavily, determination in his eyes as he stares directly at Jin. “What I mean is if you wanted to help me to prove that or… because you see me as more than a friend?” Yoongi's voice has a hint of hope as he finishes his question, fingers twiddling Jin's shirt.
Jin's eyes almost bulge out of their sockets as he listens, the question coming from Yoongi clear as day. He takes a deep breath and exhales, a small nervous chuckle escaping. “Aish, Yoongi, why do you do this to me now and not earlier? We’re going to be like Namjoon and Jungkook.”
Yoongi moves his head back as Jin laughs, staring at him surprised. “Like Nam… wait, so you like me back too?”
Jin nods. “Have been for the past, like ten years, yes. I thought it was obvious too with me always taking time for you and cooking and agreeing to stuff like… this.” Jin gestures at them both. “I just waited to see if you liked me but you ne-” Jin stops, narrowing his eyes at Yoongi who's blushing like crazy. “Did you… did you say if I liked you back?”
Jin can only smile as Yoongi opens and closes his mouth like a fish, unable to speak as he confessed accidentally. “I never noticed hyung.” He sounds sad, eyes showing lament. “I'm so sorry hyung, you must have suffered a lot.”
Jin shrugs his shoulders. “It was OK. You were happy, so I was happy, nothing more nothing less. Yes, when this happened I jumped on the spot because I love you but I promise it had no ulterior motive.”
“Phew, that takes a lot out of this then.” Yoongi chuckles once he hears Jin’s confession, his body going slightly less tense .
“So, can we start now with less awkwardness?” Jin says, pulling Yoongi slightly closer, heart thumping from expectation now.
“You're looking a little desperate, hyung.” Yoongi grabs Jin’s shirt, holding him in place.
“I've been waiting for years Yoongi, I can be as desperate as I want.”
“We'll see about that.” Yoongi murmurs as he stares at Jin’s lips.
“I'm waiting then or are ya still chick-.” Jin doesn't finish his word as Yoongi lunges forward and captures his lips with a kiss.
Soft, plump and moldable lips moving in tandem, matching the other's slow and steady pace with ease as if they were one, both savoring the moment of their first real kiss. They fight for dominance as they continue kissing until Yoongi plays dirty and uses his teeth, biting Jin’s bottom lip and gaining the upper hand. He takes this moment to use his tongue, swiping it on Jin’s lips and gaining access inside, swallowing the moans the older lets out. Jin's arms tighten around Yoongi’s neck, pulling him towards him as they continue kissing as Yoongi walks forward until Jin’s back hits the wall.
Jin feels Yoongi’s hands roam his clothed torso, touching every inch possible as he grabs his arms and moves them up the wall, pinning them in place as he detaches from the kiss. A long string of saliva is the only thing that connects them as they take deep breaths, lips swollen from making out. They smile at each other, giggling slightly with a look of pure adoration for each other.
“Got you pinned like you wanted.” Yoongi smirks, squeezing Jin's hands slightly.
“There's a difference from the pin I wanted, this is baby stuff Min.” Yoongi’s gaze changes from lightly playful to a more serious one when Jin calls him Min, goosebumps flourish on his arms as those cat-like eyes darken.
Yoongi chuckles with a smirk, a hand moving to caress Jin's cheek. “Oh sweetie, with what you told me you wanted? This is the baby stuff.” His voice dropped into a husky and deep tone as he spoke, making Jin tremble slightly. “I'm on a mission and it's to fuck the daylights out of you until I have you begging for me to stop.”
Jin visibly gulps, stuttering as he speaks. “S-sure, I d-doubt it.” Jin knows it sounds slightly mean considering the end goal, but he remembers how Yoongi said he liked a bit of defiance. “I bet you’re as big down there as you are in height.”
“Of course you’d be thinking of my cock.” Yoongi grins, moving his leg so his crotch hovers Jin’s leg. “Hyung is such a cock slut that he just wants to know how big it is, desperate to get into my pants? Fine, but don’t chicken out once you get a taste.” He can’t help but chuckle as he moves his body so his crotch rubs with Jin’s leg, the silence filling his ego as his hyung can only look at him surprised.
Jin can’t help but rub his leg, salivating as Yoongi bites his lip and he feels him getting rock hard. “What the f-” His words are cut as Yoongi kisses his neck causing him to moan, grazing his teeth until he sucks and bites with purpose, marking him with a purple bruise.
Yoongi leans back, chuckling as he traces a hand over Jin's neck, circling what he made with an eager smile. He hisses as he moves his hips again with more force, feeling how his cock rubs with Jin's who moans louder at the friction. “Sensitive, oh how we'll have so much fun.”
“Yo-Yoongi, please.” Jin stutters, moving his hips slightly to get more friction but being held by Yoongi’s leg. “M-move, please!”
“Move what?” Jin's eyes widen as Yoongi plays coy with him, a sinister grin on his face. “You're going to have to be more specific, sweetie.”
“Fuck.” Jin curses, his dick twitching with interest as Yoongi starts being more dominant. “Move, hump, rock, anything, please!”
As much as he wants to toy with him Yoongi moves his leg, watching how Jin buck his hips and moans as he revels in the friction, the bulge in his shorts twitching as it finally gets what he so desperately wants. He closes his eyes and doesn't move as he lets Yoongi dictate what happens, getting peppered with kisses all over his face, a hand sliding beneath his shirt and lifting it until he feels the cold air of his room hit his body.
Yoongi hums once Jin's naked torso is revealed, hands roaming every inch of skin, eliciting goosebumps from his hyung until a hand stops on his chest. He flicks a perky bud with his thumb, Jin's hands straining in place as he opens his mouth and pants. “Sensitive.” Yoongi remarks out loud again, licking his lips in interest and pinching the bud, relishing the soft moan and jerk Jin does, having no freedom as he stays pinned to the wall.
Jin feels embarrassed at how easily he falls apart in front of Yoongi, how he's only kissed and touched his body but he's already a moaning mess. His body tenses when Yoongi’s hand plays with the waistband of his shorts and underwear. He notices Yoongi stopped toying with him, looking at him as if expecting something. He takes a deep breath, looking down at his shorts and nodding. “Green.” He whispers, the hand holding his clothes pulling them down and freeing his clothed dick.
Yoongi hums when he sees it bob, hand moving to grab it but only ghosting it, chuckling when Jin whines because he never grabs it. “Is it legal to walk around with that?” Yoongi jokes. “You can poke an eye out with that.”
“You say that as if you aren't bigger.” Jin places a hand on the hem of Yoongi's waistband, Yoongi tiptoeing slightly, letting Jin slide down the rest of his shorts with ease while he takes off his shirt. Jin gasps when he sees Yoongi’s dick, unclothed and in all its glory. “Fuck.” He says, gulping. “No wonder you told me you wanted to stretch me, how the fuck do you hide that monster?”
Yoongi blushes slightly as he grabs the lube near them. “Willpower and baggy clothes?” He pops the cap open, spreading the warm liquid on his fingers. “Turn and spread them.” Jin shakes his head until Yoongi kisses him softly, convincing him to face the wall with his back arched.
“Good boy.” Yoongi murmurs, grabbing one of Jin's ass cheeks with his non-lubed hand and giving it a light slap.
Jin grunts when his ass is slapped, placing an arm on the wall and his forehead on his arm. His ears betray him as they redden, encouraging Yoongi to do it again. “Can you hurry up and stop?” Jin mumbles in vain as Yoongi ignores him and slaps it again. Jin tries to protest again but he feels Yoongi’s hand spread an ass cheek and finger circle his rim, making him stay quiet as his body tenses on instinct.
“Relax hyung.” Yoongi instructs as he kneels. “You know I won't hurt you, I'm just going to prep you.” His finger circles Jin's rim slowly until his body relaxes, untensing and granting him access so his finger can slide in with relative ease. “Yeah, just like that baby.”
Jin gasps and whines at Yoongi's fingers, moving his hips to meet the thrusts to speed up the process. In no time he goes from one finger to two, escalating to three. They slide with ease, demonstrating no resistance as Jin fucks himself with them, Yoongi chuckling at Jin's eagerness, slapping his ass and watching him stutter.
“Looks like you don't need my cock at all.” Yoongi teases, jerking Jin's dick as he keeps moving his hips. “Maybe I should just finger fuck you until you cum, huh? Would you like that?”
Jin squirms, shaking his head, trying to stop moving but he just can't, it feels so good. “Please, n-no. Fu-, God, fuck me with your cock. Please!”
He feels his hips halt, a hand holding him in place as fingers leave his rim with a pop. He takes the opportunity to look back, gulping as Yoongi drenches his condomed dick in lube. He licks his lips as he admires it, an angry red tip smeared with precum from neglect, Yoongi’s big veiny hand stroking and then angling it to his rim. He turns to face the wall, Yoongi’s free hand holding his hair making him close his eyes.
Yoongi touches Jin's rim with the tip of his dick, watching it unclench, inviting him in. “I'm going to go in slowly.” He waits until Jin nods, pulling him by the hair back softly so he can kiss him while he moves his hips forward.
Jin tries his best to be distracted as Yoongi’s cock slides inside him, stretching him so well that it hurts in a good way. He admires himself if he's honest, only letting whimpers escape that Yoongi practically swallows instead of the deep moans that he feels vibrating in his chest. The kissing helps him as he doesn't notice that Yoongi bottoms out until he feels the light tap of his crotch on his ass.
Yoongi holds Jin's face and kisses all over. “Just say when.”
Jin nods, closing his eyes and letting Yoongi kiss him until he gets accustomed. “You better go at least two rounds by the way, that bed is calling the both of us.”
“Who said I need a second round?”
The confidence Yoongi demonstrates has him clenching in excitement, Yoongi smirking in satisfaction at the reaction. Jin looks forward before Yoongi opens his mouth, hands now placed on the wall and a wiggle of his hips. “You can move now, I'm good.”
Yoongi takes a deep breath as he moves his hips, dragging his cock back and forth, biting his lips at how tight Jin feels around him. It takes him a while to find a good pace, the warm and tight sensation has him wanting to go slow, to really enjoy the moment and have Jin see stars by the end of it all. He can feel Jin clench every now and then, causing his rhythm to falter. “Fuck.” He pants, the grip Jin’s ass has on him causing him to change angles. “You’re so tight, hyung.”
Jin opens his mouth to speak but a high pitch whine lets out as he feels the tip of Yoongi's dick touch his prostate. “You're big, ‘m not tight! If you moved faster than it would be eas- Fuck!” Yoongi snaps his hips, cutting Jin's words as he hits the bundle of nerves. “Do it again!”
Yoongi, not needing to be told twice, tightens his hold on Jin’s waist with one hand and gripping his hair with the other he fastens his pace, the sound of skin on skin slapping echoes in the room, his balls smacking Jin’s ass as his crotch does. He moans when he sees his dick getting swallowed by Jin, his ass jiggling from the force of his thrusts causes him to slap it momentarily, relishing the whimpering moan he gets as a result.
Jin can only brace himself at each smack of his ass, body reacting positively as it only makes him move faster to match Yoongi’s thrusts. His hands jolt each time his prostate is hit, the only thing holding him to the wall slowly failing until Yoongi's thrusts has him pinned on the wall face first, dick pinned positioned downward, rubbing on the thankfully clean wall. He tries to talk but it comes out incoherent, blabbering as he tries to get Yoongi to slow down as he already feels close to cumming but no luck. Yoongi slows down only to move his hips like a vixen, each thrust reaching even deeper that has his throbbing erection twitching as it's being milked at this point.
Yoongi moves Jin's head to the side, cooing when he notices him drooling and looking down at his pinned dick sticking down and spouting precum. “What's wrong hyungie, close to cumming already?” The hint of fake hurt and lust on Jin’s eyes ignites Yoongi’s innate fire, hips pistoning as he gets more sounds from his hyung. “No cumming unless you beg.”
Jin tries to speak, a soft “P-ple-” trying to come out of his mouth but each time Yoongi hits him just on the right spot. He feels his dick hurt, the need to cum causing him to start to explode. He knows he can and Yoongi won't do anything bad, but part of him wants to comply, earn the right to feel relief. So he tries his best.
“P-please.” He manages to say after a few attempts. “Can I- can I cum? Please, l-let hyung cum!”
Yoongi chuckles, leaning his head closer to Jin's lips as he slows down and stops momentarily. He lets Jin breathe, regain his composure, only to slam his hips again and fuck him all over again. This goes on for a while, each time Jin would get close to his orgasm Yoongi would slow down. That is until he deemed the torture enough and leaned close to his ear. “So obedient hyung. Can you please me too? Can you cum for me? Show you liked how I fucked you on this wall by cumming? I’ll reward you with a few spanks later.”
He leans Jin back slightly as he closes the gap with a kiss, swallowing the pleased whimper from Jin who instantly cums all over the floor.
Jin swears he faints for a few seconds, his body spasming as he cums, starting to feel light headed as he stays pinned to the wall as he reaches his high. In the back of his mind he can hear Yoongi praise him, telling him how good he's doing as he remains with his eyes closed and back arched.
After what feels like minutes he moves his hands to hold himself from the wall, Yoongi helping him until he can properly hold himself. “Out?” He mumbles, Yoongi moving as best he could so it doesn’t hurt Jin as he manages to pull out. Jin’s legs tremble once Yoongi pulls out, almost causing him to fall but thankfully Yoongi manages to move to the bed, laying him down on the bed.
“Holy fuck.”
Yoongi lies down next to Jin, raising his head and placing it on his stomach. “You good hyung?”
“Good!?” He sees Yoongi's eyes show fear at his question. “My ass just got destroyed by this monster dick and you ask me if I'm good?” There's a few seconds of silence before Jin blurts out with a smile. “This is the best fucking dick I've ever seen let alone had, of course I'm good!”
“Aish hyung, come on.” Yoongi laughs, his body untensing as he gets a satisfactory response. “You scared me for a second, thought I was right.”
“Right about what?” Jin asks, confused, staring at Yoongi who stares at him incredulously. “Oh right, the insecurity you had because of the bitch of your ex.” He sees Yoongi shake his head. “Get that thought out of your head, that dick is the best and you have hips of a GOD for someone so small… in height not size as I learned today.”
Yoongi's cheeks go red at the compliments, his heart racing with glee. “Th-thanks hyungie.”
“No problem, Yoongles.” Jin smiles, holding his hand and giving it a kiss.
“I do have one complaint though.” He sees how Yoongi’s eyes widen, looking at him in question. Jin only turns, staring at Yoongi's raging boner. “You're still fucking rock hard, were you planning on cumming solo and make me sad?”
“Oh, actually no. I had another idea.” He holds Jin's chin, turning it so he can look at him.
“You told me you wanted me to pin you on the bed too, I'm not cumming until I fulfill my promises to you.”
Jin turns his head again, deciding not to look at him and grabs Yoongi's dick. “Aish, don't be a sap while saying how you're going to fuck me again.”
He strokes Yoongi, hearing him stutter and his body jump slightly as his hand glides at each stroke, specifically when he rubs the tip. “Not only is your dick huge but you have big ass balls too.” Jin reaches below, fondling Yoongi’s balls and lightly squeezing them.
“H-hyung b-be gentle!” Yoongi bites his hand when he feels his balls being fondled, the combination of his dick and balls being played with overstimulating him.
Jin smiles as he continues his assault, sitting on the bed so he can look at Yoongi better who is still laying down.
“I guess I have the upper hand now, huh?” He lifts an eyebrow as he squeezes the balls in his hand, watching Yoongi's eye twitch as he pants like a dog. “Why don't you let me do the work this time? Let hyung prove you're good at this too, hm?”
“At w-what?” Yoongi grabs the sheets hard as Jin squeezes his balls again, feeling how the condom slides off his dick as Jin grabs lube. “When did you grab that lube?”
“Under the bed, no don't ask.” Jin sits on his knees, popping the cap open, spreading lube on his hand and taking a big whiff. “Mmmmmm, smells like cinnamon buns.”
Yoongi hums as the smell of the lube hits his senses causing him to relax and moan once the warm liquid in Jin's hand makes contact with his dick, his body slumping happily as he gets a slight handjob from Jin. “Remember the co-condom.”
“Actually… I have an idea.” Jin takes his lubed hand and reaches backwards, smiling as he uses the excess lube to circle his rim and hums in satisfaction. Once he deems it enough he takes his hand out and crawls forward, sitting on top of Yoongi's stomach with his lubed ass hot dogging Yoongi’s dick.
“I was thinking, what if we do this raw and I ride you, think you'd like that cutie?” Jin doesn't need an answer, his ass felt Yoongi’s dick twitch, a light tapping sound causing him to giggle and Yoongi blush. “God you are so kinky.”
“Shut it, you came when I said I was going to spank you.” Before Jin can speak Yoongi lifts his hand and slaps his ass, causing him to rock his body slightly and also making Yoongi groan thanks to the friction it caused. “O-Ok, how about we get this over with before I cum outside of you?”
“Shhh.” Jin places his finger on Yoongi's mouth. “My turn to be in charge. Now shut up while I angle myself.”
He leans forward so he can give Yoongi a kiss while moving his hips until he feels the tip of Yoongi’s dick on his rim. He rocks his hips slowly, getting accustomed yet again until he bottoms out as he sits on Yoongi’s lap. “You better fucking smack my ass while I do thi- Fuck, I haven’t moved and this feels so good already, holy shit.” Yoongi gives him a light tap on his ass, waiting patiently as Jin takes deep breaths to regain his strength.
Jin places his hands on Yoongi’s shoulders, nails forming crescent moans on his skin from the force. He’s rocking his body, moving forward and back as he starts setting his own pace. “That's it.” He hears Yoongi grunt, hands on his ass and smacking him lightly. “That's my hyung, move like that.”
Yoongi’s words encourage him enough to start moving faster, the bed creaking below them. As he changes the pace of his rocking, so do Yoongi’s hands as he feels them smack hard enough that he starts to feel the sting.
“Harder.”
He moans as he starts jumping, using his legs as support so he can move faster, Yoongi’s dick hitting his prostate at each bounce.
They last for a few minutes like that until Jin starts to falter as each smack from Yoongi’s hands continues to make his pace erratic as his hard dick bounces each time, Yoongi letting his resolve fall and bucking his hips to meet Jin at each bounce. Yoongi notices Jin’s tiredness, his hand roaming upwards to his hips, holding him as he lunges forward so now Jin is lying down on the bed with his legs on Yoongi’s shoulders.
“Rest, you did good, I got this hyung.” Jin nods as Yoongi wastes no time and pile drives him to the bed with a faster pace then what they had together, his mission to make Jin cum again.
Jin holds onto the sheets with this new position, the angle of Yoongi’s thrusts massaging his prostate that has him screaming his name, a symphony to Yoongi’s ears that edge him on to go even harder. They both moan in unison, chasing each other's highs as much as possible until Yoongi’s hips stutter with one final thrust that has him reaching forward and kissing Jin, hips locking in place as it drives them both to their orgasm, Jin cumming first and Yoongi following after him. They drown in each other's moans as their bodies tense, Jin clenching so hard that he whimpers from the sensation of being filled up and still having Yoongi inside him while Yoongi feels light headed from how hard he’s managing to cum.
It takes them a few minutes, both men detaching from their kiss and connecting their foreheads to take deep breaths as they compose themselves together. Yoongi stares at Jin's eyes, moving a strand of hair that was stuck to his forehead and smiles.
“So pretty.” He whispers as Jin smiles softly. “I don't know if this is post sex clarity but… I've never noticed that you actually are super h-.”
“Before you say anything mushy.” Jin stops him, wiggling his hips. “How about we get cleaned up first and we can have a heart to heart when you're not inside me, have like a gallon of your cum in me and my ass doesn't hurt as much as it does?”
Yoongi huffs a laugh, nodding but not moving as he decides to keep kissing Jin who doesn’t complain until he feels the oversensitivity, finally making them move so they can clean up.
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It's been a few minutes. The sheets have been changed and Jin, freshly bathed, is lying stomach down on Yoongi’s bed waiting for him to come out of the shower. As he does he holds one of the many pillows in his arms, feeling what he hopes are butterflies in his stomach after everything that happened in the last hour. Not only did he get the fuck of his life, but Yoongi’s slight confession has him feeling ecstatic of the probability of being together with him.
He hears the door open, looking up and staring at Yoongi who’s shirtless and sheepishly waves at him. His long wet black hair curling slightly from the humidity makes him look adorable. “Comfy?” He asks, holding a bottle of lotion in his hand.
“Super comfy, will be even more once you use that on me.” Jin arches his back lightly, wiggling his ass making Yoongi smile until his gums show.
“It's still red and needs after care~.” He sings songs as Yoongi shakes his head and tosses the lotion on the bed as he opens a drawer. Jin smirks once he looks at Yoongi's back, clear scratch marks adorning his back filling him with a sense of pride.
Yoongi drops his towel, hearing a Jin whistle as he puts on a pair of pajama pants over his underwear. He turns and walks to the bed, sitting next to a pouting Jin.
“You'll see it later again, don't worry.” He opens the cap of the lotion and rubs his hands with it. “It might sting you at first but it should feel better after.”
“Damn, a third time today? You horny perv.” Jin jokes before feels exactly what Yoongi said.
It's a sharp pain that has him wincing for a few seconds until the coldness of the lotion has him feeling almost no pain at all. His body slowly relaxes as Yoongi's hands massage his butt as carefully as he can.
“God your hands are divine Yoongi. You could be a masseuse, heck you could work at my bakery and be the best bread maker.” Yoongi smiles in response as he continues, falling into comfortable silence as he works his way with the goal of making Jin feel as comfortable as possible.
Jin sighs as his exhaustion catches up with him, his body moving with the force of Yoongi's hands. He's teetering on the edge of sleep but forces himself to stay awake, a question in his mind that he has to get an answer to.
“Yoongi.” He hears a hum in responses as more lotion is applied now to his lower back.
“Was what you said before true?” Yoongi pauses, the fingers that are now digging on Jin's back moving a few seconds after.
“What specifically?” He asks, voice a bit nervous.
“You said, ‘You like me back too’… does someone else like you too or does that mean that you like me too?” Jin can feel the tension Yoongi feels, his hands moving rough and rigid.
“Stop, lie down next to me.” He pats the side next to him.
It takes him a while but Yoongi complies, placing the lotion on the floor and laying down next to him. “OK, so, I might… have started getting some… feelings.” Yoongi starts toying with his fingers as he explains staring in front of him and avoiding Jin's gaze. “I think I had them before but never acted on them.”
“How so?” The questions come soft.
“Well, for starters, I never liked the idea of living with someone else but it never bothered me if it was living with you.” He smiles as he continues. “Everything I found that was nice, I wanted to give it to you or at least show it to you. Not to mention how I would look at my dates and whenever I was deciding in my mind if it was worth it or tried falling in love with them I would always say one thing.” He looks at Jin and extends his arm, grabbing Jin's hand and caressing it with his thumb. “I would always look at them and, for some reason, would just say that they aren't… well that they aren't you hyung.”
Jin pinches himself after Yoongi’s words, yelping slightly from the pain, confirming that he is not in fact asleep. “How… how did you finally notice then?”
Yoongi blushes and stares down at the floor mumbling something incoherent. Jin nudges him, moving his head and encouraging him. “Hobi, um, saw our texts. He basically made me wake up and see that I was madly in love with you since… I don't know high school? I know this isn't the time to confess considering we just fucked, and you don't have to respond or anything, but I was kind of hoping I wasn't making assumptions…”
Jin smiles hearing Yoongi ramble nervously about how he doesn't have to tell him if his feelings are reciprocated or not. “Yoongi.” He cuts him off, his face looking red from lack of oxygen. “Did you forget I was the one who offered myself to prove that you don't suck at this? I didn't do it just because, I did it because I love you.”
“You do?” Yoongi replies after a few seconds, his voice soft.
“Of course.” Jin holds Yoongi’s hand with care. “You have no idea how it broke my heart when I saw you a week ago. I was prepared to search the bastard and make him regret ever doing that because you have the kindest soul even if you look grumpy.”
Yoongi laughs as Jin keeps talking. “You have a smile that just lights up the whole room around you, your presence alone is a gift that just makes me burst from happiness. I felt honored when you decided to be my roommate when we moved out of our homes. I love you Min Yoongi, bombass dick or not, I've loved you for years because of who you are and how you treat everyone around you, even the ones who dont deserve it.”
Yoongi feels tears start to well up in his eyes, Jin’s words filling his heart with pure adoration. “I… you have no idea how this makes me feel hyung, you left me speechless.”
“Well, how about I give you some time to think and you can express yourself with dinner?” Jin says, squeezing Yoongi’s hand. “After, maybe you do what you wanted originally and leave the restaurant with a boyfriend this time?”
Yoongi nods with a smile. “I’d love that hyung. Can we go tomorrow, say at six?”
“Sure. I'll tell my roommate to stay out of the house, in case we want to finish on a high note.” Jin looks down as he hugs Yoongi, a hand rubbing his waist.
“You have something here that might classify as a weapon, don’t want him to call the cops on ya.
Yoongi shivers as Jin’s hand grazes his lower back. “I have a feeling he'll cooperate.”
They both chuckle, giving each other a deep, slow, longing kiss that has their bodies tingling with excitement and love. Jin feels his warm heart soar as he turns with Yoongi and cuddles half naked in the arms of his long term crush and best friend. He's excited for this new chapter in their lives, already anticipating how it'll be like and also wondering in what new ways he can get dicked down happily like he got today.
“By the way.”Jin says suddenly, Yoongi smiling at him happily. “I will say it a thousand times, you definitely do not suck at sex.”
Laughter echoes in Yoongi's room as both men laugh, held in each other's arms as they cuddle each other to sleep, each one thinking of the next day so they can start officializing their new relationship.