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Isagi sighed as he realised he was only four hours into his shift, even though he had been a fully qualified nurse for nearly a year, he still wasn’t used to the full time work. He loved his job and career, he loved helping people heal, treating them and he just found the medicine so fucking interesting, he truly loved his job, but it was mentally exhausting. The reminder that if he fucked up, he could accidently further someone’s progress from healing and in worst case scenarios he could accidently kill someone, it was terrifying. So he was determined to always make sure he was focused, that he never took shortcuts, because shortcuts in this career could lead to death. 

“Isagi, there is a patient in bed six for you”

“What’s the story?” Isagi walked up to the reception area of the emergency department, he leaned against the bench as he waited to be told what he would expect from his next patient, you never knew what you would encounter in emergency. “Michael Kaiser, twenty five year old male, he is needing some stitches in his right knuckle as well as on his cheek, has quite a bit of bruising so assuming he was in a fight of some kind, obs haven’t been done yet.” Okay so pretty tame, the guy should hopefully be out in an hour or so. He thanked the other nurse as he dragged his computer towards bed six, the curtains were drawn so as he crept closer he grabbed some of the curtain to push back and entered into the room whilst also applying both hand sanitiser and gloves on.

The patient was laid down on the bed scrolling through his phone. The most noticeable feature about this guy was the fact he was white, Isagi didn’t see many foreigners in Japan, he hoped the guy could speak Japanese but if not, he might need to call a translator. “Hello, I’m your nurse Isagi,” well shit not only was this guy white, but he had dyed blue hair, was he crazy? The patient, what was his name again? Kaiser? Something like that, sat up in response to his voice, okay good he seemed alert and wouldn’t need to be seen by a doctor. “Oh hey, can you just give me some stitches and get me out of here?” The fluent Japanese surprised Isagi, he didn’t expect that but he was glad he didn’t need a translator. However, the guy was impatient, whatever it didn’t really matter to Isagi, he dealt with people like this all the time, “unfortunately it can’t be that simple, you will be discharged after the doctor clears you,” the guy huffed before manoeuvring his body to have his legs dangled off the bed, “okay fine let’s get this over and done with” 

Isagi pushed his computer further into the room and got up the information for his newest patient, “can you tell me your full name and date of birth?”

“Michael Kaiser, the 12th of June 1999”

“Do you have any allergies?”

“No,” Isagi hummed as all that information checked out, he walked closer to Kaiser, “okay Kaiser, so I’m going to be taking some vitals and then grab all the necessary things needed to stitch you up”

“Yeah okay whatever, just hurry it up,” Isagi hated dealing with these kinds of people, the people who just believed they were able to order the nurses around, but he was a professional and would not display any of his annoyance to his patient. “I’ll take your blood pressure first, is there any particular arm you prefer for me to use?”

“Not really,” Isagi reached to the side behind Kaiser where the monitor was placed, he grabbed the cuff from the blood pressure machine and lined it up to the correct position on Kaiser’s upper left arm. Isagi also grabbed the pulse oximeter, “can I have one of your fingers please?” Kaiser stuck out his left index finger, he placed the machine on his finger and waited for the results to come in. A few moments later the monitor displayed all the necessary information, blood pressure 120/90, pulse 78, oxygen saturation 97% and his GCS was very obviously a 15, all perfectly normal. He next picked up the ear thermometer, “any ear you prefer?”

“Nope,” Isagi was not going to roll his eyes at some attitude a patient was giving him, even if it was annoying and caused annoyance to flood through Isagi’s veins, he wasn’t sure why he was so easily irritated by this patient. He placed the thermometer into Kaiser’s right ear and waited for the beep sound, usually Isagi would make some sort of small talk but he got the feeling this patient did not want to talk. Once he heard the sound he looked at the tiny screen on the thermometer, 38° it was a little high but still in the safe zone. “Thank you, I’ll be back in a second with all the things I need for your stitches, how are you feeling?”

“Fine I guess,” he noticed Kaiser was looking around the room with a bit of caution, his body was tensed up, almost like he was expecting something or someone to come. Isagi was a little concerned and decided to keep an eye on his behaviour, he prayed it wasn’t anything too bad and he wouldn’t need to intervene or get some help. “Well I’ll be right back soon okay?” Kaiser mumbled a ‘yeah alright’ as Isagi left the bed area and closed the curtains to give his patient some privacy. He grabbed a trolley with everything he needed, he sighed before mentally preparing himself for preparing to interact with that patient again. Sure Isagi liked people but fuck, it was so taxing on his brain to be continuously talking to people, especially ones that gave attitude or were demanding. He pulled open the generic hospital curtains and saw that Kaiser was still in the same position as before, sitting on the side of the bed with his legs dangled, “oh that was quick”

“I did said I would be”

“True,” Isagi busied himself by pulling a chair closer to Kaiser so he was able to get a closer view and angle for the stitches. Once he was sat down on the chair, he reached his arm out and forced the trolley to move into a position that was convenient, “so where did you get these injuries from?”

“Trying small talk now”

“No, I’m a nurse, it's kinda my job to gather information. So what happened?”

“It doesn’t matter or any of your business,” he sighed as he carefully grabbed Kaiser’s right hand to clean the wound with precision and care. “Just tell me please, if you’re in an abusive rel-”

“No!"

“Are you sure? The bruises on your face, the need for stitches, your behaviour, it’s all clear signs of-”

“I’m not, you don’t know anything about me”

‘Well it’s my job to find out more about my patients. So tell me Kaiser, where are these injuries from?”

“I don’t have to tell you shit- ow fuck! Be careful for fucks sake, what did you get through uni by googling shit?” Isagi ignored Kaiser’s very stupid question, it was ridiculous, just what sort of nurse did Kaiser take him for? “Why are you not answering? No way I’m allowing you to touch my gorgeous face if you’re unqualified!”

“Don’t be a fucking baby, of course I am qualified, besides you aren’t even that attractive” 

“I’m not attractive?! You’re uglier than me!” Isagi really wanted to say he wasn’t affected by Kaiser calling him ugly, but fuck this patient really knew how to get on his nerves. He snapped his head up and away from Kaiser’s knuckles, he was about to argue back when he actually took in Kaiser’s appearance. He didn’t want to agree with Kaiser and see his smug ass face, but fuck Kaiser was hot. The light blue eyes, which just so happened to be Isagi’s favourite colour, paired with the light blue dyed hair was gorgeous. It put emphasis on his blond hair, and somehow made his hair look soft, fluffy, or maybe it just naturally was soft, but regardless Isagi wanted to touch it, run his fingers through it, and pull on his rat’s tail. “Cat got your tongue?”

“Asshole, just really seeing how ugly you are”

“Is that any way to speak to your patient?”

“I don’t care, you deserve it,” Kaiser laughed, his whole body shook which of course led to the hand Isagi was holding to move as well, “wait stop hold still”

“Oh fuck sorry, you’re funnier than I thought”

“Glad I got your approval,” thankfully Kaiser’s injuries on his knuckle wasn’t too deep or serious, it only needed five stitches in total. “Okay I’m gonna do your cheek now”

“Are you sure you’re qualified?” Kaiser took his hand out of Isagi’s and inspected his handiwork, his eyes were squinted and he moved his hand in all different angles. “Yes I’m sure, now move your head to the side”

“You’re bossy, I like that in a guy,” Isagi’s hands stilled as he comprehended Kaiser’s comment, was he really implying what Kaiser thought? “You like that Isagi? Me flirting with you?”

“No,” he was a professional, he must maintain professional therapeutic relationships with his patients, he was not going to admit he thought Kaiser was hot, or that he liked the flirting. “You’re a liar Isagi, admit it”

“I really don’t like it, now shut up and let me do my job”

“Okay fine! Don’t fuck up my face”

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” Isagi who was very much qualified skilfully added a total of eight stitches onto Kaiser’s cheek, he was very careful to make sure he didn’t fuck up because he could only imagine the shit Kaiser would give him. “Okay and done! I’ll come back in like an hour to do another set of obs, if everything is all good and you have been seen by a doctor then you should be discharged but don’t expect that will happen because complications can always occur. Press the call button if you need anything okay?” Isagi disposed of his gloves and pushed his trolley out of the room to go update Kaiser’s patient notes.

Isagi pushed his computer back towards Kaiser’s bed, he again mentally prepared himself to deal with the very annoying and very hot Kaiser, he really wasn’t sure what it was about him, but something about Kaiser got under Isagi’s skin. He was always really nice and patient with the people in his care, well at least in his opinion, but Kaiser? Kaiser got Isagi wanting to throw away every bit of professionalism he had and fight with him, maybe not physically, but definitely verbally, he was just so annoying! He pushed the curtain back, “how are you feel-”

What the fuck?

Isagi looked around the area as if magically Kaiser would appear, he was certain Kaiser hadn’t been discharged, so where the fuck was he? He quickly left and ran as safely as he could to the reception, “did the person in bed six get discharged?” The nurse looked up at Isagi, it was clear he was confused by his question as his face scrunched up, “bed six? The one you had?”

“Yes that one!”

“No? He hasn’t even been seen by a doctor yet”

No fucking way. That cunt.

“What’s wrong?’

“He fucking left the hospital!”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive,” Isagi knew Kaiser was impatient to leave, why would he believe after getting his stitches done that Kaiser would still stay and wait around? What an annoying fucking asshole. Well it didn’t matter, it wasn’t his problem anymore.

“Isagi we need to swap patients”

“What? Why?”

“Cause there is some guy wanting you by name and refuses to let me treat him”

“Okay fine you can have my patient in bed one then, where is this guy at?”

“Bed ten,” Isagi prayed whoever this person was wasn’t a pain in his ass, he made his way towards bed ten where the curtains was closed, he pushed them open, “hello I’m your nurse Isa- no fucking way”

“Missed me?”

There was Michael fucking Kaiser sitting on the bed like nothing happened last time, as if he totally didn’t walk out of the hospital only less than three weeks ago. “You have to be fucking kidding me, why are you here again?”

“That’s no way to speak to your patient you know”

“I don’t care, why are you here?”

“That worried about me?”

“No!” Kaiser laughed and sat up to sit in the same position as last time, he lifted both of his hands out for Isagi to see. “I need more stitches”

“In both knuckles? What did you do? Wait- What the fuck?” Isagi moved closer to Kaiser, he grabbed ahold of his left hand before shoving it closer for his eyes to see, “when the fuck did you get this? You definitely didn’t have it last time”

“Aw Isagi you paid attention to me! How sweet of you!”

“‘Paid attention’ motherfucker, you have a full arm sleeve tattoo now! How could I not notice?” This asshole had a massive ass crown on the back of his left hand with thorns snaking up his arm, he followed along the tattoo and saw it led to two blue roses, it was gorgeous but so over the top. “You like it? It was a birthday present from my boyfriend”

“You’re what?! Why did you flirt with me last time then?”

“Because it’s fun? Why else?”

“You’re crazy, what happened with your knuckles?” Was Isagi a little upset that Kaiser apparently had a fucking boyfriend, one that would go out of his way to pay for a massive tattoo that wouldn’t have been cheap? Yes maybe, but he would pretend like he didn’t care, because really what did he know about Kaiser?

“Got into a fight”

“With your boyfriend?”

“No of course not, just a friendly fight with a friend,” Isagi wasn’t so convinced that these fights were ‘friendly’ or ‘with a friend’ considering this was now the second time Kaiser had shown up at the hospital needing stitches and bruises on his face. Isagi was concerned that Kaiser was lying about his boyfriend and the nature of their relationship, he hoped that Kaiser was safe. “Okay… if you say so. Sorry but I have to ask, can you tell me your full name and date of birth?”

“Again? Michael Kaiser, 12th of June 1999 and before you ask no I’m not allergic to anything”

“I have to ask every time. I’ll take your obs again, stitch you up and you will not leave before the doctor sees you Kaiser”

“Boring, waiting around in a hospital is such a fucking bore. If I’ve been stitched up, why can’t I just leave?”

“It doesn’t work like that, you might be more seriously injured especially since we don’t know the whole story with your fight. Were you hit in your head at all?”

“Uh- I don’t think so? The fight only lasted like twenty or so minutes-”

“Only?! Are you insane? Don’t answer that I already know. Any arm you prefer for me to do the bp on?”

“Bp? Oh blood pressure, my right probably since I only got my arm tattoo done like a week ago”

“How long did it take to get done?”

“A long long time, I think six or so hours? Probably longer actually I don’t know”

Isagi hummed as he placed the cuff around Kaiser’s right upper arm, he also grabbed the pulse oximeter and Kaiser already had an index finger waiting for Isagi, “how much was your tattoo?”

“Uh about ¥110,000 I believe? I don’t know, like I said it was a present from my boyfriend”

“How long have you been together?” Isagi wrote down the results from the two machines, all were between the flags, and GCS was again a 15, “hm we got together when I was eighteen so nearly eight years now. Our anniversary is in a week actually” 

“That’s cute, give me an ear,” Isagi was not admitting that he was potentially jealous of Kaiser’s boyfriend, he didn’t expect for the relationship to have lasted for so fucking long. “So demanding once again, I’m your patient I believe you are supposed to be so nice and caring to me”

“Sure I’m supposed to, but I’m not to annoying assholes who don’t know how to listen to instructions. How the fuck does your boyfriend deal with you?”

“Honestly, I have no fucking idea. I feel like I’m making him grow grey hairs quicker, I saw like three yesterday.” Grey hairs at twenty six? Isagi pushed the thermometer into the closest ear, his temperature was also normal, “how old is he?”

“He turned thirty eight in April,” what the fuck?

“How old was he when you got together?”

“Oh he was thirty,” what the actual fuck? Isagi was very fucking concerned, Kaiser was only eighteen when they started dating, how long has he known this predator? “It’s seriously not as bad as you’re thinking”

“Are you sure about that? Because it sounds pretty fucking bad Kaiser”

“Yeah trust it’s fine, he didn’t like groom me or anything, I asked him out”

“And he agreed?”

“Not at first, he rejected me”

“Kaiser, he still said yes to an eighteen year old when he was thirty-”

“Look I appreciate the concern or whatever but you don’t know me or him, just stitch me up so I can get the fuck out of here,” Isagi sighed, he didn’t want to get on Kaiser’s bad side, he left to grab the same trolley that had the necessary things. As he reached Kaiser’s bed he rubbed his hand over his face in annoyance, Kaiser was fucking irritating, he really prayed he never had to see him again. 

“I’m sorry about earlier, I overstepped-”

“Yeah you did, but it’s whatever just come do your job”

“Now look at who is being demanding,” he was thankful that he was able to get a chuckle out of Kaiser, “yeah I guess so.” Isagi took the same position as he did a few weeks ago, he pulled over a chair and rolled the trolley towards him. He reached for one of Kaiser’s hands and got to work, “are you dating anyone?”

“Nah, my last girlfriend and I broke up like a year ago”

“Girlfriend?”

“Yeah, what about it?”

“Nothing, I just didn’t expect that from you”

“Expect what?”

“You being straight”

“I’m bi you asshole”

“Oh fuck yeah that makes sense. So how old are you?”

“Twenty four”

“Oh you’re only two years younger than me!” Yeah and it’s a much better age gap than you and your boyfriend, “what do you do as a job?”

“Ah Noel doesn’t really want me to work, I do have a part time job as a high school soccer team coach but other than that I don’t really work.” Isagi wasn’t sure if it was his imagination but Kaiser’s voice, it sounded almost mournful, like he was upset he wasn’t able to work. Isagi didn’t get very good vibes off of who he was assuming to be Kaiser’s boyfriend, “Noel is-”

“My boyfriend,” just like Isagi expected. He knew it wasn’t any of his business but their relationship sounded fucking controlling and borderline illegal. “Do you wish to work?”

“I would like to I think, I always wanted to help children, like a social worker, but I mean a coach isn’t so bad”

“A social worker would be nice, what does Noel do?” Isagi finished the last stitch in Kaiser’s left hand before placing it down and carefully cradling his right hand to work on, “he’s a professional soccer player so he earns more than enough money for us”

“Oh? Who does he play for? I try to watch as many games as possible but I’ve been so busy lately with work”

“Bastard Münich, he’s the striker-”

“Wait Noel? Like Noa Noel?”

“That’s the one,” Isagi was going to kill himself! His favourite childhood soccer player was a fucking predator! “Why are you in fucking Japan and not Germany?”

“I hate it there, I’ve basically been living in Japan since I was like ten or so? Germany doesn’t hold very good memories for me”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” Isagi looked up from Kaiser’s hand and tried giving him his most comforting smile, he truly did feel sorry for Kaiser and not just for the hating his home country but also because he couldn’t or refused to recognise how fucked up his relationship was. “Meh it’s fine really, what’s your first name?” Isagi startled back into reality from hearing that question, he realised he got caught up into his mind picturing just how bad his and Noa’s relationship was.

“Uh- Yoichi”

“That’s a cute name, it fits you, are we done yet?”

“Huh? Oh yeah I’m done with the stitches, please this fucking time stay for the doctor to see and review you. Don’t just walk out like an idiot, I’ll be back in an hour or so to take more vitals, just stay and call if you need anything”

“Yeah whatever you say Yoichi”

“Don’t call me that”

“Don’t you have other patients?”

“Smart ass, stay here okay?”

Kaiser did not stay and once again left the hospital.

As Isagi was checking what patients he would have to attend that day his eyes stopped on a very familiar name, a name that he has had to treat two times already. He couldn’t fucking believe this. Isagi scoffed as he made his way towards Kaiser’s bed, how could he be so unlucky to have Kaiser again for the third fucking time?

“What did you do?”

“No ‘hello’? No ‘I’m your nurse Isagi’?”

“No you don’t deserve it”

“You wound me Yoichi!”

“Don’t call me that”

“Nah I like it, anyways I may need more stitches but this time on my lip”

“Another fight?” Isagi sighed as he prepared to deal with this asshole again who was likely to run away again, what was his fucking luck? 

“Potentially, oh also my name is Michael Kaiser, date of birth is the 12th of June 1999 and I’m not allergic to anything”

“I’m glad you remembered, and was this fight again not with your boyfriend?” He went to grab the cuff for the blood pressure machine and silently asked which arm he preferred, Kaiser lifted his right arm. “No it was not with my boyfriend. Seriously I don’t know what fucked up idea you have of my boyfriend but he isn’t anything like you’re picturing” 

“I’m not picturing anything, I’m just making sure,” he did have this idea that Kaiser was probably trapped inside this relationship, that Noa, his childhood fucking favourite celebrity, was not only a weirdo but also abusive. Isagi wouldn’t, he would never lay a hand on Kaiser or force him to not work. Kaiser was too bright, too beautiful to be left inside where no one could see him shine. “Who was the fight with then?”

He quickly thanked Kaiser as his index finger was already waiting for the pulse oximeter, “the same guy as last time”

“And that would be?” He jotted down all the results and was still pleased that they were all within normal ranges, “a friend”

“A friend who you fight with regularly?”

“Yep, how come you chose to work in emergency?” Changing the subject, Isagi could tell Kaiser didn’t want him probing into his life especially in regards to the fighting, but he was worried about Kaiser, he just wanted to know he was safe. “I like the challenge, the uncertainty, you never know what you will see and everyday is different”

“Huh, that does sound pretty exciting, was there any other specialty you would do?” Isagi hummed in thought as he put the thermometer into Kaiser’s ear, “honestly I don’t know, maybe cardiology? The heart is pretty cool”

“I didn’t expect that from you”

“Oh? What did you expect?” Isagi pulled the thermometer out and checked his temperature, 37.5°. He went to write that down as Kaiser continued talking, “maybe something like surgery?”

“Surgery? I was never really fond of it when I did it during my placement. I’ll be back okay?” Isagi left and grabbed a trolley with the equipment needed to stitch Kaiser’s lip, from what he saw he only would need three tops, it didn’t look so bad which is good. 

Isagi pushed the trolley and opened the curtains to allow entry, “do you always just so happen to get injured on days that I work?”

“Well… it’s not like I know when you’re working, it’s just luck. But hey I’m not complaining, you’re good to look at”

“Careful, you have a boyfriend,” Isagi dragged a chair over and motioned for Kaiser to lean down, “it’s just some harmless flirting, besides how will he ever know?”

“Stop talking, you will fuck up your stitches,” Isagi cupped the side of Kaiser’s face and leaned him down even further, he inspected the cut, it definitely wasn’t that bad, “how did this happen?”

“The guy was wearing knuckles dusters and got me on the lip”

“He was what?! What sort of fucking fight was this?” Kaiser was lucky the cut wasn’t any deeper, especially with what he was hit with. “Don’t worry your pretty little head about that Yoichi”

“I’m not little or pretty and stop calling me Yoichi for fucks sake. Now shut the fuck up and let me do my job or I will purposely fuck these stitches up.” Isagi got to work, he carefully weaved the stitches in Kaiser’s lip, even though he did threaten him, he really didn’t want to fuck his lip up. Isagi was a professional, he wouldn’t deny that, but fuck having Kaiser’s hot breath hitting against his face was distracting enough on it’s own, but being up close with his lip? All Isagi wanted to do was tilt Kaiser’s head back and smash his lips against his, he wanted to devour his mouth and tongue, show Kaiser who he belonged to, that he deserved someone so much better, someone so much younger. But no matter how badly he wanted to, no matter how much his body screamed for him to kiss Kaiser, he couldn’t, he was a professional and Kaiser had a boyfriend. 

He tied up the last stitch, making sure it was done properly but also giving him an excuse to look at Kaiser’s lip once more. “All done?”

“Yep, I’m not even going to ask you this time to stay, just make sure to look after your stitches okay?”

“Don’t trust me to stay this time?”

“Fuck no, stay safe and stop getting into fights Kaiser”

“So you are worried about me”

“No, I’m worried about my sanity if I have to treat you one more time”

“Am I really that bad? I’m hot aren’t I?”

“And taken,” Isagi pulled his gloves off before disposing them into the bin, he applied more hand sanitiser on before moving towards the trolley indicating he had to leave. “So you’re saying, if I was single, you would fuck me?”

“I never said that”

“Nope, but you did admit I was hot. I’ll take that as a win tonight”

“Goodbye Kaiser, please stop getting into fights”

“See you next time Yoichi!”

To no one’s surprise, Kaiser left the hospital again.

Was Isagi surprised? Yes. Should he have been surprised? Not really. He just assumed that since he hadn’t seen Kaiser in nearly a month that he either stopped having his fights or just didn’t get injured enough to need stitches. So to see Kaiser once again waiting on a hospital bed with an ice pack on his head was shocking, but the thing that caught Isagi’s attention the most was the almost detached look Kaiser had. The way his body was slumped over, his eyes looking but not really seeing anything, the multiple bruises that were scattered all over his face, it was almost horrific. 

“Kaiser?! Are you okay?” Isagi quickly pushed his computer into Kaiser’s bed and immediately checked the bruising that were quickly darkening, “what the fuck happened?” He swore that if he found out Noa did this shit to Kaiser, he would never fucking forgive him (Isagi knew he had never met Noa a day in his life, but that didn’t matter when Kaiser’s wellbeing was at stake). Kaiser never responded, he only removed his ice pack before looking up into Isagi’s eyes, Kaiser’s own light blue eyes that had so much light and life in them only less than a month ago that was now gone stared intensely at Isagi. “Kaiser talk to me”

“Shut the fuck up Yoichi,” he didn’t know what to do, how to help Kaiser, he felt so fucking useless, all he wanted was to see the same Kaiser he had met the last three times. Isagi for the first time stopped being a nurse around Kaiser, he sighed before he sat on the bed next to Kaiser, his body close enough that they were grazing against the other, that Kaiser’s body heat was radiating enough to warm Isagi up as well. “Talk to me”

“You know nothing about me”

Was it smart? Not really, but he couldn’t help it, his body just moved on its own, acting instinctively on how to help comfort Kaiser. He grabbed a hold of one of Kaiser’s hands and held it with so much care and firmness, he wouldn’t go anywhere, he would stay with Kaiser for as long as he needed (he had other patients but none of that mattered when Kaiser was hurting). “I’m here for you Mihya”

“Mihya? Haven’t heard that one before”

“No one has ever given you a nickname?”

“No,” he turned his head to the side and stared at the beautiful and very troubled man next to him. All he wanted to do was hug this man until he felt worthy enough, loved enough by Isagi, “what happened?” He saw Kaiser shake his head, almost like he was fighting with himself to not tell Isagi, to not let go of his resolve. “Please Mihya…”

“It doesn’t fucking matter”

“Of course it matters!” He squeezed Kaiser’s hand, he wanted Kaiser to trust him, to open up to him, all Isagi wanted was to pick up the broken pieces from Kaiser and glue them back together. But really what did Kaiser know of Isagi? What did Isagi know about Kaiser? “Fucking Noel”

He didn’t know he could feel such indescribable rage and anger towards a person he had never met before, but oh it was possible, Isagi saw red as soon as the words ‘Noel’ left Kaiser’s lips, he should have fucking known. “What did that cunt do?”

“Nothing fuck, it doesn’t matter-”

“Michael no, you’re going to tell me. Did he touch you-”

“No! He didn’t hit me, fuck Yoichi stop with that”

How was Isagi supposed to stop when all he ever thought about was the possibility of his beautiful witty Kaiser being hit by some rich pedophile? 

“Then what did he fucking do?”

“He found out about the fighting okay?” Isagi had a feeling the fights Kaiser was having weren’t as friendly as he had described, but was it really that bad? “Tell me everything please,” Isagi carefully cradled Kaiser’s cheek and turned his direction towards Isagi, both he and Kaiser manoeuvred their bodies to be facing the other. Isagi stared into those gorgeous blue eyes filled with so much fucking miseray, it broke his heart. Whilst his hand was resting against his cheek, he slightly moved one of his fingers to drag underneath Kaiser’s eye to wipe a tear away, Isagi gave the gentlest smile he could muster up. “I- fuck okay remember when I said I don’t really work?”

“Yeah”

“Well yeah the coaching job is good or whatever but like I wanted more you know? I wanted more money, which is so fucking dumb considering what Noel does and how much he makes, but it was his money, not mine, fuck it’s dumb-”

“It’s really not dumb Mihya, don’t question yourself, what you’re feeling is valid-”

“Stop, listen to me first before you say anything. Like I was saying I wanted more money, I needed something that was mine and I was so fucking sick of doing nothing. I did nothing in my life, I did the coaching like three times a week and that’s fucking it. Our house has its own gym so if I ever wanted to train I could just go there, needed food? The people Noel hired could go get it for me. I felt so fucking trapped and suffocated indoors all fucking day and everyday, I hated it. So my friend wanted to help me, he told me about these fighting rings that happened. Two people would fight, people would bet and the winner got half the winnings, it was fucking amazing, I felt free Yoichi, do you know what that means to me? You don’t but it doesn’t matter. I refused to tell Noel about the fights, he wouldn’t approve and I didn’t want him to take another thing from me, so he never knew until fucking today. I don’t fucking know how but he found out and confronted me about it, told me I had to stop or I would be forced to go to Germany with him when he is on season so he can ‘keep an eye on me’, fuck Yoichi, he just wants to dictate my life so fucking much and I despise it with every fucking bone in my body”

Well fuck, Isagi wasn’t sure how he was supposed to feel or react, he really wished he wasn’t right about Noa being the biggest fucking asshole and Kaiser being in an abusive relationship. “So where did you get the injuries from? I swear to fucking god if it was Noa-”

“It wasn’t, he wouldn’t hit me, I went to a fight today. I wasn’t supposed to but I just had so much fucking pent up anger inside of me, my body felt like it was going to combust if I didn’t find an outlet. So I fought a guy that I shouldn’t had, he whooped my ass and now here I am”

“Mihya, fuck, are you okay?” Isagi dragged his eyes up and down Kaiser’s face making sure he didn’t miss any injuries, if Kaiser was severely injured and Isagi didn’t catch onto it, he would never forgive him. “I’m better now, I promise,” he moved his hand that was on Kaiser’s cheek up to his hair, he felt around the soft blond hair trying to see if his head was bleeding at all. After a quick check, he felt relieved after not feeling any cuts or bleeding, he sighed before he tilted his head down until his forehead was resting against Kaiser’s own, he carefully grabbed a hold of his hair, “you Michael Kaiser deserve so much fucking better”

“Do I now?”

“Yes you do, never ever let some rich asshole control you. You are way too beautiful, way too bright to ever let some ugly prick restrict you from living your life to the fullest”

“How can you be so sure? You don’t know me Yoichi, I’m a fucking assh-”

Isagi couldn’t stop himself, his last restraint left the moment he heard Kaiser beginning to doubt himself. He gripped the back of his head tighter, he lifted Kaiser’s face before slotting their mouths together. Was he so fucking stupid for kissing a taken man? Yes, but why should he care when Kaiser’s boyfriend was fucking horrible? Isagi deepened the kiss, he moved his lips, devoured Kaiser like he was never going to kiss him again, because really, he never might. He wanted to engrave every last taste, touch, sensation to his mind for the rest of his life, he wanted to remember this moment in full detail. Kaiser pulled himself closer to Isagi, he felt Kaiser’s hands dig into his shoulder as if he was Kaiser’s life line. Isagi was able to move his body to sit fully cross legged on the bed, he let his hands trail down to Kaiser’s ass, Isagi squeezed his ass and lifted him into his lap. Kaiser instantly wrapped his legs around Isagi, his hands went from digging into Isagi’s shoulder to also wrapping his arms around his neck. 

Isagi scraped his tongue across Kaiser’s tongue, almost pathetically begging for permission to feel the insides of his mouth, he wanted to so fucking badly. He needed to know what Kaiser tasted like, to mark himself onto Kaiser. Kaiser opened after Isagi lapped over Kaiser’s lips, without any hesitation he pushed his tongue in and immediately tasted Kaiser’s sweet mouth. Isagi with his hands glued to Kaiser’s ass pushed him even further into Isagi’s lap, he could feel the outline of Kaiser’s hard dick rub against his stomach. Isagi deattached his lips from Kaiser’s mouth, “you Mihya are fucking breathtaking and any man would be lucky to have you,” he never gave Kaiser time to reply as his lips attacked Kaiser’s neck. Even if every instinct in his body wanted to mark Kaiser as his, he knew he couldn’t. If Noa ever found out about this, Kaiser would had been so unbelievably fucked and Isagi never wanted to put him in danger. Still that couldn’t mean Isagi couldn’t enjoy this one moment with Kaiser, the one moment he would only get, the only time the two of them could do this, because Kaiser could never deny that he too also didn’t want this. 

“Yoichi… please”

“What do you need baby?” Isagi kissed along his neck, slithering his mouth and tongue until it reached the back of his ear, “I want you-”

“What the actual fuck?!” The two quickly moved off from the other, Isagi’s heart was pounding in his chest, fuck was it a supervisor of his catching him slacking off from work to make out with his patient? As Kaiser scrambled off his lap he looked up and saw two people who definitely did not work here, “Kaiser seriously what the fuck?”

“Fuck off Shidou, how did you even find me?” Isagi took in the appearance of the two people standing at the entry of Kaiser’s bed area, the taller guy had strangely gelled hair with blond roots and pink highlights and the one just a tiny bit shorter than him had long under lashes and an almost salmon pink hair colour, who the fuck were they? “Does this guy- who is a fucking nurse so I’m assuming he is working right now, know you are in a long term committed relationship?”

“Seriously fuck off Shidou, this isn’t any of your business,” Isagi felt way to fucking awkward, he quickly hopped off the bed and made his way towards his computer, “uh- I have other patients to see if you need anything medical related just call through the button.” He stiffly left the room and returned back to his job, oh fuck, what did he just do? He was not professional in the slightest, he just made out with a patient on shift, a patient who was in an eight year long relationship. He was so fucked. 

Isagi shuffled his way towards his car, the rest of his shift went insanely slow and once again to no one’s surprise, Kaiser left after their very impromptu make out session, he was just glad he was going home after such a day. The closer he got to reaching his car the more he could make out the outline of two people, two people who he saw earlier in the day. “Can I help you?”

“Potentially,” well that wasn’t the answer he expected from the taller guy. Once Isagi finally arrived at his car he crossed his arms and waited for the two to say whatever was clearly on their mind. “I’m Shidou and this is my boyfriend Sae,” he gave a quick bow for politeness, “I’m Is-”

“You don’t have to introduce who you are, we already know,” for the first time that Isagi had seen these two people, the shorter one- Sae, had spoken up. “Oh?”

“Kaiser told us about you, I believe it was after the second time he saw you? Is that right, Sae?” Shidou turned to his side and seeked his boyfriend out for approval that his information was correct, Sae only hummed as he took out a cigarette and lit it up. “Anyways Kaiser told us about you and the way he spoke about you, it was different, I have never seen Kaiser so happy and I’ve known him since we were fifteen”

“Why are you telling me this?”

Sae took a drag from his smoke before passing it to his boyfriend, “because we think Noa is a bad partner for Kaiser,” Shidou nodded his head in agreement, “yes! Noa is a piece of shit and every time we say something about it to Kaiser he refuses to listen but we know that asshole isn’t happy. Fuck! Why do you think I got him into the fights in the first place? He needed something in his life and that was the only thing I could think of”

“So you were the one to get Kaiser into the fighting? I don’t know if I should be thanking you or yelling at you”

Shidou laughed as he took another hit from his cigarette and passed it back to his boyfriend, “please you should thank my ass. I was the one to introduce you to Kaiser-”

“We only met because he was fucking injured?”

“You still met, fuck this is not the point right now. What Sae and I are trying to tell you is Noa is not right for Kaiser, even if Kaiser doesn’t know it himself, he’s not happy-”

“Again why are you telling me this, shouldn’t you be trying to convince Kaiser? Besides I think he does know he isn’t happy, he just doesn’t want to accept it. Well at least that’s what it sounded like when he talked about him and Noa today”

“Are you fucking stupid?” Sae rolled his eyes, Isagi felt like Sae was treating him as someone beneath him, a person who was inferior to Sae. “We want you to get with Kaiser instead, break Kaiser and Noa’s relationship”

He looked at the message Shidou had sent him for the hundredth time, he followed the instructions perfectly until he reached what seemed like an abandoned building. Isagi wasn’t sure if he liked or even trusted Shidou and Sae, but Isagi wasn’t about to pass up an opportunity to potentially get together with Kaiser and leave that asshole predator alone.

“You want me to do what?”

“Get together with Kaiser. He deserves someone much better than Noa and we have never seen Kaiser so happy talking about someone before”

“It didn’t seem that way when you literally questioned what Kaiser was doing earlier”

“I’m sorry if seeing my best friend make out with another guy and cheat on his boyfriend was a little fucking shocking. Just because I acted that way doesn’t mean I don’t want what is best for Kaiser. So will you do it, yes or no?”

As he carefully walked towards the door of this abandoned building, he tried his hardest to make sure he didn’t trip on some of the overgrown weeds or weathered down rocks. It was clear to Isagi that whoever organised these fights clearly didn’t want outside people to be aware of it, but Isagi thought it was a little stupid considering how many teenagers liked to explore abandoned buildings. 

Once he finally arrived at the door he stared at Shidou’s message again and knocked on the door five times, after waiting a couple of seconds he heard a voice speak in a threatening way, but Isagi wasn’t intimidated, “password?”

“Uh- fight for your right to fight?” Isagi thought the password was dumb as fuck but that was what Shidou’s message told him to say. The guy on the other side was silent, but soon Isagi heard the sounds of locks unlocking and the door swung open to reveal a nicely cared for interior. He was pleasantly surprised to find out that the inside was a lot nicer and better taken care of than the exterior. The guy on the other side, who in Isagi’s opinion, looked pretty average, silently led him towards a staircase. The two walked upwards and were soon presented with an area that was designed for viewers to spectate on the main event downstairs. The floor was in a square shape, however the entire middle part of the ground was missing with railings surrounding the edges to ensure no one fell down. Isagi walked towards the fencing and looked down, he was met with the sight of a generic boxing ring below, he assumed this was where all the fighting took place and the people betting stayed upstairs to observe it all. 

“How much and who will you bet on?” Isagi startled as the guy finally spoke for the first time since the door, “I- uh ¥5000 on Kaiser?” He had never been in a place like this before and seriously had no idea how this shit worked. Isagi watched as the guy nodded his head and lifted up a silver plate that Isagi didn’t even notice he had, “money here please.” Isagi rummaged around his pockets to find his wallet, once his hand finally came into contact with it he pulled out a ¥5000 note to place on the empty plate, the guy bowed before leaving Isagi alone. He sighed relieved that he was finally on his own, he was nervous for Kaiser’s fight, he wasn’t sure what he was expecting to happen but he really hoped Kaiser would win. “You betted wrong, Ryusei is going to win tonight”

“Huh?” Isagi whipped his head to his left and saw as Sae meticulously made his way towards him, he had yet another cigarette in his mouth. “I said that Kaiser is losing tonight”

“How do you know?”

“All their fights are rigged,” he really wasn’t sure what Sae meant by that, how could their fights be rigged? What was the point then? Isagi turned his body around letting his back lean against the railing, he crossed his arms and waited for Sae to explain himself. “Before every fight Ryusei and Kaiser play rock paper scissors to determine who will win, Kaiser lost tonight”

“Why would they do that?” Sae took a puff from his smoke, his body moved until he was no next to Isagi however, he was facing the other way towards the boxing ring. “Because why not? Ryusei doesn’t care about the money he can win, he only does this shit to blow off steam and ‘impress me’. Kaiser on the other hand does care about the money, but even on the nights Ryusei wins, he just gives the money to Kaiser”

“Then why fight if they already know who is going to win?” Sae leaned his arms against the railings and sighed, Isagi again felt like he was being scolded by Sae, “honestly I don’t know, they said it’s fun and neither of them really cares who wins. Just as long as they can fight, they don’t care. They also don’t want to get majorly injured by the other person and if they know what the results are supposed to be then they won’t have to go all out-”

“‘Don’t want to majorly injure the other person’ my ass! Kaiser has come to my hospital four fucking times because of these fights”

“It’s still a fucking fight, they’re going to get injured dumbass. Aren’t you a nurse?”

“What the fuck do you do?”

“I’m not telling you”

“Fine whatever, I don’t give a shit anyways,” Isagi scoffed as he turned his body to face the direction of the ring, he didn’t want to keep talking to Sae, he was such an asshole. To keep himself occupied he ended up scrolling through his find waiting until Kaiser and Shidou showed up for their fight, now he was even more nervous for the fight considering he knew Kaiser was supposed to fucking lose. After what felt like hours (but was only fifteen minutes, Isagi checked), he saw two silhouettes walk out into the ring. Was it stereotypical of him to assume they would wear the wrestling outfits that were seen on TV? Yes, but he didn’t have anything else to base this experience on. 

Seeing both of them appear in everyday streetwear caught Isagi off guard, their outfits were almost matching, their shorts were the same plain black gym shorts, it was their shirts that set their outfits apart. Kaiser was seen wearing a basic red shirt whilst Shidou had a black singlet on, it was quite interesting to see the contrast in their attire of choice in regards to shirts. It wasn’t until that moment that Isagi realised just how many people were at this illegal fight, the surrounding loud cheers and cries from fellow betters almost made Isagi thought he was going to lose his hearing.

He turned his head in all directions to have a closer look and counted at least thirty people before he gave up, “Ryusei and Kaiser are popular, which is why they fight each other a lot”

“I can see that now,” he really didn’t know this shit was so popular and that Kaiser and Shidou in particular were fan favourites. As Isagi was taking in the sheer crowd of people watching he heard a loud voice speak up on a speaker, “ladies and gentleman, welcome back to yet another fight between Michael Kaiser and Shidou Ryusei! The score is currently 30-33, who will win tonight? Place your bets!” Kaiser looked up towards the spectators and gave what Isagi liked to call his signature smug smile, what caught Isagi’s attention however was when Kaiser’s eyes found Isagi’s and that smug asshole smile of his faltered. 

He could see Kaiser’s eyes widen in what Isagi assumed was shock, he gave a little victory smile back and waved. Kaiser whipped his head towards Shidou and was very clearly arguing with him but was also careful in making sure no one could hear a word they were saying. Isagi tried deciphering their conversation but he really couldn’t, the best he could make out was Kaiser was clearly pissed and all Shidou did was shake his head and laugh in response. 

“The fight will begin in five minutes! Please go and make your bets if you haven’t already, I can tell this fight will be a good one!” Kaiser stuck the finger up at Shidou before taking a place in the corner of the ring, preparing for his fight against Shidou. “What do you think they were arguing about?” Isagi focused his attention to Sae’s side profile who was still smoking, he wasn’t sure if it was the same one or Sae lit another one up, he wasn’t actively paying attention to him. “You”

“Huh? What makes you say that”

“I just know, now shut up it’s about to begin,” Isagi rolled his eyes, he really wasn’t sure he liked Sae, he treated Isagi like a child! He fixed his attention back onto Kaiser and Shidou, both were on opposite corners of the boxing ring as they waited for their cue to begin. The guy once again spoke and began counting down from ten, which the whole crowd, excluding Sae (because he was boring like that) joined in. Once the count down reached one, Shidou sped off and ran straight towards Kaiser, he tackled him onto the floor and started throwing hits to Kaiser’s face. The whole crowd was either cheering on or booing, the atmosphere was so lively, Isagi wondered if this is what professional athletes felt when they played and the whole crowd cheered for them.

Suddenly Kaiser wrapped his legs around Shidou and some-fucking-how was able to flip them over, all Isagi could hear was the sound of Shidou’s back coming into contact with the ground. Kaiser sat down on Shidou’s body and also started to punch anywhere his fists would make contact with skin, Shidou lifted his arms to protect and block Kaiser’s hits. Even if Isagi already knew the outcome of the fight, he couldn’t deny that he was still having the time of his life watching them. “Do you understand why they are so popular? Can you feel the energy?” Yeah he could, the energy from the crowd, the passion radiating from Kaiser and Shidou, it was all swirling around the air in the most electrifying way. 

The audience ‘ooh-ed’ when they saw Shidou get a clean hit on Kaiser’s nose, Kaiser fumbled backwards from the pain and that was more than enough of an opening for Shidou to switch their positions back to how it was originally. Isagi cringed when he saw just how many hits Shidou was laying down on Kaiser, even with him dodging and blocking, it still wasn’t enough. “Twenty more seconds to the end of the fight! Will Shidou remain victorious or will Kaiser somehow make a comeback?” Everyone in attendance began to count back from twenty, Shidou was still on top of Kaiser and there was no clear sign that Kaiser was going to be able to turn the tables. As the time reached zero a loud bell sounded off, Shidou jumped off from Kaiser and screamed in celebration with the crowd, it was truly a mesmerising experience.

Isagi wasn’t sure what he was supposed to do after the fight so he just followed Sae. They ended up somehow entering some kind of hallway. Honestly Isagi wasn’t paying attention to where they were walking, he was too busy wondering how badly injured Kaiser was. Sae suddenly stopped outside a door and without knocking or announcing his presence, he opened the door and entered without a care in the world.

“You are a fucking asshole, why couldn’t you just let me win?”

“Because you lost!”

“You’re saying we can’t change up our rules every once in a while?” Sae cleared his throat, Kaiser and Shidou who were just from the sounds of it arguing turned towards the door and saw both him and Sae, “Yoichi the fuck are you doing here?!” Kaiser strode up to Isagi, he gripped his fingers into Isagi’s shoulders and shook him. “Why are you here?!”

“What am I doing here? Are you okay? Fuck your nose looks crooked”

“That is not the point! Why are you fucking here? Oh my god that fight was- fuck you Shidou,” Kaiser removed his hands from Isagi’s shoulder to rub his hands across his face in frustration, he exclaimed when his hands roughly hit his nose, “fuck!”

“Shit Kaiser! Come here let me look at your nose.” Isagi creeped up closer to Kaiser and carefully removed his hands from Kaiser’s face, he placed his hand under Kaiser’s chin and turned his face to inspect the injuries from his fight. “It doesn’t seem like you will need stitches which is good, but your nose should still get looked at, fuck okay do you want to come back to mine and let me patch you up?”

“I- uh fuck I don’t know, Noel is coming back from Germany so I should be home-”

“Don’t be like that Kaiser, why don’t we all head back to Isagi’s place and let him fix me up too”

“Wait what? I never agreed to this!” Shidou wrapped his arm around Kaiser’s shoulder and manoeuvred him out of Isagi’s grip, he started dragging him and Kaiser towards the door which he and Sae just walked through. “Come on, you can get in my car and I’ll drive,” Isagi just stared dumbfounded as he watched Sae walk out the door as well, him asking Kaiser to come over was not an invitation for Shidou and Sae as well, now he had to deal with two annoying people in his apartment. Isagi sighed before catching up with the rest of them, “you don’t even know where I live”

“Thank god for the invention of GPS then,” Sae was a sarcastic asshole and Isagi really wasn’t sure if he liked the attitude Sae always gave him or not, it pissed him off a lot no doubt about that, but Isagi could also see why Kaiser was friends with him, they were similar in ways. Isagi continued to just follow the rest of the group considering he had no idea where he was going, Kaiser and Shidou were constantly bickering about something Isagi didn’t know about and Sae just silently walked beside them. He soon saw the front door that led him into this building, and really Isagi shouldn’t had been so surprised but Shidou kicked the fucking door open. No one reacted to the big display, not even the people outside of their little group, but honestly they all just witnessed him fight so no one should be surprised either. Sae pushed his way to the front and everyone followed him to where his Toyota Corolla was parked, he unlocked the car and immediately Shidou finally stopped draping his arm around Kaiser, “shotgun!” He ran towards the passenger seat and got in before anyone could beat him. 

Isagi wasn’t sure if Shidou knew that Isagi or Kaiser didn’t want to sit in the front with Sae, he had no competition. Him and Kaiser stared at one another before Isagi shrugged and entered in the backseat, Kaiser walked to the other side of the car and soon Kaiser was sitting next to him. “I’m still pissed at you”

“Oh get over it already, Sae has seen me lose countless of fucking times, you will survive”

“He has seen you win more though!” Isagi was really fucking confused on what was Kaiser and Shidou’s problem, ever since the beginning of their fight they had been arguing about something. “Is everything okay?”

“Just fucking fine,” Isagi turned to look at Kaiser but he noticed he was avoiding his eyes, which was strange. Kaiser stared out his window with a little pout, Isagi thought he looked cute, “are you sure?”

“Yes now stop ask-”

“I can tell you what’s going on Isagi-”

“Don’t you fucking dare Shidou or I swear to god-”

“Kaiser is pissed that you had to watch him get his ass whooped, he wanted to impress you”

“Oh fuck you motherfucker!” Isagi couldn’t help but laugh, it was so fucking stupid, so fucking childish, and so fucking Kaiser. “Don’t laugh at me you asshole!”

“I’m sorry! I can’t help it! You are so fucking dumb”

“Hey!”

Isagi continued to laugh, how could Kaiser be so fucking dumb? “Mihya… oh god! You don’t have to impress me you fucking idiot!” 

“I don’t?” The self doubted that oozed from Kaiser was enough to make Isagi grab onto Kaiser’s arm and forced him to look at Isagi instead of the window, Kaiser’s eyes widened in surprise, definitely not expecting for Isagi to do such a thing. He only smiled whilst a hand cupped Kaiser’s cheek, “you really don’t Mihya,” why would Kaiser have to impress Isagi when he already was impressed? If possible Isagi would have kissed Kaiser, fuck how he hates that Kaiser was in a relationship. 

“Get a fucking room,” Isagi flipped Shidou off with his spare hand, he however never allowed his eyes to drift away from the ethereal beauty sitting right across from him, his focus was on Kaiser and Kaiser only. “Thank you,” for once Kaiser had a sincere smile, he placed his hand on top of Isagi’s hand and moved it away from his cheek to be able to press his lips against Isagi’s hand. Oh fuck, Isagi and Kaiser were so fucked. 

“Go sit down in the lounge room whilst I get my first aid kit, do not fuck with anything, especially you Shidou.” Was it really smart to leave the three of them unattended in his house? Not really, but it wasn’t like he had much of another choice. He rummaged around in his closet until he finally came into contact with his first aid, he walked from his bedroom back into the lounge room where surprisingly the three of them were talking amongst themselves in a civil manner. “Alright Shidou you’re up first,” Isagi dragged a chair from his dining table and placed it in front of Shidou who was sitting on the lounge, “does anywhere in particular hurt?”

“Nah not really, but I think I felt blood in my hair”

“What?! Bend down, let me see,” Isagi pushed through the insane amount of hair gel and did eventually come across a small cut on Shidou’s head. “You don’t have a headache?”

“Nope”

“Okay well it doesn’t look so bad but I do recommend getting it checked by a doctor still, you might have some eternal bleeding. I’ll clean the wound up, wrap a bandage around it and then you should be right to go. Anywhere else I should check?”

“I don’t think so?” Isagi hummed before he carefully cleaned the wound with water, he gathered some iodine onto a cotton ball and lightly jabbed it on the wound. Once the cut was covered in a good amount of iodine, he placed the used cotton ball on the coffee table behind him. “Hmm, I thought I had a more convenient bandage but I guess not, I have to wrap this whole thing around your head”

“How long will I have to wear it for?”

“It’s just to protect the cut but the sooner you get seen the quicker it can get taken off and hopefully replaced by something smaller.” Isagi grabbed the long bandage and carefully wrapped it around the back of Shidou’s head two times before he clipped the bandage to keep it in place, “okay you’re done. Take some painkillers like paracetamol if you begin to get a headache, and definitely go get seen by a doctor as soon as possible”

“Yeah okay okay, Sae and I are gonna leave now, we have shit to do-”

“Wait what? You can’t leave”

“See ya Kaiser-”

“Asshole, don’t leave me here,” Shidou and Sae got up from the lounge, they held hands as they made their way to the door. Kaiser also leapt up from the lounge and chased after them, “you are not leaving me here alone with Yoichi”

“We’ll text you later tonight man, have a good night”

“Shidou and Sae get your asses back here right now,” Shidou just waved him off as they exited the apartment and closed the door behind them. Kaiser stood in disbelief as the silence from Shidou and Sae leaving filled the room loudly, “those fucking assholes!”

“Am I really that bad?”

“Huh?”

“You really don’t want to be left alone with me that badly?”

“Yes- no- fuck, I don’t know,” Isagi finally got up from his chair and made his way towards him, Kaiser was still facing the front door seemingly not planning to move any time soon. Isagi wrapped his arms around Kaiser’s middle and rested his chin on Kaiser’s shoulder. “Come on Mihya, let me fix you up okay?”

“Yoichi…”

“Yeah?”

“Stop, you know we can’t do this,” Isagi sighed and let his forehead rest on Kaiser’s shoulder instead, “okay fuck yeah you’re right, just still let me check your nose”

“Okay fine, you’re checking my nose and then I’m leaving, Noel is supposed to arrive at the airport in a few hours,” he hummed in agreement and unfortunately had to let go of Kaiser, he really fucking hated Noa with a burning passion, why did that fucking creep get to be with Kaiser and Isagi couldn’t? Noa did not fucking deserve Kaiser. He grabbed Kaiser’s wrist, not hand, it wasn’t romantic, and led him back to the lounge, “how is your nose?”

“Fuckin’ sore”

“Do you want some drugs?”

“What? Like weed?”

“No you smartass, painkillers”

“Nah I should be okay,” Isagi squinted his eyes at Kaiser, he didn’t want him lying to Isagi about his pain, he wanted the truth no matter how ugly it was. “You promise?”

“Yes, I promise Yoichi. Now look at my nose so I can go home,” Isagi carefully examined his nose, he wasn’t a doctor or anything, so he couldn’t accurately pinpoint what was wrong with it, but he had a few ideas. “I don’t think it’s broken which is good, it might just be bruised and possibly crooked fore-”

“Do not fucking say that to me, I can’t have a crooked nose! I will look like shit for the rest of my life”

“Don’t be so dramatic, I said possibly and besides I don’t think it looks shit. If anything you look more attractive in a rugged mysterious kinda way”

“Your opinion doesn’t fucking matter”

“It doesn’t?”

“No, you’re not the one who is going to have to look at me everyday, judge how I look everyday! Fuck Noel is going to hate this-”

“Are you fucking serious right now?”

“About what?”

“Do not fucking tell me cunt that Noa seriously judges how you look, like you’re some pretty little object for him to own. He can not fucking talk, he is so ugly!”

“Fuck just forget I said that okay? Forget everything I have ever said about Noel and I. It’s not any of your business-”

“Not my business? You literally get into a fights just because Noa pisses you off so much with how he controls you, you come into my hospital because get injured from these fights, you fucking told me shit about you two because once again you were pissed off! Fuck Michael how could this not be my business when I want you so fucking bad, but he is the one who can have you?” 

“What am I supposed to fucking do? Break up with the person I have been dating for eight fucking years just so you can have me-”

“Yes!-”

“You don’t even fucking know me Yoichi”

“You don’t know yourself then if you keep denying yourself the opportunity to be happy-”

“I am happy, with Noel I mean”

“No you fucking aren’t, why would you kiss me?”

“You kissed me first!”

“Not in the hospital, in the car. Why did you kiss my hand?”

“You know what? Fuck you, I’m done with your bullshit. Don’t ever expect to see me again,” Kaiser jumped off from the lounge, it was clear to Isagi that Kaiser was planning on storming off, Isagi rolled his eyes and followed after Kaiser, “do not fucking run away from this Michael.” He grabbed Kaiser’s arm and pulled him back from the door, “fuck off Yoichi!”

“Stop being a fucking coward Michael,” Kaiser tried his hardest to escape from Isagi’s grip, he only responded by holding on tighter and again pulling him backwards. “Let the fuck go”

“Why are you doing this to yourself?”

“You don’t know fucking anything”

“Then fucking tell me!”

“No,” Kaiser used his other hand to pull Isagi’s hand off him, Isagi knew they were never going to get anywhere with their little tug of war game. Isagi moved a tiny bit closer and grabbed ahold of the back of Kaiser’s head, he pushed his face forward until their foreheads were nearly touching. “You Michael Kaiser are a fucking stubborn asshole,” Isagi was not going to let Kaiser reply, he smashed his lips against Kaiser’s, refusing for them to separate. Isagi slowly removed his hand from Kaiser’s arm, which in turn Kaiser removed his hand as well. Kaiser turned his body to face Isagi’s, he deepened the kiss as he moved, letting his tongue rub along Isagi’s bottom lip. The two kissed fast, desperate, wild and almost in an all consuming way, Isagi felt so alive whenever he kissed Kaiser, so many raw emotions bubbled up inside of him as their lips continued to press together. 

Now that Kaiser’s body was facing him, Isagi dug his hands on Kaiser’s hips and pushed his body up close to his own, Kaiser responded by draping his arms around Isagi’s shoulder and slowly stumbled as Kaiser began to move themselves backwards. None of their lips dared separate from the other’s as they continued to walk backwards, when the back of Isagi’s legs hit his lounge he finally broke apart their kiss, “Mihya wait a second.” Isagi gave a few little pecks on Kaiser’s lips before he sat on his lounge and patted his lap in indication that he wanted Kaiser to sit on it. Kaiser rolled his eyes and scoffed but sat on his lip without a fight, “happy?”

“Mm very,” Isagi slowly kissed along Kaiser’s neck, again wishing he could mark Kaiser, make a mess out of him so Noa that fucker could learn who Kaiser should belong to. Kaiser softly moaned the deeper Isagi pressed kisses across his neck and shoulder, “yeah that’s good Yoichi…” he experimentally gave a lick against his neck and heard a sharp inhale from Kaiser. Isagi’s hands snaked down towards Kaiser’s ass, he squeezed and pulled Kaiser’s body down harder into his lap, “you like that?”

“Fuck- yeah shit, keep going,” Isagi went back to attack Kaiser’s lips and continued to devour him, he wanted to ravage on the gorgeous feast that had been so prettily presented to him. Kaiser kissed him with just as much uncontrollable eagerness, Isagi was convinced that if someone was to walk in on them, they would look like two bodies combined into one with how desperately they were clinging to the other. Both Isagi and Kaiser moaned when their hard cocks rubbed against each other, “shit, fuck Mihya, baby listen to me okay?” Kaiser uttered out a whine as Isagi removed his lips, “what?” Isagi kissed Kaiser in apology, he didn’t want Kaiser to snap at him.

“I want you so bad-”

“Okay then what’s the fucking problem?”

“I’m not fucking you when you’re in a relationship Mihya,” Kaiser groaned as he let his head rest on Isagi’s shoulder, “fuck, fuck, fuck! I’m so fucked”

“It’s okay, you’re fine-”

“No you don’t get it Yoichi, I don’t fucking know how to break up with Noel or if I even fucking want to, fuck!” 

“Mihya…”

“I want you, so fucking much ever since I met you, never question that. But I can’t just leave Noel, how is that fair? How can I leave the person I have been financially dependent on? The person who I have spent my entire adult life with?”

Isagi lifted Kaiser’s head from his shoulder and gave his forehead a quick loving peck, “I unfortunately cannot tell you what to do or what is best, this is your life and your decision Mihya. All I can say is I will be here waiting if you do decide to leave Noa, but if you don’t, I understand.” Even if it meant breaking, destroying his own heart in the process, Isagi would support Kaiser’s choice to stay with Noa, because he would never want to control and manipulate Kaiser like some puppet. “Fuck Yoichi, I don’t know what to do”

Isagi didn’t know how he was supposed to comfort Kaiser, he didn’t want his own personal desire to have Kaiser to influence his opinions, because at the end of the day it was Kaiser’s life and Isagi would respect Kaiser. “I know baby, you’re just gonna have to think about what you truly want in life, even if that means not having either of us”

“Yeah okay, I’ll think about it but fuck I gotta go, Noel is arriving soon.” Kaiser untangled himself from Isagi and started to fix his appearance up, he brushed his fingers through his hair and straightened his clothes up, “I will- uh text you sometime okay?”

Isagi gave a small sorrowful smile, he might really never see Kaiser again, “yeah okay, get home safe.” Kaiser stared directly at Isagi as if he was fighting with himself, hesitating to do something. Kaiser breathed out heavily finding his resolve to his apparent situation, he walked back to the lounge and gazed upon Isagi with so much despair, Isagi was really certain now that this would be the last time they saw each other. Kaiser bent down and gave Isagi a slow passionate kiss, a goodbye kiss is what Isagi called it in his head. He tried his hardest to commit every single moment, taste, touch to memory, if this was the last time he would see Kaiser then he would make sure he never forgot about him. “I have to go, goodbye Yoichi”

“Goodbye Michael”

It had been three months since that night, the night that Kaiser said he might break up with Noa, and yet Isagi had heard fucking nothing from him. He did seriously start losing hope a month or so ago, he had accepted that he and Kaiser would never been anything, that he would never see Kaiser ever again, and that realisation, that acceptance fucking hurt . All he wanted was Kaiser, even if it was pathetic of him to want another man so bad, a man he had only met five fucking times, he didn’t care.

Isagi was snuggled up on his lounge with a blanket watching one of his comfort movies My Neighbour Totoro as a massive storm was occurring outside and had been for the past three days. He was thankful that it was his day off from work, sure he loved his job but that didn’t mean he also didn’t love not working. He was a fool to wish that he would see Kaiser sitting in one of the beds in the emergency department needing to get more stitches, to wish to just see Kaiser one more time, his soul ached for it. 

Around half way through the movie Isagi swore he heard a knock on his door but was convinced he was probably hearing things, it was most likely noises from the storm. He continued to watch the movie but suddenly Isagi could definitely perceive a loud persistent knocking on his door, he really wasn’t imagining it? He grabbed his remote and paused the TV, Isagi removed his warm comfortable blanket off of himself and soon the coldness from the house engulfed surrounding his body. He slowly waddled his way towards his door and heard the knocking getting increasingly more louder, “okay yes calm down I’m coming,” as his hand reached for the door knob, he twisted it to his left and the door swung open.

Before Isagi could figure out who was at the door, the mysterious person leapt into Isagi’s arm, causing him to be caught in a bone crushing hug, “Yoichi…” Isagi would know that voice anywhere, he pushed the person off of him carefully and saw the most majestically beautiful person in all of existence, “Mihya…” He pulled Kaiser back into a hug and breathed in his scent, he really had Kaiser back in his arms again for the first time in over three months. The two stayed in their position at the entryway of Isagi’s apartment for what seemed like a lifetime, “Yoichi can we go inside?”

“Ah shit, yeah, come in,” Isagi reluctantly untangled himself from Kaiser’s arms, he held one of Kaiser’s hands and led him into the lounge room. Isagi sat back down on the lounge, Kaiser followed in his footsteps and decided to do the same. Isagi sat cross legged whilst facing inwards to the direction of Kaiser who was sitting in the same position, just on the opposite end of the lounge. He grabbed the blanket he was using before and tried his best to get the blanket to cover both him and Kaiser. It was a bit of a struggle considering his blanket wasn’t that big but after a few attempts he was able to achieve his goal. “Are you okay? Do you want tea or something?” 

“Uh no I’m okay, I just wanted to see you”

“Is everything all right?” He was concerned about Kaiser, he hadn’t seen him in so long and the first thing Kaiser did was hug him as if his life depended on it, “Yeah- yeah everything is good.” He gave a small reassuring smile, he was willing to listen to anything Kaiser wanted to tell him, even if this was supposed to be their official goodbye. “Do you want to tell me what’s up-”

“Fuck me”

“What?!”

“I said fuck me Yoichi, rough and hard or soft and loving, I don’t care just fuck me”

“I already told you I’m not fucking you when you’re-”

“I broke up with Noel”

“You what?! When?”

“Three days ago,” Isagi couldn’t believe what he was hearing, surely this was a dream? It was way too fucking good to be true. Isagi in a daze roughly pinched the skin on his arm to check whether or not he was actually asleep, “ow fuck! Okay not sleeping then”

“Why would you do that?”

“Had to make sure I wasn’t dreaming, obviously -”

“It’s not obvious in the slightest! No you are not dreaming, I broke up with Noel three days ago and was staying at Shidou and Sae’s place for the last couple of days and then I finally came and saw you.” Isagi couldn’t even begin to describe the pure happiness that was blooming inside of him, Kaiser was single? He could kiss Kaiser without feeling like a piece of shit? He could actually have the chance to be with Kaiser. He slightly shifted his position to now be sitting on his knees and slowly he started crawling to shorten the distance between him and Kaiser on the lounge, “you’re not joking?”

“About this? I would never,” once Isagi was close enough he cupped Kaiser’s cheek, he lifted Kaiser’s head a tiny bit to have those stunning blue eyes on him and him only, Isagi only ever wanted Kaiser to look at him. “Fuck me Yoichi”

“You don’t have to tell me twice,” Isagi leaned down to close the distance between his and Kaiser’s lips, once they touched Isagi finally felt whole again. He didn’t realise just how much of a part his heart was missing until he had Kaiser with him again, Isagi truly felt alive with Kaiser. He wanted to take his time with Kaiser but after being deprived for so long he couldn’t help but devour Kaiser’s lips, he felt like a parasite just taking whatever he needed to survive, and that need was Kaiser. Isagi moved his body again to have himself seated on Kaiser’s lap this time, he ensured their lips never separated because he was convinced he would die without Kaiser’s touch. 

Kaiser wrapped his arms around Isagi’s middle and pushed his body closer into him, Isagi hummed into the kiss and responded by draping his arms on Kaiser’s shoulders. Kaiser deepened the kiss, his tongue dragged along Isagi’s lip, which he took as a sign to open his mouth and attack Kaiser’s tongue. Feeling the inside of Kaiser’s mouth was almost heavenly, it was so warm and wet he just wanted to claim it as his own. Isagi’s cock was beginning to become harder the more he thought up just how much better Kaiser’s ass would feel than his mouth. He swirled his tongue all around Kaiser’s mouth truly trying to imprint himself on Kaiser, he was never going to let Kaiser leave him ever again. As the two continued to ravage upon the other, Isagi felt Kaiser becoming harder underneath him and took it as his sign to take this to a more comfortable place. “Mihya, let’s go to the bedroom okay?”

Isagi was presented with the appearance of a Kaiser who looked absolutely ruined, saliva was escaping on the side of his mouth, his hair was a knotted mess with his red eyeliner beginning to smudge, it was so fucking perfect and all just for Isagi. “Mm yeah okay,” Isagi carefully got up from Kaiser’s lap and gave a firm kiss on his forehead before he pulled Kaiser up with him. Kaiser held onto Isagi’s hand and intertwined them together as Isagi guided him to his bedroom. At one point Isagi felt Kaiser lifted their linked hands and left a feather light kiss on the back of Isagi’s hand, it was the most softest action Kaiser had ever displayed with Isagi (along with the hand kiss in the car as well) and he fucking loved it. Isagi pushed open his bedroom door and directed Kaiser to lay down on the bed, “a little eager dontcha think?”

“Huh?” When Isagi saw Kaiser lying down all pretty and ready to be devoured by Isagi, he began to remove his own clothes one at a time. “Already getting naked, a bit impatient”

“I’ve been waiting a long time for this you know”

“I know, I’m sorry,” Isagi was planning on becoming fully naked but decided against it after Kaiser's comment, he only discarded his shirt and began to crawl on his bed to loom over Kaiser. He brushed some of Kaiser’s hair away from his face, “you are so fucking beautiful, annoyingly so,” the person beneath him chuckled as he cupped Isagi’s cheek, “is that so?”

“Yes you asshole, and you know just how fucking gorgeous you are,” Isagi attached his lips once more to Kaiser’s lips and for once took his time, he slowly and deeply kissed Kaiser’s lips over and over again, almost like Kaiser was some kind of saviour. As Isagi worshipped Kaiser’s lips he slowly started to undress Kaiser, he started with his shirt and lifted it up without a rush, the only downside to getting Kaiser naked was that their lips had to disconnect from one another, but the view that appeared before him was more than enough of a reward. Kaiser was so fucking breath taking, the hard outlines of his abs and muscles was a stunning sight, Isagi suddenly got a very overwhelming instinct to mark Kaiser’s stomach with his cum. 

Isagi no longer had the desire to kiss Kaiser’s lips and instead started to press deep rough kisses on his stomach, he didn’t hold back as he knew he could now freely mark Kaiser as his own. “Yeah… mm that’s good,” hearing Kaiser’s encouragement made Isagi more determined to leave as many marks on Kaiser, he didn’t care if Kaiser would complain about it later once the mood was long gone. He continued to press kisses all on his stomach and soon moved down towards the direction of his v line, and as he got closer he began to slowly removed Kaiser’s pants along with his underwear. Isagi lifted his mouth away from Kaiser’s body and took in the view of a fully naked Kaiser, Isagi was beyond pissed off that Noa had seen this perfect body for eight fucking years. His eyes drifted down towards Kaiser cock and he truly thought it was pretty, every single part of Kaiser was perfect in Isagi’s eyes. 

“I want you so bad”

“Then have me,” Isagi kissed Kaiser’s thick thighs, he loved them so much, he wanted to bite on them for the rest of his life, Isagi believed he would be happy if he died from suffocation from Kaiser’s thighs. He chomped down on some parts of Kaiser’s thighs and licked over the bite marks, Kaiser was letting out streams of moans as Isagi continued to lavish on his meal. Isagi moved his body further down his bed and placed his head completely between Kaiser’s thighs, he wrapped his arms around his legs and lifted them up so Kaiser’s feet were laying flat on the ground. Isagi was about to lick the side of Kaiser cock when he noticed something else, “is that-”

“Why don’t you go check?”

He looked up into Kaiser’s eyes and saw he had that signature cocky smug ass smile, it pissed him off in the best way possible. Isagi moved his eyes away from Kaiser’s face and instead to his ass where he saw exactly what he thought he did, a fancy ass anal plug, “oh? And you said I was a bit eager”

“Okay asshole just shut up and fuck me good”

“I thought you liked guys who was bossy”

“You remembered that?”

“Of course,” Kaiser never replied as Isagi slowly pulled the plug out from Kaiser and soon copious amount of lube leaked out from Kaiser, “hm I guess I won’t need to prep you as much,” Isagi shoved two fingers into Kaiser’s ass and began to slowly scissors him open, it’s been a while since Isagi was last with a guy so he hoped he could still find the prostate easily enough. Kaiser’s ass kept swallowing Isagi’s fingers deeper into him, he continued to search as well as loosen Kaiser up, he twisted his fingers upwards and was met with a loud moan, “found it.” Isagi continued to press into that particular spot, almost abusing his prostate so he could remain giving Kaiser all the pleasure he deserved. “Yes! Keep going please! Oh- don’t stop Yoichi!”

“You like that? My fingers shoved up your ass and you devouring them like the slut you are”

“Fuck! Yes! More please, give me more,” who was Isagi to deny Kaiser? He suddenly removed his fingers from Kaiser's ass and heard him whine from the loss of fullness, “don’t worry baby I’ll give you something better soon.” Isagi pushed his body back up and kissed Kaiser’s lips slowly and hard, Kaiser pushed his tongue inside Isagi’s mouth without any warning he nearly choked on his tongue. He tried slowing down Kaiser’s pace as he aligned his hard aching cock against Kaiser’s twitching hole, he slowly pushed in giving Kaiser time to adjust. “Fuck! You feel so good, so fucking tight”

Kaiser grabbed onto Isagi’s head and smashed their lips back together, he lapped on Isagi’s lip which Isagi took as a sign from Kaiser to open his mouth. He allowed for Kaiser to attack his tongue as Isagi continued to slowly push through the tight warm hole, it truly was as heavenly as he thought it would be, so fucking wet, so tight, so fucking perfect for Isagi. After a couple more careful thrusts he finally bottomed out, “I’m all in Mihya''

“Okay give me a second,” Isagi littered soft kisses on Kaiser's shoulder as he waited patiently for a signal from Kaiser to start  moving. As Isagi was about to kiss along his chest he heard Kaiser speak up, “okay you can move now”

“You sure?”

“Yeah,” Isagi gave a firm kiss to Kaiser’s lip, “you are so good for me Mihya,” he gave an experimental thrust and instantly heard a sharp inhale escape Kaiser’s mouth. Isagi taking that as encouragement moved in and out of Kaiser again but this time harder, “oh shit- so good!”

“Yeah you like that baby?”

“Yes! Keep going please,” Isagi quickened his pace and was trying to go deeper after each thrust, Kaiser wrapped his legs around Isagi and pulled him in closer. “You feel so fucking good Michael, you’re so perfect,” Isagi reached down, enveloping Kaiser’s cock with his hand and started to move it up and down to help Kaiser finish. “Oh my god!” Isagi tried matching the pace of his thrusts to the pace he was jerking Kaiser off, he slightly shifted his body and heard a piercing moan from Kaiser. 

“Keep hitting there!” Isagi followed Kaiser’s instructions and tried hitting that one spot as much as possible, his legs and arms were sore but he was determined to make Kaiser cum before him. He set his thrusts to a brutal pace, the sound of their skin hitting against each other was deafening. “Close-”

“Me too baby,” Isagi tightened his hand around Kaiser’s cock somehow moving even faster than he thought was possible, “fuck! Yes yes yes! I’m-” Kaiser’s words were cut off from the loud scream he let out as cum erupted from his cock, Isagi released his hand from Kaiser’s cock and focused on his cock, thrusting unevenly trying to chase his pleasure. Once he felt the familiar feeling of cumming, he removed his cock from Kaiser’s ass and jerked himself off as he finished on Kaiser’s stomach painting his abs with his cum. 

After they had sex, Isagi went to grab a washcloth from his bathroom and helped clean Kaiser up from all the cum he spilled on top of him. The two decided to shower later and instead was cuddling with one another still naked, Kaiser had an arm and leg wrapped over Isagi’s body, “hey Yoichi”

“Yeah?”

“I want to tell you something”

“Sure, what’s up?”

“I wanted to tell you about Noel and I but also my childhood”

“Oh okay? Sure, what about it?” Kaiser tried using his arm and leg that was over Isagi to roll him over so they could both face each other on their sides. Isagi laughed at Kaiser’s attempt but changed his position without hesitation. He was able to look Kaiser directly into his eyes, he really loved his eyes, they were his favourite colour. He brushed some of Kaiser’s hair away from his face, so he knew Isagi’s whole attention was on him. “I think I have daddy issues,” okay Isagi didn’t expect for Kaiser to blurt something out, much less that, but if he thought about it, a lot of things would begin to make sense.

“Ah shit okay sorry, I wasn’t supposed to say it like that. Just okay, so my dad was a piece of shit, he used to beat me and almost killed me one time strangling me. He was an alcoholic, a dead beat and just a fucking cunt-“

“Mihya, are you ok-”

“Let me finish, he was just- I fucking hate him- and I moved to Japan when I was around ten and I was so fucking happy to be finally free from him, I thought I could leave everything that happened behind me and pretend like it never happened, I truly thought I wasn’t affected by any of it. Until well… I met Noel. I started doing soccer when I moved to Japan and I’m really good, one day I don’t know for what reason Noel came to Japan to see the new and upcoming stars or some shit and fuck, something inside of me, deep inside was like ‘yeah I want him’, I was fifteen when that happened and ever since then I wanted, craved for Noel. So when I was eighteen I knew what I wanted, I wanted Noel so I asked him out, he rejected me and I was so fucking devastated. I cried a fuck ton that night, I convinced myself I couldn’t be loved, that if my father didn’t want me and neither did Noel then was it possible to be loved by someone? Anyways I tried again after a couple of weeks and I don’t know what changed for Noel but he said yes, and fuck”

Kaiser rested his forehead against Isagi’s and closed his eyes, Isagi was trying to soothe him but softly brushing his hair. “Our relationship was great and I truly genuinely loved and still do love Noel but I realised after a couple of years that I wanted Noel so badly because I was also trying to seek a father, I viewed him as a lover and a father which is so beyond fucked up, I know, but I never had a dad in my life and Noel was the closest thing I had. But you want to know what’s really fucked up?”

“What?”

“He fucking told me, a few years ago that he liked me when I was fucking sixteen, and I thought to myself ‘I wish I dated him back then’ what the fuck is wrong with me?”

“Mihya, baby, you can’t blame yourself for this shit. You were just a traumatised child that grew into a traumatised adult, you are not at fault, if anything that fucker is-”

“Oh! And then of course when I turned twenty four he started becoming so much more controlling, he didn’t want me to be self sufficient and get a job and earn money, he didn’t want me leaving the house for unnecessary reasons, but he also never took me anywhere when it was off season, or even fucking on season, he never took me to one of his games! For two fucking years I felt so trapped, so isolated in that house but I didn’t want to be a disappointment to yet another father, fuck!” Isagi wasn’t sure Kaiser had realised that he began crying during his emotional breakdown, Isagi ‘shh-ed’ Kaiser in a calming way and wiped the tears away, “it’s okay, you’re okay. I’m so sorry Michael, you deserve so much better”

Isagi kissed Kaiser’s eyelids with the utmost care he could pour into it, he wanted Kaiser to know he would always want Kaiser, no matter how ‘ugly’ he might be (Isagi was convinced he could never view anything about Kaiser as ugly). “I wasn’t going to break up with Noel”

“Mihya…”

“I’m so sorry Yoichi, I did want you and obviously I fucking still do and Noel was a fucking asshole but I felt safe, cared for, loved like a-” Isagi didn’t need for Kaiser to finish his sentence he already knew what he was going to say, ‘loved like a child’ it broke Isagi knowing that all Kaiser wanted was a father, someone to love him unconditionally, someone to pick him up when he fell, and Kaiser did find that person he was searching for, but he also loved that person romantically.

“What changed?”

“Hm?”

“Well you did break up with Noa, but you weren’t going to, so what changed?”

“Ohhh that, yeah Shidou and Sae were kicking my ass about it and told me I should break up with Noel and give you a chance. I was conflicted for a very long time, because like I said I did want you a lot and I also loved how I felt when I was with you, but Noel had been the biggest part of my life for the longest time and I didn’t know how to leave that you know?”

“Yeah I get what you mean, I’m sorry you had to leave Noa, even though I want to be with you, I also want what’s best for you Michael-”

“You Isagi Yoichi are what’s best for me, don’t doubt that. Just because I didn’t want to leave Noel, just because a part of me still loves him, that doesn’t mean that you aren’t what is best for me, because you are and Shidou and Sae helped me realise that. I was being a coward and chose the safest and most comfortable option which was staying with Noel, I was too scared to leave my comfort zone so I stayed with Noel for the last three months and was so convinced I would be with him forever, but fuck Yoichi I need you in my life, I need to give myself this opportunity to be with you or I will fucking regret it for the rest of my life”

Isagi pressed kisses all over Kaiser’s face, he wanted to shower him in so much love, drown Kaiser in the overwhelming feeling of care Isagi felt for Kaiser, he needed Kaiser to understand that Isagi wasn’t going anywhere. “I’m so proud of you for leaving Noa, I know it mustn’t have been easy for you, but I’m so fucking proud of you. Whatever happens or whatever you choose to do with your life I will always support you, because you deserve that and so much more. I love you Michael Kaiser”

Was it foolish of him to be in love with someone he has only met a few times? Yes, but he never denied he wasn’t a fool for Kaiser. “You are way too good for me thank you,” Kaiser kissed Isagi’s lips with devotion. Isagi felt truly appreciated by Kaiser, but Isagi didn’t need that reassurance, Kaiser needed it. “Baby, you deserve so much better than me, never doubt your worth”

“How could I not when I have the most perfect boyfriend?”

“Huh? What boyfriend?”

“You obviously!”

“I am?!”

“Yes you dumbass! I literally fucking broke up with Noel for you , why would you not be my boyfriend?”

“I don’t know!”

“You are a fucking dumbass clown, of course you are my boyfriend- are you fucking hard?!”

“I’m sorry, I can’t help it! You are just so hot and you called me your boyfriend, how could I not be hard?”

“We literally had sex like half an hour ago, you are a fucking sex fiend- oh my god what did I get myself into?”

“Wanna go again?” Kaiser laughed in disbelief from Isagi’s question, he just wanted to consummate their relationship now that they were official, was that so bad? “Fucking fine, but I choose the position”

Isagi sighed as he realised he had only been at work for two hours, it was ridiculous how slow the emergency department was that day, he knew he should never say the q word but it seriously was quiet. “Isagi you got a patient in bed seven,” oh thank god he finally had a patient to look after, he seriously thought he might go mad with how fucking dead today was. He rolled his computer towards the patient’s bed and pulled back the curtain, “hello I’m- get the fuck out of here”

“Hey babe”

“Do not ‘hey babe’ me right now, why the fuck are you here?”

“I had a fight,” Kaiser shrugged his shoulders as Isagi rolled his eyes, “did you win at least?”

“Hell fucking yeah I did, just who the fuck do you think you’re dating? I ain’t losing to no one unless it’s Shidou,” Isagi walked up to his boyfriend and gave him a firm kiss, “where are you injured?”

“Oh it’s not anything major or anything, I just decided to come see you at work.” Isagi was suspicious of Kaiser, he never just decided to do anything, he squinted his eyes trying to see if his boyfriend would break and tell him the real reason. “I still have to give you a check up since you are here, which arm do you want me to use?”

“Not gonna ask for my name and date of birth?”

“Nah I don’t need to since I know you very well personally, I can just double check the patient details myself, now which arm?”

“Uh- left I guess,” Isagi reached for the blood pressure cuff and placed it on Kaiser’s left arm, “didn’t you have class today?”

“I ditched”

“Mihya you can’t be ditching all your lectures you know?”

“It was only for today I promise,” he placed the pulse oximeter on Kaiser’s awaiting index finger, “does the reason have to do with why you got into a fight and why you are seeing me at work?”

“Maybe,” Isagi raised an eyebrow at Kaiser’s smug ass grin, “just tell me”

“Hell no that’s fucking boring, figure it out yourself.” Isagi stuck his finger at him, Kaiser only laughed before he grabbed Isagi’s hand that his middle finger was raised and kissed the back of his hand. “How is my blood pressure nurse?”

“Unfortunately all within normal range”

“Unfortunately?! Do you hate me or something?”

“Yes very much so, now give me an ear”

“You’re so hot when you boss me around,” Isagi lightly gripped Kaiser’s chin and turned his head so he could place the thermometer into his ear, “and you’re so hot when you shut your mouth”

“You still love me”

“Yes I do,” once he heard the beep from the thermometer he pulled it out and checked Kaiser’s temperature, “how is it?”

“Again all normal, since you don’t need stitches or anything you can leave”

“Oh? You’re encouraging me to sneak out of the hospital now?”

“No dumbass, you will do it anyway,” Kaiser stretched his arm out to latch onto Isagi’s arm so he could pull Isagi in between his legs. He pressed a kiss on Isagi’s lip, which Isagi of course responded back with a kiss of his own, “don’t distract me at work asshole”

“Don’t get so easily distracted then”

“Go home, you’re annoying me,” Kaiser pulled Isagi in even closer and kissed his neck before whispering into his ear, “I love you”

“I love you too Mihya, now go before I end up getting hard”

“Fucking sex fiend”

“You love it,” Isagi grabbed onto Kaiser’s rat tail tugging on it lightly so Kaiser’s head tilted backwards, “you’re right I do love it, you’re very good at fucking me but I don’t know if you’re better than Noel at it-”

“Alright now you’re definitely trying to piss me off, do not bring up that cunts name or compare me to him again”

“Sorry I couldn’t resist, you’re much better than him, happy?”

“Not fucking really- stop distracting me! Go fucking home Michael”

“My own boyfriend hates me”

“Yes I do, now leave”

It wasn’t until after Isagi left Kaiser’s bed area to put all the results into the system that he finally realised why Kaiser decided to come see him today. Honestly Isagi didn’t expect for Kaiser to remember such a date, but he thought it was super cute of Kaiser to do what he did.

“What the fuck are you still doing here?”

“Surprise Yoichi!” Isagi’s shift finally ended ten minutes ago and he was beyond excited to go home and relax with his boyfriend, he didn’t expect for said boyfriend to be waiting for him by his car, “didn’t think it was possible for you to stay at the hospital for longer than an hour”

“Okay asshole, I can do it, I just chose not to do it. There is a clear difference obviously. Did you end up figuring it out?” Isagi fished for his keys and unlocked his car, he hopped in and waited for Kaiser to get in the passenger seat, “yeah I did, I can’t believe you fucking remembered that”

“Oh I have a whole diary entry with ‘the 1st of June, the day I met the love of my life’ I wrote that last year-”

“Motherfucker you don’t even own a diary much less thought of me as the love of your life when you were too busy with that cunt last year.” There was no way in hell Isagi was ever going to like or support Noa ever again, after everything he knew about his and Kaiser’s relationship he firmly believed Noa was a piece of shit and should never be acknowledged by Isagi. “Just because I was dating Noel doesn’t mean I didn’t instantly feel a connection with you when I first met you”

“I highly doubt that, but damn I can’t believe it’s been a whole year since we first met. That shit is honestly crazy, known your annoying ass for so long”

“You can say all the shit you want Yoichi but I know you love me and you’re glad you met me”

“You think you know me so well”

“Not think, I do,” Isagi rolled his eyes in annoyance as he kept concentrating on their drive back home, “I can’t fucking believe you got into a fight so you could come see me at the hospital to recreate the first time we met. You Michael are fucking corny and a sap”

“Oh please, you eat that shit up”

“Fuck off, I do not”

“You’re a fucking lia-”

“Oh would you look at that, we’re home,” Isagi turned his car off and immediately left to enter inside their apartment, he was not going to continue that conversation and prove that Kaiser was right that Isagi did like the corny shit. He was going to avoid it like the fucking plague. He grabbed his house keys and unlocked the door, but held it open as he waited for his boyfriend to take his sweet ass time getting to their place. “About fucking time”

“Learn some patience will ya?”

“Learn to stop being an asshole,” Kaiser lightly shoved Isagi, he scoffed in disbelief and shoved Kaiser back, “you are so petty”

“You fucking shoved me first”

“Still means you are petty”

“Whatever I don’t care,” Isagi did care, Kaiser knew Isagi cared, but still he wasn’t going to let Kaiser win by showing that he didn’t care, because he totally didn’t care, he was not petty. “You’re a terrible liar Yoichi”

“Oh fuck off- ah,” Isagi’s words was stopped as Kaiser latched onto Isagi’s arm and pulled him closer to his body, Kaiser placed a hand under Isagi’s chin and titled his head to look up directly into Kaiser's eyes, “you Isagi Yoichi are petty as fuck, a terrible liar, get incredibly jealous and pissed off over Noel-”

“For good fucking reasons!-”

“Get easily irritated, never know when to keep your mouth shut and just overall an asshole-”

“What is this hate on Yoichi day?-”

“If you would just shut up for once in your life, but even with all of that you’re still the best person I have ever known and you’re perfect for me”

“You’re really romantic and sweet tonight, it’s kinda creeping me out-”

“Oh my fucking god! Now you’re just ruining the mood, fuck you.” Kaiser detached himself from Isagi’s body, okay so maybe he did ruin the mood but he couldn’t help it, it was in his nature to banter with Kaiser on basically everything. Isagi pulled Kaiser back into his embrace and kissed his lips softly, “okay baby I’m sorry I apologise, continue on.” Kaiser rolled his eyes and huffed, “too fucking late now-”

“No don’t be like that, I’m sorry”

“Fine! All I was going to say was ‘I’m glad I met you and I love you’, happy now?”

“Very, I love you too Mihya. Thank you for showing up in my life, I will cherish you until the day I die, I promise”

“I should be thanking you for saving me”

“I did no such thing, you saved yourself Michael and you should be proud. I love you”

“I love you more”

Isagi wasn’t sure it was ever possible for Kaiser to love him more than Isagi loved Kaiser, but he guessed he would never know. He pulled Kaiser in even closer and gave his boyfriend a soft loving kiss, he thanked any god out there for bringing Michael Kaiser into his life. Isagi truly felt like he only existed to meet Kaiser and love him with every fibre of his being, because loving Kaiser was way too easy.