Chapter Text
Jack's POV
It has been a week since they dinner party and I have noticed that people have been looking at me more then often but I didn't really mind much since it just reminded me of when I was younger and trying to survive in London so I didn't care but what caused me to panic is when people have been coming up and talking, but never really looking me in the eye but looking at my chest area and I am know worrying that someone has told on me and I would either being killed or something else so I have been staying close to the hospital scared to go any further in case something happens and no one is there to see it happen.
"Dawkins you need to leave the hospital at some point and have some sort of social life" Sneed voiced while cleaning up from the latest surgery "uummm no I don't have to if I don't want to" I said back turning my back on him hoping he would just leave me alone but he didn't "you have been acting strange since the dinner party what is going on?" He questioned I sighed bowing my head not knowing what to say so I just decided to say anything "People have been looking at me more then normal and I thought it was like when I was in London but then people have started to talk to me which is fine I don't mind, but they weren't looking me in the eye they were......looking somewhere else" I retorted still not looking at him. It was quiet for a bit thinking he got it and was leaving me alone but I could feel him move near me "are you in danger at all ?" he just asked no tone in his voice just straight up dead I looked at him and just replied back "I don't know" and left.
I was left in the hospital for the day apart from the patients and was becoming nervous for no reason at all but I felt like someone was watching me even though I know that is ridicules but I couldn't stop the feeling but I just kept working trying to ignore it but I could feel my body shake all over and it made work difficult but I just worked through it hoping the feeling would go away.
It was closing in on the afternoon when I heard the door open and I had just froze not wanting to run knowing it would make to worse "Dawkins" and for once in my life I was glad it was Sneed "yes Sneed how may I help ?" I asked him with a smirk on my face trying to hide my fear "why are you shaking ?" Sneed questioned I dropped the smirk and just stood there not knowing what to do "no I am not" I said and I felt really fucking stupid. He looked at me like I was stupid which I was at that point and we just stared at each other and I stated to leave and make myself busy but Sneed moved to stood in front of me and just uttered "I know Gaines is coming after you but I don't think he knows about you" and then he just leaves.
As I move to my room I stop looking at the floor thinking of all the things I have done in my twenty-eight years of life feel slightly good about my life but I also have some regrets I open the door to the room and I just collapse onto the bed just keep looking at the floor hoping if I were to die it would be quiet and no one I know see it and feels any from of sadness but I guess I have to see what happens.