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Around 4 AM, Sunoo is woken up, partly by a hiss and partly by the sudden jerking up of another person from the bed.
"Hoonie?" Sunoo rubs his eyes, trying to wake up; he hasn’t even slept half the normal amount of hours.
"Sorry." Sunghoon stands by the window, and Sunoo realizes the sunlight is muted. "I had to draw the curtains." Sunghoon mumbles in a rough voice, still needing to wake up.
Oh. He had to do it terribly. Sunoo hadn't even thought about it and now he sits up straight in bed, fully awake.
"Oh gosh, I'm sorry! I forgot that when dawn comes- Are you alright?" Sunoo feels a large sense of guilt about this.
"I'm fine, don't worry." Sunghoon returns to the bed and soothingly kisses him on the head. "I just felt weird when the whole room suddenly got bright and I had just opened my eyes. By the way, I think I lost consciousness yesterday. I almost felt human." Sunghoon jokes and Sunoo calms down a bit.
"If I accidentally caused your death-" Sunoo mumbles, but Sunghoon silences him by kissing him straight on the lips.
"None of that. No worries. You can't get rid of me that easily." Sunghoon tells him between kisses, thus dispelling all of Sunoo’s worries.
"I'm glad. I love you." Sunoo declares, possibly not fully awake yet.
"So suddenly?" Sunghoon chuckles as Sunoo chases his lips further with closed eyes.
"Not suddenly at all. For a long time now." Sunoo whimpers when Sunghoon refuses to give him another kiss.
"I love you too." Sunghoon murmurs and finally kisses him again.
Sunoo doesn't have a big hangover, but he feels uncomfortable enough in his body that the cool touch of Sunghoon revives him like nothing else. So, he wraps his arms around him and pulls him closer.
Sunghoon is perfect for summer. And in winter, well, Sunoo will just have to invest in thick blankets and heating.
Sunoo leans back again, resting on the bed and pulling Sunghoon onto himself.
"Wait a minute, you love me?" Sunoo's eyes widen as it finally sinks in.
"Not sleeping anymore, princess?" Sunghoon teases him but looks at him with a tender gaze. "Of course I love you." Another soft, loving kiss straight on the lips.
"Say it again."
"I can tell you that for eternity if you want. I love you, Sunoo. My sunshine, my love."
That's it, Sunoo died and went to heaven, there’s no other explanation.
"If you wanted, I would rip out my heart and offer it to you." Sunoo murmurs in a slight daze, it’s out of love.
"Thanks, no need. I want your heart to stay in you and beat so strongly forever." Sunghoon leans to his neck and listens to his pulse, gently moving his lips, which touch Sunoo's skin.
"Are you hungry? I can be your breakfast." Sunoo still feels like he’s in a fog, like in a fairy tale and a dream at once.
Sunoo feels Sunghoon lick his lips, as his tongue instantly touches his neck.
"May I?" Sunghoon no longer even tries to resist. His voice becomes deeper and tinged with desperation. It only took a drop of Sunoo's blood to make him addicted, it seems.
"Bon appétit." Sunoo just responds and tilts his head, stretching his neck.
Sunghoon hesitates for a moment, and this time he doesn't do it quickly. Sunoo has to cover his mouth with his hand to keep from screaming as Sunghoon slowly sinks his teeth into the delicate skin of his neck.
This time, maybe because Sunoo is completely sober, it hurts. Quite strongly, maybe the neck is also different from the wrist. Sunoo has tears in his eyes, but he doesn't intend to stop him. He wants it.
Sunoo still finds it romantic. Sunghoon is half on top of him, pinning him to the bed. His mouth hungrily drinking the oozing blood. Sunghoon helps himself by sucking on the punctures now and then to draw out more blood. The feeling is quite burning, but so pleasant.
Sunghoon doesn't do it quickly or aggressively. He does it sensually and undoubtedly with desire.
Sunoo feels his nerves on fire.
"Wait." Sunoo presses lightly on Sunghoon's shoulder, but the hint is enough for him to move away. Sunoo honestly doesn't want to stop this sensation but is afraid that if Sunghoon drinks too much blood now, it could be dangerous and threatening later.
"Something's wrong?" Sunghoon has that husky, deeper voice again. His throat must be sticky with Sunoo's warm blood.
"Could you... C-could we?" Sunoo stutters a bit, after all, it's the first time he's asked someone about having sex. Sunghoon doesn't seem to fully understand what he means, so Sunoo chooses to be more explicit. He lifts his left leg, the one lying between Sunghoon's. He flexes it in a very significant way and rubs it against the now-obvious bulge in Sunghoon's jeans.
"Now?" Sunghoon asks in surprise, but in desperation he presses his hips against Sunoo's leg, letting out a gasp.
"Yes, now, please." Sunoo knows he doesn't even have to ask, Sunghoon wants it himself.
For a moment, Sunghoon is like a statue and stares at Sunoo. Then he licks his lips, looking like he's trying to come to his senses.
"Your neck is still bleeding a little."
Sure enough, Sunoo feels a small sticky spot on the pillow under his neck.
But that doesn't make the situation feel macabre at all, and Sunoo isn't the least bit scared. He's excited. There is no way he could die, Sunghoon always takes care of him. And Sunoo trusts him to death.
"That's okay," Sunoo whispers and pulls Sunghoon to his lips.
Sunghoon kisses him desperately. He immediately uses his tongue and sticks it into Sunoo's mouth. He's really crazy about Sunoo's blood.
Sunoo is proud of this. He returns his desire. Sunoo doesn't even think about the fact that it's not even 5 a.m. now. That Jungwon and Jay are sleeping in another room.
Now Sunoo feels like giving in to Sunghoon. He opens his legs wider.
"Take it off." Sunoo means his pajama shorts. Sunghoon does it quickly. This and more.
In a few supernatural moments, Sunoo is completely naked. This has never happened before.
"You too." Sunoo urges the fully dressed Sunghoon.
Total nudity is quite embarrassing, even in front of the love of his life. But Sunghoon seems to share this sentiment.
Being undressed, Sunghoon doesn't give Sunoo a chance to look. He immediately lies back down and goes back to kissing.
"You're shy?" Sunoo asks as Sunghoon licks the remaining blood from his neck.
"Maybe."
Sunoo now has a view of his back (it's gorgeous), but he'd like to see more of that pale, dazzling skin.
"It's not fair." Sunoo gasps as Sunghoon slides his tongue down to his collarbones. "You've seen so much of me."
"You are beautiful," Sunghoon grunts back. Now he's at his nipples and giving them some attention. Sunoo arches his back mechanically to get closer to his mouth.
"I'm only human. And you are perfect." Sunoo has trouble saying complete sentences, they sound like little puffs of air. His nipples must be quite sensitive.
"Sometimes I have doubts." Sunghoon purrs, kissing him on his soft stomach. "No other human is this seductive."
"I guess you mean my sweet blood." Sunoo jokes at himself because even he is insecure sometimes.
"Your blood is as tempting as your body," Sunghoon replies seriously. Sunoo has no choice but to believe him. "Everything about you is sweet," Sunghoon says while ostentatiously licking along his shaft.
Sunoo feels like he's bursting into flames.
He has never been in a relationship or any sexual relationship. Sunoo was supposed to have the bigger advantage in this matter! Not that Sunoo was complaining.
"Any lube?" Sunghoon asks like a pro.
"You don't want to use blood for this?" Sunoo just jokes (partially because he's a bit of a freak) and reaches for the bottle hidden on the bottom shelf of the nightstand.
Sunghoon grimaces. "I am not a barbarian."
Sunoo mutters 'That's a pity' under his breath, but Sunghoon, with his supernatural hearing, hears him perfectly. Sunghoon gives him a pointed look, a bit of warning.
"This is serious, Sun. I don't want to hurt you." Sunghoon accepts the bottle and pours the contents into his hand with concentration. He's so meticulous.
"You won't hurt me." Even if a tiny part of Sunoo wouldn't mind a little harm. Sunoo knows he's not wrong. With extreme care and gentleness, Sunghoon inserts the first finger inside. "You can start with two." Sunoo bites her lip, he appreciates his tenderness, but this trepidation is a bit too much.
"You're testing me." Sunghoon smacks his lips disapprovingly but follows the command.
Two fingers fit with difficulty at first, but Sunoo likes the feeling of being full.
It's only when Sunghoon starts scissor dancing that Sunoo starts panting unevenly.
It's a pity that Sunghoon is so leaned over him and focused, completely hiding his body. He practically lies between Sunoo's spread legs, occasionally kissing his thigh.
When Sunghoon adds a third finger, Sunoo has trouble catching his breath. He also lets out a shaky moan.
This is starting to get good. Icy fingers in his heated interior. Sunoo is slowly losing his mind.
Sunoo is so lost in this feeling that it is only with an inconsolable groan that he registers Sunghoon pulling his fingers out.
"Ready?" Sunoo asks, but his mind is in a fog.
"Theoretically. Is everything okay? Do you still want it?" Sunghoon asks and maybe Sunoo is more lost than he thought.
"Yes, of course I do." Sunoo tries to focus the thoughts spilled over this pleasure by the opposite sensations - cold and heat.
Sunghoon kisses him deeply. "I'm asking because you're starting to tremble."
It's not because of the cold or nerves.
"Because I'm so attracted to you. I can't take it anymore. Please, please." Sunoo wraps his arms around him and says in a pleading voice.
Sunoo doesn't know when Sunghoon managed to lubricate his cock, but he feels the pressure of the wet head against his hole. That alone takes his breath away.
"Breathe." Sunghoon gasps, leaning over him and kissing him on the lips. "Relax." But he is also deeply concerned about this.
Sunoo tries. Even as he feels the length slowly sliding into him. Sunghoon spreads his hole further than his fingers had the chance to.
Fortunately, Sunghoon is not huge and the experience is not too painful. It's just different than anything before. Sunoo, however, winces involuntarily when most of it is inside, but not all of it.
"Maybe... I can bite you? That way you'll focus less on it."
Sunoo smiles despite his frown. "And not because you want my blood?"
"This as well," Sunghoon responds with a purr and moves closer to Sunoo's neck. He only waits for a moment for Sunoo to stop him and when it doesn't come, he sinks his fangs back into the open wounds.
Sunghoon sucks hard into his neck. And his hips grind into him harder. But he was right. Now Sunoo isn't just focused on being full. Now Sunoo actually can't focus on anything, he feels crazy. There's so much pleasure on both sides that it's unbelievable.
It's not pure pleasure, it's the combination of the discomfort and strangeness of it all that makes him go crazy.
If his mind was foggy before, now it's frantic. Sunoo is slowly losing touch with reality.
Erotic sounds fill his ears. It takes him a moment to realize that those moans are coming from his mouth.
Sunoo feels dazed. Maybe it's due to systematic blood loss. But he had never felt so good before.
Sunghoon's thrusts are calculated. But the way he desperately sucks his blood is the perfect opposite.
"G-good f-for you?" Sunoo asks in a ragged voice that sounds like it's from the afterlife.
"So good." Sunghoon finally pulls away from his neck, where blood continues to leak, no doubt soaking into the pillow. Sunoo feels the warmth and stickiness against him.
Now Sunghoon looks like a real predator. His face is covered in blood so carelessly that even when he licks his lips, he has no chance of cleaning it all up.
Additionally, he constantly moves his hips, staring at Sunoo intensely, as if he were his prey. Fitted. Sunoo is delighted with this.
"How much do you want me?" Sunoo wouldn't be himself if he didn't flirt even now.
Sunghoon growls in response and leans in, kissing him passionately. "Crazy. I want you madly." His movements speed up. Sunoo's bed begins to creak in that telltale way. And Sunoo can't control his moaning. Even if Sunghoonvmuffles it a bit now. Their faces touch, but the kisses are more about panting into each other's open mouths.
If it doesn't wake anyone up, it will be a miracle.
Sunoo doesn't even mind the metallic taste in his mouth. Tasting his own blood was never on his list, but now he actually likes it.
Sunghoon begins to lose its sophistication and uneven slapping begins to echo throughout the bedroom. Sunoo likes this too.
Sunghoon may be starting to use too much force. He grabs Sunoo's hip in such a tight grip that for a moment Sunoo feels like his bone will break. But even that doesn't bother Sunoo. He will treasure and adore every bruise, every mark.
Despite the immense pleasure he feels, somewhere in the back of his mind is the more sensible Sunoo. And as Sunghoon sinks his manicured nails into Sunoo's torso, he knows he should say something before he's torn apart. Not that it bothers him, but he knows that Sunghoon will blame himself later.
"Slow down. Slow down, baby." Sunoo manages to gasp through his choked throat.
Sunoo is somewhat aware of the deep, bleeding scratches left by Sunghoon's nails on his waist. But he'll deal with that later.
It's hard to tame a raging Sunghoon.
"Please?" Sunoo whispers and focuses on giving him a tender kiss.
Finally, it works. He doesn't quite slow down his thrusts, but he loosens his grip. He still has slightly wandering, crazy eyes. Sunoo can't imagine how he feels. Feed on his blood while having sex with him. This must be a mad feeling.
"I love you." Sunghoon mumbles in Sunoo's ear. And his hips finally buckle, and Sunoo feels his juices fill him.
It feels so strange and pleasant that Sunoo is cumming too. He feels drained. His limbs feel like they're paralyzed. Sunoo is exhausted. Sunghoon must be too, because he falls limply onto him.
"Heavy, you're heavy." Sunoo wheezes. Sunghoon rolls off of him with a groan.
They both slowly come to their senses. And Sunghoon finally realizes what he has done.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." Sunghoon starts to panic a little. A little bit very much.
"It's okay. I'm okay." Sunoo mumbles with his eyes closed, feeling too weak. All this makes him sleepy.
When Sunoo regains consciousness, Sunghoon is sitting next to him.
"How do you feel?" Sunghoon asks with a grave look on his face.
"Like I got hit by a truck," Sunoo replies, but seeing Sunghoon's pained look, he quickly reconsiders. "I'm kidding! I'm kidding, Hoonie. I'm fine."
Sunoo looks at his 'battle wounds'. And indeed, everything is fine. Sunghoon patched him up. His slightly torn side is bandaged. And Sunoo feels a band-aid on his neck. No big deal, Sunghoon is exaggerating.
"I am a monster." Sunghoon has a self-hatred expression on his face.
"Not true!" Sunoo rises to a sitting position but hisses at the sudden movement and pain. "Ouch. It's nothing, really. Trust me. Practice makes perfect, by the way."
"Never again." Sunghoon moves his head away when Sunoo tries to kiss him.
"Oh, don't be like that." Sunoo takes his face in his hands and twists it forcefully. "Kisses." Sunoo doesn't ask, he demands it with a frown.
"I'm terrible, I hurt you-" Sunghoon says the rest incomprehensibly because Sunoo kisses him right on the lips. When he pulls away, Sunghoon has a sour face. "I'm serious."
"Me too. You just got a little carried away. You're not a monster. And I'm fine. I'm just a little bruised." Sunoo swears, but Sunghoon doesn't look convinced. "You love me, right?"
"Of course." Sunghoon is grumpy like a child. He's quite cute.
"So you have to make me happy. And I'm happy when you don't pull away from me and don't talk such nonsense. I want kisses and your love. That's it. We'll work on the rest, okay? I'll recover from this in no time, you'll see."
"Are you sure?" Sunghoon asks this time his voice laced with sadness.
"Silly, of course, I'm sure." Sunoo kisses him on the nose. "Don't think a few stumbles will deter me. I enjoyed it anyway."
Sunghoon looks horrified by this confession.
"Did you like it? But-"
Sunoo may be a bit crazy, but that's his charm.
"Monster or not, I want you. In every way. I love you." At last! Sunghoon kisses him back deeply.
"You're a little crazy," Sunghoon states, but his gaze returns to his love path. "But I love you too."