Archive of Our Own ^beta

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“H-hurts” Hyunjin listened as Jisung mewled from the cramps tightening.

He watched the hybrid grip onto his stomach while trying to grind down on Hyunjin’s pelvis.

Hyunjin was going to help. He was just a little concerned about Jisung being in subspace.

The hybrid’s instincts are in overdrive now. Hyunjin is sure that Jisung wouldn’t really be acting this way.

This is why Hyunjin is hesitating so much. He doesn’t want to take advantage of Jisung. Just like Hak-Kun…

Jisung’s body had sweat falling from every pore. The borrowed shirt he wore could be rung out and fill a bucket at this point. The cries and the constant tossing and turning from the cramps weren’t getting any better. Chocolate was all that Hyunjin could smell.

Jisung was still on Hyunjin, and the heat radiating off Jisung was almost unbearable to touch. Hyunjin wouldn’t abandon him. “Sungie?” Hyunjin only managed to gain a whimper from the omega. “You gotta let me up so I can help the pain go away. Okay, baby?” Hyunjin knew pet names were the best way for omegas to stay stable in subspace and keep his pheromones and scent even and happy. He couldn’t risk a subdrop. Chan would kill him.

Hyunjin wouldn’t know what to do with himself if he made an innocent and traumatised omega, hybrid or not go into a subdrop.

Jisung sniffled while clenching tighter onto Hyunjin’s shoulders. I guess that’s a no. Hyunjin grabbed either side of Jisung’s waist and pushed him off gently. The automatic crying and sobbing from the action ripped at Hyunjin’s heart. Hyunjin could only offer a sympathetic smile while whispering apologies and reassurances.  

Hyunjin got up and placed Jisung softly onto the mattress. Jisung was lying down, staring up at Hyunjin with those golden brown pleading eyes that swelled up with tears. “I’m not leaving this room. I’ll only be a few seconds.” A few tears slipped from Jisung. Hyunjin wanted to coo at how needy he was, but that wasn’t Hyunjin’s place, and Jisung was too vulnerable.

Hyunjin turned toward the heat kit he had brought upstairs. He took a water bottle and a protein bar out of the kit. He also grabbed the toy and shuffled back to Jisung’s nest. “Sungie?” Hyunjin watched as Jisung’s face went from a twisted expression to relief upon his eyes landing on Hyunjin. How could Hyunjin not feel anything from that? Hyunjin smiled down at the hybrid, and Jisung’s ears twitched in curiosity. It didn’t last long before his face contorted again from the stabbing and twisting coming from his stomach. Now, his ears were flattened again. “I’m going to help you now. Sungie?...Can I take your clothes off?” Hyunjin’s eyes widened from a strangled huff as he watched the cat boy try to tug his shirt off. His tummy and chest were exposed, but when it came to getting the shirt off his head, the fabric got caught. Hyunjin couldn’t see Jisung’s face as the shirt covered it but he decided to help the cat boy out.

Hyunjin reached out, taking the hem on the soaked shirt, and lifted it up and off Jisung’s head. Before Hyunjin could ask for a verbal answer, Jisung was freeing his cock from the confines of his briefs. It bounced a little, and Hyunjin’s eyes were glued to it as he was covered in a layer of chocolate-scented slick. Hyunjin’s mouth went dry as he gulped. He shook his head to get those unwanted ideas out of his head. This wasn’t about him. The cat boy was still panting the chilled blanket was bundled up next to him in the nest.

“P-please.” Jisung whined. Hyunjin’s breath hitched at the sight. Goosebumps cascaded over his skin, causing him to shiver. How is this real? How is he real? The twitches Jisung’s cock made corresponded with his ears and tail, and now Hyunjin’s head spun. Jisung’s face was flushed from the heat, and it almost made him look shy, but Hyunjin knew that he wasn’t his mind was too clouded for shyness. He was desperate and in heat.

Heat pooled at Hyunjin’s groin. The beta could feel that familiar and uncomfortable stretch of his pants. Hyunjin quickly moved his hand into his jeans to rearrange his member’s position. Otherwise, it would become painful. When Hyunjin looked back towards Jisung, the younger’s eyes were trained on where he’d just fixed his problem. Hyunjin closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He wasn’t going to do anything for himself. He just needed to help Jisung. Hyunjin took his eyes off Jisung again to pick up the toy that he had put down while trying to fix his dick arrangement problem. It was small, but a meow-like moan was picked up by Hyunjin’s ears. Hyunjin snapped his eyes toward the younger again, and a view of Jisung slowly caressing his cock made Hyunjin gulp. Hyunjin could feel his breathing had picked up the pace. He also noticed how calmy his palms were. He was nervous beyond doubt. He cleared his throat before dropping the toy and taking his shirt off. It was getting too hot in the room, even with the aircon humming away.

“Sungie. I’ll help you now, but if you don’t like it, please, you must tell me.” Hyunjin said, and Jisung nodded. It was a good sign. His subspace must be dissipating. Hopefully…They can last between only a few minutes to hours at a time. Jisung’s hand was still wrapped around his own cock, softly stroking it as he gazed at Hyunjin. It really made Hyunjin’s head spin. He watched as the cat boy’s tail twitched and then followed his dick by thrusting along his penis with his small hands. “Can I touch you, Sungie?” Hyunjin could feel his throat tighten. He really didn’t want to fuck this up. Chan had permitted him to use the toy, but he never said anything about giving hand and blowjobs…It wasn’t like Hyunjin was fucking him.

“P-please…h-help,” Hyunjin gave an affirmative hum.

“Alright, a reward for doing such a wonderful job on your nest.” A small thrill-like meow sent shock waves to Hyunjin’s mind. It was a noise that massaged his brain into a foggy mess. Hyunjin licked his lips before reaching out and slowly wrapping his long fingers around Jisung’s small shaft. A wonderful groan vibrated from the back of Jisung’s throat as his eyes rolled upward. Jisung’s sweet, chocolatey slick made it easy to glide up and down. Hyunjin wanted to taste it so bad, but it wasn’t about him. He just needed to make sure Jisung felt better. That’s all to it. He wasn’t pack. Even though Hyunjin kinda wished he was.

Maybe they could go to therapy together; maybe he finally found someone who could relate to him. Hyunjin didn’t want to be alone in that aspect anymore.

Hyunjin kept the pace consistent but on the slower side, not to overwhelm the cat boy. His tail and ears twitched all over the place. It was endearing to watch, but also a fucking turn-on. Hyunjin took another deep breath to calm himself. He needed to just focus on helping Jisung.

“Ah- Ah- c-clo-se” Hyunjin was blessed with the panting and whiny voice produced by the younger. Hyunjin knew this was only the start of his heat, but it was going to be hard.

“Cum. Kitty.” Hyunjin smiled fondly. Was he extremely turned on? Yes, but the boy below him was too cute not to want to protect and treat him softly.

“Ah- Ah- AHHHH!” Jisung’s back arched up and his body shook violently signalling his first orgasm in his heat. Hyunjin kept stoking up and down his cock to ease him through it. White strings flew and decorated Jisung’s stomach and thighs, as well as Hyunjin’s hand.

Jisung’s body collapsed back into the nest. He was panting and trying to come down from the pleasurable high. His eyes were closed, and his energy was seeping out of his body. Hyunjin knew he would be asleep within minutes. Hyunjin knew before that happened he needed to make sure Jisung kept hydrated and fed.

“Sungie. You did such a good job, but now, can you drink this for me?” Hyunjin held up the water bottle. Jisung, barely able to lift his eyelids, could only manage to sneak a peek at the object in Hyunjin’s hand through his eyelashes. An incoherent mumbled left the cat boy’s lips. “Please. For me?” Jisung slowly sat up with a groan. He slumped forward with his ears drooping slightly, and a little pout formed. Hyunjin wanted to touch those protruded lips because they looked so cute.

“Aww. Here. Sip this for me.” Hyunjin uncapped the bottle and placed it delicately on Jisung’s bottom lip. Slowly, he tipped the bottle, and Jisung’s Adam’s apple bobbed while gulping down the chilled water. “Woah woah. Careful.” Hyunjin took the water back, and before Jisung could fall back down into the nest, Hyunjin supported his back with an arm before the younger fell. “You gotta eat something for me too.” Hyunjin grabbed the protein bar, brought it up to his teeth and ripped the packet open.

Hyunjin held it out for Jisung to eat. Jisung peeked at it like he did with the water and then opened his mouth to be fed. Hyunjin felt his bones go all jelly. He really thought that this boy was so cute, wanting to be fed. A fluttering lifted in his chest. He watched Jisung eat with parted lips, just in awe of how the younger chewed while storing his food in his cheeks like a chipmunk. If the rest of the pack saw him like this, Hyunjin knew they’d be just as whipped.

After a minute, Jisung yawned too cutely if you ask Hyunjin. Then, Jisung tugged Hyunjin’s arm. Hyunjin knew he was asking to nap with him and how could Hyunjin deny his little omega? His. This was bad. Hyunjin’s beta already viewed Jisung as a pack omega. Fuck. This is not good. Hyunjin has this itching under his skin making him want to…Care. Care. Care.

Hyunjin slid right into Jisung’s nest still without a shirt and the younger still naked and dirty snuggled right on top of him. Hyunjin should have gotten up and cleaned Jisung, but Jisung was happy right now, and Hyunjin could clean him when he woke up. Right now, Jisung was exhausted from his heat.

Suddenly, he felt a vibrating hum come from Jisung and a slight humming sound. Was he snoring? No…it’s different…he’s…purring. OH MY GOD! He’s fucking purring like a cat. My heart can’t take this. Breathe Jinnie. Breathe. Hyunjin inhaled deeply and then exhaled after four counts. Jisung’s purring continued, but something else occurred. It was like Jisung was pawing at his chest. No. Kneading. Hyunjin thought his soul was going to leave his body at this point. Hyunjin was confident that he did well for Jisung. He hoped that when it came time for Jisung to ask for more, the toy would be enough. Hyunjin felt the kneading slowly become less and weaker as Jisung fell into consciousness.

Hyunjin has classes tomorrow, but he doesn’t think he’ll go. Unless Chan forces him because it’s his last semester. Yet, just thinking about leaving Jisung alone made him feel upset.

His scent rotted a little, but after a tiny whimper from the sleeping omega, he focused on keeping it under control. Breathing and thinking of positive things.

He could sense the moment Changbin and Lee Know arrived home. He hoped they wouldn’t come barging in and distress Jisung, but knowing those two, it’s the inevitable. He just hoped Jisung would stay asleep. Jisung’s skin was much cooler a few hours ago after Hyunjin helped him, but he knew the second wave could hit soon, and it only took more orgasm to satisfy his omega’s odd heat. Hyunjin sighed as he scraped his fingers along Jisung’s scalp, and the purring never ceased. Hyunjin couldn’t stop the fond smile and again wondered if this was how Chan felt 24/7.

A knock. Hyunjin knew this was coming. Another knock. “Jinnie? Jisung? Are you two in there?” It was Lee Know. Hyunjin didn’t want to yell but opted for stage whispering.

“Yeah. Be quiet. Sungie is sleeping.” Hyunjin cringed at every syllable that left his mouth, praying he wouldn’t wake Jisung up. The door creaked open. Lee Know frowned at the situation, and Hyunjin felt his heart beat weirdly in the sense that it hurt and felt heavier.

“Luna…” Hyunjin whispered.

“Does Chan know?” Lee Know had his arms crossed over his front. Hyunjin felt his mouth go dry. Hyunjin nodded.

“I asked his permission to help.” Hyunjin could see Lee Know visibly relax a little, but his frown deepened, yet his eyes weren’t angrily staring Hyunjin down. Instead, they seemed downcast. Hyunjin could sense it. “What happened?” Hyunjin’s features softened at his Luna.

“Nothing. You have your hands full.” Before Hyunjin could object to anything Lee Know had already turned and shut the door, thus causing a chain reaction in startling Jisung awake. Hyunjin felt the younger shiver in confusion.

“Shh. It’s okay. Jinnie Hyung is here. I’m protecting you.” But Jisung was sweating profusely, and every inch of his body was tensing from the cramps, making their appearance once again. A fluctuating sweet and burnt chocolate scent drowned the room. Jisung gripped tightly onto Hyunjin’s chest. His fingernails dug deep into Hyunjin’s skin. Hyunjin wanted to push the cat boy off, but that would not go well, as Hyunjin could see the future if that were to play out.

“H-hurting” His words were muffled. Jisung’s ears were flat against his head, and his face smushed against Hyunjin’s chest. “H-help.” Jisung’s voice cracked. Hyunjin wished he could be there for Lee Know, but Jisung needed him right now, too.