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Renjun was currently sitting on his bed with his back against the headboard. In one hand he had his reading tablet and his other was stroking through the hair of Jisung's wig. The younger had his head in Renjun's lap and had his eyes close.
Shortly after Jisung and Mark had started dating, all of them had decided that they won't need four bedrooms anymore. Both of them shared a room with their boyfriends now, but had decided to keep one of their old rooms as a shared bedroom as well. This way they had a place to retreat to whenever the two best friends felt the need to spent time together. This room was just for Renjun and Jisung and the other two knew not to enter and to give the best friends space whenever they were in their shared room.
Earlier today Jisung had pulled Renjun with him towards their room, claiming he just needed a few cuddles from his friend. The older hadn't asked any questions, just giving Jisung the support he needed. He knew that the younger one would talk as soon as he felt ready.
They had been in their room for at least two hours now, before Jisung finally asked the question he had in his head for quite some time now.
"Hyung? Are you and Donghyuck having sex?"
Renjun stilled in his movement of stroking through Jisung's hair and slowly put his tablet down on the nightstand.
"Yeah I have, why?"
Jisung just closed his eyes again and hid his blushing face in Renjun's thigh.
"Come on Sungie, you know that you can talk about everything with me. No need to feel embarrassed"
"I-it's just… H-how do you do it? I feel so insecure all the time because my body is so damaged. I know that Mark wouldn't judge me but I'm still afraid"
Renjun continued with stroking through Jisung wig again to ease Jisung's nerves a bit.
"The first time was very hard for me as well. I thought that Hyuck deserved someone better and not as ruined as me. But it was a dumb thought because if he loves me with all those scares on my face and upper body, of course he would love me with the scares on my lower body as well"
He smiled a little at that memory
"Hyuck has also made sure to praise me as much as he can and I bet that Mark will be the same. Is there anything else you are worried about?"
"I don't really know.. I just feel generally bad about it. Mark may love me but what if he isn't sexually attracted to me? Whenever we make out he stops touching me and if one of us is hard in the morning then he will leave the room"
"Don't worry about it Sungie, Hyuck did the same in the beginning because he didn't want me to feel pressured"
The younger gave a slight nod before hiding his face in his best friends thigh again.
"Do you want me to talk with Mark for you?"
"I think that is something I need to do myself..thanks for telling me all of that" Jisung said before slowly standing up.
"Of course, If Mark is being an ass then come find me, yeah? You got this"
Renjun had stood up as well, giving Jisung's hand a little squeeze before making his way into his and Hyuck's shared room. His boyfriend was laying in bed, playing games. Upon noticing Renjun, he put his phone down and opened his arms, inviting the boy for cuddles. That was a chance Renjun wouldn't miss, so he let himself fall on top of the younger one.
"Everything okay with you and Sung? You've been in your room way longer than normally"
"mhm, don't worry about it. If we are alone till morning then everything is good" he answered, cuddling himself into Hyuck's chest.
Two rooms down the hall, it looked similar.
Mark had taken nap after Jisung and Renjun had vanished into their room and was still sleeping when Jisung entered.
The youngest, who was shaking nervously, made his way into the bed, cuddling himself to Mark's chest trying to calm his nerves as long as Mark was still sleeping.
He really wanted to have sex with Mark. He wan't nervous about the sex itself, more so of Mark dumping him because he didn't want sex with Jisung.
It was just his luck through that he could clearly feel Mark's erection against his own leg. That wasn't something new, because they were young men and waking up with a boner was a common thing. He would really like to just grind himself against his boyfriend, so that the older couldn't leave when he woke up, but Jisung knew that they needed to talk beforehand and that doing something without Mark's consent wasn't the right way.
So he slowly shook Mark a little, giving him small kisses on his cheek.
"Wake up Hyung, you won't be able to sleep all night if you don't get up now"
Mark just gave out a little growl, sleepily pulling Jisung closer to him. That way Jisung's leg that was previously just thrown over Mark to cuddle, rubbed against the elders erection.
The older let out a groan at that, before realizing what was happening. He opened up his eyes instantly, trying to sit up and getting Jisung's leg off of his lap. "Shit. Sorry Sungie"
The key word was trying though. Because the younger had slung himself around his boyfriend like a koala, not letting him back off.
"No. Stay here please, I haven't seen you the entire day"
Mark, who was trying to just will his erection down, gave a small sigh because he just couldn't say no to Jisung.
"…okay"
Jisung smiled, pulling his boyfriend back on his back before laying himself on top of the older. That was by far his favorite cuddling position because it made him feel safe.
Mark on the other hand was trying to move Jisung around, so that the younger wasn't pressing against his dick anymore. Said man didn't let that happen though.
"Baby please.. I want to cuddle with you as well but you need to move a bit away from my crotch for that"
Before Jisung's brain to mouth filter could kick in, he had already blurted out an answer. "Why don't you want to fuck me?"
The older made a sound at that, that sounded almost like chocking, "W-what?"
"Why are you leaving whenever one of us is hard? Do you not want to have sex with me? A-are you grossed out by my scars so that you don't want to see me naked? Or-"
"Baby your rambling"
"It's just-
"Of course I want to have sex with you. You are beautiful so don't you dare thinking I'm grossed out. But you never had sex and went through a year of trauma and recovery. I just don't want you to feel like you need to have sex with me for me to love you"
"..but I want to do that with you."
Mark cooed internally at the flush on Jisung's face. "Are you sure about that?"
As a response, the younger started to slowly grind himself down on Mark. Jisung had never done something like this before, but he had watched porn and just started with what felt right in that moment. He smirked a little at the little moans Mark let out.
The older pulled his boyfriend's head down to kiss him, before letting his hands wander towards Jisung's ass and slowly guiding him in his movements.
"Fuck, sungie that feels so good" he breathed out after they separated for air. The younger gave a little but proud smile and used that moment to pull Mark's shirt off of him, instantly diving down to kiss all over his chest. Said man was moaning loudly again, even from just these small actions.
But to Mark's defense, he hadn't had Sex with another person since before Jisung's accident which felt like ages ago now. At first it was because he was way too worried about his friends and then he started to fall in love with his maknae. Even if they only started dating after a while, Mark wouldn't have been able to sleep with someone else when he was constantly thinking of Jisung.
The last months since they started dating were hard for him as well. He wanted to press Jisung into the bed and fuck him senseless, but he didn't want to do something that Jisung didn't want. Right now though, nothing was stopping him.
With one quick movement, he pulled the younger off of his chest and turned them around, with Mark now hovering above his boyfriend. He waited a moment to see if the surprise in Jisung's eyes would turn into one of dismay, but when it didn't happen, he started to pull off both of their clothes.
Seeing Jisung naked was nothing new. They grew up together so it was quite normal for them. But after his accident, Jisung (and Renjun) had made sure to limit the amount of skin anyone was allowed to see. After some time Jisung had started to trust Mark enough to see him shirtless again, but he had refused to let Mark see his private parts. While Mark didn't have a problem with completely changing or showering in front of his boyfriend, Jisung would always kick Mark out if he were to undress completely.
Seeing his boyfriend in all his glory now, had Mark almost drooling. Sure, the younger had scars on his lower body as well, but they weren't as bad as those on his upper body.
"fuck. you are so beautiful"
Jisung, who had been so confident a few minutes ago, let out an embarrassed little whine, hiding his head in his hands. That wasn't the best idea though, because Mark used that moment to kiss his thighs and let a lubed finger play with the younger's entrance, which caused Jisung a full body flinch.
"Are you sure you want this? We can stop anytime you want baby"
"P-please"
"Please what? I need you to use your words"
Letting out another whine, Jisung mumbled "P-please fuck me hyung"
The younger was so painfully hard. After his accident he felt so incredibly ugly that it took him a very long time to even get hard again. He only really managed again after him and Mark started dating.
Normally Jisung was a very shy and quiet person, but right now he couldn't hold back. With every finger that Mark inserted in him, his moans grew louder and he started to squirm under Mark, rocking himself towards the older's fingers.
He didn't have to wait long for Mark to finally pull his fingers out, slowly inserting his cock. The older wanted to take his time with Jisung but seeing him like this, so fucked out already just from a few fingers, had Mark doubting his self control.
With every moan the younger let out, Marks trusts became quicker, harder and more precise. He made sure to kiss and lick his boyfriend's chest and neck, whispering compliments in his ear every now and then.
And Jisung? He was so happy. Having Mark in him after thinking about it for a very long time felt absolutely amazing and being praised made him feel not only satisfied but also incredibly loved. His moans grew louder with every trust and after both him and Mark had cum, he didn't bother with cleaning up before pulling Mark down to lay on his chest.
He didn't care about feeling his own cum in between him and Mark, or Marks cum dripping out of his hole.
Or Renjun and Donghyuck who had probably heard every bit of it.
All he cared about was his boyfriend, that showed him that his scars didn't matter. That he was still attractive and lovable.