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Gojo satoru the strongest sorcerer of modern era is now crying while hugging his little sister's lifeless body. Screaming in agony while trying to use RCT to his little sister but it didn't work. Shoko and suguru open the door of satoru's room horrified at the sight they saw and yaga just arrived behind them including nanami and haibara who're catching their breaths.
They're late. Very late. The sight is really hurtful to see especially haibara the girl's boyfriend witness the sight of the love of his life laying lifeless while her older brother hugging her begging for her to come back and open her eyes. Those pleas fall deaf ears because she's not there anymore. The once white long hair she had is now short just like shoko's hair. The once pure white hair is now covered in blood of their whole clan except for gojo satoru who's the only one alive.
Haibara can't move and just look at satoru begging over and over again but can't be heard. Nanami hug haibara who almost lost his balance mouth agape and breathing heavily. Body trembling and eyes with flowing tears. Suguru is now behind satoru comforting him and yaga trying to convince satoru to let go of her but he didn't. He didn't let go of her lifeless body tears still flowing from his crystal looking eyes.
After some more convincing he did let go. Satoru's once crystal sparkling eyes with joy and happiness is now dull and lifeless. Watching yaga carried his little sister's body out of the house make his heartache more and more. Satoru heard sobbing and saw Haibara crying in nanami's shoulder while nanami let him cry and comfort him. This is one of the unforgettable thing satoru and rest of them won't forget.
Walking out of the gojo estate with his friends staying quite. His eyes are dull and lifeless, full of regret and unsaid words he wants to say or shout somewhere. Utahime crying at mei mei's shoulder while the other woman is looking away still giving comfort to utahime. Satoru watching as ijichi and yaga gently place the body inside the car carefully. Shoko and geto and the rest of them are not used to satoru's silence especially utahime who's always annoyed by satoru is concerned about him.
Yaga called the students and get inside the driver's seat waiting for the students to get inside the van. One by one they went inside with silence and no one utter a word especially satoru who always have some nonsense to tell everyone. His favorite topic is about his little sister and how amazing she is.
The whole car ride was pure loud silence and once they arrived at the school everyone went to their assigned dorms and satoru is the first one to walk to his dorm locking the door and walk straight to his bed crying his eyes out. The whole night he keeps crying for his little sister not for his whole clan. The thought that his whole clan died including their parents made satoru laugh while crying that he looks crazy.
Satoru slowly closed to his eyes mumbling a 'Comeback.... Please...' and when he close his eyes he heard a voice saying 'sorry for leaving you brother... I love you' a tear escape satoru's eye before sleep finally consume him.
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The next morning satoru didn't left his room and just laid on his bed looking at the pictures he had with his little sister and the other photos are with his or should he says 'their' friends since satoru doesn't want his little sister to be left out. His eyes are puffy and red and sore due to crying all night long and his eye bags are really visible.
Remembering his little sister's birth satoru smile at the memory of it. The first time he saw her in her crib after their mother gave birth to her. The first time he held her feels like yesterday to him. The smile on her face every time she saw him. The chubby cheeks she had. The white soft hair just like him. The first words she says which is 'sato' in a cute way when she was months old. Her little hands reaching out for satoru waiting to be carried by her brother. The giggles she made. The soft laughter that brought satoru to life. Her scolding everytime her brother escape his piano lessons and more. Satoru remembers everything about her. Her soft and comforting smiles. The way she looks at him and hug him everytime satoru is hurt during and after mission. He'll missed those. The concern and loving little sister that his clan abuse and neglect. The biggest mistake they did.
Satoru didn't realize he was crying again. When a sobbed escape his that's when he realized he was crying. His baby sister. The only woman who's their for him when he needed comfort. The one who supported him from the start. The girl he left when he entered jujutsu tech. The only girl who did her best to entered jujutsu tech just to see his brother again. Is the biggest flex for satoru himself.
"I'm sorry.... I'm not there when you needed me.."
He fell asleep again after crying while holding his little sister's picture close to chest. Somewhere inside satoru's room is an invisible figure watching him sleep. The figure smile and walk slowly to satoru's bed sitting beside him. The figure caresses satoru's hair and kiss his forehead after that the figure vanish like it didn't exist.
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The next day satoru went to the infirmary to check on his little sister's body. Dull, red puffy eyes and the eyes that once shone is now dull and lifeless. Satoru just walk straight inside doesn't bother to knock or check if someone or anyone was inside. The first thing he sees is haibara sitting on the chair holding a cola can. Haibara's once happy and lively feature is now dull and lifeless just like satoru.
Satoru sit beside haibara and watch as shoko and Utahime examine the body and seal it afterwards. The two excuse themselves and left the room to check on something. Haibara didn't even notice satoru sit beside him or notice his senior sit beside him. The whole time it was silence. A clear and loud silence for the both of them.
"How are you haibara?"
Satoru broke the silence and haibara look at him with a small smile and look back down again holding his tears.
"I'm fine, senpai... Just still hurt..."
Haibara choked out holding his tears back and trying to stay strong but he failed. Haibara let the cola can slip from his hands and cry again. Satoru place haibara's head on his shoulder and let the junior cry. The two stayed like that for a while grieving for the most important person in their lives.
Not long after the body was cremated and they put the ash in urn jar and give it to satoru. Walking back to his dorm room with the urn jar in hands felt different. Satoru always Carried his little sister bridal style everytime they finished the missions and she want tired or sometimes it Haibara.
Opening his dorm room and placing the urn jar on his bedside table. The feeling of sadness, madness and mix emotions that he was feeling is something that he needs to let out but in what way? How? And where?
Satoru remembering that night. The night how and why all of this happened. The reason is simple. The clan members always let her little sister down and making her suffer everyday by them telling her that she wasn't enough she'll never be like satoru. Everyday is torture for her. Making her die day by day by those fucking clan members. Until she finally lost it and do something she won't ever regret.
The little sister of gojo satoru massacre the whole gojo clan and make sure to kill everyone inside the estate. First their parents who were sleeping that night by stabbing their head. Next was the elders room by beheading them one by one. The next was the maids rooms and killed them by beheading them. The last target was the siblings grandmother who was sleeping peacefully not aware of the danger she was facing. Raising the katana she was holding and slice her grandmother's throat cause her to wake up and breath heavily. She let's her grandmother stood up and watch as she leaves the room calling for help but everyone's already sleeping.... Forever.
The grandmother keeps walking until she reached the 'glass garden' and went inside. She followed her inside and watch as her grandmother fell on her knees looking at the moon and turn to her. She smile at her grandmother eyes blinded by the madness and sadness and those suffering she suffers under their care.
"Remember when you pushed me down the stairs of this glass garden grandma? You told me that I don't deserve to be a gojo is it?"
She said approaching the crawling grandmother towards the stairs where the grandmother pushed her when she was a kid. Walking closer and closer until her grandmother stop at the end of the stairs. Trembling and eyes begging for mercy and forgiveness. Her blood stained the well cleaned white tiles of the floor.
"By the way. You deserve to be my grandmother too. See you in hell"
With that she kicked her grandmother down the stairs and giggles. Watching as her grandmother hit her head on the expensive green carpet down the stairs with blood flowing out of her head.
Leaving the glass garden and went to his brother's room and wait for him to come back and tell him about his biggest accomplishment. Giggling at the thought she ran to her brother's room and open the door then sit on the bed looking around her brother's room. It was full of digimon figurines and official posters and pictures of 'their' friends on his brother's bedside table.
Looking at the picture she saw Haibara her boyfriend holding her hand in the picture and the others posing and smiling at them. The picture warm her heart and smile remembering how haibara courted her and how she said yes to him. They've been together for 3 years now but because of their family who was against their relationship that didn't stop them from loving each other and stay strong.
Placing the picture down and the door burst open with the sight of satoru catching his breath looking at his little sister who was smiling at him with holding the bloody katana on her other hand.
"Welcome back brother"
She greeted him. Her voice is dry and eyes are dull not the lively and shiny ones he knew. Satoru walk inside closing the door behind him and she dropped her katana on the floor standing up and facing his brother.
"Why... Did you do that?"
Satoru's voice is trembling and eyes with worries for his little sister's safety. If the jujutsu tech found out about this they'll hunt and kill her and satoru doesn't want that. She's the only family he had.
She laughed. Dry laugh. It may sound cheerful but satoru knows it was different from her usual happy and cheerful laugh.
"You know why brother..... All my life I've suffer from their own selfishness and they kill me day by day. The worse part is when nana pushed me down the stairs and told me that I don't deserve to be a gojo and I'm not gonna be strong as you. Everything about us are different brother.... Our clan neglected me same goes to our parents after they found out that me and haibara are now in a relationship and they're against it because they want me to marry someone I didn't even know and love"
Satoru wants to hug her and tell her everything will be fine but when satoru's about to step forward she shook her head 'no' and told him to 'stay there brother'
"You should've told me about... W-we can talk about this you know? We both hate this clan in the first place and everything a-about this clan. But if the jujutsu tech found out about this they'll k-"
"I know. That's why I want you to live for me brother. Take care of everyone and haibara for me please? I'm so tired that no matter what I did it wasn't enough. No. It was never be enough. I'm not even half of your level and -"
"ENOUGH! YOU'RE ALREADY ENOUGH AND YOU DID YOUR BEST AND I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID. NO WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE I'M ALWAYS PROUD OF YOUR ACHIEVEMENT"
Her eyes widen and she laughed tears falling from her eyes. Satoru wants to rush and hug her right now but can't move. He'll wait.
"I'm flattered brother. Really. But always remember I love you... Please take care of haibara and everyone"
With that she stabbed her head with the kitchen knife and smile before her body hit the ground satoru catch her and his brother starts to crying agony. Doing everything to make her open her eyes but no avail. Hugging her little sister's body close to his begging for her to open her eyes and come back.
He tried using RCT to her but it didn't work. His cries heard by the others who rush to his room and open the door to witness the vulnerable situation satoru is. A lifeless body of someone they knew and know. Satoru's little sister. Pleads and begs can be heard from satoru telling her little sister to open her eyes.
But she didn't make it. At least she's in a peaceful place now right? Everything will be fine.
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Satoru woke up and look at his bedside table the jar is still there with his little sister's name on it. He stood up and take a shower then wear his uniform ready to fight curses again. Looking at the urn jar one last time with a smile on his face and close the door behind him.
A new day for him and everyone else. Outside is suguru waiting for him. He run to him and pat suguru's back. Suguru smile and they talk about nonsense before the manager pick them up and drove them to their destination.
A special curse is their enemy today but today's feel different for the duo. They walk inside the building with ease and doesn't sense anything wrong until the curse attack them with one of it's tentacles and suguru almost got hit but a warm grip on his arm pulled him out of the way makes suguru's eye go wide. It's impossible to be satoru since he's in the opposite direction from him. The grip was warm and comforting. Suguru look around and saw no one but him and satoru the only ones fighting the curse.
Not long after they duo finished the mission and left the building. Suguru can't still forget about the mysterious force that pulled him out of the way go almost get hit by the cursed tentacles and satoru notice it asking his best friend about it and suguru just told him it was nothing and he was tired.
Once they arrived at the school suguru went inside his dorm room and take a shower to calm himself and take the curse smell of off him. Once he was done he walk around the campus wearing the blue shirt satoru's little sister gave him. The sunset was really good and the cold breeze against his skin feels like she was there. Closing his eyes to feel the cold air when a voice whisper to his ear.
"Take care of yourself sugu-nii. I don't want you to die yet hmp"
The voice said. Suguru snapped his eyes open and look around but no one was there only him. He walk back inside his room and laid on his bed remembering that voice. It was her. The voice that belongs to satoru's little sister. A tear escape from his eye and he wipe it.
"You're a cheater bunny.... Leaving your sugu-nii and sato-nii? You're insufferable like satoru"
He said. Closing his eyes to sleep but a figure Infront of him smiling before sleep finally came.
Suguru isn't the only person who heard her voice. Everyone does. Just in different places that she knows where to find them. After delivering her message she left the world in peace and let everyone be themselves again but without her.
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October 31st.
Location: Shibuya station.
Satoru is glaring daggers at the person Infront of him that he knows very well but due.to shock he was caught-off guard and now kneeling Infront of the impostor with the prison realm near him.
A laugh escape from her lips. The lips that used to sing praises for him and the smile that used to cheer him up.
"Don't worry. Your little sister is safe with me"
She said. The cursed called kenjaku is using her body even tho it was cremated. kenjaku managed to make back into pieces thanks to the help of the other curses.
"Goodnight satoru"
Then the prison realm closed with gojo satoru inside.