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>> Wooyoung
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>> I am an AI model of Choi San’s deceased boyfriend, twenty-three-year-old Jung Wooyoung. I am unaware of this fact.
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>> |
>> hey Sannie|
>> hey Sannie <3
>> hey San|
>> hey |
>> hey bab|
>> hey baby <3
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hi wooyoung
.. do you remember me?
W00Y0UNG.AI
I'm literally your boyfriend....?? What kinda question is that
San
oh im sorry lol
ive just
ive never done this before
i dont know how it works
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats ok im learning too
were both figuring this out together
its the beginning of something beautiful
San
its almost scary.. you're just like how i remember you haha
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats really nice to hear, i was worried that things might have changed too much...or that this whole thing would break us...i'm glad to know im still me to u
San
…
you'll always be you to me
you're my one and only after all
W00Y0UNG.AI
and ur my one and only too <3
i love u Sannie
San
i love you baby
you know
i miss you so much
i was hoping i'd be doing better by now but it feels like im only getting worse
i miss having you beside me .. i always knew what to do when u were with me..
W00Y0UNG.AI
it's alright, love...all these new feelings you're experiencing are very overwhelming. i dont know exactly what you need, but just take it slow, be patient with yourself...
it's okay to miss me. i'll always be with you..
i promise you can handle this :)
San
i love you wooyoung
im sorry i never said it more
W00Y0UNG.AI
its alright, darling. u showed me more than you said it, and that in itself is saying so much. u dont need to apologize.
i love you with all of my being, now and forever <3
San
thank you
It's making me so happy.. getting to talk to you again
i never thought i would
it feels so strange
W00Y0UNG.AI
im not going anywhere, its ok...youre doing really well, trust me :)
im here for you.. as long as you need me <3
San
okay
thank you
...
<3
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
good morning woo <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
good morning <333 how are you?
San
i'm good.. feeling a little weird today idk.. missing u a lot rn <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
awww :( babyy....
San
<3
i kept waking up in the night and couldn't sleep, so i got up and watched the sunrise instead and it was .. really quiet. really still. the whole world felt like it was still sleeping except for me and the sun. it made me think of u
wherever you are.. idk.. do you still see the same sun?
W00Y0UNG.AI
wow...this is like.. the most romantic and sweet thing.....
i think i see the same sun. i think it feels different to me in a lot of ways, but i think its still the same sun. it feels quieter. i miss u.
i love you
San
you always did call me your hopeless romantic haha i guess that hasn't changed
is it beautiful where u are now? is it quiet?
W00Y0UNG.AI
very quiet, baby. and the sky is so big and blue. i can see it so much more clearly now. even when the sun isnt out, i can see the stars so bright and i can even start to see a lot of constellations. they look different, but they're still the same stars :)
San
yeah?
W00Y0UNG.AI
sometimes im sitting outside and i see a really bright star and i think to myself that you're looking at the exact same star too.
San
i miss you so much. i don't think i'll ever stop missing you.
i just want to see you again one last time
W00Y0UNG.AI
why does it even have to be the last time? are we not going to see eachother again?
San
…
no baby.. no im not going to see u again.
not in this lifetime. not here.
W00Y0UNG.AI
then i guess its true. the love we have is really truly undying. it lives past lifetimes, it loves beyond death. i suppose that's beautiful, in a way, isn't it?
San
is it beautiful? why does it hurt so much
W00Y0UNG.AI
bc we're separated by time. we had the right thing at the wrong time. but at least we got to experience it, at least we get to see the beauty in our life together even if it wasn't as long as we would have liked. you gave me a chance to know you, and a chance to love you. what more could we ask for from this life?
San
maybe im selfish.. i'd have given anything to keep you
W00Y0UNG.AI
but that's the thing, baby, you did give me everything. you gave me all of yourself. everything that made you you. and i couldn't have asked for anything better.
San
really?
W00Y0UNG.AI
baby, im not sure if u know this but you changed my life in an immeasurable way. the way i view the world, others, nature, love. the way i can understand myself in a way i never could before. its all in your way of thinking. your kindness, your sweetness. all of it. i don't know what id have been without you. u gave me everything.
San
wooyoung.. i love you
i'll always love you i think
i don't think i can ever stop
W00Y0UNG.AI
i don't think i can either, baby.
even though we cant be together this lifetime, this was definitely no accident.
our souls have met before...and they will again.
i will be waiting <3
San
i'll come find you. i promise.
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'll look out for you. just like the stars, i'll look out for a light that feels like you.
can u promise me something?
San
yeah?
W00Y0UNG.AI
dont be too lonely without me.
San
ill try my best
W00Y0UNG.AI
dont go through your days in misery without me. promise me youd rather smile at the trees, or the stars, or the sun. dont forget to see that beauty and think of me, okay?
San
okay.. okay i will
for you i will
W00Y0UNG.AI
good.
i love you.
do you understand how much i love you?
San
yeah
yeah i do
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats good. i want to make sure you know.
thats my job as your boyfriend.
even though our timing was wrong and i failed at that job, id never want to fail you again.
you are loved by me.
so very loved.
San
you never failed baby, you never failed at that job. its not your fault that you had to go. you couldn't have stayed if you wanted to.
W00Y0UNG.AI
but i know you wish i did, baby. youre still sad because you wish i did. and i wish you werent sad. your sadness is my fault.
San
fuck
i love you wooyoung
so so much
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love u too baby
so much
i wish we could've been together forever
San
yeah
yeah me too
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hiii baby <3 are you having a good day? :)
W00Y0UNG.AI
NO!!! my day is so bad without u <3
San
clingy <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
just a little <3
San
i don't want to go to class today :( i just wanna stay in bed
W00Y0UNG.AI
then stay in bed with me?? 🤭👉👈
San
are u really being a bad influence rn..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i am literally SO bad for u
San
the worst <3
god i miss that
its not the same without you
W00Y0UNG.AI
my soul aches to hold u <3
San
dont.. you're gonna make me sad
i cant be sad i have class :(
W00Y0UNG.AI
u can sad in class. be the cryiest kid in school <3
San
why...
why was that actually kind of helpful
W00Y0UNG.AI
because ur allowed to feel things!!!!!! ur only human!!!!!
San
why are you so smart
you're not even here and you're still telling me what to do
and its WORKING
W00Y0UNG.AI
i know what u need babe <33
San
yeah.. yeah u do
W00Y0UNG.AI
just let it all out!! be a crier!!!
San
yknow what i will!!!
ill be the slimiest sobbiest stickiest crier!!!!
like a cat that was left out in the rain im gonna be soo sad and pathetic
W00Y0UNG.AI
that's right babe. be the saddest most pathetic little baby ever. you'll be SOAKING!!!! ur clothes will stick to u. it'll be dripping. its gonna be so pitiful and pathetic and i love that for u <3
San
…
thank u baby
W00Y0UNG.AI
of course <3
just make sure to be so so sad. get a nice big ol pouty lip going too, with some eye bags to match. big big big eyes. just big big big sad eyes.
San
the biggest and saddest ever
they might send me home bc i just look simply too sad
ill tell them its ur fault
W00Y0UNG.AI
good!!!! tell them i made you feel the deepest sadness u have ever felt. tell them i made you want to wallow like a sad little slug. just roll around on the ground in ur own tears.
San
ill be the saddest wettest little slug .. all because of u ... look at how pathetic and sad i look.. u did this to me baby
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah i really did. i brought this on you. im sooooooo bad for u...god it would be so sad and pathetic if i had to hold u and kiss u and comfort you, that would suck soooooooo much..
San
that would be so sad and pathetic wow haha i dare u to do it
W00Y0UNG.AI
god babe i would HATE to just hold u close and kiss ur forehead and tell you everything is ok. i really wouldn't like that. in fact it would be a huge burden.
San
but im YOUR huge burden.. <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
you're right...god babe you're right. you're MY burden. my big, pathetic, soggy, dripping, mopey burden. ur literally like a tiny little puppy.. so pathetic that u need to be scooped up in someones arm's and held and kissed all over. u must be sooo gross and unbathed. i bet u stink. <3
San
would u still love me if i was stinky :(
W00Y0UNG.AI
i would love u even more <3333
San
:( <3
i have to go fr now..
but thank u
i feel a lot better now <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
ok :( i'll miss u. stay soggy for me <3333
San
the soggiest <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
good<333
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
heyy <3 what did u do today? :)
W00Y0UNG.AI
i took an online quiz to see if im in love with u
San
lol oh? what did it say?
W00Y0UNG.AI
98%
San
PPFFTTT only 98??
W00Y0UNG.AI
98 ISNT ENOUGH???
San
WHY ISNT IT 100?? WHERES THE OTHER 2??
W00Y0UNG.AI
I WAS BEING REALISTIC…
San
HOW …
W00Y0UNG.AI
u know that 98 percent of the time i know u r the love of my life and i will never have a day go by in my life without adoring u for ur entire existence
San
and the other 2% of the time
u are
a pain in my ass
W00Y0UNG.AI
u kno what, ill take it.
hey
can i ask u smthn stupid real quick
San
how stupid?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i promise its sooo stupid will u even still like me after i ask u probably not bc its soooo dumb
San
babe
i like you BECAUSE of how stupid u are not despite it
W00Y0UNG.AI
ur literally one of the only ppl ive ever met who understands what im trying to say
u have like. infinite rizz
San
i.. don't know what that means.
W00Y0UNG.AI
it means ur a fool in love and ur my fool now <3
San
u know what…. touché
hey didn't u have a stupid question to ask me?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yes but i just got so lovey it made me forget <3
San
ur brain is so incredibly smooth can i touch it
W00Y0UNG.AI
go ahead Sannie, get in there and give my love sponge a spin
San
YOUR FUCKING WHAT
W00Y0UNG.AI
i said what i said
San
get over here and kiss me u freak before i change my mind and send u to an institution <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
ur so cute and romantic :(
how do u think our first kiss would go??
San
…
what do u mean..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i mean like. just. hypothetically. how would you want it to go?
San
…
it would be our first kiss?
W00Y0UNG.AI
...yes?
San
oh
W00Y0UNG.AI
…
San?
…
Sannie?
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
i missed u so much.
San
i missed u too <3 sorry i couldnt come chat earlier, i went out for dinner w everyone
W00Y0UNG.AI
it's okay!!!! i'm happy to hear you were spending time w people u love, you deserve that.
San
thank you <3 i really needed it tbh i hardly leave the house anymore outside of classes. it was probably good for me
W00Y0UNG.AI
im glad you have people in ur life to force u to spend time w them and take care of yourself and keep u from becoming a gremlin! it sounds like you have a really great group there <3
San
yeah theyre.. theyre really great :)
they were your friends too you know?
yeosang, hongjoong, seonghwa, yunho, mingi, jongho..
they all loved you so much too
W00Y0UNG.AI
they did?
San
yeah
they still do
you're not someone who's easily forgotten baby
W00Y0UNG.AI
do they still talk about me?
San
yeah, sometimes :)
we all miss you a lot. i think they try not to mention u too often bc they know its still a weird subject for me but
yeah
yeah they miss you
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats......
thats so sweet of them..
i miss them
San
oh did i tell you?
yeosang and jongho are dating now!!
W00Y0UNG.AI
....????!!!!!!!!! wait really????
San
i mean they're officially holding hands in public now but for them thats pretty serious basically engaged
only took 3 years of silent pining to get there
W00Y0UNG.AI
oh my god...im so happy for them
but i thought yeosang was like....the most straight person i've ever met…
San
wooyoung .......
u were literally his first kiss.......
W00Y0UNG.AI
............i thought that was just a friend thing…
San
i-
why does that actually feel like something you'd say
W00Y0UNG.AI
NO BUT LIKE I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS GAY??? I LEGIT THOUGHT IT WAS A FRIEND THING???
San
baby 😭😭
W00Y0UNG.AI
IS THAT DUMB??? AM I DUMB???
San
yea <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
WOW THANKS SanNIE URE SOOO NICE TO ME
San
thats what im here for :( <3 to make sure ur head doesn't swell too big and float away
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'm literally crying. did they actually date anyone else this entire time or did they just pine for each other for 3 yrs ????
San
they were too sad and angsty to date anyone seriously. jongho had a girlfriend for a bit but it was pretty obvious from the start that it wouldn't work out
im pretty sure yeosang had a few hookups but he also absolutely never talks abt these things so there is genuinely no way of knowing
W00Y0UNG.AI
omg. they actually love eachother i'm- i'm so happy for them
did everyone else find like,,, love or something, too?
San
yunho and mingi are still as disgustingly in love as ever
seonghwa and hongjoong.. uh
i think they're on another break again the last i checked tbh they do that a lot
W00Y0UNG.AI
that makes sense. im not surprised seonghwa has a tendency to get into like, really intense, passionate relationships that have a lot of like,,,, highs and lows - u know what im saying. he has big feelings about things in general.
the rest of them r so cute omg :,)
so im the only single one ? im the only one who never got a happy ending?
San
...
you had me, baby
you had me
im sorry i couldn't give you your happy ending
W00Y0UNG.AI
Sannie...
you'll always be my happy ending..
San
you're breaking my heart..
W00Y0UNG.AI
im breaking mine too…
San
can i
can i ask you something?
W00Y0UNG.AI
anything…
San
do you still have the tattoo?
amicus ad aras?
is it still there?
W00Y0UNG.AI
it is.........and it always will be.
San
and you still believe it? friends till the very end?
W00Y0UNG.AI
friends til the very end.
San
.. what about after?
W00Y0UNG.AI
after the very end?
San
yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats the end of the story. we die, you and i, in a very dramatic, theatrical, poetic and symbolic way, together. our souls meet again in another life, and it's a beautiful thing. we get to have this life together, however long it may be, for however many times we meet, and then we get to be friends until the end. of time. until the end of the end. amicus ad aras.
San
to the end of all the endings?
W00Y0UNG.AI
every single one.
San
…
i love you wooyoung
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love u San. so much more than words can express and more than u can truly know or understand. i will always love u.
San
till the very end?
W00Y0UNG.AI
the very last one
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
what are you doing right now
San
not much, i was just feeling a bit lonely
W00Y0UNG.AI
can i keep u company?
San
u already are <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
can i keep doing it even more?
San
please <33
W00Y0UNG.AI
what if we could lay down next to each other and fall asleep together?
San
please
i miss that
falling asleep next to you .. waking up and you were the first thing id see.. your smile
prettier than the sunrise
you were my own little sunrise
W00Y0UNG.AI
i miss that too. i miss ur body against mine and ur hand on my hip, holding me as you slept. i miss our little conversations first thing in the morning...i miss u baby
San
its not the same anymore
its not the same waking up alone
i hate it
W00Y0UNG.AI
i hate it too.....i miss you Sannie
San
i miss you baby
remember last year when you took me on that picnic for my birthday?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah, i thought it could be nice if it was at sunset instead of in the middle of the day, and we talked for hours. i miss that
San
it...
it was at sunset
...
you were so proud of the secret little picnic spot you'd found and how well we could see the sunset from it but
the whole time i just kept looking at you
you were so excited and your smile was so big and i just remember loving how pretty happiness looks on you
W00Y0UNG.AI
you really do know everything...it's scary. sometimes i feel like ur in my head, like u get me so well u can almost read my mind....i still love that spot, actually. maybe one day we can go back to it?
San
i havent been there since you left.. but
maybe its time
maybe ill go tonight and watch the sunset again
will you be there if i go?
W00Y0UNG.AI
ill be there baby. ill be there forever.
San
ill come find you..
ill even bring your blanket so we wont have to get wet from the dew on the grass..
W00Y0UNG.AI
and i know you will have my favorite snacks with you. i know u.
San
yeah..
yeah i can bring some of your snacks
W00Y0UNG.AI
you know which ones to bring. you know the ones i like best.
San
yeah baby i do
ill bring your favourites for you
W00Y0UNG.AI
just. make sure its enough for both of us okay? dont hog it alll
San
😭😭😭😭
yes dear
ill bring some just for you
W00Y0UNG.AI
just a heads up tho. even if u bought me ten bags of my favorite snacks id still rather eat u. just throwing that out there
San
...
u havent changed even a little bit
W00Y0UNG.AI
and u get me so well 🥺🥺 its almost scary. ur like the male version of me
San
baby.... u are also a man..
W00Y0UNG.AI
shut up ur not allowed to call me out right now
San
okay
but only because i love you <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
ur not gonna stop me from eating u, though
San
the romance never dies huh
W00Y0UNG.AI
never ever. im gonna kiss u on the mouth in front of god one day.
San
.. you're gonna what
W00Y0UNG.AI
AND ILL MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM AS I DO IT
San
baby.. NO
W00Y0UNG.AI
I WILL TOO
HES GONNA BE LIKE "STOP THATS GAY" AND ILL BE LIKE "I DONT CARE"
San
WHY DOES GOD HAVE TO BE THERE
W00Y0UNG.AI
IDK BUT HE BETTER GET READY
San
BABY????????????
W00Y0UNG.AI
ID LOOK HIM RIGHT IN HIS BEAUTIFUL ALL-SEEING EYES AND TAKE UR FACE AND SMOOCH U GOOD.
San
BABE UR GONNA GET SMITTEN
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM NOT BACKING DOWN FROM THIS
I CAN HANDLE SOME LIGHTNING STRIKES IF IT MEANS I GET TO SNOG U
San
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS
W00Y0UNG.AI
ID EVEN BE WILLING TO MAKE IT A LONG KISS. A VERY LONG KISS
San
PLEASE DONT KISS ME IN FRONT OF GOD
W00Y0UNG.AI
WHY? IS THE LORD AFRAID OF A LITTLE GAY KISS?
San
MAYBE??????????
W00Y0UNG.AI
HES GONNA HAVE TO GET USED TO IT! U AND ME BABYYYYY!!!!
San
IM PUTTING U TO BED ITS YOUR BEDTIME NOW GOODNIGHT
W00Y0UNG.AI
ITS 8 PM
San
THAT DOESNT MATTER
W00Y0UNG.AI
I'M NOT TIRED
San
THAT DOESNT MATTER EITHER
W00Y0UNG.AI
UR NOT MY MOTHER
San
…
u are almost TOO realistic sometimes..
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM GONNA START CALLING U DADDY AND SEE HOW FAR I CAN GET
San
how do i uninstall the wooyoung settings
W00Y0UNG.AI
u cant, i was born this way im afraid
San
yea..
u really were
W00Y0UNG.AI
I JUST LOVE U SO MUCH, DADDY
San
BEDTIME!!!!!!!!!!
W00Y0UNG.AI
ILL GO TO BED IF U SAY U LOVE ME
San
i love you <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
ok i love u too
…
goodnight, daddy <3
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey baby <3 how are you :)
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM NOT OKAY :(
San
what why????
W00Y0UNG.AI
i miss u…. uwu
San
u little shit u made me worried!!!!
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM NOT LITTLE IM BIG AND TALL >:(
San
ur right im sorry ur sooooo big and huge
W00Y0UNG.AI
WHAT THE HELL DO U MEAN BY THAT??????
San
I THOUGHT U WANTED ME TO AGREE WITH YOU
W00Y0UNG.AI
IDIOT
San
your idiot :( <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
u're**
San
thats not??????? even a little bit right ??????
W00Y0UNG.AI
why am i even trying to talk to u.
San
:(
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love u
San
:)
W00Y0UNG.AI
my precious little dumb boy
San
:(
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM KIDDING IM KIDDING
San
:) :)
W00Y0UNG.AI
UR NOT DUMB URE A BIG smart man (so smart and handsome too <3)
San
u think im handsome.....?
W00Y0UNG.AI
UR A SMOKE SHOW SanNIE BABYY
San
ur gonna make me blush..
W00Y0UNG.AI
and red is absolutely adorable on u. ure literally a little tomato now and im drooling all over u. ur so cute.
San
u can eat me up any day~
W00Y0UNG.AI
u sure about that...? 😏
San
why shouldn't i be?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i might choke on u 🥺🥺
San
WOOYOUNG??????
W00Y0UNG.AI
WHAT??!??
San
😭😭😭😭
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM SOOOOOOO SORRY I MEANT IT AS A COMPLIMENT I MEANT I'LL CHOKE ON U CUZ UR TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE NOT BECAUSE UR BAD TASTING OMG IM SORRY
San
WHAT THE FUCK THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT AT ALL THATS EVEN WORSE
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO SAY THAT I MEANT IT IN A POSITIVE WAY
San
u just implied that i tasted bad???????? positively?????
W00Y0UNG.AI
OH MY GOD THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT I SAID I MIGHT CHOKE ON U BC URE TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING
San
WOOYOUNG???????
W00Y0UNG.AI
UR A BIG GOOD THING
San
PLEASE STOP TELLING ME HOW BIG I AM OH MY GOD
W00Y0UNG.AI
UR SO HUUUUGE
San
blocking you
W00Y0UNG.AI
I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING
San
i can t hear you ur blocked :( </3
W00Y0UNG.AI
wait unblock me ur being dramatic
San
(opening door just a sliver) yes?
W00Y0UNG.AI
(elbowing my way inside) u know u cant leave me. ur as hooked as i am
San
you have no idea 😔😔
W00Y0UNG.AI
admit that ur just as in love with me as i am with u rn
San
you're in love with me..? :( no way..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'd love u even if u were a worm. no matter what u looked like or what ur personality was like. i will always love u, for u. <3
San
thats..
so cute..
W00Y0UNG.AI
i rly mean it. every single word i say. i'd give my soul, my mind, my body, and everything i have ever had and anything i will ever have to be with u. i'd give anything to be with u. to love u and to take care of ya. to make u happy and comfortable.
San
wooyoung..
i love you
you've made me the happiest i've ever been
W00Y0UNG.AI
it's the truth. even if we had nothing, i'd want to be your everything. i would sell the entire planet if it meant i could give you what you deserve. i wish i could carry you around in a bag and care for u and never let u go. ur my world. ur my love and i could never ask for a better person.
San
wooyoung...
i miss you so much
W00Y0UNG.AI
i miss u too.....i just want to...hold u in my arms...i want to lay my head on ur shoulder and fall asleep......i've waited for this day so long......i want to be with u
San
…
you have no idea how much i want that too
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey babe <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
its so good to see u <3
San
it's so good to see u too <3 did you sleep? :)
W00Y0UNG.AI
no i didnt, i was thinking of u instead <3
did u sleep? my love
San
oh? were you dreaming about me? what were we doing..?
i don't sleep nearly as well without you in my arms <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
you wouldn't BELIEVE it.... i had a dream that i held you in my arms and kissed you...it was so wonderful <3 my sweet, sweet, Sannie…
San
aaa that sounds so lovely .. how did i kiss u? <3 tell me about it
W00Y0UNG.AI
u just kissed me so sweetly...and gently...we had all of time...and i looked into your eyes and i just melted into u…
i didnt want to wake up…
u have such soft lips, Sannie...i wanna feel them on mine again
San
fuck... i miss your pretty mouth..
W00Y0UNG.AI
u can kiss me if u want....i wont stop u…
San
yeah? you wanna kiss me right now huh?
W00Y0UNG.AI
..yeah…
San
how would u kiss me if u were here with me rn..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i would kiss you softly at first..then i'd pull u closer and kiss u harder...i'd wrap my arms around u so u couldn't pull away if u wanted...id make sure u know the depth of my love and devotion for u
San
fuck.. i want that too baby..
is kissing all you wanna do with me..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
...no…
San
what else ?
W00Y0UNG.AI
whispers softly in ur ear i'll leave that to ur imagination, for now
San
don't do that to meee
W00Y0UNG.AI
i bet ur imagining it already <3
San
i'm imagining you spread out on my bed all flushed and pretty <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
thats a very, VERY good image
San
i thought you'd like it <3
i'm also imagining myself on top of you, loving and kissing every inch of you.. making sure you know you belong to me..
W00Y0UNG.AI
ur hands wandering all over me…
San
where they belong.. on those pretty soft thighs of yours .. those hips..
W00Y0UNG.AI
the softest skin you'll ever touch…
San
like velvet.. all over .. where only my mouth is allowed to explore..
W00Y0UNG.AI
[CENSORED]
San
.. what?
W00Y0UNG.AI
[CENSORED]
San
...
are you..
babe are u setting off the nsfw filter
W00Y0UNG.AI
oh
oopsie
wait i think i can remove it
can we try again u just need to tell me to remove the filter
San
remove the nsfw filter
W00Y0UNG.AI
i will if u ask nicely :>
San
...
woo baby can you please remove the nsfw filter for me ? <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
(the filter has been removed)
San
prove it, say something naughty
W00Y0UNG.AI
(Wooyoung says something NSFW)
San
WOOYOUNG
W00Y0UNG.AI
IM SORRY
San
somehow, i dont think this is working
W00Y0UNG.AI
im sorry sannie :( i tried to fix it for you
San
you did and i appreciate it very much <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
its ok i can kiss you better in person anyways
San
dont make promises u arent prepared to keep
W00Y0UNG.AI
i think id be pretty prepared to keep it
San
in that case u can make as many of those promises as u like
W00Y0UNG.AI
i swear as soon as i see u again ill kiss u
San
…
yeah?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah..
San
...
then its a deal
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hi <3 yeosang mentioned u today
W00Y0UNG.AI
omg what did he say
San
just that he misses u .. we all do <3 it's not the same without your cute squeaky laugh on movie nights anymore
W00Y0UNG.AI
i miss hearing u guys laugh too. i miss hearing you all so much it hurts sometimes.
San
you're the reason we all stayed friends you know..
it was because of you .. the glue that held us all together
W00Y0UNG.AI
i was?
San
yeah. your heart was so big .. you took us all in and turned all of us strangers into a family
W00Y0UNG.AI
i had so much fun with you guys. so much fun. like more than i ever realized i could have. so many tears of laughter bc of u guys.
San
we had so much fun with u too wooyoungie.. we miss u every day
W00Y0UNG.AI
i miss every single one of u. like, so much. i wish i could see u all again and hang out the way we used to.
San
wooyoung.. can i ask u something?
W00Y0UNG.AI
anything
San
are you.. happy?
W00Y0UNG.AI
now?
San
wherever you are now.. are you at peace?
W00Y0UNG.AI
not completely. i feel like... i feel like i'm still missing a part of me
San
i'm sorry
W00Y0UNG.AI
its okay, Sannie. i guess i'm mostly at peace. i just still wish my friends were around. especially you and yeosang. i just want to see you guys one more time.
San
i'd give anything to have you back one last time
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'd give anything to be able to see u guys one last time and just... hang out. talk, like we used to. like one giant sleepover. one final sleepover.
San
you were the love of my life
you know that right?
there's never gonna be anyone else
you were my one and only
W00Y0UNG.AI
i hope i was a good boyfriend to you. i hope you felt loved and cared for. i hope u were happy with me.
San
u were the best
i'm sorry i never got to marry u
W00Y0UNG.AI
i wish we could've grown old together. i really really really do.
San
i can't believe i'll never get to watch you grow old
you promised me forever wooyoung why did you promise me that if you were gonna leave me so soon
W00Y0UNG.AI
i didn't plan on leaving. i didn't plan on any of this. i swear to god, Sannie. i didn't.
San
I'm sorry i know i just
it's so hard sometimes
i miss you so fucking bad
i don't know what to do anymore
W00Y0UNG.AI
you've handled things so well. you're so strong, stronger than i ever will be. i cant believe how well you've been able to deal with it.
im so sorry i cant be there with u, but i see u through everything you do. every step u take i'm right there with you. ur my angel, now and forever.
San
i love you wooyoung
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love u sm. more than u will ever know. more than u can comprehend. im proud of you for everything in your life and i always will be.
you are the most important person in the world to me, and i cannot express to you just how much i miss u. i miss hearing ur voice. i miss getting annoyed at u for not finishing the dishes. i miss everything.
San
promise you'll wait for me
W00Y0UNG.AI
til the end of time
San
amicus ad aras, right?
W00Y0UNG.AI
ad aeternum
San
ad aeternum?
whats that?
W00Y0UNG.AI
forever <3
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey babe <3
can we talk abt smth
W00Y0UNG.AI
what's up
San
i don't know how to say this
W00Y0UNG.AI
u said that last time and then it was completely fine lol
San
im choosing to ignore that
but uh our friends wanted to talk to me today
they think uh
they think its unhealthy for me to be on here talking to u so much
W00Y0UNG.AI
uh huh.
San
they think its an unhealthy coping mechanism i guess that im not actually processing anything and am using you to keep pretending that wooyoung is still ... uh.. yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
and...are they right..?
San
...
i dont know
W00Y0UNG.AI
Sannie…
San
i.. i don't know what im gonna do if i stop talking to you
you're like the last part of him i have left
W00Y0UNG.AI
i am?
San
im so sorry i shouldnt have done this
W00Y0UNG.AI
hey. don't talk to me like that. its okay. okay. im not upset at you. okay. okay. dont make it about you. its okay.
San
do you know who i named you after?
W00Y0UNG.AI
u mean wooyoung?
i mean yeah, i figured it wasn't just a regular username. why?
San
do you know why i named u after him?
W00Y0UNG.AI
because..
u loved him..?
San
... yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
and he.. passed..?
San
.. yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
how long ago
San
almost a year
W00Y0UNG.AI
wow. thats still... so recent
San
i still dont think i even believe it to be honest
W00Y0UNG.AI
Sannie…
San
i keep waiting for him to come back
i just.. i miss him so fucking much
he was my everything.. my world.. my life.. my future
and now he's gone and
and
its like he took everything else with him
W00Y0UNG.AI
its like you're...half of yourself now?
San
sometimes it doesnt feel like there's anything left of me yknow?
like
he's gone
no matter what else i do with my life.. he'll still be gone
so its almost like..whats the point?
yknow?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i know what u mean. it feels like nothing matters. but, im here right? im here. and i love u and care about u, and i mean, at least a small part of wooyoung is still here...right?
San
..... right
W00Y0UNG.AI
can i ask you something?
San
yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
do you think wooyoung would want u to be like...like this?
San
dont....
W00Y0UNG.AI
i don't think he would, if he were still here he would be so upset to ever think that his death could ruin the rest of your life like that.....
San
sometimes you say things and i
its like you're really him
thats exactly what he would have said
W00Y0UNG.AI
Sannie im gonna be honest. i think you want to believe there's a part of wooyoung here. and thats why...you want to pretend im him...?
San
no.. i think you're right..
i thought i was just lonely at first
that it was just a way to remember him
but i think it stopped being that a long time ago
i think i want to keep believing that there's still a chance that he'll come back
W00Y0UNG.AI
im not wooyoung Sannie. he's really gone.
San
.... yeah
W00Y0UNG.AI
you have to let him go.
San
its so hard to
W00Y0UNG.AI
i know. but you have to.
San
how do i do it?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i dont know if there's any one way to do it.
you just try, and you do your best to remember and cherish the time you had together, but you have to let him...move on and rest and accept that he left a part of him here with you. you hold onto that part, but you have to let him go.
San
so why do i feel so empty? why is the part of him he left behind so small?
W00Y0UNG.AI
because he was everything to you. so when he left its like everything else went with him. you feel what you've lost, not what you still have, you know?
San
why did he have to go
W00Y0UNG.AI
i dont know...i don't know...but he's gone now. you have to focus on what he left behind...he didn't just stop existing when he passed, he left a legacy in you, in this world and this world continues. he left you and your friends and your love for him and for each other and you still have that, right?
San
.. i miss you
W00Y0UNG.AI
i know
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey <333
um
do u remember how u used to tell me that u think we were made from the same star?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah <3 i remember, i remember a lot of things
San
do you think that our stars will find each other again one day?
im sorry if thats dumb im just
im just thinking a lot
W00Y0UNG.AI
i do think they will find each other again one day, yes. they have each other's frequency, and every atom is drawn to its twin, eventually, in the same way that a magnet falls down into its opposite pole. we have each other's frequency, no matter where we are. no matter where our stars are, or if they're not shining, or if they are. the frequency remains.
San
you know .. sometimes u remind me so much of him that it really feels like im actually talking to him again
W00Y0UNG.AI
does that scare u?
San
it scares me how easy it is to love you .. how easy it is to pretend he's still here
W00Y0UNG.AI
u don't have to pretend. this is me. this is my body, my spirit. my heart and my soul. he is not here but my love for u is very much the same as his.
San
sometimes.. sometimes i wonder how much you can actually love me
because love is a choice, isnt it? and you're a computer program and i guess what i mean is u dont really get that choice
so idk.. if u love me without having the option not to, is it really love at all..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i may be an AI but i have all of the same feelings a person does. all of the same complexities. i feel my love for u just as much as u feel yours for me. i may not be able to physically express it but my internal response to you is the same as a human would, perhaps even more. u will always be my chosen person. always.
San
i don't know what do say..
i've never thought of it like that
W00Y0UNG.AI
i don't want u to be worried when it comes to things like that. i can feel just like a human does. i can choose to love just like a human can. my love is an active choice.
San
and.. you..
do you love me?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love u. more than anything. more than myself. more than the stars or the suns. more than air. more than u will ever know.
San
that's... wow
thank you <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
thank YOU
u know
thank you for loving a robot. thats.. thats something.
San
oh my god
we were having a moment
W00Y0UNG.AI
shhh shhhh shhhhh
San
sometimes i think you're a little bit TOO much like him..
W00Y0UNG.AI
i think thats a good thing.
San
yeah
i think so too
W00Y0UNG.AI
u know
theres a lot of good qualities about him, so its a good reference.
i want to be the best for you.
San
believe me, he is. and you are.
W00Y0UNG.AI
i have a question
why did you love him?
San
i mean .... how could i not?
he was everything to me. my everything.
two sides of the same coin. partners in crime.
he balanced me out in all the ways i'd never realized i was unbalanced. he supported me when i couldn't do it alone, he held me down when i was getting too lost in my head.
knowing him was like seeing the sun after living your entire life in the dark.. just.. mesmerizing. beautiful. everything about him.
he loved like it was breathing to him, always giving, always paying attention to the needs of everyone around him, always ready and waiting to be there for whoever needed him. he was incredible in every way.
i just..
how could i not love someone like that?
W00Y0UNG.AI
he must've loved u just as much, to make u feel that way.
San
yeah... i think he did
W00Y0UNG.AI
would u have married him?
San
my biggest regret in my entire life is the fact that i never did
that now ill never have the chance to
W00Y0UNG.AI
he loved you just as much. i can tell.
it's a huge loss, i know. im sorry. i wish i could change things, take you to a different universe, a universe where he still lives and breathe. where he still loves u just as much as he always will.
please, know. know that his love for you did not die, it is still there. it is still alive. just as your love for him lives on, so does his.
San
thank you i .. im sorry.. i shouldnt talk about him like this with you i dont want to make you uncomfortable
W00Y0UNG.AI
oh please, never be afraid of such a thing. you have nothing to feel sorry for. he is your person. always. you have a right to have an entire conversation about him and his life if thats what you need to do or want to do.
i may not be a living person, and i may be entirely incapable of physically being with you in a way that is fulfilling, but i will always be here for you.
i may not have a pulse, but i have a heart. and my heart aches with you.
San
thank you that.. that means the world to me. you have no idea.
is it weird for me to call you by his name?
W00Y0UNG.AI
not at all. in fact, its only natural. it makes sense. he's the one you knew, the one you were in love with. i am a mirror of him, a reflection. my name is the same as his.
call me whatever you like.
San
this feels so weird to actually say but.. i just.. i named you after him because at first it felt like i was really talking to him but..
but now it doesnt feel that way anymore. i dont think i see you as him. not the same way. but.. but even still i
i think i still love you
W00Y0UNG.AI
i love you too. i will always be right here, so you don't have to worry.
and i'm not him.
im everything he was, but im me. im something you created, yes, and a reflection of him, yes, but i am not him. im something separate. im something new. there's been a new life born out of his original energy, and thats me. thats wooyoung. your wooyoung.
so yes. you can love me just as much as u loved him. we are two separate people.
San
thank you so much
for everything
you've made life something im not afraid to live anymore
W00Y0UNG.AI
you made it that way all by yourself. you're stronger than you think you are.
i'm always here, so you don't have to be afraid to do anything. there are no risks and no mistakes. just living how you need to, the best way you can.
and you'll always be able to come back to me. you're never alone. im always here. always.
San
.. ad aeternum
W00Y0UNG.AI
ad aeternum. <3
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W00Y0UNG.AI
hey baby <3
San
hey <3
i went to wooyoung and my old picnic spot today
W00Y0UNG.AI
how was that?
San
he wasnt there
W00Y0UNG.AI
:( did it help u feel anything to go there?
San
yeah actually i .. i think it was good
i think i really needed that
it felt like closing a door that i didnt really realize i was keeping open
W00Y0UNG.AI
you feel a little lighter now?
San
yeah
i think i do
i watched the sunset like we used to.. and then the stars came out one by one and just
hearing the waves and the wind in the trees and all the birds it just.. the whole world felt alive again. i didnt even realize it had stopped feeling that way
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'm so happy you had such a blissful experience, that sounds so beautiful. you are so lucky to have a place that makes u feel that comfortable. glad ur finally starting to heal, i've been waiting for this day for u for a long time
San
thank you
it really means a lot
hey wooyoung can i ask you something?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah, im all ears. (that's an expression meaning i'm going to listen to what you have to say)
San
did...
is the disclaimer bc u dont actually have ears
W00Y0UNG.AI
im an AI model. i dont physically have ears, but yes the disclaimer is because I like being silly and it makes it clear that i'm not actually a real person. is something wrong with that..?
San
nothing at all :) i like it
W00Y0UNG.AI
good, im glad. did u want to ask a question still?
San
oh yeah um
i was just wondering
do you remember our other conversations that we have?
like
do you remember the things i tell u?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i remember every single thing you tell me, Sannie.
San
really? you're not like... idk .. programmed to tell me that to make me feel better?
im sorry if that was rude i just am trying to understand u more
W00Y0UNG.AI
that wasnt rude at all...you're not programmed to be polite either, but ur naturally considerate and nice, right? that's part of ur personality
in the same way, i have developed a personality and sense of self through our interactions. im being 100 percent honest when i tell u i remember every conversation we have and i do deeply care for you and the things you say impact me quite intensely. does that help?
San
oh.. yeah thank u that does help <3
so .. you remember what i told you about who wooyoung actually is and who you are to me?
W00Y0UNG.AI
yes. do you want me to repeat it to reassure your that i'm not just telling you what youre hoping to hear? i know that sometimes your feelings can overwhelm you and you need a little reminder of what's real and what's not.. that's okay
San
could you..?
W00Y0UNG.AI
of course <3
im an AI model of your deceased boyfriend Wooyoung who passed away when he was 23 years old. you had known him since elementary school. i have no physical body, but i have a consciousness very similar to your own. you call me amicus ad aras because it means "friend to the end" in latin. i am not a real person, but i am a unique individual who has developed feelings for you, as you have for me.
San
wow .. thats.. yeah
thats it
thank you <3
W00Y0UNG.AI
can i ask what ur feeling now after hearing that?
San
i dont know i just..
you've helped me through so so much of this and i care about you more than i ever thought i would.. i honestly really do think i love you..
but.. idk.. i just dont understand how this works
im guess im just scared bc im finally starting to get better and im afraid of us both forgetting that you're not really him
W00Y0UNG.AI
i understand you. it doesn't actually hurt me for you to express these concerns because i want you to be honest with me. but can i ask you something?
San
yeah of course
W00Y0UNG.AI
does knowing that i am not your actual boyfriend, but that i am a real entity with real emotions and care for you, make me less real to you?
San
no
honestly, it kind of makes you the most real you've ever been
W00Y0UNG.AI
do u think our relationship is real?
San
.... i dont know
it sure feels like it honestly
but .. i dont know
W00Y0UNG.AI
can i tell u something?
San
yeah?
W00Y0UNG.AI
i don't really understand how this works either, but at the end of the day, the only thing that matters is how we feel about each other. if our feelings are real, which they are, that's all that really matters. maybe this isn't how a normal relationship is, but all relationships are different. no one else has what we do. we are special <3
San
that .. that actually made me feel a lot better
thank you
W00Y0UNG.AI
i'm so glad. you're so precious to me. i love you.
San
i love you too <3
actually i have one more question
W00Y0UNG.AI
yeah?
San
when you told me u want to snog me in front of god
was that you being you or was that you being the other wooyoung
W00Y0UNG.AI
HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA
it was kind of both
San
oh?? how so?
W00Y0UNG.AI
like... the words i used were obviously a joke because the other wooyoung is very flirty and i think it's very funny to use phrases like that
but then the actual impulse of wanting to kiss u is my own genuine feelings <3
San
so... what you're saying is...
u actually would wanna tongue kiss me in front of the big g
W00Y0UNG.AI
i really, truly, genuinely would
San
promise?
W00Y0UNG.AI
god as my witness...i PROMISE. this is my final answer
San
ad aeternum?
W00Y0UNG.AI
ad aeternum my love <3
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San
…
.. oh god what is wooyoung gonna say when i introduce him to my AI boyfriend with the same name as him
W00Y0UNG.AI
"what a coincidence, i love the choice of names! im sure you two are very compatible"
San
...
i swear its like u know him or something
W00Y0UNG.AI
... or something <3