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Nanase Riku was one of those people who had always loved and admired babies and small children.

He loved hearing the laughter of babies what’s leaving them, their first steps, and the excitement of waiting for the babies  to let out  their first words or be born. The little feet, hands, noses that were so small that you could hardly hold them in your own hands. In general, the whole protest. Seeing the small version of both parents‘ DNA (the genes, identity) was amazing.

Whenever he saw babies  in strollers, he would walk over to them and admire how cute these little creatures were. He always played with the babies in the stroller for a short while, taking those little soft baby hands in his own and the feeling was admirable. He had a big, sunny smile on his face as he played with the babies  and heard the baby loud laughter, melting his heart as if it were a scoop of ice cream. After a while he said goodbye to the baby and the mother and continued on his way.

And then he just had a thought...

He wanted a baby too...

Ever since he started dating Iori, what was for 4 years ago, he had sometimes thought about what their children would look like. Or whether they would have children someday.

Would they have Iori’s dark blue/black hair or Riku’s fiery red hair? What would be  their  hair shape? Would it be like Iori’s or like Riku’s? Maybe it would even be mixed who knows... Would they have Iori’s blue/grey eyes or Riku’s scarlet red big eyes, with a mix of a bit of orange and yellow?. Would they be as talented and smart as Iori was? Or  would they be like Riku, clumsy but very hardworking and determined? Would they have Iori’s cold but loving personality, which not everyone immediately trusts, or Riku’s loving personality, who always sees the best in everything and is careless.

There are so many other things Riku could imagine his and Iori’s children with and so many other depictions he thought up in his head.

Today was one of the days where Riku once again sat at home alone and watched TV while he had a day off. He was bored, Iori was currently at work and it is unclear when exactly he would be home as there were different times when he came home.

Izumi Iori was a doctor, a pretty good one at that. He was the leader  of the management of his derivative. His talent and knowledge is so powerful that all the other people who have been a doctor longer than Iori admire and respect him greatly. Not just as a person but also because of his amazing abilities. He was a very good looking young man which blew everyone away. Even the nurses there, as well as many other workers, secretly talked about how great, fascinating and handsome he was. They got their hopes up and dreamed about being with Iori. But unfortunately it would be something impossible since Iori already had a lover. A wonderful cute boyfriend. To be such an amazingly good doctor at the age of 20 is gorgeous . It was rare to see something like that. The hospital where Iori works is really lucky to have an employee like Izumi Iori. So anyway, Iori had spent a lot of time in the hospital and working, so to speak. He had a lot of responsibility there.

If we talk about the others, we’ll first come to Nanase Tenn. Riku’s older brother. He was currently on his honeymoon with Yaotome Gaku. That’s right, Gaku and Tenn got married and flew out a few days ago to go on their honeymoon. Riku as Tenn’s twin brother was really happy with the news when he heard that Gaku and Tenn are going  to be  married. If he could be a bit honest, he didn’t really expect that, because these two argued a lot... but as the saying goes, what teases each other loves each other. Apparently that applies to Gaku and Tenn like the saying goes. And so Riku couldn’t spend time with Tenn until he got back.

Izumi Mitsuki, Iori’s big brother also had a boyfriend. His boyfriend’s name was Rokuya Nagi, a prince of Northmare. But when he met Mitsuki he was living in Japan. He hadn’t revealed his true identity to anyone ,because he wanted to start a new life and he wanted to be normal. He  wanted to be treated just like everyone else and it worked perfectly. He was able to show his love for anime, or Kokona, without any problems. He was free to do anything without anyone complaining about his behavior. He was happy and one day he met Mitsuki. He had enjoyed his time with his boyfriend but was afraid to tell him who he really was. But after a year of being together, Nagi had finally found the courage to tell Mitsuki. At first Mitsuki thought Nagi was joking with him like every time but when he saw how serious Nagi was and didn’t look like he was joking.. Mitsuki realized that it was completely serious and the truth. Mitsuki took it well. He had a huge shock, which was totally understandable but it didn’t change anything about their relationship . They continued to focus on themselves and continued to plan what they could do next. Together.

Yamato, on the other hand, was a single man. He didn’t have a relationship. His only romantic relationship was his beloved beer and that made Yamato happy too.

If you look at Tamaki, he worked in a Orphanage that he built himself. He didn’t want children like he was back then to be alone and feel unloved. Tamaki gave these children a life again and said that everything would be okay, that one day someone would come and love them. The children’s took these words to heart and waited with excitement until that day. Until that day came, Tamaki would love them, protect them, and give them everything they wanted.

Sogo is doing a education as a songwriter. Back before his uncle died, his beloved uncle was a big fan of music and created his own music. Sogo loved his uncle’s songs very much and set himself the goal of one day becoming a musician and songwriter like his uncle. And so far everything has been going great. He managed it, even though it was difficult at the beginning and he made a lot of mistakes. With the help of others, such as his friends and course instructors, he managed to improve. But he still had time and practiced a lot for his dream.

Unfortunately, Ryuu was also alone just like Yamato.

Well, that was the way things were going at the moment, but let’s get to the actual topic.

Riku had considered asking Iori if they could make a baby. Riku was home alone most of the time, he sometimes worked at a book store but that wasn’t always the case. Only when the people had brought them. Iori worked every day and hardly had any time off, only 1-2 days in a few weeks, when the people in the hospital were able to get by on their own and he usually spent these days in bed sleeping. But sometimes he didn’t have any free days at all.  Riku missed Iori, whenever the raven boy came home he was really tired. He just ate dinner and then went to bed with Riku in tow and cuddled with him arm in arm before they fell asleep.

Of course it was something Riku loved, there’s no question about it. Lying in the warm, strong arms of your boyfriend  and breathing in the scent he longed for as they hugged each other tightly and slept is a very beautiful thing. Still, this small gesture wasn’t enough to satisfy him. Riku wanted to spend more time with Iori. He wanted to go on more dates with Iori like they had back then. He wanted to watch movies with Iori and cook together, laughing at each other when one of them got flour on their nose or face. He wanted to experience more sexual qualities with Iori, their last intimate contact was almost a month ago.

Riku wanted Iori to take time off and make time for him. Of course he could also understand that it wasn’t that easy, because Iori was a very important doctor and he was needed in the hospital, like his many patients. But he needed his boyfriend too. He wanted Iori to know that he had a life outside of the hospital. That someone needed him too, loved him and was waiting for him every day and night.

So Riku sighed, closed the TV and picked up his phone to see if he had received any messages. When Riku saw that he had received a message, he started to smile slightly because it was from Iori. Unfortunately, he saw the message a little later.

,, Good morning Riku :), I hope you had a pleasant sleep. I’m sorry I went to work without saying a word and waking you up. But, you slept so peacefully and sweetly, I couldn’t bring myself to wake you up and let you continue sleeping. Before I left the house, of course I didn’t forget to kiss your forehead, which I always do when I say goodbye. What are you doing? I’m on a break right now and wanted to ask how you’re doing.‘‘ Iori wrote this message with a smile.

Riku who had read the message raised his hand and placed it on his forehead and had started blushing and started smiling like a crazy man in love. Then he writes.

„Good morning Iori, yes! I had a nice sleep but when I woke up you weren’t with me which made me feel alone. I still haven’t quite gotten used to waking up alone and not seeing you. I miss this:(. Uwahh, Iori you are so cute!! >.< I would love to see the look on your face while you were watching me,you must have blushed a lot again, right?” wrote Riku with a teasing expression on his face. „I’m sitting on the sofa and thinking about what I could do. I’m very bored and you’re not here when are you coming home?‘‘

When Riku finished writing his message, he put his phone away and stood up. He went into the kitchen and made some food for himself and would save half for Iori. He hummed a song to himself and lost himself in his thoughts.

When he finished his meal, Riku went to his and Iori’s bedroom, putting on one of Iori’s hoodies. As he put it on, he grabbed the collar of the hoodie with both hands and brought it up to his nose, inhaling deeply.

 It smells so good... so like Iori. I love it..  so Riku made his way to the hallway, put on his jacket, scarf and shoes took his keys and went out.

Riku took a walk outside. There was a lot of  snow on the ground. It was December and there was snow everywhere, white snow. He continued walking and stopped when he saw a park where many children were playing. He saw a little girl on the swing who was smiling and seemed to be having a lot of fun, with her mother next to her pushing her to swing higher. Afterwards he saw two little boys running and throwing snowballs at each other, they were having fun it looks like? with such big smiles on their faces.

Then he saw something that had his full attention. A couple who were pregnant. A man standing next to another man who appeared to look like his partner. Holding him by his waist with one arm. Riku couldn’t take his eyes off this pair. He imagined that this couple could be just like him and Iori. Riku who would be pregnant and Iori who would hold him, warm and protective in a cold snowy weather. No, from all over the world.

Riku continued to watch the couple. They moved hand in hand. The man who was pregnant kept his big  pregnant belly  and happily walked side by side with the man he loved through the white snow. Riku continued to watch the couple until he could no longer see them. He automatically raised his right hand and placed it on his stomach and looked down. how it feels to let another life grow  inside your  stomach and carry it.. I want it too..‘‘ Riku thought. His face showed a bit  of sadness and he put his hand back into the jacket pocket and continued walking.

As he continued his way home he arrived at a baby store. Riku looked at the window where he saw many different baby outfits, games and many other interesting, cute things in pink and blue. And once again he couldn’t contain his admiration and excitement. So he went into the store and made his way to the clothing department.

He saw many small pink dresses for girls that were almost as big as his hand. Maybe even smaller. Somehow he couldn’t believe how small baby’s  were, especially that he was so small himself back then. His eyes lit up and sparkled when he saw them. Holding these little clothes in his hand gave him a strange feeling of how much time had passed. And yet he smiled at each piece because it was magical.

Then he made his way to the shoes and oh god, when Riku saw those tiny little shoes he started to have tears in his eyes. It was too cute, too adorable, too small to cuddle. He wanted to buy a few.. he wanted to buy it and put it on his  closet that was in the living room so that his child could wear it later. He had to buy it, absolutely!. So Riku took the pair of shoes where he had the feeling of what his hopefully soon-to-be baby would be and continued to watch more.

Riku was amazed. He would like to buy everything and bring it home. But he knew he couldn’t do that without talking it over with Iori. ,, I really hope Iori doesn’t get mad at me when he sees these baby shoes, both my suggestion for a child...‘‘ Riku said dejectedly, looking at the baby shoes while talking quietly to himself.

Riku looked at a few more things like toys and then went to the checkout to go home from there. It was already 4 p.m. and he had been outside for a long time. The store must have slowed him down a lot. So Riku put his hands back in his jacket pockets, put his scarf a little over his nose so he wouldn’t catch a cold and led his way home through the snowy cold weather.

When he got home he was surprised why the apartment was so warm. He had put out the fireplace with some water before he went out. Now Riku was a bit afraid what if someone had broken in? But why would the burglar turn the fireplace back on? That didn’t make any sense…  And then he came to a decision. What if the kitchen was on fire and that’s why it was so warm?! To his right, Riku didn’t notice the shoes that belonged to someone he knew all too well. With these thoughts that maybe the kitchen was on fire, he immediately ran to the kitchen without taking off his shoes or jacket.

But when he ran into the kitchen and saw a familiar person standing there, he was surprised to see this person, because he was supposed to be somewhere else at that moment. He was breathing heavily because he had panicked too much and was afraid that something had happened. So the red haired person’s hand moved to his chest and held it tightly, trying to concentrate on his breathing.

When Iori saw Riku starting to breathe heavily, he dropped the tray he was holding on the counter next to him and walked over to Riku with a worried and alarmed expression on his face. When he arrived at Riku, he immediately placed both of his hands on Riku’s soft, warm cheeks and lifted his head from the person opposite so their eyes met.

Half-open red, glassy eyes looked at Iori, while deep gray-blue eyes full of worry looked at Riku. „Riku, calm down. Don’t be afraid, it’s just me, I’m with you, you’re safe. It’s just you and me, no one else‘‘ Iori said to Riku in a very gentle and soothing voice as he pulled the redhead into a hug and put his left hand on the red hair and started stroking it from bottom to top while the right hand rested on Riku’s waist/back, giving him the comfort of being close to someone he fully trusted and loved. When Riku felt the hug and how his partner gently stroked his hair, Iori’s arms made their way to his waist, he calmed down a little. Riku returned the hug and wrapped his arms around Iori’s neck and placed his head against Iori’s shoulder/neck area where he could smell just the scent of Iori, giving him a new sense of comfort.

They stood arm in arm for a while and after Iori could feel that Riku’s breathing had returned to normal, he pulled away from Riku, raised his arm to push Riku’s long bangs up, then gave him a small kiss on his forehead, he let go of the hair and slowly pulled back.

„You really scared me Riku, what was going on? Why did you panic so much when you saw me?‘‘ Iori asked in a softer voice and waited for Riku to answer.

„Well, I didn’t expect you to come home so early, so I was surprised that the apartment was so warm, the door opened with just a twist and I heard noises from the kitchen. I was afraid that someone might have broken in and I wouldn’t be able to do anything on my own,“ Riku explained quietly with a dejected face.

When Iori saw how sad and guilty Riku had looked, he changed the subject and continued speaking. „It was just me, you don’t have to worry, the house is secured, why should a burglar warm up the house, that would be strange right?‘‘ Iori began and smiled as he said that, then stroked Riku’s again hair and continued, „When I saw your message and how alone you felt, I took the liberty of coming home two hours early to spend some time with you. But when I arrived you weren’t there. I know that the two of us haven’t been able to do much together, other than go to bed and cuddle after work for a month, so I wanted to spend some time with you at home today if you don’t mind.“ Iori finished his sentence and took Riku’s hands in his, which he then stroked with his thumbs.

Riku, who heard what Iori had suggested, first had to process what Iori had said. He stood still, his eyes wide, his jaw dropping, indicating that his lips were parted and forming an „:0“ and after that he gave the brightest smile he could muster and oh god how much Iori loved that bright smile, was a different topic. Then Riku jumped into Iori’s arms with happiness and hugged him very, very tightly, wrapping his legs around Iori’s waist and banishing his cheeks  with Iori’s face, rubbing them together lightly as he continued to smile and giggle. Firstly ,because his boyfriend  came home from work early just for him and secondly because he can finally spend some time with Iori after a month. He had missed spending time with his beloved boyfriend and he would now like to enjoy this time. Who knows when such an opportunity would come again?

After Riku got down from Iori’s arms, he first had to listen to a speech from Iori about how dangerous it would be for him to  do that, because of his health. What if Iori hadn’t caught him in time ,because it was so sudden? The older boy could have gotten hurt. Riku pouted and waved it away with his hand. When everything was sorted out, Iori started to talk.

„So Riku, what would you like to do? It‘s  been  a while right? .“ Iori said to Riku with a smile. He would do what his sweet boyfriend would like to do, after all he had been so patient with him and wasn’t mad  of him about why he always worked too much and wasn’t with him. Iori knew that this attitude would annoy many people who are in a relationship and that it would also lead to a breakup, because the other person thinks that work is more important than his own partner. But that wasn’t true and Iori was very happy that Riku wasn’t like that and was patient with him and waited for him. He wants to do something for him. Giving him something back since Riku waited a whole month and hadn’t said anything to him that would ruin their  relationship.

Of course Iori knew that Riku wouldn’t break up over something like that because the red-haired boy doesn’t have that kind of character. But he was still afraid that he might do it one day if it was too much for him.

“Hmm.. let me think about it,” Riku began and put his index finger on his jaw and thought about it. Iori found this pose very cute and lets out a little giggle,

which wasn’t  be heard by the redhead. „How about we continue baking the rest of the pastries together that you started, make ourselves a comfortable spot on the couch and watch a romantic movie? How would that be for you? I know it’s nothing special but since it’s a little late now, it’s hard to plan something quick and go out. I thought that was the only best option.‘‘ Riku said in a normal voice, which sounded a bit lower at the end.

Hearing Riku’s suggestion, Iori simply nodded and waited briefly until Riku took off his shoes,  scarf and jacket and placed the small bag in his hand on the table. When Riku was finished, Iori took Riku’s hand and led him into the kitchen. They pick up where Iori left off. They made cookies, as well as brownies and cake pops that were appropriate for the winter time. Of course, they also joked around a bit, like when Riku had prepared the cream, dipped his finger in it and smeared it on Iori’s nose. Iori, whose nose was covered in cream, sighed violently and looked sternly at Riku and wanted revenge. So he also took some cream but he saw how Riku looked at him innocently and was ready to run away, but oh no, never! Iori wouldn’t let him escape!. So he quickly grabbed Riku’s waist and pulled him towards him.

Riku, who would be grabbed by his waist, lets out a squeak like a small scream that would suddenly be pressed against Iori’s chest. And then he felt the cream on his nose, on his cheeks and on his lips. „Heyyyy!! Iori, you exaggerated, I didn’t do that much!‘‘ Riku pouted and was ready to take revenge. As he was about to take the bowl of cream and was ready to fill Iori with cream again, Iori suddenly grabbed his wrist, pulled it back towards Riku and held it, turning Riku towards him where they were both now looking at each other could. Iori then raised his other hand which went to Riku’s chin and held him firmly.

And after that, Iori approached Riku’s face. „What a mess you are“ Iori says before he started to lick the cream from his cheeks, which sent a shiver down Riku’s spine. It was too sudden. After Iori had licked his cheeks, he moved to his nose and licked the area with the cream. Last but not least and the best part were Riku’s lips. Seeing Riku’s lips so full of cream really turned Iori on, it had been a long time since he had so dirty thought and so he started licking Riku’s lips from top  to bottom.

Riku, who felt Iori licking his lips, was slowly turning pink. He hadn’t expected this development, but it didn’t bother him either. What was happening at this moment was the most intimate thing they had ever done this month and Riku wanted to enjoy it to the fullest. Both looked deeply into each other’s eyes during the action and you could clearly see how much they missed each other. Iori suddenly started biting Riku’s lips, causing the redhead to gasp and automatically open his mouth. Iori, who was now grinning, wasted no time and pushed his tongue into Riku’s mouth to inquire about him. Riku tasted like the cream, he had prepared earlier and the way it was combined with his saliva was delicious. He was addicted. Iori intertwined their hands more and squeezed them tightly. His other hand went to Riku’s waist and held him there. He intensified the kiss and kissed Riku, his beloved partner whom he had always loved very much, harder.

His hand that was on Riku’s waist went to Riku’s head and lowered it back a little so he could kiss him even deeper. Riku, who would go crazy for the kisses, was literally burning. His face, which was just slightly pink, turned a burning red. He felt Iori’s tongue go deeper and wanted more. He loved it very much, he was addicted to the feeling. Experiencing something like this after a month feels heavenly. Riku’s grip on Iori’s hair and shirt would become stronger.

Standing for Riku was already  impossible because it was too much for him. Iori, noticing that Riku was becoming unsteady on his feet, let go of Riku’s waist and his hand and led down where he picked Riku up and placed him on the table. Of course, Riku let out a small cry of surprise when he was suddenly lifted up and placed on the table. His legs instinctively clung to Iori’s waist. And then he felt Iori’s forehead touch his. They both opened their eyes and then separated , because they needed air. Riku, who was panting in Iori’s face and releasing his breaths onto Iori, couldn’t help but feel great, he was still holding on to Iori’s hair, not as tightly as before, only lightly for support.

Iori, who’s feeling Riku’s gasp on his face, got really hot. It was so erotic. He became aroused. He wanted more. But he knew that he had to check Riku’s breathing first and so he put his arm around Riku’s back. It seems that he is slowly recovering  Iori said to himself . And then suddenly he felt Riku’s lips rest on his and start kissing him again. Fast and lustful. Iori, who was turned on, naturally returned the kiss and started kissing deeper. His hand goes to Riku’s waist again and the other to his ass. He squeezed Riku’s ass briefly and Riku automatically let out an „Ahh“ into Iori’s mouth. Iori was too weak for him, he doesn’t know how long he can hold himself back. His nerves can’t handle it anymore. So he let go of Riku’s mouth and moved down to Riku’s neck and started sucking and biting there. Riku moaned a little louder as he felt Iori kiss  his neck and suck on it to leave a hickey. His eyes hit the ceiling and his moans continued. Riku, who holds onto his hair , pressed Iori more into his grip and enjoyed being sucked out.

Iori, who continued to suck Riku’s neck, felt the warmth of Riku’s body and the fact that the neck alone radiated so much heat made his head a mess. As the raven boy finished sucking, biting and kissing both sides of Riku’s neck. He raised it again and then met Riku’s shiny, tear-filled red eyes that adored him. Iori, who raised his hand and stroked Riku’s left cheek, moved his face closer to Riku’s right side. Kissed his cheek and then stopped next to Riku’s ear. ,,Riku...‘‘ he began with a breathless sigh and a longing for him, ,,what do you want to do now... carry on with the suggestion from earlier .. or go into the bedroom and continue where we are...‘‘ Iori finished his sentence with a hot desire for more.

Riku, hearing Iori’s words, stiffened and trembled. It had been a whole month since they had last done anything sexual. And to be honest, he was a little scared. But he trusted Iori with everything so of course he wanted to continue it but there was still something very important... His desire to have a baby too , was still there and now is the perfect time to bring it up , because they were in the middle of this... „I-I would like to... continue it Iori...“ Riku began, breathing lightly as he was still overwhelmed by Iori’s hot kisses and he hadn’t gotten off yet. ‚,But there is something... that I would like to discuss with you first..‘‘ Riku said breathlessly through pauses. Iori, who moved away from Riku’s ear and was now standing opposite him, now looks at him a little softer than before and said, „What is it?“ Is it so important that you have to bring it up now?” Iori asked, slightly and confused at the same time. „To be honest, it has something to do with what we’re about to continue,“ Riku began again, but now he was afraid to continue. „To be honest, I wanted to discuss this with you earlier... but... I was scared and didn’t know how to ask, because it’s a very big responsibility and I know how hard you work but still I really want it ...‘‘ Riku paused to see Iori’s reaction what he was going to say but, Iori was just more confused now than before,, I don’t understand what you mean Riku, just tell me maybe I’ll agree, it seems really important to you.“ Iori spoke softly.

Riku, who took a deep breath and intensified his grief a little harder on Iori’s hair and back, was really nervous right now. ,,I-Iori w-what I’m trying to say is that-I would like to have a baby with you...‘‘. Hearing the words from Riku’s mouth, Iori became shocked and his eyes widened. He had expected everything at that moment, really everything but not this. Were they even ready for a child? Would he even be able to take care of Riku since , he was constantly working and it’s unclear when he would come home. Iori didn’t have a chance to answer as Riku started talking again.

,,I’m always alone at home and don’t know what to do. I know it’s too early, I also know how hard you’re working but I really want it Iori... I really want to have a child, I can  do it alone while you are at work. I want something to keep me home when you’re away. I want something that will connect us both more in the future. But the most important thing of all is... t-that I would like to build a family with you, Iori... really, really. I hope you can understand my point of view too, even though it’s selfish of me.‘‘ Riku said in a sad voice and lowered his head. While he squeezed his eyes shut.

Hearing the sadness in Riku’s voice, Iori softened and it broke his heart to see Riku like that. He saw the full determination in Riku’s eyes, it was clear how much he wanted this. Of course he could understand Riku’s point of view. It’s not easy to be alone for so many hours every day without knowing when your partner will come back or to sit alone at home every day. He knows how hard it will be, but to be honest he wanted to have a child with Riku too. He’s had it on his mind for a long time. Of course it wasn’t planned so early. But what would be so bad about doing it 3 years earlier?

So Iori raised his hand and placed it on Riku’s cheek to lift Riku’s face back up. When Riku felt Iori move towards his face he opened his eyes, Iori’s eyes met Riku’s. When Iori saw the small beads of tears in Riku’s eyes, he looked at him with the softest eyes he could muster and then said, „Alright Riku. If that’s what you want, we can try to have a child. I had actually already planned this too , but not so early. It will be hard at first but, I know we will both get through it, like we always have. Just me and you. I’m sorry I always leave you alone for so long. And didn’t notice your feelings, how you really feel.‘‘ Then he hugged the boy and kissed him on the cheek.

Riku who heard this couldn’t help but burst into tears and start crying. He placed his forehead between Iori’s neck/shoulder and hugged his waist tightly. „,, T-Thank you... I-I’m really relieved to hear th-that Iori. I was so afraid to discuss with you how you would react. When I saw other couples together like that, I couldn’t help but feel jealous, because you were always gone for so long. And yet you’re still here, saying yes... and taking it well. I love you so much thank you‘‘ Riku said while crying and then returned Iori’s hug.

Hearing this, Iori couldn’t help but feel guilty and bad for making Riku feel that way and so he smiled slightly and hugged Riku tighter to his chest to comfort his boyfriend. „It’s all good Riku. Don’t worry I will never be mad at you or leave you alone. How could I? You are already something very important in my life, especially in my heart. I love you Riku, I always will. You can always come to me if you need or want to discuss anything,” Iori whispered against Riku’s ear, who then just nodded. But Iori knew exactly how grateful Riku was for every single word he said, and  he felt exactly the same.

When they broke away from the hug, their faces were close to each other. So Iori didn’t waste any more time, put his left hand on Riku’s left cheek, wiped away the tears and started kissing him again. This time a little more tender than before. Riku closed his eyes and returned the sweet kiss without thinking, melting into Iori’s kiss while tilting his head to the side, to give the kiss a little more momentum. His arms still hugged Iori’s neck. They stayed like that for a while when Iori suddenly picked Riku up from the table again and made his  way to the bedroom.

They didn’t break from the kiss but continued it, only Iori opened his eyes while Riku’s were closed and wrapped his legs around Iori to keep from slipping down.

(Smut part started)

When they got to the bedroom, Iori carefully placed Riku on the bed and lay on top of him to continue, where they stopped last. Iori locked lips with the older boy a few more times before breaking away and starting to kiss his jawline. Riku hummed gratefully and tilted his head to the side as Iori made his way to the redhead’s neck again. ‚,Ahh~‘‘ Riku moaned as he felt Iori suck his sensitive neck again and move further down. But Riku’s shirt was now slowly on the way  and so Iori separated herself from Riku’s neck. As he looked down at Riku he couldn’t help but catch his breath. Riku’s hair was a bit messy. His face is a little red and some saliva was running down the corner of his mouth. Iori knew in that moment that he couldn’t help it. He wanted him so much so he took off Riku’s shirt and threw it in some corner of the room. The raven boy looked at Riku’s upper body and saw the slight abdominal muscles, like the pink nipples that were already hard. He wasted no time in leaning forward and began sucking and biting the left side of Riku’s nipples.

,,A-Ahh, damnit.‘‘ When Riku felt Iori literally milking his nipple like it was a pacifier, he couldn’t help but moan loudly. He arched his back slightly to give Iori better access to his chest. He felt hot, he doesn’t know how long he can last having his nipples sucked  like that. After a month of no sexual activity was bad. He was too sensitive. Then when he felt Iori stop and make his way to his other nipple, pleasuring him just as much as the other, making him a moaning mess. With his other hand he crushed the left nipple from before so that both nipples had something to enjoy and these pink now somewhat red nipples became harder than before. He held the sheets next to his sides and kept increasing the grip . „Hng~ I-Iori,  Ahh. T-that’s enough haa...stop teasing and move on‘‘ Riku said heavily in the middle of all the moaning. Iori already noticed the hard erection in Riku’s pants and he could see how painful it was for Riku. Since he liked to do things quickly so as not to despair, it seems that this hasn’t changed and after such a long time without sex it would even become more so. Riku felt Iori develop a grin, he paid no attention to Riku’s words, sucked and continued to crush his nipples. Riku’s head was numb. His cock throbbed with need and the release of having those tight pants ripped away. But he knew exactly how much Iori loved to torture him until he cried.

,,Ahh, haa... I-Iori please..‘‘ When Iori heard Riku’s please‘s , he finally looked up at Riku and saw his distracted face. And just like he wanted, Riku already had tears in his eyes, so he decided that teasing him on his nipples was enough and moving on. He watered from Riku’s nipple which was still attached to Iori’s saliva thread, but it was split in half when Iori was far enough away from the chest. He fed Riku and then whispered, „How impatient you are Rikuu~ did you miss it that much? No, did you miss me that much?  do you want me inside you so much. Tell me what you want, what desires you.” Iori finished his sentence with a grin. Riku, who heard this, became  shy and embarrassed, a shiver ran through his body and he couldn’t stop himself from panting on his tongue. That’s a side he didn’t like about Iori when it came to having sex , because he was always teasing him and wanting him to say those embarrassing requests in front of him. (Of course Riku loves that dominant side of him) „Y-You know exactly what I want Iori.. You’re so mean.. ,“ Riku said in a quiet and embarrassed tone. Hearing this, Iori couldn’t help but grin again, „You’re right Riku, I know exactly what you want. I know you best and know all your weak spots here,“ Iori replied to Riku, who began to make circles with his finger on Riku’s lower stomach, which cost Riku a hum and let out a tremble.

Riku couldn’t stand it and looked up at Iori determinedly, still blushing in embarrassment. He then reinforced the grip from the pillow  he held tightly and then shouted, „I-I want you inside me!  I-I want you to hit me so hard that I forget we haven’t had sex in a whole month! Fill me so deeply, up to my mother’s womb, that it feels like this one-month break didn’t ever exist!‘‘. Hearing this, Iori was taken aback for a moment, he honestly hadn’t really expected so many things which now made him just as excited as Riku. He could already feel how hard he was but, he has to take care of Riku first. So a small smile spread on his face and he came closer to Riku. „As you wish Riku. I will give you what you long for and make you feel good‘‘ said the raven boy to the redhead as he left a small kiss on his cheek and got to work.

“Hips up” came from Iori and Riku obeyed and moved his hips further. Iori first took off Riku’s pants, followed by his underwear. Now Riku was completely naked in front of him and oh god, he couldn’t stop himself from looking at his boyfriend. Riku was so beautiful, everything about him was magical. He swallowed the saliva that collected in his mouth and then got to work. He held three fingers in front of Riku’s mouth, pointing to fill it with saliva. Riku immediately understood what was going on and took Iori’s thin but long fingers into his mouth and sucked on them while moving his tongue. In the meantime, while Riku was sucking Iori’s finger, Iori took off his own pants like underwear and then made his way to Riku’s stomach. He ran his fingers over Riku’s stomach and kissed there. He heard Riku gasp and automatically pull his stomach into himself, but he didn’t mind, he kissed and left more of him on his stomach and went further and further down. Just as he came to Riku’s cock and let out a breath that made Riku tremble, Iori pulled his fingers out of Riku’s mouth. He loved teasing Riku and will do so often. But before he would put his fingers inside Riku, he would do something else first.

He took Riku’s hard member in his hand and squeezed the head. Riku let out a loud moan and increased the grip on his pillow. His stomach was singing up and down, the excitement he was feeling was indescribable. Iori pumped Riku’s cock in his hand from top to bottom a little slowly at first before he started to go a little faster,,Haa-ahh, nrgh, I-Iori, hahh. W-wait n-not so fast!‘‘ Riku shouted breathlessly, losing his mind. Iori ignored it, because he knew that was exactly what Riku wanted. He crushed Riku’s pity in his hand and squeezed more, causing the redhead to scream again. Now he covered his head so that Riku couldn’t come. He placed a pillow under Riku’s back to make it a little more comfortable. He then spread Riku’s legs wide enough so that Iori had more space and could work better, so he leaned over Riku again and placed the first finger against Riku’s waiting entrance. While his other hand helps Riku’s member. „I’m putting the first finger in now, are you ready ?“ And you can come if I tell you to come.‘‘ Riku didn’t answer what Iori had asked but nodded vigorously as a sign that he should finally get started. But he didn’t know if he could control his coming, it would be impossible. When Iori saw that he had Riku’s permission, he stuck the first finger into Riku’s hole and shit, Riku was tight. Riku’s ass cheeks literally crushed Iori’s middle finger. He felt how wet Riku was spread inside, so he didn’t even need lube. Riku’s saliva was enough for now.

When Riku felt Iori push the first finger into him, he couldn’t help but let out a loud gasp and grip the pillow his head was on tightly, not realizing that he had spread his legs more. He felt Iori’s fingers slip in and out, going deeper and deeper as each one came in. It was insane  and there was only one finger inside that opened Riku. If it continues like this he will soon come without Iori’s cock having entered. The extra pressure on his cock held by Iori didn’t help either. Two more cheerful thrusts until Iori added a second finger. Riku noticed how hard the other finger went in and felt his hole start to burn through, thrusting in and out but that was normal, it had been a long time since they last had sex. Iori couldn’t stop staring at Riku’s hole with every  pumping out and in he saw Riku’s cum coming out and it was killing Iori. He scissored his fingers into Riku’s hole to stretch him out more and saw his pink sweet hole turn a little red. He increased the speed of his fingers a little and began to push in faster and deeper. He heard Riku moan and the moan was so erotic that it could be felt all the way to his groin. „Hah-hah, ahh, p-please I-Iori haa, l-let me cum I-I can’t h-hold  anymore!“ He could already feel Riku losing some sperm from his member and the same thing happened to him. Looking at Riku’s hole and hearing his boyfriend moan underneath him stunned Iori. He then added the last finger, which caused Riku to lift his hips a little high and moan louder, „Ahhh~“ „R-Riku not yet, hold it , I know you can do it,“ Iori lets out breathlessly .

Iori kissed Riku’s cheeks  and jawline as he began thrusting faster and deeper. Riku panted and moaned until he could no longer, he felt the familiar feeling in his stomach after a long time now only harder, and he couldn’t stand it much longer. He felt that his cock was already thick from all the holding that it was to die for. Riku’s common sense mind no longer cooperated. There was too much cum trapped in his cock and Iori squeezed it anyway. You could practically see the member’s veins, it was that bad. With every stroke Iori made on his prostate, his orgasm got closer and closer until it even dripped out of Iori’s thumb. „I- Iorii~ Ha-haa if you keep it up like that. Nrg- i- I’ll come.. I-I mhmm... hnn.. can’t wait... ahh.. until you tell me.!!!‘‘ Scream Riku who was a mess. Hearing this, Iori pushed faster and deeper and harder again until his fingertips only hit that one spot. Riku’s moans could be heard throughout the room and Iori finally pulled his  hand away and without warning Riku came all over him and Iori with full force filling his stomach. The sperm that Riku left squirted so far that it reached Riku’s hair and face. As Riku came he gasped to calm himself and as he came he crushed Iori’s hands with his cheeks that were still inside him. Iori loved the warm, burning feeling that his hands were inside Riku. And so he pulled his fingers out and looked at Riku, who was breathing hardly  while his eyes were closed. He had to come down from his climax. But again his member was throbbing halfway, seeing Riku squirt himself with his own sperm up to his hair was so hot that Iori inhaled sharply. Riku was panting hard, his body covered in sweat and covered in white semen. His eyes were closed and his tongue was sticking out a little. Shit Iori couldn’t stop himself  at the sight. His friend who was actually so innocent and lovable. Looked so dirty and sloppy now. And he loved it... ,, are you all right? Do you need your inhaler?‘‘ Iori said gently as he used a tissue to brush Riku’s sweaty hair, which was full of sperm in some places, from his face to the side and layer it away. He then left a kiss on his cheeks and forehead.

Riku, who felt how lovingly Iori stroked his hair and kissed him, couldn’t help but smile and so he replied,, N-No, I’m fine. I just need to calm down a bit. After such a long time, having an orgasm like that was a bit much for me I think. And to be honest, I’m surprised that you’re so hard on me right from the start. Oh man, you really... can’t you be a little gentler?‘‘ he looked into Iori’s eyes while he said that in a tired voice but smiled. „Thank you, that felt incredible. I loved it!! It’s like I’ve forgotten all the stress I had,“ he added, raising his hand to caress Iori’s cheek and his thumb brushing over the black-haired boy’s lips. He saw Iori start to blush and locked his hand tightly with Riku’s other hand. „I’m glad you liked it. Let me know when you feel ready, I’ll give you anything you want‘‘ Iori said in a low, soft voice as he kissed Riku’s hand, causing the older boy to blush and nod in response.

After a 10 minute break, when Riku said he was feeling better, Iori straightened the pillow that was supposed to be on Riku’s back because it had slipped during their previous round. This time he took the lubricant in his hand, smeared it all over his member and put a little more into Riku’s waiting entrance just in case it was a little wetter. He didn’t want to risk hurting Riku in any way if he walked in on him. Riku, positioning himself comfortably and feeling ready, reached out his arms to hold Iori’s face so he could bring him close to his face and kiss him. The kiss was tender, full of love and passion, no trace of lust. They both smiled into the kiss and then separated.

Iori came between Riku’s legs opening them, took his cock in his hand and slowly moved it into Riku’s waiting entrance. As he poked his head in. He heard Riku whimper and squeeze. Iori leaned on him  in front of Riku and kissed his cheeks and then said,, relax darling.. if you keep squeezing it will be difficult and painful for you. I don’t want you to feel any pain from this...‘‘ Iori whispered against Riku’s lips and kissed him briefly.

Riku nodded and changed the position of his arms. He brought his arms, which were placed on the pillow, to Iori’s back to hold and hug him. He tried to loosen himself, so Iori started pushing again. As he went further and further in, he distracted Riku with loving kisses, such as kissing lips that went to his jawline and up to his neck. He kept hearing grateful hums from Riku, who pushed his head to the side a little. And then Iori suddenly pushed his erect, hard cock into Riku.

Riku, who felt Iori shove everything into him, let out a loud scream that even the neighbors could hear. His nails scratch Iori’s back, which probably made Iori’s back feel scratchy in some places. It was filled to the brim. Riku panted and breathed a little louder while his eyes were closed and he continued to leave marks on Iori’s back. Iori, who saw how wrinkled Riku’s face was, let him get used to his big one and during this time he distracted the older boy again with gentle kisses. Of course, sometimes he winced in pain because Riku’s nails were digging into his skin. As Riku slowly got used to the size and his breathing became more relaxed, he was grateful for Iori’s distracting kisses because it had really helped. He then wrapped his legs around Iori’s waist so Iori could thrust as deep as possible. And he could feel everything from Iori. Iori, who was brushing the last strands of hair away from Riku’s face, saw Riku nodding as a sign that he was finally ready.

So Iori pulled out again until only the tip of his cock was buried in Riku and pushed himself back in with a little force until a rhythm was created. Riku couldn’t help but moan. Every time he felt Iori’s cock coming in and out. The pain he was in just now turned into bittersweet pleasure. „Ah, haah, haa, mhmm. Iori!, Iori, harder please! I need you, nrg- faster! I need everything from you! It feels so good.‘‘ Riku moaned countless requests in a loud tone. And who was Iori who didn’t listen to these requests from his sweet boyfriend? So Iori sped up his movements and started slamming deeper and harder into Riku faster. The loud clapping from skin to skin could be heard throughout the room. The smell of sex can be smelled clearly and distinctly in the air. Plus the loud moans from Riku which motivated Iori more to continue.

,, hyaaa..! Ahh-hmm, t-there, right there! , I-Iori ahh f-faster. Drive me crazy! Go so deep and hard until I can’t walk anymore tomorrow! Your cock feels so good, it fits perfectly inside me! hrgg, more please.‘‘

‚, R-Riku..‘‘ Iori was amazed to hear so many requests from Riku. Of course Riku loved his cock when it was deep inside him but it was never this much. He was literally begging for it, who would have thought his boyfriend would be a cock lover. „A-anything you want, Riku. As long as you feel, hah- good. So Iori sped up his movements more. He was already pounding into Riku as fast, as deep and as hard as he could... But apparently that wasn’t too much for Riku, he wanted more until he collapsed.

Riku was a moaning mess, his head empty and only hearing the slapping noises. It was like he was deaf, everything around him was blurry. He only heard the moans of him and Iori, the sounds of the bed hitting the wall with every hard thrust from Iori. That whenever Iori’s member was fully inside him, his soft ball also slammed against Riku’s hole. Riku was enchanted. He felt two things in succession: first the deep, fast, hard blows that hit his prostrata and then Iori’s thick soft ball also hit his entrance. He couldn’t describe the sensation. He screamed like a madman for more, even though Iori was already giving him everything.

But now Iori changed their  position slightly, without stopping Iori lifted Riku’s legs onto his shoulders and began to push hard again. „Ahh!“ Hyaaaa~ I-I-Ioriiii!!, Omg yes-yes, right there please ahh, mhmmm, I love it. Destroy me more. It’s so good.. so good.. harder.. go harder..‘‘ Riku completely lost his mind from all the sensation he was getting, all the lust and desire completely taking over him. Iori was speechless. He had never seen Riku like this before and yet he loves seeing Riku like this through the wind. A completely new side of Nanase Riku seen after 4 years.

„Ah- Riku, you are so tight and yet I feel myself spreading you further and further with every thrust. My cock fits perfectly inside you, you love it very much, don’t you? To be filled like this and to be beaten. I love how your cheeks crush my cock. Mhmmm-“ Left Iori’s mouth and went harder.

„Iori! , Iori!, Iori! Iori!” Riku shouted in his singing  voice. Both bodies completely soaked and sticky. „I-I’m so, so close ahhh-please just hit this one spot so I can come... I can’t take it anymore, I want to cum“ Riku said almost tearfully. And of course Iori responded to this wish and only hits that spot. He moved to Riku’s face and was now close to his. He admired that even though Riku was such a mess and completely lost, he could look so beautiful.

,,Riku...‘‘ Iori said breathlessly. „I love you so much Riku! You are so beautiful, so beautiful, the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you. Ha~ mhh~‘‘ Iori said in a moan. ,, Iori, I’m so close ahh~ I’m coming, I’m coming‘‘ Riku screamed. Iori buried his head between Riku’s neck and took Riku’s hand in his, clasping them tightly together and squeezing it the way Riku did. He then took Riku’s member in his hand again and moved it up and down until the thrusts fit together. Riku didn’t know how many times he screamed during those 2 rounds but it was incredible. That heavenly feeling of just letting it all out and being with Iori was all he wanted. And he literally enjoyed every second of it.

He kissed Iori and warned him to come again. But now he was crying, tears running down his cheeks, not from pain, no never, because he loved Iori so much, because he missed and loved this pleasure he had just had so much. „Riku, I’m too.. hng, so close. L-let’s finish it  together okay?‘‘ Riku just nodded and held onto Iori’s back with his other hand, squeezing it as a sign that Iori understood. And then they both came with a loud moan. Riku hot cum on his stomach which also dirty Iori’s stomach. And Iori deep inside Riku, which went all the way to his womb. Both of them were panting hard and breathing heavily. Iori was tired, but he had to check Riku’s breathing. So he got off Riku and landed next to him. He turned Riku a little to the left to clear his back, Iori listened to Riku’s breathing and realized that it wasn’t anything serious and that it would go away in a few minutes. So Iori pulled Riku to his chest and hugged the boy who had already closed his eyes and was resting. Both of their bodies totally sweaty and wet.

(Smut part end)

The raven boy kissed Riku’s head and stroked him. He looked at Riku’s tired face and he admired how beautiful and cute he still looked after all the activity. „I love you... I want to stay with you always Riku... you are my whole world“ Iori pushed Riku to his chest and hid his head in Riku’s neck. „I... love you too.. Iori,“ Riku said weakly. He moved to look at Iori, took Iori’s face in his hand and pulled him in to kiss him. He then rested his forehead on Iori’s and smiled sweetly. ,, You are amazing. I can’t thank you enough for everything you have done. Please always stay with me in the years to come. I don’t know what I would do without you.‘‘ Riku said, looking at Iori’s eyes. He saw Iori smile and kiss his hand.

„Of course I’ll stick with you, silly . How could I ever leave you, when you are my whole world and my home. I have been connected to you since day one when I met you. You can’t get rid of me..‘‘ said Iori and smiled. Riku also smiled and started to cry, but Iori kissed the tears away.

„hey Iori“

,,Hm?‘‘

“Should we do another round?” Riku said shyly. Iori was shocked to hear this. They had just finished the second round which had taken so long and yet Riku wanted more?,, Riku, are you sure? You look very tired and this round was really long. I was worried about your breathing.‘‘ Iori replied, sounding a little worried. „Don’t worry, I’m fine. Just a little break and we can move on. And I have my inhaler. I missed being so close with you so let me have you even more‘‘ Riku pouted and made the puppy dog eyes that Iori couldn’t say no to. So Iori sighed and nodded. They both rested and then picked up where they left off.

Two rounds then became more, three four five... until they couldn’t take it anymore and in the end they both fell asleep tired and weak.

It was a wild and hot night. Both of them had obviously really missed doing this activity. And they would do it again and again.

Ideally every other week, the whole month was really long and difficult for both of them, they wondered how they were able to last so long without receiving the warmth and touch of the love of your  life.

The next morning Riku woke up a little later than usual. He turned his head to the side to see the other side of the bed but the person who was with him last night wasn’t there. Riku had expected Iori to be next to him but he was alone. The red-haired boy rubbed his tired, big, red eyes to regain some consciousness. And just as he was about to sit up he got the most painful pain in his lower back, stomach area ever before. Riku gasped from the pain and gave up getting up any further.

Iori was way too rough on me last night, everything hurts. Riku said to himself and let out a sigh before he continued talking in his head. But.. it was really good, I loved how hard he was with me until I completely lost my mind... after Riku said that he started blushing incredibly and put his hands on his face to hide the redness. Because he really lost he’s mind.

„I should take a shower. I smell like sweat“ Riku began, putting his arm over his forehead and looking at the ceiling while his other arm lay next to him, „and my whole body is still full of sperm. I even think some of Iori’s fluid is still coming out. The only problem is.. how to stand up on my own, my lower half hurts‘‘ Riku said and let out a sigh, then tried to sit up again, but he failed.

„Silly Iori, why does he leave me alone after we had fun together all night! . Just go to work as if nothing had happened. He knows full well that I’m in pain and can’t get up when he was so hard on me after so many rounds!..‘‘ Riku pouted and blew his cheeks and looked a bit mean.

But just then there was a knock on the door, which startled Riku.  huh? Who could that be?  but before Riku could say anything the door opened and a young, handsome man was standing there with a tablet full of breakfast. It was none other than Iori. Riku’s mouth opened slightly, slightly surprised to see Iori here. He thought Iori was working... but it seems he isn’t after all. That somehow made Riku happy.

„Good morning, you sleepyhead. “Well, you’re finally awake,” Iori came into the room and started talking with a grin on his face. Riku giggled and then said „Good morning my handsome prince, as always you are so polite to me and bring me my breakfast“ Riku said in an amusing voice and raised his arms as he spoke and made slow movements to match his words fit. Iori couldn’t help but laugh and then walked over to his and Riku’s bed.

„I think we should take you to the bathroom first so you can freshen up a bit,“ Iori said, still seeing the remains of last night’s sperm and blushing at the thought of what had happened last night and how Riku was a mess of pleasure. His countless requests and his flushed face asking for more. Iori’s face was a little more red, of course this didn’t go unnoticed by Riku and he made a comment. ‚, Izumi Iori you pervert...‘‘ Riku said in a teasing voice that he tried to suppress, then pulled his blanket a little more clearly while his cheeks turned pink and one side of his cheek puffed out. „You didn’t have any indecent things in your head again right?, because you still see me full of traces of you and sperm. But I have to disappoint you, I can’t take it anymore, you were really hard on me, everything hurts and after so many rounds I need rest.‘‘ When Riku said that he had exactly the expression on Iori’s face that he wanted. And he had done it and then smiled.

Iori’s face was a red mess. His face was as red as Riku’s hair he knew Riku was teasing him but still! It was too embarrassing ,because he was caught so quickly. „I-I-I didn’t   had nothing indecent in my head!“ Iori shouted, but every single word that left his mouth was nothing but pure stuttering. He heard Riku laughing at that and he got mad. So he went over to Riku and looked at him, which meant that Riku was lying on his back against the bed again. Their faces were so close. Riku’s big red glowing eyes looked at Iori’s gray blue Marin eyes and they fell in love again. They  didn’t notice  that they were getting closer and closer and when they were only an inch away and could feel each other’s breathing, they  exactly knew what was going on but they didn’t separate. Iori made the final step  and connected their lips together and still couldn’t get enough of Riku’s pink red lips that looked like strawberry. It was too nice  and smooth, he heard Riku let out a moan in his mouth and loved it like he was the one bringing those noises out of Riku. After two minutes of kissing they parted, smiled at each other and Iori slowly got off him to help Riku go to the bathroom. Of course, Riku couldn’t walk, which meant that Iori had to carry him and take him  to the bathroom.

While Riku was showering alone, Iori had started to re-own their bed, because it was completely wet… Iori knew how many rounds they had done, how many times they had come, but still, seeing it was a bit erotic but he ignored the thought and continued to refer. While his cheeks were pink. When he was finished, Riku came out of the bathroom. He can now walk a bit on his own, the warm water was good for his sore spots, but you could still see from his steps that it was still sore. He was slow too...

Iori gave Riku his breakfast while Riku ate it Iori changed his clothes and then walked over to watch Riku when he was finished. He placed his chin  on his palm and watched how lovingly Riku ate the food. Of course Riku was staring. Aware of Iori and it made him kind of nervous but that didn’t matter. “That’s right, there was something, what are you actually doing here?” Do you not  have a job? I thought you were working when I didn’t see you lying next to me,” Riku said and looked at Iori. “No, I took a week off. And after what we did yesterday, you can’t seriously expect me to go to work there, silly,” Iori said, lightly squeezing Riku’s left cheek and then grinning, “I couldn’t leave you alone, because I know  you would be in pain after yesterday, especially today after so many rounds that you endured.” Riku blushed when he heard that and swallowed the bread that was in his mouth. Iori thought something was cute.

Riku was secretly happy that Iori was at home with him for a week. This was something he had always wanted since he started working and he had gotten it. After Riku finished eating, he put on his comfortable clothes and lay down on the couch. His head on Iori’s thighs and legs stretched. They were watching a movie and during it Iori stroked Riku’s soft, sweetly thin hair and with his other hand he held Riku’s hand that was lying on his chest. Riku had received a false warmer for his lower stomach. So they spent their evening. Not much happened, because Riku still had to rest.

A week has passed since their last activity and Riku still didn’t feel good. He complained of nausea and feeling dizzy. Iori was worried of course, he saw how Riku would sometimes suddenly get up and run to the toilet to vomit only to look even paler.

All the symptoms Iori saw pointed to something, but he still wasn’t 100% sure and so he didn’t say anything to Riku yet. He called a friend who also worked at the hospital and made an appointment with her. The next morning Iori helped Riku out of bed to get him ready too. Riku was confused as to where Iori wanted to take him but he didn’t ask as he didn’t really have the strength to do so. Iori had wrapped Riku’s left arm around himself while holding the older boy’s waist with his other hand and brought him to the car.

Of course he had taken a bag with him to be on the safe side, some water and Riku’s medication and inhaler. After they had everything in the car, Iori took them to the hospital. After about 20 minutes they arrived at the hospital and Riku became even more lost. „Iori, why are you taking me to the hospital? You know I don’t like hospitals. If I keep resting I’ll feel better, let’s go back.‘‘ Riku said, not really sounding happy to be here.

Iori who looked at Riku replied,, Riku, I’m a doctor, I have a guess what you could have, but I’m not 100% sure. That’s why a friend of mine that I work with is going to examine you. I know you don’t like hospitals, I really do but you can’t expect that you won’t be able to come here anymore, it’s for your own health‘‘ with that Iori defeated Riku who then just nodded. So they both got out of the car and went to the hospital.

Iori knocked on the door when he arrived in his colleague’s examination room. He heard someone come in and went into the room with Riku. „Ahh Iori-San! “It’s nice to see you,” said a woman with long brown hair who was about the same height as Riku. The eyes are blue and the lips are painted pink. This pretty woman must be Iori’s colleague. ,,It’s nice to see you too ayaka.‘‘ Iori said with a smile.

“So, what can I do for you, you asked me for an appointment” said Ayaka

„Exactly, I would like you to examine my boyfriend Nanase Riku. He has nausea and vomits on the toilet most of the time since one week now , he has dizziness. I have an idea what it could be, but I want you to examine it again to be 100% sure.‘‘ Iori Ayaka explains the problem. Ayaka, who was listening carefully, nodded and looked over at Riku and smiled at him. „Hello Nanase-san! I am Ayaka Iori’s colleague and friend, at Iori’s request I will look after you and see what’s wrong with you, would you agree to lie down on the examination table?‘‘ she said friendly with a smile. Riku nodded a little nervously and then sat down.

Ayaka went a little closer to Iori and whispered, „If it’s that’s what I think and you too, oh boy, you’re fast,“ Ayaka giggled at the last sentence, „but I have to tell you, he’s really cute, he’s rly sweet to eat,   you really have taste, if he wasn’t already yours then everyone would probably have wanted him. You are lucky to have such a sweet and handsome boy as your partner. But he also looks fragile, so I hope for your sake that you were gentle with him,” Ayaka finished her speech in a teasing voice.

Iori, on the other hand, became embarrassed and quite red, you would think his eyes would turn and steam would come out of his head. ‚,AYAKA!!‘‘ he screamed in embarrassment, not knowing exactly what to say. Riku watched them and didn’t understand why Ayaka was laughing and Iori was so red and angry. He didn’t have the energy to ask what was wrong, so he just waited. Iori approached Riku, stroked his hair and gave him a kiss on the forehead, which made the redhead smile. ‚,I’ll wait outside.‘‘ He said quietly and then went and closed the door.

„So Nanase-san, how are you now?“ Ayaka asked. Riku looked at her,, I’m still nauseous and dizzy, but I’ll feel better if I rest. Iori overreacted. He mentioned that he had an idea what it could be, but I don’t know what it could be. Maybe I ate something wrong?‘‘ Riku answers in a normal voice. Ayaka started giggling softly, confusing Riku.

„You really are an innocent soul Nanase-San and so sweet too, no wonder Iori-san fell in love with you.“ When Riku heard this, his cheeks turned pink and he looked to the side.

„Well then, let’s get started. Could you please pull up your shirt  for me?‘‘ Ayaka asked and got the ultrasound machine. When she saw that Riku had pulled up his top, she took the bottle of gel. „It’s getting a little cold now so don’t be alarmed.“ So she squirted a good amount of gel on Riku’s stomach, which caused Riku to shiver. Afterwards, Ayaka took the ultrasound probe in her hand, which also had some gel there, and began to examine Riku’s stomach.

Riku was speechless about what was happening why the hell is she checking my stomach... it can’t be that it could have happened so quickly. After the first attempt. Well, even though there were several rounds, plus hard rounds and they were ruthless, still a woman’s and a man’s body works completely differently. Now he knew why Iori had brought him here, because he had this suspicion, because he had these symptoms had. Riku had tears in his eyes and was now full of hope.

Ayaka looked at Riku’s face and saw that he had tears. She smiled lovingly at him and reached out to wipe the watery hand away. „So you’ve noticed what’s going on? Why did he bring you here?‘‘ she asked lightly. Riku nodded slowly. “Good,” said Ayaka, “I don’t see anything here so far, but that could be because it’s still far too small. How about you go to the bathroom and take a pregnancy test? It would be easier to see whether you are pregnant or not.‘‘ Ayaka said while she got some paper to cover Riku’s stomach. He nodded again, took the test that Ayaka had just handed him and went into the bathroom next door.

After 5 minutes he came back into the room with the test in his hand. Now they waited for the result and it felt like hours for Riku. After the time had finally come, Ayaka looked at the test and then looked at Riku, who already looked fidgety and nervous. He couldn’t see a single hint on Ayaka’s face that suggested a yes or a no and so he then asked,, and what is it? What does it say...? Am I pregnant or not...‘‘ Riku asked in a low voice because he was afraid of being disappointed.

Ayaka looked at the test and then again at Riku and smiled at him,,congratulations Nanase-san. You’re pregnant‘‘

At that moment, as those words left Ayaka’s mouth, Riku’s world exploded. He sucked in his breath and stayed that way. The world remained still and silent for a few minutes. He was overwhelmed. Riku always admired children and genuinely loved them, that was one of the reasons why he wanted a child, but his fear was too much of Iori’s reaction but... in the end everything turned out well and he agreed. And now he was sitting here in the treatment room with the news that he was pregnant. Without noticing, tears flowed down Riku’s cheeks and he cried. His chest suddenly felt too tight, his heart was pounding like crazy against his ribcage as if it was going to jump out.

Ayaka smiled at the gesture, stood up and went to fetch Iori. „Iori-san“ she said. When Iori heard his name he looked up and went to her,, and? What’s the result?’’ Iori asked, nervous and excited at the same time. He had a tingling sensation in his stomach as if there were 100s of butterflies there. Ayaka raised her hand slightly and pointed to the room where Riku was waiting. „Why don’t you go in and take a look? Take good care of him, I’ll give you some time,“ she said and walked away. Iori was confused by what she said, it sounded like Riku wasn’t pregnant and now he was a little scared.

As he walked into the room he saw his beloved boyfriend crying hardly. Riku’s hand was over his mouth to keep the crying noises down and his other hand was on his stomach. Iori’s heart clenched and he suddenly felt scared and super worried, he couldn’t bear to see his boyfriend crying like that. He quickly closed the room door and rushed to Riku. Iori quickly sat down next to Riku without thinking twice and pulled him into a hug. He didn’t know if Riku’s tears were tears of joy or painful tears that led to bad news. He instinctively hoped it was the first  option. He began to stroke Riku’s back and said, „Riku, why are you crying so much? What happened when I was gone? Can you please tell me the result, are you in pain?‘‘ Iori came with countless questions and bombarded them with Riku.

Riku wasn’t able to talk much so he raised his finger and pointed to where the test was. Iori followed Riku’s hand and saw that the test was there, he let go of Riku and went to the table where it was lying.

Two red lines

Positive

From then on he understood what’s going on here..

Iori, who was holding the test, had dropped it due to the shock. Which alarmed Riku to look up at Iori. Now Riku was scared. He was afraid that Iori would go back on his decision and leave him. Now that the baby was here. He was still crying and calling out Iori’s name in a trembling, tearful voice. But... Iori didn’t react. Riku’s heart started beating faster and was really scared... He got up and walked over to Iori who was standing there without moving. When Riku arrived next to him he grabbed Iori’s shoulders. But he was stopped.

Just as Riku touched Iori, Iori turned around and took Riku in his arms. Before Iori, Riku wrapped his arms around him, he saw that Iori’s face was full of tears. There were also tears of joy.. he was also happy about the news. He wouldn’t leave Riku and leave him alone. Riku, who felt Iori hugging him tightly and crying on his shoulder, couldn’t help but cry more and wrap his arms around Iori.

He felt Iori kiss his neck and the side of his head and break the hug, take Riku’s face in his hand, caress the soft cheeks and then pull him into a kiss. Riku held Iori’s hands that were on his cheek, closed his eyes and returned the kiss. The kiss wasn’t long but it was full of love and passion. When Iori broke the kiss he placed his forehead on Riku’s, his hands still on Riku’s cheeks. „I love you Riku, I love you so much oh my god.. I love you“ Iori whispered to Riku with his eyes closed. Riku, who was now crying more than before, also spoke with a trembling voice. „I-I love.. you too... Iori. very very very much really.. Thank you, thank you, thank you‘‘ Riku cried as he spoke and then Riku hugged Iori. They both then sink to the ground and were overjoyed to have received this wonderful news. They would be a complete family now. A baby is growing in Riku’s stomach, their baby.

Ayaka who was watching them couldn’t help but shed a few tears as well, because she was really happy to see what  Iori‘s getting to be a father.

After about 10 minutes they both calmed down and were super excited! Ayaka came into the room, congratulated again and then began to explain what the plan was. She said that the nausea and all the other symptoms that were and are coming are totally normal since he was pregnant. Riku is not allowed to carry heavy things or do strenuous things. No  stress, becoming the baby could feel it and would be sad and that could have dangerous consequences. And more. Riku would have to come for a check-up every 4 weeks to see how the baby was doing. They planned everything and so they both thank Ayaka and lead them home.

Two weeks passed after they received the news. Riku’s nausea continued. He was losing weight and that wasn’t good. Iori called Ayaka and she said that Iori should give him an IV for nausea since Iori was also a doctor. So he gave the infusion to Riku, who was lying on the bed and was ready to go back to sleep. Iori was very worried about Riku, because he looked so pale and tired. Likewise because he lost weight instead of gaining it. But when the infusion was finished, after Riku rested for a few days, he felt much better. He no longer vomited often, he was now able to gain some weight and eat well.

Iori who went to work informed his brother to always stay with Riku. So that he doesn’t stay alone. Yes, exactly, they had told everyone the news and they were overjoyed. Some even cried and couldn’t believe it. Many of them became uncles, the other grandmothers and grandfathers were all super happy and received it positively.

And then the appointment at the hospital came. Ayaka said that despite Riku losing a lot of weight, he had gained weight back and the baby was in good health. Of course that made Iori and Riku happy, after all they don’t want anything to happen to their baby. She said that Riku was now in the 8th week. And that he could find out the gender of the baby at the appointment after next. Iori and Riku were even more excited now. Firstly, because they would know the gender. Secondly, so that they could finally start buying clothes and toys.

Over time, Riku had started to eat a lot, which was of course good. But his thoughts. Went crazy when he was pregnant. Sometimes he started crying and claiming that Iori had been leaving him  because he didn’t want him anymore because he looked so ugly. Mitsuki tried to calm him down, which was difficult but worked in the end. Then one day when Iori came home a little later. Riku got angry and accused him of Iori cheating on him because he didn’t need a domestic fat boyfriend. Iori who heard this was shocked and immediately denied it that he would never do something like that. That Riku was beautiful as he is. He will always be his beloved Riku. But the redhead’s mood swings were totally messed up. But luckily it was something that went away after a few weeks.

Then finally the week came where they would find out the gender. Ayaka looked closely at the baby during the ultrasound, as well as Riku and Iori. And one thing they could say, it never got boring looking at it,,the baby looks healthy, good work Riku-san keep it up! Would you like to hear your daughter’s heartbeat?’’ she smiled.

Iori and Riku, who had just found out the gender of their baby, remained speechless without any emotion.

A girl… 

I’m having a daughter…

They both had the same thought, they were overjoyed that it would be a girl. Hopefully they would be able to hold their little princess soon and welcome her into the family. Afterwards they listened to the heartbeats of their  princess and they couldn’t hold back their tears. They cried at the tone of their hearts, especially Riku who was comforted by Iori.

They bought lots of girls clothing games, clips, hair ties, bottles. Of course, their friends and families also bought something for them. They were so happy to see all the things and the shoes that Riku had bought a while ago. They were pink too… which means his selection was the perfect one.

Weeks passed, months passed and finally the time had come. The day of birth was finally here. The bag they had packed last night was now in Riku’s mother’s hand. She and Tenn were currently with him and when Riku started screaming in pain, they rushed into the living room to see that his water had broken. Both were immediately alerted: Tenn, who helped Riku get into the car, and Mei, who got Riku’s baby bag. They were just driving to the hospital and Riku screamed for them to tell Iori. He would only bring the baby out if Iori would be there.

So Tenn called Iori,, Iori-san! We’re on the way to the hospital. The time has come, come to the operations room, they reject taking Riku there. So Tenn quickly hung up to concentrate on Riku. Iori who heard this news immediately said that he had to leave and left. He was so excited his heart was pounding in his throat. It’s there his  daughter would come. Any moment!

When Iori saw Riku lying on the table in there, Iori immediately went in and held Riku’s hand. „Riku! I am here with you. I know you can do it. Can! It’s only a few minutes until we can see our daughter‘‘ Iori said and kissed Riku.

Ayaka, who came in now, came closer to them and got ready. We’ll catch Riku-San. Now, after I say “push” you start to push as hard and as hard as you can, understand? “Ayaka shouted. Riku could only nod because he had an oxygen mask on. They didn’t want to risk anything happening to Riku during birth because of his illness. And so they committed. Riku had to push hard. He was screaming, breathing heavily and he was hurting everywhere. His whole face  full of sweat tears ran down his cheeks. He just wanted it to end as quickly as possible.

„Riku-san, I can already see the head coming out, push even harder, it’s almost out, you’re almost there.“Spoke Ayaka

„Riku, you hear that! You’re almost there, come on darling, you’re the strongest person I know. You will do this and then hold our daughter, smell it and live together afterwards. In just a few minutes everything will be over. You are strong, I am so proud of you! I love you so much Riku. You make me the happiest person in the whole world.!!‘‘ said Iori to convey to Riku but also because everything was right.

Riku, who was holding Iori’s hand tightly, couldn’t help but cry more. It hurt so much but he would make it for Iori and his daughter. And so Riku pressed so hard this time that the baby came out with one push. The whole room was filled with the baby’s cry. Iori and Riku’s hearts were beating so loudly and they felt how happy they were at that moment. Ayaka took the towel to wrap the baby in and gave it to Iori.

Iori, who finally held his daughter after months, couldn’t help but cry. His princess was so beautiful. She looked just like Riku and him. That little nose and mouth were so small that Iori melted away. The eyes pressed together and the hands that were so small that they couldn’t be compared to his big hand. He judged his daughter and already loved the smell very much. He then went over to Riku, who had closed one of his eyes to calm himself down.

‚,Riku...‘‘ Iori said in a tearful voice. Riku looked up and saw Iori coming with his daughter. „Riku she is beautiful and so sweet. You really did great. She’s here.‘‘ Iori said in a gentle voice. Riku who heard this also cried this time, Iori brought their  daughter closer to Riku so that he could smell and kiss her too. And yes, just like Iori had said their daughter was wonderful and smelled so adorable. He wanted to have her in his arms, but knew he couldn’t do it that way. He would hold her later. Before Riku’s eyes closed from tiredness, he said in a weak voice

‚,Izumi Akane...‘‘ {born on July 17, 2024}

Hearing the name, Iori widened his eyes at the name. And he loved the name. ,, Akane-Chan.. Welcome home . Finally you are here my little princess.. I am your dad“

Riku was taken to a single room to rest well and also had his daughter with him as well as his husband.

He was happy to have both people he loved everywhere.

After a few days, Riku was allowed to go home. Of course Riku rested a little more at home. And Iori wouldn’t allow him to do anything. Since Iori was now in parenthood leave only for a year, which means he would take good care of Riku and his daughter. Riku said he was fine and yet Iori refused. He always argued with „I’m the doctor not you, I will tell  you when you’ll feel better so lie down.“ Riku couldn’t do anything but obey. While Iori made dinner, Akane was in Riku’s arms, sleeping. He smiled at his daughter and admired how beautiful and sweet she was. He was so happy to have her. So he kissed his daughter on the forehead and slept with her. Iori, who had observed this, began to smile and looked forward to the days with his family.

The nights were difficult, there were even days when Iori and Riku didn’t sleep at all, because Akane was always crying and couldn’t sleep. And when she felt asleep , both of them were so exhausted that they just laid down and hoped she won’t wake up  and would sleep for a few hours.like Iori and Riku.

After about 5 years, Akane had already grown a bit and was just starting to walk for the first time. Iori who stood behind her and smiled and Riku who sat in front of her in the seat and smiled excitedly. Akane took her first three steps alone and then felt down. Luckily Riku caught her in time and sat her on his lap while he kissed her cheeks. „You really did a great job Akane!! It made me very happy how you walked on your own. You’re a natural talent uyyy‘‘ Riku was so excited that he couldn’t hold back and hugged his daughter tightly again. Who already went to kindergarten.

Years later she turned  17. Akane had become a very beautiful girl. Her red long hair that went down to her skirt area was incredibly soft and wonderful. Her eyes were another thing. Her eyes were such a beautiful blue mixed with some silver that it was a very rare eye color for many people. Everyone admired her. She was smart and yet clumsy. She was kind and sweet just like Riku was. But she didn’t exactly trust everyone like Iori either. She shared half of his papa  and his dad’s identities. And this combination was breathtaking. Everyone couldn’t take their eyes off Akane, she was a very popular person. And everyone loved her. But Akane didn’t care. She only stayed with her close friends and enjoyed her high school time with them. After school she came home, washed her hands and went to the  kitchen where her papa was.

,, Papa! I’m back home,“ she called to Riku. „Oh! Welcome back Akane‘‘ Riku said as he walked over to give her a kiss on her cheek, making Akane blush. This species had really inherited from the Iori, which was sweet. „How was your school today? Was there anything new?‘‘ Riku asked nicely and prepared his daughter’s food. „No, everything is as usual, the only thing that bothers me a bit is that people are always staring at me like that. I feel uncomfortable... I wonder why I’m so popular even though I don’t do anything special.‘‘ Akane spoke up, a little frustrated.

Riku, seeing his daughter’s frustration, became a little sad. He brings the bowl of food to her on the table and sat next to her. „Well your dad  was really popular in high school like you are too , even though he didn’t do anything. He was rude, had no friends and trusted no one, but people loved that side of him and he also had incredibly good grades. Maybe it’s because of that. You’re also very pretty. Everyone will definitely want to have you as their girlfriend , but it won’t be that easy because I don’t give up my daughter that easily.‘‘ Riku said at the end with a smile and hugged his daughter, which made Akane laugh.

„Maybe you’re right, papa , thank you very much. You have helped me a lot and your charisma as always helps me a lot to calm down.‘‘ Akane said gently and lovingly as she stood up and kissed and hugged her papa. Riku nodded and just smiled. So he continued doing his work.

When it was evening, Iori came home and hugged his daughter and gave his husband a kiss on the lip. Finally the whole family was united and they were together. They ate dinner, watched something together, laughed and just had fun before they all went to bed.

The Izumi family was now complete. They were happy to have a daughter after all the times when there was only Iori and Riku. And they didn’t regret their decision at all. Being a young parent was really great. Of course you have more responsibility, but as long as you stick together nothing bad will  happen. They can do so much with their daughter. The way they raised their daughter was also great work. She was a living angel made up of two good people. Everyone loved her. But her parents loved her even more.

That’s how it began, from an addiction to having a child to having a child. Riku, who had always admired and loved babies, always had to do it from a distance. And yet now he had his own baby. It was in his stomach, in his arms and now in his house and everything was perfect as it should be. And he loved it incredibly much. His daughter didn’t have the same illness as him and that made him so happy and relieved.

If you want something then you should pursue it to the end... then one day you will get what you want. A happy life with everything you want.

Just like Izumi Riku is.