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Jungwon is desperate and desperate times require extreme measures. It’s debatable, if seeking advice by his best friend is an ‘extreme measure’, but Jungwon likes to think so.
It’s such a spontaneous decision, that he didn’t even call or message Sunoo beforehand and just went straight to his apartment after work. The long wait for an answer, when Jungwon pushed the button on the door bell should’ve been the first sign. The second, when Sunoo opened the door with red cheeks and slightly swollen lips. Jungwon in his agitation didn’t connect the dots and just stormed past Sunoo right into his living room, where then his movements finally come abruptly to a halt.
He suppresses a scream in sight of the man sitting on the couch. An unfamiliar man, who tries to comb through his disheveled hair with his fingers.
“Uh…”
Sunoo, who ran after Jungwon, looks between them and sighs. “What a terrible timing…”
“Sunoo, who is this?”, Jungwon wants to know, warily looking at the man before him.
Another sigh leaves Sunoos lips and his shoulders drop in resignation. “This is Riki.”
“Okay?”, Jungwon replies, waiting for further explanation.
“W-we’re kinda dating?” Sunoo looks unsure at Riki, who smiles reassuringly and gently at him.
“What? You- what?” It’s a bit incomprehensible for Jungwon, that Sunoo uses the word ‘dating’ for himself in context with another person.
“Come on, don’t be that shocked”, Sunoo chuckles and nudges Jungwon with his elbow.
“I’m sorry”, Jungwon apologizes, “it’s just- y’know you and…” He doesn’t want to say something wrong and make a bad impression for maybe Sunoos future boyfriend, so he stutters out some incoherent words hoping Sunoo understands.
“Yeah, I know”, Sunoo responds giggling. “Riki is just very convincing.”
Jungwon really doesn’t want to know, in which way Riki was convincing, he’s just interested, if this man is good for his best friend. For this he needs to know their story more and it kind of hurts him, that Sunoo never told him about Riki.
“Sorry for not telling you sooner”, Sunoo says, as if he’s reading Jungwons mind and puts his arm around Jungwons shoulder. His look has a hidden message of ‘I’ll explain later’ and Jungwon nods in understanding.
“Fine”, Jungwon huffs and turns to Riki. “I’m Jungwon, the best friend.” He smiles and stretches out his hand for a greeting. Riki takes it and gulps, not missing the threating gaze in Jungwons eyes.
“Nice to meet you”, Riki replies, trying not to seem too intimidated, but his small voice betrays him.
“Don’t scare him, Wonie”, Sunoo scolds Jungwon, but can’t help the laugh, that escapes his lips.
“Tell that to my boyfriend, who still is afraid of meeting you”, Jungwon counters, also laughing.
“Speaking of him”, Sunoos tone gets serious, “did he do something? You were so stressed before…”
“Oh. Oh… Uhm”, Jungwon splutters and scratches the back of his neck. “I-it’s not that important.”
Sunoo raises skeptically his eyebrow. “Yes, it is”, he declares, before he shifts his focus to Riki, expression going soft and apologetic. “We’ll talk later?”
Riki stands up from his spot on the couch, embraces Sunoo in a hug and places a kiss on his temple. “Of course, babe.”
Sunoo beams and his chubby cheeks glow in a red hue. “Bye, Riki.”
“Goodbye, Sunnie”, Riki murmurs into Sunoos ear and then he steps back from the blushing mess, that Sunoo became.
Riki also bids his goodbye to Jungwon, even bows a little, to which Jungwon just chuckles and waves him off.
“Oh. My. God! You’re so whipped for each other, I feel single, even if I have a boyfriend…”, Jungwon exclaims and lets himself fall into the cozy cushions of the couch.
“Oh come on, you and Jay are also disgustingly in love”, Sunoo shoots back, sitting beside Jungwon.
Jungwon is about to protest, when some detail catches his attention. “What do you mean with ‘also in love’?”
“I- uh, nothing?”, Sunoo tries to convince Jungwon, who just looks disapproving at him. “I mean, I really like him. More than anyone before and he already told me he likes me, so…”
“Okay wow…”, is all what Jungwon says, before he grabs a pillow from beside him and starts hitting Sunoo with it. “Why?” Hit. “The fuck.” Hit. “Didn’t you.” Hit. “Tell me?” Hit.
“Stop it!”, Sunoo screeches, hands raised and looking defeated at his best friend. “I seriously don’t know. It was just overwhelming for me too, y’know? But I promise, I’ll tell you, okay?”
Jungwon drops the pillow and puts his arm around Sunoos shoulder. “Alright fine.”
“But now we talk about, why you stormed in my apartment like a maniac”, Sunoo decides.
Jungwons eyes widen and now he’s the one who blushes, because he thinks about the reason, he came here in the first place. “U-uhm… I don’t think I want to talk about it anymore?”
“Oh yes, you want!”
Jungwon sighs, because yes, he kind of really wants to. “I told you, that Jay said we should take it slow?”
Sunoo hums in agreement, eyes however already full of suspicion.
“Well, you know, it’s been three months now and it’s still slow, if you know what I mean?”, Jungwon explains, his cheeks now red like a tomato.
A smirk unfolds on Sunoos lips. “So you finally want to get fucked by your lovely boyfriend again?”
Jungwon is about to grab the pillow again, when Sunoo raises his hands in surrender. “Sorry! But I’m right, am I?”
Jungwon buries his face in his hands and murmurs a “yes”.
“And you want my help?”
Another muffled “yes”, to which Sunoo just can laugh.
“Oh Wonie, you have no idea, what you’ve asked for…” Sunoos laugh turns into a mischievous grin and Jungwon debates, if it was a good decision to ask his best friend.
***
Jungwon is still not sure, when he looks at himself in the mirror. The light blue lace panty covers just the bare minimum and it sits low on his hipbone. He has to admit it looks cute, even if he’s a bit insecure, if Jay also thinks like that. The next piece, what Sunoo suggested, lays on the cupboard next to him and Jungwon takes it carefully in his hands. It’s a delicately structured silver chain with a few ice blue sapphires dangling from it. But it’s not for his neck. He places it around his waist and closes the clasp, so that it rests a little bit above his belly button.
Jungwon looks and looks and yes, maybe, it is kind of pretty, but he is just so deeply insecure. However he’s also desperate. That’s why he got advice from Sunoo in the first place. Now he has to get through it.
“Jungwon, are you okay?”, Jays voice rings through the shut door and Jungwon jumps on the spot out of surprise.
“Uhm yeah, all good”, Jungwon hastily responds.
“I’m almost done cooking”, Jay states, a tint of worry in his voice.
“Coming!”
Jungwon puts on his knee-length beige linen-shorts and one of Jays white shirts, the first four buttons open, and is glad, they cover up, what’s underneath.
One last deep breath and he opens the door to meet Jay in the kitchen.
They are currently at Jays beach house – of course he has one – to just have time for the two of them. It’s just for a weekend, but Jungwon enjoys it nonetheless and it’s the perfect opportunity to set his plan in motion. Seduce Jay. Could he just simply talk to his boyfriend? Probably yes. But Jungwon is too shy for that and instead thought it would be a good idea to dress himself up.
When he comes into the kitchen, the delicious smell of food greets him and the beautiful sight of Jay in a dark blue polo shirt.
“Go outside, I’ve already prepared something”, Jay says, before placing a gentle kiss on Jungwons temple. “I’ll be right over.”
Jungwon nods and goes through the living room to the veranda with view of the beach and ocean. A table for two awaits him, covered in a white tablecloth, red rose petals and candles all around the place.
“Oh my…”
“Do you like it?”, Jay asks, a plate of bruschetta in hand, which finds its place in the middle of the table.
“Of course”, Jungwon replies and throws his arms around Jays shoulders.
Their lips find each other naturally in a kiss and Jungwon presses himself a bit more against Jay. He doesn’t want to waste the effort Jay made, but he also wants Jay. Even more so, when he feels fingers in his hair, slowly tightening its hold. A quiet moan leaves Jungwons lips and Jay breaks their kiss.
“Let’s eat, hm?”, he suggests, also a bit out of breath, but definitely more composed than Jungwon, who just nods in defeat.
Jay pours them some wine, after they sit down and Jungwon smiles, when he sees which one. He had his fair share of different sorts throughout the evenings with Jay, but he still likes the first one they shared the most. Maybe it’s also because he holds onto the memories, it brings out.
The red liquid with its familiar taste spreads on Jungwons tongue and he hums in delight.
“Still this good?”, Jay wants to know, a lopsided grin on his face.
“Always”, Jungwon answers, also grinning and taking another sip.
They start eating and it would’ve been a surprise to Jungwon if it’d taste bad, but it’s absolutely fantastic. Also the spaghetti with lime-sauce and chicken, that came next and the tiramisu as dessert. He’s not sure, if it’s possible to seduce his boyfriend; simply because he’s too full to even move.
Jay decides to not bother with the dishes and leaves it for a task for tomorrow. Instead they sit on a blanket on the beach, starring at the ocean, Jungwons head leaning against Jays shoulder.
“Jungwon?”, Jay breaks the silence and Jungwon looks questioning at him.
“Yes?”
Jay looks nervous and he fidgets with something inside the pocket of his white jeans.
“I- I know, that we didn’t have the perfect start and I fucked up a lot” he starts and chuckles lightly. “But I’m so glad, every day, that you gave me another chance. Your kindness and patience make you so loveable. You’re shy, but also bold, when needed. You’re the prettiest person, I’ve ever laid eyes on and when you smile, my whole word lights up. I love you so much, Jungwon-ah.” His voice slightly shakes at the end and then he finally takes something out of his pocket.
It's a dark red velvety box and Jungwons eyes widen.
“It’s not what you think”, Jay says quickly and opens the box. In it are two silver rings. They’re simple, but still beautiful. “I just wanted to give you something as a sign for our ‘forever’. If it’s too much, I understand… I-“
“Shut up, Jay”, Jungwon interrupts him and takes Jays hands and the box into his own. “It’s perfect. I’d love to be your ‘forever’ and I love you.” Is it too soon for this? Maybe. Probably. But Jungwon doesn’t care.
A broad smile erupts on Jays lips and he takes one ring and places it carefully on Jungwons left ring finger. Jungwon takes the other and puts it on Jay. They smile and Jungwon can’t help the tear that escapes his eye. It may sound stupid, because it’s just a piece of jewelry, but he can feel it. How it connects them even more. How it feels like a promise of never letting go, of security. And foremost of love.
Jay places a tender kiss on Jungwons hand, right where the ring perfectly fits, before his gaze shifts to his lips. Jungwon understands and closes the gap between them. Their eyes close and every emotion, every tiny drop of love they have for each other flows into the kiss. Gentle, loving, unhurried. Jay cups Jungwons jaw, strokes his cheekbone with his thumb, while Jungwon has his hands on Jays upper arms.
“You make me so happy”, Jay whispers, when they part, foreheads still touching.
Jungwon just smiles, dimples showing and hums. “Yeah…”
“Let’s go inside?”, Jay suggests and Jungwon nods.
***
What exactly it was, nobody knows, but something shifted, when they entered the house with their fingers intertwined. It didn’t even need words, just one single look and then their lips found themselves in a heated kiss and shortly after Jay lifted Jungwon from the floor.
Jungwon loops his arms around Jays neck, who secures Jungwon with grabbing him by his thighs. In that constellation he carries them to the bedroom, throwing Jungwon softly on the bed. He stares at his heavy-breathing boyfriend, auburn hair splayed out like a halo on the white bed sheets and it just reminds him again of how lucky he is.
“Beautiful”, he murmurs, before leaning down to kiss him again.
Jungwon whines into the kiss, fiddling with the hem of Jays polo shirt, tired of waiting and finally wanting to see more his boyfriend.
“Impatient, are we?”, Jay chuckles, but complies and takes it off.
Jungwon doesn’t comment on it and just touches the tan skin stretched over defined muscles. It’s strong and warm and Jungwon wants even more; so much more. So he fiddles with the buttons of Jays jeans, until his hands are getting grabbed and put above his hand.
“My kitten really can’t wait, hm?”, Jay asks, but it doesn’t sound like a question. His tone is teasing, but his voice also dropped a few octaves. “Let’s get even first.”
With that he slowly begins to unbutton Jungwons shirt, leaving kisses on his way starting on his throat. Jungwon is so distracted by Jays voice and demeanor, that he forgot about his ‘surprise’ and just softly moans at every touch.
At some point Jay suddenly stops and takes a closer look. A delicate chain decorates Jungwons small waist, accentuates its size even more. It lets him look even more dainty and Jays fingertips stroke around the chain, awake goosebumps on the ivory skin.
“Oh kitty, since when did you wear something?”, he wants to know, looking at a dazed Jungwon.
“J-just today… Was a surprise”, Jungwon replies shyly.
“A surprise, huh?”, Jay repeats, while trailing his index finger down to the waistband of Jungwons shorts.
Jungwon shivers and since his first surprise is out in the open, he decides to be bold. “T-there’s m-more…”, he breathes, before moving his shorts to the side and revealing a bit of the blue lace.
Jay inhales sharply and he helps Jungwon to take off his shorts. It leaves an almost naked Jungwon, just dressed in lace panties, squirming under Jays intensive gaze.
“Holy fuck”, Jay mutters, caressing Jungwons inner thighs, making him whimper in the process. “Shit, you’re so pretty…”
Jungwon longs for a kiss and so he slings his arms around Jays neck to pull him down, his head now trapped between Jays arms. Their lips unite and their tongues intertwine to a slow but passionate dance.
Jungwon whimpers into the kiss and he ruts his by now hard dick against Jays thigh. The soft, but also kind of rough fabric of the lace creates a wonderful friction and he has to break the kiss, to shamelessly moan.
“Oh my needy kitten”, Jay teases and stops Jungwons hips with his hand.
Jungwon whines and a frustrated crease builds between his eyebrows.
“I barely touched you and you’re already like this…” Jays index finger trails along Jungwons length, still trapped in the tight panty, which twitches under the touch.
“Jay, please…” A breathy begging for more.
Jay smirks, trails featherlight kisses on Jungwons throat, until he bites down on his collarbone. Jungwon screams in a mix of pain and pleasure and throws his head back to give Jay more space. He uses it and creates a necklace of purplish marks, looking proudly at it, while licking his lips.
“You’re mine”, Jay almost growls, grabbing Jungwons waist with one hand and kissing him deeply.
“Yours”, Jungwon mumbles in-between, tugging on Jays hair.
“I’ll make you feel so good”, Jay promises, a lustful gaze in his eyes, before he uses his grip on his waist, to flip Jungwon on his stomach.
A surprised yelp leaves his lips, which turns into a soft moan, when he feels Jays fingertips on his spine, tracing them to his tailbone. Then he gets dragged on all fours and a second later a stinging pain spreads on his ass cheek. The sound of the slap still resounds in the room when it slowly turns into a simmering feeling of hot pleasure and Jungwon moans.
Jay is amazed at the reaction from his boyfriend and how beautiful it looks, the way Jungwons skin turns a pretty shade of red. The panty covers little to nothing, so there’s even more to see and Jay can’t help to also hit the other cheek.
Jungwon has the same reaction as before, but now he can’t hold himself up anymore and slumps down on his forearms. His cock throbs painfully and somewhere in the back of his mind, he asks himself where the pain kink comes from, but that’s definitely a question for later.
Now he concentrates on the feeling of Jays hands on his ass, grabbing the flesh, before slowly dragging down his underwear. It pools now around his knees, restricts his movements, but Jungwon doesn’t care, when he feels Jays hands on his ass again, spreading his cheeks, hot breath reaching his entrance.
That he can’t see what Jay is about to do, makes him nervous, but not in a bad way. He’s excited about what’s to come and he’s not disappointed, but surely surprised, when he feels the wetness of Jays tongue circling his rim.
“J-jay”, he mutters, head resting on the mattress, “don’t…”
Jay looks up, grinning and caressing Jungwons waist. “Why not? Don’t you like it?”
Jungwon bites on his lips, because he did. He does like it, but…
“It’s dirty…” That’s at least what his mind tells him.
“Don’t worry, baby. You taste delicious. And now be a good boy and relax for me, hm?”
With that his tongue is back at licking at his rim, before slowly breaching his entrance and Jungwon just lets out a whorish loud moan. Nobody has ever done that to Jungwon, he also never asked for it, forbid himself for even thinking of it, but god, it felt so good. Jays tongue reaches even deeper, caresses his sensitives walls and carefully a thumb joins the sensation, stretches his muscle.
Jungwon can only moan and whimper the name of his boyfriend in an endless loop, while his thighs begin to shake and Jay has to hold him by his waist. It’s such a foreign feeling for Jungwon, that he doesn’t register his upcoming orgasm, until it washes right over him. His eyes roll in the back of his head and his finger grabs tightly onto the sheets.
“Oh- oh my god…”, he whines and Jay licks one more time over his rim, before letting go and Jungwon slumps onto the mattress.
He turns around, now lying on his back and Jay looms over him, a smirk playing on his lips.
“So did you like it?”
Jungwon rolls with his eyes, but still blushes. “You don’t have to ask that…”
Jay pushes some strands out of Jungwons forehead, admiring the beauty beneath him, when suddenly soft lips lands on his. He has to admit, that it surprises him, that Jungwon wants to kiss him, after knowing where his mouth was a few moments ago, but he doesn’t complain. Also not when the kiss gets more passionate and Jungwons dainty fingers dig into his shoulders. It’s more instinctual, than with any intention, when he ruts his throbbing cock, still trapped in the confines of his jeans against Jungwons bare thigh, but it still makes him groan.
Jungwon also registers the prominent bulge and even if this was Jay did, was fantastic, it’s not what Jungwon had planned for tonight.
“Jay-ah… Don’t you want me?”, he tries to sound as seductively as he can, pushing his panty down his legs with his toe, so that he’s totally bare except the chain around his waist.
Jays eyes darken at the question, his left hand wandering to Jungwons throat, slightly grabbing it. “You have no idea, how much”, he replies, voice deep and tinted with lust.
Jungwons breath stutters, but he’s still able to smile. “Then take me. I’m all yours, don’t forget it.”
“Fuck”, is all what Jay can say, before he connects their lips again. They kiss and kiss, until they have to part, gasping for air.
“Okay, wait here, I’ll get some stuff”, Jay announces after catching his breath and is about to get out of the bed, but gets stopped by a hand around his wrist.
“No need”, Jungwon says shyly, grabbing with his other hand under the pillow for a bottle of lube.
Jay smirks. “You’ve planned this, huh?”
“M-maybe…”
“Oh baby… You’re cute, when you’re desperate”, Jay teases, while he unbuttons his jeans.
Jungwon doesn’t comment on it, just waits until Jay finished putting off his jeans and boxershorts and is back on the bed. Then he straddles his lap, takes the lube and puts a good amount in his hand.
Jay, taken aback from Jungwons sudden change of behavior, just looks at his boyfriend. “What do you do, Jungw-?”
He’s not able to finish the sentence, because of Jungwons hand that works skillfully on his cock, making it even harder. He groans under the touch and closes his eyes to enjoy the feeling. Therefore he however misses how Jungwon tries to sink down on his length.
He’s nowhere near prepped enough, but Jungwon is determined. The tip breaches his entrance and both hiss – Jungwon in a weird sensation of pain and Jay of the sudden tightness around his cock.
“Jungwon, wait”, Jay commands and stops Jungwon by his waist, who whines in dissatisfaction. “You’ll hurt yourself.”
“I can take it”, Jungwon replies, voice unsteady, but his point still stands. “Please… I need you…”
Jay is torn; the logical part of him clearly says no, his dick otherwise wants to bury itself in the tight heat in an instant.
“Be careful”, he warns and loosens his hold on Jungwons waist. His dick clearly won…
It hurts – there’s no way to deny it. But strangely in a pleasant way. Jungwon takes every inch carefully and pain shoots up his spine, but it hurts so good. His head is thrown back and his lips just leave short pants and breathless whimpers. Finally his ass meets Jays pelvis and both moan loudly.
“Jay, can you help me move?”, Jungwon slurs, his eyes unfocused. He just feels so full, he can’t think clearly.
Jay, noticing Jungwons state, pecking his lips, before holding him on his lower back. “Of course, baby.”
He carefully sits up and slowly moves inside Jungwon, enjoying the feeling of being inside his love and the sounds he makes. Jungwon clings onto him, scratches his back, while they find their rhythm. They sweat and the little kisses they exchange taste salty, but they don’t care. It’s so intimate, so loving. It’s not just sex, it’s making love.
Jungwons moans get louder, everytime Jay hits his prostate and now he can feel his building orgasm.
“I-I’m close…”
“Yeah, me too”, Jay replies, breathing into Jungwons mouth as an attempt to a kiss.
“Cum inside, Jay”, Jungwon whispers and that’s what does it for Jay. One last deep thrust and he cums, biting onto Jungswons shoulder to muffle his moan.
Jungwon feels the hot liquid inside him and maybe he has another undiscovered kink, but he cums too, a silent scream on his lips and his nails digging into Jays shoulder.
They ride out their high, smiling at each other, exchange gentle kisses, while Jay holds Jungwons waist and Jungwon cups Jays jaw.
“Shower?”, Jay asks after a while and earns a displeased noise from Jungwon, who rested his head on his shoulder.
He is about to argue, but is instead faced with a mischievous grinning Jungwon. “What about round two?”
Jay just chuckles and pushes Jungwon into the mattress.
***
Sunlight shines through the curtains and warm Jungwons skin. He doesn’t know, what time it is, but Jay is still peacefully sleeping next to him. He doesn’t want to wake him up, but after their night together he’s quite hungry; that’s what his growling stomach tells him at least. So he decides to make breakfast. He’s not that great at cooking like Jay, but he knows the basics.
He carefully entangles himself from Jay and gets out of bed. Because he only wears a boxershorts, he grabs the white shirt from Jay and pulls it over his shoulders, not bothering with the buttons.
Slowly he tiptoes out of the room and downstairs. He’s on his way to the kitchen, when he stops by the veranda, opening the door. The already warm breeze of the ocean greets him and Jungwon takes a deep breath. If he could, he’d live here forever. It’s so peaceful.
Jungwon stretches himself, lost in his thoughts, when he feels strong arms around his waist.
“Good morning”, Jay mumbles, his voice still raspy.
“Morning”, Jungwon replies, caressing the arms around him. “I didn’t want to wake you up, I’m sorry.”
“You weren’t”, Jay just says and nuzzles into Jungwons neck. He clearly lies for Jungwons sake, but it’s kind of cute.
Jungwon thinks about this moment. How he got here. How he never thought, that the uncle of a student of his has now a hold of his heart. How he had to fight, almost had to give up. How he just wanted to get loved by him a little…
“I love you so much”, Jay says, like knowing his thoughts and intertwines their hands.
Jungwon tears up, holds up their left joined hands to place a chaste kiss on it and right then the sunlight reflects on the silver rings. It feels like a reminder of their ‘forever’.