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Every single thing irritated Riddle Rosehearts. It wasn't helping the fact that the number of rulebreakers were increasing day by day. Although he can't let a moment of weakness be seen, after all he is the housewarden of heartslabyul, he must set a good example for the other dorm members. It angers him how his dorm members can't follow such simple rules, it made him so irriated, mad that it makes him want to cry, this was truly an exhausting month.
His throat felt sore, like it was telling him to just burst into tears. But why? Why is he even feeling like crying?, surely it can't be because of rulebreakers, he's the housewarden, so he must enforce the rules to them one way or another. So why? Surely he can't just cry out of the blue without any reasoning whatsoever, that'd be stupid after all. Crying without any reasonable cause, that's just extremely foolish, he just decides to suck it up and hope this feeling disappears soon.
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Currently, Riddle is doing independent studying, following his studying schedule while waiting for his mom to come back. It had been a few days since he was forbidden to seeing Chen'ya and Trey, Ever since then he'd vow to never break his mother's rules ever again. But.. it just doesn't feel right, why does he feel so empty inside? A wave of emotions comes over him, Is he feeling upset? Is he feeling confused? Is he feeling empty? Is he feeling exhausted? Is he feeling angry that his favorite time of his day was taken away from him? His throat felt sore, he was about to burst into tears, he tried to remain a straight calm posture. Just why did he feel like crying in the first place? Riddle keeps asking that question to himself, but he can't even come up with an answer. He has the most respected mother, that makes her correct. So why? Was he just being a spoiled brat? Maybe that's it, he's being fed and he has a roof over his head. People have it way worser, so why can't he just shut it and suck it up already.