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“Can we talk?” Hearing this question from your lover when you wake up can give you a bright adrenaline shock. This simple question can mean so many things, and most of the time, it doesn’t end well.
It wasn’t surprising for the two to have serious conversations, but they usually never start on such a note. Punz felt stupid. The words could mean everything, but he couldn’t help but think about what he had done to make his lover in such a state. He couldn’t hold the possibility of him hurting Sapnap by accident, and he knew he wouldn’t forgive himself if he did.
So he sat down on the kitchen chair, mainly to prevent his body from falling from the stress, and invited Sapnap to do the same with a gesture of his hand. His right foot was tapping on the ground, and he was glad he wore socks to cover the sound he was making.
Thankfully, Sapnap seemed to be aware of his lover’s stress because as soon as he sat down before Punz, he put his hand on his lover’s and blocked his feet with his own. Sapnap took a deep breath and locked his eyes on Punz, ready to admit what was on his mind.
“It’s nothing bad, alright, and if you don’t like the idea, it’s fine.” Sapnap talked slowly, a small, adoring smile on his face. Punz’s shoulders dropped finally, relief running through his body.
“Go on, baby, I’m listening.” The blond said, now caressing the other’s hand with his thumb.
“I want to fuck you.”
The caresses stopped, and the constant buzzing sound of the fridge was the only thing preventing the kitchen from being dead silent. Punz could feel the embarrassment creeping through Sapnap’s body. He wasn’t against the idea, but he knew agreeing on this proposition just like that wouldn’t satisfy his lover.
The blond groped Sapnap’s hands tightly, adopting a playful expression on his face and sitting straight. Sapnap’s heartbeat was so loud and fast that he could feel it like it was his own.
“Hmm, yeah, it’s a possibility.” The gentle kiss given to his hand contrasted his tone, almost suspicious for the poor, trembling guy.
This gentleness was revealed to be a part of Punz’s malicious plan because as soon as he dropped his hand, he moved his chair across the table, next to his lover, and let his hand travel along Sapnap’s shorts.
Punz’s fingers were playing with the laces, twirling one around his finger to pull it as much as he could, tightening the elastic around Sapnap’s shorts. This simple action made the brunette whine, making him feel like he was running out of air and that although his lover agreed with his proposition, he still held no power.
“But you never told me stories of you fucking anyone” He pulled the lace again. “I am not sure you’ll be good enough to handle me. Do you think you’re good enough, sweetheart?” Punz added, now kissing the side of his neck tenderly.
The poor guy could only nod, a quiet groan escaping his mouth and a shaky hand grabbing the blond’s thigh hard. “It doesn’t look like you’re good enough.” Punz answered, barely convinced.
“Please!” He breathed more kisses along his neck. “Let me show you, please !” He added, more desperate to have what he wants. The soft lips against his skin were making Sapnap weak. His head was spinning. His wish and desire seemed like a complete delusion just by looking at his state. But he was still determined to give back the pleasure he had received since the beginning.
Sapnap wanted to see Punz shaking under his gaze, to hear him beg and whine from every little touch he was willing to give. But he was also very aware that reaching this dream was impossible since he was too desperate for the other’s orders.
“Calm down, pretty.” The sweet words called the brunette instantly, making him breathe immediately.
“I’ll let you fuck me on one condition: you have to show me how good you’ll do and how good this dick of yours will make me cum” Punz added without a second thought.
It wasn’t an actual condition or an object to fulfill in the blond’s mind but more of a way to see how far his lover was willing to go. And he would be lying if he said that the idea of Sapnap lazily thrusting his cock inside of him was not turning him on.
A slight hum was the only word resonating in the room as he was coming down from this small spike of arousal. And with a light smile and a small nod, the deal was sealed.
The first ‘test’ happened during one of their relaxing nights. They were both on their bed, Sapnap’s head on Punz’s thick thighs and the rest of his body on the soft mattress. The blond was slowly tugging at the other’s hair, enjoying whatever monotonous stream they were watching on the big screen of their bedroom.
It felt ridiculously hot, adding to the fact that they lay under multiple banquets and layers of clothes, but the two of them didn’t want to move an inch. Their situation felt very domestic, and the blond felt almost guilty ruining it. Almost.
“Baby”
Sapnap looked at his boyfriend, eyes almost closed from the lovely scratches on his head. The back was now wholly resting against his lover’s thighs, and he felt his hands moving his hair in front of his face.
“You are such a pretty sight.” Delicate fingers were now on his cheeks, caressing the hot skin carefully. “You look so fragile…” same fingers running down Sapnap’s neck. “So easy to break…” a choked sound echoed. “And I thought you wanted to make me cry. How pathetic of you now.”
Sapnap couldn’t hold any longer the sounds he had been gulping the entire time. He was transfixed by the reverberations of Punz’s deep voice. It was like he couldn’t think straight, couldn’t do anything on his own. He was truly pathetic.
But being pathetic doesn’t mean he has no chances to change things and to prove that he can dominate the guy currently looking at him.
And without another word, he got up and sat on the bed carefully, not to break his new mask of confidence. Both of the brunette’s hands landed on Punz’s waist, and he gripped them as if he was never going to leave him. With the bit of strength he had left in his arm, he led the man on his lap and moved both hands on his lover’s butt.
Sapnap thought the surprise was a pleasant facial expression on the blond’s face. And it was easy to comprehend why he was so shocked. Sapnap was always pictured as the weaker one of the couple, even with his strength, so Punz never imagined his boyfriend possibly taking the lead. But it wasn’t a problem because he knew the brunette could break with nothing.
Their lips collapsed into a lovely dance, heavy breaths coming from their mouths. They were genuinely addicted to one another, not only physically, even if their current situation contradicted this fact. Sapnap’s hands slipped inside Punz’s pants, feeling the skin on his fingers. He let them travel around Punz’s ass, trying to figure out how to place his hands to make the other fall more and more under his touch. But his struggle made him look weaker than he thought, and the blond quickly took advantage of it by deepening the kiss and biting Sapnap’s lips while rutting his hardening dick against him.
But the feeling wasn’t enough for Sapnap. He wanted to feel more pleasure, to let himself be fully engulfed by it and to sink into submission, but a part of him also wanted to prove that he could handle a little bit of dry humping. So he rapidly removed his hands from the hot confine of his boyfriend’s pants and grabbed the inside of Punz’s thighs to stop his movements.
Unfortunately (or fortunately) for him, the humping didn’t stop, and the only rough kisses changed into a full making-out session. Sapnap’s arms felt like jello at this point, barely holding anything, but he couldn’t bring himself to care. He was too far gone for that, and it was too late for him to be in a dominant mood anymore.
The tongue curled around his taste like desire, sucking every breath remaining in his body and absorbing every beat of energy. The pressure on his crotch was almost suffocating, preventing him from breathing normally, and the weight of his head was too much to stay in the same standing position.
Sapnap’s body was almost limp at this point, his mouth now free to breathe as his head went to rest on the headboard. Bold fingers started to play with his zipper, finally making the boy hope to be free from all this heat, but they stopped their action immediately after the thought crossed his mind as if Punz could read his mind and was playing with it to play with him.
The brunette faintly heard: “Do you want to continue my love?”. The question felt like sugar to his ear, almost too sweet coming out of him, proving once again that he lost control. He answered a small ‘yes,’ coming out almost as a whine of frustration, but Sapnap sighed in relief when he felt the same fingers toying with his zipper again.
Shame crawled up his face and neck at the sight of his small hard dick against his belly after his bottom was removed, but he proudly smiled when he saw that his boyfriend was in the same state inside his pants.
“Making fun of me, pretty boy? You better whip this stupid smile out of your face if you want to get off tonight.”
The effect was immediate on Sapnap. The skin of his dick was purely rutting against the rough texture of the blond’s pants, and the slight pain felt so good. His hips were moving up and down, his hands gripping the shits next to him. He hadn’t realized that Punz was just above his lap, unmoving and observing his lover getting off on him, still fully clothed. It was such an incredible sight, and he had to admit that the pressure on his dick, even under all of this layer, was enough for him to bring him to completion.
Sapnap was shamelessly moaning, precum coming out of his red tip and falling directly onto Punz’s jeans. He was getting too close to Punz’s opinion, and ejaculating this fast when he didn’t get to have fun a little with his boyfriend was not what he planned. So Punz completely sat on Sapnap’s lap, stopping his movement altogether and earning a painful cry of frustration. He placed his hands around his waist and pushed his torso against the other, making sure his jean were directly rubbing against Sapnap’s shaft and moved as if he was fucking him.
His ups and downs made Punz animalistic, a mixture of lust and frustration flooding through his blood, slowly consuming each of his nerves. Lust for seeing his boyfriend in such pleasure and feeling it through his clothes, but frustration from not feeling it directly. As Sapnap got close again, now shaking and sweating even when all he had done was to lie and take, Punz stopped himself from moving and removed the bothering pieces, trapping his length from the pleasure. He placed it against Sapnap’s, contemplating their size difference, and took them into one of his hands.
His touch wasn’t shy at all, too desperate to cum to hesitate and to look at what he was doing. The feeling of skin against skin was his favorite. he felt like his soul, as well as his body, truly belonged to the other. He jerked off both of them fast, his thumb playing with Sapnap’s head and the tip of his fingers squeezing them tightly. Surprisingly, Punz came first, surely too excited by watching his lover get off, and the other followed quickly after.
They cuddled for a while that day, not bothering to clean the mess they made but simply enjoying each other’s company until they got tired of being in the same uncomfortable position.
The second ‘test’ happened the same week, with both of them enjoying the tension this challenge created. Punz was the one coming out with this new idea, and he wasn’t ashamed to show that he was mostly proposing because he knew his lover wouldn't hold the whole ‘dominant act’ long. But Sapnap couldn’t care because he realized how nice all of this brought them to new scenes. And he wasn’t frustrated that he couldn’t fuck his lover.
Sapnap knew after the last time that he could never be dominant. Not because Punz doesn’t want to submit easily but because he likes too much being taken care of by his wonderful boyfriend. The thought of Punz becoming a power bottom still lingered in his mind, but it wasn’t the top priority anymore.
So when Punz asked him to show him how he would fuck him, he wasn’t expecting at first for him to show it with a clear fleshlight. The object was too big compared to his dick, and the toy was still tight since they barely used it, so Sapnap knew he would ridicule himself again. But he loved it.
Sapnap removed his pants under Punz’s piercing gaze, legs trembling from excitement and greed, underwear still sticking to his lower half. The blond took the bottle of lube in his hand and put some of it on his fingers. The fleshlight disposed on the bed was now covered in sticky fluids to help the brunette further in his future movements. Punz fingered the clear toy with two fingers, not wasting any more time. The look on Sapnap’s face was everything he had waited for. Watching his mouth open as he fuck the toy open for him, watching desperate eyes shifting close by just thinking that those same fingers were fingering him and not the toy looked like a euphoric dream to him.
Punz put the fleshlight on the wooden desk of their room and removed his pants, leaving his underwear on. He watched his lover struggle to remove the last pieces of clothes from his body, a recurring action with each sexual act and waited patiently for him to move in front of the desk.
Sapnap was nervous, he could tell, and he was slightly scared of pushing things too far with him. Punz loved his boyfriend more than he could tell, and he would do anything to protect him and to make him happy. He knew his little challenge was a better answer than a simple ‘yes’ for him, but he didn’t want to put his lover in an uncomfortable position just because his stupid brain was too horny.
But Sapnap, as if he was reading his mind, gave him a small peck on the lips and a reassuring smile. He silently asked Punz if he was okay, which was answered by a delicate kiss on the cheek.
Sapnap put his left hand on the desk, preventing the weight of his body from falling on the ground from his trembling legs. His other hand was at the base of the clear toy, pressing gently and making the lubricant inside dripping on the wooden desk.
Punz was behind him, watching with care every move his lover was making but not helping him in the slightest. Patience was not a part of his personality at the moment, but since Sapnap was not in his usual headspace, he simply let out his impatience through a breath.
“Show me how well you can fuck me and how well your tiny fucking dick can satisfy me,” Punz spat, hands suddenly gripping the brunette’s hips and arousal pressing against his ass.
A pitiful cry was his only answer, but Punz was satisfied by it, finally knowing the effect his words and all of this situation had on him.
And it seemed that his words also had an impact on the trembling boy as he started penetrating the fleshlight. It felt just so right and too good for him to move an inch more, even if most of his penis was already inside due to its size. The pressure exerted all around him, accompanied by the coldness of the lube, was making Sapnap pant loudly.
Both of his hands were now on the sides of the toy, restraining it firmly to move, to fuck it as best as possible. He lost it all when his first thrust came, rubbing his ass against his boyfriend’s erection simultaneously.
The want of being fucked by Punz dominated his mind, but Sapnap had to fight it and prove that he could fuck him if he wanted to. So he thrust in and out again, more rapidly this time. His eyes were fixed at the entrance, watching every inch disappearing inside of it. But he was kind of disappointed because he wasn’t big enough to see himself more clearly inside the clear fleshlight.
Each breath he was letting out after each in and out revealed his current mind state, but he couldn’t care now. The toy was sucking him at his best, perfectly enveloping his shaft, and he could only wonder if the feeling would be the same inside of his lover.
“Daddy, please! I want to feel you!” Sapnap pleaded, head resting against Punz’s shoulder. It was agony to feel how his show was affecting his lover without being capable of doing anything about it. And Punz was too weak to let the poor boy suffer from it, so he just complied and rubbed his dick against the other’s ass. The show wasn’t about him, so he couldn’t care to remove his boxer yet.
“So good, fuck”
His hips were going faster, fucking the fleshlight like he was already chasing his orgasm. His thumbs were applying so much pressure near the entrance of the toy that it was like it wasn’t stretched at all. As he reached his point, he felt the hands on his hips stopping him from all movement.
Tears were coming from his eyes, and a pleading cry involuntary split out of his mouth, announcing his disappointment. But the top priority in his mind was to please his lover, so he let himself be taken away from the pleasure without a fight. He suddenly felt pressure at the back of his thighs, right under the curve of his ass, and Sapnap quickly understood that it was, in fact, Punz’s cock.
“Can I?” The blond murmured in his ears, arm now slowly caressing his belly. His voice was completely different, almost weak, and he knew his lover was just as excited as him.
To answer his request, he opened his legs slightly, letting Punz’s dick rub against his thighs and his balls, giving him an electric shock of pleasure. Punz ‘fucked’ him in this position for a few minutes, then proceeded to take Sapnap’s dick and put it at the fleshlight’s entrance again. Sapnap couldn’t hold the sounds of pleasure he was keeping from himself, far too overstimulated to order anything to his brain. He just let his body take and take until he painted the inside of the toy with his release.
Punz came right after him, holding the boy with all of his strength in his arms. He laid Sapnap into the bed and went to steal a kiss from his plump lips, loving the way the brunette’s body was covered in sweat.
“Good job, sunshine, you are such a good boy” Punz said, admirative eyes admiring the piece of art in his bed and loving how bold his lover was to get out of his comfort zone to please him.
After a few minutes of cuddling and a lot of aftercare, they both decided that the conversation from a future scene could wait because their only dominant desire was to spend as much time together after this heated sexual act.