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I lost you
Those vibrant red eyes now full of darkness
That once beautiful smile now replaced by malice
I could’ve stopped it
But I was too afraid to let you go
Too scared to say goodbye
Now the decision will haunt me till then end
You’re gone
The old you is gone
All that remains is the soul of hell incarnate
Our friends warned me
Tried to help me
But I wouldn’t listen
I wanted to prove them wrong
That you were stronger than that
But now
Only regret and sorrow remain
Now they’re all gone
You saved me for last
Just so I would suffer the most
One by one
All in front of my eyes
Their cries and screams
The anguish on their faces
All of it burned into my mind
But my heart refuses to let go
Every time i look at you
I can’t help but believe you'll break through, Rosemi
That slight glimmer of hope
Was all I needed
But now
As you plunge that knife in my heart
I know it's over
We lost
But no matter what anyone says
I loved you
I will always love you
In any lifetime
Even if the result is the same
I will love you
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I killed them
You’re the only one is left
The only one who trusted me
The only one who stood by my side
No matter how much everyone warned you
No matter how much I warned you
You stayed
I couldn’t kill you first
Why didn’t I kill you first
It would be so much easier
It would all be easier
But no
Your cries
Your screams
Your pleas
Fell on deaf ears
I’m not in control
Satan won
I can’t do anything
My body moves when I don’t want it to
My mouth speaks when I want to stay quiet
But her voice reached me
And only me
I’m trying, Elira
But nothing is working
I’m sorry
For making you watch them die
You should have been first
But now
My love
I will set you free from this hell
At any cost
I will end this for you
And I will suffer knowing
I could have ended this
My love
My eternal love
In the next life
I will find you
And make sure it is different
Make sure you’re happy
Make sure this cycle doesn’t last forever
As this knife hits your heart
Know that I love you
I will always love you
I will change the result
And love you