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Six bottles of soju have been emptied. Three boxes of chicken are nearly gone. Soobin's playlist of the month is playing faintly from his phone.

Usually a scene like this won't cause any trouble - if anything it brings a few hours of calm before they were forced to go back to their unfortunate lives of juggling university and adult responsibilities.

Tonight though, Kai finds himself nearly spitting out the shot he's just downed and struggles to breathe by the end of Taehyun's sentence.

"Didn't you and Beomgyu hyung have Yeonjun hyung teach you how to fuck or something?"

The question didn't come out of nowhere (though that doesn't make it any better). The five men were originally discussing past hook-ups and relationships when Taehyun spoke up, following a particularly funny story of one of them learning how to give head thanks to another fellow counselor at summer camp. Now no one was laughing as Kai struggled to remember his reasons to continue living.

In the midst of Kai trying to not die, Soobin's eyes were nearly bulging out of his head. "WHA-"

"NO!" Kai gets out in a raspy voice. Someone is slapping his back in assistance and Kai peeks to see his best friend of over a decade, Beomgyu, blushing as bright as a stop sign. He can assume that his face isn't any dimmer, but at least Beomgyu has the long hair to hide behind.

"Yes he did," Taehyun, Kai's best friend of a similar time frame (up until this moment), insists as he opens another bottle. "You told me about it after it happened."

"It wasn't how to-" Kai starts to screech, but stops himself. He needs to compose himself. This color on him isn't helping his case in the slightest. Before he can continue though, another voice pipes into the conversation.

"I taught them how to kiss," Yeonjun, the man of the hour, corrects nonchalantly. He takes the bottle from Taehyun and gulps down enough for two shots. He's just as unphased by the burning down his throat as he is by the sudden attention.

It doesn't surprise Kai at all - that was just his hyung always was. Shameless, cool, everything Kai wasn't. It's how he always was and it was exactly why he understood Beomgyu's massive crush on the older when they were in high school.

Granted, that crush never really went away. Only difference is that Kai was another sailor of that same boat.

With the exception of another boat he was trapped on, but who was he to unpack such feelings responsibly?

"I guess that's less scandalous," Soobin pouts and grabs the bottle next.

Kai squints at his university-made friend. "Scandalous?"

"I mean," Soobin shrugs and takes a small swig that brings a wince to his face, "you, little Huening, in a promiscuous setting with hyung AND Gyu?" He pauses then with the bottle still pressed to his lips. "Well actually, I guess it'd still be more talking than actual fucking."

Beomgyu snatches the bottle from Soobin then, glaring at him as the older whines. "You have ONE one-night stand and you think you're more spontaneous than Hueningie?"

Though Kai appreciates the defense, it loses a bit of fire after Beomgyu's cute nickname. Still, his heart flutters regardless and he shoves another piece of chicken into his mouth before it can show on his face.

Taehyun, however, seems to have it out for him though. "I remember our little Huening mentioning there was some visual learning he had then."

Again, more choking. If death was the result Taehyun was looking for, Kai would rather he do it with a gun than bring that up. It's exactly what he tries to say through his eyes once the chicken goes down. All he gets in return is a shrug and a smirk.

Alas, now Soobin seemed more eager than ever. "Visually?" He looked between the three with a gleam in his eyes that was akin to a child in a candy shop. "He watched a video or-" He pauses and Kai avoids his gaze. When there's a gasp, he assumes Beomgyu wasn't as discreet. "Yeonjun and Beomgyu made out FOR him?!"

"Okay," Yeonjun sighs and Kai looks up to see his expression same as ever, "let's just explain before we become victims of false-journalism."

Soobin mumbles, "I wasn't going to tell anyone."

"If you told Yeosang about the time we nearly hooked up, you'll tell anyone anything."

Soobin opens his mouth, only to shut it.

Kai would be lying if he said he wasn't curious about that story, but something tells him asking for more would backfire. Instead he just watches as Yeonjun moves closer towards him and Beomgyu. He plops himself between the two, both arms around each boy with a slight ruffle of Beomgyu's hair.

"It wasn't that big of a deal," Yeonjun explains. "Beomie had just mentioned that he wanted to learn how to kiss before some dumb party he and Kai were going to."

Kai grimaces. A lie, one neither told the elder even years later.

"And Kai just, so happened to be there?" Soobin tilts his head.

"He wanted to learn too!" Beomgyu exclaims. "He was- he was too nervous and only opted to watch."

Again, another lie. One that became his downfall, as he eventually told Taehyun days after the incident.

High school, as Kai remembers, wasn't so bad. He only really hung out with Beomgyu and Taehyun, he never had any tumultuous relationships, let alone crushes, and his grades were always high enough for his teachers to recommend him applying for multiple scholarships.

Even when Yeonjun came into the picture, things never got out of hand. The cooler, pretty senior moved into town recently and simply took a liking to the trio once Kai guided him to all his classes. Though he was less studious and partied a lot more than them, he never made them do something they weren't comfortable with. He helped forge signatures, got them out of class if needed- Yeonjun was more of an upgrade to high school if anything.

The only difference was the addition of Beomgyu's vocal pining and whining over how perfect their oldest friend was. Taehyun always ignored or left the room whenever it got too much, but Kai would always lend a helpful ear. He'd always hype up his friend to Yeonjun as well, making sure to describe how cool Beomgyu was, how he's 'incredibly talented in the guitar,' and even make sure the only seat available was one next to Beomgyu. Despite that, Beomgyu never made a move, merely moping whenever the older spoke of his most recent hook up or, rarely, relationship. Kai only stayed by his side, comforting him while Taehyun rolled his eyes at their dramatics.

Then came one fateful lunch.

Beomgyu had been in his usual Yeonjun slump. The older told them about a party and that party involved him kissing someone that wasn't Beomgyu, which was clearly a big problem. Kai nodded absentmindedly while his friend went on about how it 'should've been him' and sighing about just the mere sight of the older's lips. He must've missed something in between, because next thing he knows is Taehyun groaning loudly before suggesting madness.

"Why don't you just ask him to teach you how to kiss if you want him that badly?!"

In the ruckus of their cafeteria, the three fell silent. Kai was gawking at Taehyun's sudden outburst while Beomgyu blinked at him. Slowly, red creeped up Taehyun's neck and he opens his mouth, likely to apologize.

It clamps back up though when Beomgyu beams. "Kang Taehyun, you're a GENIUS!"

That's how, a day later, Kai finds himself awkwardly watching his best friend begging on his knees during their usual walk home.

"Please PLEASE Kai!" he chanted, hands clasped together while people tried not to stare as they passed. "I NEED you there!"

Kai quickly ushers him to his feet once he sees some ladies his mom knows whispering at the sight. "Why would I want to be in a room with you and hyung when you're trying to kiss him?" He whispers harshly.

"Because it'll look suspicious if I'm the only one who wants lessons!" Beomgyu explains. "He's less likely to reject me if there's TWO desperate suckers like us in need of guidance!"

There's no logic behind his reasoning, but Kai doesn't argue against it. "Ask someone else then!"

"Taehyun already said no and you guys are the ONLY ones I trust with this! Please, you won't even have to do anything else!" Beomgyu moves to kneel again, but Kai grips his shoulders before he can do so. Instead he clasps his hands and moves closer to the younger. "Please, Hueningie... I need you."

The plan itself sounded too complicated to work, let alone to escape without massive humiliation. Yet, when he sees Beomgyu's large eyes and deep pout, mixed with the slight whine in his nickname, Kai feels his resolve collapsing.

So, two days later, Kai then finds himself awkwardly sitting on the floor of Yeonjun's bedroom.

"Your room is so cool," Beomgyu says in awe as he looks around. Kai nods in agreement, eyeing the posters on his wall and large mirror/closet as Yeonjun walks in with water bottles in hand.

"Benefits of being an only child," the elder chuckled as he hands Kai his water. "Having parents always working has some hand in that as well, but then what credit would I give my own creativity."

Kai laughs, nerves slowly settling in when he meets Beomgyu's gaze in the mirror. When the two approached the older earlier in the day about their 'issue,' Yeonjun had been very assuring in offering his help. He opted to invite the two to his home, suggesting that it'd be more private, though only if they were comfortable with that. Beomgyu was eager to agree before even discussing it with Kai, but he supposes he'd rather this that to be caught in an uncomfortable situation by his sisters or parents.

"So, when exactly is this party?" Yeonjun says, shutting the door and cleaning up a few clothes on the floor.

"Tomorrow!" Beomgyu and Kai said in unison. The story was that they were going to their first high school party - a different school, to avoid an investigation - and rumor has it that 'bottles would be spun.' They just want to be prepared as they talked big game yet lacked experience. Kai thought the wording could've been better, but this is Beomgyu's lie. He's just here for support. 

Yeonjun hummed, pacing the room while tapping his chin. "And you never kissed anyone?"

Again, in unison, the two shake their heads.

"Not even each other?"

"What?!" Even their surprise is in sync, the two staring at the other before looking away with red cheeks.

Yeonjun, on the other hand, only chuckles. "I just figured you'd have at least once," he shrugs and ruffles Kai's hair, which only deepens the shade on his face. "You're really close so I mean-"

"Nope!" Beomgyu interjects before plopping onto the edge of Yeonjun's bed. "Completely virgin here!"

Kai's eye bulge and Beomgyu's face fall once the words leave his mouth. Thankfully, Yeonjun remains unphased and just laughs. "No shame here," he waves off.

He moves towards where Beomgyu is sat, but pauses when he sees Kai. "You don't want to sit up here?"

Kai quickly shakes his head, "I uh- I'm more of a visual learner." He stutters, slightly proud of himself for the excuse. "The view here would be better and uh- I don't want it to be too crowded."

His explanation seems to satisfy Yeonjun, the older nodding before sitting down next to Beomgyu, giving just enough space so they weren't touching each other. "That's alright, but if anything changes-"

"Nothing will change." Kai reassures, unknowingly his famous last words.

Yeonjun nods with a smile and then takes a breath. It's somewhat of a blur then - they talked about 'safe space' and making sure the other person is comfortable, which Kai appreciated. After that, Yeonjun turned his body towards Beomgyu, who visibly stills at the sudden attention.

"Now just go at your own pace, okay?" Yeonjun explained. "You can touch my face, or almost anything, if you want and if I don't like it, I'll let you know."

Beomgyu nods and Kai's watches as his Adam's apple bobs up and down. "So I just... kiss you?"

"You can if you want," Yeonjun's voice is lower now, almost a whisper. "Show us what you got, Beomie."

Kai feels a shiver at the word choice, at being included despite just watching. It continues to trail down softly as he watches Beomgyu move slowly, hand cupping Yeonjun's cheek and slightly bumping his nose. He resists the urge to gasp when he sees their lips touch.

It's only for a second before Beomgyu pulls back, face red and looking slightly embarrassed. Kai had expected to feel uneasy, but instead he waits in anticipation for Yeonjun's reaction.

There's a slight hum that he realizes is from Yeonjun. He doesn't look disappointed, which eases Kai's worry for his friend at least, but Beomgyu still drops his hand from his face with a frown.

"I'm sor-" Beomgyu starts to say, but Yeonjun's waves him off.

"It's your first time," he soothes, "you didn't do anything bad. You, actually didn't do anything at all."

Both Beomgyu and Kai furrow their eyebrows, which brings out a chuckle from Yeonjun. Then he reaches to Beomgyu's face, cupping it the same way he had before, and Kai holds his breath.

"This was good," Yeonjun says, smiling sweetly while Beomgyu looks caught off-guard. "You have warm hands - make sure you use that."

Beomgyu nods dumbly. Any other situation would have Kai snorting at the behavior, but he feels entrapped in this ordeal. Yeonjun is whispering other pointers, but it becomes muffled in his ears while the two inch closer. He knows Beomgyu is hanging onto every word with the way he readjusts, using one hand to touch Yeonjun's chin and pressing their foreheads together. Kai nearly misses his next warning had he not tried to ground himself back in reality.

"Can I show you now?"

As Beomgyu nods, Kai follows suit. He doesn't realize Yeonjun had been also waiting for him, smiling spread just before the distance closes between the two yet again.

He had figured it'd be weird, just watching his best friend kiss their friend. Yet after three seconds, Kai wonders if it's supposed to be this enjoyable. Even after Yeonjun pulls back for a second, he finds himself glad that Beomgyu chases after him and continues.

He sees Beomgyu finally moving his own lips, albeit a bit slow, but seemingly satisfying the older with how he moves closer towards him. He eyes the split second of saliva that appears, the low hum that reaches his ears when Beomgyu opens his mouth, and the slight gasp that comes after they break apart for a moment.

"Good?" Beomgyu whispers, forehead still pressed against Yeonjun's.

Good, Kai wants to reply, but feels off for wanting to. He's not part of that, he's on the ground for fuck's sake.

Yet, he nods and feels a flutter in his chest when Yeonjun smiles in his direction. He realizes then Beomgyu's gaze on him. He expected some bit of envy, his crush was smiling at Kai instead of kissing him of course, but instead he finds something unreadable in his gaze. Something that, after a second longer, sends a shiver down Kai's spine.

"Still need more practice?" Yeonjun chuckles, which only grows when Beomgyu nods eagerly. "Okay, show us what you learned," he says, connecting their lips for a second before kissing Beomgyu's cheek as Kai's own flush at the word choice again. "Just so Hyuka really knows what to do."

Kai doesn't have time to process the inclusion before they begin making out again. This time he watches as Yeonjun opens his mouth and bites his tongue when Beomgyu seems to nibble on his lip. Another hum sends a jolt down his spine and Kai digs his nails into his palm as Yeonjun lets out a series of small noises, clearly trying to assure Beomgyu that he was doing great.

He tries to find something about this uncomfortable, but he only gets more entranced. He wonders how it'd work with him part of that - if Beomgyu would nibble his own lips apart, or if Yeonjun would bury his fingers into his own hair. He pictures moving closer, tugging onto one of their hands and either one pulling away to give him attention. He imagines Beomgyu bringing hums out of him while Yeonjun trails his lips down his neck, head lolling to the side and-

Kai feels dizzy. They haven't stopped, which he is confusingly glad for, yet it's as if he's holding his breath with them. Even when he tries to look away, it only worsens when he sees Yeonjun watching his expression in the mirror.

Suddenly, Kai stands and the two pull apart. Despite the clear enjoyment they were having, worry clouds their features as they look up at the younger. Again, there's that flutter and-

God, he needs to get out of there. At least for a moment or two - long enough to calm down.

"Bathroom," Kai blurts out and only waits a second for them to process before bursting out of there. Yeonjun yells something about it being on his left and eventually Kai is leaning against the shut door, panting heavily.

He doesn't remember what exactly he was thinking then. All he knows is that he stayed there for at least ten minutes, or until he heard footsteps walking past. He flushes the toilet to not look suspicious, washes his hands and splashes water on his face before leaving. When he reenters the room, Beomgyu is there alone.

"Hyung is ordering pizza," he beams, which tells Kai that his sudden exit didn't ruin anything. It helps returning the smile, but worry still spreads across Beomgyu's face after. "Are you okay? I didn't mean for that to-"

"I'm fine!" Kai squeaks. "Lots of water, small bladder." He tries to chuckle, but it's more uncomfortable when he's hoping Beomgyu doesn't notice his still full water bottle.

The explanation seems to work though as Beomgyu's mouth quickly forms an 'o.' The smile is back on his face then, "Did you see how he kissed me?"

Too well, Kai thinks, opting for just nodding along. He continues doing so as Beomgyu goes on about how it felt, what he was thinking, and then eventually what else they 'learned' while Kai was out.

"I think he was holding back a bit because he didn't want you to feel left out," Beomgyu says and Kai has to dig his nails into his palm yet again. He stops when Beomgyu places a hand on his shoulder, big eyes looking into his as he sighs.

"Thank you so much for this Kai," Beomgyu says quietly before pulling him into a hug. Kai manages to wrap his arms around his friend, heart beat still going at an alarming pace, just before Beomgyu pulls back and pinches his cheek. "My sweet Hueningie."

Kai is still processing the jolt the action sends down his spine when Yeonjun comes back to ask what toppings they want. It follows him when he makes it back home, everything replaying in his mind to the point where he can't sleep.

At the time, he opted against doing what most would've done as temporary relief. In his mind there was only one thing that could help, which involved making a very late call to a very close friend.

"Hello?" A groggy voice answered and Kai takes a deep breath.

"Kang Taehyun," Kai grits out, "I'm going to destroy you."

By the time they finish, the chicken is reduced to just bones and Soobin is leaning back on his hands with an intrigued expression. "And after all that, you just... didn't talk about it?"

"Well no," Yeonjun says while Beomgyu shook his head. "I did ask a few days later how did things go and Gyu told me he and Hyuka ended up making out with each other instead of other people."

At that Soobin exclaims, "YOU KISSED BEOMGYU?" into Kai's face, the younger avoiding his and Taehyun's stares to focus on his nearly cleaned chicken bone.

That was the final lie. Beomgyu actually just showed up to Kai's house to watch a movie and get their story straight while Kai was spamming Taehyun over how much he wanted to kiss Beomgyu.

"We don't like talking about that," Beomgyu awkwardly chuckles. "We were a bit tipsy and just agreed we wouldn't talk about it."

"Woah," Taehyun chuckles, subtle sarcasm evident to Kai but flies over the heads of everyone else, "how scandalous of you, Kai."

Kai continues to suck off the remaining meat on his bone, glaring at Taehyun for all his work of the night. The retelling just reminds him of the frustrations he had to go through after all that.

The end of the story for the other two is when the pizza arrives and all three go home, never mentioning the kissing lesson again. They call it a 'fun experience,' or 'heroic duty' if you're Yeonjun.

For Kai, the story continued for about a year before he could accept the fact he wanted all that to happen again, and possibly more. By that time though, Yeonjun had gone off to college and Beomgyu had began his own dating phase, so he was left to bury it while also relenting his very feelings to Taehyun every time it threatened to swallow him up again. It ended up being a good system, one that followed him all the way to his second year of University. Now Kai could say he had everything under control with little regrets.

"Can't believe I wasn't the only one who's throat you've shoved your tongue down."

This time, at the very least, the choking does not come from Kai.

Yeonjun is grasping at the table while Beomgyu pats his back in a panic and Soobin struggles to pick his jaw up from the ground.

Kai, on the other hand, can't do much but stare at Taehyun in absolute horror.

"He's shoved WHAT down your WHAT?!" Soobin is the first to shout. Yeonjun eventually collects himself and can finally look at the two with pure disbelief.

Taehyun shrugs and frankly, Kai is wondering if he's truly done something to warrant this much unneeded tension on him. "It was during our first year and we were the most convenient option for the other," Taehyun explains easily.

He wasn't wrong, but it also wasn't the whole truth. Following 'the day that changed everything,' Kai's constant pining led Taehyun to confess that he had feelings for Beomgyu too - which explained why he was so annoyed with the older's crush on their friend. They became each other's outlet for their poor, pathetic pining, which result in a bunch of pent-up tension that just suddenly burst. Next thing he knew, Taehyun was jerking him off in a bathroom of a random summer party while Kai struggled to not moan louder than the music blasting downstairs.

"Got carried-away" was the excuse they told each other.

Until it happened again in Kai's house. Then in Taehyun's dorm. Then a few more bathrooms, parties, a car, the beach- It was a lot of tension they had. They were helping each other out in more ways than one - especially for Kai

Every time he thought about how he felt just watching Beomgyu and Yeonjun kiss, he would tell Taehyun and Taehyun would just assure him that it wasn't weird, it was just puberty. Though it made Kai feel better, it remained in the back of his mind up until things escalated and Kai thought if it would be just as good to watch Taehyun jerk off himself.

"Experimenting" was the excuse Kai gave both to Taehyun and himself when he brought it up. It was also the excuse he kept giving for it to keep happening and for Taehyun to happily oblige.

Still, the system was still good. They made good outlets for each other even after they agreed to break things off. It was mutual! They even had one last hurrah before officially staying nothing more than friends! It helped Taehyun get over Beomgyu and Kai to come to terms with himself. No harm, no foul.

Except now the harm was Kai's reputation and Taehyun's life once they leave.

"How come I never knew about this," Beomgyu asks, turning to Kai and making the younger feel a sudden wave of guilt.

"We agreed to not tell anyone," Kai says reluctantly. "It was just to let off steam, it wasn't like we were dating."

Taehyun nods along, ignoring the incredulous looks everyone is giving them. "It was just hand stuff-"

"HAND STUFF?!" Soobin is standing now. "I thought it was just making out, but you guys FUCKED?!"

"Yah! Binnie!" Yeonjun yanks Soobin back down and goes back to working on his chicken bone. "Not everyone has to tell you who they've hooked up with and when." Kai nearly breathes a sigh of relief, until Yeonjun suddenly looks at him. "I'd be lying though if I say I wasn't curious."

It's hard to swallow and even when Kai tries to avert his gaze, he finds Beomgyu's eyes on him too.

Maybe now he has one regret to his system: not paying for Taehyun's silence.

"It wasn't anything too crazy." Everyone directs their attention to Taehyun. "Just handjobs, blowjobs, humping if we were drunk-"

"YAH!" Kai finally yells and chucks his bone at Taehyun.

"Oh!" Taehyun snaps as he dodges the assault. "Can't forget the fingering."

Dear God let that be the end or so strike-

"Especially after he watched me do it to myself." Kai buries his face as Taehyun whistles loudly. "He's really a visual learner, that might be the one thing I miss about that phase in our friendship."

Kai can't even find it in himself to feel proud. Not when three of his friends are gaping at him like they just watched a sex tape he starred in.

Someone ends up clearing their throat and Kai's head fills with dread when Beomgyu's voice pipes up. "Did you- you never uh-"

"You never fucked him with your di-"

Soobin's mouth is clamped shut thanks to Yeonjun, whose face is an uncharacteristic shade of pink as he meets Kai's eyes.

This was clearly not a situation that can be numbed by the current amount of alcohol in his system and so Kai sees it as enough reason to call it a night. He quickly stands up with a clap of his hands, "That was fun, lets find a new topic to discuss next time guys." He quickly walks over to Taehyun, who doesn't move, and nudges him. "Say your goodbyes, Tyunnie!"

Taehyun looks up at Kai innocently, "Soobin hyung had a very good question-"

"And it's one that NEVER needs to be answered!" Kai says through gritted teeth, mustering all that he can through a glare he hopes his friend can feeling through his skull.

There's a moment when Taehyun meets his eyes that he considers his options and when Kai hardens his gaze, he eventually sighs. Feeling a sense of victory, Kai relaxes his shoulders and waits.

That is, until Taehyun turns back to their friends. "No we never did. I genuinely think he's just waiting for his next lesson with his favo- HEUGH-"

Kai manages to use all his strength to yank Taehyun up by his shirt and quickly push his out the door.

Just before he leaves, Kai shouts over his shoulder, "Just so you know, Soobin, I think Tyun would much rather be fucked than do the fucking!"

The door slams loudly behind him. Taehyun's whining follows soon after. "You ruined my whole plan! He was supposed to find that out after I got him in my bed!"

"Consider it karma, asshole," Kai grumbles as he makes his way to the elevator. He quickly tries to close the doors and deepens his frown when Taehyun makes it in regardless. "What the fuck was that all about? Did I forget some break up anniversary for you to suddenly expose our whole sex history?"

"No, but if you're curious we did end our benefits in mid-July," Taehyun replies easily and flinches when Kai whips his head to stare at him. "That first thing about your kissing lesson was genuinely a slip up, okay? That was when the soju really hit me."

Kai scoffs, "So everything after that was when you decided to 'go big or go home' or-"

"It was because I saw how Beomgyu and Yeonjun were looking at you."

At that, Kai stops.

Taehyun glances at him before looking forward again. "They were practically eating you alive with their eyes after your story and it only got more apparent after I brought us up."

Kai swallows hard, waiting for a 'gotcha!' of any sort, but only gets the quiet hum of the elevator in return. He looks to his front again as they reach the ground floor, thoughts jumbling in his head before they settle once again.

"That doesn't mean anything."

The elevator dings and Kai walks out, ignoring the the loud, annoyed groan Taehyun lets out.

"Come on!" Taehyun exclaims as they walk out into the night. "I just told you that the two guys you've been pining after since high school looked like they wanted to lick you whole even after seeing you sucking off a dry bone and you still think you have no chance?!"

Kai takes a deep breath, causing the two to stop. "Beomgyu has, and still, is in love with Yeonjun after all this time. In that time, it's only been Beomgyu that Yeonjun has kissed, and Yeonjun that Beomgyu has kissed." Kai turns to Taehyun, continuing before the other can say a thing, "There's no reason for me to think they'd want me like that when they have all that experience and history together."

"You're Beomgyu's best friend and have known Yeonjun just as long," Taehyun deadpans, but Kai shakes his head.

"And they call me 'little Hueningie,'" Kai sighs, remembering how amused they seemed at the thought of him being 'scandalous.'

Though he doesn't seem convinced, Taehyun doesn't argue and mumbles a simple, "Okay."

It brings a small smile to Kai, "Thanks though for admitting that my rhythm gaming heeds incredible results in the sex department."

This time, Taehyun is the one who scoffs as he starts walking again. "I did not say that. I just said your fingers were clearly crafted by a God and were meant as an apology for the rest of you."

The sudden change makes Kai laugh loudly for the first time that night. "That was ten times more poetic than what you said back there."

"Reminiscing over you being three knuckles deep in my ass brought out the Shakespeare in me," Taehyun sighs dreamily. "I'd consider begging you to remind me where my prostate is once we get back to the dorm if I didn't know you were still pathetically lusting after two of our hyungs."

Kai hums, tapping his chin, "Maybe you could have another 6ft man three knuckles deep in you if you stopped playing hard to get."

Again, Taehyun scoffs. "Let go of all this tension I've been building up and be the first to cave in just because I'm horny?" Kai rolls his eyes as his friend lets out a dramatic laugh. "Patience is a virtue that I'll only receive when I'm the one being begged for mercy."

"He practically already is!" Kai exclaims as they turn the corner towards their building. "Did you see how desperate he looked after he found out we've touched each other?"

"Oooh, how do you think he'd react if we sent him a video?" Taehyun beams.

Kai, on the other hand, just walks faster.

"We could send one to Beomgyu and Yeonjun too!"

This time, the elevator lets Kai ride alone.

A week passes after that torturous night with no repercussions. That could be due to the fact that everyone's been too busy with school and work to delve more into what was discussed, but Kai can't complain. Especially not when he has a whole essay to rewrite and turn in before midnight, thanks to his laptop suddenly crashing without saving his document.

One stressor was enough for him, thank you very much.

Of course that could never stay as such forever, which becomes evident when Kai's cramming session is interrupted by a big, brown eyed boy plopping down in front of him in the common area.

"Are you busy?" Beomgyu asks, oblivious to the loose papers and opened books strewn across the table.

Kai would say yes, but maybe this was his sign to take a break from the screen. It's also been awhile since he last saw Beomgyu - he was starting to miss the rapid heartbeat he got whenever their gazes met.

"Have you talked to Yeonjun at all lately?" Beomgyu asks after Kai shakes his head.

"Lately as in..." Kai trails off, though he's not really sure when the last time he spoke to the elder. He was still a bit mortified from their last encounter, so he wasn't really set on seeking out an interaction.

Beomgyu leans closer, hair falling a bit in front of his eyes as he says quietly, "Since Taehyun brought up the kissing lesson?"

Kai stills. "Why-"

"He's asking if we had any time to go over to his house any time this week." A phone is thrusted into his face and Kai squints before he can read the text on screen, essentially word-for-word of Beomgyu's explanation.

It's not out of the ordinary for Yeonjun to invite them over. He was a social butterfly, he thrived on human interaction. Yet after all they talked about - Kai can't help but feel uneased.

"Are you sure he didn't mean all of us?" Kai chuckles, trying to hide any discomfort that might show on his face.

"He would've messaged the group chat if he did," Beomgyu explains away easily. "Plus I asked Soobin, he says that Yeonjun said nothing about hanging out recently."

Kai bites his lip, suddenly wanting to go back to his essay rather than think any more deeply about this. "It can't be about the kissing lesson," Kai tries to argue. "It was just a stupid thing we did in high school."

After he finishes, there's a flash of something unreadable in Beomgyu's expression that Kai doesn't catch before the older continues. "But what if it is? What if..." Beomgyu starts to mumble, as if talking to himself. Kai nearly doesn't hear the last part of his thoughts, "he wants to do it again?"

The idea of such sends a jolt down Kai's spine, he almost gets carried away with several scenarios before reality grounds him once more.

"Then shouldn't you go alone?" He suggests, albeit reluctantly, but he knew that it made sense. There'd be no reason for Kai to be there when all he was part of was an nonexistent audience.

The idea though is immediately rejected by Beomgyu, who shakes his head in a panic. "Kai, I can't go alone. He might want to ask something about that day." He pulls his phone out and shows the text again. "Plus, he asked for you too!" Beomgyu then grabs onto Kai's hand, "Please Hueningie, I need you to go along with me."

It's deja vu - the whine in the nickname, the large brown eyes staring back at him with a plea, warm hands clasping his own.

It's pathetic how easily Kai folds even years later, not to mention how his heart grows fond at the sight of Beomgyu smiling in glee at the agreement. Still, something in the younger feels off about the ordeal. Call it a gut feeling - or maybe just the fear of being alone with the two men all his wet dreams centered around - but Kai gets a sense that he should at least try to bring along someone else.

"Maybe we can ask Taehyun to join us," Kai suggests.

Beomgyu stills then, hands still holding onto Kai's. "Huh?"

The sudden change in demeanor takes Kai aback, but he doesn't mention it. "Just in case, you know? Maybe Yeonjun won't want to interrogate us if he's there." He finishes with a chuckle, but he feels like it goes unnoticed with how little attention Beomgyu is paying towards him.

It isn't until after he's done that Kai notices the gaze Beomgyu has on his hands - fingers gently spread out as he runs a thumb over each knuckle, mouth open almost in awe.

The gentle action makes Kai gulp. "Hyung?"

Beomgyu's eyes snaps up and he starts coughing. "Right, yeah, Tyun!" He quickly stands up then, Kai's hands falling to the table with a thud. "Yeah go ahead, I'll text you the details later."

He barely gives a wave goodbye before he disappears down one of the halls. Kai's only assurance of their exchange happening is the crashing of someone's books and a loud string of apologies from his best friend.

It's after that that Kai finds himself staring at his hands, Taehyun's words echoing in his mind.

'Your fingers were clearly crafted by a God.'

Kai wonders if Beomgyu was thinking the same thing.

It takes a bit more time to convince Taehyun to agree to join them than Kai would've liked. The first mention of Yeonjun's request results in several sexual scenarios that Kai files away for future lonely night material and long discussion short, he uses the 'you owe me for exposing our sex history' line to finally get Taehyun to say yes. Huge burden off his shoulder, Kai couldn't be more relieved once the day arrives and he's waiting for Taehyun outside of Yeonjun's building.

Except the waiting goes from five minutes to ten then to fifteen. By minute twenty, Kai sends him another text.

kai

its been an hour, were you kidnapped?

tyun

ok

tyun

dont hate me

Kai takes in a deep breath, hate building up before he can even read the next message.

tyun

soobin hyung invited me over to study

tyun

and yk

tyun

priorities

Tremendous self-control is the only thing preventing Kai from breaking his phone. Deep breaths, stay calm, its what he chants as he sends a reply to Taehyun.

kai

YOURE CHOOSING DICK OVER YOUR BEST FRIEND????

tyun

potential dick

tyun

you forget he still has to beg

kai

IM BEGGING YOU RIGHT NOW

kai

COME OVER HERE

kai

PLEASE TYUNNIE

kai

WE CAN DO THAT FUCKING VIDEO AND SEND IT TO HIM

kai

ILL EVEN GET A GODDAMN RING LIGHT

kai

TRIPOD GREEN SCREEN THE WHOLE PRODUCTION

tyun

oooo tempting

tyun

anyways

tyun

you mind if I use your hoodie? I think looking small might be the missing piece

kai

I hope hes into scat

kai

I hope he mentions it right as youre about to cum and your first orgasm with him is forever scarred by it

tyun

taking that as a no then

tyun

and assuming you wont mind me using your shorts either

Kai puts away his phone and buries his face into his hands.

There's no turning back now. He was gonna have to go in there with no back up, no buffer.

Begrudgingly, Kai steps in.

Yeonjun's apartment building is a lot nicer than the dorms, despite the long bus ride needed to get there. The elevators don't shriek hauntingly when Kai goes up to his floor and the carpet isn't sticking up in places that could trip him if he wasn't looking.

His eyes still find themselves attached to the floor as he makes his way towards the older's place, heart beating faster than his footsteps. He wished he had at least came here with Beomgyu, but that arrangement was thrown out when he thought he could trust Taehyun to have his back. Staring at the door and knocking now felt a lot more nerve-wracking than it should be. 

"Hyuka!" Yeonjun cheers brightly once the door opens and the tone eases some of Kai's worry. "Beomgyu said you were supposed to be here thirty minutes ago with-"

"Yeah, he cancelled," Kai grumbled. Maybe if he thinks hard enough, Soobin will suggest coming over here instead of kneeling at Taehyun's feet in shame.

Yeonjun at least seems to also be disappointed, but it disappears quickly as he beckons Kai to follow him.

Though still small, the only other room being a combination of a living room and kitchen, Yeonjun's apartment felt very much like his childhood home. There was a bit of clutter everywhere, family photos here and there, and it always smells like there was a cooked meal. It felt very much like the older himself.

"Gyu's already sitting in there," the older says pointing at a closed door and snaps Kai out of his observation. "I'm just gonna get some waters."

Kai nods, feeling another sense of deja vu as he walked through the door. It increases then when he realizes the room in question happened to be his bedroom - similar to the one they found themselves back then, large mirror included, but the floor was slightly more clean and had a larger bed.

"Hey," Kai snaps his head over to see Beomgyu, true to Yeonjun's word, sitting on the bed. "Tyun isn't coming?"

Still taking in everything, Kai shakes his head. He first moves towards the floor, but stops.

It's too familiar, WAY too familiar.

"Can I?" He points to the spot behind Beomgyu on the bed, the easiest way he could think of not repeating history. Beomgyu nods, patting the space, and it's only when Kai is sat behind him that he can finally relax.

The moment only lasts a second though as Yeonjun steps in with the waters and shuts the door.

Again, too familiar. "Can we leave the door open?"

Both boys stare at him and Kai makes the show of shaking the collar of his shirt. "It's kinda warm here."

"Oh, I guess that's true," Yeonjun mumbles and opens the door back up.

Kai breathes a little easier, yet again. He tries to stay in this head space while Yeonjun paces around the room.

"I appreciate both of you coming," he starts, not looking at them at first and the ease slowly leaves Kai's body. "I really feel like we should talk about this."

Fuck this is it. He's gonna bring up the lesson, scold them for lying, and then kick them out in disgust. Kai grabs Beomgyu's shoulder, more to comfort him than the older, and smiles when Beomgyu pats him in return.

"You two are clearly in love with each other."

Kai's mouth runs dry.

"What?" Beomgyu is sat up straight.

Yeonjun tsks, "I really should've questioned it a bit more after the party, but I just figured you two had handled it responsibly." He then gestures between the two, wide eyes as if the evidence was right in front of him. "Clearly not! You two couldn't even look at each other when we talked about that kissing lesson!" He folds his arms, disapproving expression that actually makes Kai feel a bit guilty. "Now I think it's time you two talk about it."

Beomgyu and Kai exchange glances, neither appearing to know what's the best course of action in this case.

Kai clears his throat, "Hyung, I don't think that's necessary." He chuckles, "That was so long ago, it was more embarrassing than concerning."

Unfortunately, Yeonjun shakes his head. "There's something more here that you two are too scared to bring up," he sits beside them on the bed, a bit too close for Kai to think clearly. "I want you guys to open up - even if you want me to leave, I'll do it. As long as you two sort out your feelings."

Sort out their feelings, Kai has to try to not laugh pathetically at the request. He'd rather they sit in silence than unpack that. He's perfectly okay doing so, opening his mouth with some funny retort that never comes out - because Beomgyu speaks up.

"We lied, hyung."

Kai's mouth stays open as he stares at Beomgyu. His face is unreadable, aside from the faint pink on his cheeks, as he stares at Yeonjun.

"We didn't go to a party and we didn't make out," he continues. "I lied about that just to seem cool in front of you."

Kai looks back at Yeonjun, cringing as how his previous disapproval has been melted down to confusion. "Is this true, Hyuka?"

Reluctantly, Kai nods.

Yeonjun hums, nibbling his lip while staring at the ground.

"Please don't be mad hyung," Kai quickly says, scrambling a bit to crawl closer to the older. "Beomgyu and I just didn't want ti disappoint you and seem like losers. We shouldn't have done it."

Yeonjun nods, thankfully not looking too upset. "I'm not angry," he says, sighing while Beomgyu and Kai relax slightly. "I do still think something needs to be done about this."

"Anything," Kai says hurriedly. "Whatever you want hyung."

Yeonjun smiles sweetly, reaching over to ruffle Kai's hair and bringing out a grin from the younger.

"You two should kiss then."

Kai stills. Beside him, Beomgyu splutters a bit, but Yeonjun continues smiling. Kai waits for any potential take backs - or for the hum of the prank cam to expose itself - but nothing comes.

"You think me and Gyu should kiss?" Kai manages to get out, wringing his hands and heart jumping when Yeonjun nods

"I mean, the fact you two lied about it must mean there's something there."

He expects Beomgyu to jump in then with a "No, it was just convenient," just so the way his heart is beating can dissipate. Instead when he looks at his best friend, Beomgyu looks like a deer caught in headlights.

"You don't have to," Yeonjun's voice breaks Kai's trance. "You shouldn't kiss just because I think so."

There it is again - hyung making sure everything is comfortable and safe.

It's strange how much it turns Kai on.

"I want to."

The sentence leaving him so easily surprises not just him, but Beomgyu as well. He shrinks a bit at the wide eyes on him, "But if that's weird or-"

"I'm okay with it."

Kai looks at Beomgyu, the older quickly adding "I mean- might as well right? To at least make that lie a bit truthful."

Not the exact words Kai wants to hear, but the way Beomgyu's pinky reaches for his tells Kai there's something else etched in there. His touch is careful and Kai glances over at Yeonjun, who's watching with a gentle, yet rapt attention. He feels a hand against his face and sighs at the feeling of fingers pressing the top of his cheeks. He nearly closes his eyes, but he doesn't want to miss Yeonjun's reaction - not when he seems just as interested as Kai felt all those years ago.

"Go ahead," Yeonjun says. "Show us what you've learned."

Kai redirects his attention towards Beomgyu, gaze flicking from his lips to the eyes he never stops thinking about, following the other's tongue as he quickly wets them. A quick nod, a slight nose bump, and Kai gasps just as Beomgyu's lips meet his.

The wetness is a pleasant surprise. It makes the sliding of their mouths easier and Kai relishes in how plump his best friend's lips felt against his. His entire right cheek in engulfed in Beomgyu's hand and Kai leans into it as they move against each other.

Kai lets out a short hum before pulling back a bit, panting while Beomgyu thumbs his cheek.

It was only a few seconds - definitely shorter than Yeonjun and Beomgyu's practice - but he already feels so affected. He feels embarrassed by that fact alone. Then Beomgyu's gaze darkens and Kai thinks he's not alone.

"Good?"

Kai glances over at Yeonjun, taking notice of how wet the older's lips are as well, how dilated his pupils looked.

He looks back at Beomgyu, Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he tightens his hold against Kai's jaw.

"Good." Is all Beomgyu says before pulling Kai back, this time moving in a more frenzied manner.

Kai gasps when their lips reconnect, a series of hums escaping him as Beomgyu pushes further against him. His tongue swipes across the seam of his lips, eager and so, so wet. Who was Kai to deny entrance?

The feeling of Beomgyu blindly exploring his mouth fills his whole body with an indescribable heat. It's hard to stifle his moans when Beomgyu seems hellbent on exploring every crevice and forcing Kai to swallow his own noises. Kai feels as if he could drown like this, with nothing but the taste of Beomgyu on his tongue.

Then he bites down on his lip and Kai whines. The sound surprises him and he nearly pulls back, until Beomgyu moans against his lips, hands traveling down to his waist. 

"Fuck, Hueningie."

God that...

Kai tries to ignore the way that makes him shudder, how it makes the tent in his pants grow larger. He focuses on Beomgyu's hot breath and lolls his head to the side, forcing the other to nose his jawline.

"Can I?" Beomgyu whispers against his ear, squeezing his side and Kai nods eagerly. He can't help the sigh that leaves him when lips trail from his jaw to his neck. He tries to tilt farther, giving Beomgyu more access, more of a canvas to work with, and moans when his tongue sweeps down his Adam's apple.

"Fuck.."

Kai's fluttering eyes open at the sound, realizing the voice didn't belong to him nor Beomgyu.

The sight of Yeonjun, face red and eyes following Beomgyu's movement.

"Hyung," Kai breathes, keeping a hand on Beomgyu to keep him in place. The sound snaps Yeonjun out of his trance, looking at Kai in wait just before the younger reaches out.

The older quickly gets closer and Kai grabs his hand, guiding it to his thigh. Yeonjun's gaze stays there for a moment, just until Kai speaks.

"Can I show you what Beomgyu taught me?"

Yeonjun blinks. The chuckle that follows is a surprise, so much so that even Beomgyu stops to glance at Yeonjun.

Then he squeezes Kai's thigh and the younger gasps.

"Show me."

A second later, Kai is moaning and whining into Yeonjun's mouth as Beomgyu marks up the left side of his neck.

Unlike Beomgyu, Yeonjun allows Kai to take charge. He waits for Kai to open his mouth, for Kai pull him closer when he wants to explore deeper, and he does so while letting out a multitude of hums and groans every second. The hand on his thigh fits snugly and every so often a small squeeze of it makes Kai moan louder into Yeonjun's mouth.

Eventually though, Yeonjun moves to pepper kissed down the other side of his jaw and gently bites all the way down to his collarbone. The contrast is dizzying and Kai feels the strong urge to just lay back, hands being the only thing to support him against the soft mattress.

"Should we stop?" Beomgyu whispers against his skin, incredibly close to where Yeonjun is busy soothing a bite with his tongue. "Is it too much?"

Kai quickly shakes his head and feels Yeonjun chuckle against him.

"I think you're forgetting my hand is right near your painfully hard cock."

The lewd statement just makes Kai tilt his head back and moan. It doesn't help that Yeonjun moves his hand closer to graze the bulge and he bites hard on his lip to stifle the whimper that threatens to spill out.

"Don't act like you're not just as hard," Beomgyu's voice rumbles against his collarbone. "Fuck, I'm getting there too."

"Don't stop," Kai pleads and pushes himself back up to look at the two. "I don't want to stop."

Yeonjun and Beomgyu glance at each other, then back at Kai.

"Maybe we should continue on to chapter two of our lesson," Yeonjun chuckles, squeezing Kai's thigh harsher and smirking at the way Kai flinches. "You already seem eager to learn."

Before Kai can reply, Yeonjun's face twists in arousal. His eyes flicker over to Beomgyu, palming the older through his pants with glee.

"You're just as eager to teach us, hyung," Beomgyu smirks.

The three look between each other, tension only growing the longer they sit still.

"So... how should we do this?" 

Kai looks between the two before his gaze lands on Beomgyu. "Gyu... you got us here first..."

Beomgyu seems to understand and hums, eyes wondering until they stop, staring at Kai's lap.

It's when Kai follows his gaze that it clicks. Yeonjun quickly catches on, a laugh leaving him as he leans into Kai's space.

"Do you mind leading the class today, Huening Kai?"

Heat travels down Kai's neck and he feels his erection growing harder. It doesn't stop him from returning the eager gaze and leaning towards Yeonjun.

"Watch and learn."

He doesn't know how it happens to be honest. One second they're making out, the next Kai finds all of them in their underwear, the younger sucking marks on Beomgyu's neck while Yeonjun busies himself burying his tongue into his mouth. His skin is red, as were the other two's, and somewhere on the mattress lied the lube. 

He thinks at some point, when Yeonjun was retrieving it and he must've wanted to swallow the moans Beomgyu was making when Kai started marking him up next. It only made him louder, which in turn left them in a haze of arousal that Kai couldn't get enough of. Beomgyu is a squirming mess with all the attention and it only fires up Kai even more as it was his lap he was sat on.

"You're gonna kill our Huening," Yeonjun laughs against his lips and Kai tightens his arms around Beomgyu's torso. Beomgyu only whines and pulls Yeonjun back in, mumbling something about lube before he swallows the older's tongue. 

Kai half carries Beomgyu off him, missing the close proximity for the split second to reach for the needed substance somewhere on the mattress.

"Get his boxers off," he finds himself saying, resulting in another high pitched whine from Beomgyu. The fact he was so loud and needy makes him throb painfully. "How do you want it?"

"I can uh-" Beomgyu stutters as Yeonjun moves his lips down his chest. "Like this?"

Kai nods and Yeonjun pulls back. "You want me to hold your legs?"

"You need to watch his technique," Beomgyu says while pulling his knees to his chest, pulling off his boxers while doing so.

He can hear Yeonjun say something snarky, but Kai can't even contribute to the discussion when the sight in front of him is mouth watering. Red angry dick, sprung up and against Beomgyu's abdomen, paired with a hole fluttering, anticipating him.

"Is this part of the process?"

Kai blinks and sees the other two watching him in amusement as his face flushes. How was he feeling embarrassed when he wasn't the one folded naked on the bed?

Kai quickly coats his fingers in the lube, rubbing it slightly to warm it up, before edging Beomgyu's entrance.

"Are we ready?" He looks over at the two, eyes eager and Beomgyu wiggling against his finger. He doesn't move though, not until he gets some sort of confirmation.

"Yes yes I'm rea-" Beomgyu begins to shout, but cuts himself off with a moan.

Kai bites his lip, not quite pushing all the way in until Beomgyu falls silent. Even after, he moves at a slow pace, curving his finger every time he's fully in. He's in awe of how warm it feels, heat coiling in his stomach, wondering how hot it would feel encasing his cock. He groans at the mere thought.

"Fuck-" Beomgyu breathes out, head thrown back while Yeonjun watches carefully. "Another, please another."

"How polite," Yeonjun chuckles, but Kai can tell from his raspy voice how affected he is just by the sight.

Kai adds a second, snorting at how Beomgyu's whine reaches a higher pitch when he's barely a knuckle in. It enters Beomgyu easier then and he can scissor them to help ease his hole open. "You take them so easy," Kai says in a hushed voice. His other hand comes down to hold back one of his thighs, allowing Beomgyu somewhat of a break. "They just slipped right in."

"Probably practiced with his own fingers," Yeonjun moves closer to watch. "Did you Beomie? Were you pretending it was Hyuka fucking you with his fingers?"

Beomgyu groans and Kai gapes at how the minor degradation seems to affect him, "I couldn't get it like this." Kai curls his fingers again, continuing to pump in search of a familiar spot and Beomgyu pushes down his ass. "Yours are so much longer and you- God!"

Kai smirks, the bundle of nerves bringing a beautiful arch to Beomgyu's back.

"I- not found that," Beomgyu pants and his arm falls to the side. "Fuck Kai."

"Fuck Kai indeed," Yeonjun breathes out, chin resting on his shoulder. "You're doing great, both of you."

Kai chuckles, "Shouldn't you be paying attention?"

Yeonjun hums as Kai continues the pace, occasionally rubbing against that spot to make Beomgyu squirm. He doesn't feel the hand trail down into his own briefs until it's completely wrapped around his erection, causing him to flinch.

"You deserve some attention too." Kai shudders at the hot breath against his ear and hand moving languidly up his member. "Don't let me distract you."

It's easier said than done, the way Yeonjun thumbs his head and uses the growing wetness to make the slide easier, practically rendering Kai useless. He tries though, remembering that Beomgyu deserves just as much and adds another finger. There's a slight resistance and he moves a bit slower, but Beomgyu is a moaning mess regardless.

"Good, Gyu?" Kai says, voice breathless as Yeonjun matches his pacing with his own strokes. It makes him feel a bit villainous for having the same speed with Beomgyu.

"Fucking great," Beomgyu groans. He's essentially lying on his side now, body putty with an occasional jolt whenever Kai curls his fingers. "Need more, need-"

"One of us?" Yeonjun says, pressing a thumb down on Kai's slit and bringing out a whine from him.

Beomgyu nods eagerly. "Or both, can- is-" He keeps trailing off and Kai pulls himself together to reply.

"You're too tight for both of us," he says and Yeonjun groans into his ear. "Hyung might be better-"

"Both," Beomgyu insists, slightly glaring as he pulls himself off of Kai's fingers. "I need you too, Hueningie."

Jesus Kai might just come from that alone.

It seems evident as well, Yeonjun quickly letting go of him and looking between the two.

"Tyunnie did suggest I teach you how to fuck."

Oh Kai was not going to last long.

Loud, wet squelches fill the room and Kai is in a complete daze at the sight in front of him.

He doesn't know how long they've been at it. An hour? Maybe two? No matter if it was a year, nothing could tear him away from this:

Beomgyu, ass filled with Yeonjun's cock, back arched as their voices bring music to Kai's ear.

It's in awe he watches Yeonjun lift his hips up to pound into Beomgyu, leaving him digging crescents into the older's shoulders. He matches his strokes to his own dick, the squeaking of the mattress acting as his own metronome. He drools at the sight of Beomgyu throwing his head back, whining and writhing with no real tempo, his own arousal acting as his guide.

Kai doesn't think he ever wants a turn if it meant missing this.

"Hyuka," Yeonjun pants, beckoning Kai to move closer, which he does so easily. His reward is a wet, fervent kiss that makes him whine and squirm until Yeonjun pulls away. Behind him Beomgyu moans and the squeaking grows faster.

"'M close," Beomgyu mumbles and Yeonjun holds him down to stop.

"Me too," Yeonjun groans, carefully pulling Beomgyu off him before turning to Kai, who feels slight disappointment. "Are you ready?"

Kai opens his mouth, then shuts it.

"Could I just keep watching?"

There's a pause and for a moment, Kai thinks he's said something wrong.

But then Yeonjun chuckles, "Of course you'd want to."

Kai watches him stand, how he drags Beomgyu down to the side of the bed by his ankles as he faces the ceiling. He nearly snorts at how the action alone makes Beomgyu moan. Then, Yeonjun beckons him over.

His legs feel weak when he steps on the floor, but he manages to meet Yeonjun. The older points across from them and Kai follows.

The mirror, perfectly reflecting the entire scene.

Perfect for Kai to watch the whole thing.

"I'm gonna burst just at that," Kai voices, Yeonjun absentmindedly sucking another mark against his neck as he strokes the younger himself.

"I don't mind," Beomgyu breathes, looking at the two through wet eyelashes. "Just make sure it's in me."

Oh Kai was going to make a mess then and there.

Beomgyu feels just as hot as Kai imagined with just his tip in. They have to move a bit slower, Kai being much bigger than Yeonjun, but it doesn't mean Beomgyu isn't impatient about it.

"We have to be careful, Beomie," Yeonjun coos, guiding Kai carefully by his hips and squeezing when to pause. 

From the bed, Beomgyu pants slowly. "Faster, please I can handle it."

"I should've expected you to be this bratty," Kai mumbles, hissing when he moves in further.

"Next time we won't have to wait this long," Beomgyu grins and the implication of there being another time makes Kai move further. It makes Beomgyu throw his head back, "Fuck!"

"Sor-" Kai starts to say, but stops when he sees how arched Beomgyu is.

"I think you can move on your own," Yeonjun says, stepping away, and Kai obliges.

Kai tucks Beomgyu's ankles under his armpits, flushing when the other using them to pull the younger close enough to wrap his arms around his neck.

"I want to see you," Beomgyu mumbles.

It makes his dick flinch, surprisingly so, and Beomgyu chuckles, peppering kisses across his face before he moans again.

Kai sets a slow pace, the mattress barely squeaking, but still rendering Beomgyu speechless. He doesn't want to hurt him, but the heat engulfing his cock alone makes him want to move faster. Kai places his hands against either side of Beomgyu and inches a bit further as he hangs his head.

"You're fine," Beomgyu says inbetween moans and Kai grabs his hips. "Go faster, I can- f-hng."

Kai doesn't waste time, speeding up his thrusts while slowly moving in deeper each time. The sight in the mirror is a godsend when he glances up.- Kai towering over Beomgyu, taking the younger in like nothing and Yeonjun-

Where was Yeo-

"Heugh- God!" Kai gasps at the wetness at his own hole. He lays on his elbows and Beomgyu runs a hand through his hair.

"Keep moving," Yeonjun says, nose brushing his tailbone and sending shivers up his spine. "Or I can sto-"

"Please don't" Kai manages to get out, slowly holding himself up. Below, Beomgyu looks ever so pleased with the development.

In return, Kai thrusts in deeper and Beomgyu grows louder, sound reverberating in his skull. "Fuck, again," he moans and Kai does so. Over and over, movements stuttering whenever Yeonjun sticks his glorious tongue into his hole. He feels Yeonjun spit and it embarrasses him how loud he groans.

It's all wet - his hole, his dick, he isn't sure how much more he can take. It only gets more difficult when Yeonjun presses something else against his hole.

"Hyuka, is this-" He starts to ask, but Kai is already begging.

"Please and hurry," he pants, giving Beomgyu one more thrust before waiting.

The intrusion is quick and Kai groans with a hung head as his back presses against Yeonjun's. The older's hand wraps around his chin. raising his gaze and Kai resists the urge to come just from the sight.

Him, buried deep in Beomgyu, while Yeonjun is flushed against him. His mouth hangs open and a string of saliva falls onto Beomgyu, who squirms in his hold.

"Follow my lead," Yeonjun whispers before thrusting hard into Kai, causing him to do the same to Beomgyu and eliciting a loud moan from him.

"Fuck, keep going," Beomgyu pleads, grasping for Kai and Yeonjun as the two continue. "Fuck fuck, it's so good."

Their movements become erratic, barely keeping a steady tempo, but no one seems to care. Beomgyu is nearly off the bed and Kai grabs his hips to readjust just as one particularly thrust sends Kai at an angle into Beomgyu, bringing out the loudest scream of the night.

"There! There!" Beomgyu gasps and Kai complies, aiming for that familiar bundle while Yeonjun leaves him moaning for more. "Good, good," he keeps chanting as he tightens his legs around Kai, shouting and whining even higher as he bucks into the air.

"Fuck, fuck Hyuka," Yeonjun groans in his ear. "You're so good," Kai groans as Yeonjun mumbles against his skin. "You both take it so well, such good boys."

Beomgyu moans at the praise while Yeonjun presses more kisses along his neck and Kai's head hangs back, the strain barely there when he's feeling so much everywhere else. He doesn't know what he's saying, likely just chanting both names over and over while the mattress squeaks mercilessly.

"Close, 'm so close," Beomgyu whines loudly and Kai nods along, unable to voice his own arrival.

He chases after the high, eyes focusing on how everything seems to bounce in the mirror while the bed spring squeak louder than before. He barely registers Yeonjun reaching his hand down to wrap around Beomgyu, only managing two strokes before his spills all over his chest.

Kai pants, caught between wanting to go faster and pulling out.

Beomgyu, though, keeps him close.

"Keep going," he pants. "Use me."

His thrusts don't stop and Yeonjun trails kisses down his neck all while remaining inside him. Beomgyu cries out, meeting him halfway and whining at the overstimulation. Yeonjun wraps a hand around what doesn't fit inside Beomgyu and Kai wonders what he did to deserve such bliss. The heat grows unbearable and he tries to pull out to not push Beomgyu too much.

Of course, Beomgyu, eagerly wanting more than he can take, hardens his grip and pulls Kai towards his face.

"Inside me please," He says against his lips, crying when another hard thrust sends a loud squelch in the room. "Fill me, please Hueningie," Beomgyu cries and it sends Kai over the edge.

He moans loudly, back arching against Yeonjun as Beomgyu clenches around him, milking out every drop for himself, all before Kai eventually collapses.

He doesn't notice Yeonjun pulling out until he peeks, watching Beomgyu crawl over to him and immediately dropping to his knees on the floor.

"Beomie it's oka-" Yeonjun starts, but breaks off in a moan as more lewd noises fill the room. Beomgyu's head bob's with such vigor, Kai wonders who was using who for their own orgasm. It barely takes a minute before Yeonjun's own release, groaning a string of curses and praises while Kai another slight rush at Beomgyu swallowing everything down.

Yeonjun helps Beomgyu stand before they both collapse on either side of Kai.

"Christ," Yeonjun breathes and Kai nods in agreement, not trusting his energy to speak yet.

"I don't think we want Christ here after that," Beomgyu mumbles into Kai's shoulder.

The laughter that follows is the last thing he hears before sleep takes over.

Beomgyu is still asleep when Yeonjun and Kai start their clean up. They only have to clean up his stomach and move him under the blankets, opting to watch the duvet later on. Kai wipes away Beomgyu's cum gently, reminding himself to bring up bathing to the three when they were more awake.

Yeonjun handles breakfast while Kai goes out for coffee, making it back just as Beomgyu groggily walks into the kitchen/living room in one of the older's large hoodies.

Er- actually more of a groggy limp into the room before Yeonjun quickly drags him towards the coach. "Baby, you can't walk like that after what Kai did to your ass."

"Yah, why are you acting like you weren't just as fault?" Kai scoffs as he sets down the coffee on the table.

"I fucked you and you're still standing."

"And your dick is fucking massive," Beomgyu yawns, reaching for one of the coffees. 

Kai rolls his eyes, "You begged for it, I complied."

"Yeah yeah, okay fine," Beomgyu shakes his head and sighs after taking a sip. "I'm just gonna have to get used to it."

Kai hums, meeting Yeonjun's gaze, who seems a bit giddy at the statement.

Beomgyu looks between them, realizing the change in the air. "Oh- We are doing that again, right?"

"I mean," Yeonjun starts, sitting next to Beomgyu with a hand on his knee, "wasn't that the whole plan?"

Kai furrows his brows. "Plan?"

Both men's eyes widen, Beomgyu glaring at Yeonjun a second later as he sheepishly scratches his neck. "We uh-" 

Beomgyu sighs. "Fuck it- Hyung and I have been wanting to fuck you for awhile and decided to use Taehyun's big mouth as an excuse to finally do it." He then gestures towards Yeonjun. "Hyung just told me to get you to come here alone and he'd handle the build up to, everything else."

Kai's eyes dart between Yeonjun's shamed expression and Beomgyu's growing worried one. "So, you knew about-"

"Beomgyu eventually told me everything one night he was really drunk," Yeonjun admits in one breath. "To be honest, I always had a hunch, but I didn't want to embarrass either of you, so I just figured I'd go through with it."

"And that's how-" Kai starts, but Beomgyu beats him to it.

"Hyung fell for us! But he was too emotionally constipated to do anything - as was I - and now here we are."

Kai blinks. "And Taehyun-"

"I told Soobin to invite him to his," Yeonjun admits. Then nods over to Beomgyu, "He mentioned something about some dominance battle they've been having."

The information is a lot to take in. Even after a sip of coffee, Kai is still struggling to process it. 

Two of the guys he's been having wet dreams and fantasies over, have also been pining after him all this time.

And now he's just had mind blowing sex with both of them.

And they want it to happen again.

More than once to be technical.

So what else is Kai to do other than say, "I think I can handle another round."

Both men gawk at him, Kai just raises his eyebrows. 

Beomgyu then turns to Yeonjun. "I think you deserve more attention this time."

Yeonjun widens his eyes. Meeting Kai's gaze, the younger just nods in agreement.

"How exactly would I be getting this attention?" Yeonjun asks, voice a bit giddy as Beomgyu and Kai exchange looks. Beomgyu then turns fully towards him.

"I think Kai and I have a few things we picked up on during your lesson."

"God fucking fuck-" Yeonjun moans into his arm, rutting against the sheets while Kai licks a long strip from his hole to his tailbone.

Beomgyu holds him by the hip with one hand, the other working a steady pace with two fingers in, third rubbing the rim teasingly. "If you want your little junnie to be satisfied, you have to keep this lifted.

"I know it's just-" Yeonjun breaks out into a loud moan. Kai's tongue makes a loud squelch as Beomgyu curves his finger, the spit allowing a smoother glide.

"God he's a mess," Kai breathes out, pulling the older up by the hips while Beomgyu continues working him open.

"Do you think he can take you yet?" Beomgyu asks, sneaking his other hand to grip Yeonjun by the base.

Kai hums, shivering at the whine Yeonjun lets out. Just before he can reply, he hears his phone vibrate from the night table.

He holds up a finger, walking over quickly just to see the notification lighting his screen.

Tyun

I borrowed your hoodie again

Tyun

figured Id tell you since you never came home last night

Tyun

if youre kidnapped, send a 2 if I can keep this hoodie

Kai shakes his head, opening his phone to send a quick message, when he suddenly stops.

"Beomgyu," Kai turns, flushing as how Yeonjun is gripping the sheets as Beomgyu continues stroking him, "pour more lube into it."

"So, he's ready?" Beomgyu tilts his head, squinting when Kai shakes his head. "Why would he need more?"

Kai smiles, "watch and learn."

.

.

.

Taehyun should've known.

After all the shit he caused, he should've been more careful.

Granted he was a concerned friend, merely wanted to make sure he was okay.

Now though, based off the lewd squelching and loud moans playing in his ears as he watches that very friend playing with Yeonjun's ass, he guesses Kai is doing just fine.

Maybe more than just from the whines that grow in volume when the camera jostles a bit. There's a small zoom out and Taehyun swallows thickly at the addition of Beomgyu's other hand wrapped around Kai. He'd be impressed by the teamwork if he didn't know exactly what Kai was trying to do to him.

A rather loud moan makes him flinch, heat building up in his lower regions as Kai praises Beomgyu for his technique. The whine is closer to the camera and Yeonjun begs for more. Taehyun feels upset when Kai drops the camera, the squelching and moaning continuing while the bed squeaks loudly over them. Slight movement brings Yeonjun's ass back in frame, Kai continuing to fuck him open with just his fingers and Taehyun shuts his eyes.

Its humiliating how his own hole is fluttering around nothing just by the image.

The door swings open and Taehyun quickly puts away his phone. Soobin smiles brightly, setting down his bag on Taehyun's bed before meeting him at his desk. "Sorry I'm late," he says, organizing his side carefully. "Yeonjun never came by to pick up his laptop."

Yeonjun. Fingers. Loud, pitchy moans.

"Hyung?" Taehyun starts, continuing after Soobin hums. "I need you to either fuck me or eat me out over this desk."

Soobin stills. Pencil falls to the ground.

"WHAT?"

Damn you Kai.