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Felix hugged his mother, stroking her hair. “It’s okay, Mum. It’s just a week.”
“I know, I know,” she said with a sob. “It’s just hard to not see you…”
Felix pressed a kiss to her forehead. “I know, but I’ll be back in a flash.”
Hyunjin threw an arm around Felix’s shoulder, grinning. “Don’t worry, Mrs. Lee, I’ll bring him back safe and sound.”
“I know you will, Jinnie,” Felix’s mother said, stepping away from Felix and rubbing away any tears. “You’re always so good to my son.”
Hyunjin smiled warmly and gave Felix a quick squeeze on the side. “Yes. Besides, you’ve met Chan a dozen or so times, right? So you know he’ll protect him even better than I could ever.”
“It’s true, I know,” Mrs. Lee said, sighing. “I just love you so much, sweetie…”
“I love you, too, Mum,” Felix said, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek.
“Do you have all of your chargers? And you have your snacks?” she confirmed.
“Yes and yes,” Felix said.
“You’ve got your wallet? And extra underwear?” she asked.
“Mum, please,” Felix groaned, his cheeks going red.
“Sorry, sorry… I just love you so much. I want to make sure you’re okay. You should probably be heading out now,” she said with a sigh.
Hyunjin grabbed Felix’s suitcase from him, pulling it over to his car before huffing while he put it into the trunk of his car. Hyunjin’s car was a slightly older, rust-red car, but it was well taken care of and rarely broke down. Hyunjin shut the trunk with a thunk before he leaned up against the car, waiting patiently despite the midsummer heat. It was still the morning, so it wasn’t too bad yet, but it would be getting super hot soon.
Felix glanced up at his childhood home, savoring the view of it for the last time for the next week. He then gave his mother one last hug before he hopped into the car. He set his backpack between his feet before waving to his mother as they began to pull away. Felix then turned to the radio, plugging his phone into the AUX cord.
“If you put on Twice, I will end you,” Hyunjin warned.
“There’s nothing wrong with Twice!” Felix exclaimed, although he quickly switched playlists. “You should be thankful for Twice. If it weren’t for them, you wouldn’t know Changbin.”
“Yeah, I know, but you put on Twice every time you get in the car. It’s excessive,” Hyunjin complained.
“That’s because they’re the best,” Felix muttered, settling for Troye Sivan.
“You’re gonna Venmo me for gas, right?” Hyunjin asked dryly.
“Duh,” Felix replied.
“Okay, good. We’ve got two hours to go until we hit Springwood. Will you let Binnie and Chan know that we’re heading out?” Hyunjin asked.
“Got it,” Felix replied, pulling up the group text and taking a selfie. He made sure to include Hyunjin, although he thankfully kept his eyes on the road. “Changbin and Chan both said that they’re excited to see us!”
“Chan’s excited to stick his dick in you,” Hyunjin muttered.
Felix snorted. “As if Changbin’s not excited to get his dick in you.”
“I keep telling you, I’m not a complete bottom like you!” Hyunjin exclaimed. “I top every so often.”
“Yeah, right, I totally believe that you’re not just as much of a pillow princess as I am,” Felix replied sarcastically.
“One day I’m gonna top you, just to prove that I have it in me,” Hyunjin said, smacking Felix’s thigh.
Felix wanted to snarkily respond, but instead, he found himself blushing so he just muttered, “Yeah fucking right…”
Felix had a bit of a secret he was keeping from Hyunjin. No, not just Hyunjin, but Changbin and Chan as well. It wasn’t something one could simply tell their friends and boyfriend. He didn’t want to make anything awkward, especially since this was his best friend, his best friend’s boyfriend, and his boyfriend he was talking about.
Felix and Hyunjin had met in secondary school when Felix’s parents had moved into the small city of Bathurst when his father got a job at the local university. They quickly became friends, being the only two queer Korean kids in their high school. Hyunjin was fiercely protective of Felix, which Felix greatly appreciated. Even into their college career, which they were almost finished with, Hyunjin and Felix remained close.
Felix and Hyunjin had met Changbin and Chan at a Twice concert in Sydney when they were seated next to them during their first year at college. Changbin had been the first one to make a move, saying that Hyunjin was the most beautiful man he’d ever met and he’d love to get his number. Hyunjin was hesitant to give his number out to some random guy, but by the end of the night, he was so completely charmed that he couldn’t help but give it out. And, although it was a long distance since Felix and Hyunjin lived three hours outside of Sydney, their relationship quickly turned romantic.
Felix and Chan got together a bit more slowly, exchanging phone numbers when Chan begged Changbin to ask for Felix’s number. Felix had thought that Chan was cute, so when Hyunjin asked Felix if it was okay to give him his number, Felix happily said yes. He did make it clear early on that he was transgender and Chan did not care, not in the least. That was a good basis for a friendship, which they began as, but after about six months of texting and video chatting, Chan admitted to Felix on one of their nightly video chats that he had feelings for Felix. Felix had a little crush that transformed into a big crush from the very beginning, so he was beyond overjoyed.
That had been almost two years ago now and Felix was really, truly happy with his boyfriend. He was kind to him, he listened to him, he visited whenever he could, and he even took Felix’s virginity. They were happy together and nothing could change that fact. Although it was long-distance for now, Hyunjin and Felix were both planning on moving in with their boyfriends when they were done with school and managed to get jobs in Sydney.
There was just one thing Felix wasn’t satisfied fully with. It wasn’t Chan’s fault, not at all, he couldn’t fix that issue if he tried. No, Felix just had a very specific fantasy and he didn’t know how to talk about it with anyone. He tried his best to keep it cool, but when they all went to an Airbnb together, it was harder to keep it off his mind.
Felix and Hyunjin sang loudly and talked the full two hours it took to get to the tiny town of Springwood. Springwood was fairly close to the Blue Mountains National Park and they were planning on going on a couple of bushwalks. Some separately and some together, which they were planning on doing with everything. Sometimes eating together, sometimes eating separately. As much of a chance for them to date as this was, it was also a chance for them to have some friendly hang-outs with their best friends as well.
Hyunjin and Felix stopped halfway through their trip because Hyunjin needed to pee after drinking the entirety of his giant iced Americano. Felix was sipping on a sweet coffee mixture, but the slight bitterness kept putting him off a little. After Hyunjin returned, Felix smiled widely at the return of his best friend. However, Hyunjin’s frown made his smile falter.
“Everything okay?” Felix asked.
“Yeah, just…” Hyunjin sighed and flipped his hair before starting up the car. “A creep was staring at me while I was pissing. I dunno. It was really uncomfortable.”
“Ew,” Felix said as Hyunjin pulled out of the petrol station. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine, it’s just… I didn’t notice he was staring until I was done. It’s so creepy, you know? Having someone look at you like that when you aren’t even aware?” Hyunjin said with a sigh.
“Yeah, no, totally,” Felix said with a nervous laugh. This hit a little too close to home for him.
“Like, I get it, I’m hot. That doesn’t mean I’m gonna fuck every person who comes along. Changbin’s very funny, that’s why I love to be with him. I mean, that and the muscles. The muscles are a huge plus, not gonna lie,” Hyunjin said dryly.
“Yeah, you’re more than just good looks,” Felix said.
“That’s right! Thank god I’m gonna be with my boyfriend in just an hour. He’ll make it all better,” Hyunjin said with a huff.
“He always does,” Felix said mildly.
“By the way, did I tell you about my new dance routine I’m working on?” Hyunjin asked excitedly.
“Yes, but tell me anyway!” Felix agreed, eager to change the subject.
It took them just about another hour of driving before they arrived at the little restaurant where they were all planning on meeting at. Felix saw, waiting beside the entrance to the restaurant, two men. One was dressed in all black but had his arms out, just the way Felix liked. Felix was vibrating in his seat, practically throwing himself out of the car when Hyunjin put the car in park.
“Chris!” Felix shouted, slamming the door shut behind him and racing across the small parking lot.
Chan immediately perked up, stepping out from the shade with a wide grin on his face. He began walking over to Felix as well, his arms wide open. It didn’t take long for Felix to pounce on him, nearly knocking Chan over. Chan laughed and wrapped his arms around Felix, picking him up and spinning him around. Chan finally let Felix down and began pressing a hundred kisses to the top of his head.
“My baby!” Changbin shouted, running past Felix and Chan to pick up his own boyfriend and spin him around. Hyunjin laughed loudly and let himself be twirled around before he pressed a kiss to Changbin’s lips.
“Hi, baby,” Hyunjin said, smiling warmly at his boyfriend.
Felix looked into his boyfriend’s eyes, a wide smile on his face before he leaned in and kissed Chan. The two of them smiled into the kiss, with Felix’s arms wrapped around Chan’s neck and Chan’s wrapped around Felix’s waist. They stayed that way for a moment before Felix pulled away, letting out some happy giggles before burying his head in Chan’s neck.
“You two are so lovey-dovey,” Changbin cooed over at them.
“Yeah, they’re gross,” Hyunjin said with a huff, pulling away partially from his boyfriend.
“We’re not gross, we’re completely normal!” Chan answered, rocking back and forth with Felix in his arms.
“Mmhm,” Felix hummed into Chan’s neck.
“Well, you two can fuck each other in the restaurant, because I’m sure my baby’s hungry,” Hyunjin said, looking at Changbin tenderly.
“I’m not fucking him, I’m just cuddling him!” Chan protested, stroking Felix’s hair.
“Either way, Hyunjin’s right. I’m dying of hunger, so let’s just go in,” Changbin complained.
They ended up at a table for four, with Felix’s arms wrapped around Chan’s left arm, his chin hooked over his shoulder, and a warm smile on his face that was directed at his boyfriend. He had missed him a lot. It was true, Hyunjin and Felix had visited them last month for a weekend, but that was different from this. This was a whole week of being with their boyfriends, and Felix was ready.
Admittedly, a somewhat large part of Felix’s being ready to be around his boyfriend was the sex. Felix and Chan were very sexually active together and tended to be a little all over each other whenever they could. Felix would never forget the night when Chan was over at his house and, while they were supposed to be watching a movie with the family, Chan put a blanket over top of them and cuddled him. Well, that cuddling quickly turned into Chan fingering Felix to completion. All that to say, they had trouble keeping their hands off each other.
After the four of them ordered their food, Hyunjin began asking questions. “So, how’s work going for you guys? And how’s the music production going? I saw you released some new music to your SoundCloud. Speaking of, how’s Jisung doing? He’s not being too noisy, is he? God, he was so noisy when we stayed with you last. Not that Felix was much better though, I’m just saying…”
“Hey!” Felix protested.
“Work’s going well. I’ve been working with some older folks to get their strength training up,” Chan said, smiling.
Chan and Changbin both worked as personal trainers, which was part of how they got their impressive physiques. They also did music on the side with their friend and roommate, Jisung. Jisung was working a boring desk job, where he also met Minho, the source of his loudness. Felix was certain that half of Sydney could hear Jisung when he and Minho were fucking.
“The music is going great, too!” Changbin announced, looking pleased with himself. “Chan has really been filling up his ‘Felix’ folder as of late.”
“Hey! Don’t tell them that,” Chan protested, his cheeks turning red.
“As if anybody could ever think otherwise,” Hyunjin said, rolling his eyes. “Chan, you’re so obsessed with Felix sometimes I think you’d let him cuck you.”
“I would never do that!” Felix protested.
“I would probably do that,” Chan admitted.
Felix playfully smacked his arm. “No, we’re not doing that. I don’t want to have sex without you.”
“And I don’t want you to have sex without me, but if that was what you were really into, I’d give it a try,” Chan said mildly.
“I’m not into that!” Felix complained. “If I was going to have sex with other people, then…”
“Then?” Hyunjin asked, raising an eyebrow.
“No, never mind,” Felix said a little too quickly, causing Chan to side-eye him a little. “I definitely don’t want to have sex with other people. Just Chan. I don’t like even thinking about it, in fact. Anyway, you’re acting like Changbin isn’t just as whipped for you as Chan is for me!”
“He’s got a point,” Changbin said, shrugging.
“You wouldn’t cuck yourself for me, though, right?” Hyunjin asked, looking at Changbin with incredulity.
“Probably not. I think I’d just end up joining you and whatever guy was fucking you,” Changbin said, grinning a little. “Could be kinda fun.”
“Oh, yeah, whatever,” Hyunjin said, rolling his eyes.
“Well, you never know! I think if it was with somebody we trusted, I wouldn’t mind having a couple more people join in,” Changbin said.
Hyunjin gave Changbin a very pointed look, almost like he was telepathically communicating with him. “Listen, we can talk about this later tonight, but I’m not having a conversation about this right here, right now. Do you understand?”
“I understand,” Changbin said with a sigh. “When’s the food supposed to get out here, anyway?”
“Changbin, you’re so obsessed with food,” Felix said dryly.
“I’m hungry!” Changbin complained.
“How were finals?” Chan asked, switching the conversation.
“My dance final was really difficult. I worked on it super hard,” Hyunjin said with a sigh.
“Yeah, I took videos of it,” Felix said. “Do you wanna see?”
“Yes, please. I know I already watched the video, but I want to see it again,” Changbin said, doing “gimme” hands. Felix laughed and pulled his phone out.
As Felix began to eat his spinach and chicken wrap around five minutes later, Chan’s hand found its way to Felix’s inner thigh, teasingly just below his cunt. He didn’t expect Chan to do anything while they were in public for everyone to see, but it didn’t stop him from getting wet. It didn’t help that he was a little worked up from what Changbin had been saying earlier. He was trying not to think about it too hard, but it was difficult for him.
After lunch, they went to pick up some groceries for the week before they headed to their Airbnb. They made sure to get both food and booze since they were planning on getting pretty drunk some of the nights they were out here. They weren’t planning on doing anything crazy, just getting drunk and shootin’ the shit. It was just fun to get drunk with people they trusted.
The Airbnb was a little way out of town, but it was the only place that had two separate bedrooms, which was essential for them. It was a cottage that was surrounded by beautiful foliage. There was a covered deck with some seating, perfect for a morning coffee. Felix grabbed his suitcase from the back of Hyunjin’s car, his backpack halfway falling off his shoulder. Chan was on him in an instant, grabbing the suitcase from Felix with a grin. Felix rolled his eyes, but he let him take it.
On the inside, there were two couches and a fireplace, which would be perfect if it wasn’t fucking sweltering outside. The kitchen table was a little small, but the appliances were clean and looked fairly recent. The shower was only just big enough to fit two people, which Felix noted for when he and Chan had sex. There were two bedrooms that were fairly similar, both having a queen-sized bed with a few small decorations. They chose which one they wanted based entirely on who entered what first.
“Oh, thank fuck, the doors lock!” Hyunjin said, loud enough that Felix could hear from his room.
“They do? They do!” Chan exclaimed, looking at the door handles.
Changbin popped his head in. “What do you guys want to do for now? Hyunjin and I were thinking about going to that art gallery that Hyunjin was talking about. You guys in, or would you rather hang out here?”
Chan and Felix looked at each other for all of a minute before Chan said, “I think we’re good here.”
“Yeah, uh huh,” Changbin said, fully knowing what they were about to get up to. “You two are going on that bushwalk late tomorrow morning, right?”
“Yes, we are,” Felix replied.
“Also good to know. Okay, we’ll head out and let you two be,” Changbin said, before heading over to go to Hyunjin.
Felix and Chan gave each other another look, each of them knowing what was going to happen the instant Hyunjin and Changbin were gone. Felix and Chan continued to put away their clothes in the closet that was provided, but there was a slight tension now. Felix and Chan were ready to fuck.
While they weren’t against having sex with each other in the house by any stretch of the imagination, it was nice to know when they didn’t need to be as quiet. And, well, Felix was kind of noisy at the best of times. When Chan was giving it to him just right, he couldn’t keep his voice down in the least. Chan loved his moans, but he knew it could be uncomfortable for other people.
“Okay, we’re heading out,” Hyunjin said from the doorway. “Remember to take care of my Lixie properly. He’s precious cargo.”
“I will, don’t worry,” Chan said with a smile.
“Well, we’ll see you in probably a few hours! Remember to use protection,” Changbin said, grabbing Hyunjin’s keys from him. “I’ll drive, babe.”
“Thank you, baby,” Hyunjin said, giving Changbin a smacking kiss on the cheek before they started walking out.
“So,” Chan said, walking over to the door and closing it. “I want you to sit on my face.”
Felix felt his pussy throb and his face turned red as he coyly sat down on the bed. “Oh? Getting right to the point?”
“Yes,” Chan said, grinning as he walked over to Felix, placing his hands on the smaller man’s shoulders. “Want to eat you right up, Lix. Wanna hear you screaming my name.”
“Oh my god,” Felix mumbled, covering his face. “Come on…”
“What do you want? We have a couple of hours,” Chan reminded him.
“I want…” Felix hesitated. “I want you to pick me up and fuck me against the door. But, um, if you want, you can eat me out, too.”
“Fucking yes,” Chan said, grinning before he hopped onto the bed next to Felix and held out his arms. “I missed holding you, baby boy.”
“Missed you holding me, daddy,” Felix whispered, ears red as he scooted over so he was snuggled up against Chan.
Chan kissed the top of his head several times before placing a hand under his chin, lifting his head. Felix looked up at Chan, his lips slightly parted. Chan’s gaze was smoldering, heated, and full of desire. Felix absolutely melted every time Chan looked at him that way, his breath catching in his throat. Chan’s thumb rubbed against Felix’s bottom lip for a moment before he leaned in and kissed him.
Even though they had been dating for two years now, it felt like fireworks went off every single time they kissed. Felix immediately closed his eyes and kissed back, his heart thumping loudly in his chest. Chan always started softly and lovingly, but he got rough later on. Both sides of him were excellent to Felix, but he did have to admit that generally during sex, Felix liked it when Chan was a little rougher on him.
Chan licked his way into Felix’s mouth, swirling his tongue around inside like it was his first time exploring Felix’s mouth. Felix couldn’t help but let out some soft whimpers, his heart skipping a beat. Chan’s tongue slowly massaged his own, the velvety texture sending vibrations through his body. Felix nipped at Chan’s bottom lip before sucking on it gently.
Chan’s hands went up and down Felix’s waist before his hand found its home on Felix’s thigh. He gave it a soft squeeze, which made Felix moan into Chan’s mouth. Chan pulled Felix’s tongue into his mouth before sucking on it. Felix whimpered into his mouth, his pussy pulsing with desire. He hooked one of his legs over Chan’s, subtly pressing his crotch up against Chan’s leg.
Chan pulled away slightly, but only to grab Felix’s shirt and tug it off, tossing it away before he went back in for another kiss. Felix wanted Chan’s shirt off too, but instead of pulling away again, he slid his hands under Chan’s shirt, feeling up those muscles that he loved so much. Chan’s hands stroked up and down his torso, not stopping anywhere in particular. Felix loved the feeling of Chan’s hands on him. Chan always ran warm, so his hands felt particularly hot all over him.
Chan parted from him, kissing down his chin and throat. Felix let out some soft sighs, his head falling back to give Chan better access to him. Chan kissed and licked all over Felix’s neck before settling Felix’s pulse point, sucking on it. Felix groaned loudly, grabbing the back of Chan’s hair and holding him there. Chan pulled away after a moment, kissing the spot before moving a little further down so he could leave another mark.
Felix always ended up looking like a mess after Chan and he had sex, with bruises and bite marks all over his body. His mom had worried he got into a fight with Chan the first time they had sex and Felix had to bashfully tell his mother that no, these bruises were not from a fight. It took her a second before she blushed and simply nodded, understanding.
As Chan bit down on the very base of his neck, Felix whined and rolled his hips into Chan’s leg without even thinking about it. Chan’s hand, which had been lovingly stroking Felix’s top surgery scars, quickly fell to Felix’s ass, pulling him up against Chan’s thigh. Felix panted as Chan squeezed as spread apart his ass, rhythmically pulling Felix up against Chan’s leg.
“Daddy,” Felix whimpered, grinding up against Chan’s leg. “Missed you so much.”
“Missed you so much, too, baby boy,” Chan murmured up against his skin. “Can’t wait ‘til you move in with me. Then I get to have you every day.”
Felix let out a stuttering moan. “Just one more year… Just one more year and then I’m all yours, all the time.”
“Thank god,” Chan murmured, kissing his way up to Felix’s ear. “Can’t wait to wake up beside you every day. Can’t wait to fuck you anytime you want. Can’t wait to cook meals with you. Can’t wait to see you every day. Can’t wait to get a ring on that finger.”
“Ch- Chris,” Felix whined, embarrassment overcoming him.
“What? My baby boy getting all shy?” Chan crooned before licking up the helix of Felix’s ear.
“D- daddy,” Felix gasped, rolling his hips. “I- it’s embarrassing.”
“I wanna marry you someday, Felix. Want to see you in a nice, white suit. You’d look so pretty… and you’d belong to me. Isn’t that nice?” Chan purred into his ear.
“So nice,” Felix whimpered. “Wanna marry you someday.”
Chan pushed Felix down on the bed, making the smaller man squeak in surprise. Chan made sure his knee was still pressed up against Felix’s cunt, which was quickly becoming soaked. Chan kissed his way down Felix’s neck, coming to his chest. He purposefully kissed and then sucked right above Felix’s heart, just as he did every time they were together.
“Love my baby. Would do anything for him,” Chan murmured, his thumb coming up to play with one of Felix’s nipples while he kissed his way down to his stomach. “So beautiful, so sexy. Want him to always be happy.”
Felix covered his eyes with one of his forearms, unable to take the embarrassing words. If someone had told him in high school that he would find a man who adored him even half as much as Chan did, Felix wouldn’t have believed them. He had, at the time, been very anxious about the concept of finding a partner because he was transgender. However, Chan proved to be the perfect boyfriend time and time again. The only thing that could possibly make Chan better was if there were more of him. Fuck, wouldn’t that be a dream?
Chan’s lips attached to one of his nipples, the younger man let out a long moan, and his hips bucked up against Chan’s knee. It wasn’t quite enough, although it did help. Felix kind of wanted to forgo the face-sitting and just have Chan fuck him into the door, but then he remembered how damn good at eating him out Chan was. That nose of his was heaven to sit on, let alone his tongue.
Chan rolled the nipple between his teeth, his hand sliding down Felix’s torso before slipping down under his pants, albeit still over his underwear. He swore and pulled away slightly. “What are you wearing, Felix Lee?”
“Underwear,” Felix said innocently.
Chan grabbed the hem of Felix’s sweatpants, jerking them off him before he swore again. “Fucking hell, really?”
“What’s wrong, daddy?” Felix asked coyly.
Felix was wearing a lacy, red thong, strappy and pretty. Chan’s hand was on his soft mound within an instant, giving slow, firm rubs to him. Felix’s head rolled back and he moaned loudly, his body immediately rolling into Chan’s touch. Chan pulled his hand away and Felix began to protest, only to see that Chan was pinching his fingers together and pulling them apart, revealing the sticky wetness.
“So wet, baby boy,” Chan crooned.
“‘S your fault,” Felix said, pouting adorably.
“Good,” Chan said with a little grin.
Chan got in between Felix’s legs and began kissing and licking Felix’s thighs, purposefully not touching Felix’s panties. He was eyeing them for sure, clearly enjoying the view. Chan began sucking on his thighs anywhere he could, leaving red marks that would form into bruises. Felix whimpered with every suck, his underwear completely soaked through at this point.
Finally, Chan seemed to have enough, getting up once again. “You ready to sit on my face?”
“You need to at least take off your shirt first,” Felix complained. “I don’t wanna sit on your face while you’re completely dressed.”
“Oh, yeah, sure thing, baby,” Chan said, pulling off his shirt in a rush. Felix felt a coquettish smile spread across his face. Although he would have fallen in love with Chan no matter what, Felix spent the first six months of their relationship watching Chan’s videos of himself working out. He loved his boyfriend’s body and maybe he had a little bit of a strength kink.
Chan went ahead and pulled his basketball shorts off and Felix felt his mouth water a bit at the sight of Chan’s thick cock inside of his boxer briefs. However, instead, he made room for Chan to lie down, which he eagerly did. Felix scooted over to Chan, on his knees beside him and slightly hesitant.
“You really wanna-” Felix began.
“Yes. Let me get my mouth all over you, Lix,” Chan confirmed.
Felix pulled off his panties, tossing them over with the other clothes. Felix was beyond wet at this point, a string of sticky wetness around falling from his lower lips. Felix then brought one leg over Chan’s head, sinking slowly. Chan grabbed onto the back of his thighs, pulling him down the rest of the way.
Felix let out a low groan as Chan pushed his face between Felix’s wet folds, initially just breathing him in before he nosed at Felix’s clit. Felix whimpered, doing everything in his power not to move quite yet. Chan began licking at his folds, playfully teasing Felix. Felix groaned, his hands threading themselves in Chan’s curls. He knew what Chan wanted and while he was eager to please, he didn’t want to start begging so early.
Chan was licking all around the edges of his pussy, lapping up the sticky liquid from anywhere but inside his inner lips. Felix whined and tried to roll his hips, but Chan’s grip on him made it so he couldn’t move. As much as when Felix wanted something from Chan he got it, Chan was great at getting what he wanted from Felix.
“Please, daddy, need your tongue,” Felix begged. “Need it in my pussy and on my clit, please, daddy, please, please, please…”
Chan immediately was licking at his gushing hole before pushing his tongue inside. Felix gasped and let out a low moan, his back arching. Chan’s tongue swirled around inside of him for a moment before he lapped his way up to Felix’s clit, giving it a quick kiss before massaging it with his tongue. Felix could have melted right then and there, his head thrown back and his voice more high-pitched than previously.
Chan began sucking softly on Felix’s clit just the way that Felix liked, his tongue gently lapping at the bud. Felix could feel the entirety of his genitals buzzing with the way Chan was kissing and licking his pussy. He was changing course between licking here and there just often enough that Felix would get close to his orgasm, only to have the delectable pressure pulled away from him. Chan knew exactly how to get him off, so he was doing it on purpose; he wanted this to last.
“Feels so good, daddy!” Felix moaned, his hips once again attempting to roll, despite Chan refusing to let him. “Feels like I’m on fire! So good, daddy, love the way your tongue feels on my cunt!”
Chan pulled away ever so slightly just to blow on Felix’s clit, making the younger man shiver before he was back on him, eagerly licking and swallowing every bit of juice that Felix was giving him. Chan’s nose pressed up again his clit and fuck if Felix didn’t want to ride his face. Chan still wasn’t letting him move his hips, though, so Felix was getting a little bit frustrated. Chan wanted him to beg for it, he just knew it.
Chan’s tongue found its way back inside of him, rolling his tongue around inside before beginning to fuck him. Felix was panting and crying out, his expression desperate. Felix once again attempted to roll his hips and, once again, Chan did not let him. He not only didn’t let him, but he swatted Felix’s ass, reminding him who was in charge. Felix whined at the sting and had to finally give in to what Chan wanted from him.
“Daddy, please, wanna roll my hips,” Felix pleaded. “Please, let me move, want to ride your face, want to make myself feel good, please, please, I need it, daddy, I wanna come on daddy’s face, so please let me!”
Chan’s grip on Felix’s legs loosened, just as Felix expected. Felix experimentally ground his hips down against Chan’s face and, just as he had hoped, he let him. Felix groaned as he began rolling his hips against Chan’s face, the pressure and pleasure just right. Chan was still licking and kissing his cunt, but he was also just allowing Felix to grind up against him.
Felix was a crier in general, but during sex it seemed to get especially bad. He felt the first couple of hot tears dripping down his face, sobs of pleasure pouring from his lips. He couldn’t help but stare down at Chan, whose eyes were on his mound. Felix released one hand from his curls, using it to stabilize himself as he was now partially bent over with his hand on the bed.
Felix could feel his heat pooling near his pussy, his breath heavy and whiny. He was trying his damndest not to collapse and accidentally suffocate Chan, but it was so hard when he felt so good. It was burning him up inside and he needed to come right this moment. It felt like his entire body was on fire and sweat was sticking to his forehead. His mouth refused to close, words and moans tumbling out of his lips at any given moment.
“Daddy, daddy, gonna come, gonna come, feels so good, love your mouth on me, daddy, gonna come!” Felix gasped, his hand on Chan’s curls tightening.
Felix didn’t last much longer, white spots popping in his eyes as his hips stuttered. He let out a long, whining moan, his head thrown back and waves upon waves of pleasure rolling through him. His eyes rolled back for a moment, watery tears sliding down his face. It took him a moment to come down from his high, his hips slowing down before gradually stopping.
Felix flopped over, panting and allowing Chan to breathe and clean up his face. He laid on his back, his head cushioned by the pillow and his legs still shaking from the effort of staying kneeling while Chan was eating him out. His pussy was throbbing from overstimulation, even from just those extra few seconds of letting Chan eat him out. While he didn’t mind the overstimulation when Chan was fucking him to chase his own high, Chan was currently not doing that. Felix needed a minute to breathe before he got fucked by Chan again.
“How are you so fucking good at making me feel good?” Felix asked, staring at the ceiling dazedly.
“Plenty of practice,” Chan said lapping at Felix’s juices that were all over his face.
“Oh, shut up,” Felix grumbled, his cheeks heating up.
“What? Am I wrong?” Chan asked with a laugh. “Lots of communication and practice has made the sex this good.”
“It’s true, but it’s embarrassing,” Felix complained.
Chan sat up, scooted up the bed, leaned over, and kissed Felix, letting him taste his own juices. Felix shivered in pleasure, kissing and lapping at Chan’s mouth. Chan smirked against his mouth, obviously knowing that he was already getting Felix worked up again. Not that it was particularly difficult to do so, considering how often and how quickly he got wet because of Chan or other little things.
“Daddy?” Felix murmured against his lips.
“Yes, baby boy?” Chan asked, parting just enough so that lips were only brushing up against each other.
“I love you,” Felix whispered.
Chan broke out with a smile. “Yeah, I love you, too, baby.”
“Wanna come on daddy’s cock,” Felix said quietly.
“I know, baby. Want me to put on a condom, or…?” Chan asked.
“I took my testosterone and my birth control, I want you to come inside of me,” Felix replied.
“Mm, that’s such a shocker that you wanna be bred, baby. Not like you’re always begging for my come,” Chan said, giving a sideways grin.
“Shut up,” Felix muttered, his cheeks red.
“Come here, get up,” Chan said, sitting up and grabbing Felix’s hands up. “Do you need me to carry you over to the door?”
“Yes, daddy,” Felix said, making grabby hands at Chan.
“Okay,” Chan said, getting off the end of the bed and pulling down his underwear, freeing his massive cock. “Sit on the edge of the bed, baby.”
Felix scooted himself onto the edge, licking his lips at the sight of Chan’s almost purple, desperate-looking cock. Chan bent over, wrapping his arms around Felix’s thighs and hoisting him up. Felix’s arms immediately found their way around Chan’s neck, loosely grasping onto him. Felix could feel Chan’s dick brushing up against his ass and he shivered, ready to get it inside of him. Chan pressed a quick kiss to his lips before he carried him over to the door, pressing Felix’s back up against it. Felix’s legs were wrapped around Chan’s waist, holding onto him tightly that way. Felix loved how strong Chan was and he loved it when Chan picked him up to fuck him into the wall or a door.
“You ready, baby?” Chan murmured. “You ready to get your cute little pussy wrecked?”
“Yes, please, daddy, want to get fucked by you so badly,” Felix begged.
Chan carefully maneuvered his body so that his cock was now in front of Felix, rubbing his member up against Felix’s folds. Felix whined, rolling his hips with the motion. Sticky arousal began to cling to Chan’s cock, Felix’s come coating Chan’s dick. After just a minute or so of that, Chan pressed the head of his cock up against Felix’s hole. Felix sucked in a deep breath, ready for the stretch.
Chan began sluggishly pushing into Felix, the smaller man’s mouth dropping wide open in a silent moan. His fingers began to dig into Chan’s back, a stuttering gasp finally making its way out of him. Every time they had sex, Felix was amazed at how huge he felt inside of Felix. Chan stretched him out in a way that none of his toys ever could. Even with the wet glide of him coming earlier, Chan was still huge inside of him. It honestly felt like Chan was up in his throat.
“Fuck,” Chan groaned as soon as he was fully sheathed into Felix’s wet cunt. “So good, every time…”
“Daddy,” Felix gasped, burying his face into Chan’s shoulder. “Big…”
“Yeah? So big?” Chan murmured into Felix’s ear.
“Yeah, so big,” Felix slurred into Chan’s ear.
“You sure you’re ready?” Chan asked, sounding more amused than anything.
“I’m ready, please, please, give it to me,” Felix pleaded.
“If that’s what you want, baby.”
Chan slowly pulled out, leaving Felix a trembling mess before he thrusted back into Felix. Felix let out another gasp at the sudden movement, his toes curling with pleasure. Chan wasn’t about to wait for Felix to ask again, setting a good pace almost immediately. Felix always got a lot of pleasure from insertion in any of his holes, but it was especially so vaginally. He didn’t know if he had more nerve endings in there than most people or something, but getting fucked in his cunt left him a wailing mess.
Chan’s hands squeezed on his ass, squeezing and pulling him apart as he fucked deeply into Felix. Every time it felt like Felix forgot how deep he could go inside of him and it seriously broke his brain. Felix was going to get fucked stupid very quickly if Chan continued to plunge into him like he was currently doing.
“Daddy, oh, fuck, fuck, yes, please, there, there, so good, ah, fuck!” Felix yelped in time with Chan’s thrusts.
Felix was bouncing up against the door, the force of his fucking making his head bob. His cunt had already been wet from coming earlier, but now it was getting even more so. The sloppy mess of Felix’s juices made a wet, lewd smacking sound every time Chan fucked into Felix. Chan groaned and grunted into Felix’s shoulder, wetly kissing the skin there. The sensual sounds seemed to echo pleasantly in his mind, the pleasure washing over him like an ocean wave.
Felix’s cunt felt stretched to the max and he couldn’t help but clench down on Chan’s cock, making the older man swear and fuck into him all the rougher. Felix’s voice was normally very deep, but when Chan was fucking him like this, his voice got more high-pitched and desperate. His head rolled back and he squeezed his eyes shut, his high-pitched whines filling the room.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, daddy, daddy, your cock is so good, so big, so full, love the way you fuck me, need it, daddy!” Felix cried.
Chan moaned against the skin of Felix’s neck, mouthing at his throat. Felix’s hair was getting mussed and he was sure that he looked completely fucked out. He was covered in still-forming bruises, his hair was a mess, his lips were almost bruised, and his eyes were glassy. In fact, they were so glassy that tears began to make their way down his cheeks once again. He couldn’t help the sobs that were ripped from him as Chan fucked him.
“Lower your face,” Chan commanded.
Felix instantly did as he was told, facing Chan, who eagerly kissed him. Felix’s moans made it so he was unable to keep his mouth shut, which Chan used to his advantage. He licked Felix’s tongue, massaging it and rolling his tongue all around it. Felix weakly attempted to move his tongue back, but Chan was utterly dominating his mind. He couldn’t focus on much besides how his pussy was getting pushed to the limit.
Felix couldn’t help but cling to Chan’s back, leaving red scratch marks from his nails. Felix rolled his hips into Chan’s as much as possible, groaning against Chan’s mouth. Chan’s thrusting became ever stronger and harder, the smacks of their hips meeting now being the loudest thing in the room since Chan had muffled Felix with his lips. The onslaught was so fucking hard and deep and rough. Felix wasn’t truthfully sure how much longer he could last, he needed to come so badly.
Chan bit down on Felix’s lip, almost certainly bruising it. Felix gasped and mewled loudly, tears openly rolling down his cheeks. Chan’s gaze was burning into him, his cunt throbbing with the intensity of it. Felix’s eyes were locked onto his, unable to break contact if he wanted to.
“D- daddy, gonna come, gonna come on your cock, please, please, gonna come, can I come, I need come, please, please, please, daddy, please” Felix begged.
“Go ahead, baby boy, come for me, wanna see your cute face when you come,” Chan egged him on.
It only took about ten more seconds for Felix to completely fall apart, almost screaming as he came. Chan fucked him all the way through it, not stopping his relentless thrusting for anything. Felix almost blacked out from how good it felt, his pleasure rolling through him relentlessly. The first orgasm was good, but getting fucked by Chan always made him have the best orgasms.
Just as Felix was coming down from his high, Chan let out an almost growl as he came inside Felix, making Felix purr with pleasure at being filled with Chan’s come. Felix winced slightly as Chan milked his cock through his orgasm, the overstimulation getting to him a bit. However, the joy of being creampied was enough to make him almost completely ignore it. He liked to feel like he was owned by Chan and having come inside of him made him feel especially owned by Chan.
“Fuck, Lix,” Chan moaned, burying his head into Felix’s neck. “My baby, my love, my sweetheart…”
“Yeah, Channie?” Felix asked breathily.
“As much as I love carrying you, I’m going to put you down on the bed, okay? Let’s cuddle a bit,” Chan murmured.
Felix let out a happy hum. “Yes, please.”
“Then we should probably shower before those two get back,” Chan murmured, carrying Felix back over to the bed and laying him down on on the bed, slipping out of him as he did so.
“And maybe you can fuck me one more time in the shower,” Felix said, wiggling his eyebrows.
“Whatever you want. I mean it, Lixie, whatever you could want, I’ll do for you, okay?” Chan murmured, laying down next to him and pressing a kiss to his temple.
“I know, Channie,” Felix whispered.
The next morning, Felix and Chan set out in Chan’s car to go on a bushwalk. They both had plenty of water, their lunch was packed in their backpacks, and they each had their phones. Felix made sure to bring a first aid kit as well, just in case. This wasn’t supposed to be a particularly difficult trek, but it wasn’t easy either. Felix and Chan felt up to the task and were happy to spend a little bit more time alone.
It was eleven in the morning by the time they started officially walking down the trail, hand in hand. There were a couple of waterfalls along the way, one of which they were planning on stopping off at to eat their lunch. The sun streamed through the trees, warming Felix. As much as it was dreadfully hot, Felix liked the summer. He liked feeling the sun on his skin, he liked being outside, and he liked that the birds were chirping so loudly.
“So, Lix, we never really talked about it in person, but how did your finals go?” Chan asked, squeezing Felix’s hand.
“It went well!” Felix said, smiling. “I’m well on my way to becoming a pastry chef. I’ve just got one more year…”
“One more year of long distance… We can do this,” Chan groaned.
“Long distance is hell, but I love being able to see you like this, too,” Felix said, bumping his shoulder against Chan’s.
“It’s true, we’re lucky that we’re not further apart,” Chan said, smiling warmly. “We can at least get together once a month. Can you imagine if one of us was, like, in Korea or something? Then we’d probably only see each other once a year.”
“Thank god you’re closer,” Felix groaned, almost tripping over a rock before catching himself.
“You okay, little one?” Chan asked, giving the younger man a soft smile.
“Y- yeah,” Felix mumbled, his cheeks red. “I’m good.”
“Good. I’ll catch you if you can’t catch yourself, okay, baby?” Chan said.
“I know you would,” Felix said, his tone probably a bit too adoring.
Chan laughed, looking a bit embarrassed. “Ah, jeez, I really love you, you know?”
“I know, Chan,” Felix said, looking amusedly at his boyfriend.
“I’m just saying, I would… I would do anything for you,” Chan said.
“I know, trust me, I know. I feel like I can get anything I want from you,” Felix joked.
“You really can. I… I kinda wanna talk about that, actually. Not now, but when we get to the falls. There’s something I want to give you if you’ll let me,” Chan explained.
“Something you want to give me?” Felix asked, looking at his boyfriend curiously. “Like, a present or…? Oh, god, it’s not an engagement ring, right? We promised we wouldn’t until after at least a year of living together.”
“No, no, it’s not an engagement ring,” Chan said quickly. “It’s, uh… A bit less tangible than that, I guess. It’s hard to explain, so I’ll just tell you when we’re having lunch.”
Felix couldn’t help but feel some anxiety biting him at those words. He knew that if it was something Chan wanted to give him, it was probably a good thing, but something about the nervous tone of his voice made Felix think it was something that might not be as good. He trusted Chan completely, but he was concerned that it was a big deal.
“Anyway, uh, did I tell you about that new song I was working on?” Chan asked, smiling widely.
“Depends, which one was it?” Felix asked teasingly.
“It’s a love song, actually,” Chan said, looking a little smug.
“Oh, god, is it a sad one again?” Felix asked.
“No, no, this one is cute, I promise. I mean, kind of cute. Changbin and Jisung are helping work on it, it’s all about how we’re trying to figure out our own feelings and why we’re in love, you know? I’m drawing back on those times when Changbin and Hyunjin first got together and I only knew you existed from Instagram and meeting you at the Twice concert,” Chan explained.
“Oh, god, really? Back when you used to stalk my Instagram?” Felix said, his tone taking on a little bit of a teasing tone.
“Hey, you can’t make a joke out of it when you were doing the exact same thing to me,” Chan complained.
“I know, but I didn’t accidentally like a post from two years ago,” Felix said with a wicked little cackle.
“You’re never gonna let me live that down, are you?” Chan said, pouting.
“No, I’m really not,” Felix agreed.
“Well, luckily for me, you started liking my gym pics after I did that, almost like you were saying that you didn’t mind me doing that. That’s when I knew I had to beg Changbin for your number,” Chan said with a sigh.
“It was nice to know I wasn’t the only one doing too much scrolling through someone’s profile,” Felix admitted. “And when I heard that you wanted my number, I think my brain blew up since you were and still are so hot.”
Chan smiled shyly, the tips of his ears turning red. “Oh, god, Lix, please…”
“I’m just saying, I never thought that such a hot guy would be interested in me. I got kinda scared because I was sure you’d cut me off after finding out I was trans, but you didn’t. Shit, I was only just barely getting top surgery then,” Felix reminisced.
“Yeah, I remember us talking about it, like, two weeks before your surgery. You had to come out to Sydney to get it done and you were being all cagey about why you couldn’t meet with Changbin or me when you were in Sydney before you told us that you were transgender. I’m really glad you told me, though, because even though it didn’t change a thing about how I feel about you, it did mean that you trusted me with a precious side of you,” Chan said as he smiled fondly.
“Of course I did, I really liked you! It helped that when I talked vaguely about transgender issues, you were always really positive about them, though,” Felix admitted.
“I mean, yeah. I feel like I’d be an asshole if I was bisexual and excluded transgender people,” Chan snorted.
“Yeah, you would be, but, like, a lot of people are assholes,” Felix said with a shrug. “Especially when you live in a small town with one doctor who’s willing to give out hormones. I’m super lucky that I have Jinnie as a friend, even before I started getting testosterone shots he was great about my gender. He felt very similarly like an outcast because he was gay, so he always knew how I felt.”
“I still don’t understand how two of the prettiest people in Australia were bullied in high school,” Chan grunted.
“When you’re queer, you’re a target,” Felix said with a shrug.
“True, but still. You were so cute in high school,” Chan cooed.
“Fuck off,” Felix said, playfully pushing his boyfriend.
“The cutest little Lixie to ever exist. Such a cute baby,” Chan continued to croon, just to bother Felix.
“Oh my god, stop being a cunt,” Felix groaned.
Chan laughed and pressed a smacking kiss to Felix’s cheek before he sped his gait up a little bit. Felix followed after and shook his head, not able to help the fond smile on his face. He loved this man, even if he was exasperated by him. He wouldn’t want to ever do anything to threaten their relationship. He wanted to be by his side until the end of time.
As they arrived at the waterfall they planned to eat lunch at, Felix found that he hadn’t completely forgotten that Chan wanted to talk to him about something. Felix sat down on a large, mossy rock that could hold both him and Chan and pulled out his lunch, a simple meal that consisted of a sandwich, some chips, and a brownie that he had made before he left home and brought to the Airbnb to share. He had made Chan’s identical lunch as well since Chan tended to sleep in a little bit later than Felix did.
“So,” Felix said, watching a small family stop for a moment to look at the waterfall before they continued on their way, the mother and family holding hands while their somewhat older child ran off a little way down the trail.
“So,” Chan repeated around the bite of his sandwich.
“You wanted to talk to me about something?” Felix asked, popping a chip into his mouth.
“Yes. And I feel the need to preface this,” Chan said, turning to face Felix completely.
“Okay… what is it?” Felix asked anxiously.
Chan let out a deep breath before he began speaking. “This is a zero-judgment zone. I’m not going to get mad at you, I’m not going to get angry with you, and I’m not going to want to break up no matter what your answer is. I love you and I want to do things that make you happy, no matter what those things are. You are the most precious thing in the world to me, you are my soulmate, the love of my life, and someday my husband. If you decide that you absolutely cannot have this conversation with me, you can feel free to opt out at any point. Okay, baby?”
“Okay,” Felix said softly, his eyes wide. “What’s going on? What is this even about?”
“This is about a kink. I think it’s a kink, anyway. It could be a romantic thing, too,” Chan said, gently pushing some hair out of Felix’s face.
“A kink…?” Felix asked, looking bewildered.
“It’s just been some little things I’ve noticed. You and I have had a lot of discussions about what we’re into sexually, but you’ve never mentioned this one to me, so I just want you to know that I’m okay with it if you’re really into it,” Chan said.
“What? What is it?” Felix asked, feeling anxiety rising in the back of his throat.
Chan let out a deep breath, steadying himself before he looked into Felix’s eyes and said in the calmest tone he possibly could, “You want to add more people to the bedroom, don’t you?”
Felix felt the air get completely punched out of him and terror took hold of him. He swallowed heavily, his eyes wide open and his whole body stiffening up. They sat there in silence for a little while, the only sound being from the waterfall that was dripping down into the pond below. Felix didn’t know how to respond or if he even could for a while. His heart was pounding in his ear.
“You’re okay, Lix,” Chan finally said after a moment, his voice soothing. “You can say yes or no. It’s up to you, baby.”
Felix felt a couple of tears threatening to fall down his face and finally, words began to come out. “I- it’s not like I don’t love you, I love you more than I love anyone else in the world, it’s just a fantasy, we don’t have to do it, I never wanted you to know because I didn’t want you to think you’re not enough because you are, I just-”
“Hey, baby, calm down. Take some deep breaths,” Chan encouraged, grabbing Felix’s hand. “It’s okay. It’s okay, I know. I just am wondering, are you polyamorous? Or is this a purely sexual thing?”
“I… I don’t know,” Felix whispered. “How did you even figure it out?”
“You just get super panicked and shy anytime something like a threesome comes up. I don’t really know how to describe it, it just seems like you’re worried about how you’re coming off in the situation. It’s like you’re terrified of being viewed as not monogamous,” Chan explained.
“I just… I love you so much, I don’t want to lose you,” Felix whimpered, tears dripping down his face.
“I know, darling,” Chan whispered. “And you’re not going to lose me, okay? Remember how I told you I would be willing to do anything for you?” Felix sniffled and nodded, his eyes downcast. “I meant that. Even if you decide you’re polyamorous and want to have some more boyfriends. Just so long as I get to be the one that marries you, I don’t care. I just want you to be happy, yeah?”
Felix sniffled once more, looking at Chan with his wide, dark eyes. “Really? You won’t hate me?”
“Of course not. You’re my precious Felix. No matter what, if I can make you happy, I want to do it,” Chan said with a warm smile.
“Even if I want it to be more than just a fantasy?” Felix asked, his voice trembling with trepidation.
“Yeah, of course. I’ve thought about this a lot. I would prefer to be there with you, at least during your first time with somebody else, but if you don’t want that, I understand. I just want to make sure they take care of you right,” Chan said, his eyes soft.
“I’d want you there, too,” Felix said earnestly. “And if I ever do it, I’d want it to be with somebody I trust. I wouldn’t want to do it with someone random.”
“It almost sounds like you have someone in mind,” Chan said, his tone taking on a more playful tone now that Felix wasn’t freaking out quite as much.
“Well, I…” Felix blushed prettily.
“Oh? Is there really somebody you’d be open to?” Chan asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes…” Felix said softly.
“It’s okay, you can tell me who it is,” Chan said, squeezing Felix’s hand. “I honestly want to know, baby. If it’s something that would make you feel good, I want to know.”
“I mean… I wouldn’t mind with several people, but es- especially, um… Hyunjin and Changbin,” Felix admitted, his whole face burning.
“Oh, really?” Chan looked simultaneously surprised and not. “Both of them? Like, both of them at once, or just one or the other, or…?”
“Both of them,” Felix whispered. “I- I don’t know if I like them in that way or not, but sexually… yeah. I know it’s probably uncomfortable because it’s our friends, but I just… I really trust both of them a lot and I know they’d be good to me, so…”
“I’m not uncomfortable, it makes sense,” Chan insisted, brushing some more hair out of Felix’s eyes. “I get it. Hyunjin and Changbin are both hot and they’re both great people. I wouldn’t blame you for wanting to get fucked by them. I probably wouldn’t mind kissing either of them, so I get it.”
“You’re really not mad?” Felix asked, looking up at Chan with wide eyes.
“No, baby, could never be mad at you, not really. It’s just like I told you, as long as I’m the one who gets to marry you, I don’t care about the rest. I mean, there are some things that I’m not into and will not ever be into, but for you, I’d probably go through with it if you wanted it. And, honestly, it is weirdly sexy to me in a way to think about your mouth getting fucked while I fuck you on the other end. I’m not sure I’m into it as much as you, but I think I am into it a bit,” Chan admitted.
Felix’s eyes glossed over as tears began to form once again. “Really? So I’m not weird?”
“No, baby, definitely not,” Chan assured him. “I’m still figuring out exactly how I feel about it, but the only way to know for sure is to try, you know?”
“Y- yeah,” Felix sniffed. “Okay. Okay, I’m so glad. I was so scared that you wouldn’t want to be with me anymore if I told you about this. Keeping you as my boyfriend was so much more important to me than some kink, but if I can have both… fuck, I’m so happy.”
“Of course, my love,” Chan murmured. “I do have another question, though.”
“Yeah, of course, what is it?” Felix asked, brushing away a tear.
“Do you want me to try to hint at having a threesome or foursome with Hyunjin and Changbin?” Chan asked.
Felix’s eyes widened. “Wh… But Chan, I can’t have them hate me!”
“That’s why I’m saying we hint at it,” Chan said. “Give us some plausible deniability, you know? Just try to get a feel for where they’re at before we actually bring it up, you know?”
“I mean… Chan, you would really do that for me?” Felix was dazed, looking at Chan with large eyes.
“Yes, of course I would,” Chan responded. “I told you, anything you want, I’ll try to get it for you. If you want to get fucked by Changbin, Hyunjin, and I, then I’m more than willing to give it a go.”
“God, just… Chan, I’ve changed my mind,” Felix said, beaming.
“What about? You don’t actually want to have sex with them, or…?” Chan questioned.
“About marriage. You can put a ring on my finger anytime,” Felix answered.
Chan let out a bark of surprised laughter. “Okay, good to know that if I want something out of our relationship, I just need to try to get someone else involved.”
“Don’t abuse that power,” Felix said with a giggle.
“I won’t, I promise,” Chan replied, grinning at his boyfriend. “So do you really want me to hint at it?”
“If you can be subtle about it, yes,” Felix replied.
“I’ll do my best to be subtle, I promise,” Chan agreed. “I don’t want them thinking we’re weird or creepy either. I just want it to be an option.”
“Okay… thank you, baby,” Felix said, smiling warmly at him. “I love you so much.”
“I love you, too,” Chan murmured before leaning over to press a kiss to his boyfriend’s lips. “You ready to go on the rest of the bushwalk?”
“Yes, Channie. Let’s do it,” Felix said, grabbing his trash and throwing it into his backpack.
Over the next day, from when they got home from the hike up until the next evening, Chan began very carefully talking to Hyunjin and Changbin about more sexual topics to see how they would respond. Asking them if Felix and Chan were too loud when they were making love, asking if they had brought anything for sexual purposes since Felix did, and asking what unrealistic sex scenario they would like to have happen. Chan asked that last question when they were out to lunch and he got quite an interesting response.
“Well,” Hyunjin said. “I dunno, I think, um…”
“He wants to try adding someone else,” Changbin said around the piece of fruit he was eating.
“No, that’s your fantasy!” Hyunjin exclaimed, his face red.
“It’s both of our’s fantasy,” Changbin corrected.
“What makes that so unrealistic?” Chan asked casually, noting how red Felix’s face had gotten.
Changbin and Hyunjin glanced at each other before Changbin said carefully, “We have specific people in mind.”
“Yeah? Do you mind if I ask who?” Chan asked.
“Yes,” they said at the same time.
“Boo, no fun,” Chan said with a pout. Felix poked Chan’s arm, giving him a look before Chan knew what he wanted. “Oh, yeah. Felix has a similar fantasy.”
Hyunjin and Changbin’s eyes darted over to each other for all of an instant before Hyunjin was saying in a playfully accusatory way, “Hey, you never told me that!”
“I only told Chan yesterday,” Felix mumbled, his face red.
“Oh, wow, so is this a recent thing, or…?” Changbin asked, scooting forward.
“It’s not new, he was just embarrassed about it. He didn’t want me to think he would be unfaithful or anything. I’m totally fine with it, just so long as I’m there for the first time he has sex with somebody else,” Chan explained.
“I don’t think anyone would think to have sex with Felix without having you there, too,” Hyunjin said dryly. “You two are so damn in love…”
“Yeah, we are,” Chan said adoringly. “What about you two, though? Are you polyamorous or do you just want to have a threesome with someone?”
“Polyamorous,” Changbin said, his arm wrapped around Hyunjin’s shoulders. “We’re pretty picky, though, so we haven’t actually dated outside of each other yet. What about you, Felix?”
“I- I don’t know,” Felix admitted, his cheeks red. “I love Chan a lot, more than I’ve loved anyone else, so it’s hard to compare feelings very well, you know?”
“Mm, I understand. I was like that at first, too. However, I ended up realizing that I do like other guys, even though I like Changbin. We had a very long discussion about it and realized we were both polyamorous. Changbin’s my anchor, though, so I’m definitely going to keep him around while I date other guys,” Hyunjin said. “We’re talking about actively searching for someone when we end up moving in together.”
“What’s an anchor?” Chan asked, looking curious.
“I mean, another way of putting it is a primary partner, but that enforces hierarchical language and we’re not fond of that,” Changbin said, scrunching his nose. “It’s a long-standing relationship and often it involves logistical things, you know? Like living together, things like that. We’re not quite at that point yet, but we’re going to get there eventually. Either way, we’re like each other’s anchors, we keep each other grounded.
“Oh, that makes sense. I’m obviously in support of polyamory, I just probably need to learn the jargon,” Chan said, shrugging.
“Would you be okay with Felix dating other guys?” Changbin asked Chan.
“Yeah, I would. I would be his anchor partner, for sure,” Chan said, looking at Felix for confirmation.
“Yes, you would. If I ever do date other guys, Chan’s the one that’s going to put a ring on my finger,” Felix said, squirming a little bit.
“Cute,” Hyunjin crooned. “You have to screen all the men you date through me, though. I’m not gonna let mean guys date you, my angel.”
“I think they have to go through all of us,” Changbin agreed.
“But what about you, Chan? What’s your opinion on polyamory? We all know you’re Felixsexual, but…” Hyunjin trailed off.
“I mean, that’s true. Felix will always be my number one love. I’m not truly sure if I could date anyone else or not, but, I mean…” Chan hesitated. “I’d be willing to try? I think?”
“Yeah? I’m surprised,” Hyunjin said mildly. “I would have thought you’d be mister monogamous.”
“I mean, I mostly am, but I’d be willing to give it a shot,” Chan said with a shrug. “As much as I adore Felix, there are a few guys outside of him I could see myself kissing.”
“Ohh, I’m really curious about who they are,” Changbin said, grinning and scooting forward.
“You guys won’t tell me who you wanna date, so I’m not telling you who I wanna smooch,” Chan said, blowing a raspberry at them.
“God, so boring,” Hyunjin complained.
“Anyway, you guys don’t have plans for tomorrow morning, right?” Felix confirmed, sitting forward a bit.
“Correct,” Hyunjin said, leaning back a little.
“We were thinking of busting out the alcohol tonight and truth or dare,” Chan explained.
“Ohh, sounds like fun,” Changbin said, giving Hyunjin a very particular look.
“I agree,” Hyunjin said, returning the look.
The rest of the lunch and afternoon was spent in relative calmness, with the four of them in Chan’s car while he drove them around to a couple of lookout points. Hyunjin made sure to take pictures so he could paint them later. He even got some nice pictures of the sunset, which was about the time they figured they ought to head back to the Airbnb to grill up some of the meat that they had bought.
With dinner, they each had a beer, chatting about this and that. Felix was greatly enjoying the day, although he was a bit anxious. He wasn’t sure if he was possibly one of the people that Hyunjin and Changbin were talking about, but if he was, he wasn’t sure if he wanted another boyfriend at the moment. He knew he liked Hyunjin and Changbin a lot, but he wasn’t entirely sure if the feelings he had were platonic or romantic. They were unquestionably sexual, based on his masturbation material history, but anything else he wasn’t completely sure of.
After dinner, Chan grabbed the bottle of vodka they had purchased and some shot glasses that were in the cupboards, placing them on the coffee table. Felix sat on one of the two couches, smiling and curling up against him when Chan sat next to him. Hyunjin and Changbin were seated on the other couch, with Changbin’s arm once again around Hyunjin’s shoulders.
“So, just to be clear, if we can’t answer the truth or don’t do the dare, we drink, yeah?” Hyunjin asked.
“Exactly,” Chan replied, wiggling his eyebrows. “The point is partially to get really drunk and partially to make us say or do stupid stuff.”
“Okay, just making sure,” Hyunjin said. “Who starts?”
“Felix, why don’t you go first to warm us up? Truth or dare?” Chan asked.
“Dare,” Felix answered instantly.
“I dare you to give me a big ole kiss,” Chan replied, grinning. Felix rolled his eyes, but quickly kissed Chan, smiling against his lips.
“You’re not gonna use this as an excuse to make out in front of us the whole time, are you?” Hyunjin complained.
“That was a warm-up, that’s all,” Chan said, grinning. “Now, go ahead and pick somebody, baby.”
“Truth or dare, Hyunjin?” Felix asked.
“Truth,” Hyunjin said.
“Are there multiple people you want to date, or just one?” Felix asked.
“Oh, there are a few people,” Hyunjin said, grinning at Changbin. “Right, babe?”
“Yes, we have a list,” Changbin answered.
“Okay, Chan… truth or dare,” Hyunjin said.
“Truth,” Chan said.
“Who do you wanna kiss?” Hyunjin asked.
Chan took the shot.
“Changbin, truth or dare,” Chan said, clearing his throat after drinking the vodka.
“Dare,” Changbin said, grinning.
“I wanna see you give your best lapdance to Hyunjin,” Chan said, snickering.
“Oh god, you couldn’t ask the dance major to give a lapdance?” Hyunjin complained.
“Don’t worry, babe, it’ll be good,” Changbin said, grinning as he got up. “Put on some sexy music, Chan!”
Chan did so and laughed as Changbin did an overly dramatic dance, thrusting his hips to ridiculous lengths. Hyunjin looked like he was completely suffering while Felix couldn’t help but giggle. It was goofy as all hell, but he kind of needed that after the nerves had been building up all day for this.
“Okay!” Changbin said, sitting back on the couch. “Felix! Truth or dare?”
“Truth,” Felix answered.
“Would you just want to have a threesome or would you want to have more people than just that?” Changbin asked.
Felix blushed. “Oh, um, I wouldn’t mind more people… I don’t know if I could handle, like, more than seven or eight people, you know?”
“I get it,” Changbin agreed. “We feel the same.”
“Um, Hyunjin, truth or dare?” Felix asked.
“Dare,” Hyunjin replied.
“I dare you to give an actually good lapdance to Changbin,” Felix said, grinning.
Hyunjin raised an eyebrow. “Oh, I can give a hell of a good one. Pull up Naughty Girl by Beyonce.”
Felix did as he said, turning on the song. Felix had to admit, this was more for personal reasons than actually wanting to see what a good lapdance looked like. He was mesmerized by the sway of Hyunjin’s hips, watching as Hyunjin sensually rolled his body up against Changbin’s. Felix didn’t know how he would be able to live if Hyunjin ever did that to him. He was already getting wet just from this little bit.
“There you go. That’s how you do it,” Hyunjin said, running his hand through his dark ear with a smirk that was directed toward Felix.
“O- oh, yeah,” Felix said, his cheeks red.
“Chan, truth or dare,” Hyunjin said.
“Dare,” Chan replied.
“Show us your dick, I want to know if it genuinely is as big as Felix says,” Hyunjin said abruptly.
Felix let out an undignified noise, covering his mouth with wide eyes. His eyes only got wider when Chan shrugged and stood up. “Sure. Nudity is no big deal for me.”
Felix watched as Chan pulled his basketball shorts and boxer briefs down, revealing his soft, yet still weighty dick. Felix had seen it many times before, so he looked at how Hyunjin and Changbin were reacting. Hyunjin seemed strangely smug while Changbin had an odd grin on his face. Felix didn’t know what those reactions meant but he squirmed a little, the wetness between his legs bothering him.
“Okay,” Chan said, pulling them back up. “Felix, truth or dare?”
“Dare,” Felix answered.
“I dare you to take your shirt off for the rest of the game,” Chan said, smiling in a very Cheshire Cat style.
“Chan,” Felix whined.
“Come on, drink up or top off,” Chan answered.
Felix pouted grabbed the booze and quickly poured it down his throat. He winced at the burn before turning to Changbin. “Truth or dare, Binnie?”
“Dare,” Changbin replied.
“I dare you to call someone on your phone that isn’t here and say that you’re horny,” Felix said.
“Drinking up it is,” Changbin replied, grabbing his drink and downing it.
They continued to play over the next hour, with most of the truths and dares ending up being funny or kind of sexual. Felix ended up giving Chan a lapdance and damn if he didn’t feel Hyunjin or Changbin’s intense stares. They all also continued to get more and more drunk, although Chan ensured that they drank some water as well. Felix was feeling pretty loose after his third shot.
“Okay,” Changbin said, obviously a little drunk as well. “Truth.”
“Would you ever watch someone have sex?” Chan asked, his arm wrapped around Felix’s shoulders.
“Yeah, totally. If they were hot, I would, anyway,” Changbin said, grinning. “Felix, truth or dare?”
“Dare,” Felix said, giggling.
“I dare you to…” Changbin hesitated for a moment, although it seemed as though it was more to build the tension than him being anxious. “Kiss Hyunjin.”
Felix’s eyes went wide and he looked at Chan with uncertainty. Chan smiled knowingly before saying, “What are you gonna do, baby? You can drink or you can kiss him.”
Felix shyly stood up, leading to a whoop from Changbin. Felix could feel his nerves running through him, but the alcohol was running just as strongly. He stumbled over to Hyunjin, looking at his best friend shyly. Hyunjin held out his arms toward Felix, obviously inviting Felix to sit on his lap. Felix did so, his whole face flushed as he sat sideways on Hyunjin’s lap with his arms around the other man’s neck. Hyunjin’s hands came to rest on top of his thigh and the back of his neck.
“So cute, Lixie,” Hyunjin crooned. “This is just like in high school when we had our first kiss with each other.”
“Don’t remind me!” Felix whined.
“Why not? You seemed to like kissing me when we did it that time,” Hyunjin purred.
“Th- that’s just because I was happy to have my first kiss with a boy,” Felix said with a pout. “Whatever, I’m just gonna kiss you, okay?”
“Whenever you’re ready, angel,” Hyunjin said.
Felix gave Chan one more look, trying to make sure he was okay with it, and Chan gave him an encouraging smile. Felix then looked back at Hyunjin, his heart thumping loudly in his chest. He timidly leaned in, glancing up at Hyunjin’s expression, which was unreadable. He quickly leaned in the rest of the way and gave Hyunjin a quick peck on the lips.
“Oh, baby, that wasn’t a kiss,” Hyunjin said, looking disappointed.
“Wh- what do you mean?” Felix asked nervously.
“Let me show you,” Hyunjin said.
Felix felt his heart just about explode out of his chest as Hyunjin pulled him forward, hungrily kissing him. Felix gasped against his lips, allowing Hyunjin to have a way into Felix’s mouth. Felix whimpered up against Hyunjin’s mouth, a little unsure of what to do with himself since it was so sudden. Hyunjin’s tongue explored the inside of his mouth, something that he sure as hell didn’t do with their first kiss. Felix weakly attempted to lap up against Hyunjin’s tongue, the arousal between his legs getting even worse. Hyunjin finished off the kiss by biting his bottom lip, exactly where Chan did just two days prior.
“That’s a kiss,” Hyunjin said, looking awfully smug.
“O- okay,” was all Felix could think to say, looking and feeling very dazed.
Hyunjin’s hand dropped from the back of his neck, swatting playfully at his bum. “Go sit next to your boyfriend, babe.”
“Okay,” Felix repeated, standing up on wobbly legs and collapsing on the couch next to Chan. Chan seemed to be completely fine with what just happened. No, it seemed like everyone was except for Felix. Felix was very disoriented and horny, wanting every man in this room’s dick.
“It’s your turn to ask someone, Felix,” Chan reminded him, his hand going to squeeze Felix’s thigh.
“Y- yeah,” Felix said, realizing he was right. “Um… yeah. I guess… Changbin?”
“Dare,” Changbin replied, smirking.
Felix glanced at Chan before he hesitantly said, “Kiss Channie.”
Changbin’s eyebrows shot up but he grinned. “Okay by me. Chan, you all right with this?”
Chan shrugged. “If Felix is okay with it, I don’t care.”
Changbin got up and walked over to Chan, grabbing Chan by the shoulders. Hyunjin scooted over to the edge of the couch so he could watch, wide-eyed. After ensuring that his boyfriend had a good vantage to see, Changbin wasted no time, eagerly kissing Chan. Chan’s hand slipped to the back of Changbin’s neck as he kissed back. Chan slipped his tongue into the kiss at some point, with Changbin’s tongue excitedly meeting Chan’s.
Felix had thought he couldn’t get any hornier after that kiss with Hyunjin, but seeing his boyfriend make out with his best friend’s boyfriend somehow made it incredibly worse. He rubbed his thighs together, trying to relieve some of the pressure that was there. He was definitely going to need Chan to dick him down before they went to bed. He couldn’t really explain it, but now knew he was into the idea of Chan fucking other people just as much as he was into the idea of himself getting fucked by other people.
Changbin pulled away, a line of spittle connecting them for a moment before he wiped it away, smiling sideways. “You’re not terrible at kissing, Chan.”
“Neither are you, Changbin,” Chan snorted in reply.
“Okay, that was fucking hot,” Hyunjin said, a wicked grin on his face.
“Imagine how we felt watching you two make out,” Changbin replied, taking his seat by Hyunjin. “Now, who should I choose…”
“I- I think we should actually be done for the night. It’s after midnight and we have plans tomorrow, yeah?” Felix interrupted, his whole face bright red.
“Aww, but things were just getting fun,” Hyunjin said with a pout.
Chan wrapped a protective arm around Felix. “I think Felix is a little bit overwhelmed. We can keep playing another night.”
“Aww, okay,” Changbin said, wearing a matching pout to Hyunjin’s.
“Finish your last drinks!” Chan announced.
Felix swallowed the last of his vodka, watching as Chan picked up the bottle and put it back. Hyunjin stood up and gathered all of the glasses while Changbin watched him walk away. Changbin seemed to sense that Felix’s eyes were on him and he looked over to the other man. Felix, given how tonight had gone, felt his heart jump in his chest and he felt shyness overcome him. Changbin smirked and bit his bottom lip, sending another rush of desire down to cunt.
“Felix? You ready to get into pajamas and go to bed?” Chan asked, holding out his hand and breaking Felix out of his reverie.
“Uh, yeah, I, um, I’m ready,” Felix answered unsteadily, taking his hand.
“Goodnight, angel,” Hyunjin called from where he was rinsing out the cups. Changbin got up and walked over to Hyunjin, whispering something to him that Hyunjin replied to in a faint tone that Felix couldn’t quite hear.
“Goodnight,” Felix answered, his whole face feeling like it was on fire.
Chan led Felix down to their room, ensuring to close the door behind them. Felix felt a little like his brain was swimming through an ocean of confusion and horniness. He wanted them all a lot, but he also knew that he was pretty damn drunk. He had liked kissing Hyunjin and he liked watching Changbin and Chan kiss just as much. He genuinely wanted that foursome, but he knew he wasn’t in a sound enough state of mind to go for it.
“Chan, please fuck me,” Felix mumbled.
Chan, who had been stripping his shirt from his body, looked at Felix. “Yeah?”
“Yeah, I’m… I’m seriously turned on,” Felix said breathily.
“Yeah? Did those kisses make you horny?” Chan asked, running a hand through his curls as he tossed his shirt on the ground.
“Yes, daddy. Wanna get fucked into the mattress,” Felix begged, his hands coming up to Chan’s chest.
“Bet you want Changbin and Hyunjin to fuck you into the mattress, too,” Chan murmured, leaning in and kissing just under Felix’s ear. “Would that make you happy, baby? Getting fucked by both of them?”
Felix groaned as Chan slipped his leg between Felix’s, rubbing up against his pussy. “Y- yes, daddy, wanna get fucked by them and you all at the same time… Want the three of you to plug up all of my holes and use me like a toy.”
“You’d look so pretty like that, baby. Completely full of cocks… I wanna see it,” Chan murmured, grabbing Felix’s ass and forcing him to grind up against Chan’s leg.
“Fuck, ahh, daddy, want it,” Felix whimpered.
Chan leaned in close to Felix’s ear and whispered, “Let’s get you to bed, baby.”
“Thank you, daddy,” Felix whispered.
Chan grabbed Felix and pushed him onto the bed. Felix scrambled back while simultaneously pulling off his shirt, breathless and ready to get fucked. Chan pulled down his underwear and pants in one fell swoop, revealing that he was half-hard already. Felix pulled off his capris and underwear, tossing them to the side. Neither of them were super interested in doing a lot of foreplay right now, as they both had clearly gotten aroused from all of the evening’s happenings.
“Look at you, baby, so wet,” Chan cooed, kneeling between Felix’s spread legs and pressing his palm against the soft mound.
Felix moaned, his hips bucking up into Chan’s hand. “F- felt so good to kiss someone else while daddy was watching… and watching daddy kiss someone else was really hot, too.”
“Yeah, Lix? Do you wanna watch me fuck Hyunjin while you get fucked by Changbin?” Chan asked, firmly rubbing up and down his outer lips.
“Fuck, ahh, yeah. Wanna kiss Jinnie while you fuck him and while Changbin fucks me. Wanna suck Changbin off, let him fuck my mouth while you fuck my pussy and Hyunjin fucks my ass,” Felix said in an almost begging tone.
“You’d be so pretty with all of your holes filled, Felix. I wanna see you sob around Changbin’s dick, wanna see you covered in all of our come,” Chan said, his fingers slipping between the first set of lips and rubbing over his clit.
“Want- want to be filled with all of your come. Want it all in my pussy,” Felix managed out, his head rolling back. “Want daddy’s come, Changbin’s come, and Hyunjin’s come, want it all inside of me.”
“I think they want to fill you up, too, baby,” Chan groaned as he massaged Felix’s sensitive bud. “They wanna fuck you up just as bad as I do.”
Felix whined and bucked his hips once again, way too overcome by this sexual fantasy to have any sense of composure. “You think so, daddy? You think they’d fuck me up like I want?”
“Yeah, baby, I absolutely think so,” Chan breathed, his fingers slipping down to Felix’s desperately wet hole. “I think they would love to come all over and inside of you. Did you see how they were staring at you when you gave me the lapdance, baby? They were burning a hole into you with how hard they were staring. They both want to fuck your brains out.”
Felix whimpered prettily as Chan’s forefinger and middle finger slipped into his hole. “I want it so badly, daddy… I wanna get fucked by all of them, please. If they actually want to, you’ll let me, right?”
“Of course, baby,” Chan crooned as he curled his fingers, making Felix gasp as he brushed up against his G-spot. “Wanna see how good you look when you’re getting fucked on all sides. Wanna hear you sobbing for Hyunjin and Changbin just as much as I wanna hear you sobbing for me.”
“Ohhh, fuck, daddy, want it so bad!” Felix moaned, his eyes rolling back.
“Yeah?” Chan asked, tapping his G-spot. “Make sure you moan loud enough that they can hear you, baby. Make them be unable to think about anything but how I’m fucking you and how they wish they could be the ones fucking you.”
“Fuck! Fuck! Ah! Daddy! Need your dick! Please!” Felix called, his voice getting louder than he would normally allow it to while Changbin and Hyunjin were in the house.
“Anything for you, baby,” Chan replied, pulling his fingers out.
“C- condom. Don’t wanna shower,” Felix asked.
“Yeah, of course,” Chan said. He grabbed a condom from their side table, tearing it open with his teeth before rolling it onto his cock. He quickly spread the juices that had accumulated on his fingers onto his erection, spreading the sticky substance all over. He licked the rest off of his fingers before guiding the head of his cock to Felix’s wet cunt. “My baby loves getting filled up by cocks, doesn’t he?”
“Yes,” Felix gasped, spreading out his pussy with one of his forefinger and middle finger. “Want it. Wanna get filled up so badly, daddy.”
Chan slowly began to push in and Felix moaned loudly. The stretch was so good, he loved how full he felt with Chan inside of him. He wanted more cocks to play with if he was being honest, but that wasn’t happening, at least not tonight. Hyunjin and Changbin had certainly not seemed against the obvious flirting that had been happening tonight, even when they were just a little bit tipsy. No, based on the way Changbin and Hyunjin enjoyed their kissing, it seemed like Felix might have a fighting chance of getting them to fuck him.
“Daddy,” Felix moaned as Chan bottomed out, his hips flush with Felix’s. “So good, daddy.”
“Yeah, you wanna come on my cock? And then on Hyunjin’s? And then Changbin’s?” Chan purred as he began slowly dragging his dick out of Felix before pushing it back in just as slowly.
“Yeah, yeah, daddy, gonna come on everyone’s cocks,” Felix panted, his eyes glassy.
“Wanna get pumped full of all of their come? Until your pussy is pouring out from all of the come?” Chan asked.
“Yes, yes, fuck yes,” Felix moaned, one hand gripping a pillow while the other stroked his clit.
“My Lixie wants to be a slut, yeah? Get filled with so many other men’s seed, yeah? Bet you’d even like to get filled up by Jisung and Minho, too, huh? Or maybe Jeongin and Seungmin would be good for you, too?” Chan’s thrusts began to gain speed as he spoke, his pupils blown wide, making his eyes impossibly dark. Chan was equally into the idea as Felix, it seemed.
Felix gasped, his hips snapping up against Chan’s. “F- fuck, yes, want it so bad! Wanna get used by all of them, daddy! Wanna suck your cock while all of our friends fuck me! Wanna jerk them off, want my asshole abused, want my pussy destroyed by them!”
“Fuck, baby, wanna see you in the middle of a bukkake, just covered in everyone’s come,” Chan groaned. “You’d be so pretty.”
“Channie, daddy, fuck, Chris, ahh, oh, please, I’m already so, ah,” Felix begged, his words quickly becoming incoherent.
“Yeah? Is your brain getting all stupid from how much you want to get fucked by everyone?” Chan asked as he thrusted roughly into Felix. “Love the idea of being everyone’s come slut?”
“Yes, yes, yes, wan’ it, wan’ it!” Felix sobbed. “Wanna get fucked by everyone, please, daddy, want it so much!”
“Don’t worry, baby, daddy will make sure everyone gets their turn with you,” Chan cooed, pushing aside Felix’s hand to stroke Felix’s clit himself.
Felix let out a high-pitched moan. He felt like he was on fire from the dirty talk. Just a few days ago, he was terrified to share with Chan that he might want to have a threesome with someone, but now Chan was talking like he wanted Felix to be free to use by all of their friends, another kink that Felix had that he hadn’t quite spoken aloud. He couldn’t take much more of this, he was too aroused from before to handle it.
“G- gonna come, gonna come, Channie, gonna come!” Felix mewled.
“Yeah, baby? Me too, gonna come, gonna come to the thought of my baby getting fucked like he deserves by lots of men,” Chan groaned.
This was much faster than they usually came, but the words they had been exchanging left them much more turned on their normal. Felix was certain that Hyunjin and Changbin would be able to hear him considering how loud he was being, and somehow, that turned him on even more. He was practically spurting from his cunt at this point.
“Fuck! Ah! Daddy! Daddy!” Felix moaned before letting out a high-pitched cry and coming.
Chan didn’t take too much longer, letting out a low moan as he came into the condom, quickly filling it up. Felix was exhausted, watching in a daze as Chan pulled out of him before pulling off his condom, tying it off, and tossing it in the small trash bin in the corner. Chan was back in bed with him very quickly, wrapping his arms around Felix and kissing the top of his head.
Felix kind of wanted to talk about what had just occurred, about how well he got off from Chan implying that he’d let him be free use with their friends, but the alcohol and pleasure from just getting off were making him incredibly sleepy. In the end, he burrowed his face into Chan’s chest and let out a deep sigh, his eyes fluttering shut. That was a problem for tomorrow morning.
Felix was the first one up, not surprisingly. He got up, pulled on some nonsexy underwear, and went to the bathroom before grabbing a glass of water and some painkillers since, although not horrible since Chan made them drink water, he still had a slight hangover. He didn’t bother closing the door when he went back into his room since he was planning on just scrolling on his phone, completely forgetting that Chan was naked under the blankets. However, he did scroll on his phone for almost an hour before Chan woke up, his curls all over the place and a soft groan pouring from his mouth.
“Morning, Channie,” Felix said softly, gently brushing some hair out of his face.
“Morning, baby,” Chan mumbled as he slowly sat up. “Did I remember to put on a condom last night?”
“Yes, otherwise I would have gotten in the shower,” Felix said simply. “I still probably ought to shower, though. I smell kinda like booze.”
“Mm, wanna shower together, then?” Chan asked sleepily.
“Are we actually gonna shower, or are you going to fuck me into oblivion while we stand under hot water?” Felix asked.
“I was thinking I could fuck you into oblivion and then we could shower,” Chan said with a little grin.
Felix rolled his eyes playfully. “And you’re not gonna fuck me in the shower?”
“If you want me to, I’ll happily go for it,” Chan answered.
“Channie, I’d have you fuck me anywhere and everywhere,” Felix replied.
“Mm, how about right here, right now?” Chan asked, grabbing Felix’s phone and putting it on the bedside table as he straddled Felix’s legs.
“I mean, yeah, but the door’s open, Channie, so…” Felix said, his cheeks heating up as he glanced over.
“Oh, be honest, Lix. You want to give them a bit of a show, don’t you?” Chan said, his hands sliding up Felix’s thighs.
“I- I mean…” Felix swallowed heavily.
“Last night, you were so desperate and horny after just kissing Hyunjin and watching me kiss Changbin, now imagine if they were watching us fuck,” Chan breathed in his ear.
Felix’s pussy throbbed at the thought and he whined, “Channie…”
“You like that, don’t you, baby? Wanna get seen by Changbin and Hyunjin? Want them to jerk off to the sight of me fucking you?” Chan cooed.
Felix finally looked down at Chan’s crotch. “Are you just trying to get me to fuck you since you have morning wood?”
“Partially,” Chan admitted, squeezing Felix’s thighs. “But I genuinely do want to give them a show. I didn’t know how into this I would be, Lix, but I am really into it. If we’re going off last night, I think if we keep pushing it, we can get them to join us for a foursome. Then I can see all of your pretty little holes get filled.”
“Fuck… you actually want it, Chris? You’re okay with it?” Felix asked, face flushed.
“I’m more than okay with it, Lix. I want this. I dunno, the more I think about it, the more into it I get. Maybe I have a kink or am polyamorous, too,” Chan admitted.
“Yeah? I… Chan, would you really be okay if I dated Changbin and Hyunjin? Be honest, please,” Felix asked, hesitant. “I don’t know how I feel yet for sure, but I…”
“It’s okay, Felix,” Chan said encouragingly. “You can date other people. But if I decide to date other people, you have to be okay with it, too, okay?”
Felix nodded, letting out a deep breath. “And… and if I wanted to get fucked by all of our friends?”
“I’d love to be there, but it’s up to you. I want you to be happy, baby,” Chan said, smiling warmly at his boyfriend.
“How did I get so fucking lucky?” Felix whispered.
“I ask myself the same question every day,” Chan murmured, leaning down to press a warm kiss to Felix’s lips. When he parted from Felix, he kept his forehead pressed to Felix’s.
Felix felt like he needed to have sex with Changbin and Hyunjin before he decided whether or not he wanted to date them, but based on last night, they were probably at least sexually interested in him. He had a feeling that Chan was right, they just needed a little bit more pushing before Changbin and Hyunjin either figured out what they wanted and said no, or until they requested to talk to them about setting something up. Felix’s stomach did flips at just the thought.
“Daddy…” Felix said with a cute little pout.
“Ohh, baby, what is it?” Chan cooed.
“Will you take care of me?” Felix asked.
“Of course. What do you need?” Chan murmured.
“Wanna get my asshole filled, daddy,” Felix replied.
“Ohh, I see. We can do that, baby,” Chan agreed.
“Will you finger my pussy while you do it?” Felix pleaded.
“You know I’ll do anything for you, baby,” Chan replied.
Felix smiled cutely. “Thank you, daddy.”
“Of course,” Chan answered, pressing a quick kiss to his nose. “You need some foreplay?”
“Yes, please,” Felix answered with a pleased sigh. “I’m still wet from last night, but I’m not super turned on, yet.”
“Mm, I bet I can manage that,” Chan hummed, leaning in to kiss Felix once again.
Felix made some happy noises as he kissed Chan back, Chan’s hands going up to his waist. Felix’s arms found their way around his shoulders and, since Chan wasn’t wearing underwear, Felix could feel his hardness pressing up against his cunt again. That in and of itself was enough to get him leaking a little bit, but he wanted to fully enjoy this. As much as he liked having quick and messy sex like last night, he also wanted to take things slow on occasion.
Chan licked Felix’s lips and the younger man moaned softly, opening his mouth. Chan slid his tongue inside, massaging Felix’s muscle just like he knew he liked it. Felix sighed against his mouth, grinding up toward Chan’s dick, which made a low groan pour from Chan’s mouth. Chan pulled away from the kiss, but only to kiss Felix’s ear.
“I can’t stop thinking about you kissing Hyunjin… that was so hot,” Chan murmured, nibbling his ear.
“Fuck, ah, Chan–” Felix whimpered, the memory undoubtedly helping to turn him on.
“Would love to see you get fucked, Felix. Wanna watch while you get fucked. Want you to jerk me off while the others fuck your pussy and your mouth,” Chan breathed in his ear.
“Fuck, daddy,” Felix moaned. “Want it, want it so bad.”
Chan’s hands found their way up to Felix’s chest, his thumbs rolling over the quickly hardening buds. Although Felix wasn’t sure if it was possible, Chan managed to find some skin on his neck that hadn’t been marked up already and made sure to leave imprints there. Felix could feel his cunt pulse at the simultaneous feeling of a new hickey being formed and Chan’s gentle pinching and tugging of his nipples.
“Don’t worry, baby, I’ll make sure that you get fucked by one of them before we go,” Chan crooned, nibbling at his earlobe. “Poor baby… needs so many cocks to satisfy him.”
Felix whimpered, squirming a little. He glanced over to the door, clearly able to see out into the hallway. There was nobody there, but somebody could come by any moment. They would see Felix, a flushed, horny mess, and Chan, whose cock was slowly rutting up against his cunt. He could imagine that Hyunjin and Changbin were out there, listening and watching him as he got his brains fucked out.
“You worried about the door, Lixie? You shouldn’t. You should just wait until they’re there, watching and wondering when they get to have you,” Chan murmured as he bent over to kiss down Felix’s chest.
“Ahh, but daddy…” Felix let out a low moan, his eyes squeezing shut as Chan’s tongue found his nipple. “Oh, god, feels so good…”
“That’s right…” Chan breathed. “Just focus on how I’m making you feel. Good boy.”
Chan said the magic words that always made him turn into a mess; “good boy.” Chan didn’t bring out those words very often because he knew how much it affected Felix. He instantly relaxed into Chan’s arms, his mouth going slack. He let out breathy moans as Chan played with his nipples, his eyes either on the ceiling or on Chan, watching as he sucked and nipped on his already puffy nipples.
“Are you ready for your underwear to come off or do you need a bit more foreplay?” Chan asked, grabbing the edge of the boxer briefs that Felix was wearing.
Felix swallowed heavily. “Want them off, please.”
Chan leaned up and pressed a kiss to Felix’s cheek. “Of course, baby.”
Chan pulled off the briefs, tossing them off the bed. Felix’s cunt was soaking, wet from last night, and now newly wet from Chan’s touch. Felix saw that Chan had to physically stop himself from touching Felix’s pussy. He knew that Felix wanted it anally, even though Chan preferred it vaginally. Still, he was going to do whatever Felix wanted. He grabbed the bottle of lube from the bedside table that he had brought from home, placing it beside Felix.
“Okay, bring your legs up, baby, so I can start to spread you out,” Chan encouraged.
Felix did as he said, immediately bringing his knees up near his chest. He wrapped his arms around the underside of his knees, presenting his pretty cunt and asshole very well. Chan quickly spread some lube on three of his fingers, warming it up properly before he brought one to Felix’s hole, lightly pressing up against it. Felix shivered at the feeling, wanting more.
“You ready?” Chan asked.
“Yes, daddy,” Felix whispered.
Chan slowly pushed in his middle finger, leaving Felix groaning. They didn’t do anal a ton, but it wasn’t an uncommon occurrence for them either. Felix really liked it, especially if Chan fingered him or played with his clit while he did it. Still, it had been a few months since they last did it this way and Felix didn’t have the patience to do anal on his own, especially with his tiny hands, so Felix was extra tight. The stretch on his rim felt so damn good.
“Ohh, baby, look at how you’re trembling. Does daddy’s finger feel so nice inside of your cute little asshole?” Chan crooned.
“Yeah, so good, daddy. One more, please?” Felix asked, his breath heavy and his flush going all the way down to his chest.
“Since you asked so nicely…” Chan pushed his forefinger in, leading to another groan from Felix.
Felix didn’t have a prostate, so there was no need for Chan to go looking for it. Mostly, he just needed to focus on going slow while he spread Felix out. At the beginning of adding something new, whether it was a finger or a dick, it hurt a little bit. However, he quickly relaxed into the feeling, enjoying the pleasure. Chan made sure to scissor his fingers and curl them this way and that, making sure that Felix was properly spread out before he added the third one.
“Ohh, fuck, daddy!” Felix whined as the third finger entered him. It hurt just a bit, but it felt good at the same time. “Daddy, daddy! Hurts so good!”
“Oh, that’s my good baby. Taking it so well,” Chan cooed as he spread his fingers out into a triangle formation. “Gonna be full of my cock, soon. You want to be full of my cock, don’t you baby?”
“Want it,” Felix moaned. “Want your big dick inside of me, daddy! Wanna get my asshole rung out! Please!”
Chan leaned down and pressed a kiss to his cunt, smiling ever so slightly. “Let me help you relax a bit more while I prepare you, okay?”
Felix didn’t even have a moment to respond before Chan’s face was pressed between his pussy lips, licking at his clit. Felix spasmed, a gasping moan pouring from his lips. He was, once again, being noisy, but the simultaneous stimulation to his clit and his asshole were driving him absolutely nuts. He had, at least for the moment, completely forgotten about the open door, his hands entangled in Chan’s curls and his moans coming out in puffy breaths.
Chan’s tongue expertly rolled around his clit before he began rubbing it with his nose as he lapped further down. The tug of his rim and the pleasure of getting eaten out were a lot for him to deal with. He knew he needed to be patient so it didn’t hurt, but he really just wanted Chan to rearrange his guts. Chan pulled away, giving one final kiss to his cunt before he looked up at Felix.
“Do you want me to use a condom, baby?” Chan asked.
“N- no, please, wanna feel you come inside,” Felix begged.
“Okay,” Chan said mildly, pulling his three fingers out.
Felix felt incredibly empty without the fingers, his hole clenching around the air. He breathed heavily as he watched Chan grab the lube and spread it all over his dick, before squirting a glob onto Felix’s hole as well. Felix forced himself to relax, watching as Chan guided his erection to Felix’s hole, rubbing the head against his rim in a teasing way that made him need to moan.
“You ready, baby? I’ll go slow,” Chan said, soothingly rubbing the backs of Felix’s thighs.
“Yes, please,” Felix pleaded. “Want to get fucked so bad.”
Chan didn’t ask again, instead slowly pushing into Felix. Felix gasped as his asshole stretched to accommodate Chan’s girth, his head rolling back once again. He let out a keening whine as Chan pushed into him, his body tensing up at the intrusion. Felix felt tears pricking at his eyes from the mixture of pain and pleasure, but he didn’t need Chan to stop until his hips were flush with Felix’s.
“You doing okay, Lix?” Chan checked in as soon as he was fully sheathed inside of Felix.
“Always forget how big you feel in my ass,” Felix said, his breath heavy and his eyelids fluttering.
Chan grabbed Felix’s thighs, throwing them over his shoulders. “I know. But you love it, don’t you? You’re a slut who likes it when it hurts a little. Isn’t that right?”
Felix let out another whine, pouting cutely. “Yeah, so? You like it when it hurts me, too.”
“I do,” Chan admitted.
“So move already,” Felix demanded.
Chan rolled his eyes, but he began pulling out nonetheless. Felix moaned lowly at the drag, the itching, burning feeling overwhelming him. As Chan pushed back into him, Felix’s moan got a lot more high-pitched. It was uncomfortable, but was making him more wet at the same time. He liked the feeling of Chan’s dick deep inside his ass and he loved the way his rim stretched. He just needed a couple of minutes to get used to it.
“Fuck, Channie,” Felix whimpered as he began to get fully used to it. “Fuck, fuck, so good!”
“Yeah? You like it?” Chan breathed, snapping his hips faster and faster up against Felix’s.
“So! Deep! Ah! Fuck!” Felix cried, his back arching slightly.
Chan groaned, kissing the inside of one of Felix’s thighs as he loudly fucked into Felix’s ass. The obscene sound of lube being squirted everywhere as Felix got his asshole continually rammed into and their moans made a cacophony of pleasure. Felix could feel wet arousal dripping down from his cunt to his asshole, then onto the bed. He was so fucking horny, he could barely think.
That issue only intensified as Chan’s hand slipped down to his pussy, eagerly rubbing his mound. Felix’s noises became all the more high-pitched and he clawed at the sheets. As Chan slipped two fingers into his desperate cunt, Felix felt tears begin to overflow. He sobbed loudly, feeling like he was going crazy from the pleasure.
“Fuck! Ah, ah, god, ah, daddy, so good, my holes, ah, fuck, ah!” Felix cried, his body bobbing with Chan’s thrusts.
“Yeah? Are you my cute little slut who wants to get all of his holes filled?” Chan asked breathlessly, the thrusting leaving loud smacking noises echoing in the room.
“Want it, daddy! Want all of my holes filled!” Felix whined.
Chan began fucking his fingers up against Felix’s G-spot as he fucked deeply into Felix’s asshole. The drag of Chan’s cock was driving Felix insane and the feeling of both holes being filled by something was so good. The only problem was that the fingers weren’t quite enough. He wanted to be filled up by another cock, hopefully Changbin’s or Hyunjin’s. However, his brain wasn’t quite put together enough to really think that, he just knew that he wanted more.
Occasionally, Chan pressed downward with his fingers, pressing the skin between Felix’s vaginal walls and his rectum. Felix whined whenever he did this, able to feel the pressure. Felix wept openly, his voice becoming a blubbering mess. Words came out occasionally, but mostly it was just desperate moans and desperate cries for Chan.
“Daddy, fuck, ah, ah, oh, god, fuck, ah, daddy, Chan, harder, please, more, angh, ohh, ah, so good, more, yes, ah, fingers, ohh, fuck, ah, daddy!” Felix sobbed out, tears running down his face.
“More fingers, or just fuck you harder, baby? You gotta be specific,” Chan said, smirking a little at how Felix utterly came apart at his hands.
“More! More! Please, ohh, fuck, daddy, need, ah, oh, harder, please, daddy, daddy!” Felix mewled hysterically.
“Anything for you,” Chan crooned, easily pushing in a third finger before really slamming his hips against Felix’s ass.
If Felix was a mess before, he had completely lost it at this point. He was sure he wasn’t going to last much longer, not with the way Chan was railing against him. It was in a moment where he didn’t even mean to that he ended up looking at the door, his body bobbing with Chan’s onslaught. However, for all of a moment, his eyes widened as he saw them. Both of them.
Hyunjin and Changbin were both peeking in. Felix’s eyes darted between each of them for a second as his brain caught up, but it was enough. Felix’s back arched, his eyes squeezed shut, and, without any warning to him or Chan, he hit his orgasm, a wail of pleasure erupting from his lips. The fact that they really were watching, that they saw him getting fucked, it was simply too much for Felix to handle.
Felix had only had a few orgasms that were like this one, the pleasure almost making him black out from how good it felt. It hit his body in wave after wave, seeming to never end. He was pretty sure he had been fucked dumb because he couldn’t put a single thought together. All he knew was how good he felt, and how it was thanks to Chan, Hyunjin, and Changbin.
“Fuck, baby, coming already?” Chan growled. “Me too, your ass is so good, gonna fucking fill you up.”
Felix began to slowly come to as Chan pulled his fingers out of Felix’s overstimulated pussy, although he kept fucking into Felix’s equally overstimulated ass. He winced slightly at the pain but completely ignored it otherwise. He had more pressing things on his mind. Felix was too shy to look if they were still watching, deciding that if they were, he was going to put on a performance for them. They knew that he knew they were watching them, so he needed them to know that he was more than okay with it.
“Fill me up, daddy, fill me with your come, I want it all inside of me, wanna feel it leaking out of me, please,” Felix pleaded.
“Fuck, fuck,” Chan groaned.
It didn’t take more than a couple more seconds for Chan to spill his seed into Felix, moaning as he milked his cock with Felix’s ass. He slowed down after a moment, breathing heavily before he pulled out of Felix with a noisy “pop.” Felix felt incredibly empty after getting fucked so hard and he kind of wanted to go for a round two.
“You okay?” Chan asked, stroking Felix’s hip.
Felix nodded quickly, his eyes darting over to the door. Changbin and Hyunjin were gone. Chan’s eyes followed Felix’s to the door before he let out a soft snort, an almost smug expression on his face.
“They really did watch, didn’t they? You saw them watching you, didn’t you?” Chan asked, his voice barely above a murmur.
Felix nodded again, his face red. “Yeah, um… It made me come.”
“That explains why it was so sudden,” Chan said, brushing some hair out of Felix’s face. “We should get you cleaned up and probably talk to them if they’re not wanting to talk to us first.”
“Okay… just… gimme a second to catch my breath…” Felix said, lightly reaching around to touch his still open hole, which was leaking lube and come.
Chan gently removed Felix’s legs from over his shoulders, but not before kissing each of them. “Anything you need. Love you, Felix.”
Felix smiled softly. “Love you, too, Chan.”
One shower later and a clean set of clothes later, Felix had to admit, he was scared. He knew that Hyunjin and Changbin had watched, but he didn’t know if they were so horrified that they couldn’t look away, or if they were actually into it. Their expressions had been intense, as if they were focusing really hard. It was hard to say what that meant, but he hoped it was good.
As Felix and Chan walked into the main room, Hyunjin and Changbin were sitting at the tiny kitchen table that could only seat two. Hyunjin and Changbin immediately looked at them and Felix felt his face heat up. The last time they had seen each other was when Felix was just about to orgasm because of them. They had to know that he came because their eyes were on him.
“Good morning,” Chan greeted as though nothing were wrong, opening up the fridge.
“Yeah and what a good morning it is,” Changbin said dryly, making Hyunjin spurt out a few giggles.
Chan raised an eyebrow as he pulled out the carton of eggs. “Oh?”
“We have to talk, Chan,” Changbin said seriously, glancing at Felix.
“Yeah, we do,” Chan agreed, placing the eggs on the counter and pulling out a few vegetables to go with them, as well as some bacon.
“Come sit on my lap, Lixie,” Hyunjin crooned, holding out his arms. “Don’t worry, I’m not going to kiss you. Although I’d bet you’d like that, huh?”
“Hyunjin,” Felix whined, but he obediently walked over to Hyunjin and sat on his lap. Hyunjin wrapped his arms around Felix’s midsection, hooking his chin over Felix’s shoulder.
“You left the door open on purpose,” Changbin said. He didn’t even ask, he simply stated it as fact.
“Yup,” Chan agreed as he began cracking eggs in a small bowl.
“You asked me last night if we would watch, so you wanted to see if we really would,” Changbin continued.
“Correct,” Chan said.
“And I’m sure Felix told you that we did,” Hyunjin said.
“This is all true,” Chan concurred.
“So we want to know where you two are wanting to go with this. We’re not gonna be mad no matter what it is you want to do, we just want to know,” Changbin explained.
Chan hesitated for all of a moment, glancing at Felix to give him one final out. Felix gave a little nod, indicating that he should just go for it. “Well, I wasn’t completely sure at first, but after seeing Hyunjin make out with Felix last night, I can definitely say that we want a foursome.”
“Fuck,” Hyunjin groaned right into Felix’s ear.
“Calm down, babe, you’re gonna scare them off,” Changbin said soothingly.
“Sorry, it’s just… You remember how we said we had a list of people we wanted to date?” Hyunjin asked.
“Yeah,” Felix responded softly.
“You both are on that list,” Changbin said casually.
Chan raised an eyebrow. “Oh? Both of us? Not just Felix?”
“Definitely not just Felix,” Hyunjin replied, eyeing Chan.
“Chan and I…” Felix swallowed heavily. “We’re not sure about dating yet. But, I mean, at least for me… I feel like this could help me decide, you know?”
“So, for now, to be clear, what you are asking for is a no strings attached foursome?” Changbin confirmed.
“If you’re not okay with it, we get it. We’re kind of asking a lot,” Chan said, turning on the burner to cook the eggs.
Hyunjin and Changbin looked at each other, speaking through their eyes for a moment before Changbin said, “We didn’t think we’d have a chance with either of you since you seemed so lovingly monogamous, so I think we’d both be excited to go for it, especially if it can help Felix decide with he’s interested in trying polyamory or not.”
“God, absolutely no pressure, Lix, but I’ve been into you since high school, so it’d be heaven if I actually got to date you,” Hyunjin said, squeezing one of Felix’s thighs.
Felix felt his face heat up. “R- really? You were? Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
“Didn’t want to mess up our friendship. Besides, I knew how you felt about muscular, manly men, so I figured I didn’t have a shot,” Hyunjin murmured.
“Wait, I just realized, Changbin, you like me?” Chan said, his face suddenly screwing up in confusion.
“Yeah. To be honest we both have feelings for, like, our entire friend group,” Changbin admitted. “Hyunjin told me about his crush on Felix when we were about six months into dating and then I admitted that I have a crush on all of our friends. It made life so much easier for us when we found out that the other was polyamorous. Now, if we possibly have a chance to expand our relationships… I think we both want to take it.”
“Where are you at, Chan?” Hyunjin asked curiously. “We know Felix is toying with the idea, but we don’t truly know about you.”
“I…” Chan cleared his throat. “I think I’m at the same place as Felix, which is kind of weird for me to admit because just a few days ago I felt like I would want to be there during his first time with a new partner, but that’s it, but, uh… Well, seeing Felix kiss Hyunjin was extremely hot, and then when I kissed Changbin, that was super hot, too. So, I guess I’m kind of confused. I didn’t think I would like either of those as much as I did.”
“God, I can’t believe we have a shot with both of them,” Changbin groaned, running a hand through his hair.
“I know. And at the very least, we get to fuck them,” Hyunjin said, a cat-like smile spreading across his face.
“Okay, speaking of that…” Chan said, turning to face them. “Felix and I have obviously never done this before, but Felix does have a very specific fantasy…”
“Oh god,” Felix mumbled, trying to ignore the heat on his face.
“What is it?” Changbin asked, glancing at Felix.
“You want me to tell them, or do you wanna?” Chan asked.
“I don’t think I can say it,” Felix mumbled, looking away shyly.
“Felix wants to get simultaneously fucked in the mouth, ass, and pussy,” Chan explained, turning back to the stovetop.
“Ohh, that’s dirty, Lix,” Hyunjin whispered into Felix’s ear and squeezed him.
“Shut up,” Felix whined, covering his face.
“So, just to be clear, Chan, you don’t want us to focus on you during this foursome, right?” Changbin asked.
“Not during the first time we have sex, at least. Like, if we decide we want this to be a regular thing, maybe. But I’m mostly interested in fulfilling Felix’s fantasy. Besides, honestly, the thought of Felix getting fucked on all ends really turns me on, too,” Chan admitted easily.
Hyunjin pulled Felix closer, bringing Felix’s head to rest in the crook of his neck as he said, “I think we can manage that. We both love you two, so I think we’d like to give you both attention, but if what you want is different, I’m sure we’ll be fine with it, right, Binnie?”
“Yeah, of course. I think we should probably go over kinks before we rush into anything, right?” Changbin said, looking interested. “Do you want me to go first, or…?”
“Go ahead,” Chan said, nodding as he began to plate Felix and his breakfasts.
“So, I generally top and am dominant, but I don’t mind letting go of control sometimes or letting Hyunjin top when he wants to,” Changbin began.
“I told you I top,” Hyunjin murmured to Felix.
“Shut up, Jinnie,” Felix groaned.
“Just saying,” Hyunjin said mildly.
“I don’t do anything with scat, vomit, or blood, but since Hyunjin is into pi-” Changbin tried to continue.
“Don’t tell them about that!” Hyunjin interrupted. “They can find out later, we’re trying not to scare them away.”
“Right,” Changbin said, rolling his eyes. “Either way, we don’t do a lot with bodily fluids other than come, just occasionally when Hyunjin wants it. Hyunjin also likes to be called princess during sex, but I don’t know if he’d like it if Felix called him that. I know he wouldn’t mind Chan calling him princess, though.”
“Yeah, he’s right, Felix calling me princess would be wrong,” Hyunjin said, his nose scrunching up.
“We don’t do much of anything hardcore except some bondage. Hyunjin likes to be tied up, whether it’s just his wrists bound or shibari. And, I mean, I love seeing him tied up, too, probably even more than he likes to be tied up. We’re not into painplay, other than maybe the occasional slap on the ass. Was there anything I’m leaving out, babe?” Changbin asked Hyunjin.
“I mean, you love eating ass. Any time he gets the opportunity, he’s eating ass,” Hyunjin said, rolling his eyes.
“That’s true, I do love doing that,” Changbin agreed. “I, um… I’ve never eaten out a pussy before, though, so I don’t know how good at that I’d be? But of course I’m willing to try.”
Felix felt a strange sense of warmth at the fact that Changbin was even considering it. “I… I think I just want to get fucked the first time, not eaten out, so you don’t need to worry about that, Changbin.”
“Okay, but Lixie, we just want you to know that while neither of us has had sex with someone with a vagina, we are very willing to learn because we love you a whole lot. In fact, you and Chan should probably go separately with what you like, because from what it sounds like, we’ll be taking care of you mostly,” Hyunjin said.
“Yeah, that’s probably for the best. I know his body very well and what feels good for it, but it might be better to hear it from the source,” Chan mused as he gave Felix the plate of food. “Anyway, for me, there’s not a lot to get into. I’m not really into any sort of bodily fluids being messed with except for maybe sweat and come. I’m used to topping and would frankly rather stay dominant, but I would be willing to bottom sometimes.”
“Changbin does the sub-top thing super well, just for your information,” Hyunjin said, grinning.
“Good to know,” Chan said, raising his eyebrows.
Felix, who was eating a bit of tomato, gave Chan a little, teasing smile. “Maybe you should let Changbin fuck you sometimes when you go home.”
“Only if I get to fuck you,” Hyunjin announced.
“Anyway,” Chan said, clearing his throat and his neck red. “I like being called daddy. You don’t have to call me daddy, it’s just what I like. Felix and I are both really into creampies. We always do it, if we can. Felix really likes it when I come inside of him and I like watching it leak out of him. I also like eating him out and giving blowjobs, too. Truthfully, mostly, I’m into whatever my partner’s into. As long as it’s safe, sane, and consensual, I’m pretty pleased.”
“You do seem like the kind of guy who’d be into giving blowjobs, daddy,” Hyunjin purred.
Chan choked on the piece of bacon he had been eating, his face bright red. “Jesus, warn a guy!”
“Sorry, daddy,” Hyunjin said with a little pout.
“What about you, Lix? What sort of things are you into?” Changbin asked, his eyes on Felix.
“Oh… I mean…” Felix cleared his throat, face reddening. “I’m into a lot of stuff. More stuff than Chan.”
“What is it, angel? You can tell us,” Hyunjin said soothingly.
“Well, I mean, I have a lot of fantasies about being fucked in each of my holes, and I definitely want all three of you to come inside my pussy if you can. I also have fantasies of all three of you coming on my face. I- I honestly wouldn’t mind if our whole friend group used me as their sex toy. And, um, yeah, I’m not into feminization for obvious reasons. Although I don’t mind if, like, you refer to my genitals as pussy, cunt, or clit and I don’t mind wearing pretty panties sometimes. I do have a muscle and strength kink, so, like, getting picked up or thrown around really turns me on. I’ve never been fully tied up, but that sounds good. We do have handcuffs, but that’s the most we’ve done so far,” Felix explained, talking a little bit fast and ears burning.
“God, I want to fuck him now,” Changbin groaned, rubbing his temples. “I want to see you fuck him, babe. I wanna Chan fuck him again, too.”
“I know, I’m gonna pop a boner,” Hyunjin complained.
“There’s more…” Felix said quietly, his face still red.
“Keep going, please,” Changbin said, looking at Felix.
“I have a bit of a degradation kink, but just a bit. Like, I like being called a dumb slut or a pretty little whore, things like that. But worse than the degradation kink is the praise kink. Like, I can’t handle being called a good boy too much, it honestly has made me prematurely orgasm before. I also fall apart really easily if I’m called baby boy, so, uh, there’s that. I’m also purely a bottom and a submissive, I don’t like any other role. I also like getting my face fucked. I’ve worked super hard on my gag reflex, so it’s not an issue. I also like being spanked and slapped. I… I don’t like scat or vomit, but I’d be open to trying almost anything else. That’s all,” Felix said before taking a big bite of his eggs.
“Okay, and just to be clear, we’re all clean here, right? We’ve all got a clean bill of health?” Changbin asked.
“Yeah, me and Lix are clean,” Chan answered.
“And Felix, you’re taking birth control?” Changbin asked.
“Yup,” Felix agreed.
“Okay, we’re all in agreement to come in Felix’s pussy at least one time each, yeah?” Hyunjin confirmed.
“Definitely,” Changbin said.
“Yeah, I’m good with that,” Chan said.
Changbin let out a huff of air, sitting up. “Okay, now, one more thing. I know that the clit is, like, super important to be able to come for people with vaginas, but I don’t actually know much about it? Like, how do you want it to be touched to be able to come?”
“Ohh, good question,” Hyunjin said, his eyes sparkling.
Felix smiled a little, feeling warm at their care for his pleasure. “Well, for me, I’m one of the few people that can get off on solely internal stimulation, so you don’t honestly need to worry about the clit. However, if you truly want to, I personally like it when you bring your forefinger and middle finger to either side of it and then you stroke up and down if you’re using your hands. If you’re using a tongue, then licking it kind of slow and hard is the best. But, honestly, if you think I won’t be coming over and over again just from having one of my biggest fantasies happen, then you’re wrong.”
“Good,” Hyunjin said. “Chan, you’re gonna be okay with this, too?”
“I’m really into the idea of Felix getting fucked by you two. I mean, like, I’m gonna fuck him, too, obviously, but especially the fact that it’s you two… I dunno, we trust you guys,” Chan said, shrugging.
“We obviously trust you, too. This is our first foursome as well, so if anything isn’t what you want or you don’t feel comfortable, please tell us. We want this to be a good experience all around. I know we’re going to focus on Felix, but if there’s something we can do for you, Chan, don’t feel afraid to ask for it,” Changbin said.
“Yes, please, Channie, we want you to enjoy this just as much as Felix. So if anything comes up or you’re worried about something we’re doing with Felix that maybe he’s too nervous to bring up, let us know,” Hyunjin insisted.
Chan smiled. “I will. Trust me, I will.”
“Okay, and I have another question or two for Felix,” Changbin said, turning to look at Felix.
“Yes, what is it?” Felix asked.
“When we have sex with you, do you want us to wear a condom while we’re doing anal? It’s not safe to move from the anus to the vagina, right?” Changbin asked.
Felix wrinkled his nose and pouted a little. “Yeah, probably. That’ll be safest.”
“Okay, and then… Hyunjin and I can get it back up pretty quick, so do you want to go for multiple rounds, or would you rather all of us pace ourselves out so we can come inside you once?” Changbin asked.
“Please, multiple rounds,” Felix groaned.
“Got it,” Hyunjin said with a grin. “That sounds more fun, anyway.”
“So, uh, when do you guys want to do it?” Chan asked, chewing on the last of his eggs.
“As soon as possible,” Hyunjin said firmly.
“Agreed,” Changbin said.
“I’d be good with it as soon as possible,” Felix agreed.
“Okay, then, uh, after Felix is done with breakfast?” Chan asked.
“We probably need to shower first,” Changbin admitted. “But after? I don’t care about any plans Hyunjin and I had made, this is way more interesting.”
“Agreed,” Hyunjin said before squeezing Felix once more. “I need to get up so I can shower, baby.”
“Don’t want you to,” Felix complained, leaning against Hyunjin.
“Mm, I can always make you move,” Hyunjin suggested.
“No, you can’t shove me off, I’m too cute,” Felix insisted.
“I would never shove my angel off. But I can be persuasive in other ways,” Hyunjin said with a wicked smile on his face.
“What does- oh!” Felix gasped as he felt Hyunjin kiss the base of his neck. His breath came out short and gasping as Hyunjin pressed open-mouthed kisses up his neck, licking a swatch of skin just under Felix’s ear. Felix couldn’t take any more and he jumped off Hyunjin’s lap with a tiny, kind of embarrassing squeal.
“Man, no fair, you’ve gotten to kiss Felix so many times,” Changbin complained as he stood up.
“I’ll let you come inside him first,” Hyunjin offered as he stood up as well.
“Deal,” Changbin agreed.
“Oh my god,” was all Felix could say in response.
“Come on, let’s shower together, babe. The sooner we get showered, the sooner we can fuck these two very hot men,” Changbin said, holding out his hand.
“Yes, sir,” Hyunjin agreed, grabbing Changbin’s hand and allowing himself to be guided down the hall.
Chan and Felix watched them go before Chan looked at Felix with a grin. “That went well.”
“I know, I… I can’t believe it’s actually going to happen,” Felix admitted, his cheeks red as he slowly sat back down in the seat Hyunjin had previously been in.
“Me either. But… I’m excited nonetheless,” Chan said, giving Felix a sideways grin.
“Me too,” Felix agreed. “Let me finish up my food and then we can go to the bedroom and get everything ready, okay, daddy?”
“Yes, baby,” Chan agreed.
Chan invited Changbin and Hyunjin into their bedroom after they got out of the shower, neither of them bothering to get dressed outside of their underwear. Felix had to physically hold himself back upon seeing the two men shirtless. Hyunjin was beautiful and Changbin was sexy as hell. Felix was trying to hold back and not touch either of them.
“So, how do we wanna start this?” Hyunjin asked, running a hand through his hair.
“Well, I want to kiss Felix and you want to kiss Chan, so I think we should start there,” Changbin snorted.
“Oh, I mean, that’s fair,” Chan said. “You good with that, Lix?”
“Of course,” Felix agreed.
“Good,” Changbin said before grabbing Felix and pulling him into his lap. “Come here.”
Felix gulped, his face bright red. He hesitantly placed his hands on Changbin’s bare shoulders while Changbin hooked a finger under Felix’s chin, stroking his jaw. Felix glanced over to Hyunjin and Chan, noting that Hyunjin was sitting in front of Chan, looking like was ready to pounce. His eyes went back to Changbin, noting the raw desire in his eyes before he leaned in and pressed his lips to Felix’s.
Felix melted into Changbin’s arms, kissing him back just as eagerly. Felix let out a soft hum, enjoying the way their lips slotted together. Changbin was surprisingly delicate with him, as though worried he would break the other man. Changbin’s hands found their way down to Felix’s waist, giving them a soft squeeze. Changbin’s lips were slightly chapped, but Felix didn’t care. It was just hot that Changbin was kissing him at all.
Changbin’s kiss began to heat up, little by little before he slipped his tongue along Felix’s lips. Felix moaned quietly, opening his mouth up to Changbin. Changbin’s tongue slid right in, rolling up against Felix’s. Felix felt Changbin’s hand slipping upwards and entangling itself in his hair. Changbin’s tongue felt good; it was wider than Chan’s and slightly unfamiliar in its movements, but that was exciting as well.
Changbin had pulled Felix up against his body, their chests and stomachs pressed up against one another. Changbin tugged at Felix’s hair, making him whimper against the other man’s lips. He was getting wet from just kissing, but he knew he was going to get a lot more wet very quickly.
“Oh, wow, look at those two getting it,” Hyunjin purred.
“Fuck, it’s so hot,” Chan groaned.
“Let’s switch, Binnie,” Hyunjin said, grabbing and squeezing Changbin’s arm.
Changbin pulled away from Felix, the younger man’s head following Changbin with half-lidded eyes. “Yeah, okay. Felix, let’s get you kissing Hyunjin, okay?”
“Okay,” Felix replied, a bit dazed. Felix allowed himself to get pulled out of Changbin’s lap into Hyunjin’s, facing him, while Changbin grabbed Chan’s face and eagerly kissed him.
“Come here, angel,” Hyunjin murmured, placing his hand on Felix’s cheek before kissing him.
If Changbin’s lips were chapped, then Hyunjin’s were extremely soft. He didn’t waste any time, knowing that Felix was already a bit worked up. He lapped at Felix’s lips almost immediately and Felix opened his mouth, more than ready. Hyunjin’s tongue playfully darted around, exploring every inch of his mouth before settling on Felix’s muscle. Hyunjin’s hand found his thighs, eagerly squeezing and running his hands up and down them.
Felix couldn’t help the soft moans that erupted from his mouth, especially as Hyunjin’s hand found its way to his ass. Hyunjin’s kiss and touch was a lot needier than Changbin’s had been and it was driving Felix nuts. Hyunjin probably had a lot of pent-up sentiments if he had had feelings for Felix since high school and, while it was burning a hole in his underwear, he was more than excited to kiss Hyunjin like this. He had wanted to for quite a while.
Hyunjin’s hand made its way under Felix’s top, burning as he touched his back. His fingers felt hot, like fire, and Felix couldn’t stop the little whimpers that bubbled out of his mouth. The kiss was getting very messy, with spittle dripping down Felix’s chin. He liked it when sex was messy, though, so he didn’t mind in the least.
“Okay,” Chan said, his voice breathy. “My turn to kiss him. You two can kiss each other or work on his neck, I don’t care. I just need to kiss him after how hot this has been.”
Hyunjin pulled away and pressed a quick kiss to Felix’s cheek. “I wanna kiss his neck, is that cool with you, babe?”
“Totally,” Changbin replied.
Felix was once again grabbed and pulled into someone’s lap, this time Chan’s. His cunt throbbed at the feeling, his underwear probably already soaking wet. Chan eagerly went in for the lips while Changbin and Hyunjin got on either side of Felix, kissing and licking up and down his neck. Felix couldn’t stop his whining against Chan’s mouth, feeling overwhelmed. He wasn’t used to this level of attention on him, but it felt incredible.
Hyunjin nibbled on Felix’s earlobe before he licked along the shell of his ear. Changbin’s hand had made its way under Felix’s shirt, stroking his stomach and threatening to bring his hand up to Felix’s chest. Chan’s tongue was, as usual, overpowering him, his broad nose pressed into Felix’s cheek. It felt almost like the three men were threatening to swallow him whole and Felix found he didn’t mind.
“No more shirt,” Hyunjin said, grabbing the bottom of Felix’s top and beginning to pull it up. “Not for you, either, Chan.”
Chan pulled away from Felix and laughed. “Yeah, okay.”
Changbin and Hyunjin helped Felix out of his shirt, while Chan tossed his own shirt away. Before Chan could go in for another kiss, Changbin pulled Felix’s face toward him and began kissing him just as messily as Hyunjin had. Chan got to work on kissing down his throat, while Hyunjin kissed his shoulder, his hands tracing over Felix’s top surgery scars.
Felix could feel the warmth of all of their bodies up against his now and it was an intoxicating feeling. Changbin’s body was softer than Chan’s or Hyunjin’s, Hyunjin’s fingers were long and light against his skin, and Chan’s touch was comforting and reliable. Felix parted from Changbin, only to turn his head and kiss Hyunjin, who was eagerly waiting for his chance to kiss Felix again. Changbin got to work on his other shoulder, making sure to leave a hickey on some skin that Chan had not marked up.
Hyunjin grabbed Felix’s hand, moving it to his crotch. Felix was a little surprised at the boldness as well as the size. He didn’t know why, he just assumed Hyunjin would be on the smaller side, but he was pretty long. Not as long or thick as Chan, but still fairly long. He slowly palmed the outside of Hyunjin’s boxers, not at all surprised when Changbin grabbed his other hand and had him palming Changbin’s cock. Changbin’s cock was a bit shorter than Hyunjin and Chan’s, but it was thicker than either of them. Felix shivered at the thought of it stretching out his asshole.
Chan was kissing his way down Felix’s chest, down to his stomach. He rolled his tongue around Felix’s belly button before dipping it in and out a couple of times. Chan cupped his cunt, slowly and methodically rubbing it. Felix, who had switched back to kissing Changbin, moaned into his mouth. Hyunjin’s mouth kissed down to one of Felix’s nipples, suctioning to it eagerly.
Felix couldn’t keep kissing Changbin while Chan and Hyunjin touched him like that, so he pulled away and let out a throaty moan. Changbin eagerly latched onto the other nipple, swirling his tongue around it. Felix released their cocks and grabbed the back of their heads, holding them in place. He ground his hips into Chan’s hand, deep moans pouring from his lips.
“Baby, you’re so wet, you’re spilling through your pants,” Chan crooned, leaning up to kiss Felix.
“Feels so good,” Felix whined as he continued to grind into Chan’s hand. “Daddy… Hyunjin… Changbin…”
Hyunjin pulled away very slightly, a soft moan leaving his lips. “He’s moaning our names, Changbin.”
“I know, babe,” Changbin murmured against the nub of pink skin. “He’s so sexy.”
Chan pulled his hand away from Felix’s pussy, much to Felix’s despair, but when Chan pulled down Felix’s pants, he felt a little bit better. He felt even better when Chan tossed off his own pants. He gasped as Changbin bit at his nipple, not too roughly, but enough to make him cry out. Hyunjin sucked noisily on the nipple before his hand slipped down to Felix’s cunt, hesitantly touching him over his underwear.
“Let me show you,” Chan murmured, placing his hand over Hyunjin’s, helping him get the rhythm and the right amount of pressure. Hyunjin moaned against Felix’s chest, parting to look down at his hand.
“Baby, your cunt’s so wet. You that desperate for our cocks?” Hyunjin asked.
“Yes, yes, really want it,” Felix whined, his voice high and needy. “Hyunjin, please, please…”
“What a cute little slut,” Hyunjin crooned, kissing under his ear.
Changbin switched spots with Chan, so he was now between Felix’s legs and Chan was on Felix’s right. Chan kissed around Felix’s collarbone and chest while Changbin took it upon himself to kiss and mark up the inside of Felix’s thighs. Hyunjin found a little bit of space on Felix’s neck to suck on him, leaving a hickey. Felix’s pussy was throbbing with desire as Hyunjin continued to cup and stroke him.
“Changbin, ah, fuck, ah, daddy, oh, Hyunjin,” Felix gasped out, unable to focus on any one particular area of pleasure. His moans were soon muffled by Chan kissing him eagerly, his hand on Felix’s throat. Felix drunkenly kissed him back, his body completely overwhelmed by the burning touches.
“Fuck these clothes,” Changbin suddenly huffed, getting on his knees and pulling off his underwear, revealing his thick, almost purple cock. Felix was pretty sure that his saliva production increased threefold upon seeing it.
“Mm, if Binnie’s doing it…” Hyunjin said, grinning and pulling down his underwear to reveal his slightly longer cock, which was much closer to a red color. “I wanna see your dick, Chan.”
Chan shrugged and pulled down the last of his clothing, revealing his thick, long cock. Hyunjin openly moaned at seeing it, looking like he was about ready to jump onto Chan and start riding it. However, his gaze quickly turned back to Felix. Changbin seemed to have the same idea because he was grabbing onto Felix’s boxers and pulling them down at the same time that Hyunjin was going for it. Felix lifted his hips and allowed them to pull them off, some shyness taking over as he brought his legs together.
“Nope, we’re not doing that. We want to see you,” Changbin said, grabbing Felix’s thighs and forcing them apart so Felix was spread eagle in front of them. “Fuck…”
“You’re so beautiful, angel…” Hyunjin murmured.
Felix covered his face shyly as Chan said, “You should taste him. He tastes so fucking good.”
“No, no, you can’t, I- I think I’ll come!” Felix cried, pulling his hands away to look at them in a panicked way.
“Oh, don’t worry, baby, we can make you come again,” Changbin said slyly as Hyunjin got over between Felix’s legs as well.
Chan sat beside Felix, forcing him to lie down while Changbin and Hyunjin kept his legs apart. Felix couldn’t even protest before each of them were breathing on his cunt, spreading it out with their fingers. Changbin seemed to be the one who was a bit more eager to try, as Felix felt his wide tongue licking all the way up his vulva. Felix let out a high whine, his pussy making even more wetness from the stimulation.
“Fuck, he does taste good,” Changbin moaned.
“Let me try,” Hyunjin said before licking his pussy as well. “Oh fuck, he’s so fucking delicious.”
“Sorry, Felix, we need to eat you out before you get any dicks inside of you,” Changbin said, grinning.
“But- oh fuck! Fuck, Binnie, Jinnie, ah!” Felix cried out as both men began lapping at his wet cunt.
“Make sure to lick a circle around his clit and to fuck him with your tongues. He really likes that,” Chan said, stroking Felix’s hair.
Changbin and Hyunjin were obviously both new to this, but after taking some advice from Chan, they both were doing more than enough for Felix to come. He was blubbering wildly as Hyunjin’s lips suctioned onto his clit and Changbin fucked him with his tongue. His back arched a little bit, pressing his cunt into Changbin and Hyunjin’s faces.
Felix had never had more than one man touching him before, so as much as Chan had made him feel good, it couldn’t compare to being eaten out by two men, while his love slowly stroked himself while he watched. Felix gripped the sheets so hard that his knuckles had turned white, his gasping moans and sighs echoing throughout the room along with the wet sounds of him being eaten out.
“Please, Jinnie, there, oh, god, fuck, Changbin, fuck, ah, just like that, please, oh, god, please, yes, yes, ohh!” Felix moaned.
Chan leaned down a bit, breathily saying, “Look at that, Felix. Look how badly they want to make you come. Look how badly they want to fuck you.”
Felix cried out, only just able to look down at them. It was way too much. Felix couldn’t handle the burning looks they were giving him, the way their mouths moved up against his cunt, and the fact that he was about to take three men’s cocks at once. Felix couldn’t even warn them before he was coming apart, his desperate cry loud enough that he was sure that the neighbors to this Airbnb would hear him.
Felix’s eyes rolled back as an equally intense orgasm to the one he had earlier this morning ripped through him. He let out some expletives, pleasure radiating through his whole body. By the time he became oversensitive, both Changbin and Hyunjin were already pulling off, with Changbin kissing the inside of his thigh and Hyunjin scooting up so he could kiss Felix, allowing him to taste himself.
“Okay, so obviously I’m fucking his pussy first,” Changbin said, placing his hands on his hips. “Which of you wants to take his mouth?”
“I’ll take it,” Chan said.
Hyunjin pulled away, a grin on his face. “I get the ass, then.”
Chan grabbed a condom from the pile that he had placed on top of the bedside table, as well as lube, handing them over to Hyunjin. “He’s probably still loose from me fucking him this morning, so don’t worry about preparing him too much.”
“I’ll lay on my back and then he can lay on top of me,” Changbin said. “Hyunjin, you come up from behind and then you can fuck his face from wherever, Chan.”
Felix was practically trembling with excitement as he watched Changbin lay down, getting on top of him as well. Changbin kissed Felix, grabbing his dick and rubbing the tip between Felix’s lower lips. Hyunjin pulled on a condom and lubed his own erection up, while Chan knelt close to Changbin and Felix’s heads, slowly stroking his cock. Felix gasped as Hyunjin, very suddenly, slid two fingers inside of Felix at once.
“Fuck!” Felix exclaimed, looking over his shoulder.
“You really are loose from Channie fucking your ass to near breaking, aren’t you?” Hyunjin purred.
“Y- yeah, I am,” Felix moaned.
“You don’t need any preparation for me at all,” Hyunjin said, pulling his fingers out of Felix and wiping them on the sheets. “Are you ready, baby?”
“Please, please, fuck me, I need it,” Felix begged.
Felix nearly screamed from the pleasure of Changbin and Hyunjin entering him simultaneously. With his mouth wide open and a cry emanating from him, the noise was suddenly muffled by Chan pushing his dick into Felix’s mouth. Felix wanted to die in that moment, not because it was terrible, no, but because it was everything he ever wanted and more. He relaxed his throat, his eyes going glassy from the feeling of being filled with all of these men.
“Holy shit, baby boy, look at how much of a messy slut you are,” Chan said, brushing Felix’s hair out of his face. “You look so blissed out now that you’re full of cocks, like you’ve always dreamed of. Does it feel that good?”
Felix gave a tiny nod, moaning around Chan’s member as Changbin groaned below. “Fuck, I could get addicted to fucking Felix’s pretty wet cunt. It feels so good in there.”
“Felix’s ass is really great, too,” Hyunjin said, his voice breathy. “He keeps clamping down in a way that feels like heaven.”
“Felix, are you ready to get fucked like the whore you are?” Chan asked, lightly slapping his cheek.
Felix nodded desperately and, almost immediately, Changbin, Hyunjin, and Chan all began fucking into their respective holes. Felix felt so incredibly full, so incredibly used, and it was driving him insane. The pleasure was blinding, the drag of their dicks feeling so perfect inside of him. He gagged a bit around Chan’s cock, but it wasn’t enough that Chan needed to pull off.
“Ohh, fuck, this cunt feels so good. You have to go after me, Hyunjin, it feels so good,” Changbin moaned, his grip on Felix’s hips bruising.
Hyunjin, meanwhile, had his arms wrapped around Felix’s waist while he kissed and bit at Felix’s neck. “Fuck, fuck, his ass feels so tight, too! And I can feel you moving, Binnie. God, feels so good, wanna keep fucking him with you two forever. How’s his mouth, Channie? Does his throat feel good?”
“Felix’s mouth always feels incredible,” Chan groaned, fucking into his wet mouth. “Can’t wait to come down his throat like the whore he is.”
Felix could feel tears building up and beginning to drip down his face, but he let himself be used and abused, enjoying it more than he ever thought he would. There were wet slaps from all sides and, just like Felix kind of thought he might, Hyunjin was fairly loud, moaning into Felix’s shoulder. He didn’t mind, though, he really liked that Hyunjin’s appreciation of his ass was apparent.
Chan pulled out of his mouth and Felix immediately let out a sob, his cunt, ass, and throat all on fire. “Aww, baby boy, look at how much of a mess you are. Crying already and we’ve just barely started…”
Felix couldn’t even respond properly, his tongue desperately lapping at Chan’s cock and shrieks of pleasure pouring from him like a waterfall. Felix was already on the verge of another orgasm and he wanted so fucking badly for Changbin to come inside of him. He also wanted Chan’s cock down his throat once again.
“Plea- ease, daddy! Wan- na suuck, please!” Felix begged, his eyes hazy and unfocused.
“Oh, the slut needs another cock? Okay,” Chan purred before sliding his erection down Felix’s throat.
Felix happily hummed around Chan’s cock, his eyes rolling back at the feeling of being fucked so well. He really wasn’t able to put his thoughts together. It was like those times when Chan had fucked him stupid, except it took a lot less work for him to get here with three cocks. Felix could feel the gush of his cunt from how aroused and wet he was.
“Fuck, Lix, do you like being spanked? Like the pretty little whore you are?” Hyunjin moaned out, straightening up.
“He loves being spanked,” Chan answered, being that Felix’s mouth was a little preoccupied.
Hyunjin slapped Felix’s ass, a sobbing cry being ripped from Felix. The stinging pain felt so fucking good. Felix couldn’t handle much more of this, he was already ready to orgasm again. Hyunjin spanked him once again and that was it, Felix could take no more. With his face smashed into Chan’s pubes and both his cunt and ass getting utterly destroyed, Felix came the hardest he ever had in his life. It almost felt like he had died and gone to heaven, he was so overcome with bliss.
Felix probably blacked out for a few minutes, because when he came to, Chan was coming down his throat with a groan. Felix was beyond oversensitive at this point, his cunt and ass begging for some respite, but he needed them to fuck him to the point that it hurt. He needed them to use him like a sex doll, he needed them to fuck his brains out, he needed them to come inside.
Chan pulled away from Felix, leaving his jaw aching but desperate. Drool dripped from his mouth, his expression beyond fucked out. Chan lovingly stroked his jaw, looking into his eyes. Felix felt strangely grounded by that look, like, yes, this moment was really happening. Felix truly was getting his ass and pussy pounded by two of his closest friends while his boyfriend came down his throat.
“Fuck, fuck, Lix,” Hyunjin moaned, grabbing Felix’s hair and pulling back. “So good, gonna come, gonna come, fuck!”
Hyunjin’s hips slowed way down as he let out a long, low moan as he milked his cock with Felix’s ass. Felix felt another strange sense of pleasure at the idea that Hyunjin was coming because of his ass. Felix also felt his pussy pulse at his hair being pulled, a fucked stupid smile spreading across his face.
“Fuck,” Hyunjin groaned, releasing Felix’s hair and pulling out, leaving Felix feeling so empty. “Changbin, babe, are you close?”
“Yes, shit, can’t handle much more of this. Felix, you okay if I really pound into you?” Changbin asked.
“Please,” Felix begged, his voice scratched raw from Chan’s throat fucking.
Changbin’s hands found their home on Felix’s ass before he began slamming into him with more force than even Chan had ever done. Felix gasped and cried out, burying his head into Changbin’s neck. It only took a couple more minutes for Felix to feel Changbin’s hot seed hitting the inside of his pussy. Felix moaned at the feeling, his body already wanting the next load.
Changbin slipped out of him, panting. “Fucking hell, that was good.”
“You doing okay, Lix?” Chan asked, stroking his hair.
“I’m so fucking good,” Felix replied. “Ready to go again whenever you guys are.”
“I’m really curious what Felix’s cunt feels like, but I need a minute,” Hyunjin said, pulling off his condom and tossing it in the small trash bin.
“I’ll fuck his mouth next,” Changbin said.
“Then I’ve got his ass,” Chan answered.
“I don’t think you guys understand what hearing that feels like to me,” Felix moaned as he finally rolled off Changbin, panting.
“So it was good for you?” Hyunjin confirmed.
“I’m not joking when I say that was the best orgasm of my life,” Felix said seriously.
“He definitely looked like he got fucked stupid near the end,” Chan said with a chuckle.
“I did,” Felix confirmed. “Fuck, I wanna do it again. Please use me, I love that.”
“I think we can manage that,” Changbin said dryly.
Chan moved over to between Felix’s legs, spreading out his soaking pussy. “Fuck, Changbin’s come is leaking out of you, baby.”
“Oh my god, let me see,” Changbin insisted, instantly getting up and looking at the lewd sight. “Holy shit, that’s hot.”
“I’ll go ahead and lay down. Felix, you can lay on top of me, that way Hyunjin can look at your face while Changbin fucks your throat,” Chan said.
“Yes, daddy,” Felix said, a little smile on his face.
Chan grabbed a condom for himself, rolling it on before putting a generous amount of lube on his cock, even though Felix undoubtedly had a bunch of lube inside of him still. Felix hesitantly laid on top of Chan, who grabbed under his knees and pulled up his legs. He then grabbed his cock, guiding it toward Felix’s asshole. He pressed the blunt head against Felix’s still-winking hole before pushing it inward.
“Fuuuck,” Felix moaned.
Hyunjin was only somewhat hard, but Felix could absolutely see his cock twitch as he watched Chan fuck into Felix’s ass. Hyunjin pressed his dick up against Felix’s pussy, rubbing the tip up and down his folds. The excitement of being filled once again was almost too much for Felix to bear.
Changbin knelt beside him, slightly bending over him as he guided his thick cock over to Felix’s mouth. Felix’s jaw hurt a little after Chan, but after Changbin, it was really going to hurt. Felix didn’t care, though, and he eagerly opened his mouth, the other man quickly pushing into his mouth. He certainly wasn’t fully hard yet, only Chan was since he had a bit more time between sessions than Hyunjin and Changbin did, but Felix just took that as a challenge to get them hard.
Felix saw stars as Hyunjin pushed into his cunt, the now familiar feeling of having all three of his holes filling him with bliss. Felix moaned against Changbin’s cock as he felt Hyunjin give an experimental thrust. Then Chan gave one as well and Felix thought he stopped breathing for a moment. It felt so damn good and he felt so damn full.
The pace of their thrusts was slow initially, with Felix’s head able to bob as he managed to bring his head together enough to suck dick. However, pretty quickly, Changbin just began thrusting down his throat, the same way Chan had, and Hyunjin and Chan were rapidly fucking into Felix.
“Fuck, angel, your cunt–I wanna fuck it every day from now on if you’ll let me. It’s so good,” Hyunjin moaned.
“Come here, princess,” Changbin commanded.
“Yes?” Hyunjin said, leaning over so he could continue fucking Felix.
Changbin had one hand on the back of Felix’s head, but the other wrapped around the back of Hyunjin’s neck, pulling him in for a needy kiss. Felix moaned against Changbin’s dick, his eyes slightly hazy as he looked up at them hungrily kissing. It was hot, too fucking hot. Felix felt Chan kissing his neck and felt dizzy from the amount of stimulation he was receiving.
Felix wasn’t sure how he was supposed to go back to one on one sex after this. Having sex with Chan was incredible, but this was godly. He also didn’t truthfully want to stick to just Chan after this. Their cocks all felt so different and filled him up in different ways. He probably wanted them to be his boyfriends, too, just based on how good he felt when he was around them and having sex with them.
Felix couldn’t really think about that too hard when he was drooling around Changbin’s cock and full of juices. Although he couldn’t see it, he was sure that Hyunjin’s cock was coated in both his and Changbin’s come. He knew he was a wet mess down there, especially with all the lube, but he loved it. Nothing could compare to the pleasure he was feeling right now.
“Does my baby boy love getting fucked stupid?” Chan crooned condescendingly into Felix’s ear. “I know he loves to be a slut, doesn’t he? He wants to get fucked by all of his friends.”
Changbin pulled away from his kiss with Hyunjin, raising an eyebrow. “Oh? It’s not just us? You wanna get railed by everyone?” Felix gave the smallest nod, only able to move so much as Changbin fucked into his mouth.
“Oh, god, can you imagine everyone taking turns with him?” Hyunjin moaned. “With come leaking out of every hole? Fuck, that’s so hot!”
Felix moaned, rolling his hips into Hyunjin and Chan’s cocks, with Chan saying, “Ohh, I think he likes that idea. Do you think it’s a good idea, baby boy? To get used like a come dumpster?”
Felix shuddered, his eyes completely glazed over at this point. His brain couldn’t form any thoughts, he was just utterly and completely taken over by pleasure. Once again, he was being fucked stupid, the only things in his mind that he was capable of thinking of were those wonderful dicks that were fucking into him.
Felix was getting close again, but to his surprise, it was not him or Chan that came first, but Hyunjin, groaning and fucking into Felix like a jackhammer. Felix’s eyes rolled back as he felt more hot semen pouring into him, his toes curling from the pleasure of getting fucked in his pussy so good. With several more hard and rough fucks into him from Chan, he came as well, sobbing loudly.
Hyunjin pulled out after Felix had ridden out his orgasm, his eyelids half-lidded. “I didn’t think his pussy could be that good, but the way it squeezed me felt so perfect. Holy shit.”
It didn’t take long for Chan and Changbin to come in their respective holes, Felix’s face smooshed up against Changbin’s pelvis so Changbin could come directly down his throat. Chan slipped out, panting, but he hugged Felix tightly and buried his face into his neck. Felix felt completely exhausted, but he knew he needed one more round. He needed Chan to come inside of him, for the sake of perfecting his fantasy.
“You okay, baby?” Chan asked, squirming out from under Felix to stroke his cheek.
“Peachy,” Felix replied, his voice even huskier than before.
“I think our baby needs a break,” Changbin said, softly stroking his other cheek.
“Just a little one,” Felix replied, breathing heavily.
Chan leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Felix’s lips. “I love you, baby.”
“Love you too, Channie,” Felix whispered.
“Don’t feel pressured to say it back, but I love you, Lixie,” Hyunjin said soothingly, stroking the side of his neck.
“I love you, too, Felix,” Changbin said, smiling warmly.
Felix felt a rush in his stomach and if his face wasn’t already flushed, he was sure it would be by now. He knew they were talking about romantically loving him, not in the friendship way he had always assumed it was before, and somehow… it felt right. It felt good. He even found himself wanting to say it back.
Changbin and Hyunjin had been so good to him, not only during this foursome but also during their friendships. Felix remembered that back when he initially met Hyunjin in high school, he thought he had a crush on Hyunjin only to later say that his feelings were just those of friendship. He had ignored the intense fluttering in his stomach when Hyunjin suggested that they be each other’s first kiss and how he had felt an explosion of fireworks when they had kissed that first time. He remembered how every friendly touch of Hyunjin’s seemed to stay with him in a way that others didn’t.
He remembered when he met Changbin, how he was amazed at his muscles and how strong he was. He remembered how Changbin had lifted him into a hug the first time they met after the Twice concert, twirling him around. He remembered how his stomach had swirled after and the burning imprint of his arms on Felix’s body seemed to last for hours. He remembered how Changbin found him crying after Chan had to go to work due to an emergency and how Changbin had comforted him so well that, by the end, he felt okay and happy.
Felix swallowed heavily and glanced over at Chan, who was looking at him with so much adoration. Felix didn’t just love him. He loved Hyunjin and Changbin as well. There was no more denying it. Chan had said he would be okay with Felix dating more than just him, but would it honestly be okay? No, he had to believe that Chan would tell him if he was truthfully not okay with Felix dating outside of him. Didn’t he also say he was considering polyamory?
“Chan,” Hyunjin said suddenly, surprising Felix and Chan. “I love you, also.”
Chan turned red and stuttered out a laugh. “O- oh, uh, well…”
“Yeah, Chan, we love you, too,” Changbin huffed, folding his arms. “You’re both free to not love us in the same way, but we adore you.”
“Oh, god,” was all Chan was able to say, covering his red face.
“We love you, daddy,” Felix said, a little smile on his face.
“Fuck off, Felix,” Chan said despite laughing.
“What? I’m being sincere,” Felix said with a pout.
“You? Right now? I don’t think so,” Chan said, snorting.
“You’re mean, daddy,” Felix complained before he glanced between Changbin and Hyunjin. “Um… I want to go one more round before I say exactly how I feel about you two. Just because I have a feeling I’m going to get sappy.”
“Aww, that’s so sweet, Lixie,” Hyunjin crooned.
“Leave me alone,” Felix whined, hiding behind his hands.
“You’ve got my come inside your pussy and you’re worried about compliments?” Hyunjin asked, laughing.
“Yes,” Felix said, glowering at Hyunjin between his fingers.
“Okay, but with that, are you ready for another around?” Changbin asked, smacking Felix’s thigh.
Felix whined at the feeling, pouting. “Y- yeah, I’m ready… Want Channie’s come inside of me.”
“Okay, I wanna see Felix ride us,” Changbin said, grinning.
“Oh, that does sound good,” Chan agreed.
“And I get to fuck his face now,” Hyunjin said, grinning. “I’ve always wanted to see those pretty lips wrapped around my dick.”
Felix groaned but nodded. Despite getting his brains fucked out twice now, he still felt a little bit shy, especially now that he knew that he was in love with Changbin and Hyunjin. He watched Changbin pull on a condom and lube up before laying down right next to Chan, their dicks brushing up against each other.
Felix knelt above the two dicks, grabbing both of them and guiding them to their correct hole before slowly sinking onto them. Felix moaned loudly, throwing his head back. He had been right, Changbin’s cock really stretched his rim. Having the two thicker dicks inside of him at the same time made this feel like a whole new experience all over again. He wasn’t sure how he was going to be able to bounce properly on two dicks.
Felix’s hands came to rest on Chan’s stomach, a whimper spilling from his lips at how incredibly full he felt. Hyunjin gently grabbed Felix’s jaw and pulled him over to his cock, pressing his face up against the underside, which was sticky with Felix’s, Hyunjin, and Changbin’s fluids. Felix looked up at Hyunjin’s face as he began to lick and nose at the underside of his dick.
“Good boy,” Hyunjin cooed.
Felix couldn’t help the shuddering moan that was expelled from him. If he wasn’t aroused before, he sure as hell was now. He opened his mouth wide and Hyunjin slapped his cock against his tongue several times before pushing into his mouth. Hyunjin’s dick wasn’t thick enough around that it made his jaw ache like it did with Changbin, but it went pretty far down his throat, so he knew he was going to be an absolute wreck by the end of this.
Changbin slapped Felix’s ass, drawing a whine out of him. “Move.”
Felix did as he was told, bouncing up and down very slightly on their cocks. He was completely dazed by the girth of cocks in his pussy and asshole, his body barely able to move properly. Then there was the whole thing where he had someone fucking down his throat, too. How was a man supposed to think under these conditions?
Felix didn’t know exactly how Chan was feeling, but he knew by his moans and occasional thrust into Felix that he was into this. Felix couldn’t help but wonder if they could have another foursome someday, although the next ones didn’t need to be quite as focused on Felix. No, he wanted to see Changbin fuck Hyunjin who fucked him while he jerked Chan off onto his face. He wanted to try all sorts of different positions and configurations with these men.
Felix ground his hips in a circle, moaning into the feeling. He felt Chan sit up slightly, running his hand up Felix’s stomach and chest. Felix gasped as Chan pinched his nipple, trying not to sob pathetically. It was naturally too late to worry about that, as he had been crying pretty much the entire time they had been having sex. It was so fucking good, how could he not?
Chan’s hand found its way up to Felix’s neck, just resting there and feeling Hyunjin’s cock continually thrusting in his throat. “So pretty, baby boy. You’re so pretty when you’re filled to the brim with cocks. We still need a couple more so you can jerk them off while you’re all plugged up, huh? My lovely Felix, wanting to get gangbanged, yeah?”
Felix whined around Hyunjin’s cock, looking at Chan between tears. Chan knew exactly how to push his buttons, how to make him more and more turned on. It was entirely unfair, especially since Felix wasn’t sure how to exactly do the same to Chan. Chan was so giving during sex and Felix very rarely got opportunities to just give to him. Felix and Chan may have been having sex the entire time they were together, but Felix needed to make sure Chan knew how much Felix loved him after all of this. Maybe he could give him a blowjob after a nap.
“Felix, the way your lips wrap around my cock… fuck, it’s so pretty,” Hyunjin moaned. “You look like such a fucked out mess, I want to see you get fucked by our other friends, too. You’d look so pretty full of everyone’s come. Imagine, after we all came inside of your cunt, we could spread you out, watch you leak semen, and try to guess who’s come is dripping out.”
Felix’s moan was a high-pitched one, but it got all the worse as Chan grabbed his hips and began thrusting into him much harder than he had been bouncing. Changbin seemed to agree with the change of pace because he grabbed just above Chan’s hands and began fucking Felix’s ass just as roughly. Felix’s senses were overwhelmed in an instant, unable to do anything but take what they were giving him. Every time, it felt so damn good to be used and abused.
“Such a cute slut, he goes limp every time we fuck him,” Changbin said, slapping Felix’s ass once again. “He just wants to be a pretty little fuckdoll, don’t you, Lix? Don’t wanna do any thinking ever again, just wanna get fucked until you can’t possibly get fucked anymore. Such a beautiful little cocksleeve.”
Felix mewled around Hyunjin, unable to help but think that wouldn’t be a terrible life. In fact, it would be a pretty good one. He wouldn’t mind getting fucked all the time now. He and Chan had talked before about Felix being free use and while they agreed not to do it while they were living apart, Felix was still really into the idea. Now he didn’t just want to be free use with Chan, though, he wanted to be free use with all of their friends.
Changbin began truly hammering into Felix, an indication Felix had picked up that meant that he was going to come soon. Felix just kept his body slack, allowing them to do whatever they wanted. He was getting close, too, so just so long as someone was fucking him, he was sure he would be able to come.
Just as he was sure, Changbin came pretty quickly after, spilling into his condom. He didn’t pull out, however, warming his cock inside of Felix. Hyunjin was the next one to come, his breathy moans driving Felix downright wild. He even came on Felix’s tongue, so Felix knew what he tasted like. It was a little bit more bitter than Chan, but Chan drank pineapple juice every day, so that was to be expected. Either way, Felix was glad to swallow up every drop that Hyunjin gave him.
Hyunjin pulled out of Felix’s mouth, letting Felix moan aloud for the first time since he had started getting fucked. He wasn’t going to last much longer, so his moans mostly consisted of “please” and “daddy” a whole bunch of times. A final orgasm ripped through him, his jaw slack and a long, high-pitched cry filling the room. Felix’s whole body shuddered and his eyes rolled back. His toes even curled a little bit.
All Felix needed now was that final load of come inside his cunt, which Chan was more than ready to give him. Chan let out a stuttering moan as he pumped thick ropes of come inside of Felix. Felix thought he might just come from the knowledge that he had three different men’s come inside of him, but he managed to just keep his head about him. He collapsed onto Chan’s chest, Changbin’s cock sliding out of him as he panted.
“That…” Felix breathed heavily, flopping off his boyfriend. “Was the best sex of my life.”
“Agreed,” Hyunjin said, laying down next to Chan, albeit a little hesitantly.
“We should do it again sometime,” Changbin said, snuggling up to Felix with an arm wrapped loosely around him.
“Sure, sure…” Chan said breathily. “We should probably clean up a little…”
“Wait, Felix was going to tell us how he felt,” Hyunjin protested.
“Oh, yeah, of course. Felix, whatever your decision is, I’ll support you. Go for it,” Chan said, gently stroking Felix’s cheek with the back of his hand.
Felix smiled shyly, glancing over to Changbin and Hyunjin, noting that Chan had wrapped an arm around Hyunjin at some point. “Well, um, for me… I- I don’t know how Chan feels exactly, but for me, I know what I want. And, uh, for me, that’s… I want you two to be my boyfriends as well. I love you two as well.”
Hyunjin looked like he might cry and Changbin giggled excitedly before Chan began to speak. “Ah, okay, good, good. Uh, since Felix was honest about that, I kind of want to be honest, too. I honestly wasn’t sure where I was at with the whole polyamory thing up until the end there… I… I really loved how much you two took care of Felix and I knew you both would be great boyfriends to him if he said yes, but I kind of also got the sense that I wanted to maybe be your boyfriend as well? Like, yes, I probably love Felix more than you two, but I… I don’t know, I just… I like both of you, too. Anyway, that’s it.”
Hyunjin had begun to quietly cry while Changbin openly beamed. “Okay, so the four of us are all boyfriends, am I hearing this correctly?”
“Yes,” Felix and Chan said at the same time.
“If we didn’t just fuck three times, I would fuck you both again!” Changbin exclaimed. “Next time we can have a Chan-focused foursome!”
“Oh, fuck, I don’t want that,” Chan laughed. “You okay, princess?”
“Yes, I’m okay, I’m okay, I’m just… I’m so happy,” Hyunjin sniffled.
“Jinnie,” Felix cooed. “I love you, Hyunjin. I love you, Chan. I love you, Changbin.”
“We love you, too, angel!” Hyunjin wailed. “I didn’t think I’d ever get to have you two, I’m so happy!”
Chan leaned over and pressed a quick kiss to Hyunjin’s lips. “It’s okay, baby. You’ll be okay.”
Hyunjin finally smiled through his tears. “Thank you, daddy.”
Felix couldn’t help but beam. This was a new start for all of them, but he had a really good feeling about it. They were going to be happy, he just knew it.
Chan was busy working on music, trying not to think too hard about the next few days. In two days, he would be driving partway across New South Wales to go to Felix and Hyunjin’s graduations. In three days, the graduation would happen. And in six days, he would be driving back home with an extra passenger in his car and two more in another car. He was so excited, he felt like he was going to vibrate out of his skin.
Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin, and Felix had all decided that they were going to keep their relationship status a secret for a while, especially since Felix was shy about having his family know. So, in the end, they only really acted like boyfriends when it was just the four of them together. Or when Jisung and Minho were out, Chan and Changbin did tend to make out a lot. Chan and Changbin seemed to be in a constant battle to see who would be fucking who, but whoever “lost” that night would always graciously allow their ass to be used.
Changbin was seated next to him, slumped and scrolling through his phone. Jisung and Minho were due to be home any moment and they had finished having sex about half an hour ago, with Chan coming out on top this time. However, Changbin’s eyes suddenly blew wide open and he smacked Chan’s arm several times to get his attention.
“Ow, what, Changbin?” Chan complained, pulling off one of his headphones.
“Look at this photo Hyunjin just sent us in the group chat,” Changbin said excitedly, showing Chan.
Changbin was shaking from excitement so it took a few moments for Chan to be able to tell what was going on in the picture. However, once he did, he openly moaned. It was a picture of Felix’s spread-out pussy, dripping semen from his hole with the caption, “Felix’s cunt misses you two” with several heart emojis.
“Fuck, Felix’s pussy looks so hot,” Changbin groaned.
“Felix’s what looks so hot?!” Jisung demanded, making both of the boys jump.
“Jisung! Minho! You’re home!” Chan exclaimed, his voice breaking just a bit.
“No, no, we’re not glazing over the fact that you’re showing Changbin your boyfriend’s nudes! That’s so not okay, Chan!” Jisung exclaimed.
“I’m on Jisung’s side,” Minho commented dryly.
“No, no, it’s not like that!” Changbin exclaimed.
“Well, what is it like, then? Don’t try to tell me that you were talking about a cat, because I don’t believe that for a second,” Jisung said, folding his arms and frowning.
Chan looked at Changbin and Changbin looked at Chan for probably a few seconds too long before Chan said sheepishly, “Changbin, Hyunjin, Felix, and I are all dating?”
Jisung stared at him in confusion. “Huh? What… what do you mean?”
“He means,” Changbin inserted quickly. “We’re polyamorous. The four of us are all boyfriends. We’ve been keeping it quiet for nearly a year, but, uh, it’s true. The picture was actually sent by Hyunjin to a group chat we have for just the four of us.”
Minho seemed to understand fairly quickly, but it took a couple more minutes for Jisung to get it. “Okay, wait, wait, so… the four of you are all boyfriends? So, Felix is dating Changbin and Hyunjin and Chan?”
“Yep,” Chan said.
Suddenly Jisung’s expression changed to one of hurt. “And you didn’t invite me?!”
Changbin and Chan both jolted, looking at each other in confusion before Changbin said, “Uh, do you want to be part of our polycule?”
“Of course I do!” Jisung wailed. “I can’t believe you all have been dating without me!”
“I mean,” Chan said, glancing at Changbin. “How does Minho feel about that?”
“If he’s in the polycule, then so am I,” Minho said plainly. “And if I’m in it, Seungmin and Jeongin will want to be part of it too.”
“What do you mean?” Changbin asked.
“Seungmin’s got a fat crush on Minho and Jeongin has an even fatter crush on Felix,” Jisung said as though it was obvious. “But, really, we want in! Please!”
Changbin couldn’t help but laugh as he looked at Chan. “Well, we’ll have to ask Felix and Hyunjin, but…”
“But we’re pretty sure you’re in,” Chan said with a smile of his own on his face.