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Chapter 8: love

Notes:

and we reached the end. wow, sorry for taking so long to post this last chapter but i got stuck in a writers block and ...now im super emotional. ><

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“hyung! stop that!” jisung’s loud voice echoed in the entire apartment. “you promised me you wouldn’t fuck around this time!”

 

ehhh? jisung-ah, since when did i ever promise to make your life easier?” minho snickered, screeching back in jisung’s headphones when he tried to argue again, his character in the game they were currently playing walking in circles and stealing weapons from everyone so they could never finish the mission.

 

“i should’ve left you out.” jisung grunted when hyunjin’s character finally completed his task and came to rescue him.

 

following game instructions is too boring, and the old man in the intro annoys me, so he better fuck himself if he wants these guns.” minho protested, earning a laugh from felix.

 

ohh, that man was sketchy as fuck. hyung’s right! why would he need four men to enter this place and get his artillery? we should steal everything and sell it to the other sketchy guy in the alley.”  

 

“felix, how could you forget your morals over some money ?” jisung couldn’t even get mad at his friends for fooling around while playing with him, the amusement in minho’s voice was audible although he once again made sure to steal jisung’s tools so he had to get new ones. grunting to himself, he was regretting suggesting this stupid game where teamwork was necessary.

 

he had planned a game night to introduce his friends to each other, since they all helped him get together with his current boyfriends but never actually met. the fact that minho immediately grew a soft spot for felix and had already threatened both jisung and hyunjin twice in the last ten minutes was a good sign that they had bonded well. 

 

which meant, they ganged up to tease him nonstop. 

 

i’ve had enough of this annoying gameplay, so… jisung-ah, tell us about that date again.” minho singssang, his giggles ringing in the mic.

 

“ugh. i’m not telling you bunch of fuckers anything.” jisung groaned. 

 

what date?” hyunjin intervened. “i swear to god, jisung barely talks about his boyfriends to us now. when he was obsessed with them before they started dating, he wouldn’t shut up, now i even forget he basically lives in their house.” 

 

hyunjinnie, it’s because he’s embarrassed.” and minho exposing jisung was only making everything worse. “ tell them, sungie, or else i’m gonna text the group chat with every single detail you shared with me when you showed up in my house to cry about it.” 

 

“traitor!” 

 

jisung knew minho wouldn’t actually expose him if he knew he was uncomfortable and his threat was in vain, but still, he felt bad for hiding his love life from one of his closest friends, the one that gave him his shoulder to cry when he was hopeless and never even judged him for his stupid decisions, even if said decisions lead to embarrassing moments.

 

“i… ugh, listen, it was an accident. we were in the mall, trying new clothes, and you know how seungminnie always wears these cute skirts, right?” he gulped, feeling his ears starting to burn. “i wanted to surprise them and decided to try one. it was really cute, baby blue and i felt pretty.” this time, jisung stopped, waiting for any of his friends to tease him for liking to wear something people would consider girly, but no one said anything, and with his heart beating fast in his chest, he continued. “so when i walked out, changbin hyung and seungminnie just stared at me and… hyung pulled both of us inside the dressing room.” jisung heard felix cringe out loud.

 

don’t tell me you guys fucked publicly like that.” hyunjin pretended to vomit.

 

“no! well… almost.” jisung grumbled, embarrassment creeping up his body. “i mean, we kissed a lot and there were hands here and there, and i was wearing a fucking skirt! i left the mall with seungmin’s jacket around my waist because i couldn’t get my dick to calm down.” jisung cringed to himself remembering how his boyfriends never stopped teasing him because of it. “there. are you happy, hyung?”

 

minho wheezed, like he did when jisung showed up in his house wanting to disappear for getting a hard on for a simple makeout session with his boyfriends in a cramped dressing room. felix accompanied him with small giggles, trying his best to not show he was also laughing at jisung.

 

did you guys buy the skirt?” he asked, trying to hide his laugh.

 

“they didn’t let me leave the store without it in our bags.”

 

a fucking boner? like a teenager.” minho kept going, and jisung let him, rolling his eyes even though he couldn’t see it. it was pretty stupid, he knew, and in a few seconds chan would probably get to his and minho’s room and tell him to stop being so loud, and having minho being told to shut the fuck up was always very satisfying, although chan was the only person that could tell him that and still have all his hair in his head after.

 

did they at least solve the problem when you got home?” felix’s voice echoed in between minho and chan’s bickering on his side of the call.

 

“no, i ran to hyung’s after. i was so embarrassed.”

 

jisung would never forget how minho first facepalmed when he told him what happened and then proceeded to laugh for forty minutes while chan tried to calm jisung and stop him from crying. the situation was so stupid in jisung’s head, he could barely look in his boyfriends’ eyes and remember how ridiculously horny he got in that dressing room.

 

after the first time having sex with them, jisung found himself craving for their touches more and more, so minho wasn’t completely wrong when he called him a horny teenager, especially because his body always reacted first and his mind last when it was about his boyfriends, to the point jisung always needed some help after seungmin’s streams - they never seemed to mind, though. 

 

like when changbin came home after getting caught in the rain and his damp clothes glued to his body and just a look at the outline of his muscles made jisung instantly forget about his homework and he joined him in the shower without a second thought - water bill be damned. seungmin had to bang on the door for two whole minutes to get them out of there and then changbin still carried him to bed and listened to his complaints about how his ass was going to get sore the next day, even if jisung was the one begging for round after round, no regrets though! 

 

or even when jisung was watching his favorite anime, after weeks of studying nonstop for his exams he was gifted with a whole new season to binge watch and that’s what he was doing, eyes dry from practically not blinking for hours but then, suddenly seungmin decided he wanted attention, walking into the room wearing only laced panties. jisung almost strained his neck from how fast he turned his head in his direction - there was a pretty boy literally begging to be fucked right in front of him, jisung couldn’t care less about the anime! and seungmin always made sure jisung knew his place, even with puppy eyes and innocent giggles, he was the best at making jisung all pliant under him, sitting on his cock and watching as his boyfriend came at least twice, engulfed by the tightness of his ass.

 

so yeah, they had plenty of sex. either being just two of them or the three boys when they all had matching days off and enough energy to have mind blowing orgasms. jisung would never complain about how much his boyfriends took care of him, and that’s why he got so embarrassed that day - as if, although they always gave him exactly what he wanted, it was never enough. and it only made sense in his head.

 

“i thought you guys had agreed on stopping running away when something was wrong. ” hyunjin, always the logical mind, pointed out.

 

“in theory, we did.” jisung tried explaining himself. “but we also agreed that i am a fucking coward that can’t get his shit together.”

 

the three boys on the other side of the call collectively sighed. they probably would’ve said something about how jisung just needs to face his fear of communication, and his boyfriends would never judge him for thinking they’re hot all the time, but his attention was averted when the door to the room was opened and seungmin’s floppy hair entered jisung’s camp of vision.

 

“hi love.” he said in a low voice, probably trying not to be heard by the others.

 

“hey.” he smiled instantly. everything else was immediately forgotten when seungmin jumped onto the bed bringing with him a bowl of fruits.

 

“brought you some snacks. you’ve been locked in here all day.” 

 

jisung was really, really lucky. that only made him forget everything else - seungmin was so caring and gentle, his mind would never get used to the fact he could call him his . he handed jisung some strawberries and orange slices while paying full attention to the game, trying to understand what they were playing while enjoying just staying next to jisung feeding and watching him.

 

can we please play another game? ” minho whined once again, and jisung, tired of listening to him complain about boredom, just accepted the suggestion. it wasn’t like they were making any progress anyways.

 

after what seemed like hours discussing what they wanted to play at that time, all the boys just settled for a simple online game where they could kill some strangers and steal their guns, but as expected, they ended up teaming up and actually fighting against each other more than who they were supposed to fight.

 

seungmin was quietly laying down next to jisung, chuckling every time he got carried away and started cussing minho out for whatever new trick he pulled to sabotage their team. he was a nice presence in the room, especially when jisung was too focused on the game and forgot about his surroundings, his jokes and comments about their lack of abilities always brought him back.

 

that was how jisung always felt about him. seungmin was a grounding force, someone that could easily take him out of his own head with simple words and touches. jisung couldn’t believe how well they fit together - if seungmin was what kept him on his feet, changbin always made sure jisung would get out of his comfort zone and do things he would’ve never thought of before. being with them, even though barely for two weeks, had brought jisung a new perspective of self and confidence he never thought he had. 

 

jisung knew he loved them even before they started dating. at some point, yes it was a platonic love, but it easily grew into something so much bigger and suffocating, the feeling barely fit in his body. and even being a hater of cliches, jisung couldn’t stop himself from imagining what it would be like to live all of them with both his boyfriends. minho would be throwing up his dinner if he ever had a glimpse of what goes on inside jisung’s head, he always rolled his eyes and refused to stay in the room every time chan wanted to watch a rom-com, saying the sweetness always gave him nausea.

 

laughing at himself, jisung realized he got distracted by his thoughts and once again his team was terribly defeated, this time because he didn’t move for the entire match, thinking about his boyfriends and how in love he was.

 

i need a bathroom break, there’s just so many lost matches a man can take.” felix said, false disappointment in his voice. jisung couldn’t see his face, but he was pretty sure the boy was pouting cutely at nothing, a habit he had every time something didn’t go his way.

 

a bathroom break was long overdue - jisung was glad someone else suggested it because he was too shy to tell his friends his bladder was about to explode. he ran his business as quick as possible, not wanting anyone to make fun of him for taking too long there and came back, comfortably laying down and opening his arms for seungmin to cuddle for a little while he kept playing.

 

his boyfriend was more than happy to comply with his demand, throwing himself on top of jisung and nuzzling the crook of his neck, making a shiver go down jisung’s body - he had told both seungmin and changbin multiple times already that his neck was a very sensitive area, but that only seemed to get them even more eager to tease and touch him there. 

 

jisung left kisses all over seungmin’s face, suddenly feeling extremely overwhelmed with love, making him giggle and pull him for a real kiss. it always started like this, they would share innocent kisses and touches until someone got carried away and hands would start going inside clothes until they were skin to skin, sweaty and out of breath.

 

unfortunately, felix arrived just before they could get any further, telling something about how his neighbor loved to smoke on his window and his room smelled like cigarettes all day. it took a few seconds for jisung to actually focus on what he was saying, getting his attention away from seungmin’s mouth and wet kisses. 

 

no, but i swear! he’s been smoking those shitty cigarettes even more now that i filed a complaint against him.” felix whined. jisung turned on his mic back to reply something, but all that came out of his mouth was a yelp when his boyfriend suddenly bit his most sensitive area on his neck, catching him out of guard.

 

what was that, jisung?” minho skeptically asked.

 

“i… thought there was a spider in my room.” he blurted the first thing that came to his mind, trying to detach seungmin’s teeth from his skin, only getting a chuckle in return, the air blowing making more shivers appear. 

 

minho hummed, but it was obvious he wasn’t totally convinced. thankfully, he didn’t push, especially when seungmin started actually humping down on jisung, the friction between their clothed cocks making it hard for him to keep his mouth shut.

 

“keep your mic on.” seungmin whispered before detaching the headset from jisung’s ears and sucking his lobe. he thanked all gods above him his friends couldn’t hear them at that moment, too busy yelling at each other to get the same character.

 

“what are you doing?” the question was obviously rhetorical, with seungmin fully on his lap, barely allowing jisung to see the screen in front of him, lazily circling his hips to get him to full hardness, something that wasn’t even that difficult to achieve - jisung was already spotting a semi just from the kisses. 

 

“mhhmm?” seungmin’s half lidded eyes stared at jisung from below, making him gulp down. when his boyfriend got needy, barely anything would get on his way to relief - that includes the fact jisung was on a call with his friends.

 

with his mic turned off, jisung held seungmin by the waist, stopping his movements and therefore the friction on his cock. “it’s an online game, babe. i need to focus.”

 

“i’m not stopping you.” 

 

his voice was already hoarse from arousal, and that only ignited the fire in jisung’s guts even more. he groaned, but his eyes drifted back to the tv screen where his character was the only one still. for the first time, minho decided he was going to be useful for the team and was actually fighting enemies while jisung barely got out of his spawn point.

 

everything alright, sungie? did you need more time?” hyunjin asked when his fingers twitched over the buttons on his game control but never moved. seungmin used the opportunity to latch back on his neck like a leech, sucking and biting the area like he was starved.

 

“a-all good.” jisung stuttered. he always struggled to keep his voice normal every time he was being stimulated, even more now that none of his friends could imagine what was happening in his room.

 

then get moving, lazy ass.” minho grumbled, irritated now that it wasn’t him the one dragging the team down.

 

“they’re gonna get suspicious.” seungmin’s breath fanned over jisung’s sensitive skin and jisung rolled his eyes. if he wasn’t on his lap, grinding down on his hard cock trying to elicit filthy noises from his mouth, no one would get suspicious of anything.

 

but okay, seungmin wanted to play this game, so jisung would set the rules. right at his boyfriend’s ear, he whispered. “if you’re really that desperate, why don’t you cockwarm me until the end of this match and then, i’ll see if i allow you to ride me.”

 

the shiver that went down seungmin’s neck made jisung proud of himself for being able to rile him up but it didn’t seem like his attempt to control worked. 

 

“you think you can order me around, baby?” he smirked, and jisung was really grateful everyone else was busy with the game to notice his mic was muted again. “i make the rules, you sit there and enjoy.” and to get his point across, he pressed his flat palm on jisung’s crotch, making him hiss with the sudden contact. 

 

“jisung! they’re attacking our base! why aren’t you here helping us? ” hyunjin’s voice echoed in jisung’s ears and even with his eyes focused entirely on the game, he couldn’t for his life concentrate on what was happening.

 

fuck that asshole!” felix yelled. “ he just stole my entire inventory! someone please lend me some guns so i can beat the shit out of him.”

 

i’m on my way!” luckily, jisung was able to mumble without sounding too strained, fixing his headset and deciding he would ignore seungmin completely. “you guys can’t do shit by yourselves.”

 

like you’re any better, dumbass!” minho’s character walked all the way around a mine only to get to jisung’s one and hit him with a brick, something he didn’t even know was available in the game. “ get your ass here and help fix the fort.”

 

jisung had so many things he wanted to say to minho. an entire arsenal of curse words to throw at his friend for being impatient when, until now, he was bringing down every single fort they built, but the words died in his throat when he felt the cold of seungmin’s fingers going in his pants. instinctively, jisung closed his legs, trying to avert his wandering hands, but seungmin was stronger than he looked like, holding his thighs and spreading him open for him.

 

this dude found an opening and is attacking our base, can someone please come over and kill him?”   hyunjin’s dramatic squeal pulled jisung back into the game, but barely for a second.

 

seungmin was looking at him from below, like a predator ready to attack his prey. he was positioned on his knees, arms around jisung’s thighs and eyes glued to his reactions, ready to get what he wanted. 

 

“you left a fucking corpse leading to the opening, of course he would fin-” jisung squeaked, his voice dying and almost turning into an embarrassing loud moan when faster than lighting, seungmin pulled down his shorts, freeing his cock.

 

what was that?” felix asked.

 

“n-nothing.” seungmin stroked jisung from his balls to the tip, watching in amusement as he bit his lip trying to stop the sounds from coming out. “get my guns, i have more… i-in the uhh… in the back.”

 

jisung, are you okay?” 

 

of course jisung wasn’t okay. not when seungmin started licking down his length, like he was eating the most delicious meal someone could have ever provided him, with glinting eyes and his hot breath fanning over his needy cock.

 

“yeah…” he left out a breath he didn’t notice he was holding. “i’m good, just focus on the game, maybe i need a break…” he said, kicking seungmin’s ankle and trying to detach him from his dick, failing miserably. 

 

seungmin loved going down on jisung’s cock, that he knew. he was also really good at deepthroating, something jisung only ever experimented with him - his mouth was a filthy heaven, so warm and wet, always taking everything that was offered.

 

he grunted, only watching as seungmin licked everything he could reach with his mouth. his fingers twitched to grab his hair and fuck his throat like he knew his boyfriend loved, but jisung’s eyes could barely stay open, his vision was blurry, switching between the match he was playing and the pretty boy sucking his dick. 

 

bomb these motherfuckers!” felix’s voice was kilometers away, jisung still had the mind to send his friends some help since he was in the attack team, but not a single sound was coming from his mouth, afraid if he attempted to say anything, they would catch him red handed. 

 

seungmin was getting more and more enthusiastic, slurping and sucking around his length with determination and jisung was scared that if he came in his mouth, he wouldn’t be able to hold his sounds. all he wanted to do was hang up the call and get his entire attention on his boyfriend, praise him for taking him so well and make him just as messy as jisung was feeling. 

 

“shit.” he mumbled when seungmin started playing with his balls, his tongue lapping on the sensitive skin of his cock and his pretty mouth stretching to fit all of his extension. 

 

don’t lower your guard. i just killed a dude with some fancy guns so i think the premium users are coming for us too.” in between the sounds of the game and the filthy noises coming from seungmin, jisung still heard minho warn them, although it was in vain when a hoard of guys came in his direction pointing gigantic guns and shooting jisung.

 

dumbass! stop trying to use the magic shield, they paid for these tools and they are made to destroy all magic sources.” hyunjin ran in jisung’s direction, trying to help him defeat all the enemies. “ what’s up with you, sungie? you’re always the most talkative in games.”

 

s-sorry.” he couldn’t process anything. jisung was feeling his life being sucked out of him from his dick and he would gladly die like this if he could. with sweat dripping from his forehead, he watched as seungmin finally took pity on him, detaching his mouth from his cock with a loud pop! he hoped no one heard. 

 

jisung’s eyes drifted from his boyfriend now standing on his knees in front of him to the game he really wanted to finish, back to seungmin when he started pulling down his own shorts. the view made his aching cock throb in his stomach, starting to leak beads of precum on his clothes. he muted his mic when seungmin signed for him to do so and watched as he turned around and exposed his plump ass to his face, his hole twitching and begging for jisung to get his hands on it.

 

“you know…” seungmin said as he spread his cheeks, making jisung drool with desire as he watched the puffy skin basically call for his name. “i think i’m gonna take your suggestion and just… get myself a seat while you play your stupid game.”

 

“oh. great.” that wasn’t really great considering jisung was terribly hard and close to just pretending his wifi went down and wouldn’t return so he could fuck seungmin until they both were too tired to even move.

 

“but i’m really tight right now, and will have to open myself up.” seungmin sighed in false disappointment. “until i’m ready, just enjoy the show.”

 

now, that was the real evil plan. jisung really wanted to keep his eyes on seungmin’s pretty and long fingers slowly entering his rim, stretching his hole right on his face, but at the same time, minho was sending very rude texts to him on the gameplay private chat, asking why wasn’t he cooperating. the call was completely forgotten by now, jisung could only gulp down and feel his cock twitch with arousal as his eyes followed the movements of seungmin’s fingers brushing against his walls and his breathy moans on the sheets. 

 

his boyfriends were very aware how much he liked things to be wet and loud and seungmin was using this to his advantage, pouring so much lube on his ass that his skin was shiny and the liquid was dripping from his hand to his balls and making its way through his cock. game be damned, jisung threw the control on his side and grabbed seungmin’s asscheeks with all his strength, hoping his hands would leave a mark on his skin the next day.

 

the loud moan that came out of seungmin’s mouth was rewarding, but before jisung could try and make anything else, he grabbed his hands and took them out of his ass, turning back around. “i told you, you could only watch.”

 

“not my fault you’re so fucking hot i can’t resist having my hands all over you.”

 

“it’s your punishment for giving more attention to this stupid game than to me.” 

 

seungmin was pouting, but jisung knew it was all an act, especially when he left a peck on his mouth, turned his back to him again and positioned himself on his length, slowly sinking down. jisung had to fight his own hands from touching seungmin’s ridiculously small waist, and when he bottomed out, he felt his sigh reverberate through his entire body.

 

both boys were hard and that was easy to spot, but seungmin didn’t seem to care about getting off at that moment, just laying back on jisung’s chest and watching the screen in front of him like he was really interested in the game. if they weren’t undressed and hard, anyone looking would just think they were cuddling sweetly, but instead, jisung was facing what  hell truly was - getting his dick suffocated between the tight walls of seungmin’s ass but not being able to chase the relief or even move a centimeter without feeling like he would come on the spot.

 

breathing slowly to get used to the feeling of being cockwarmed while hard and horny, jisung finally found stability in his voice to open his mic again and turn his attention to his friends.

 

what the fuck just happened, asshole? you left us here to deal with these fuckers and they stole all of our money.” it was the first thing minho said.

 

“i went to the bathroom and lost track of the time talking to seungminnie.” jisung pinched his boyfriend’s waist, which led him to yelp and tense, squeezing his cock nestled inside of him and making jisung see stars for a few seconds.

 

is he there with you now? tell him i said hi.” no one seemed to suspect a thing which jisung was really grateful for.

 

“seungminnie, hyunjinnie said hi.” 

 

“uhmm. hi hyunjin.” jisung couldn’t see his face, but the way his voice sounded extra monotonous, seungmin either was trying really hard to not sound affected by having jisung’s dick shoved in his ass, pressing against his prostate constantly, or he was about to fall asleep in this exact position.

 

where’s changbin hyung?” felix asked, now everyone back fully into the game.

 

if jisung really put some effort into it, he could ignore the waves of pleasure burning inside of him and actually have some fun with his friends, but everyone knew he had always been the most enthusiastic player out there and just staying quiet so he wouldn’t move and actually stimulate his cock was really hard.

 

“somewhere, doing something.” was his answer.

 

you think you’re so funny.”

 

“my mom actually said i am.” 

 

seungmin huffed, relaxing even more on jisung’s lap and laying his head on his shoulder. he wasn’t sure he could hear the entire conversation they were having but at least his boyfriend still laughed at his silly jokes.

 

“binnie hyung was doing some homework, i was annoying him so he told me to come here and annoy you instead.”  

 

jisung rolled his eyes, his grip on the control tightening. “now everything else makes a lot more sense.” 

 

and as if he was being summoned, suddenly the door to jisung’s room opened and changbin walked in, raising his eyebrows as he let the scene in front of him soak in.

 

“what in the world are you two doing?” he asked, eyes traveling through the tangled bodies on the bed and a smirk slowly grew on his face.

 

“sungie is playing a game with his friends and i’m watching.” seungmin said simply, as if his dick wasn’t out for the world to see, red and leaking.

 

“oh.” changbin seemed to connect the dots as he watched jisung’s face morph into desperation when seungmin slightly moved his hips. 

 

“hyung…” he gave him his best puppy eyes. “seungminnie has been torturing me this entire time, help!”

 

what are you two shitheads up to?” minho’s repulsed voice echoed in jisung’s ears and he cringed, having forgotten to turn off his mic. “ don’t tell me you’ve been fucking this whole time we were playing, han jisung i swear to fucking god!”

 

“ew?” hyunjin pretended to throw up. “ your parents didn’t teach you about decency?”

 

we weren’t fucking!” jisung tried to defend himself, but only made seungmin jump when he yelled in his ear and the slide of his cock inside of his walls made him suck on his breath and hit his head on the headboard. “not really.”

 

i really thought you were acting weird.” felix laughed, like the situation amused him more than disgust him. “ we should’ve imagined… now i don’t wanna play anymore.” he hung up the call, not even saying bye to anyone.

 

“we weren’t doing anything.” jisung still tried to make his remaining friends believe him, but oh well, from how seungmin suddenly had a burst of energy and started to move his hips in a torturous and slow way, he knew he would have to pay a week's worth of lunches for them to forgive him.

 

whatever helps you sleep at night. i was tired of this game anyways, enjoy your fuck, i’m gonna go complain to channie hyung about you.” and minho was gone too. 

 

hyunjin didn’t even say his goodbyes, leaving jisung alone on the server. he took off his headset and threw it on the other side of the bed, and with determination in his eyes, jisung held seungmin, bruising grip on his waist and thrusted up inside of him.

 

“my friends now think i’m a horny bastard that needs to have dick all the time!” he said in between thrusts.

 

changbin laughed. “that’s exactly what you are.”

 

the moan that left seungmin’s mouth only turned jisung on even more. he started fucking him with all his might, letting his boyfriend scratch his legs and leave red traces from his knees to his inner thighs. it was so fucking filthy and hot, the way seungmin just bounced on jisung’s cock, letting him use him for release while his own dick throbbed pathetically between his legs. 

 

changbin approached them on the bed and pulled jisung down by his hair, crashing their lips in a kiss full of spit and tongue, making everything even more wet, just like jisung loved. seungmin grabbed changbin’s thighs for support while riding jisung, his nails sinking on the skin and making him hiss from the pain. he guided changbin’s hand to his cock and fucked into his closed fist, surprisingly coming first with white ropes of cum spurting from his tip. seungmin whined from overstimulation so jisung let him go, moaning from the sudden emptiness around his aching dick.

 

he rested his head against the pillows under him, watching as changbin carried seungmin to the other side of the bed and adjusted his position to clean the cum and sweat on his legs before kissing his forehead in between his hair strands. god, jisung loved these two so fucking much, the discomfort on his still aching cock didn’t even matter to him, he could stay there watching his boyfriends being cozy all day and he would be happy.

 

but after making sure seungmin was comfortable - since he had quite an intense orgasm and basically had turned into an incoherent mess - changbin turned again to jisung, crawling to him until he was staring at his big dark eyes.

 

“hi.” he said, kissing the tip of his nose. “need help with that?”

 

jisung hummed, having lost the ability to talk with such a hot boy right in front of him offering to help him get off. changbin smirked, and the glint in his eyes made jisung’s stomach turn like he was looking at a high school crush and not his boyfriend. he really was in love.

 

he didn’t know what changbin was about to do, until he started pumping his length slowly, spreading the precum all over the shaft and sinking down on his knees, the tip of jisung’s cock hit deep in his throat and made him moan. now without any friends to distract him, jisung let himself dive into the sensation, thrusting his hips up and fucking into changbin’s mouth, watching as tears started falling from his eyes but he kept moaning around his dick, enjoying this just as much.

 

jisung came faster than he could warn changbin. his cum dripped from his chin and it was so erotical, his cock throbbed, already feeling another wave of arousal crashing through his body. the tiredness was overbearing, though, and jisung just laid down, completely limp, trying to catch his breath again. changbin cleaned the dripping cum from his face and hovered over jisung, kissing him once again and letting him taste himself on his tongue - if it was another person, jisung would even think this was kind of disgusting, but changbin somehow had the talent to make everything super hot.

 

“i need a shower. and food.” he said, after a few seconds of just existing.

 

“i was about to get one… let’s shower together.” seungmin suggested, finally getting up from his position.

 

“no more funny business. i think you traumatized everyone.” jisung reached his hand and changbin, always a gentleman, helped him get up and carried him to their shared bathroom.

 

moments like this, where they would get domestic and do things like shower together and share loving kisses while shampooing their hair would always make jisung get the butterflies back in his belly. he was so lucky to share such love with two amazing people, and it amazed him how he always found himself falling again and again for them every day, like his heart could never get enough and would find new ways to skip a beat anytime they were around.

 

changbin massaged jisung’s back when he complained about pain from staying in the same position all day and seungmin brushed his hair and left sweet and innocent kisses all over his skin when he pouted, asking for attention. his apartment on the other side of the campus was long forgotten by him, half of jisung’s clothes already had their own space on the wardrobe in seungmin and changbin’s home and he spent more time there than ever now, just waiting for the day they would officially ask him to move in since they always started complaining and giving excuses every time jisung would bring up going back to his own house.

 

squished between his two boyfriends, with changbin’s strong arms holding his waist firmly and seungmin’s breath fanning on his neck, jisung never felt himself happier. he left a kiss on both his boys’ lips before closing his eyes  - they had a long day and when the sun gets up the next morning, they would have to help seungmin film some content with his new pair of lingeries, and jisung couldn’t wait to see his pretty boyfriend wearing them.

 

the warmth coming from the bodies around him made jisung easily drift away to sleep, the ghost of a smile still hanging on his face when unconsciousness took control.

 

 

 

fim.

 

Notes:

so, thats the end T.T it was super fun writing this fic and i thank everyone that read my story and gave me strength to keep updating.

my special thanks go to nabi, my super amazing beta reader that always put up with my shit and helped me get through every single chapter. thank you so much for your help, i love working with you.

sky, i thank you too, for giving me motivation and making me believe in myself to finish this story,. without your encouraging words, this fic wouldn't be here.

vivi, my first supporter. thank you so much for liking my story, i always posted every single chapter thinking about what would you think. thank you, really.

alice, thank you for helping me too. you might have not noticed, but your encouragement gave me the necessary strength to get out of my own limbo and i was able to finish my story. thank you, i love you.

and thank you, for reading and commenting or just leaving a kudo. thank you really for giving my story a chance, for believing in me and letting my words touch you. thank you thank you <3

Notes:

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