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[Nov.18 2018]
Dear Diary,
Going to school sucks. I loved it. Don’t get me wrong. I love learning about new things each day and seeing Ned and MJ, but the constant bullying from Flash gets to me no matter how hard I try not to.
Like it wasn’t even the big things that got to me the hardest, it was always the little things that I thought could go unnoticed. Like sometimes when I’m deep in thought, I may or may not tend to just stare into nothing and have an empty look in my eyes, or when I’m ever sitting beside Ned and someone who I have never seen before, I would lean closer to Ned.
Just the small things you wouldn’t think many people would pay attention to, but not Flash. He took these moments into account when insulting me. For instance, today he called me gay with a hint of disgust and asked me if Ned and I were yk.
(Not that there’s anything wrong with that, of course, but Flash always had to make it a scene so everyone in the room would know.)
“Hey Penis Parker, you couldn’t find a girl who would want to date you so you’re sucking off your fat ass friend now?”
I don’t want to make things worse than they already are, so I would always brush it off and apologize to Ned later in the day when Flash wasn’t around (since most of the insults were mentioning Ned because Flash is scared of MJ). He always said it was no big deal and that it didn’t get to him, but it didn’t make me feel much better, knowing that the insults meant for me were also about Ned.
[Nov.27 2018]
Dear Diary,
Hey, it’s me Peter again. I know it’s been a while since I wrote here but you’ll never guess what just happened today.
So today everything was going like normal. Flash bully’s me, I get my homework done during break, get in Happy’s car to go to see Mr.Stark. However, once I walked into the lab where me and Mr.Stark usually talk about my Spider-Man suit talked was this guy around my age there (who I had never seen before).
He had this amazing curly, golden brown hair and those wonderful blue eyes that I could just stare into for hours (which I did, by the way it turns out, he was staying with Mr.Stark for a while and we had so much in common).But that’s not even the best part. The best part was his accent. Like my words can’t even begin to describe it, his accent was amazing and it complemented his voice so well.
We’re getting off track, but the point is that I might finally have a new friend.
[April.18 2019]
Dear Diary,
Yeah, Yeah I know I am extremely inconsistent with my entries and I keep forgetting in you, but this is something I have to write down and have physically so that maybe it will stop feeling like a dream and start feeling like something that is real and is happening in this non-fictional world that I live in.
So now is the time for exciting news. Drum roles please????
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Harley asked me out on a date!!!!!!!!! (You know the guy I was talking about last time). This feels like a dream come true. He is so incredibly handsome that I thought there was no way he would want to even be friends with me. But I was wrong. Alright, so he wants to be friends, but there’s no way he would ever want to date me.. right???? WRONG AGAIN!!
He actually wants to be with me and this is officially the best day of my life. I’ve spent months pining over him and thinking there’s no chance for me to ever be with him, but there is and we’re going on a date today.
We were going on a date today. I haven’t even figured out what I am going to wear. Sorry this is a short entry but I’ve got to go. I’ll try to remember to update more bye!!!
[April.21 2019]
Dear Diary,
We kissed.