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Okay so starting this off by saying, sorry that there wasn't an update for a while, I got spinal surgery! Anyone following my twitter would know but yeah, I had severe scoliosis (like very bad, super fucky it was weird) and now I have a metal rod in my spine and a lot less curvature!! I planned on writing a chapter before surgery but yeah, it isn't easy to write with that impending concern, so it didn't end up happening, and recovery was harder than I anticipated. I did write, as you can tell if you check out my more recent stuff, but a long fic is harder to get back into after a break. I was just about to start writing this again when everything happened.
I doubt I have to explain everything to you all, you've likely already heard. If you haven't, Wilbur Soot is a manipulative, abusive piece of human shit that never deserved any of the platform he got and should instead be spending his time in therapy instead of writing songs about how he abused people. Shelby (Shubble) streamed talking about an ex-boyfriend of hers that was genuinely awful. People connected the dots pretty quick despite her not saying a name, and then Wilbur himself confirmed said asshole being him with one of the honest to god worst 'apologies' I have seen in my entire life.
I don't know if I'll continue writing this, or him. I might write some stuff with the rest of SBI, but I'm unsure. While I've only ever written about the characters, the news has still sort of spoiled his character for me, at least for now. Maybe once the disgust has settled in my mind I'll feel better about writing his character, who is very distinctly not him. I no longer support Wilbur at all, and if you do then please leave, I don't feel comfortable with abuser supporters being near me in any capacity. So I don't know the future of this fic at all. I might continue it, I might not. For now it's going on a break and if I decide that I don't want to carry it on, I'll delete this and post a summary of where the plot was going to go from here.
I have a one shot with Wilbur in that I might post at some point, because I'm quite proud of it, but with that character being the main one I'm still not sure.
None of my fics will be deleted. I'm not planning on orphaning them at the minute, maybe that'll change but I'm still proud of my work and can fully recognise that the character is different to the content creator that made him, especially with how much of an impact the fandom had on said characters.
For now, I might take a break from writing SBI. I don't want him to ruin Techno for me, but it's hard. I have a different one shot I might post soon surrounding angel duo. Wilbur had a minor part so I edited him out entirely, so he isn't in it at all, meaning I feel a bit better about publishing it. It's already complete so I don't want to waste it, so you should see that soon.
Since I'm taking a break from SBI writing, perhaps forever, I don't know, it depends on how I feel, I will be writing other fandoms. At the minute I am planning out some Percy Jackson fanfictions, mostly centred around Nico di Angelo. I have a Solangelo fic I'm planning and a vague idea for a couple others, including some found family with Hazel and Nico, cause I think the family aspect of the characters is ignored a lot and I'm going to fix that at least a little! So if that interests you, then feel free to stick around! If you want to check out my carrd you can also see what I'm currently interested in, and presume I'll write about those. So maybe some ASMP and stuff like that! Perhaps TMA when I finish it, I'm not sure, the future is pretty blurry but I will keep writing. My hobby will not be spoiled just because I wrote hundreds of thousands of words surrounding a character made by a piece of shit.
Thanks for reading that absolute monster of a statement, and I hope you understand <3
UPDATE: Yeah so I’m not updating this anymore, sorry. I’m not in the fandom anymore and haven’t been since I posted the last update. I’m also putting it under anonymous I think, but for now I’ll leave the links to my carrd/twt that I think are scattered around. I don’t mind it being connected to me but this fic and some others are pretty different to my writing now so I’m not too thrilled to have them on my account. But I’m writing marauders and occasionally pjo now so if that interests you then find the carrd link a bit up this post and you can get to my ao3 from there!! Ty for reading and hope you understand <3