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hi!
I'm back again after over a month. last time i updated was last month on the 11th. i told all of you that i would be taking a break from writing to focus on my mental health, but because I have been away for so long, i though that maybe i should update all of you.
ever since that day, I have been speaking to a counsellor. from what we have discussed, my stress came from academic pressure and extremely high self-expectations. because of these problems, I tend to set unrealistic goals for myself even when i know that i won't make it. and i guess that's why i started this fic. i have never really had the motivation to do anything since primary school, maybe because of procrastination or other reasons, but from my understanding, it's because of my lack of time and energy. i tend to get home late due to my many other commitments and I'm unable to replenish my energy by just resting for a while or eating. I've tried many methods, like meditating to journaling. but none of them helped me feel any better, so I decided to start writing, and hence, this fic was born. it was an escape mechanism, and escape from reality. Through writing, i have gotten feedback and encouragement, encountered disappointment and delight, something I seldom ever feel.
however, no matter how much i love this fic and how much I love my readers, i am unable to continue updating this fic. please trust me when i say that i have tried to continue on this story, but no matter how much i try, i am just unable to produce anything anymore. so, i am discontinuing this fic. I'm sure i disappointed many of you many times and so have i disappointed myself many times, but there is nothing i can do about. i really tried, please believe me.
for those who still is willing to support me, i will still be writing 1–2-chapter short fics on this account. and for those who choose to leave, thank you for all the continuous support, i hope that one day, i will see your username pop up in my inbox again like it has before. before i give you the final update of this story, i will also like to thank all my readers
special thanks to:
-Rin_Haitani51
-Kaichzesty22
-Killua
-gyuSwon
-1Yellow100
-Mizuna_Chan
-ddh_kgh
-Azura_0401
-Yuki_leafs
-rverie
thank you all for always appearing in my comment section and giving me motivation to update!
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now, for the final update:
“For the next match, we’ll be going against manshine city. With chris prince, the number two football player in the world, if we want a chance of beating them, we will have to increase our training intensity…”
Training for the manshine match was straight up hell. Not only was their training intensity increased significantly, but also because the members of bastard München would have to deal with two emo teenagers, one dog, and an attention seeking 19-year-olds. It was annoying to hear the later of the two trying to rile up isagi all the time, but i suppose it was already part of bastard’s daily routine.
There is an ongoing bet among some of the original european players that kaiser would get with isagi sooner than sae. Most players agree, but like a complicated anime fandom, there will always be people who disagree with this and bets that kaiser wouldn’t have a single chance with isagi. Some people being itoshi sae himself and the whole of PXG( loki is biasness spreads like wild fire).
Days go on in blue lock, and soon enough, it was time for the manshine vs bastard match. Despite all being from the top teams in the world, manshine vs bastard is actually the most anticipated match for the whole neo egoist league, as it involves the worlds’ number one and two football players.
Both teams walked onto the field. Blue lock members present in the starting lineup are yukimiya, gagamaru, kurona, who works excellently with isagi, and isagi himself.
And those who are on the opposing team, chigiri, reo, and nagi, together with chris prince.
Chris prince left a pretty bad impression on the members of blue lock who are in bastard too. You would think that te second best footballer in the world would be a bit more…professional. But no, chris was just immature to put it simply. Constantly joking around with noel noa and flexing his muscles. But some must admit, it's good to have a livelier atmosphere sometimes after being around emos all the time.
Chris’s and noel’s bickering did not last long, and soon the game began with manshine starting kickoff.
(discontinued)
and that's it. yeah last update is insanely short, but it was the best i could do. if you want, you can continue this fic on your own account, but maybe credit me a bit? so, for the final time goodbye, thank you!