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from moon jun (> .‿‿.<) to yoon jeonghan
10:04 pm
jun: manager-nimmmmmmm
jun: get drinks with meeeeeee
jeonghan: aren't you supposed to be at dinner with your friends right now?
jun: i went home early :(
jeonghan: why?
jun is typing...
10:07 pm
jeonghan: jun?
jeonghan: you don't have to tell me if you don't want to
jeonghan: it's okay if you're tired
jun is typing...
10:09 pm
jun: they asked about my next comeback
jeonghan: ah
jun: i told them i didn't know when it would be
jun is typing...
10:10 pm
jun: they laughed and told me it was okay if i wanted to keep it a secret
jeonghan is typing...
10:11 pm
jeonghan: but you weren't joking
jun: no :(
jeonghan: do you want to plan one soon? i know it's only been a few weeks since limbo, but we can talk to the company if you're feeling restless
jun is typing...
10:12 pm
jun: no
jun: i kind of...
jun is typing...
10:15 pm
jeonghan: jun-ah
jeonghan: are you okay?
jun: yeah sorry
jun: i was thinking
jun: i just...
jun: i think... i want to go on a break
jeonghan: a break?
jun: like... a hiatus
10:17 pm
jun: hyung?
10:18 pm
jun: hyung (╥﹏╥)
jun: answer me pls
jeonghan: sorry junnie
jeonghan: i was just looking at your schedule
jun: ...and?
jeonghan: after the photoshoot two weeks from now, you won't have any schedules for a while
jeonghan: so if you want to go on hiatus, we can announce it the week before
jun is typing...
10:19 pm
jun: it's that easy?
jeonghan: i'll have to talk to the staff and the ceo
jeonghan: and we'll have to meet with your sponsors and pr
jeonghan: and there's obviously going to be a bunch of things we need to settle beforehand
jeonghan: but it can be
jun is typing...
10:20 pm
jun: really?
jun: ur not mad at me?
jeonghan: why would i be mad at you for wanting to take a break?
jun is typing...
10:22 pm
jun: my old manager used to tell me that taking a break was like quitting
jun: that if i left, people would forget about me
jeonghan: well i'm not your old manager
jeonghan: your old manager was an uncivilized fool
jeonghan: i'm a handsome, charming heartthrob
jeonghan: how dare you think i would be the same as him
jun: nooooooo pls forgive me manager-nim (╥_╥)
jun: i'm sorryyyyyyy
jeonghan: you should be
jeonghan is typing...
10:24 pm
jeonghan: so... do you want to tell hyung why you want to go on hiatus?
jun: mmmmmmm
jun is typing...
10:25 pm
jun: i'm scared :(
jeonghan: oh? of what?
jun: i've been doing so much over the years...
jun: comebacks... albums...
jun: and i'm scared if i keep going
jun: everything will just fall apart
jun: and i'll lose all of it
jun: do u know what i mean?
jun: i'm not making sense am i?
jun: :(
jeonghan is typing...
10:26 pm
jeonghan: no you are
jeonghan: you're doing so well right now
jeonghan: it makes sense if you're scared
jeonghan: you've been moving so fast all these years
jeonghan: you deserve a break
jun is typing...
10:27 pm
jun: so...
jun: i'm not running away?
jeonghan: no, you're not
jun: because i love what i do u know?
jun: but it's just
jun is typing...
10:28 pm
jun: i miss my family
jun: i miss shenzhen
jeonghan: and there's nothing wrong with that
jeonghan: that's your home
jun is typing...
10:30 pm
jun: but so is seoul, u know?
jun: i think
jun: idk how to leave without feeling like i'm leaving a part of myself here
jun: the part that's an idol and sings, dances, and makes my fans happy
jun: the part that makes the camera happy
jun: i'm scared if i go
jun: that part of me goes too
jeonghan is typing...
10:34 pm
jeonghan: i don't know if i can fully understand what you're saying
jeonghan: but i do know that you're one of the most hard-working people i know
jeonghan: and that you put your all into what you do
jeonghan: and you love your fans
jeonghan: so i believe that even if you do go
jeonghan: that part of you will be carried with you
jeonghan: you're a person with a lot of love jun
jeonghan: you should take that love with you wherever you go
jun: oh
jun: that's really sweet hyung
jun: kinda sappy
jun: ew XD
jeonghan: shut up i'm trying to be wise here
jun: ahhhh okay sorry ;(
jeonghan: look
jeonghan: just know
jeonghan: that whatever you want to do, wherever you want to go
jeonghan: just follow your heart
jeonghan: and when you're ready
jeonghan: seoul will still be here for you
jun is typing...
10:36 pm
jun: it will?
jeonghan is typing...
10:37 pm
jeonghan: i will
jeonghan: *it will
jeonghan: so don't worry too much about it
jeonghan: and try to get some sleep
jun: okay
jun is typing...
10:39 pm
jun: i really appreciate u hyung
jun: thank u (ɔ^‿^)ɔ♥
1:16 am
jun: hyung ?
jeonghan: i thought you were going to bed
jun: i tried
jun: but i can't
jun: i keep thinking :(
jeonghan: about what?
jun is typing...
1:17 am
jun: what if i don't love it anymore
jeonghan is typing...
1:18 am
jeonghan: what?
jun is typing...
1:19 am
jun: music
jun: what if i'm gone for too long and i don't want to do it anymore
jeonghan: then you can do something else
jun: like what?
jeonghan: i don't know. is there anything you want to do?
jun is typing...
1:21 am
jun: i liked going on variety shows
jun: and talk shows
jun: and well
jun: i kind of miss acting
jun: it was fun as a kid
jun: getting to be someone else
jun: i think i might want to try it again?
jeonghan: then we'll find you some spots on variety and talk shows
jeonghan: and we'll get you auditions for dramas
jeonghan: you should always do what you love jun-ah
jeonghan: and i hope you always do it for yourself first
jun is typing...
1:22 am
jun: oh... that was so wise...
jun: my heart skipped a beat (>‿<)
jeonghan: i'm serious jun
jeonghan: i'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to
jeonghan: if you want to take a break, travel, sleep
jeonghan: go ahead
jun: but... won't the company be mad if i rest too long?
jeonghan: don't worry
jeonghan: hyung will take care of it
jun is typing...
01:23 am
jun: oh wow...
jun: u must really love me ≧^●^≦
jun: u take such good care of me hyung
jeonghan is typing...
01:25 am
jeonghan: so?
jeonghan: you’re an idol, everyone loves you
jeonghan: and you have to be taken care of
jeonghan: you're like a large child in a 26-year-old man's body
jeonghan: don't act like minghao doesn't text you daily telling you to take your vitamins
jun: hey!! that's mean!! />o<\
jun: u can just say u love meeeee hehehe
jeonghan is typing...
01:27 am
jeonghan: it's almost 1:30
jeonghan: do you have anything else meaningful to say?
jun: oh!!! yes!!! actually!!!
jun: and what if i want to go back to music?
jun: but people don't want to hear from me anymore?
jeonghan: what?
jeonghan: are you trying to make me swear at you?
jun: hyung (╥﹏╥)
jeonghan: people are always going to want to hear from you jun
jeonghan: you have so many fans
jeonghan: you have your friends and family too
jeonghan: and you have
jeonghan is typing...
01:29 am
jeonghan: and you have the stray cats that you befriend on the streets
jun: ur right the cats will always have my back...
jun is typing...
01:30 am
jun: because i think i will
jun: u know
jun: do music again
jun: even if i stop for a bit
jun: it's just always been there for me since i've come to korea
jun: hehehe like u hyung ♥
jun: always by my side!
jun: i don't think i can ever leave it
jun: but if i do...
jun is typing...
01:31 am
jun: you'll be there right?
jeonghan: of course jun
jeonghan: i'm your manager after all
jeonghan: who else is going to pay my bills?
jun: hehehe i love u hyung (>▿<)
jeonghan is typing...
01:32 am
jeonghan: you're so annoying
jeonghan: i'm going to post all your selfies with those ridiculous filters on
jeonghan: and that time you dressed up as a carrot for seungkwan's halloween party
jun: those were for ur eyes only!!!
jun: and i was a cute carrot * ₃*
jeonghan is typing...
01:33 am
jun: u can say i'm cute
jun: i won't tell anyone
jeonghan: i'm going to bed.
jun: noooooooo hyung come backkkkk
jun: u really don't want to get drinks with me? ;(
jeonghan: no. go to sleep.
jeonghan: you have an early schedule tomorrow
jun: but u haven't said it back（ つ︣﹏-）
jeonghan: said what
jun: i love you
jun: wait let's try again
jun: okay
jun: i'll go first
jun: i love u jeonghan hyunggggg ♥
jeonghan: thank you
jun: D:
jeonghan: why aren't you tired
jeonghan: didn't you have a full day of filming and overthinking?
jun: pls pls pls
jun: i'm going to ur apartment if u don't say it back >:(
jun: shua hyung would let me in
jun: nothing would stop me
jeonghan: don't do that
jeonghan: you don't need to bother shua
jun: then say it!!!!
jeonghan is typing...
01:35 am
jeonghan: fine.
jeonghan: i love you too jun-ah
jun: oh my (o// ㅅ//o)
jun: hehehe
jun: u made my heart flutter (^///o///^)
jeonghan: okay i'm blocking you.
jun: noooooo :((((
jun: i'll go to sleep...
jun: good night manager-nim ♥♥♥♥
jeonghan: yeah
jeonghan: good night jun
jeonghan is typing...
02:11 am
jeonghan: ♡♡