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Izuku woke up alone, the dread rose up when he realized what he had done
He cheated on todoroki
And he forced katsuki to go into a premature rut for who knows how long his heat lasted
His breaths started to quicken as he was trembling from shame and regret
He’s no worst than todo, more so even worse than–oh god..he's unfaithful–
“I can see your gears turning dek–”
A hard slap made the strong bad alpha blink a few times to take in what just happened and that was just without OFA
“oh–OH! Kacchan I–oh god are you okay?” izuku was a mess, he was biting his nails and his scent reeked of fear and anxiety
“Peachy” he spat sarcastically and sat down on the bed. He was currently shirtless and with only loose leggings on
And he smelled like sex
Actually, both smelled like sex. HE JUST HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE THAT ISN'T HIS MATE
"Can you stop panicking already?! If anything is anybody's fault its mine, I didn't give you heat suppressants
"But-but I tempted you and–said yes and–" he pinches his lower lip as he starts mumbling
"If he wants to beat someone's ass it should be me, but I dont think he will care. Im the one that should be sorry for having taken advantage of you."
Advantage? but izuku was the one that asked and pleaded, he's the piece of garbage
"....so…we"
"You can smell it right?"
That just made izuku feel worse, he cheated on his mate. He can't believe he complained about holograms when he himself got dicked down by his best friend, yeah maybe he consented to it but he remembers going to his house, and–that means everyone in his pack knows
They know how much of a shitty person he is–they will tell todoroki and everyone how he is a cheater and oh god the /news/
'Hero Deku cheats on his husband, bad omega, cheater mate, thinks he's good enough'
Everyone will hate him and even Yagi will glare at him-
“I dont get why you're worrying about a guy that hasn't given you a single call after a whole week of going missing, not once has your phone rang or gotten a message from your pack”
“A WEEK?!”
Bakugou just seemed to be totally okay and unbothered while izuku was looking finicky and internally panicking
“Trust me deku, coming to me was the best shit you could've done, it was either that or getting exposed, you listened to your instincts”
“That doesn't mean anything! That–god–”
A hand was placed on his shoulder
“I know it's hard, I know that in your shitty over panicking head, you think you did something bad but you didn't. I should be the one fucking apologizing for having used you, I know you consented but it just–I kept seeing your needs being fucking neglected by the others I didn't think you'd survive spending your heat alone, especially in an unknown place
Izuku flops down on the bed and covers his eyes
“My omega wasnt–it wasnt being neglected”
“Then why did you run to me?”
“Because I found you safe”
“Isn't your pack supposed to be your safe space?”
Something in his heart tugs and he sighs
“Im not trying to make you fucking hate them or anything but if you didn't feel safe then you ran off to somewhere it was”
He hovered over the green hair and those big round green eyes opened to meet with red ones
“And if your pack didn't make you feel safe then screw them, it just means..” A grin appeared on his face
“You consider me someone you could trust, deku~”
**
After that whole thing, izuku did feel a bit better and decided to stop hiding in..katsukis room..huh
Why his room and not a guest room so the smell wouldn't linger
Food was placed by mina, they all could smell him yet they still seemed welcoming
Denki arrived much later with eyebags and messy hair
Shinsou is nowhere to be found
“So– are you guys going to break up?” at least kirishima had the balls to ask and izuku chocked on his food
“Probably, I cheated on him for sure even if my omega was..was mostly in control”
“Are you uncomfortable we did it?” katsuki asked
“...No? I feel strange..okay?”
“Because I made you consent before we started–just making sure” bakugou chuffed
“But maybe this is a good chance to call it quits on..on them izu” mina said with a smile
“She’s right man, not once have they asked about you on the agency or contacted anyone for your whereabouts” kirishima says with a hum
“It's because we got in a huge fight, that's why they didn't contact me”
They all looked interested, even Denki who has been quiet for the entire time which was kind of worrying
Who knows–maybe they would agree with the others, that the reason he got mad was just an exaggeration but–but he just wanted validation! He just wanted someone to listen to him and see his point and how much he was hurt
“We were talking about the whole d Hólos Technology thing and who has each other–he..todoroki told me he doesn't have me because ‘the whole point is to have someone better’
Their faces dropped
“Thats bullshit” Denki slams his fist on the table
“What would he say that?!”
“Denki” mina sighed
“Am I wrong? God, I hate this stupid–company thing! This isn't real love. If you're having sex with a hologram because ‘the other person’ is better why would they even date you? Why do they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
“Yes! Doesn't it make you feel so unlovable? What if the person that is supposed to love every part of you doesn't even find something to love you for?” izuku asked
Izuku was happy, happy he was with someone who understood his feeling of pain
“He has been emotionally cheating” katsuki said as he crossed his arms
“It doesn't matter if it's a hologram or anything, he was never interested in you it seems”
Izuku flops his head to the table, too full to eat anything anymore
“It's not fair, why is the person I was willing to give so much for can't even give me their heart when they were the one to confess..”
“Kats–maybe you should tell him” Kirishima whispers and katsuki sighed
Bakugou watches izukus expression, he could admit it right there, how in reality he fucking loves izuku so much but ever since he and todoroki started dating he has been watching from afar
How he has been wishing for the best for the omega even though it hurt seeing him in pain over and over
He could admit it, admit that in all of his three options...
Izuku midoriya is in all of them
But it would be too much, wouldn't it? He would be an asshole and he's already breaking every code of trying to stay away
He knows after this their relationship will be stranded, he knows they will never be the same again, he knows–
No, he doesn't
What if he just keeps waiting, waiting and waiting until he makes himself believe he is unlovable? Believe something dumb and without sense because half and half never truly loved deku?
He saw Denki giving him the eyes he needed, the push to confess
The smaller blond knows how much he truly loves izuku–and he has been hurt enough to know this can be the best moment in the midst of the bad
At least if izuku leaves he will know someone loved him for who he is and not just his body
“..deku” bakugou says with a small sigh as he takes out his phone and those large green eyes look at him again
Maybe once he admits his feelings they could turn back into a smile and comfort, and his mind will be at ease now that he knows he is perfect the way he is
“I have something to tell you”
TBC
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