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Break Me (Break my Heart)

Chapter 5: A time alone with ourselves and with you.

Summary:

Sasha and Marcy talk about their emotional problems, they share a moment together about their pain. Ken and Jr are here to cheer on the girls.

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Anne: Why Sasha? Because? I am not your friend? You do not love me anymore? -She said in front of Sasha.-

Sasha: Anne? He turned her head and saw Anne standing in front of her, her eyes empty, without sparkle or life in them.

Anne: Don't you care? She -she whispered and looking at him now with sadness in her eyes.-

Sasha: N-no... It's not like that Anne! I care about you! You are the most important thing to me and so is Marcy! You are one of my best friends! -He screamed and tried to reach her, but something stopped him like an invisible force that makes him stay in her place.-

Danne: If you were really her friend, then she wouldn't have chosen me Sasha. -She appears behind Sasha whispering, a shiver ran down the poor blonde's spine.- If only you hadn't destroyed her little heart, maybe she would still love you now, look how every time Anne sees you, she is only afraid of you. -He walks towards Anne and takes him by the hand, both smiling. Looking at Sasha again, her expression completely changed to a sadistic one.- You caused all this, Sasha. ~~~

Sasha: No! No! No, I didn't want to cause this! It was never my intention! Anne, please! She pleads with Anne to believe and trust her, but she just gives her an emotionless look. She turns on her heel and goes into the darkness followed by Danne taunting Sasha. "No, Anne!" Come back please! I'm sorry about everything! It's my fault! -I try to reach her.-

Before she could reach her, Sasha wakes up panting and sweating, her eyes brimming with tears and her chest aching. That made Marcy wake up and she saw Sasha crying, she knew what that meant. She took Sasha's hands carefully so as not to scare her and softly called her name, Sasha reacted to Marcy's call and hugged her desperately, as if she were her lifeline.

Marcy slowly stroked Sasha and rubbed her back, whispering words of comfort until she was finally able to calm her dear friend down. She pulled away from her to wipe away Sasha's tears and looked into her red eyes, gently cupping her face and smiling up at her.

Marcy: Do you want to talk about it? He held her hands. "It's because of today, right?"

Sasha: -Nods her head.- Today... Anne left me, she left and I n-wouldn't be able to reach her and hold her. Marcy, I was so afraid of losing her, everything was blank until Anne went into the dark and everything went black, and-I didn't know what to do, I yelled her name and called her but she didn't hear me. Danne took her away and there was nothing I could do, Marcy. She-she Starts to sob again.-

Marcy: Sasha... -I squeeze her hands.- It's okay, everything's okay now. Anne is with us and we are not going to leave her alone, and I am not going to leave you either, I am here with you. She-she wipes her tears again with a handkerchief that she had next to the night table.-

Sasha: You know Marcy, I envy you. -That surprised the young Asian woman, she took him by surprise and looked at her with a doubtful expression.- Marcy, I don't know how but you always find a way to cope with all this and despite the fact that I am the oldest and the one who should protect you and Anne, now you are the one who comforts me and protects me from my own nightmares. -He explains to Marcy when he sees her eyes why.-

Marcy was surprised by the answer but what Sasha said wasn't true, she wasn't handling this situation well either. The abandonment of her parents, the loss of Anne, the return of Anne being possessed and almost ending the earth, now with the Core free and Anne released with problems, Sasha having frequent nightmares and she unable to do anything, just stay there investigating and write as much as she can since she doesn't know how to help her friends, one traumatized and the other broken.

Marcy: Sasha, I'm not as good as I seem. -Averts her gaze and smiles sadly.- It hurts that my parents have left me, that Anne is like this and that you have nightmares, that makes my heart hurt but I must put aside my feelings to be with you since you are my priority next to Anne. -She speaks with a broken voice.-

Sasha hugged Marcy tightly, making the young Asian jump but she hugged her back. Sasha knows perfectly well that Marcy sometimes cries alone in the bathroom so no one can see her and usually at dawn so as not to wake him up. She needs her too, they both need each other to comfort themselves.

Sasha: Marcy, it's okay to let your feelings out. I know, I know it hurts but if you keep it to yourself more and more, that pain will consume you as it did me. -Her voice of her trembling before thousands of emotions.- My parents never loved me, I was just a mistake for them and even if I had everything, money and status, I had no love. Love from my parents and when I met you and Anne, I knew love. A friendship where the love that he gave me was the most beautiful thing until my fears and fear destroyed them. I hurt you, I hurt Anne and I was hurting myself too but I want to improve and I have changed for that love, to be worthy of you and Anne. She-she breaks away from Marcy who was now crying over the Sasha's words and taking out all his repressed feelings for a long time.-

Marcy: Sasha...-she sobs and how she could speak.- You are more than deserving of me and Anne, you are our hero when you saved us from those bad girls. You are like a sister to me. Thank you for being here with me now. -Smiles gratefully towards Sasha.-

Both girls were there in comfortable silence, accompanied by the ticking of the clock on the wall. It was just the two of them in that room, comforting each other and no matter what is happening right now with the situation, they just want to rest and enjoy the company of the other. Until the door opened giving way to her caretakers.

Ken: Wow, they look like they had some mishap. -I look at both girls, since they always check the girls at 4 in the morning to see if they were awake or not.- Are you okay? Do you need something? -I ask worried.-

Both girls looked at each other and laughed only to answer that no, they were fine now.

Jr: That's great but it looks like you won't be sleepy now. How about we go to a game of video games or a movie, girls. -He encouraged everyone in that room, then he saw the eyes of both shine.-

Marcy: Can we watch the new Spy X Family series please!? -I scream and jump out of bed.-

Sasha: Yes! They say that this series is very good, it's comedy and well... We'd like to see it with you, of course if you want. -Somewhat blushed for asking that she wanted to spend time with them.-

For a long time, Marcy and Sasha have been under the care of doctors but their custody was still with the government as they were practically orphans since their parents did not want to get involved in this matter. That left both devastated, feeling abandoned by their parents but then they were both placed in the care of the two doctors.

They were surprised that they were both a married couple for 10 years and that they helped in special children's cases with the FBI, since Jr is a psychiatrist and psychologist to solve cases and engage with children on their way while Ken is a behavior analyst and brain development to be able to know why people are like this. They both helped the girls a lot and they are really grateful to them.

They even came to think that they are her parents, Marcy once blurted out the word daddy in front of Ken and that made the poor thing have to avoid her for a week until she could face the situation. Ken made Marcy realize that he didn't do anything wrong and it's normal for her to feel that way since they're her caretakers now and it's normal for him to see her as a father, plus he won't mind if she calls him daddy once in a while when since he became so fond of both that he sees him as his daughters.

While with Jr and Sasha, it's something similar except that Sasha has admiration for Jr's work and wanted to learn psychology, it's a subject that she caught up with once when she went with Jr to go for some criminal interrogations. Sasha was so fascinated that she began to study with Jr about it, and he was delighted to have an apprentice following in her footsteps. He loves to guide Sasha in her path and help her identify how she feels, how others feel. Feeling like a father guiding her girl along the way and supporting what she loves to do with her and helping her along the way holding her hand so she doesn't fall.

Jr: Hell yeah, Sasha. Anything for our favorite girls who saved the world. He took Marcy's hand and extended it to Sasha for her to take it. "Come on, come to our room with the tactile projectile to watch the series." -She smiled towards the blonde and she took her hand.-

Jr led them both to his room that he shared with Ken, after all they are both couples. This will be the first time that the four of them will see a series together in his room, Jr. was waiting for this moment more than anything in the world. They got to the room and I put the sofa beds in case someone falls asleep.

Ken: I'm going for the popcorn and drinks. You girls want something in particular. -I ask from the entrance.-

Sasha: Coke for me and Marcy would like a Sprite please. She-she asked kindly while she settled in the center of the sofa and next to Jr who was on the edge.-

Marcy: Also sweets of all kinds, to be able to snack on something. Oh, especially peanut, please! He-he sits next to Sasha.-

Ken: Got it! -He goes out for everything he needs.-

Jr put a blanket on top of both of them and looked for the series, having everything ready, all that remains is to wait for Ken to return with the food. Ken came back full of food in his hands, he even brought extra things in case someone was more hungry.

With everything they started the series where everyone laughed at Anya's antics, reminding a little of Anne. After their appetites for food began eating almost everything and spreading the two girls all over the floor while the adults watched as they acted according to their age, she smiled happily that both of them can go through moments like this.

Then after a few chapters, they both fell asleep and Jr turned off the projectile while Ken put the girls down so they can sleep better. They both looked at the girls, hugging each other as if they were sisters and for them it is the sweetest thing in the world, seeing two little angels. They smiled and kissed each one in the temple and also lay down to sleep with them until 10 o'clock arrived to start their days.

For Marcy and Sasha that night was one of the best, since it is the beginning of a new family that the four of them are creating, a relationship that will grow as in the series they saw, both smiling in their happy dreams.
Anne: Why Sasha? Because? I am not your friend? You do not love me anymore? -She said in front of Sasha.-

Sasha: Anne? He turned her head and saw Anne standing in front of her, her eyes empty, without sparkle or life in them.

Anne: Don't you care? She -she whispered and looking at him now with sadness in her eyes.-

Sasha: N-no... It's not like that Anne! I care about you! You are the most important thing to me and so is Marcy! You are one of my best friends! -He screamed and tried to reach her, but something stopped him like an invisible force that makes him stay in her place.-

Danne: If you were really her friend, then she wouldn't have chosen me Sasha. -She appears behind Sasha whispering, a shiver ran down the poor blonde's spine.- If only you hadn't destroyed her little heart, maybe she would still love you now, look how every time Anne sees you, she is only afraid of you. -He walks towards Anne and takes him by the hand, both smiling. Looking at Sasha again, her expression completely changed to a sadistic one.- You caused all this, Sasha. ~~~

Sasha: No! No! No, I didn't want to cause this! It was never my intention! Anne, please! She pleads with Anne to believe and trust her, but she just gives her an emotionless look. She turns on her heel and goes into the darkness followed by Danne taunting Sasha. "No, Anne!" Come back please! I'm sorry about everything! It's my fault! -I try to reach her.-

Before she could reach her, Sasha wakes up panting and sweating, her eyes brimming with tears and her chest aching. That made Marcy wake up and she saw Sasha crying, she knew what that meant. She took Sasha's hands carefully so as not to scare her and softly called her name, Sasha reacted to Marcy's call and hugged her desperately, as if she were her lifeline.

Marcy slowly stroked Sasha and rubbed her back, whispering words of comfort until she was finally able to calm her dear friend down. She pulled away from her to wipe away Sasha's tears and looked into her red eyes, gently cupping her face and smiling up at her.

Marcy: Do you want to talk about it? He held her hands. "It's because of today, right?"

Sasha: -Nods her head.- Today... Anne left me, she left and I n-wouldn't be able to reach her and hold her. Marcy, I was so afraid of losing her, everything was blank until Anne went into the dark and everything went black, and-I didn't know what to do, I yelled her name and called her but she didn't hear me. Danne took her away and there was nothing I could do, Marcy. She-she Starts to sob again.-

Marcy: Sasha... -I squeeze her hands.- It's okay, everything's okay now. Anne is with us and we are not going to leave her alone, and I am not going to leave you either, I am here with you. She-she wipes her tears again with a handkerchief that she had next to the night table.-

Sasha: You know Marcy, I envy you. -That surprised the young Asian woman, she took him by surprise and looked at her with a doubtful expression.- Marcy, I don't know how but you always find a way to cope with all this and despite the fact that I am the oldest and the one who should protect you and Anne, now you are the one who comforts me and protects me from my own nightmares. -He explains to Marcy when he sees her eyes why.-

Marcy was surprised by the answer but what Sasha said wasn't true, she wasn't handling this situation well either. The abandonment of her parents, the loss of Anne, the return of Anne being possessed and almost ending the earth, now with the Core free and Anne released with problems, Sasha having frequent nightmares and she unable to do anything, just stay there investigating and write as much as she can since she doesn't know how to help her friends, one traumatized and the other broken.

Marcy: Sasha, I'm not as good as I seem. -Averts her gaze and smiles sadly.- It hurts that my parents have left me, that Anne is like this and that you have nightmares, that makes my heart hurt but I must put aside my feelings to be with you since you are my priority next to Anne. -She speaks with a broken voice.-

Sasha hugged Marcy tightly, making the young Asian jump but she hugged her back. Sasha knows perfectly well that Marcy sometimes cries alone in the bathroom so no one can see her and usually at dawn so as not to wake him up. She needs her too, they both need each other to comfort themselves.

Sasha: Marcy, it's okay to let your feelings out. I know, I know it hurts but if you keep it to yourself more and more, that pain will consume you as it did me. -Her voice of her trembling before thousands of emotions.- My parents never loved me, I was just a mistake for them and even if I had everything, money and status, I had no love. Love from my parents and when I met you and Anne, I knew love. A friendship where the love that he gave me was the most beautiful thing until my fears and fear destroyed them. I hurt you, I hurt Anne and I was hurting myself too but I want to improve and I have changed for that love, to be worthy of you and Anne. She-she breaks away from Marcy who was now crying over the Sasha's words and taking out all his repressed feelings for a long time.-

Marcy: Sasha...-she sobs and how she could speak.- You are more than deserving of me and Anne, you are our hero when you saved us from those bad girls. You are like a sister to me. Thank you for being here with me now. -Smiles gratefully towards Sasha.-

Both girls were there in comfortable silence, accompanied by the ticking of the clock on the wall. It was just the two of them in that room, comforting each other and no matter what is happening right now with the situation, they just want to rest and enjoy the company of the other. Until the door opened giving way to her caretakers.

Ken: Wow, they look like they had some mishap. -I look at both girls, since they always check the girls at 4 in the morning to see if they were awake or not.- Are you okay? Do you need something? -I ask worried.-

Both girls looked at each other and laughed only to answer that no, they were fine now.

Jr: That's great but it looks like you won't be sleepy now. How about we go to a game of video games or a movie, girls. -He encouraged everyone in that room, then he saw the eyes of both shine.-

Marcy: Can we watch the new Spy X Family series please!? -I scream and jump out of bed.-

Sasha: Yes! They say that this series is very good, it's comedy and well... We'd like to see it with you, of course if you want. -Somewhat blushed for asking that she wanted to spend time with them.-

For a long time, Marcy and Sasha have been under the care of doctors but their custody was still with the government as they were practically orphans since their parents did not want to get involved in this matter. That left both devastated, feeling abandoned by their parents but then they were both placed in the care of the two doctors.

They were surprised that they were both a married couple for 10 years and that they helped in special children's cases with the FBI, since Jr is a psychiatrist and psychologist to solve cases and engage with children on their way while Ken is a behavior analyst and brain development to be able to know why people are like this. They both helped the girls a lot and they are really grateful to them.

They even came to think that they are her parents, Marcy once blurted out the word daddy in front of Ken and that made the poor thing have to avoid her for a week until she could face the situation. Ken made Marcy realize that he didn't do anything wrong and it's normal for her to feel that way since they're her caretakers now and it's normal for him to see her as a father, plus he won't mind if she calls him daddy once in a while when since he became so fond of both that he sees him as his daughters.

While with Jr and Sasha, it's something similar except that Sasha has admiration for Jr's work and wanted to learn psychology, it's a subject that she caught up with once when she went with Jr to go for some criminal interrogations. Sasha was so fascinated that she began to study with Jr about it, and he was delighted to have an apprentice following in her footsteps. He loves to guide Sasha in her path and help her identify how she feels, how others feel. Feeling like a father guiding her girl along the way and supporting what she loves to do with her and helping her along the way holding her hand so she doesn't fall.

Jr: Hell yeah, Sasha. Anything for our favorite girls who saved the world. He took Marcy's hand and extended it to Sasha for her to take it. "Come on, come to our room with the tactile projectile to watch the series." -She smiled towards the blonde and she took her hand.-

Jr led them both to his room that he shared with Ken, after all they are both couples. This will be the first time that the four of them will see a series together in his room, Jr. was waiting for this moment more than anything in the world. They got to the room and I put the sofa beds in case someone falls asleep.

Ken: I'm going for the popcorn and drinks. You girls want something in particular. -I ask from the entrance.-

Sasha: Coke for me and Marcy would like a Sprite please. She-she asked kindly while she settled in the center of the sofa and next to Jr who was on the edge.-

Marcy: Also sweets of all kinds, to be able to snack on something. Oh, especially peanut, please! He-he sits next to Sasha.-

Ken: Got it! -He goes out for everything he needs.-

Jr put a blanket on top of both of them and looked for the series, having everything ready, all that remains is to wait for Ken to return with the food. Ken came back full of food in his hands, he even brought extra things in case someone was more hungry.

With everything they started the series where everyone laughed at Anya's antics, reminding a little of Anne. After their appetites for food began eating almost everything and spreading the two girls all over the floor while the adults watched as they acted according to their age, she smiled happily that both of them can go through moments like this.

Then after a few chapters, they both fell asleep and Jr turned off the projectile while Ken put the girls down so they can sleep better. They both looked at the girls, hugging each other as if they were sisters and for them it is the sweetest thing in the world, seeing two little angels. They smiled and kissed each one in the temple and also lay down to sleep with them until 10 o'clock arrived to start their days.

For Marcy and Sasha that night was one of the best, since it is the beginning of a new family that the four of them are creating, a relationship that will grow as in the series they saw, both smiling in their happy dreams.

Notes:

In this story he covers sensitive issues and characters being themselves but from another perspective.
Why does a child despite being loved have fear? What is he afraid of? To loneliness.
Who blames that guilt full of hurtful words? What is he really afraid of? To the true.
What is real from what is false and why do you run away from adventure? What are you afraid of facing it? To reality.

A broken friendship, sometimes it hurts, other times it is necessary and we only have one chance to save it, a new chance.