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Summary:

Since he was little She Li could not feel pain. He had the rare pure sensory variant of Guillain-Barre syndrome which caused him to lose the ability to feel pain.

So why was She Li feeling a weird twinge in his chest, it felt as if his insides were twisting and turning. He'd never felt like this before. "Ah... It hurts." She Li muttered to himself quietly whilst he clenched his shirt, the area over his heart. This was the first time in his whole life he had felt... Pain. It wasn't physical so why did it hurt.

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As soon as you walked through the gates someone had pulled you to the side, you already knew it was She Li. His silver hair bobbed around as he continued to drag you to the back of the college.

"Where were you?!" She Li demanded.

Aka - You went on a trip and She Li, when he can't find you, realises something's wrong with him. After coming back he confronts you about the pain in his chest. And a confession of sorts is said.

Notes:

First bit is in She Li's POV and the rest in yours.

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(She Li's POV)

He had never been this obsessed with someone. Two years. It had been two years since She Li had been focused on you and only you. Trying to harass, bother or hurt you in any way possible. You survived through it all.

She Li chalked it down to the fact you were strong and never once broke from his attacks on you. Everyone broke, except you. She Li was facing a big problem at the moment.

He couldn't find you. It had been almost two weeks and She Li had searched every place you normally would be, yet you weren't there. Over the two weeks She Li had been going crazy, he couldn't handle the thought of you finding a way out of his grasp. How could he let that happen?

She Li fought with as many people as possible, trying to get his frustrations out on whatever sorry soul bumped into him or even dared to make eye contact with him. She Li looked down at his raw, blistered, blood covered fists and growled in anger. Nothing was calming him down. He didn't want anyone but you.

Since he was young She Li couldn't feel pain. He had the rare pure sensory variant of Guillain-Barre syndrome which caused him to lose the ability to feel pain. It always let him have the upper hand when he fought or bullied his victims. They could do whatever, even stab him yet She Li would laugh as he told them he felt nothing. He loved seeing the fear on peoples face when they realise, the best was when they started crying.

So why was She Li feeling a weird twinge in his chest, it felt as if his insides were twisting and turning. He'd never felt like this before.
"Ah... It hurts." She Li muttered to himself quietly whilst he clenched his shirt, the area over his heart. This was the first time in his whole life he had felt... Pain. It wasn't physical so why did it hurt.

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(Your POV)

As soon as the two week holidays had started, your mother took the chance to tell you she had planned a two-week vacation to Paris. It was fun being away and trying out the different foods, seeing the city from the top of the Eiffel tower. It was all so beautiful. You bought yourself some clothes from the shops there. However, you were confused when your thoughts always found a way to think of She Li.

He was a sadistic bully, you wouldn't be surprised if he'd actually killed a person... The first few weeks when he started targeting you were absolute hell. Of course you fought back, there was no way you'd let a piece of shit bully win, yet the more time went by the more you noticed the bullying had been dying down. It started with physical attacks and a lot of mental torture, now there was barely any of that. It was mostly just She Li being nosy and clingy. He always needed to know where you were, he always knew even if you didn't say anything... Shit!

You were too busy having fun in Paris. Almost forgetting of She Li's odd behaviour, you prayed it didn't set him back into his previous state. The two weeks were over and you had to go to your classes. Quickly changing into your uniform you took the bus to your college.

Was it weird that you wanted to tell She Li about your trip? Was it weird you wanted to go with him next time?

Being lost in thought you almost missed your stop, "Wait! I-I'm coming off here." You call out to the bus driver. Most students were already inside. You made slow steps towards the college half expecting She Li to be waiting for you already. You were you right.

As soon as you walked through the gates someone had pulled you to the side, you already knew it was She Li. His silver hair bobbed around as he continued to drag you to the back of the college.

"Where were you?!" She Li demanded. He had both hands slammed on the wall behind you, trapping you from any escape. You tried to answer but She Li cut you off, "Because of you something's wrong with me and then you just disappear-"

She Li was saying too much, you could barely answer anything or knew what the hell the other was talking about.
Covering She Li's mouth with your hands you answer, "Me and my family went to Paris. I'm sorry I didn't tell you beforehand, now what was that last part?"

She Li grabbed your left hand and put it on his chest, "Do you feel that," His heart was hammering away, "It's because of you. What the fuck is wrong with me? The thought of you running away and when I couldn't find you, it hurt." She Li was glaring at you like you'd put a curse on him.

You couldn't help but let out a little laugh at his overreaction, "I'm not laughing at you. I-It's just- it sounds like," You leaned in close to his ear, "you're in love with me." You wanted to tease him a little. Leaning back you looked at his face hoping to see some sort of a blush or maybe confusion... Only She Li's face was dead straight.

He raised an eyebrow and grabbed your face hard, his lips were soon on yours. Using his thumb he forced your mouth open and pushed his tongue in, this went on for another minute, until he moved back to breathe, "Oh, so that's what it was."

You were breathing heavy and could tell your face was red from how hot it felt. She Li's reaction to the truth annoyed you, it sounded like he didn't even care. Well then why should you. Now that his hands were away from the walls you used the opportunity to walk away. You were late to your class because of him.

She Li stopped you by wrapping his arms around your shoulders, "You still haven't responded to it."

He meant his confession of sorts. You doubt anyone could say no or reject She Li, although it wasn't like you wanted to, "Me too... I like you." You thought your embarrassment could be hidden since She Li was behind you, but this fucker leaned over just to look at your face. "A-Anyways, next time we should go on a trip somewhere together. I'd love to go back to Paris with you. The food and clothes were amazing." You changed the topic so She Li wouldn't tease you.

It worked as She li stood in front of you with a grin, "Ok. You can't take this back you know. Let's go this week."

"Wh-what?" You questioned, "We've got classes... Let's go on our next holiday."

"Fine." She Li sighed, "I'm taking you for the day though." You realised he had been guiding you outside the college gates, yet you couldn't say no when he said, "I haven't seen you for two weeks, so let me have you for today. You're late to class anyways."