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Chapter 2: Longing

Notes:

This part was kinda mixed between both perspectives too. But it shows more how desire works from Taxian Jun's side. I mean, he's got that natural aphrodisiac when it comes to Chu Wanning haha 😂 you see, his breeding kink. But still, hope you like it!! <3

Also! Be patient, it takes several paragraphs to get to the spiciness haha, but it's worth it, i promise <3 💗

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The next morning, Taxian Jun woke up first. He kept on staring at Chu Wanning for a while.

He was sleeping very deeply with his arms protecting his chest as if he was hurting, and his body as if he tried hiding himself while sleeping… it was a sweet yet sad view.

Taxian Jun frowned as he felt something weird in his chest at seeing him sleeping like this next to him. He sat up in the bed. Did Chu Wanning really drank the aphrodisiac last night? He felt…different under his touch.

He got up from the bed and went check where he remembered he had placed those “tea herbs” before, and just as he thought, they were there. Right where he had left them. Chu Wanning had been lucid last night. He had felt the pleasure, he had been under him, asked for a faster, deeper movement, he had moaned and quivered around him, all by his own desire…

Taxian Jun felt excited at that only thought.

He returned to see Chu Wanning who was still sound asleep, and caressed one of his noticeable hickeys, and then placed a soft kiss on his lips before he left the pavilion taking those “tea herbs” with him.

 

After a couple of hours, Chu Wanning took a deep breath as he woke up and sat on the bed.
In that pose, he could feel how the cum that had been inside him felt so sticky as it fell down through his crotch. He got so flustered after remembering what he had done last night… how shameless of him.

He got up from the bed carefully trying not to feel so much the stickiness in his entrance, but it was mostly his mind the one that was making him feel more nervous. And excited. Just, what was going on with him lately?

He walked fast to take a shower and get rid of that feeling that was burning his chest, and also anxious to check if he could find his lost dignity in the bathtub.

He could feel the cold water running through his skin, on every space of his body, as if it was caressing him so softly. Remembering the touch of that body, those hands that owned him and touched him as they pleased. He felt so hot even on cold water. His mind wasn’t the same, his body was the one in command again.

Just when he came back to his senses, he realized he had been thrusting his fingers in his entrance while imagining his disciple penetrating him… but he felt so needy, his slim fingers weren’t enough.

Chu wanning realized his dignity couldn’t be found anymore. He sighed and went to get dressed unwillingly, and decided to go out for a walk afterwards.

 

He was already walking as his mind wandered, when he heard two female servants talking leisurely. He wasn’t interested in listening to such conversations, but just when he was about to turn around the opposite direction, he heard:

- I bet the empress has finally won the emperor’s favor, I heard he will visit her again tonight. I wonder if we’ll have a small master running around soon haha.

- I even heard they’ll be hosting a special dinner tonight, I too wonder if they’ll announce they’re having a baby!

Chu wanning’s heart felt unbearably heavy after hearing that.
He started walking faster, trying to run away from his thoughts when he almost bumped into someone.

- Lord master! - an old servant greeted him. - what’s wrong with you? I’ve been looking for you for hours!, the Emperor is asking for your company in tonight’s feast. I’ve got new robes for you to attend him well.

Chu Wanning frowned at that. Why would the emperor need his “company” when he could happily enjoy the empress’?

But time flew as the wind, and he was already sitting on the floor at a short leg table… but to his surprise, next to him, it was only the emperor, and no one else besides them.

- Won’t you touch the food, Chu Fei? - Taxian Jun asked while grinning.

- I thought… the empress would be with you - Chu Wanning said with a forced relaxed voice.

- Why are you always bringing her up, ruining my mood for real - he said annoyed.

Chu Wanning said nothing in reply but felt equally annoyed at that ambiguous answer.

But Taxian Jun had been more attentive lately, for some reason. He had been feeling weirder, and very often found himself staring more at Chu Wanning, later, he would come to his senses and look away immediately feeling…kinda annoyed… not to mention that noticeable bulge under his robes…

And right now, it was one of those times. He was staring at Chu Wanning, who was avoiding his gaze, and suddenly grabbed and caressed his soft hand that was laying on the table.
Chu Wanning flinched, but quickly looked down as he grabbed some food with his chopsticks,
feeling nervous at that sudden touch, nervous enough not to notice he had grabbed food from the wrong plate.

He started coughing. It was super spicy, he just couldn’t bear it. His eyes filled with tears immediately feeling his throat burning while coughing crazily.

- Just what’s wrong with you lately -Taxian Jun sighed, but a smirk covered his face the next second, - drink this - he said as he lifted a glass of a very suspicious tea…

- There’s… cough… there’s no need - Chu Wanning replied, knowing his intentions at being so “considered”

But Taxian Jun’s smirk disappeared as he stared at his already slightly swollen and red lips… his eyes filled with arousal immediately.

He extended his hand to touch those lips very carefully. Caressing the lower lip with his thumb.
He pressed lightly his finger trying to insert it in his mouth. Chu wanning's heart skipped a beat at his touch.

- Then, there’s no other option - he said as he opened more Chu Wanning’s mouth and inserted his tongue in his mouth pressing their lips together in a burning kiss.

Chu wanning’s mouth felt even hotter at the spiciness and heat of their mouths, not even mentioning the unbearable heat he felt in his chest at the only feeling of their bodies pressing together.

His mouth opened more and more as Taxian Jun invaded him with his soft tongue, touching his own and caressing his inside.

- I love spiciness - Taxian Jun said with a low deep voice while panting as he recovered air to continue kissing him.

Chu Wanning frowned, he could feel his belly tingling. His eyes were so tightly shut, he couldn’t notice Taxian Jun’s gaze as he kissed him passionately.

- Do you know where else is hot? - he said as he grabbed Chu Wanning’s hand, leading it to his rock hard dick under his clothes. He parted from his lips and whispered in his ear - can you bear this kind of spiciness inside you, Wanning?

Chu Wanning could feel his face turning red, and immediately tried pulling back his hand, but it was firmly grabbed by Taxian Jun.

- Why are you acting coy so suddenly?, you see, I can also notice how you are right now - he touched Chu Wanning’s member.
Chu Wanning tried to close even more his legs trying to avoid his touch, but then felt how he was suddenly pressed to the floor, and how his legs were being separated by two strong hands, making him look so vulnerable under that husky man.

Now there’s not questioning about why the garments he had sent him with the old servant were so light and didn’t have pants but only underwear… they were taken off in a glimpse.

He was laying his back in the dark wooden floor, with his legs spread, exposing his private parts to the man in front of him; that man that was looking at him in desire.

He couldn’t stand the look of him being all exposed like that, so he shut his eyes as he felt Taxian Jun’s fingers lightly touching his legs all the way to his entrance, to slowly insert them, slowly tracing circles in his insides while caressing his inner skin… his belly tingled so much, and he could feel how his butthole was quivering crazily sucking the man’s fingers. How embarrassing.

He covered his face with hands and let out a sigh that sounded more like a muffled moan… Taxian Jun’s eyes flinched at that soft sexy sound, and withdrew the three fingers that had been thrusting slowly and carefully.

- Heh, Wanning, did you really refuse taking that tea because you actually enjoy this?

As expected there was no response, but chu Wanning uncovered his face and sat down with an indescribable expression.

- Leave me alone - he said with a grumpy voice and reddened face, while getting up from the floor and walking, naked, towards the door.

-Aren’t you forgetting your clothes? - Taxian Jun said as he took off his own robes and started walking towards Chu Wanning with his clothes on his hands.

Chu Wanning was facing the door, and flinched when Taxian Jun put both of his hands on the door, surrounding his body and leaving no escape. He could feel the man behind him make contact with his body, he could feel that erected dick behind him, he could feel the heat of their naked bodies touching each other.

Taxian Jun laid his front head on Chu Wanning’s shoulder and sighed.

- will you leave me alone after causing my body to react like this? - he mumbled softly.
He touched Chu Wanning’s hair, and started untying it. Making that black straight hair fall on Chu Wanning’s soft shoulders. He looked so seductive.

- You wouldn’t let others see you like this, would you? Or should we just go out like this and make love in front of others? Would you like that, Wanning?
He placed his hand on Chu Wanning’s belly and started caressing his skin with his cold long fingers. He kept on touching Chu Wanning’s body with a light soft touch, causing shivers on Chu Wanning’s back. He was really sensitive.

His fingers would go from Chu Wanning’s chest to his belly, slowly making their way to his hips and soft buttocks and then lightly touching him back to his waist. They stayed there as his grip got tight keeping Chu Wanning’s body in place, as he licked his earlobe. Chu Wanning had had his eyes tightly shut since a while ago. Making his senses be more awaken, feeling every caress more intensely.

He unconsciously tilted his head to the opposite side, exposing his neck to Taxian Jun, who had be kissing and licking his earlobe as he placed his dick between chu Wanning’s buttocks making his way to the quivering entrance.

He inserted the head of his member. Chu Wanning’s breath got heavier as he felt something getting inside him. He thoughtlessly put his hands on the door looking for support, as he felt his legs get weak. And Taxian Jun took advantage of that movement to hold his hips tightly in their place and insert his dick completely.

Both could feel the long way. Chu Wanning’s entrance was so tight, and being squeezed like that was a natural aphrodisiac to Taxian Jun’s body. He was so hard, and let out a low moan in Chu Wanning’s ear as he finished inserting his cock in that soft entrance that surrounded him so well.

Chu wanning’s back was arching so beautifully, feeling the pleasure of his body being invaded by that long thick member. It was indeed as hot as the kiss that burned his mouth before. Being tamed like that, his hole stretching to its limits, although it was a bit painful, he felt so shameless for loving it. He couldn’t move, he was being held so tight by his hips… but even if he could run away, he would stay there…

- Wanning… - the man behind him was panting while saying his name with such a deep and seductive voice that gave him chills.

Their breaths were getting heavier, they stayed still for a while, feeling the connection of their bodies. Taxian Jun wanted him to feel his desire, his dick was pulsing inside as he was trailing his tongue down his neck.

He started pounding his hips. He was thrusting deeply but with a very slow pace as he kept calling - Wanning… Baobei…

Chu Wanning pressed his forehead on the door, his lips were lightly opened as he tried reaching for air, trying not to moan as he felt so much pleasure.

Taxian Jun kept the slow pace, he moved his hips slowly and when he was fully inside, he would start bouncing a bit faster to reach the deepest part of Chu Wanning’s inside. And then retired again to repeat the action again and again. That caused Chu Wanning to feel every movement, and unconsciously spread his legs more in order for his hole to open wider and take better that hot member.

- Wanning, ah. Just outside nobody knows you’re being a slut, devouring my dick and squeezing so tightly… why don’t we go show them how shameless you are…

At hearing that, chu wanning’s heart started racing, and unconsciously his butthole tightened harder around Taxian Jun’s member, squeezing and throbbing as it surrounded it.

Taxian Jun felt that very well, he cursed, and suddenly started thrusting at a higher speed. Chu Wanning was trying hard to hold back his moans, but the pace was getting too fast. He could feel his forehead pressed on the door with every movement. He was worried someone might hear outside, they were right at the door again…

- Haa,ahh - the movements were so hurried and strong. And the door was too fragile, he was just about to worry about it when it suddenly broke and they both fell to the ground on the hallway.

Chu Wanning couldn’t take a look around, the man behind him didn’t stop his thrusts. They were both on the floor. Chu Wanning had his knees and elbows on the cold wooden floor. His body was sweating so much, and he was worried people would see them.

But Taxian Jun was pounding his hips, inserting his dick as if he was addicted to being sucked and tightened, making wet sounds, and touching the sweaty soft buttocks of his former Shizun, that upstanding man that was under him, groaning, with sweaty pale skin, that tiny waist…his addictive scent.

His entrance, where only he had been before.

He put his hands surrounding that smaller man under him, grabbing the back of his hand. He took out his dick very slowly to then thrust very intensely, every thrust that made him more impatient. Each thrust hard enough to move Chu Wanning’s body forward, at the same pace of the movements. It was so hot. Chu Wanning started making muffled moans matching the movements. Those sounds that turn Taxian Jun on even more.

 

Chu Wanning could feel the swollen dick inside him pound as their heartbeats. Their breaths were synchronized,. The man behind him was moaning seductively in his ears. They were outside the room, having sex on the floor, as if they were animals in heat. Even that position was as if he was owned by that man that was invading his body. Making him so vulnerable. Yet so aroused. Chu Wanning’s member was also so hard that it hurt.

 

The movements started getting slow again as a Taxian Jun streamed his semen inside him. They were both panting so heavily. Those broad shoulders and chest kept him firmly on the floor, and small deep and hurried bounces were spreading the cum deeply. The watery sounds were so smutty as that thick dick went in and out with no obstacle, it was so slippery burning his insides…

- hng, ah. They’re, haah, they’re gonna see…us - he said with difficulty still feeling that hotness streaming on his insides.

- They would be asking for their deaths if they dared to see you like this. It’s just you and me, Wanning. - Taxian Jun replied, panting as he recovered from his orgasm.

But Chu Wanning was too close from coming too when Taxian Jun had stopped…
He felt his heart heavy, just a few more thrusts, just a bit more and he could’ve come too, he needed more. He wanted to ask for more, but he just couldn’t.

Taxian Jun took out his dick slowly, causing a soft whimper on Chu Wanning.

Taxian Jun just couldn't understand it, he didn't get how anything this man did would affect him so much. Just seeing at those sharp eyes gave him excitement. Seeing the shape of his body, those long legs, the way he looked in bed, his soft hair in which his scent could be smelled more intensely. Everything, anything he does affects him. His body reacts instantly.

Just as that soft whimper travelled to his ears, it went down his dick. Yes, his dick. He felt so good hearing Chu Wanning's pleasure, so he was shocked knowing he actually enjoys making love with him... Even if he would never confess.

Chu Wanning turned around to one side of his body. Still laying on the floor, with a heavy breathing, and a flustered body; so he could feel his skin burning hot and his hole twitching with no stop, as if looking for something to suck...

Taxian Jun was staring at him, again; with lustful eyes. His eyes trying to detect why does this man cause such reactions on him... His eyes wandered from Chu Wanning's throbbing hole, running his eyes all over his body, analyzing every part of it. To that attractive face, that frown in between his eyebrows, those blushed ears, his heavy breath... his heart skipped a beat at the sight.

How could he get so turned on by such features that every human had? Yet it was only this man that caused such arousal on him... he had to admit that they had very compatible bodies... Yes, that must be the reason. It was only that. It must be that.

He couldn't take it anymore, he positioned himself over Chu Wanning again turning him to his back, and hurriedly captured those swollen soft lips with his own. He felt so thirsty for those lips.

But after a moment, he felt Chu Wanning spreading his legs?... Did he feel it wrong? No, he had indeed opened his naked legs... Little did this man know that those reactions weren't only affecting him.

His member was swollen erected, throbbing and hurting at the desire of invading and be wrapped inside Chu Wanning.

- Haah... Wanning...- he whispered as he parted from his lips.

He suddenly grabbed Chu Wanning's waist as he went for another hungry kiss, lifting the man under him causing him to straddle him as himself sat on the floor without parting their lips.

He positioned Chu Wanning's hips over his lap, so his entrance would take his twitching dick. It hurted so much not being inside him.

To his surprise, Chu Wanning didn't put any objections, any strength, as if he was also desiring him. He smoothly sat on his lap with his quivering entrance, taking his cock fully at one go.

By now, it seemed like Chu Wanning's sanity had abandoned him too and it was replaced with desire. His body felt as if it had no brain to control it. He could feel his own hips making subtle thrusts, looking for a further penetration.

Even as subtle as possible, any of his reactions would ever scape Taxian Jun's body. It was as if they were connected to each other, no only their bodies, but their feelings.

Taxian Jun started kissing and licking his neck. He left a bite on it, making Chu Wanning whimper softly, and get a tighter wrap around his penis, feeling so much pleasure.

They were so desperate to become one with their bodies. They wanted to be closer, as close as possible, feeling their bodies vibrate at the same pace.

Taxian Jun's hands were running wild over Chu Wanning's body, touching and feeling everywhere, memorizing his body as if it was the last time they would be together. Pining for him.

- Wanning Baobei... Let's go to the bed - He took a breath of his intoxicating scent and
whispered on his ear as if he was telling him his biggest secret.

 

Heaven only knows how they got to the bed, it wasn't far, but they kept on pausing on each wall to devour their lips and press their bodies together to then continue their way to the bed. They were in such state of mind in which anything else mattered, and sanity was no longer part of them.

He pushed Chu Wanning on the bed and admired the feast in front of him. His heart was racing with arousal.

Chu Wanning was panting on the bed while staring a Taxian Jun, looking so tempting without knowing. His body looking so shiny with the moonlight and the soft light of the candles.

Then his legs were spread by two strong hands exposing him completely.

Taxian Jun was once more on top of him. He started licking his hard nipples. His soft wet tongue was sucking him with such delicacy. While he slowly introduced his hard dick on his inside.

One deep thrust to a low moan from both of them.

He had waited too long for this feeling, his dick was pounding so hard in desire. He wanted to hear the pleasure on chu Wanning, he was addicted to his moans, to the way his butthole throbbed and quivered around him, and how he trembled under him. He started thrusting at a fast pace while panting.

- Wanning, does it feel good? Do you like it here? -he asked as he thrusted from above making wet sounds with each movement. Going all the way up and down, deep and hard.

- Wanning... You feel so good inside... - he was going crazy by the pleasure, his long thick dick would go so deep as his hips made hurried slams.

Chu Wanning's legs were as opened as possible. That huge burning cock was stimulating his prostate with each thrust. His mind was blank with all the pleasure, and without realizing, he had started calling that man's name with a soft sexy voice.

- Mmh...Moran, ah- his moans were barely audible, but sent shivers to Taxian Jun's spine getting him more turned on.

The bed was creaking from all the thrustful movements,
Taxian Jun was staring directly at his face while penetrating him so deeply. His heart was racing as he looked at the beautiful man he owned. That man that he hated so much, yet made him have the strongest orgasms, and with whom the pleasure of his dick being wrapped around his insides made him go crazy.

- Baobei, you are burning inside. Haaa...You feel so hot - the thrusts were so desperate trying to go as deep as possible. His dick was too erected making his veins clearly noticeable as it throbbed inside Chu Wanning's entrance.

Chu Wanning was also so sensitive, and could feel the way this man desired him, the passion of his body. His heart was beating so fast, he felt so aroused as he felt the pressure inside him, stimulating his inside and sending shivers through all his body causing something hot spurt from his member as it twitched alongside his butthole.

Taxian Jun flinched at that tight feeling, and grazed his lips against Chu Wanning's blushed neck, so delicately as if he desired something forbidden. Passion and desire had overtaken his hate without him even noticing, he felt so restless around him, but felt so annoyed at someone bullying him; he felt so anxious being away, even though he loathed him.

He let out a muffled sound as he spurted his semen inside Chu Wanning, feeling the scorching feeling in his chest of the burning passion awakening a need of owning every part of this man under him. Of giving him his body and claiming Chu Wanning's as his own.

- Ahh,hng - Chu Wanning couldn’t stop his hole from pounding and squeezing harder while feeling all that pleasure. Making Taxian Jun hiss and thrust deep again.

He took his dick out until only the head of it was inside, and thrusted deeply to his inside, as he was still coming, therefore causing his cum to spill out from Chu Wanning's entrance a little bit, but for sure making it so slippery and wet.

They kept on panting heavily as their bodies vibrated together, in the silence of the night, feeling the hotness and sweatiness of their bodies after such ecstasy product of a secret desire they kept in denial, away from the outside world, only in their hearts, devouring each other with passion.

Taxian Jun started tugging with Chu Wanning's, now wet hair because of the sweat, while still inside of him. He loved staying inside while seeing the uncomfortable expression of the other. That gaze that would avoid meeting his eyes with stubborness everytime; but to his surprise, it was reciprocate this time.

Their eyes were so full of longing as they stared at each other with wet eyes.

- Wanning... I... Don't be angry, Baobei.

There was no response. Chu Wanning just couldn't bring himself to say all the corny things that went through his mind. All he could do was show them, give him his time, his kindness, his advice... His body.
He didn't want to answer. He closed his eyes as surrender, and felt how Taxian Jun closed the gap that separated their lips.

Chu Wanning couldn't open his eyes, he just felt the kiss that went straight to his heart. A soft kiss that felt a bit too innocent after all the love making. He didn't know if he felt it right, but he thought he could perceive a tear falling to his cheek. But didn't open his eyes to check it, and just relaxed his body to show that man he was willing. Not showing any discomfort, any objections.

Showing him he desired him as well.

Notes:

Well, this was the second chapter haha. Thanks for waiting for the ones who had subscribed. It made me really happy to know you wanted to read more! <3

I'm not sure when I'll write the next story, but I'm planning on writing an omegaverse for these two, although I'm not sure if i should write it with Taxian Jun's childish and kinky personality or with a more mature Moran 😩 what do you think? 🆘

Anyways, I'm not sure when I'll finish (or even start writing that one haha) tho 😳

Thanks for reading! It'd make me happy reading your thoughts about this fic too! So leave a comment! 💖