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Chapter 39: New beginnings

Notes:

I'm sorry for the long gap, this chapter may not be as good, and I apologize in advance. Things have been pretty rough on my end and on top of that I've hit a block with this story. It's nearing the end and I'm struggling on how to finish it.

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Henritta takes a shaky breath, “She’s gonna need a lot of fluids, if you have ginger tea even better.” Luda just nods, Henritta puts her hand on her shoulder. “I've got it from here, she’ll be ok. But we have to get cleaned up or Thomas will lose his mind.”

Luda stands nodding wiping her cheeks disappearing once again into the hall. Taking one last look at Joan Henritta leaves.

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Rapidly blinking I try to focus my eyes; my heads pounds, my body feel weak and sore. I cringe when I try to sit up, feeling defeated to give up. I jump when someone busts through the door, and I feel weight on me.

When I smell wood and sweat, I smile, “tommy” it comes out quiet, airy and excited. I bury my nose in his head humming happily. Blissfully unaware of the chaos that just went down.

He leans up to face me, cupping my face making me look at him. My smile drops when I look in his eyes, they're dark and blood shot.

“Something happened.” It comes out more as a statement, he nods then caresses my cheek before squeezing his eyes shut and looking away.

My brows knit together; I look up when Henritta walks in carrying a dark energy with her. I start to freak out, “No..no, please don’t tell me.” my voice shakes going to the worst.

She shakes her head walking to me, “No, benny is fine.” Benny?

I look at her confused, she sits down at the end of the bed. “You lost of a lot of blood to the point we were preparing for the worst; I did everything I could and honestly it's a miracle you're even here.”

Taking a defeated sigh, she looks at me, “You're one tough ass woman you know that?” she gives a dark giggle. I give an awkward smile, “I guess but can I see my baby?” She flashes me a smile and nods.

“Course.” about this time momma walks in holding ben and I smile. I stick my arms out, sighing once he's in my arms.

I quietly talk to him, “I must've gave you scare huh buddy? Were you takin care of daddy for me.?” I giggle feeling at peace.

I look up, “Well whatever you did worked because I feel much better, just sore and weak.” Henritta hums, “Yeah, that’s normal. You need to take it easy for now and drink plenty.”

I nod, “I can't thank you ‘nough, really.” she smiles bashfully. I look down, “So, benny huh?” she laughs, “Yeah, we thought it was cute.” I hum and nod.
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Some time passes and the house gets into a new routine with the newest member of the family.

 

“You sure you don’t mind? I mean I don’t wanna impose.”

Henritta shakes her head and smiles, “Nonsense.’ She gets benny out of my arms and smiles brightly. “I’ll always be happy to watch my god son.”

I smile, “Thank you, really. I just didn’t feel comfortable havin' him around all that mess when we’re working.” She nods, “I get it, it’s no trouble.”

I sigh, “Alright well I guess I should get goin' then.” I feel full of dread having to leave my baby but better this than risk his safety. I give him one more kiss and reluctantly leave.

But I’m doing this for him. It won’t be long, and he’ll have to start eating solid food. I have to make sure he has everything he needs.

I finally reach the house just in time as Hoyt pulls up, he gets out and shuts the door. When I reach him, he whispers in my ear, “He already there?” I nod sadly. A strange look crosses his face for a spilt second before being replaced with his signature grin.

Sometimes Charlie slips through but never long, I imagine he was kind based on what little I've seen.

As sad as I am to leave ben, I’m also excited. I’ve been locked up and have cabin fever, so it feels nice to finally get out again.

I open the car door and the girl screams trying to get away, but I grab her ankle and pull her out. She manages to run off, being out of practice I made too many mistakes. I run after her watching her dip into the barn.

I look around and my head snaps up when I hear something fall, I grin and walk to the back. I pause when I hear someone talking, “Ssshhh, she’s going to hear us.”

I strain my ears getting some kind of sick pleasure listening. I only manage to hear bits and pieces, but I hear all I need to.

“You wanna find Stacy, don’t you?” Stacy? Who the-?

“There’s no way she's still alive are you crazy!?” the other voice whisper screams, “You saw those psychos.” my blood pumps a little harder.

“You're an asshole, did you ever love her?”

“I mean, yeah but she isn’t worth all this. She was a cheater anyway.” My eyes widen Damn.

I can’t hear the rest until I get a bit closer, “Look at her, she’s a human being! Look asshole!” My vision turns red, and my grip tightens on my axe, I stand behind the girl.

The boy's eyes in front of her freeze on me and shakes losing all coloring in his face. “You’ll never find her.” I laugh darkly watching her turn around and panic, scrabbling towards the back of the stable.

I walk forward grinning ear to ear; I stand over her breathing heavy. Who would’ve thought that slut had someone who cared about her.

I don’t see a scared girl anymore I see black hair, red nails, smug smile. My rage builds, “Man, is this one hell of a coincidence.” I lean down into her face inches away.

“I gutted that bitch and had her for dinner.” Her face falls as tears fall, I stand up laughing. “No, no, no. You’re lying!” my smile drops, “Do I look like I’m someone who’s lying?”

She swallows hard shaking, as tears stain her cheeks her eyes burn with hatred. A huge contrast to her sister.

“Why the hell would I trust you? You don’t scare me! You probably don't have the guts!” I grin wickedly, I didn't used to like this but honestly these games are getting fun. Especially being who she is.

Blame Hoyt.

“Really?” I ask hauntingly calm.

“Shut up you idiot!” I hear the boy call out beside her and my eyes flick to him. I grip my axe and swing back and in one swift movement I snuff out his life.

I revel in her screams, “Still think I'm lying?” The hate in her eyes gets replaces with pure fear. I lean forward ignoring her protests and grab a fist full of hair pulling her up to my eye level.

“You’re gonna suffer.” My twisted grin growing.

“Fuck you!” I jump when she spits in my face, my smile dropped and a scowl forms on my face. I use my free hand to clean myself, “Back’ach sweetheart.”

I feel her shiver in my hands, as I drag her back home. I take her to the spare bedroom not bothering for instructions and tie her down. I slam the door and grin at the screams that get muffled.

“Damn, alright.” Hoyt comes up to me and pats my shoulder roughly. “s’good to have ya back kid.” I give him a half smile and walk off.

I stop t the front door when I see tommy, “I'm gonna go get benny.” he nods tiredly.

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Once everyone's cleaned up, we sit at the table enjoying each others company for a change. Giggling at benny, he’s really brightened up all our lives. Hell, even Hoyt’s smiling.

“So, Hoyt you get bored of that girl?”

“Hm? Oh, she’s down in the basement, I didn’t want her up here anymore.” my eyes widen.

“Don't go soft on me now sheriff.” I smile.

“Don't be smartass.” I shrug, giggling I let it go.

After dinner we sit on the porch, ben in momma's arms laughing. I turn around when I feel tommy tap my shoulder.

“What?” he motions his head towards the woods, and I look at momma.

“Go ahead I got it.” she smiles like she knows something making my eyes narrow.

I follow him but this time he leads me a different way, my breath catches when I see a beautiful old farmhouse. It must be one that was left behind at some point.

He grabs my hands and brings me inside, as he shows me around it becomes more clear. “Is this, is this ours?” he nods.

“Tommy...I” I stumble over my words, “Thomas, is this what you've been doin' all this time?” he nods, and I throw myself at him wrapping my arms around his neck.

~NSFW~

 

He stumbles but lifts me up and holds me. He buries his head in the crook of my neck and breathes in deep. He starts walking still holding me, he slams me down on a bed... our bed.

My heart pounds and I smile up at him, he rips his mask off throwing it down on the ground. He tugs his shirt out of his pants, unbuckles his belt, and drops his pants. My eyes stay glued to him.

I press my thighs together as I watch him, he pulls his boxers down freeing his self. He’s already fully hard and breathing heavy as he glares down at me.

He walks to me and pulls my shirt off, roughly takes my bra off throwing them on the ground. My chest quickly rises and falls as he yanks my pants down along with my underwear.

It’s been so long since we've done anything, I've been so pent up and I know he must feel the same way. We both feel feral at the point.

He drops down to his knees in front of me and roughly spreads my legs. Wasting no time he starts eating like he's starving. Licking small circles on my clit just like I like it, he raises me hips up to get better access.

He slips in one finger making me let out a strangled moan, it burns from not being used. He eases his finger in being gentle and once my body gets adjusted, he starts to move.

Massaging me from the inside, he then adds another finger but chokes down my cry by sucking on my clit. The pain mixing with the pleasure makes it intense.

He adds another finger, sucking and licking while he finger fucks me. I grab a fistful of hair and feel that heat build in my stomach.

“Ah...M gonna..” my body stiffens, and I curl into myself, the grip on his hair tightens. I cum on his face, the hardest I think I've ever came. He looks up at me, letting my body relax before he removes his fingers.

I shiver, I lean up on my elbows and look up at him. “I wanna make you feel good now.” I try to catch my breath and watch a smirk form on his face.

I scoot to the edge of the bed, and he grabs my head by my hair pulling me down on my knees. I look up at him my face burning, I don’t think he realizes just how fucking feral this position makes me.

I gently nudge him to the bed making him sit down on the edge, I give him a hot kiss on the lips before kissing his neck. I lick his earlobe my breath making him shiver.

I try to hide my smile, I kiss down to his collarbone, chest, stomach, and look up at him. He's staring at me with that intense hungry look in his eyes that makes me squirm.

I kiss the tip of his cock and give it a small lick; I hear him sigh. When I look up his head is back while he leans on his hands.

I slide back his skin and gently suck on the head; I pull off with a pop. Hearing him groan makes me push my thighs together.

I lick the length of the shaft before putting as much in my mouth as I can, He shivers and lets out a long moan. My eyes flutter, his noises making me wetter.

I brace myself with one hand on his thigh and use the other to help me get what my mouth can’t. I quicken my pace getting a good pattern started. I look at him and catch his eyes, I take my mouth off and let out a long string of spit on his cock.

His eyes get heavy and his chest heaves, he grips my head and shoves it down making me moan around him. I start to taste pre cum and feel him throb against my tongue. His moans start getting louder and more frequent.

Fuck, he’s been trying to hold back his sounds, I guess.

I ignore the burn in my jaw, I press my tongue against the backside, and he grips my hair harder making me cringe. He lets out one last moan before filling my mouth full.

I swallow as fast as I can, when I pull off of him, I lick the slit of his head cleaning off any remaining cum making he shiver. He pulls me up and gives me a sloppy kiss, slamming me down on the bed pinning me down.

He kisses me sloppily before ramming into me.

I claw at his back as tears roll down my cheeks, I’m so sensitive from earlier it’s overwhelming.

His eyes are locked on me, watching me unravel around him.

He pulls out almost completely before ramming back inside taking my breath away, my eyes roll back, and I clamp down on his dick.

I hear him moan loudly before he quickens his pace, his noises getting louder before he spills inside me.

We lay there breathless, his head tucked in my neck. He kisses my neck making me shiver and I feel him grin.

He leans up looking at me, his smile grows as he slides back down between my legs.

Tonight's going to be a very long night.

Notes:

I hope you guys enjoyed! I will still be updating my other story like usual, so no worries (: