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After Ren and chuuya's talk, chuuya felt heartbroken. Which is why he couldn't bring himself to go to the harem, and that is something he never did before. Because it was diobeying a rule, and the last thing he needed was to be punished. He did it nonetheless because he didn't want to see any of the scenes he always saw when he went to the harem, or worse having someone want to play with him.
In the best case scenario, dazai or Ren would want to 'talk' to him. Talking was just another way to play, a mind game where chuuya never felt safe.
So no, he didn't go to the harem that night.
That night was one of the worst in his life. He spent it crying and anxious, fearing someone, namely dazai, would come in at any moment to ask why he didn't come.
Fortunately, no one did.
The next night came, and chuuya knew he sadly couldn't stay in the safety of his room for longer.
He sighs. He misses when he was a house servant. Things were so much easier.
All he had to worry about was being a spy. Now on top of that job, there was his horrible life as a pet which hindered him from being a spy, while also being a perfect occasion since spies were supposed to be close to the one they're spying on.
Last time, chuuya was really scared that dazai found out about his secret. He was more and more afraid for his life. The last report he did to his old masters was more than a month ago and he wondered what would happen if he stopped sending them at all. Would they come to kill him? They couldn't, right ? It would have been easier if he stayed a house servant but the only silver lining of being a pet was that something would seem strange if one was killed. They couldn't risk everything for a traitorous spy.
The thought of betraying them kept lingering in his mind for some time now.
Chuuya looks at himself in the mirror, all dressed up. Ready to go to the harem. Not much mentally, but he did strenghten his will during his day off. He reminded himself that this was just the way pets lived, that being a pet was just a job like others and there was no place for feelings.
When he is in front of the big intimidating door of the harem, he takes a deep breath. He can hear the background sounds of pets talking, and it somewhat feels familiar. He can do this.
He goes inside.
He makes his way towards haru's case, but is stopped in his tracks by a voice that freezes him in his place.
"Chuuya. "
The redhead looks at his left, dreading it, and fists his hands when he sees Yaku coming to him.
"How come you're not in the harem when I want to see you ?
His heart beats faster. He's scared. The last thing he needed right now on top of his hearbreak was yaku adding to his trauma.
His case was the closest to the door, and now chuuya thinks it is that way so he can ambush whoever comes inside before they go further in.
"Come play with me in my case. "
He can't disobey, or Yaku would find a way to make him regret it. The dom takes his hand and goes to his case. He pushes him on the wall, putting his knee between his legs, and his hands above his head. Fear is shot in chuuya's body, and he turns his head away to not face him. Yaku whispers in his ear.
"It has been a while since we saw each other, hasn't it ? I hope you were behaving well. "
He licks his neck, and chuuya whimpers, afraid.
"Yaku-san, please.. "
"You seem a lot more tame now. I guess it's all thanks to me. Do you want to show me how much you've progressed ? Let me fuck you and slowly break you again. "
"No, please, Yaku-san.. don't do this..
And master didn't.. "
"What ? Are you going to tell me some stupid things like how I can't do this to you because I don't have master's permission? If last time didn't make it clear enough, I'll say it. There's no such thing as that. That's just something we tell subs to control their emotions.
If they want to be fucked, they'll feel anxious about being found out while we touch them. And when they don't want it, we break the sense of safety they have by making them realise that in fact, no one is going to stop us. "
Chuuya looks at him, tears in his eyes.
"You're lying. That can't be true. "
Yaku grins.
"Am I ? Well you can believe whatever you want, but do you honestly think that there's something that can stop me from getting what I want right now ? "
He puts both of chuuya's wrists in his right hand. His left one slowly travels chuuya's body going from his belly to his inner thigh, and then his crotch. He englobes his private space with his opened hand, making chuuya sob, closing his eyes and fisting his hands. He wouldn't resist. He was too scared to do so.
Yaku is looking at a certain direction, smiling but the redhead isn't paying attention to it.
"Keep your hands right where they are, chuuya. "
Yaku releases him, and uses his now free hand to lift his chin up. Chuuya is obeying, keeping his hands up as vulnerable as he felt doing so.
Yaku kisses chuuya. But not violently. He's kissing him gently, their lips dancing, making chuuya almost feel good if he wasn't so afraid. Yaku puts his hand on chuuya's lower back and brings him closer, the sub's crotch rubbing his thigh, and their cock meeting, making him moan. He uses that as an occasion to slide his tongue in. He eats him up, kissing him so well and good that chuuya could almost forget how scary the person he's making out with is.
Yaku breaks the kiss and licks a tear that fell down chuuya's face, looking at his right.
"Like what you see, Ren ? "
Chuuya suddenly opens his eyes hearing his name. Yaku chuckles seeing his reaction and rubs him again. The sub bites his lips to not let out more sounds and the dom nibs at his earlobe. Chuuya sees that Ren is looking at them, hands crossed, a small smile at his face as a reaction to what Yaku said.
"I see you're having fun as usual Yaku. "
"How couldn't I ? Chuuya's reactions are so endearing. It would make any dom want to play with him. "
Ren smiles, knowing damn well Yaku was lying.He saw chuuya being immediatly caught by yaku when he entered the harem. At first, Ren didn't understand why chuuya suddenly picked his interest, since he hated untrained pets.
But when yaku started openly looking at Ren while making out with chuuya. Things became clear.
He wanted to rile him up.
And the best thing to do would have been ignoring him, making him believe the redhead meant nothing to him, so he would lose interest in chuuya. And if he wanted to respect chuuya's wishes, he also should have stayed away.
But then again, Ren sucked at self restraint, especially when seeing someone else kiss chuuya.
Fuck him. How did he know that i was interested in chuuya ?
"I don't know if you know him, Ren, since chuuya became a pet around the time you left. "
"I know him. I played with him a few times. "
"I hope chuuya behaved well with you then. You see, I trained him a bit while you were gone. "
Ren grits his teeths, hating how that sounds. What did he do to chuuya ?
Yaku grips chuuya's hair and makes him look at Ren. The sub winces from the pain and looks down.
"Do you want to show Ren what you learned with me chuuya ? "
"Yaku-san, please.. "
The dom rubs his crotch and whispers next to his ear.
"Be a good boy and do as you're told, if you don't want to be punished in front of him. I know Ren likes seeing a good punishement, but I bet you're rather afraid of being seen considering how desperate you were about me closing the curtains last time. "
Chuuya cries, feeling cornered.
"Please, no Yaku-san. I'll do what you want me to. "
Yaku smiles and releases him. Chuuya tries to catch his breath, looking at the ground, not wanting to see whatever look Ren had on his face seeing him like this.
"Come on chuuya, kneel for Ren. "
Chuuya blushes, feeling extremely embarrassed. He fists his hands, his mind reminding him of what would happen if he disobeyed. He turns so his body is facing Ren, even though he's still looking at the ground. He lowers himself to the ground, his knees touching it, then sits on his heels, opening his legs like Yaku told him to. He inhales, bringing his hands to put them on his knees, feeling extremely humiliated.
Ren looks at chuuya who is kneeling at his feet. He wants to help him get out of this situation and was mad at Yaku for controlling him like that. But a part of him is also pleased seeing him kneeling like that, and was curious when he saw his scared attitude towards Yaku. That part of him wanted to see more of this side of chuuya. That part of him was how he usually acted towards pets, and how he had to act now too if he wanted to save chuuya and make Yaku lose interest.
Ren kneels down, taking chuuya's chin and whispering in his ear.
"Good boy. "
Butterflies fly in the sub's stomach hearing that. Ren's voice is always soothing even if he shouldn't feel this way.
Yaku also sits down behind chuuya and takes his hair, whispering in his other ear.
"Yeah, you love being praised by Ren don't you ? How about being punished by him instead ? I for one would like to see that. "
Chuuya feels scared hearing him say that.
He couldn't ever imagine Ren punishing him.
Yaku looks at Ren.
"Play a game with me Ren, will you ? Let's see which one of us can make chuuya break the rules first. Whoever wins gets to punish him while the other watches. "
Ren smiles, knowing Yaku cornered him. This vicious bitch. He had to accept the challenge, because ignoring him meant leaving chuuya alone with Yaku. That was an outcome he couldn't accept.
This was a win win situation for Yaku, who wanted to anger Ren. He would either make him mad by punishing chuuya in front of him or aimed to reveal their relationship by looking at how Ren punished chuuya and Yaku was cunning enough to understand what was going on if Ren was too kind with chuuya.
Ren fell right into his trap from the moment he interrupted them.
"Fine by me." he says, acting unaffected.
Chuuya is surprised to hear him say that. He didn't want to be their plaything in whatever bet they made with each other, with him as a price. It felt like he was an object. How could Ren do this to him ?
"Ren.. please .. " he begs .
Ren's grin is evil. He licks him under his ear, making him shiver.
"Come on chuuya, show me how much of a good boy you are. You don't want to break the rules and make your doms mad, do you ? "
Chuuya feels caged. He wanted nothing more than to tell them to stop and leave him alone. But he couldn't.
" No I don't. "
" Good. "
"Why does he call you by your name ? " Yaku asks the dom.
Chuuya's heart skips a beat, realising he made a mistake. But Ren just lick his neck, making him gasp.
"I told him to call me like that last time. It's much easier to moan Ren than Yaku-san, don't you think ? " he answers, looking at him with mocking eyes.
Chuuya blushes hearing him say that.
"Really ?" Yaku says back, ignoring Ren's taunt. He knew him well enough to know he wanted to distract him." Because I remember you like being adressed with honorifics. Shiro even calls you Ren-sama, doesn't he ? "
"And how do you know about that ?"
"Well I've heard him talking about you when we played together two nights ago. "
"Oh so you were the one who left me with such a pleasant surprise in my room. Who would have thought ? "
Chuuya doesn't understand what they're talking about. Two night ago ? So that was when he, ren and dazai were playing together.
"Don't play dumb, Ren. You knew it was me. "
"I can assure you I didn't. After all, shiro was so obedient to you, he wouldn't tell me anything even when I threatened of punishing him."
"You can ask him yourself whether he told me or not that it was you. See how he'll answer. " Ren adds.
Yaku's eyes light up. Oh. So this time it was Ren who is returning the favor and was inviting Yaku to torment shiro. Yaku grows curious about what would be the sub's answer to the question. He's betting that the sub will admit that he said it and miss out on the opportunity to get away with it since Ren "protected" him with his lie. But he can't know for sure what will happen unless he goes play with him. And well, Yaku liked playing with shiro, he was a good, obedient trained sub after all. He was just what Yaku liked.
"Maybe I will, but he's not the one I'm interested in right now, chuuya is."
Tsk.
Ren hoped he could distract Yaku with that, but obviously it wouldn't be enough. Once Yaku wants to play, he always gets what he wants. He was just like him.
Yaku grabs chuuya's hair and brings his head back, making the poor sub look at him with teary-eyes.
"Let us play chuuya. I think it's obvious enough, but if you touch one of us or disobey, you're going to get punished, so I'm counting on you to be a good obeying boy who can control himself."
He kisses him making chuuya close his eyes. His lips are kind and gentle, arousing the sub despite him and making Ren jealous.
When he breaks the kiss, he releases chuuya's hair. The sub feels Ren's pinch on his nipple, making him moan. He licks the other one, stimulating him. The sub fists his knees and tries his best not to move them or touch either of them.
"Please... "
His begging was as beautiful as it was pitiful and Ren loved to hear it. But there was only one way that he could help him out of this situation: by winning. Cause even if he had to be rough with chuuya, it would be less dangerous than leaving him in yaku's hands.
Yaku's finger are travelling chuuya's back, teasing his nape, then going around his throat. He closes his hands around it, slightly putting pressure, making chuuya yelp.
"No, please, Yaku-san.. "
Chuuya unconciously moves his hands, too terrified to be strangled again. He manages to stop them just before touching Yaku and he puts them back on his knees. Shit. He almost got punished right from the start.
He feared he couldn't hold himself if Yaku started strangling him, and would have flashbacks from last time, which was what the dom was aiming for.
He feels Ren's breath on his ear.
"Chuuya. Tell me you want me to tie your hands. "
"P-please tie my hands, Ren. "
Yaku glares at Ren, his hands leaving chuuya.
"Why are you doing this ? "
"Well, you and I both know chuuya can't control himself that well yet. If we don't want our fun to be over too soon, this is the best thing to do. I know you must have handcuffs in here. "
Yaku smiles in a sadistic way.
"I have even better than that. "
He takes out a rope and shows it to Ren. The same one he used on chuuya and cut his skin. Ren didn't know that, but he knew this rope was hurtful.
"Looks good to me. " He says.
"Want to have the honor? " Yaku proposes, giving him the rope.
"Alright. "
Ren ties chuuya's wrists together in front of him. Chuuya recognises the rope and his heart picks up pace. When Ren finishes tying him, chuuya pulls at it a little, and notices that he tied it as harshly and hard as Yaku did last time. Fuck them both. This was surely going to make him bleed again! He thought Ren would be gentler with him, but he clearly wasn't. Was it because of what happened with them ? Is that how it is going to be from now on ? Ren just being another dom here to torment chuuya. The redhead suddenly feels lonely thinking about that.
This situation was the worst. He was caged between two doms, fighting to see who could break him and punish him first. He hasn't felt this afraid since that time with Dazai and ayako, and though this time Yaku and Ren were humans, they weren't less frightening.
"Alright chuuya. " Yaku says. "Sit up a bit for me so I can finger you ."
The sub freezes. He didn't want that. But he didn't want to be punished by him either.
Both doms knew that the way to win this now that his hands were tied was to make chuuya disobey an order. By asking him impossible things.
"Yaku-san..please.. "
"I'd be more than glad if you disobeyed. But since you're no stranger to my fingers anyways, I guess you will gladly obey this time. "
Ren grits his teeths hearing the implication. He should have been more insistent on what happened to chuuya, cause those little hints that Yaku kept dropping made him crazy. How far did he go with chuuya ?
Chuuya gulps down, a tear falling from his face. He sits up, just as he is told. He moans when a finger enters him, putting his hands in front of his mouth.
He feels Ren's hand taking him by the rope and putting his arms above his head.
"Open your mouth for me, chuuya. Let me eat those pretty moans of yours. "
"Ren.. "
The sub opens his mouth, ashamed. Ren inserts his tongue inside, stealing his breaths whenever Yaku thrusts inside of him. Each stroke of the finger makes him jolt with pleasure, and Ren's lips are heavenly, kissing the redhead out of his mind.
Chuuya is feeling dizzy. He felt humiliated. How could Ren do this to him ?
He's crying. When Ren breaks the kiss, he whimpers.
"This isn't fair. " he says with a low voice. "You two are just doing whatever you want to me, competing with each other while I just get punished either way. "
Ren can't hide the surprise in his eyes, while Yaku laughs hearing him say that.
"Yeah, you're right chuuya. " Yaku says. "It's only fair if there is a way for you to get out of this situation after all. "
He comes closer to his ear.
"How about this: if you manage to stay obedient until you come, both of us will back down. And of course, you're free to come whenever you want to . But you have to come untouched."
Chuuya grits his teeths. He guesses they wouldn't help him with that. They would just tease him and tease him until he disobeys. There never is a way to win when a dom proposes a game. Just the illusion of it. But you can never reach it.
Yaku thrusts once again inside of him, making chuuya moan. He was more than opened up to welcome a second finger now, but Yaku kept stimulating him and frustrating him with only one. Ren is still pinching his nipple and kissing his neck, turning him on as well. He had put chuuya's hands down again.
"How nice of Yaku to prep you chuuya. You'll be all opened up and ready for me to fuck you. Tell me you want me to fuck you. "
"Ren.. I.."
Ren licks his tears and pinches his nipple again, making pleasure course through chuuya.
"You're so beautiful like this, tears in your eyes from the pleasure and tied up. It makes me crave you so much. " he lifts his head up.
" Chuuya, my sweet boy, tell me you want me to fuck you. "
Ren caresses chuuya's back.
"I can fulfill your wants and desires. Let me just hear you. I want to hear your sweet voice beg for it. I want to feel like you need it. Like you need me. "
Why ? Why was Ren talking to him just like before. Talking to him like he cared. Like he was the most precious thing he had.
Chuuya moans again when he feels a second finger enter him. He's unable to look anywhere but into Ren's dominating eyes. He's looking at him with so much lust and want that it almost feels like it's just the two of them. Ren was ordering him. Ren wanted him. And chuuya had to obey. He wanted to reciprocate.
"Please Ren, please fuck me... "
Ren licks his ear.
"More.. let me, no let us hear how much you want it. Beg for it clear and loudly so that Yaku also knows that I am the one you want."
Yaku chukles.
"You possesive bastard. "
Ren gives him a knowing look.
"You know how I play, don't you Yaku ? It doesn't matter if we just met yesterday. Each sub I dominate is mine. " he looks at chuuya again.
"So show us who you belong to. I want you to beg for me in front of him. "
"Ren, please, this is too.. "
Humiliating.
Ren pulls at his hair.
"In case it wasn't clear enough, this is an order. If you don't want me to punish you, you better do what you're told. Beg. "
Chuuya winces from the pain in his roots. He felt afraid by Ren. He didn't know him to be this scary, this dominating. The way he ordered him made him shiver. With fear, need to submit and want. He felt powerless. He didn't want to be punished. He didn't want to feel pain. So he obeys.
"Please Ren.. I want you to fuck me. I want your cock inside of me. I want you to pound into me until I break. I want to cry because of how good it feels. I want you to be the one to take me, fuck me and make me cum. Please Ren, you're the only one I want, please fuck me.. "
Ren smiles at him and caresses his hair like he never pulled at it.
"Good boy. "
He had hoped chuuya would feel ashamed and disobey his order of begging in front of yaku, but he felt exhilarated when he did hear him beg.
He kisses him with need and dominance on his lips, sliding his tongue inside like his mouth belonged to him. His hand was also englobing his neck in a possessive way, that made chuuya's heart race. He kept making a mess out of him, making the sub dizzy with pleasure and breathless.
When Ren breaks the kiss, he looks at chuuya who is struggling to breath, cheeks red and teary eyed. And he knows he shouldn't but he wants him so much right now. Despair was a great look on him. Ren wanted to wreck him so much.
He held back all this time. He didnt want to ruin him, like there was some sort of barrier that stopped him. Was that barrier love ?
But slowly he felt the control he had over himself when chuuya was around diminished. He started being rougher two nights ago, and right now he especially had to put that barrier down to not raise suspiscion.
"I knew letting him have a way out would help motivate him to obey. It's my turn to have some fun with him now, don't you think ? " Yaku says.
"You already have your fingers in his ass, what more do you want ? "
"Hearing him just made me want to listen to him beg even more. How about you beg for me this time chuuya ?"
The sub gulps down and Ren laughs.
"Who's the jealous one right now ? " He says.
"I get his ass, you get to see his face. Seems like a good deal for a pervert who gets turned on by tears, isn't it ?"
Ren smiles and licks said tears on chuuya's cheek while looking at Yaku.
"Don't act like you're not the same. "
Yaku rolls his eyes.
"Come on chuuya. " he says. "Sit on all fours. Show me your sweet butt and let me hear you beg for a third finger. "
Chuuya shivers, fisting his hands.
"Please, Yaku-san.. "
Yaku slaps his buttcheek, making the poor pet scream. A tear falls down chuuya's face when he also feels a jolt of pleasure with the pain. Why did it feel a bit good ? Was it because Yaku's fingers were already inside of him ?
"I'm not as patient as Ren. I only ask for things once. So unless you want to be spanked again, I suggest you obey. "
"I will, I'm sorry I will ! "
Chuuya gulps down and puts his elbows on the ground, feeling as humiliated as he can be. He closes his eyes and tries to form words, to beg.
"Please Yaku, Pl.. "
Ren lifts his chin up making chuuya open his eyes. The dom's eyes feel even darker than usual.
"Look at me. Let me see you beg Yaku. Beg for someone else while looking into my eyes. Are you able to do that chuuya ? "
The sub shivers hearing him say that. He gulps down and closes his eyes trying not to go crazy. Begging Yaku was already hard as it was. But doing it in front of Ren, who was looking him with so much possessiveness ? Chuuya feared he couldn't survive this situation.
"Ren, please.. agh. " He screams, feeling the two fingers thrusting hard inside of him.
"Wrong name sweetheart." Yaku says." It's me who you have to call for right now. Come on. Don't make me wait. "
"And open your eyes chuuya. "Ren adds." Look at me while you're begging for someone else."
Chuuya wants to be buried alive. Both were so cruel to him. And they were in harmony together while doing so. And it makes sense, since they've know each other for so long.
Someone please save me.
He gulps down.
"Please Yaku. Can you add another finger?.. I want it, please.. I'm already opened up. Please let me feel you thrust inside of me with your fingers. I.. " He pulls at his restraints so the pain he feels when the rope cuts him can help him concentrate and not fall into the abyss of Ren's eyes that were judging him. "Mess me up and pound into me until I come. Please add another finger. I need it so much. "
Ren's eyes are silently killing him. He could feel his jealousy, his anger, yet his face was calm. The only visible rage was the look in his eyes. He was daggering chuuya with his gaze, daring him to ask for another in front of him. And chuuya didn't want that. He hated it. He hated making Ren mad. But if he was so mad about it then why wasn't he helping chuuya ?
"Good boy. " Yaku says, adding another finger, making chuuya whine.
He winces when Ren is gripping his hair and making him look at him.
"Yeah. Good job. You're nowhere near the level of a trained pet yet, but I'll give it to you, you've at least learned how to beg properly. "
Chuuya never felt a praise be more hurtful than this one. That wasn't praise. That was contempt. Having the one he loves tell that to him was horrible. Even Yaku's word were less hurtful. He closes his eyes.
"I'm sorry.." he weakly says, a tear falling from his face. He doesn't know what he was apologizing for.
Ren brings chuuya's face closer to his, their lips almost touching. But it didn't feel gentle at all.
"Yaku said he trained you. What good dom would I be if I don't do the same ? You didn't quite learn how to be still after last time, so I'll give you something that's easier to learn."
"No, Ren, please.. "
The pet's smile is terrifying.
"Chuuya. Be a good boy for me and give me a headjob. "
Chuuya's eyes widen.
"I.. I don't know how to do that. "
Ren's right hand goes around chuuya's throat, and he is afraid the dom might strangle him. Ren knows that this gesture makes Chuuya afraid, he saw it earlier and that's why he is doing it right now.
He comes closer to his ear.
"Quite simple really. I won't ask you to be good at it. Just let me fuck your mouth."
And this might not be the most disturbing thing chuuya heard, but it felt like the most hurtful one. It felt so degrading. Like Ren was going to use chuuya for his own needs and pleasure, and the redhead hated being treated like that, even if that's how he was treated all of his life. But coming from Ren, of all people.. that just made it unsufferable.
Tears fill chuuya's eyes. He slightly pushes Ren, without much force. He looks down, feeling broken.
"I'm sorry. I can't do that.. I just can't. "
Ren laughs.
"Yeah. I knew you couldn't. "
That sentence manages to hurt chuuya even more. He felt like Ren was looking down on him, underestimating him. He felt worthless. Now he was at least sure of something. Ren didn't love him. Someone that loves you doesn't say those kind of things to you.
"Game's over Yaku." he says, ignoring chuuya's despair. " I win. "
"What ?! Already ? Ugh. I definetely hate untrained pets. "
He pulls his fingers out of chuuya, making him yelp.
"You're such a bad loser. If you feel you're too frustrated to watch, then you're free to go. "
"You know I won't do that. "
"I know you won't. So just let me punish him as I see fit. "
Yaku rolls his eyes, sitting on a pillow.
"Try to entertain me a bit at least. "
Ren ignores him and sits, his back on the wall.
"Come sit on my lap chuuya. "
For the first time, the redhead didn't want to. That position felt too intimate. And he was mad, sad and angry at Ren right now. But Ren wasn't just Ren now. He was a dom whom chuuya had to obey to. So he begrudgingly does as he is told.
"Good boy."
This is the first real praise he hears in a while. He doesn't know how he feels about it. It felt like a lie.
Ren puts a strand of hair that was on chuuya's face behind his ear.
"Tell me what happened between you and yaku.
He spanked you right ? How did he do that exactly ? "
Chuuya can't believe him. He was taking advantage of the situation to know what happened to him. He didn't give up on that after all.
I'm not a kind person at all, chuuya. I'm mean and selfish and I always want to get what I want, whatever the means. And you'll come to hate me when you realise that.
"He hit me with a riding crop. " he says, looking down.
"Is that all ? "
"Yes. "
"Then what was that about his fingers inside of you ? "
"That.. he fingered me before spanking me. "
"Anything else you want to share with me about what happened between you two ? "
"I.. I'm not sure. "
"Well I think know something. "
Ren grips chuuya's hair to make him look up and puts his hand on his throat, surrounding it in a frightening way.
Ren looks at chuuya like he was analysing him. Waiting for a reaction. Wanting to trigger him. And chuuya was really beginning to panick.
"You crazy bitch ."Yaku says. "You're not always so curious about the pets' previous experiences when it's your first time meeting them are you ? "
Ren smiles. "You know me, don't you? Of course I am. Pets like chuuya really wake this instinct in you. "
"Is that really why ? "
Yaku was suspiscious, but Ren chooses to not answer. He focuses on the redhead again. He puts more pressure on his hand, and chuuya feels suffocated even though Ren didn't start strangling him yet.
"I can feel you heartbeat when I touch you like this. And you were afraid of his hands on your neck earlier. Let me guess. He strangled you didn't he ? "
Please be careful. Ren-san is very perceptive and knows what you're feeling when he looks at you move. Every movement you make betrays your thoughs and Ren-san knows how to read the body language too well, even if it's his first time meeting a sub. He knows where your weak spots are.
Is this how every other sub other than chuuya feels when Ren plays with them ? If that's the case then he understand why haru seemed so afraid of him.
"Yes he did. "
"What else did he do ? "
Chuuya gulps down, knowing Ren wouldn't give up until he had all the details.
"He told me to kneel and say what I did wrong. "
There's a sort of fire in Ren's eyes when he hears that. Whether it was anger, or jealousy or excitement or another thing, chuuya couldn't tell.
"Did you do it ? "
"Yes. "
He grabs his hair and whispers next to his ear.
"You knelt down in front of him. Just like you did earlier with me. "
Chuuya couldn't understand the tone in his voice. What he really wanted to say.
Ren smiles and releases chuuya, looking at yaku.
"I'm surprised you had the patience to do that Yaku. As much as I despise you, you know your job as a dom. "
"I don't want to hear that from a a bipolar freak like you. "
Ren laughs.
"Yeah. I guess you don't. Though I wonder why you'd still want to look at this freak punishing another. You hate the way I act around pets, I know it. "
"Maybe master's curiosity was passed on to me."
Ren sighs. He gently lifts chuuya's chin up, focusing on him again.
"Time for your punishement chuuya. Tell me, how do you want me to be ? "
Chuuya looks everywhere but into his eyes. Ren takes the rope that's tying chuuya and lifts it up again, exposing his chest, making him lean closer to Ren. He feels more vulnerable in this position, and the rope is burning his wrists.
"Please.. "
"Answer me chuuya. Do you want me to be rough, make you cry and break you, or would you rather I be gentle ? I know a lot of pets crave the first way. "
"Gentle.." Chuuya whispers, his voice barely audible.
"What was that ? I couldn't hear you. Look at me when you're talking. "
Chuuya gulps down, but obeys, and his heart falls to his stomach when he sees some sort of evil amusement in Ren's eyes. He looks at him with weak begging eyes.
"Ren, gentle, please don't hurt me. "
" Are you afraid of pain ?"
"Yes."
"Why ? Pain is good. It feels good. "
"No it doesn't. I hate it. It makes me feel weak and vulnerable. "
Ren comes closer to whisper in his ear.
"But you are weak and vulnerable, aren't you ? "
Chuuya's face reddens, and he feels humiliated, tears threatening to fall.
"Ren..please. Why are you saying these things to me ?
"It's not like I am shaming you. What's wrong with being weak chuuya ? What's wrong with giving up your power to someone else? "
He lifts him up by the chin.
"I like it when you're being vulnerable. Don't assume it's an insult. It's the highest praise you could get. "
If it was one, why did it hurt so much ? Was it because his eyes weren't those usual warm, passionate one ? Now it seemed like they were almost as cold and calculating as dazai's.
Was was this his usual self that chuuya never got to see before ? Maybe when Chuuya told Ren that he didn't really love him, Ren realised he didn't have to act a certain way towards him anymore.
Ren puts down chuuya's extended arms.
One hand on his chin, the other travels his back, sending shivers to his body then rests on his lower back, bringing him closer. Ren hovers over his cheek until he reaches his ear, which he licks.The sub's face turns red from the treatment.
" A gentle punishement..." he says like he was thinking.
"Oh, I know, do you want me to spank you chuuya ? I can do it with my bare hands if you want. "
Chuuya gasps, afraid. He closes his eyes, trying to contain himself before he panicks.
"Please Ren, no please.."
"Why not sweatheart? "
"Please. I hate them. I don't like them. Please. "
"You don't like them ? Even though they feel so good ? And it's the kindest form of punishement that I can think of."
That was the same thing Yaku told him that time. Chuuya already thought a spanking was awful, so he couldn't fathom what doms like Ren and Yaku were thinking of when they imagined hard punishements. He didn't want to be hurt. He stars squirming, closing his legs and wanting to run away. He was afraid. He felt caged.
"They don't feel good. I hate them. I'm scared. Please Ren I.."
He is interrupted by Ren's lips crushing his, and his tongue invading his mouth out of nowhere. The dom pulls at his hair and eats him up, and that makes chuuya moan and squirm even more.
Chuuya was so endearing when he was afraid and caged. He was tied up, defensless, completely at Ren's mercy, and his pathetic attempt at escaping only made the dom more excited. The way his legs shifted and closed rubbing against Ren's , the way his wrist pulled at the rope, but it wouldn't break and would only burn him even more. That desperation when he knew there was no way out. He loved seeing it. He felt excited by it.
God he was such a perverted sadist.
He wanted to make him cry then lick his tears. He wanted to be the one to ruin him and save him at the same time.
He breaks the kiss. Chuuya is breathless, cheeks red, body still trembling. He was throwing nervous looks, waiting for Ren's next move.
This thrill.. this power that Ren felt when he knew he was the one in charge. When he is the one who decides what happens and the sub can only imagine. He loved it. He felt high on it.
Ren takes chuuya by the chin.
"Let me show you pain chuuya. Let me show you pleasure. Let me show you the pleasure of being hurt. Let me push your limits and make the line between pain and pleasure so blurry it stops existing. "
"Please ..Ren.. "
Ren pulls at his hair viciously and tries to speak in a way that only chuuya hears him.
"Oh, sweatheart. Don't ever stop calling my name. Yes, it's me. Ren. I'm the one who is going to punish you and take away all your innocence. You're so delicious, and seeing you so inexperienced, I can't believe how no one got to you before me. It's too bad for them. Because right now you're mine, and I'm going to wreck you. "